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𝐓𝐀𝐆 𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐏𝐄𝐎𝐏𝐋𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐃 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑!
𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑(𝐒): many different shades of green, raspberry red/pinks.
𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑(𝐒): sweet, sour, salty, savory -- really the only flavor I don't love is spicy.
𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐂: I like a bit of every genre. My favorite song/artist changes constantly. Right now? Listening to a lot of FNAF music.
𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐄(𝐒): ah man... well, recently? Spider-Verse, Barbie, FNAF, Little Mermaid Live Action.... I pretty much love all of the older animated Disney movies, lots of older animated DC movies...-- I still need to see the latest Batman before I decide on that one. (edit from present Amity; I did love the newest Batman movie!) I love a lot of horror movies too.
𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒: Timm Verse/DCAU anything, lots of other Animated DC things like Brave and the Bold, Danny Phantom, several older Anime, several Spider-Man series', and many more.
𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆: "You Can't Hide" by Ck9c
𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒: Batman Beyond (rewatching episodes slowly)
𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐄: Scooby Doo Goes Hollywood (was rewatching with my boyfriend) There's also that recent hbomberguy vid, i think that's long enough to be a movie tbh.
𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆: my own drafts, trying to make sure I like what I wrote and doing a tiny bit of proof reading...
𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆: various mini-docs on youtube on various subjects
𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐍: drafts
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Tagging: @rxtroskull @neonwebs @iobartach @knightbat @knightnoir @vitrumbra @the-blackened-dove @ectoplasmiic @question-marked
#dash game ii no day off for heroes#ooc ii amity's horrors#///ty for tagging me!~#been sick in bed for most of the day QwQ#anyway if I tagged anyone who doesn't wanna do this#dw abt it#and if I didn't tag someone who does wanna do this#pretend I did tag you :3
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IwaOi/Oiiwa Manga Valentine Special!
Happy Valentines Day, Everyone!! 💖💝💞 🎉✨
#iwaoi#oiiwa#my art#haikyuu!!#iwaizumi hajime#oikawa tooru#ayoko na#nagsasawa na ako sa pagmumukha ng mga bading na to *cries*#i was suffering#SUFFERING#idk how giustoart-san do this kinda things :(( HUGE SALUTE#I AM EXHAUSTED JUST BY DOING 7 PAGES OF MANGA#WILL I DIE IF I DID A WHOLE 30 PAGES OF ONE SHOT????#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#I need to complain on how many lifespan this thing took from me bec i deserve it#its not even clean LMAO#you guys can guess what page i lost my will power to clean my lineart#tho it adds it as its own charm ig (me trying to be positive)#like seriously i need a break from their faces#lmaaao tho i know i will be drawing them as soon as i thought of an iwaoi idea#mannnyyyyyy mistakes#writing. anatomy. grammar. background. you name it#tho the grammar might be a writing dialogue style choice (me when i lie)#lets just pretend it's a writing style#this is a “warm up” manga#that almost took my conscious and soul#HAPPY VALENTINES DAYY EVERYONEEE#whoever is reading this long rant tags (i know some certain people do) you will receive a HUGE love from me 🥺🥺#thank you for reading the manga as well! it makes me happy 🥰#Hope you all enjoyed them blushing like a tomatoooo! Happy Hearts Day everyone <3
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☝🤓 What if 🤨🤔! I was back 😨🤯 after some months 😞😤😲... ahahah jokes 🧐🤣😂... unless 😳👉👈
#wren text tag#wren draws stuff#it has been a while ^_^ guess it's time to remove the dust from this blog eheh#anyway gaslighting all of you so I can pretend I didn't go on hiatus every 2 working days lol next year it will be the year I am sure 💪#I say while I'm waiting to get the appointment to have my wisdom teeth removed (as if I didn't have enough bullshit in the past few months)#did the check up some days ago and they really went “yeah. ur old. those are your wisdom teeth. we have to remove them sorry 😅😬😔💔💔”#I guess karma didn't know what else throw at me “idk make her bones annoying this time lol” so unoriginal man ugh wish I could unfollow 🙄🙄🙄#idk what else to add. Look at the drawing of my sona and wait (she's so silly omg 😖🤭🥰💖💕✨)#Speaking of ✨art✨ I have some stuff that were supposed to be posted this summer but UHM I will post them here nonetheless#imagine they were posted in time alright. I'm still working on learning how to warp the time-space continuum 🙏#and then I'll be back posting fresh cringe 🥰💖 can't wait to draw all my stupid silly little dumb angular blorbos#I also have memes to redraw with the StS characters tehehehe I'm so evil. nefarius. wicked. foul. villainous if you will#where's that emoji of the cat looking mischievous#😼😼😼#OH YEAH I also I have a bluesky. it's doodlingwren so uhmn. do what u want with this information. I'll make a decent announcement later on#there is no art for now over bsky. But you can see me blabbling abt my own forgetfulness (?)#also I changed the color theme for this blog. It's not that important but I think it's nice#logged in after some time and when I went to change my age in bio I got blinded by the light color combo 😂😭#I might do some lil changes in the next few days but so far it's good :3 the blue looks nice
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Day 4 - AU - pokemon!
