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The Four Horsemen of my Spotify Wrapped
As a last minute effort, I present my Spotify wrapped as my final post of this year, with a bit of illustration. The background of the image is, of course, not mine but Jason Galea's. Originally I wanted to recreate it myself but a) I couldn't make it half, no, quarter as good b) I can't be bothered by doing anything difficult for 2022. I've had enough.
The reason I don't post the original Spotify images like anybody else is... because my poor phone is so old and messed up that I was happy to be able to tap through at. all. I was like, "is there any cheat code for Level 2?", the app crashed OR skipped too much forward OR backward. So this is also a goodbye to Spotify on the phone because after I wrote(!) down(!!!) the stats, I deleted the app. Spoiler: it also crashed all the other times. I've bought an SD card and I'll listen to mp3s from now on. Soooo ~retro~!
To be fair, I used the Spotify browser edition, as well; more than the phone app version, I'd guess. Maybe I keep using that, but I prefer YouTube for listening for music (I know, I know), although it's not really the bee's knees either. Just still the better one IMO.
So if anybody persisted despite my rants or against the odds how much people usually care for other's music taste... HERE IS THE POINT:
Most common genres (in descending order, but fuck bullet points):
new wave - no surprise rock - broad category, but I can see this Australian indie - see later... classic Hungarian rock - hmm... I think this is a broad category as well early US punk - I can see this, too
How much I've listened to Spotify?
3493 minutes, which is ~58 hours - not even 2,5 days. I don't think it's too much. Still, I've listened to more music than 45% of Hungarian users! I'm so curious how would the distribution look like. And what about podcasts? I guess it's also a keyword here. (Podcasts are not my cup of tea, but I'd still love to see statistics. OK, I just like stats, OK?)
Top 5 songs:
Holiday in Cambodia - imagine this... this made it to the top with *drum roll* four repeats on a gray January day! Wow, just wow. I can't complain, tho - it's a great song. It just looks like I don't do that horrible number of loops on Spotify (unlike on YT). Also, now you understand the top left corner (even though, iirc, Jello gnawing the chord is in the California Über Alles video? anyway...). Pop Song 89 - Oh, I can explain this, it's a recent thing. I opened Spotify, I saw this song among top of the favourites, "oh, I like this", I played the song - and closed the app / tab. Hence, the top right corner (but poor Michael Stipe, I should've drawn him better in retrospect). Lonely Steel Sheet Flyer - holy shit, I didn't even remembered this song title. I guess I was like, "wait it's good!" and replayed a few times without recollecting. [these guys drugged me through their music: a story at 8PM] Swamp Thing - same as above, but it's by The Chameleons. But even worse: unlike with King Gizzard, I don't even really know the band! Put me in the *looks in the notes* pillory. Ez a város - the only reason it's this below because I listen to Európa Kiadó more on other platforms. :) I link this, because it's Hungarian and you'd find songs with the same title but shittier music if it wasn't for me. I biased but I don't care. ...OK, I care a bit. As much as I love this band, the lyrics make the difference here, so non-Hungarian speakers are inherently missing out and might just see it as any other new wave / alternative band. Still, recommended (of course!). Also, at bottom left quarter now you can recognize Jenő Menyhárt, the bandleader music director of the band.
