#prolly sideways without the legs attached

[jisungscaramel]

desire | changbin

❀ pairing: changbin x reader (female) ❀ word count: 1k

[warning] explicit sexual content, unprotected sex (be safe y’all), public(ish) sex, car sex, size kink, (mild) s&m

When it comes to roadtrips, people either love them or find them utterly unbearable, and in this moment, you identify with the latter... but not for the reason you expected. 

‘How long has it been? A few days? A week?’ you mentally contemplate as you inwardly groan at the way the cat silently begs for attention. She just has to overflow with thirst when it’s the most inconvenient of times for you. 

You glance at your boyfriend, Changbin, in your peripheral, biting your lip. You try to distract yourself by looking at the sun setting into the ocean as he drives down the 101. 

‘Cause you got desires… I know, I know, I know…’ 

But the music he’s playing deems the surroundings an inadequate distraction, enabling your sinful thoughts. 

‘Oh fuck it.’ 

You gingerly place your hand on Changbin’s thigh and give it a gentle squeeze. Ever so slightly, his hand tightens on the steering wheel, and you inch your hand to palm his crotch. 

“Don’t.” He shoots you a warning glare before turning his focus back to the road. 

“Oh yeah?” You press harder, making him groan, “what are you gonna do about it?” You smirk when you feel him stir under your touch. 

He shifts his left hand to the top of the wheel and takes his right off. He grips your wrist and pulls your hand away from him. 

“Two can play this game.” 

He returns your hand to your side and before you can react, he slips his fingers into your skirt and presses his middle finger against your clit. A sinister chuckle drips from his lips when you gasp at his touch. 

“God you’re soaking.” He runs his nail along your opening, over the lace of your underwear. “I didn’t realize you needed me this badly.” 

His fingers push your underwear to the side, holding it in place by the pinky, resting his index finger on the junction between your core and your thigh to suspend his middle and ring finger into your slick. 

With varying speed, he draws circles along your folds, biting his lip at the desire flowing from you. “Changbin…” you moan his name when he thrusts his fingers into you. 

You press your shoulder blades into the leather seats and buck your hips against his hand. Your knee knocks the door handle in an effort to spread your legs as much as you can, in desperation for more friction. 

His fingers curl inside you, brushing along every ridge. As much as he’s tempted to close his eyes and just immerse in the euphoria of exploring you, externally, he remains completely stoic, eyes still on the road. 

His palm puts pressure on your clit, and you sink your nails into Changbin’s bicep as the pleasure pulsing in your core extends further through your nerves, searching for release. 

You can’t help but scream when you reach your high, coating Changbin’s fingers in your orgasm. 

He lifts his fingers to his mouth, sensually licking the residual of your pleasure. 

But it isn’t enough. 

“Changbin, please,” you whine. 

He glances at you nonchalantly and raises an eyebrow. “‘Please,’ what?”

“I need you…” 

“What do you mean?” 

“Bloody hell, Changbin, I need you inside me. Now.” 

“Can’t you wait until we get there?” he teases. 

You slip your underwear off and stuff the lace in the front pocket of his pants. While giving him the most intense look you can muster, you say, “No.” 

He gulps. Even if his reaction is minimal, there’s no denying the growing bulge in his sweatpants. 

Without warning, he makes an unexpected turn, driving down a relatively empty street, and you realize something is up. 

“Binnie… where are we going?” 

“We’re taking a detour.” 

He parks in a beach lot. 

“Get in the backseat,” he says and you don’t need to be told twice. 

You throw off your shoes and climb over the center console to get to the back. Seconds later, Changbin is in the back with you and you’re firmly straddling his lap.

Your lips attach to his hungrily, clutching his hair as you dominate the kiss. Your grab his shoulders for leverage when he reaches to slide his pants down, revealing his erection. 

The tip throbs against your clit, sending electricity up your spine, and you lower yourself slowly to take him in. You can’t help but throw your head back at the salacious stretch. 

“Fuck, you’re so big, you can barely fit.” 