(hosted by @minthe-drawings !)
Do I really love something if I don't draw a pokemon au for it? Galar linoone is an obvious choice but purrloin (and liepard) seemed fitting cause he's definitely a pokemon contest boy.
I ended up being late cause it's past midnight again but 🥲
#baxter ward#baxtermcweek#another red hair memi since its step 3 baxter and she hadn't dyed it pink yet :)#their height difference looks different in every picture im just gonna pretend shes wearing different sized heels/platforms whatever#did you know if youre someone that draws at most once a month#trying to draw something each day will burn you out pretty damn quick? woops#i might rly take a break for day 5 but at the same time i wanna see it through 🥲#man ive been so busy trying to catch up i havent had time to go thru the tag and see everyone's submissions and follow other peeps......
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ARCANE EPISODE 7!!!!
MY GOD I WASNT READY FOR ANY OF THIS!!! WHAT WAS THAT!!!
Also ekko wallpaper I got with my fries lmao

#OH MY GOOOD!!!!!! POWDER AND EKKO!!! AND BENZOOOOOO#ITS LITERALLY WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN OMGG!!!!! POWDER LOOKS SO CUTE 😭😭😭😭 IM CRYING ALREADYYYY#VANDER WITH A BUN!! AND EVERYTHING IS SO FULL OF LIGHT!!! HER EYES!!! MYLO LOOKS SO RIDICULOUS AKDJSK THIS GIRLAAA#“where would you be without her” WELL BUDDY IF YOU KNEW HOW HE IS WITH HER!!! VI IS DEAD????? OR SHE WAS TAKEN FOR THE INCIDENT!!!#LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID JAYCE!!! MY GOD!!! THE GEMS KILLED VI SO THEY JUST COMPLETELY PROHIBITED THEM!!! JAYCE IS IN JAIL PROBABLY!!#the fact we are seeing exactly why jayce should be sorry about what he has done.... and we are seeing him suffer because of it... cinema ����#also mel fading into viktor.... also has he realised how she manipulated him in the beggining??? there is so much stuff...#jayce eating contaminated animals and his wound being infected with the arcane too..... is that what will push him....#omg.... ekko likes powder so much... he apologised by painting actual adult vi portraits where the fallen are in his universe 😭😭😭#“she looks so badass” if you knew... is he gonna ask her to help him make hextech.... that is so sick and twisted....#also jayce hurting his leg loke viktor and having to use a cane and brace.... damn and you know whats worse..... that ekko could be like#this with the jinx of his universe IF ISHA HADNT DIED!!! AND IT IS BEACUSE OF JAYCE!! AGAIN!!!!! THIS MAN!!!!!#the drawing with the anomaly and the two men and the inifite symbol... we get it... jayce and viktor forever intertwined by fate....#powder is sensing something is off.... omg time travel..... THE LIMIT IS FOUR SECONDS AFTER HEIMERDINGER EPXLODED ALDHAKSHSKSJSOJSOSLS#i dont want a time travel ending.... if its done for plot to an extent is okay but idk about solving it all.... it makes it feel worhtless#claggor looks so fine its not even funny..... i cant wait to see what everyone thinks. WHERE IS THE LITTLE LADY bc hes called little man 😭#and vander with arm tattoos.... why did they hipster fied him.... he looks younger somehow ajdhakj he went from taking care of 4 kids to 3!#SILCO!!!! AND HE DID TRY TO KILL HIM!! ALSJAKSKAK Ekko just laighing at it.... girl i would be pissed STROMAE??? OMG POWDER!!!!#I JUST REALIZED THE PINK IN HER HAIR IS FOR VI!! AND HER JACKET!! AND A DRESS LIKE HER MOTHER'S!! CRYING!!! FULL BODY CHILLS!!!#CAN WE JUST PRETEND LIKE ITS THE FIRST TIME!!! I GAVE UP ON YOU!!! WHAT HAPPENED BACK THEN I NEED TO KNOW!!! IM SOBBING!!! EKKO!!!!#NOOOOOOO THE ANOMALY NOOOOO!!!! HEIMERDINGER NOOOOO!!!! AND THATS JAYCE!!! IS THAT MAGE VIKTOR???? the monkeys......#the vi toy with the out love song machine.... my god i wasnt expecting any of this i need to breathe i am stil tearing up my god#what a fucking punch in the stomach christ i cant breathe right akdhsksso#the credits saying the deries has benefited from a spanish tax rebate in the canary islands??? you're welcome i guess lmao#animation production carried out there and has ben collaboration with the Spanish gov... alright another win for perro sanxe#talking tag#watching arcane#watching arcane season 2#watching this i dont think im ready for caitvi sex.... after reconciliation even like what will be of me.... now im scared#i am still scared bc idk what happened to jinx and vi and cait still... thats what worried me and boom!! ekko powder with the steel chair..
