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I feel that Nanamin, truly
#nanami kento#nanamin#jujutsu kaisen#I’m sick af right now#wanna know how? oh yeah everyone hacking and open mouth coughing in my building that’s how#so now I got the flu#plus pain everywhere#but a day off is a day off#work is shit
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day one of the weekend and already so tired. and today was just the wedding. tomorrow? the funeral.
#i am hoping the funeral is less than six hours unlike the wedding but the thing about not having a car is#you can't leave until your ride wants to leave#which is why i take the bus everywhere lol. but i can't take the bus to the funeral and it was going to be a huge pain to take it#to the wedding#plus i was the witness so i had to stay till the end because they didn't sign the certificate right away lol#dang it's 7:30 already...i've done nothing except be at a wedding#i'm tired :(
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never getting over the fact that there was a blue jay call during the credits of MH. never ever ever
#rambling#its painful for me bc#not only is there the symbolism w jays name or whatever#plus it being the end of the series#but i grew up around blue jays. hearing them pretty much everywhere i go#so its just. nostalgic ig#marble hornets
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me to me: i would like to buy one disability support item please
me: but you already have something like this
me: i know, but this is easier to use and will put less strain on my body
me: but you can just use the other one
me: the other one puts me off doing essential things bc of how daunting it is to use
me: but it’s a waste of money
me: it’ll improve my quality of life
me: but-
me: just buy the fucking thing
#today on ‘just buy the fucking thing’ im looking at freezers#bc i really need to stop putting off eating bc of how difficult it is to look through a chest freezer#and it genuinely does#it makes all my pain worse plus the exhaustion of standing and digging through it#so im looking at vertical freezers#also having a clear divide of this is mine and this isnt helps my anxiety so i dont eat something i wasnt supposed to#and i can keep better track of what i have again bc its all just my food#and its eofy sales everywhere so hopefully i can get a deal on one#but yeah bc we have a freezer and i could just keep using that my brain really doesnt like the thought of spending upto a grand on a new on#but theres a hundred reasons why i could use a vertical one so my brain can shove it#just bc the situation is manageable doesnt mean it cant be better#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#spoonie#pots#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#chronic illness#chronic fatigue#chronic pain#fibromyalgia#eds#dysautonomia
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Just in time for pride!
#pride month#pride#animal crossing#animal crossing new leaf#animal crossing new leaf welcome amiibo#acnl#acnl community#acnlwa#acwa#i figured out how to get rid of the WL mod since the last post#holy fuck thank god i did#do yall know how painful not having the og music is like genuinely ruins the game for me#plus no more gold and black everywhere thank god#do yall know how bland it is for every building to be the same colors sobs so hard#bellview blogging
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It's not that Nine is obviously in love with Rose, if he is he doesn't know it. He just adores her. It's not all the complex romantic drama and whatever that Ten had with her, Nine just adores her outright, does whatever she wants, needs her around, and if he's rude to Mickey it's not envy, it's genuinely that he doesn't think anyone else is good enough for Rose. Did he say anyone else? He meant anyone. Else. Because they're not like that. She's nineteen. She's got a boyfriend. He doesn't do domestic. He won't get involved in any family, won't have it. But with each episode...she's not wearing him down, he's wearing himself down. He watched her show no fear in front of a Dalek, watched her protect it, watched her have empathy with for it, and stop him from turning into the thing he hates.
Maybe she could have been just any good person, anyone who would have reminded him of having wonder, heart, compassion, and some kind of ordinary life. Finding wonder in those little moments again instead of distracting himself with wonder after wonder throughout time and space. But Rose was the one he found, and isn't that how it works anyway?