Top bands:
King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard - surprise! Remember the above-mentioned Australian indie as the bronze-winner genre? King Gizzard single-handedly contributed to that. The funny - and maybe touching :3 - thing is that King Gizzard is actually one of my brother's favourite bands. The exception rule of my cynical take is that people might do care about other's taste if they are close friends or relatives. At least I do. So that's why I listened to the ABSOLUTE WHOLE FUCKING DISCOGRAPHY of the King Gizzard!!! And them being a really, I mean REALLY prolific band, it was easy to reach the top here. Their stuff is so diverse and energetic, but eventually... I like some of their albums, some of them I kinda love, even, but I don't think I became a real fan. I wouldn't go to their concert by myself but if someone important invited me OR I magically won a ticket, I'd gladly go. The Beatles - .......really?! - I muttered with a smirk. Honestly, fuck The Beatles. OK, I am just being edgy here. But they only finished on the second place because I clicked on a "basic Beatles for x hours" recommendation playlist and I complied, but wasn't impressed by the end. My point is, it's easy for a band to get a metric fuckton of hours if you binge them for whatever reason and then Spoti draws the wrong conclusion because quantity and preference don't necessarily correlate. (I guess I could've concluded already above but honestly, fuck the Beatles.) Európa Kiadó - I made my point above. One addition: their live stuff is often waaaay better than the studio stuff but those are available elsewhere, so the third place is reasonable. New Order - hmm. A band I kinda like, but don't like enough for the fourth place. Then I remembered that I binged two of their albums so I get it. The Smiths - well I wonder how come someone hasn't noticed that I'm dead these guys have only reached the fifth place? Kinda guilty pleasure, but I cannot not like the Smiths. So this is why we got Morrissey at the bottom right corner, not that he would deserve it, tho. Also I made his glasses with the anime school of obscuring glass because if I'm already embarrassed myself, why not top all of it with weeb shit.
Now peace out, I have to shower and go to the party where possibly better music is played (granted, my brother is also invited there). Happy New Year in advance for all my lovely mutuals and all the others passing by! <3
UPDATE: oh fuck, I forgot one more thing. I played King Gizzard for 728 minutes, which qualified me for the top 3% of listeners! Yeah, that's 12 hours and 8 minutes! If this doesn't impress you, nothing will.
#english post#saját rajz#drawings#music i like#spotify wrapped#possibly shitty takes#jello biafra#dead kennedys#michael stipe#rem#menyhárt jenő#európa kiadó#morrissey#the smiths#king gizzard and the lizard wizard#jason galea
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Thinking about Wade just... being normal(?) For a day. Doing house hold chores, watching shitty live tv, goes out to walk Puppins, showering with no smart remarks.
Yes, he still hums and taps on stuff, but it's much.. calmer.. now. In the sense that he doesn't want to cause a scene and would rather just be left alone right now.
But then... when he gets out. Surely he's going to be his silly self and say something, right?? Right???? Wrong.
He just... sits there. Boredly looking at those free magazines that you find sometimes at doctors' offices. The ones that are like "Home improvment for your loved one with dementia" or "50 dinner ideas for someone with diabetes"
Logan just blinks after watching him all day and goes "...Are you okay?"
Without a beat, he awnsers pretty monotoned. "I can't be manic all the time. That's just stupid to think." Before realizing he said it outloud. He perks up and starts laughing. "I mean- Yeah I'm great! What about you, Tiger?"
Again Logan just stares, blinking some as he tries to process.
"....How long have you kept up that act..?"
"I don't know what you're talking about, pumpkin!" It was like watching someone trying to impersonate themsleves.
"....Wade.."
"What is it cupcake?"
"...You don't have to do that."
"Do what? Gosh your so silly. My silly little sunflower."
Logan just stares at him for a bit more and quickly he panics, swallowing and starting to say anything he can to make him believe it was a joke but he dosn't believe a single word of it.
"...its not an act.. is it?"
It eventually ends with wade running out of excuses or things to lie about. He sits there, tears starting to run down his face as he thinks of words to say. You can see just how desperate he is to say something but he can't seem to get it out.
"..I....I-i."
"I know."
Wade just looks at him with this big scared eyes as if he was about to accuse him of faking or telling him he liked this wade better or something terrible like asking how to keep him this way but Logan pulls him into a side hug.
"...are you okay?"
His throat tightens, shaking his head. "..no."
"That's okay." Turning to give him an actual hug, Wade cries. Not because he's sad though. But because to Logan, it doesn't matter how high or low he was on the chart, who he was or how he acted. He loves him. He understands that acting like a crazy childish phycopath isn't a mask but rather who he was sometimes. And sometimes he prefered to silently lay his head on his shoulder.