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hi all! i know that i haven’t posted for a while, but since the end of the year is fast approaching, i thought i’d make a post detailing my appreciation for my lovely mutuals . (if you saw this post earlier because tumblr was being a bitch, no you didn’t <3333)
anyway, without further ado- and in no particular order-
bee’s end-of-the-year MUTUAL APPRECIATION POST!!!

@hazmatazz - OHHH MAN. SILLY GUY ALERT. starting off strong with the lovely the amazing the fantabulous HAZ HAZMATAZZ. haz, being your friend and fellow Silly Squad member has been such an honor. you’re so funny and sweet and smart and make the best posts that make me giggle. and even though i don’t talk in it much, seeing so many Shenanigans go down in the discord server is seriously the funniest thing. I could just. squish you. you make me so happy and it’s an honor to be your friend. seriously hope 2024 treats you amazingly bc you deserve all of it <3333
@cannibalismyuri - SARA!!!! sara my lovely ohhh you are. the funniest. seriously. i have been reduced to Tears of laughter from posts on your blog. you have such an energy about you that is completely unmatched. even with Fandom Weirdness and the like, you’ve still pulled through and kept being your silliest self (and let me be silly with you which is awesome), and i commend you for that. aaaand not to get sappy or whatever but i really do look up to and admire you. you inspire me a lot. also, i love your new url. i want to eat it. pun intended. HAVE THE BEST 2024 EVER <3333
@qulizalfos - LIZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. everyone listen up okay. liza is the loml IF ANYONE EVEN CARESSS. liza oh my god i adore you and your endless enthusiasm. seriously your comments on tsad are comments that i look back on when i need motivation because they’re just. so sweet. you are so sweet. we’ve only been mutuals since this SUMMER and yet it feels like we’ve known each other forever. i love screaming about things with you and i love the fact that my FIC is in your BIO??? HELLOOOO??? also okay. can we talk about your writing and art. liza i cannot say ENOUGH how talented you are. if i could staple your fics and art to the entire st fandom’s forehead so they would have to look at it forever then i would. your brain is so ginormous and the way you describe things and think about things is something i could only dream of doing. literally adore everything about you and wish i could hang out with you and wayli so we could all be a little insane together <33333 love you. LOVE YOUUUU I hope 2024 is awesomesauce for you <33333333
@wayward-sherlock - SPEAKING of wayli. oh wayli. if i had time to write a 10 page essay detailing how much of an impact you have had on me i would. seriously though you are just the sweetest, kindest, and most positive person ever. seeing you blow up my notes makes me grin So Hard because like oh man. wayli likes my blog. THEEE wayli thinks i’m cool. wtfff….anyway. you are so smart and it shows in your literally breathtaking writing and analysis (ANALYSIS FIRM!!!) you’re so perceptive and it honestly blows me away. reading your writing is so mesmerizing and just. sends me on an adventure. actually just scrolling through your BLOG sends me on an adventure because you always have the best stuff on there. honestly, I just wanna give you the biggest hug and tell you how awesome you are because rambling in a tumblr post simply is not enough. all’s that to say, i’m really looking forward to this coming year that will hopefully include more screaming about fanfiction in our discord messages and more of us being friends. because i love being your friend and it’d be so awesome if one day we could hang out together and be a tad Insane. doopel dopple gang STICKS TOGETHER AMIRITE?? anyway. i love you so much and wish you all the best in 2024 <333333
@antibyler - spencer HIII i know it’s been a minute since we last talked but can i just say that it has been an HONOR being your mutual this year. you’re so cool and fun and easy to talk to and also are a Fellow NHIE Fan which makes you even cooler. don’t think i’ve ever seen a bad opinion on your blog, which i know is saying a lot but it’s true To Me okay. seriously could never ever imagine Not following spencer basiltonpitch antibyler because like. that’s some essential dash content right there. THEEE blog to ever. makes the tumblr experience about 2034549650 times better. hope 2024 treats you wonderfully, my triple b mutual WOO <3
@versa-vices - FINNIEEEE!!!!!! you are my sunshine my special sunshine you make me happyyyyyyyy when skies are grayyyy….like actually though you are such a sunshine. seeing your comments on my posts never fails to make me giggle. a Silly Squad member that’s for sure. but like. being your tumblr bestie this past year has been so much fun. hanging out on the dash together and being Slightly Unhinged in the discord messages has been one of the highlights of my year. you’re so sweet and lovely and i don’t think it would be tumblr without you (those 10 minutes where you deactivated were HARD man okay. what am i supposed to do without u :(() okay anyhoo. thank you for being the bestest ever and hope 2024 treats you well <333