#dw#also that pain on his face when he thinks that she went with him just to see her dad again and that#it didn't have anything to do with the wonder of the universe or him#plus their little domestic row over 'i want my keys back'#SIR HER OWN FATHER (who in this year is younger than him oi) THINKS THE TWO OF YOU ARE DATING.#HER OWN BOYFRIEND THINKS YOU'RE DATING.#ACCEPT IT#YOU KNOW YOU'RE AN OLD MAN AND WHO KNOWS WHAT REGENERATION WILL BRING#AND SHE'S AN ADULT AND YOU'RE BOTH FICTIONAL SO FOR GOD'S SAKE JUST GO FOR IT#YOU TWO WEIRDOS HOLD HANDS EVERYWHERE YOU GO AND THEN HAVE THE NERVE TO ASK WHY PEOPLE ASSUME YOU HAVE A RELATIONSHIP#i forgot how feral i was over them#again please: while 11 was my first doctor this was the first time i saw rose AT ALL. it was her with nine#so.
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#guess whos sis might be pissed off at them despite me begging for help and explaining that im struggling and in pain#nobody gives a shit about me and my needs do they i never ficmong asked for his bullshit it wasnt supposed to he like this#stepsis promised she wouldnt flake but that stupid fuckong asshole hasnt responded to any messages im so done#she hasnt payed me for taking care of her cat AT ALL even tho ive been holding her for longer than was agreed on#it was supposed to be a simple job only take care of them until they were weaned and rehomed#she was supposed to get her cat aleady she keeps saying she has homes for them and changing her mind why the fuck is she doing this shit#plus the damn cat chewed my headphones in half so she owes me a new pair but i fuckong know she wont pay that back#tempted to rehome her cat since she ONLY asks for kitten pics and doesnt contact me for anything else not even to check in on her cat#im so fucking tired and done with everything especially since its gotten so much worse since the toe infection#i tried and tried and tried and tried and tried and tried and tried and tried and tried and tried and tried and tried and tried and failed#and now moving at all is pure suffering so i definitely cant keep up cleaning after her asshole cat who apparently likes to shit everywhere#im tempted to hunt that stupid bitch down and force her to clean up every mess her fuckong cat made im so fuckong done with everything#doenst help i barly have any ebergy eber since he doent wanna be maets anynore xant even eat or sleep mucj cnat even love rogjy#so tired so pain juat eanna die i cant keep this shit up nothing is worth living for anymore tbh and now my sis is gonna make me feel worse#im going to lose my own cats befause of that atupid shitstain of a stepsister and uer cat im going to fuinkig vomit and kill so dnoe
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#having a broken tailbone. sucks. that plus the fibro and eds hypermobility shit#that entire region is. so painful#ill b laying in bed and move a liiittle litttle bit and. my leg will shift in the damn socket and press on the nerves and the muscles and#it all presses on that damn broken tailbone#and its just. pain that shoots everywhere from it. down my legs up my back into my damn arms ugh
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wow. unfortunately monkeypox vax round 2 is not ALSO 'mentally silly goofy, extra joint instability + pain & am so exhausted that I sleep for many hours straight for several days'. I feel BAD. However. Im doing my part.