Eventually Logan asks him if he has a personality disorder and Wade just shrugs. "Probably.... is that an issue..?"
"No.... do you want diagnosed?"
Wade pauses, remembers the last time he asked for medical help and shakes his head. "Nah... I'm good.. besides. I've come to like him."
"How long has he been in there?" Logan playfully knocks on his head and wade giggles a bit. A genuine true laugh. "I don't know. Probably forever.... are you sure it's not a problem?" He bites his tounge, waiting for the "because I like him better" but it never came.
"Why would that be a problem? Sure, you're a pain the ass but you're my pain in the ass." He says, mindlessly sitting for a second before quickly saying "DON'T-"
As wade is on the brink of explosion from laughter and some smirky comments.
#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#logan howlett#deadpool#wade wilson#deadpool 3#wolverine#tw voices#tw mental illness#for the love of god please never tell someone you like them better when theyre manic or having an episode.#thats a very shitty thing to do#personality disorder#perhaps alters? I dont think so but who knows. the idea of him having DID is possible since his abusive childhood but we never really see#him behaving differently for more then a day or so or when he's lost someone so behavioural change would make sense.#tell me your take on this!#what do you think?
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i'm kind of late to this but i just finished reading the scholomance trilogy by naomi novik and i feel like it is such an underrated urban fantasy?? taking the chosen one trope and turning it on its head with a fmc who has been prophesied to bring death and destruction, who is imbued with terrible power, but cannot even properly use said power to solve any of her obstacles because it would obliterate them and her soul. it takes a tired trope and the idea of an 'overpowered mary sue' and throws it back in your face by showing how all the power and destiny in the world is useless against a system filled with corruption that has burdened you with an easy way out (evil/destructive magic) that you can't take so now you have to work twice as hard as everyone else just to do simple, constructive spells instead of flicking your wrist and being done with it.
#the scholomance#naomi novik#galadriel higgins#orion lake#bookblr#urban fantasy#a deadly education#the last graduate#ya fantasy#the golden enclave#ya fiction#it has a diverse cast#queerness just effortlessly woven in#and the entire thing is so seamlessly crafted with a narrative on what real change looks like#how to really rid your environment of corruption and change society for the better you have to do the gritty work#you have to be willing to do the unpleasant hard grueling organization and working with people / meeting them where they're at#you might not even get to see or do the pretty parts#but its still worth doing the distatesful shit#doing the compromising and giving space for people to learn and make up for mistakes#so that future generations can do better#and have the childhood u didn't#no spoilers in case by some miracle i convince another soul to read this but like#she legit fucking says it in the book#it's not the work she wants to do in the end. not what she envisioned. but she does what she must to make sure other kids don't suffer#makes me think of climate activism so much#we might not get to have the pretty wonderful utopia but we have to be willing to do the shitty stuff it takes to make that future possible
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About 9 hours ago my mom looked at me and said she’d never even imagine saying the things her mom said to her. This is after 3-5 years of me gently breaking down the abuse she’s been through for her entire life at the hands of her parents, and also-gently reminding her that she broke the cycle of abuse. I’d always have to go a bit sideways at it, like approaching a feral cat, because no one wants to be bludgeoned over the head with such a thing. She’s been so hurt, for so long, and it’s so complicated because of course she loves them. She’s been grieving the people she loved and thought she knew, grieving the death of her father, filled with guilt for not being able to help him more than she already did (and not recognizing that she did literally everything she could for him, including but not limited to putting her life on the line for him) and grieving very little for herself.
So for her to say that out loud to me is… huge.
She also was full fever brain after a covid booster so I don’t know if that will stay with her or if she’ll fever-forget but I need to find a way to acknowledge it better today than my tired-brained ‘yeah, because you were never the asshole even when they kept trying to convince you that you were’ from last night.