You grind your hips from side to side, settling into the feeling as deep as you possibly can. He grits his teeth when you start snapping your hips, filling the car with the vulgar music your bodies make. 

The windows begin to fog… not that it matters to you whether anyone sees or not. The only thing your mind is on is the sensation of being filled up by Changbin. 

In one fluid motion, he pushes you down on the seat, pulling your leg around so that you’re laying sideways, knees hitting the back of the driver’s seat, ass exposed to him. 

You let out an array of mewls as he grips your hip and thigh to push deeper and stronger into you. 

He grunts. “You’re a greedy little slut, aren’t you? I already got you off once but your pussy’s still dripping for me.” 

“I-I can’t help it,” you manage to get words out through your heavy breaths. 

But you scream when he goes so deep that you feel it hit your cervix, and you latch onto the door handle for support. 

“Too deep?” he purrs, smirking at the sight of tears forming in the corners of your eyes. 

“No…” 

“Good, ‘cause this is only the beginning. When I’m done with you, you won’t be able to walk for a week.”   

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A/N This prolly won’t be the last piece inspired by Dark Lane Demo Tapes... (gif isn’t mine)

[f-nodragonart]

How do you draw folded bat wings? I tried to look up references but it looks so dark and such a mess that I can't figure out what's going on. All my dragons have their wings sticking out and I want them to relax and fold their wings, but I can't figure it out.

first, know that having a good grasp on wing anatomy is the first step, so I rec checkin out my crash-course on vertebrate wings, if u need it. I’ll try to summarize some of the more relevant points when necessary here, tho

that said, real-life folded bat wings are actually a lot messier than u might expect, as bat bones/joints are SUPER-duper flexible

tho this may also be a consequence of their legs/hips being right there, splayed out where the ends of their fingers fold up, and other body types prolly wouldn’t require that particular zig-zig crinkling of the fingertips

I also doubt that that level of flexibility would even be available in the bones/joints of dragons as large as horses, or even just dogs, though I could be wrong about that

either way, I’ll give you some examples of how I approach folded bat wings in my designs

so here we’ve got a standard folded bat wing. note that the LOWER arm is the most visible portion of the the arm anatomy-- the lower arm pulls up over the upper arm, and the fingers curl up under both arm sections 

the “tightness” of the folding can vary, depending on the look you want. real-life bats obviously have CRAZY flexible wrists, and can tuck their fingers snug up against their arms/bodies all the way down. and I’m sure you could pull the wrist up a lil closer to the shoulder if need be. however, I believe the position as I’ve drawn-- with the lower arm hanging a bit down towards the front of the body, and the fingers loosely tucking in-- could be a perfectly comfortable, relaxed position for folded bat-dragon wings. this is especially considering that bat wings would be located more towards the midline/sides of the torso rather than right up near the spine like birds, meaning gravity would pull on them a bit more easily, possibly lending to this loose pose. BUT that also depends on the exact wing muscle configuration-- wings generally have pretty good ‘locking’ mechanisms when tucked closed, so tighter tucking is a perfectly reasonable possibility

I will note that wings ought not to be tucked up on top of the back. even bird wings located closer to the spine don’t rest their wrists above the shoulders-- the wings still hang to the sides, with the wrists held near the front of the body

I can’t imagine that pulling the wings back constantly is very comfortable, much less a position that affords the wing muscles any rest

tho the elbows would prolly need to be pulled next to or above the hips a bit, so the elbows don’t interfere with hind leg movement

on that note, also notice the anatomical proportions of the wings and how they affect the look of the folded wing. the upper arm of a wing will ALWAYS be shorter than the lower arm, so when they’re folded up, the wrist will stick out in front of the shoulder. usually even in front of the front limb shoulders, depending on the size of the wings (I think I drew these wings a bit small in comparison to body size, but we’ll just pretend this guy ain’t a particularly strong flyer)