@light-lanterne - angel hiii! it’s been a bit since we’ve interacted but i needed to talk about how kind and patient you’ve been throughout literally everything because tumblr can be a little much sometimes. your kindness and determination to make so many beautiful graphics is absolutely incredible. i still look back on the graphics you’ve made for my fics sometimes, and it’s just…amazing. you’re so talented both in your art and your writing. when times got tough in the Fandom, i could always count on your blog to be a cozy and warm retreat from the craziness. it’s an honor to be your mutual, and i hope 2024 treats you kindly, because you seriously deserve it <33
@booksandpaperss - ELLI HIII!! holy shit one of my oldest mutuals. here when the ancient scrolls were written. elli , you have made my fandom experience so much more enjoyable. what with your huge brain and amazing takes, you always keep things real and i admire that about you. you’re also just. so easy to talk to. both because you’re ridiculously funny and also because you’re so nice to me like what. i love Discussing things with you, especially when it felt like we were sitting in a corner sipping tea and having a grand old time while the entire fandom went batshit. uscore fr. also, your comments on tsad…dude…they made me and STILL make me tear up. you read everything with such an attentive eye and then give the sweetest compliments on it. it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy. you’re just. so awesome okay. never forget that. hope u have a wonderful 2024 <3333
@karenchildress - hi jo!!!!!!!!!! i know we don’t interact as much but like. you’re such a joy to see on the dash i’m being so fr right now. how are you so funny like some of your posts still make me laugh to this day. you also keep things Real which i appreciate a lot, people tend not to do that nowadays T-T. we need more jo karenchildresses in the st fandom i think. things would improve marginally. anyway. keep being cool and fun and hope 2024 brings you much joy <3
@homohabu - oh man you’re just. you’re so nice. your blog is so inviting and has the loveliest colors all over it that make me very happy. you’ve always been so lovely to me and it makes me smile. you’re also another one of my oldest mutuals…and you’ve still stuck around through everything. thank you for having an awesome blog and being an awesome person! hope 2024 is good for you!!!!!!!!
@kuntniss - sierra!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hiiiii it’s been a minute but can i just say that your blog makes me so so so super happy whenever i look at it. both your reblogs and original posts are just. great vibes. great vibes all around. you’ve been so nice to me this past year and it’s seriously been so wonderful interacting with you and looking forward to seeing your posts. being your mutual is so fun. i hope 2024 brings you so many good things, you deserve all of them <33333333
@weirdo09 - cade! i know you haven’t been online in a while but i just wanted to say that you’ve been such a wonderful friend to me this past year. you’re so creative and i loved hearing your ideas in my inbox and getting tagged in your wonderful. i hope you’re doing okay now, because you were honestly such a joy to see on the dash and in my notes. also, your ever changing themes were always a nice surprise to come across when i opened your blog, lol. hope 2024 treats you well :)
@holyvirgilscriptures - virgil !!!! oh my god i adore your blog so badddd like. i could seriously scroll through it forever it’s just banger after banger after banger. you always have the best takes on like. Everything. also FELLOW TAWOG BROTHER IN ARMS HELLOOOO !!!! BEST TASTE IN MEDIA AWARD GOES TO YOU MY FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway. you have made this year so so so enjoyable just with the Existence of your blog. this coming year i hope we can interact a bit more because you’re super awesome <333 may 2024 bring you many good things!
@ollsonline - oliver <3333 my lovely. since we became mutuals you have been nothing but the sweetest, kindest, friendliest person to me. you’re so welcoming to everyone and it absolutely warms my heart. you’ve been such an amazing friend to me this year and we should totally talk more because you’re super cool and awesome also!!! thank you for being the best and i hope 2024 treats you kindly <3
okay that’s all i’ve got! to any mutuals i did not get to mention: i love you so much. you have made The Tumblr Experience that much more bearable with your endless kindness. i love all of you so much, and am wishing you a happy new year through the screen! MWAH!!!!!!!