Anyway, I just wanted to share this as a reminder: it doesn’t matter if it takes a long time to come to terms with your abuse. It sucks, because you deserve to have your abuse recognized and start healing asap. But you’re not faking it, it did happen, and it was not ‘not that bad’ just because it took time for you to recognize the abuse. Sometimes it takes 50+ years, and it’s almost never linear. Five days from now she will be sure that she was the problem once again because that’s what she’s been told her entire fucking life. And it’s fine. It’s ok. I’ll remind her of the truth as many times as I need to. Healing is complex, and weird, and hard. Give yourself the grace and patience your abusers never granted you.
#tw: family abuse#tw: abuse#tw: family death#healing is not linear#breaking the cycle#personal#batwynn talks#what additionally sucks#is that I got to witness what happens when you don’t break the cycle#in my own fucking family#where the toxic shitty behavoirs continued#and they all allowed it#or participated in it#and then got angry with US when we tried to step in#to protect my cousin#and then cut us out of his life as quickly as possible#my heart perminately broke#the day I was told my aunt told my mother that she had him#only so she could get money from the state#and then a few years later#my grandfather telling me#she’d call him and demand he take my cousin to his house before she beat him#so casually#like it was normal
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just spent three hours verbally outlining a revised star wars sequel trilogy with several nerd friends and i love our version of ben solo that doesn’t exist
#neurotic little freak who needs his emotional support wookie every time he gets scared of his own darkness#on the universe’s most awkward road trip with said wookie his uncle who hates him and c3po#getting absolutely zero bitches#faking his death and then jumpscaring hux with his survival in the campiest way possible#finn rey poe and bb8 actually get to hang out#finn has the force zoom calls with rey#and finn and poe have to pretend to be a couple at the space casino until they realize they could do that for real#luke’s characterization makes actual sense#leia and han’s deaths are properly mourned#it’s revealed that stormtroopers have shitty aim bc of their masks#and the second finn gets them to remove the masks they’re totally fine#oh yeah finn starts a stormtrooper uprising#or at least destabilizes them as a military force#rey scavenges her way out of a force-proof room bc the force is not her only skill#luke tracks ben down in a cantina and ben stands to leave but then luke tells him c3po is outside and ben sits back down#that’s right we have JOKES too#and a coherent theme taking after a line in tfa!#sw
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revstar fans we need to put on the best talent show this towns ever seen and save ReLive!!
#revue starlight#NOT TAKING THE NEWS WELL AT ALL. MY GIRLS THEYRE TAKING MY GIRLS AWAY FROM ME!#like its been a part of my daily routine for like a year and half now... im not gonna know what to do with myself#i really cant stand all the people being like HAHA EAT SHIT AND DIE GACHA GAME#like i will not defend the gacha aspect. i wish it it did not have to be a gacha. i acknowledge gacha games as a concept suck#but like relive wasnt some souless cash grab gacha game#the writers clearly had real passion for what they were doing. they had stories to share with us in the revue starlight universe#and sadly the way things are shitty gacha game was how they were able to make it possible#and truly it had such amazing stories. like. theres no media quite like rev star. a complete cast of female characters#all of them complex and flawed and getting to have big messy feelings!! and fighting eachother with magic swords about those feelings!!#all the different relationships between them love and rivalry and friendships and sisterhoods all complicated and fleshed out#LIKE IT JUST MEANT MUCH TO HAVE THE STEADY STREAM OF COMPELLING STORIES ENTIRY FOCUSED ON GIRLS#and now its going to be gone. i know theres still all the other revstar medoa and hope they keep doing stuff with the francise#i hope we see the frontier and rinmeikan girls again someday. they honestly had the most moments that made my jaw drop#onward to the next stage#right?#anyways do you get it talent show lol cause theyre stage performers
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Ok I got a submission about it so I'm gonna do a quick update--
I'M SO SORRY FOR THE LACK OF DAILY BASIL! Literally everyone is busy right now. I am Attempting to make daily-basil doodles in anticipation of reopening the blog, but basically several other mods are either busy, on vacation, artfighting, or otherwise unable to contribute right now
I've been trying to draw some Basils so that I have a few to use when we do reopen the blog entirely but it has been a Struggle. Apologies for the hiatus going on for much longer than I had anticipated oops
- mod snuuy
#i went on vacation and couldnt draw‚ then i forgot my tablet pen there and had to wait for it to be sent back to me‚ it was a whole thing‚#mod omo has been the most diligent mod here and dude thank you so much for that#but between my missing supplies‚ other mods' exams‚ other vacations that have Difficult wifi and little to no art supplies‚#and just general circumstances-- it's been. a struggle#i promise i'll try to get the blog running again as soon as possible !#not basil#mod snuuy#also to note: ive been spending way too much time on the daily basils as of late and it's been making me stressed--#--and building up into a way bigger task than it actually is (and taking more time)#so my daily basils might be a bit shitty for a while whilst i find a way to adjust between ''this is taking five hours a day''#and ''this is a post-it doodle that took five minutes and isnt internet-sharing quality''
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HERE'S A THOUGHT~!