the finger proportions are actually very similar to human fingers, in that the sections closest to the wrist are longest/thickest, while the sections closer to the tips are shorter/thinner. this means that when the fingers fold up, the bases will have long sections without joints, while the tips will be able to curl quite tightly, which you may be able to visualize more precisely here

the bend back under the arm at the 3rd joint may, admittedly, be a bit too sharp even by bat standards, so the fingers may still need to follow the line of the body

but I still think the fingers should be able to curl up under the arm just fine, honestly

now, while it’s important to know the underlying structures here, also note that certain parts of the folded wing (like fingertips) simply won’t be visible due to the membrane

and this is where folded wings get tricky-- not only is it hard to keep track of what’s covered up, but also what sections are connected to one another! hopefully the above diagram helps you visualize how the membrane lays over the overall arm structure at least, but being able to follow membrane connections in different positions takes a bit of familiarizing with overall wing anatomy

(also note that for ease of seeing the base anatomy, I’m not adding in most of the membrane wrinkles I usually would. just keep in mind that bat membranes are embedded w/ a lotta lil tendons that help scrunch up the membrane and hold the wings steady)

I will at least point out one particular section of membrane that trips folks up a lot

here, it’s important to remember that the back edge of the membrane (specifically the plagiopatagium section), connecting back onto the body, is ALSO connected to the back of the arm AND the pinkie finger. thus, we must keep in mind the flow of this section of membrane in the folded wing. note that it may very well cover up part of the visible finger(s) (particularly the pinkie) just before they tuck underneath the arm, as I’ve shown above

now, something fun about bat wings is that they’ve got ROTATION in their wrists! so, unlike birds, you can give yourself some freedom in how many of the fingers are visible, when folded up

I WILL say, though, that real-life bats seem to go for the latter folding, more reminiscent of a bird folding their wrist sideways next to their lower arm rather than curling the wrist underneath the lower arm. but, again, bats have way more leeway in wrist flexion, so I think any of these wrist positions are perfectly possible for a bat-winged dragon

and this flexion will also be affected by the kinda palm you give your wings. while many dragon artists give their dragons humanoid palms, real-life bats don’t actually have palms-- the metacarpals that make up our palms are actually the base bones of bat wing fingers. thus, bats just have a tiny connection area of carpals to connect fingers to arm, allowing for a frankly crazy range of flexion. while I’m not sure about how exactly a palm might affect flight, I don’t think they’re necessarily a problem so long as they’re downsized (palms proportionally the size of human palms compared to the arm would be WAY too heavy/thick for flight..) and retrofit for flight in shape (think about oncoming air currents and what parts of the palm would need to be more/less stabilized or aerodynamically shaped)

also note that, if the wing has a thumb and it’s visible, then the front edge membrane (propatagium) is gonna attach to it

like so (depending on the exact position of the thumb, of course)

now, I know some dragon artists like to curl the tips of the fingers up over the elbows, like this

and like, sure, the tips may be visible past the back edge of the membrane, if you go for the finger-tuck where the fingers follow the line of the body. or if the fingertips aren’t typically bat-like, but are stiffer and incapable of comfortably curling up. I’m specifically thinking of designs with faux-feather cartilage, or those with pterosaur-like fans of cartilage fibers across the membrane, leading to more bird-like folding

but idk, this desire to pull the fingertips up over the membrane THAT far seems uncomfortable and unnecessary? like, I really don’t understand why a dragon wouldn’t simply tuck their fingertips up against their body, following underneath the membrane, as a bat does. if anyone wants to argue me this point, I’m willing to hear it out tho

so, I know that was a lot of hyper-specific info, but if you step back for a minute and just take in the overall look of a folded bat wing, it turns out folded bat wings are WAY easier than most ppl realize!

truly, so many people overthink like, where the fingertips end up, or how the membrane overlays the arm. but once you understand how it all fits together, you can condense the look of it into basic shapes like this

and you can add or subtract detail depending on your style, how defined you want the arm to be from the membrane, how wrinkly/detailed you want the membrane, etc.

hope this helps!

-Mod Spiral