#if we are mutuals and i did not mention you here I PROMISE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH#i just have like. 40 mutuals and could not feasibly mention All Of Them but please know that i love and appreciate all of you and the#-interactions we have <3#okay. if tumblr deletes this one im going to maul someone#bee.txt#mutuals 💫#<- throwback tag#also pretend noah pimplepogue is here. okay. hes deactivated but he is here too in Spirit
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god i finally watched new episodes my honest reaction is jgiwoaoKzmxmkwkakkak
#it kinda doesnt feel real for me idk why#like i do not actually process all of it??#tho I DO have ideas and thinking i did pay attention#maybe i've just had a wild day i guess#but also oh god vex'ahlia broke my heart#twice#first time were when scanlan was talking how he couldn't be at two places at the same time to help 'em and she said nobody gives a fuck#i feel so bad for scanlan rn i love him#haven't watched campaing to the bard's lament yet but oh fuck im too spoiled i do know what happens where (a little bit)#the second time was when she said she really cares for percy i started crying at that moment#also im a lil bit disappointed cuz i thought we would get percys death and vex's spech but we got “i open the door completly naked” scene ->#and im very happy we got it like oh wow i didn't expect that#but idk im just a girl and i love percahlia's slowburn#since i watched 64 eps of actual campaign it become hard for me to not compare campaign and tlovm cuz obviosly its very different#but with percahlia in tlovm we don't have hours and hours of campaign context#(we don't have percy making her arrows)#and i understand why cuz 100+ streams 3+ hours each is one thing and animated series with 12 eps of 25 minutes is another#but as i said previosly it is very hard for me to not compare it#by the way i do think changes in tlovm make sense#cuz like?? i think vex is more sharpy in tlovm than in campaign?? like#like she punced scanlan in first season and in campaign they are kinda good friends and i really love them??#*punched#and i think she's more ?? bossy i guess?? idk how to put it into words but in my head it makes sense “i open the door completly naked” ->#goes earlier than “i shouldve told you its yours” cuz shes playing pretend even more than in campaign???#acts like its casual when its actually isnt AT ALL#and im glad percy said “what is it i want” to vex cuz its kinda like that scene in campaign when percy talked to vax#when he called them all family for the first time and said he's trying to find what he wants in life#i love percy and vax dynamic btw#i wanted to write even more here but apparently i can do only 30 tags wtf#they want me to actually write posts oh no. hate to put it all in tags but im too nervous abt posting on the internet
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More misc. daily life pictures and such
#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that --#1 & 2 - Very bright pretty looking sky !#2. HUGE icicle that looked like you could kill someone with it or something.. Pulled from near a gutter on the side of a building#3. & 4 & 5 - various images from a silly party I had where I pretended to be some elf king turning like 204 years old lol (also not like#a REAL party. Only my roommates were there really and we're all in the same household bubble.#just to clarify. I would never dare have a large party anyway given#my hermitous nature but on top of that.. didn't want there to be some implication that I'm having a Party while covid is still ongoing lol.#NEVER.. But I do love dressing up as some fantasy character so much.. The only thing that could ever bring a true hermit wizard#to engage with others socially is the prospect of connecting it somehow to fantasy worlds and costumes lol. One must simply dress up#as a silly 200 year old man from time to time and pretend you've never seen a balloon before in your life. etc.#6. bapy boye... feets#7. The main food that I made for the elderly elf man 'party'. which was a Deconstructed Beef Wellington (kind of as ajoke since I watch s#o many silly cooking competition shows and they always make stuff 'deconstructed' at the last minute when under time limits or whatever.)#I've wanted to make beef wellington a few times but Ithink to do it well I'd need like..an actual kitchen and a lot of time and#an oven that fully works to bake things and etc. etc. So I thought this would be an easier method. A thick steak cut round to kind of mimi#c the round tenderloin or whatever it is in a wellington. instead of the puff pastry being wrapped around - I just did star shaped cut outs#of pastry and baked them and put them on top (to go with the star theme). instead of mushroom duxelles being wrapped around in pastry#its in a little circle under the steak. and instead of mustard being brushed onto the meat I made a mustard gravy sauce type of thing#Then of course asparagus on the side.. my favorite... Though I know some wellington#also has a layer of prosciutto I think. or I saw one person use crepes. I didn't feel it was necessary to incorporate that too lol#8. bapy son helping me do a giant puzzle that took me hours and I had no idea it was actually that large of a puzzle#until I started putting it together and for some reason it made me stressed by the end instead of relaxed lol.. puzzle fatigue#photo diary
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the real tri-pod (NOT CLICKBAIT!!!)
