#ppl never believe me when im honest abt shit bc i dont express it directly in ways that count to them as 'evidence' of it | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

phagodyke · 8 months ago

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hate when topics come up in conversation that are related to things that have been on my mind a lot or that I've been researching or whatever but the context is too personal for me to reveal that I know anything abt it bc I don't have that kind of trust with the person I'm talking to so I have to just be like mmm. interesting 🤐🤐

#whartever.. even tho id like to talk abt it with someone else i dont think there would be any benefit to it anyway #ppl never believe me when im honest abt shit bc i dont express it directly in ways that count to them as 'evidence' of it #bc i live my life under an militant level of overcontrol. sad!#well i guess i dont need to be close to anyone or have any form of emotional intimacy in my life so its ok 👍#anyway i dont wanna think abt this rn. im gonna start a new videogame maybe. or find something else to do #.diaries

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