In the MCU, the Time Stone was found by the sorcerer Agamotto thousands of years ago.
"The Ancient One is the latest in a long line of Sorcerer Supreme, going back thousands of years to the father of the Mystic Arts, the mighty Agamotto. The same sorcerer who created the Eye you so recklessly borrowed."
—Wong
So this dude, someone who was according to official papers was "a being" who was not human. And from the looks of it found the stone on earth.
Now here is my thought about this, what if this guy found the Time Stone in the Crystal Cave all those years ago. It would make sense for the crystals in the cave to have been affected by the time stone and have the properties of possible futures.
The Birth Place of Magic.
Agamotto might have taken the time stone but some of it's powers still remained there in the cave. Druids and other magic folk revere and fear the cave, cause if not careful one could go mad with all the possible outcomes of the future.
Merlin, long after Camelot, ends up back in the Crystal Cave and witnessing all the possibilities of the future. He learns much but also goes slightly mad for a time.
Then at some point he travels and finds Kamar-Taj. There he can feel the Time Stone but much more powerful then the cave. It calls to him, recognising Merlin as a worthy wielder or fellow kin.
Now I'm completely for the concept of Merlin being Magic itself and if Magic came to be in that cave, Merlin is a part of the time stone as we saw in the first episode of Merlin where he basically stopped time saving Gaius and slowing it down saving Arthur.
If the Infinity Stones were created by the Big Bang from 6 singularities, what if there was a 7th one.
Magic.
Diverse and capable of all 6 aspects of existance.
Making Merlin one of the very few to be capable of touching the stone itself, along with the other five.
What do you think?
#bbc merlin#merlin#merlin emrys#crossover#merlin fandom#the avengers#marvel#time stones#avengers endgame#avengers infinity war#thoughts#Merlin is the God of Magic#Merlin is Immortal#He also is possibly a Celestial#Merlin wants a break#He goes to Kamar-Taj#Time Stone is like “You are my Son/Kin.”#Merlin yeets out of there#Merlin: I already got the destiny talk from a Dragon. Not happening again with a stone. Nope! Going to Fiji!#Time Stone: I can tell you when you're boyfriend returns~#Merlin: ... *grumbles* Shitty stones and bloody lazy prats. Stupid destiny.#Next thing he know he has an apprentice who takes his recklessness to new levels and becomes sorcerer supreme for a few centuries.#They have tea every decade to catch up.