#returning to bed less because i am tired & more bcuz nothing is tolerable right now so i might as WELL#increased joint pain PLUS am too warm & ALSO itchy everywhere except the injection site. ah well!!#dial p for post
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#i am having SUCH a horrible flare up rn jfc#i am in so much pain i would genuinely like to die pls#im maxed out on all pain meds and other options (cbd etc) so now i just get to lie here crying and suffering#the joys#i mean. listen. i Knew this would happen#i went to a 4 hour long rally for rafah that was nonstop marching and screaming etc#i knew this would happen and was 100% prepared for it bc obvi its worth it#but it happened to line up with 2 days of constant thunder & rain storms#plus some hormonal changes bc there was a delay in refilling my T prescription so i threw off my weekly schedule#anyway all that means i am in hell atm and cannot move from bed#which isnt new no#but uh. folks? friends? fae? i am. currently trying not to sob from pain bc it will only make it worse#i feel like im being electrocuted and stabbed with nails at the same time#Everywhere#fuck#FUCK#this is so so bad and the worst part is that i know The Only Way Out Is Through#which. SUCKS MAJOR SHIT#ughshsh#this is Excruciating#chronic pain#chronic illness
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Been trying to work on Tol'Vir archeology again, what a ballache
#flying up and down kalimdor is a pain in the ass. please drop dragonflying everywhere soon#on the plus side i am gaining xp for doing sites so im already Level 62 without doing a single scrap of dragonflight content on my dk#from the postmaster
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*thinking abt all of the rollerblading and biking and walking i'd do if i didn't live up a fucking hill*
#imagine just being able to leave ur house and mindlessly go in a direction....... without a major pain in the ass on the way#i used to take walks to another high point of the hill but it gets stale yknow#plus the fact that. hill. inclination. sucks.#when/if i finally move out i'm gonna miss my hometown i really do love it BUT I WON'T MISS THE HILLS EVERYWHERE#THE HILLS CAN SUCK IT#broadcasting my misery
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big bad wolf
Logan Howlett x fem!reader
a/n: inspired by the fact that Hugh Jackman thought wolverines were just a type of wolf and no one corrected him. Rusty because I haven’t written smut in a while so you guys aren’t allowed to talk any shit. Plus, I’m too much of a wimp to be like extremely explicit, but these prompts ( one, two, three) together were too good to pass up.
SMUT 18+ (my slight monsterfucker tendencies might shine through in this one)
Summary: Logan's told you a million times not to take the path through the woods. You never listen, of course. Now there's a monster on your tail and you're all alone. (part of my Halloween Palooza)
You never should have taken this path. You knew it was going to happen, Logan had warned you, and you still didn’t listen. Now, you’re in the middle of the woods, completely turned around and on the verge of tears. God, why do you never listen?
You put your groceries down and pull out your phone. Through the thick spread of leaves, you get minimal moonlight. You’re surrounded by shifting shadows and rustling undergrowth. Everywhere you turn is a monster waiting to leap out at you.
When you were little you were petrified of the dark. You hated the shapes you saw lurking within it. You’d outgrown that as an adult, but now, you can barely breathe as your eyes dart all around. The childish fear is returned with a vengeance and you feel like you’re about to have a heart attack.
You flip open your phone, squatting on the ground and trying to conserve your body's warmth. The temperature must have dropped twenty degrees since you left the house. Of course, Logan had told you to bring a jacket too. Did you listen? No.
You were only going out to get some chips and dip, you really didn’t think it would take so long. But then you’d got caught up talking to one of your friends and before you knew it, it was pitch black outside. You should have just called Logan at the store, asked him for a ride. Now, you’re staring down at the flickering screen of your flip phone and about to sob as you see the bars disappearing.
“No fucking service, of course,” you hiss and shove the phone back in your pocket. The battery’s nearly dead anyway. You doubt it would have lasted long enough for a phone call. You run a stressed hand over your face, trying to calm your breathing down.
You’re trying to trick yourself into thinking that everything’s okay. That the shadows are just shadows and you’re scared. Then you hear it.
It’s a low noise, something out of your worst nightmares. There’s an immediate spike of adrenaline as an inhuman growl echoes through the night air. You swear you can feel it inside your chest. It rumbles through the animal, bursts through clenched fangs, and makes the hair on your neck stand on end.
You glance over your shoulder, mouth parted in a silent scream. You don’t see anything, you can’t. You just barely make out the branches shifting nearby before you’re leaping to your feet. You almost call out, see whose there, but that feels like the last move every bimbo makes in a horror movie.
So, you do something arguably worse. You abandon your groceries and purse and bolt. Immediately you can hear its pounding footsteps chasing after you. You do scream now, there’s no point in swallowing it down. It’s like the terror is ripping through you, making you stumble over every branch and rock in your path.
You know it's faster than you. You can hear how easily its keeping up its stride behind you. This feels like a game to it. It's just teasing you, dangling freedom in front of its prey before it closes its drooling maw around your neck.