#matt can gtfo#HE CAN SUCK IT (i hate matt 😁)#scribbles that i did to relax (i love disassociating and pretending to be their friends)#n e ways. id like to imagine eli helps dye my hair n that he'd be like a sibling to me :3#i should probs tag properly#the girl next door#tgnd#klitz#eli brooks#uhhhh#self insert#self incert art#doodle#digital art#yeah. yeah....#mb if you cant read my writing i start going towards cursive when i write fast
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saw a video about 2 player ttrpgs and one of them was like "this one's about a pretend marriage" and i was like oh? and i looked it up on itch (eyes on the prize, fyi) and it's 50% as of right now and i was like OH? and i bought it immediately & ive read most of it and i am a big fan. and i KNOW that i have friends who would have fun playing it (it's a 2 player or 4 player game; the 4 player variant has 2 fake couples) but asking them is going to be so cringe. yeah we're gonna make up people and pretend to be them and then pretend to pretend to get married and the characters when they start their pretending they're gonna be like "oh we don't have any romantic feelings towards each other this is strictly plot" but then (get this) they will start to develop real feelings for each other. and we're gonna act it out together and pretend to be them but don't worry! we have no romantic feelings towards one another. this is strictly plot. when WE (irl) pretend to be in love it's actually platonic, unlike the people who we are pretending to be to each other. so do you have like 2-5 hours you wanna dedicate to that next week
and the worst part is that's 100% what i want. like i have roleplayed romance before with friends it is literally not a big deal because the whole point of roleplay is that the character ISN'T you. but with a fake relationship the crushing weight of dramatic irony hovers behind me
#i do want to play it though it seems fun. i actually think it would be more fun to do the 4 player variant#just bc like. to me fake dating is all about the audience. the way you act alone vs in public#it's about the drama. the show. having other people to bounce of off in rp i think benefits that#eh. im overthinking it i'll get over myself & bring it up. i at least wanna talk about it to people even if we don't intend to play it#i also kinda think you could use the game as more of a writing prompt than a roleplaying game if you wanted?#like. ideally you're still have 2 or 4 people who have a character they mainly control#and you'd like. co-write a story by hashing out responses to each card (which is the main game mechanic) & writing it down#but you would lose some of the imo more like... silly (affectionate) parts of the game?#because some of it is really about the improvisational aspect of both ttrpgs and the fake dating trope#but i still think it would be really fun. and i have done a lot of text-based roleplay before#so i am biased towards it just in general.#i also think you could probs play with 3 players with slight bending of the rules and in and out of game acceptance of polya relationships#esp because the setting is like. vaguely period piece fantasy nobility. you go to fancy parties and shit#i feel like those people had very complicated love lives i think a throuple would be fine#also We Are Playing Pretend#good idea generator#unrelated but did wtf when did they update the post editor the tags are so ugly LOL
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one of the things that really pisses me off about fandom (in general but it seems 10x worse in the ofmd fandom in specific) is some peoples determination to jump to the worst possible interpretation of any scene with a character they dont like in it. its suddenly not reasonable to read the silly jokey scene as it was indended, we have to assume X character is acting in bad faith because why would he not. if you substituted it with any other person you would not see these readings, but because its someone they dont like we can't possibly read it any other way. im all for reading into the text of the show and analysing and extrapolating from it, but some of the takes i have seen seem so out of left field from the actual show that it feels hard to assume the people writing them are doing it for any reason other than blind hatred of a character.
#vague bc im not trying to start shit i just. am so tired of this!!!!!!#also a rant because i have seen 3 posts with just the most godawful takes in them im tired!!!!! im not even seeking it out#like if you want to read that line as racist then i guess i cant stop you#but have you considered the half a dozen more straightforward readings i could come up with in the time it takes you to say its racist#but thats just me#nyxtalks#i feel like i should put a critical or canyon tag on this or whatever so its blacklist friendly but also i dont want it to get picked up#im not trying to get into arguments over this im just trying to let out the shit thats eating at me#im fully down to hear good breakdowns of the text. im not here to pretend izzy did 0 things wrong#and i can acknowledge i read some of his actions from a good faith leaning angle.#idk its just. an incredibly frustrating thing to see#and dont get me wrong. ive seen it in other fandoms too. i can think of one in particular with super heavy bashing fics#from both sides in a way that felt. unfair to the narrative#AND. i see it with ed too. i see so many fics that are just so mean to ed out of nowhere.#and i hate it there too#i dont know#ill probably delete this later#(maybe this is just me keeping my mind busy)
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was tagged by @lottienat to post 8 shows to get to know me better. shockingly hard to pick actually but i think those are The Ones
person of interest: my ultimate Fave Show. i never rewatched any other show as many times in my life, i could talk about it for hours at any given moment and root is my fave character of all time (hence the icon). i doubt any show and character will ever be as important to me ngl this sounds very lame but it's a part of me now
the haunting of hill house: it's my annual therapy session i think nothing else helped me with grief as much as this show so it's very dear to me. i specifically mean thohh to be clear. i'm not into bly manor and generally flanagan is a hit or miss for me but thohh i do adore. two storms is my fave episode of tv after person of interest's if-then-else
the good place: EMOTIONAL SUPPORT SITCOM BEST TV FINALE OF ALL TIME. means so much to me
yellowjackets: well there's no point explaining is there. considering the state of my blog