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Honest question, why do yall care? I mean, if it’s real, good for them but like, this feels so gross. I’ve seen how fans treat them like characters, they deserve all the privacy they can get, relationship or not
#also looking back there’s a lot of signs that it is fake#I’ll list them if anyone cares:#first the shipping has been weird specially from the perspective of assuming Shayne’s sexuality#he’s been saying he’s straight since forever and court is enby#so doing so you’re actively trying to out him#Courtney would never wear a dress like that#also court would do something with their hair#those photos look like all the photos Brennan takes#the engagement one was probably shot in the same day with a shitty phone to fool yall#there are literally no pictures of them inside a venue or with anyone else#the only people sharing stuff are smosh people#those pics have already been edited and to edit wedding photos it takes a long ass time#it wouldn’t be possible to have them ready by Monday if they married on Friday#they’ve wanted to have the podcast to reach a certain amount of views in 24h#and what better way to do so then to lean into the parasocial babies who can’t diferentiate real and fiction?#anyway#I feel bad for them#if I’m taking out of my ass here and the marriage is true#they deserved privacy#they deserved to not have every interaction they had not be analyzed#no one should have to hide a relationship in fear of public response#lety rambles#shourtney#shartney#shortney#Smosh#Courtney miller#shayne topp
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da love zone △▲
#witch hat tag#orufrey#you know when you're at the tailend of a shitty mood and you're like NO. you know what. love & peace & happiness IS possible u bastard world#*draws* also i decided to take 'I LOVE YOUr cooking' from a dramatic post & put it here. ur right. the emotional whiplash was too much.#i pledge to be less of a nutcase from now on. *becomes more of one*
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this is the funniest tweet on twitter and the one that brings the whole fandom together to say - Robert is going ham on these targs, this is the best day of his life, he gets to kill Rhaegar again AND thee Daemon?? hell yeah!! meanwhile aegon is taking the chance to finally murder the shit out of his dad and then immediately die, only to accidentally kill Robert and survive anyway.
#i mean robert in his prime might be able to take aegon. they were both big brutal dudes anything’s possible.#money is still on aegon bc he’s narratively doomed to be the last man standing#i think it’s funny how green or black everyone is like ‘rhaegar dies first and aegon kills his dad’ aksjdj yeah#sorry viserys u kno i stan a shitty father but u had that one coming#getting on my soap box#aegon the usurper#viserys the peaceful#robert baratheon#daemon targaryen#rhaegar targaryen
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I'm going to throw myself off a bridge
#FUCK YOU HEALTHCARE FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YO-#love how im unable to view my healthcare account so im not sure what i have after my fathers retirement#furthermore love how my already shitty doctor doesn't take whatever their database says i have (which is not what im suppose to have)#and to make it better they don't accept my secondary healthcare provider either!#and now the doc has rejected my request for my anxiety meds to be refilled!#so not only do i have a blood test that came back “strange” without them telling me what was wrong#nor can i make an appointment with them to figure it out until my insurance is cleared up (IF it is and the accept it in the first place)#but now i am not allowed to have my daily dose of sanity through this whole mess#can't wait to be on hold for 3+ hours while i wait to figure out my insurance and possibly have to find a new doctor#like seriously? This is already stressful enough and now your refusing to refil my Buspirone? A medication Ive been on for almost two years?#ugh
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HGDDGGSFGDSGHDFFFF
#yeah I recently made a post making fun of LDS prophets’ shitty facial hair bc I’m a devout Mormon. this is the only possible explanation#my cultural Mormonism and lack of intellectual depth is also why I think *checks notes* you can write compelling literature about romantic#conflict. I need to delete that post the amount of takes on there that are like#now who the fuck do you think you’re arguing w bc it certainly isn’t me
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What’s really frustrating is seeing people say “Tommy should’ve known”/“How did Tommy NOT know about his behavior” and it’s just not something you say? Ever? It’s like asking Shelby how she didn’t see the warning signs. When you’re deep in it— when you’re THAT close to someone— you’re going to not see the red flags that someone on the outside might be able to see. Tommy’s an immature guy and he fucked over Dream, yes. However he’s probably reeling over the realization his “big brother” abused someone.
god, for sure. ive also seen people talk about how "if you saw him manipulating you and your friends why didn't you SAY ANYTHING!!!" and it's just ... i'm sorry uh. do you guys not. understand. like there's a power dynamic? there's a power dynamic here people. that's ,,, part of how manipulation in this manner works. like, i know people are saying this because they don't like the person in question, and while i'm not exactly their biggest fan either, being a shitty person doesn't prevent you from being a victim, and vice versa. like, just because you might not like this person or think that they're a shitty person bc of various reasons doesn't make victim blaming suddenly okay, you know.