You trip over an enlarged root and go flying forward. Rocks scrape across your arm and you let out a short shriek of pain. The flesh tears easily on the sharp points and the metallic scent of your blood fills the air. It comes to a sudden stop a few feet away from you. There are no thoughts in your head besides the voice screaming at you to RUN!
It tells you to keep running. If you stop it will catch you and it will kill you. This is no longer a product of your imagination. This is real and it is hungry for you. You scramble to your feet, boots slipping along the muddy forest floor. You dig your fingers into the earth, feel the dirt slide under your nails, and launch yourself forward. You nearly flip your feet over your head but you manage to keep yourself steady.
You can’t hear the steps behind you. The beat of your heart pounds through your head, drives you forward, and discombobulates you all the same. Blood rushes so quickly beneath your skin that you can feel your vessels swelling with the warmth of your terror-fueled adrenaline.
You’ve never felt so inferior before, like a rabbit desperately trying to escape the hungry jaws of a wolf. Your legs are moving faster than they ever have, you’re bounding, racing, leaping through the forest. You move through it like you were born in it, anything to escape whatever was following you.
You no longer remember the way home or what home is. You can only focus on right now. You don’t notice the dark shape running alongside you, or how easily it keeps pace. Not until it’s barreling into your side and you go slamming into the ground again. Your head nearly bounces against a rock but something slides underneath it, stopping the impact at the last second.
Something rough grips at your face. You’re still blind, blood rushing so hard beneath your skin, you’re practically blind with panic. You bite down, taste flesh, and hold on until blood rushes into your mouth. The metallic tang of it is like poison against your tongue but you don’t let go.
“Release!” He orders you like a dog. His voice is so thick with anger and hunger that you barely recognize it. But something clicks in your head and you unlock your jaw from his palm. “The fuck have I told you about taking this path?” Again, his voice is so thick with volatile rage that you barely register it.
“Sorry,” you sob out, shoving at his chest and scrambling to sit up. But he keeps you pinned to the ground, one hand clamped tightly around your neck and the other pushing down against your stomach. You can feel something hard against your thigh but you pay it no mind, still struggling to catch your breath.
You take in deep, heaving, gasps of air and the moon shifts overhead. It gives you just enough light to see Logan clearly now. You nearly choke at the sight of his face. His lips are peeled back, sharpened points of teeth causing blood to bead along his lower lips. His beard seems scruffier than normal and there’s a golden glow to his eyes.
“What the fuck?” You stutter out, glaring up at him. You’ve seen him angry before. But you’ve never seen him quite so animalistic. “Logan?” You whisper his name hesitantly and it only makes him look more pissed off. You shrink back, though there’s not far to go with him holding you like this.
His hips shift down and you bite down on your lip so a pathetic whimper doesn’t escape you. His head tilts curiously, gaze raking over your heaving chest and then down to the too-short shorts you’d put on earlier.
He gives you a look of astonished disbelief, “You fuckin’ kidding me?”
The hand on your stomach drifts down to the waistband of your shorts. Your eyes widen when you realize what he’s trying to do. “Logan, wait-” Too late. He rips the shorts down your legs and his eyes widen. The sneer of his lips finally melts away as he sees the clear wet spot in the middle of your underwear.
You don’t even get a chance to defend yourself before he’s gripping your hips and flipping you over. Your hands struggle for purchase on the slippery rock in front of you. You try and glance back at him, but he buries a hand in your hair, tugging harshly, and forcing your face forward.
“Logan, please,” you whine, thoroughly humiliated as he sits behind you, silently examining your battered form. You’d tripped more than you thought while you’d been running from him. The adrenaline has just barely waned enough for you to feel the bruises forming. But he has no sympathy for your plight, if anything your tears seem to egg him on.