killing eve: s4 doesn't exist to me whatsoever and s3 is on thin ice but god there will never be anything like this again. villanelle and eve are some of the most characters of all time
russian doll: MEANS SO MUCH TO ME. you may not know this because i haven't actually blogged about it all that much but i feel deeply understood by this show and it's tone and emotional punches and humor are out of this world. it's perfectly crafted - both seasons - and brilliant
orphan black: finally watched all of it last year and it's actually quite a satisfying ending. it lost me for a good while cause the plot got too convoluted and it became tiring to watch but i'm still attached to the characters and s1 continues to be one of the best seasons of television of all time
lost: listen i'm one of the rare people who actually liked the ending and i love those characters sooooo much i think in terms of Good Characters it's such a great show. made me cry so many times
tagging some new mutuals sorry if that's too forward 🙈 @poetrylesbian @taiturner @teabookgremlin @explosionshark @fabaceous AND @villanevehaus cause i'm curious
#if i talk to you a lot im not tagging you bc i might just make you choose 8 shows in dms <3#but! if you want to do this just pretend i did tag you#in general if you see this and you wanna do this go ahead. you're tagged fjjssj#uhhh now that i picked im like. black sails should be on here#but id need to rewatch bc i havent seen it in so long i feel like its not quite fitting#yes its one of the BEST shows ive ever seen but this isnt abt best shows its abt those that someone would watch to get to know you so
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#in the tags.#palestine#israel#gaza#god it is so bleak#netanyahu says he's going to invade rafah whether or not there is a deal to release hostages#what the fuck! to not pretend. to not pay the slightest lip service even to the idea that this is for a reason. and to do it with impunity#and the unanimous vote of the war cabinet#abandoning any possible pretense that any of this is about hostages. i mean really that pretense was gone long ago in practice#like how israel has killed more of its own hostages (3) than it has recovered (1)#like how it's dragged on the slaughter instead of negotiating#what could possibly be a horrific enough event to get the US to stop giving israel bombs.#what could speak louder than 'we will bomb the humanitarian zone even if they send hostages'#what could be more clear than explicitly stating that you will not stop bombing for any reason#i don't know. i guess I'll fuckjng. email my representatives who have all dug in their heels to feel like I did Something i guess.#and by a survey this is not at all the most important issue to the average american not by far#my side of tumblr isn't representative at all#the average person cares about inflation immigration and taxes#what can you do. what lever can any person pull against a man who will kill everything in his path#and a president and congress who won't stop giving him money and bombs
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oh my god u know the hrt is working when u get genuinely white girl drunk
#ive never been this drunk before this is crazy. the gender euphoria of not having any tolerance despite being able to drink 4 drinks a year#ago#like its that or someone Did something to this drink but it was from a housemate's stash. oh my god i wanted more of this im so glad im in#bed rn i could have made so many bad decisions#im like this close to posting one of the thirst(?) pics i took on my sideblog that i havent touched in a month#oh my god im fucking up so many words . gang im not pretending here i drank like 2 shots tops and its Fucking me somehow#WAIT I CAN EDIT TAGS#typos fixed :sunglasses:#genuinely crazy how much im feeling it tho ive literally Never felt it this much. id ask if ibuprofen or spiro interact w alcohol but i#think there was a decent amount of time between when i took both#yeah like i took spiro ~10:57 and then uh drank after. 11 hm ok this isnt as spaced out as i expected#i dont think im going to alcohol jail tho. im being responsible im In Bed im not gonna go do anything stupid (altho i do. want to ask#someone downstairs to do something stupid. but maybe thats the alcohol talking)#also shileas is downstairs and shes a bitch and i dont want to be cringy in front of her#i dont know if shes trans or just a really masc lesbian btw . shes cool but she also has some bad takes sometimes and i dont think she#likes me#im writng so many tags <3 but thats what love is. if anyones read this far idk like the post or something#you know the one post where the person puts an egg in their mouth. and then people share the tags. this is that#i was gonna be typing this out on a discord server but i thought no. this deserves to have everyone see it#man also if i went down and asked like if anyone wants to fuck like who would say yes . shileas is a super senior maeve is in a relationshi#p#i dont like riley and . man idk about griffin. but i think im a lesbian. maybe im just desperate.#bUT IM NOT GONNA. im not gonna.#i dont want to sleep tho i want to have fun :(( but my roommate is asleep#& its not like anyones gonna fuck me on this bed . with like my lovies (thats what i call my stuffed animals) and shit .#i genuinely didnt expect that i could get this drunk and whats crazy is i know i could be more drunk#can u imagine if someone reads this and goes 'well shes clearly sober and faking it' no </3 im simply very eloquent i was neglected as#a child so i read alot lol#whoops *a lot not alot#wasnt there a limit of like 26 tags. when do i hit that
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why the fuck is it called a restroom im fighting for my life in here
#my ocs#aaart#laz#I WOULD. tag this w/ the f.g.o oc tag too however i dont know how canon compliant the idea of getting like Forcibly possesed by a spirit is#like i know theres the pseudo servants but idk fjdsklf#anyway is it obvious that i did this in 4 hours in one sitting bc fuckin. I got possessed too#pov you are trying VERY hard to have a normal average panic attack and titan atlas fucking grabs your ass#i probably made this way too dark but its about the vibes its fine<3 it hides my horribly shitty lineartfkljdsfl#i was also gonna add bedi in the bg sleeping but i got lazy so just pretend hes there <3#ill make a better design for atlas later i just smacked some shit downfksdfjkl#i just think laz can get put through the wringer as a treat <3#I FORGOT TO ADD ALL LAZS SCARS FUCK#its fine
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ash darling! number 98 for cecaelias pls!
