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nachtwandeling · 2 years

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#i'm such a clown bc i always scream that i don't need a men and men are trash #and that i can be happy with myself #probably for the rest of my life #but honestly i feel so unspeakably alone #the loneliness is just gnawing at me #god maybe this virus is taking its toll on me...#but yeah i rather kill myself bc i will be unhappy with and without someone #bc i will never never find someone who will make me happy this person simply doesnt exist they all fuck me over

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egophiliac · 1 year

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now that I can think semi-coherently again...whooooo's ready for Friday WEEHOO

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #stage in playful land #stage in playfulland #i've only had gidel for a day and a half et cetera you know the rest #guidel? gider? ah yes. what's that romanization. my favorite game #i'm gonna go with fellow and gidel until something official comes out i guess #anyway HEY it's spooky carnival time where everybody wears hats and then probably turns into puppets or something! i'm excited!#yuu and grim are probably going to be there also which means it doesn't canonically take place during glorious masquerade #which is unfortunate because that really is the most hilarious possibility #ace and deuce in unison: ugh you won't BELIEVE what happened while you were gone #these boys cannot just have one nice day without someone trying to take over the school or destroy all magic forever or something #such is life in twisted wonderland

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stefisdoingthings · 5 months

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don't look (please do)

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todayisafridaynight · 8 months

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#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #ichiban kasuga #ryo aoki #masato arakawa #snap sketches #beat y7 for the first time in Ever last night with kayla so i was legally required to draw something #also i wouldve just rb'd the og post but it had less than 100 notes and i didnt want op seeing me be cringe so early in that posts life #theyre brothers your honor this is simply shit ichi would do every day had it not been for The Horrors #ok bye i should eat #steadily trying to post art again cause my comm list is FINALLY looking vaguely normal so i dont have much left to do #ill probably shotgun a good chunk of them tomorrow even tho tomorrows suppoed to be a rest day but lol #ok bye bye

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uncanny-tranny · 1 year

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I think it would really benefit people to internalize that mental illnesses are often chronic and not acute. Some of us will never be able to jump the hurdle of managing illness, much less sustaining a sense of normalcy. Many of us will never "recover," will never manage symptoms, will never even come close to appearing normal - and this is for any condition, even the ones labeled as "simple" disorders or "easy-to-manage" disorders.

It isn't a failure if you cannot manage your symptoms. It isn't a moral failure, and you aren't an awful person. You are human. There's only so much you can do before recognizing that you cannot lift the world. Give yourself the space to be ill because, functionally, you are.

#mental health #mental health advocacy #like... anxiety and depression are often concieved of as simple and easy to manage...#...but that isn't the case for so many of us. anxiety and depression just have a lot more research invested into them...#...and while i wish this were the case for literally every other condition it does alter people's perception of you to some extent...#...so while this is NOT solely about anxiety or depression it includes us...#...my anxiety and depression and PTSD have *destroyed* my life. this is chronic and will probably be life-long...#...and that isn't my fault. i've done the fucking work but guess what? that doesn't account for the fact that I Am Just ILL #the least we can do for each other is to be compassionate #be compassionate to those who cannot heal. be compassionate to the people who can't manage their lives. this world is scary enough #recognize that management of symptoms is something not all of us can do - even IF their condition is labeled as 'easy to manage'#i allowed myself to feel angry that i can't heal 'normally' and that was unfair as fuck toward myself #and i NEED people to internalize this so that MAYBE this could help somebody else who is where i was #i NEED them to understand that it's okay that they are where they are - sometimes shit just doesn't turn out how you expect or want #don't beat yourself over you being a person. you are struggling enough. you deserve to rest. just rest please #and just... give yourself space

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taiistired · 3 months

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mean gills doodles from my limlife rewatch!!

#taevi.png #life series #scott smajor #martyn inthelittlewood #mean gills #limited life #the fish scott got guided's approval #pt1 probably the rest are just sketches that i need to fix up and half-done designs of them 😭#you look in my ibis and it's just 3 million half done drawings of liml scott

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ghirahimbo · 11 months

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evil time loop escape conditions where you can't get out until you've fuucked up your life in the most spectacular way possible, confident that the next night will reset the slate as usual.

instead, the next day comes.