“What have I told you about taking this path?” You bite your tongue, a sudden refusal to answer raging forth. He’s got you half-naked on your hands and knees after chasing you through the woods. You shouldn’t have to be scolded like an imbecile on top of that.
He leans over you, the weight of his body pushing forward, your arms strain to keep you both up. You grit your teeth, still keeping your mouth clamped shut. He chuckles, the noise so low you feel it rattling through you rather than hear it. “I could hear you.”
His hand drifts down your bicep, wraps around your front, and rests over your breasts. “Could hear how fast your heart was beating. It’s still about to come out of your chest.” You suck in a sharp breath, keeping yourself from arching into his touch.
His nose lingers against the side of your head, dipping towards your neck and inhaling deeply. Your face wrinkles in confusion as he practically smells you. “I can smell how terrified you were.” His hand suddenly jerks your head back and you can’t help but yelp. There’s a smirk on his lips as he finally gets a noise from you.
You can feel the desire practically dripping down your thighs at this point. All you can think about is how powerful he is. How hungry he is for you. You want him to devour you, completely wreck you.
He releases you and without his support, you slump forward, neck bowing awkwardly. You try and right yourself but one of his hands grips your neck so tight you can feel the blood rushing up into your face. He pins you there and the only warning you have of what he’s about to do is the sound of his belt buckle coming undone.
He thrusts into you and your jaw drops. You inhale the dirt beneath you and it tastes remarkably like blood. He pushes your cheek further into the ground and you grunt as tiny little pebbles have their taste of your flesh.
Had you not been so wet, you doubt you would have enjoyed a second of this. But, because his chasing you down like something feral made you more aroused than you have been in months, you let out a pathetic moan beneath him. It borders on the thin line between pain and pleasure. But each rough thrust inside you blurs the line until they’re indiscernible from one another.
Your fists curl up, mud sticking in the lines of your palm as he takes you like you’re nothing more than a toy. You shouldn’t like this, shouldn’t like how used you feel. But you relish it. Relish in how crazy you make him, to the point that he’d lose his mind and use you like this.
He’s like a fucking animal. Taking what he wants from you with no concern or care to whether you like it or not. He’s panting and grunting behind you, you don’t understand the insults spewing from his mouth because there’s blood rushing in your ears and you feel like you might pass out.
The adrenaline and residual terror from earlier are building into one explosive moment inside you. Your fingers tremble with it, your limbs burn from the volatile feeling and you can’t help the noises being forced out of you. It doesn’t take much longer for you to combust.
Pleasure rushes through you, makes you numb to the world around you. A dulled tickling feeling rushes through every part of you. Your arms go limp and he’s quick to wrap a hand around your waist, keeping you upright. He presses into your lower back, arching it until he’s hitting the spot inside you that causes aftershocks of painful pleasure.
Your core throbs as you pulse around him. Sucking him deeper until his hips come to an erratic stop and he spills inside you. You keep your forehead pressed to the cool earth beneath you. You never actually managed to catch your breath before and now it just feels like you’re five seconds away from hyperventilating.
A soothing hand runs up and down your spine, he curls around you and helps you to sit up. His voice is a low whisper, “You alright?”
You close your eyes, taking in a deep breath and giving him a shaky nod. He laughs and pulls you to stand up. Your legs were limp from running earlier, now they’re practically boneless. He keeps you propped against him and pulls your shorts back up.
He buttons his jeans and straightens. His eyes narrow as he glares down at you. He cups your chin, tilting your head to examine the scratches on your cheeks and tutting at you. His fingers tighten to the point of pain and he jerks your face up to meet his eyes. “You gonna come down this path again?”
After that, yes. You completely would. He sees the look on your face and rolls his eyes. He leans down, tossing you over his shoulder and groaning. “You’re gonna be the death of me.”
“You like it,” you taunt, tugging at his shirt for balance.
He shakes his head but you know he’s smiling. “You’re lucky I love you.”
“Same time next week?” You tease as he goes back for your groceries and purse.