zero i am absolutely delighted to report that the song you have selected is:
and because i think you will understand my Vision. what i have for you is.
Bones-inspired Hannibal-esque Mutual (moral) Destruction.
joey is chris's intern, studying to get his doctorate. joey is beautiful and funny and charming, whip-smart and deft with a scalpel. he takes chris's attention from philipp, and he takes philipp's attention from chris. unknowingly, at first, but again - once you notice, isn't it just fun to pull at the strings ? to play to your audience ? no one could say joey isn't vain.
the scene: philipp is an unassuming professor of anthropology at a state university. chris is a harried forensic pathologist who works for the state crime lab. chris consults with philipp when he gets a case that seems to involve ritualistic (or attempts at ritualistic) elements. they see each other in the staff cafeteria sometimes, and they both want. they havent done anything though, not in the three years they've worked together. it's a bit of fun, a bit of a break from their work, to play with the tension.
philipp, of course, is a killer. it used to be more... shall we say recreational ? just when he really needed the release, the pleasure. he stopped, actually, when he met chris. finally here was someone interesting, who understood the grotesque beauty of the dead body and the sway it holds over the Observer, who had questions about the preparation of the dead throughout time and culture. philipp's students dont care, not really, and it enrages him behind his cheerful facade. and if chris is paying more attention to joey (and joey does seduce chris first. it's easier - he has alllll that time together to work his wiles) then philipp simply needs to come up with a reason for chris to come to him insteaad.
when the first body appears, it is a parody of a "satanic ritual" cooked up in the 80s. start simple, and stupid. it's a sweeter form of satisfaction, for philipp to know that the the state investigators think that they'll be able to solve this quickly when he also knows they wont. a clumsy crime that isn't clumsy at all.
he gets a month or two of delicious attention from chris and joey, keeping them thinking about how western concepts of human sacrifice have changed and how they mingle with xenophobia and xenophilia. how the satanic panic factors into how north americans treat the dead. but it starts to fade, and he knew it would. so he ups the stakes.
i'm not quite sure how i would want to get there. but joey definitely joins philipp before chris does. first in philipp's bed, then in philipp's crimes, until finally he goes... not missing, no. he just needs a leave of absence from the lab (from chris). they've just seen so much horrible death, haven't they. he's taking a break from his studies. philipp is just being kind enough to let joey stay in his home while he figures things out. this, of course, fuels the rancid fearangerjealousy that has made it's home in chris's stomach. he needs to find the killer. he needs philipp. he needs joey. he needs to understand what's happening, why he feels so free when he talks to philipp about the terrible awe that death brings us. why seeing joey with a heart in his hands is burned into his brain like something erotic.
i would have it end with the three of them together, of course. finding pleasure in knowing that they understand death, they understand what is meaningful to do with a body. they get to arbitrate what is correct to do with a body. their own, each other's, the bodies of outsiders.
how beautiful, to know for certain that the one who holds your heart will embalm it with care !
#is this five sentences ? no. but is it spiritually five sentences ? also no <3#did this run away from me ? ab so fuckin lutely#obsessed with it tho#r:cecaelias#ashwrites#askash#for once this isnt about blood it's purely about death#like if there's blood there that's fine but it's less important than the Meat#the Structure#and what you build out of them#uh. i'm gonna just go ahead and tag this as#horror cw#body horror cw#murder cw#< I GUESS ?#how does this relate to helena you ask. well i saw the lyrics again and went into a fugue state#also#can you hear me / are you near me / can we pretend to meet and then / we'll meet again / when both our cars collide#listen. THE VISION I HAVE.#OF CHRIS CRASHING HIS CAR DURING A HIGH SPEED CHASE. PERHAPS KILLING SOMEONE. AND STAGGERING OUT.#GETTING IN THE CAR WITH PHILIPP AND JOEY#I HAVE THOUGHTS !#hrpf cecaelias
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