#that's the first chapter btw #the rest of the story is about coming back from the fallout #trying to make amends #something something the hubris of believing you were above consequences #coming to terms with the pain you were willing to cause in the moment because you never thought it would last (but it did)#actually maybe this is just undertale geno route #post cancelled undertale did it already #lol mostly i was trying to figure out if i could get to new york in a daily reset time loop #i probably could if i fucked up my life #and of COURSE that would be the day it didn't reset

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journeyman-tier-fibercraft · 4 months

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The Evenstar is finally finished! This project has been a really fun time but I'm also SO glad it's over.

The knitted on edging took. Literally half a year. Not because it was difficult but simply because it was SO BORING. It looks so good and was so easy to block but I'm not sure I'll ever have the Willpower to knit this edging ever again.

My shawl also turned out significantly smaller than the pattern says. It's supposed to be 60 inches and mine is closer to 48 inches. This is probably because of the yarn I used? (Cobweb instead of lace weight) I also chose to knit under gauge because I didn't like the way the fabric looked at gauge. Thankfully it doesn't bother me.

#knitting #knitblr #lace rot #lace knitting #project: shawl 14 #i still have a cone and a half of this yarn. this shawl only took 84 grams total #I'm going to be knitting pale pink cashmere shawls for the rest of my life. the opposite of a problem #tho since the pink is so light i could probably easily over dye it

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princema-k · 14 days

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so draw your blade, you wretched fiend and let's you and i fight like the dishonourable dogs we are savage, violent, yet free and when the curtain calls, let me put you out of my misery

#mak art #the great ace attorney #dai gyakuten saiban #tgaa #dga #tgaa spoilers #dgs spoilers #kazuma asogi #kazuma asougi #barok van zieks #klint van zieks #genshin asogi #genshin asougi #artists on tumblr #OW MY FUCIKIGN HAND #i took like a whole month on this. working on and off #never hyperfixate on a series set in the 20th century that makes u wanna draw in a style ur not good at #worst mistake of my life #i referenced a lot of chiaroscuro stuff for this #'the fallen angel' painting was used as ref for barok too #wanted to fit in a stronghart motif but #couldn't make it work w/o cluttering the whole thing tbh. so #(looking at bvz and kaz) ohhh they hate each other so much......... but they're mislead........ ohhhhhhh #also i hope to Never fucking draw or paint dogs again. Horrible #theres more stuff on the way. probably #one's a video but. i gotta rest first. im gonna Die #anyways. enjoy gang

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sableeira · 7 months

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Do you care for a cigarette?

#I wanted to reuse a color palette from last year that I loved and this is the result ^_^#actually part of a larger project but life makes me incapable of drawing rn #so have this completed piece of an uncompleted whole for now! I will probably repost it once I’ve got the rest #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd fanart #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #bsd dazai #you can probably guess who he is looking at 🤭#I promise the perspective /doesn’t/ make more sense with the rest of the artworks. I found cool pose refs and thought: why not #my art

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worblewobble · 1 month

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something about walking eyes

#the fact these 2 are quite literally the same guy twice is going to haunt me for the rest of my life probably #dr 0 #rusty venture #fallout #fallout new vegas #fnv #old world blues #venture bros

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excelsior9173 · 1 month

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the speed at which iii updates his story after the band account and the fact that he’s the one that most consistently posts tour reminders makes me wonder if he’s running the band account too lmao

we all know it can’t be iv (who btw still hasn’t given us the “full rendition” he teased TWO MONTHS AGO) and ii is off in his little drummer world. ves totally gives me the vibe of someone who would still own a flip phone

#ramble on exie #worshitposting #sleep token #i mean this with no sincerity it’s just a stupid thought that popped in my head #i just think it’s funny to think about #the most chaotic member somehow being the most organized to keep the social media updated? hell yeah #but he also gives the vibe of the most chronically online #the rest of the band was probably like: ‘we hate doing this- iii you don’t mind here it’s yours’#although honestly kudos to iv for only posting during tour and then pissing off to enjoy his life. i wish i had that self discipline

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liauditore · 4 months

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