“Don’t push it,” he snaps.
end. — I do not own the characters or the comics/movies Wolverine/X-Men, but this writing is my own all rights reserved © not-neverland06 2024. do not copy, repost, translate & recommend elsewhere.
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I go on a rant in the tags about injuries, so if thats not your thing, don't read ect. ect.
#I have experienced all of these#yes I'm fine don't ask#but this is just to make the point that burns are objectively the worst#next to lacerations maybe#because broken bones? reset them and let them heal. Its that dull kinda pain you can ignore after a while#Blunt force trauma? if you're lucky you're unconscious and it doesn't matter. if you're NOT then you throw up a little and you let the#doc worry about it#Lacerations? Blood is annoying to deal with and gets everywhere and nothing feels clean enough and sharp pain sucks.#Plus scabs are annoying and ichy and nothing should be itchy AND painful AND hard to clean off of surfaces#scabs under skin especially suck#and resetting skin over injuries is the worst#but Burns?#my followers and irl friends know I don't swear#but Fuck burns#the only thing they've got going for them is they self clean#but its sharp AND dull pain and it doesn't stop and the scars don't even have the decency to look pretty#And you can't wrap them well cause even the bandages hurt so you gotta decide if you want foreign entities to get into it or if you want to#perpetually open your wounds by keeping it clean#every other injury stops hurting way sooner than burns#burns stick with you until you just kinda get sick of it#and nothing helps other than that good medication you get from hospitals#so#yeah#burns and lacerations are the worst but I have a personal grudge with burns for not being kind enough to stop hurting after its relevant
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getting into jujutsu kaisen was a mistake...
#pain pain so much pain everywhere#and the newest chapters?? give me a break#plus work keeps kicking my ass#ja wysiadam#personal trash
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Jinx x reader
- Jesus fucking christ this woman is actually so fine in season 2. I didn't expect this.
- ⚠️ : Contains spoilers of S2, No nsfw, affectionate stuff and nice jinx. Headcanons of jinx I have during s2. May seem unrealistic but I'm going by all I can sense.
- After Silco's tragic death, Jinx certainly had changed alot. The girl who was never afraid of taking risks was becoming almost invisible.
- First thing you noticed about her after Silco's death was the way she was more calm. She wouldn't hallucinate that terribly anymore. Sometimes during nights she would wake up due to nightmares.
- Overall, she was calmer. There wasn't anyone trying to manipulate her anymore and make her worse and you were not a bad person.
- Your relationship was once riskfull, chaotic and full of arguments. You and jinx would get into alot of disagreements at first but now..
- She had turned more quite, She used her body to express herself more instead of words, She had became more affectionate and last but not least, silently obsessed with you.
- Not that she was never obsessed with you. Not a day would go on and without her questioning "Are you going to leave me?" Plus, more careful and it felt like she was everywhere with you even if she wasn't physically there.
- She would show her affections through small gestures, sometimes holding your thumb or pinky finger, sometimes putting her hand lightly on your back and sometimes giving you small pecks on different part of your body.
- During the nights, she would be the most affectionate. Holding you close to her, you were afraid anymore pressure from her and you would break.
- Unlike how you thought, she wouldn't cry infront of you about Silco. Not only that, she would comfort you all the time as if her own pains had never existed.
- After Isha's grand entrance to you guys' lives, She went on full mom mode. Not only for Isha, but you too. You would sometimes find it funny how she would become worried for Isha or you.
- With Isha entering her life, she became even nicer and happier. She definitely awoke Jinx's innerchild and you definitely didn't know how to thank the little girl for simply falling on Jinx.
- A crazy, manipulated, afraid and frustrated jinx was now anything but those words.
#jinx x fem!reader#arcane#arcane headcanon#arcane x female reader#arcane imagines#arcane x reader#arcane x y/n#arcane x you#jinx arcane#jinx x y/n#jinx x reader#jinx x fem reader#jinx#jinx league of legends#jinx x you
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