#the askers#abuse#like ... with to mmy specifically people have literally in this scenario been spreading clips of wi.lb ur being physically aggressive#towards him. like. obviously it's a difficult scenario no matter how you cut it when someone you're obviously close to#ends up being a shitty person that hurt a lot of people. but also uh look their relationship has had certain . concerning elements#for a long ass time. and we're talking about a guy that's had SO MANY of his professional and personal acquaintances#come out now and say that they personally have been a victim of his manipulation or know people who are#or you know. gestures at clips of him apparently biting a lot of people around that group in that area or whatever#like look we are in a situation where these patterns of behavior were extending to basically everyone he knew#so like. in the least truthy way possible bc /i dont know/ i dont know them i dont know their relationship#but also i can see patterns and i want to take the safest approach to this in terms of what im expecting from to . mmy's#hypothetical response. why are people assuming that he's just magically spared from any of this and has to just be like#a complete bystander??? why is the immediate assumption that there's no way he could be hurt as well#by someone described by associates as being manipulative to quite literally everyone he meets
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got a good grade at the dentist today against all odds 😇 it's been uuuhhhh 8 years since my last check-up (i know, i know, i have a final boss-sized mental block against dental care), but i have NO new cavities, only a tiny bit of gum recession, and LESS gum inflammation than my last visit! all i need is a basic cleaning, to have a couple existing fillings touched up, and to be fitted for a night guard. the hygienist said she was "surprised and impressed" that my mouth was so healthy, which the dentist herself attributed to "very good home care." 😌😏
#ctxt#normal to want & possible to achieve. if you're me#E has been bugging me to go to the dentist for like 2 years so now i can finally be like#SEE I WENT AND MY MOUTH IS BASICALLY FINE ARE U PROUD OF ME U SHOULD BE PROUD#(she is)#my dad has No Teeth now after a lifetime of horrifying dental problems & it was one of those things where#like growing up watching both of my parents smoke cigarettes & have chronic shitty coughs & try/fail to quit repeatedly#something formative in my Self clicked firmly into the “no thanks! i will take every possible measure to avoid that fate!”#when it comes to taking care of my teeth. the professional care is extremely long overdue but i brush & floss meticulously#and it's paid off in a big way it seems!!! could've been so much worse. i was bracing for them to discover all sorts of new decay & gum shi#and from here on out i will schedule my next cleaning before leaving the office after my upcoming cleaning so i don't lapse#i truly hate going to the dentist so much so this is gonna have to be one of those 'set & forget' things if i'm gonna build good habits
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Just a thought, but is bills "human form" 100% identical for every reincarnation? or is there occasionally a little difference?
It can definitely be different! The form reflects Bill, and he's a whimsical guy. No reason he'd stick with exactly the same shape every time.
#answers#Though I imagine Bill's more fond of the first shape than he would admit#Like Dipper made him a handcrafted sweater and though he called it shitty at first now he's admitted it's pretty comfy#Sentimental? Pfft what's that? Bill just likes the plush inside and fancy exterior#there's also the fact that it's a blood illusion and Dipper made it#Dipper could theoretically change it up if he wanted to#Though I imagine that requires Bill to cooperate since he's *in* the thing#And he's got a ton of energy to push back if he's not thrilled with what Dipper's trying#All in all as time goes on though Bill shows up in different shapes. He'd totally get bored otherwise!#And in any case *DIpper* doesn't look exactly the same each time he's around either#Fashion says that you should dress to match your date if possible and Bill takes that seriously
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