#properrecovery

[meganutriland]

I can’t believe that even in times like these kindness becomes a pride. My version of being kindness lost the real meaning. But I want to truly believe in people, in their good intentions. I really want to understand their behaviour against themselves but my #priorities are bit important than that right now. I do whatever my #cancer let me for. If I feel good I want to spent time with those who need me, who always simply are, I want to also do stuff I really enjoy and love to do. If my day doesn’t look like that I am #quite and need #properrecovery but it doesn’t mean I let me children and closest members down. I am trying the best. As much my body needs #endorphins as often I want to be #active Please do not tell me what I should or not. Please do not tell me what I could or not. Please do not place a visit without prior permission. Yes I do look mostly well on the photos but have u ever wonder how bad days look? I will explain you: diarrhoea and vomiting are mostly caused by chemo - medication as much as loosing appetite, moving gums, headaches, hair loss, sore mouth, infections, bruising, bleeding, skin and nail changes plus so many connected to #autoimmunediseases Fatigue Joint pain and swelling Skin problems Abdominal pain and digestive issues Stiffened hands Swollen glands and even more: nose scabs, sensitivity to light, barley on the eyelids, irritable bowel syndrome, back pain, lack of appetite and weight gain, fatigue, insomnia! And guest what? I do deal with those daily, very often with all of them in a very same day, in a very same hour. But I do not give up, I do not let others down, I do not shut my mind off and pretend it will never back, I do #live #love #enjoy as much as I can, I #dance #eatwell if my body is not sick, I do sing, I do play, I do have sex if my #libido calls me for this, I do understand others so pls be aware of understanding my #position All the best! #nutrition #selfcare #activelifestyle #cancersucks #liveisbeautiful #priorities #possibilities #moments #nutritionessentials #autoimmunedisease #loveyourself #beforyourself https://www.instagram.com/p/CGcrMsfMaV6/?igshid=1tm1jt0ynyi1g