#pls dont kill me im beggin you

[solchle]

haha silly thing i made (i wish i can do evryone but there is only 9 box available 😞)

[sanjisboyfie]

one piece smau: misc. edition

— miscellaneous :P probably pt.1 bc this is so fun to dooooo

— no romantic pairings, just the strawhats being cutie friends, male reader!!!

ー idk if the formatting is weird on desktop bc i did this all on my mobile 😭😭😭

liked by freeluffy, roro.zoro, and 8.6k others

-> ._.[name]: luffy is recycling, recycling is good for the enviornment!!! be like luffy <3

tagged: freeluffy

dni_nami: who on earth would want to be like that idiot ???

-> roro.zoro: no bc shes right

-> ._.[name]: you guys r so mean 😭😭

dr.law: im surprised there arent more bottles, u guys had the whole block awake....

-> freeluffy: we had to make five trips :DDD

-> ttchopper: FIVE TRIPS?????

-> dr.law: and when your guys' livers fail ill b there to laugh

-> ._.[name]: actin like u werent sneakin in shots of vodka :/// alright buddyyyyy

-> uso_pp: LMFOAOAO

-> SUPERCOLA: u jus got exposed

liked by ._.[name], dni_nami, and 4.6k others

uso_pp: im beggin yall to stop getting into drinking contests w zoro and nami

tagged: ._.[name]

._.[name]: naw trust next time i got em

-> uso_pp: didnt u say ts last time???

-> dni_nami: the fact he keeps thinking hes gonna win is crazy

-> ._.[name]: imma win back all my money

-> uso_pp: AND YOU BET MONEY??? ur gonna b in eternal debt [name]

princesanji: my beautiful nami is always coming out on top 😻😻😻

-> ._.[name]: who r u ???

-> princesanji: i dont interact w losers

-> dni_nami: sanji, ur the reason my username is what it is please do not test me rn

[liked by ._.[name], robinkills, and 80 others]

liked by ._.[name] and 7.3k others

robinkills: nami and i showing sanji and [name] who exactly they gotta jump

tagged: dni_name, ._.[name], princesanji

dni_nami: skank ass bitches invading a party that our friend is throwing jus to talk shit is crazy

-> ._.[name]: glad we took em outside 😋

-> princesanji: ILL FIGHT TO PROTECT YOUR REPUTATION MY QUEENS NAMI AND ROBIN - NO ONE WILL EVER DEFAME YOUR NAME IN FRONT OF ME EVER AGAIN

-> ._.[name]: one time ill agree w sanji on smth

freeluffy: no fair i wanted to come :(((

-> dni_nami: the pouting at not being involved in a fight is crazy

-> boahancock: my beautiful boy luffy i have many people you can have the pleasure of taking care of 🥰🥰🥰

uso_pp: their stupid ass bfs thinkin they stood a chance against sanji AND [name] was hilarious nglll

-> robinkills: it was over before it even started

[liked by dni_nami, princesanji, ._.[name] and 40 others]

liked by freeluffy, portgasdace, and 4.1k others

princesanji: someone donate this brokeass some money so he can buy his own packs

tagged: ._.[name]

._.[name]: HOW MANY OF MY LIGHTERS HAVE YOU STOLEN??? this is compensation

-> princesanji: stop lying i didnt steal shit from u

-> ._.[name]: I SAW MY ZIPPO ON YOUR NIGHTSTAND U FUCKING LIARR

ttchopper: smoking isnt good for u [name] :((

-> ._.[name]: suddenly i no longer like cigarettes

-> ttchopper: :DDD

-> roro.zoro: walked like a dog.

-> ._.[name]: ur just mad cuz chopper actually likes me

-> roro.zoro: im gonna kill u

-> dni_nami: chopper doesnt like either of u pls stfu

liked by robinkills, roro.zoro, dr.law and 13k others

._.[name]: my hearts <333

tagged: portgasace, freeluffy

portgasace: YALL SEE THIS im [name]'s favorite u wish u were me

-> freeluffy: i think [name] likes me the most, sorry ace!!!

-> portgasace: im beggin u to shut the fuck up

-> freeluffy: ur jus mad cus im right :DD

uso_pp: i wanna see a fight between these two over [name]

[liked by dni_nami and 50 others]

-> ._.[name]: u jus wanna see a fight mf shut up 😭😭😭

liked by dr.law, freeluffy, and 7k others

._.[name]: DAMNN PAPI ZORO GIVE ME ONE SHOT PLSLSSS 🤤🤤

tagged: roro.zoro

roro.zoro: we r never going to the gym tgt ever again im sick of ur bullshit

-> ._.[name]: can u pls come home and meet my parents i told them all abt us 🥺🥺

-> roro.zoro: i hope u die in a fire

uso_pp: unexpected couple of 2023 😱😱😱

[liked by ._.[name], robinkills, and 70 others]

._.[name]: he looks soo fionneneee

-> dni_nami: pls stop thirsting for zoro on ur main at least take it to the finsta [name] i cant stand this any longer

-> roro.zoro: how abt he jus stops in general???

-> ._.[name]: ur ltr in love w me stop being so obsessed in replying to my comments zoro 🙄🙄

-> roro.zoro: unlock ur apartment door im outside

-> ._.[name]: i feel unsafe.

[kaitosimp]

As a filthy, filthy multi shipper I’d like to know both headcannons you have for all his pairings and why you like them so much, if you want to of course!

As soon as I read this, my mind started ranting so hard 😂 I will happily answer! And tysm for asking bc if being able to talk about kaito is rare, imagine how much ive talked about the ships i have with him, so im very happy rn!! 🥰 WARNING: dis gonna be long as hell 👁👄👁

OKAY SO the two main ships I have for Kaito are Oumota and Saimota, Saimota is my fave ship and Oumota is my fave comfort ship! The other ships I rlly like with him are Akamota, Amamota, and Momoharu, i pretty much read any fic that has him paired with someone but these are the ones i search for on my own whereas the others its a "i'll read 'em if i come across em" type of deal! So lets dive in 👁👄👁 (i have endless hc's for my ships so i'll only give a few or else this'll never end)

🌌🎭 Oumota 🎭🌌

Reasons: I am a goddamn sucker for thematic parallels, enemies to friends to lovers, and the rivals tropes �� I dont even know how i fell into the oumota hole, cause i didnt consider it much in game, but after reading a few fics it just made me so happy! I love their banter and clashing personalities and stubborness lol, and goddamn, the post game/hangar fics for them are *chef's kiss*

Hc's:

-The way Kokichi tried to get Kaito to see he had feelings for him was by bothering/pranking the absolute shit out of him, but Kaito's dense to these things so he didnt even realize Kokichi stopped bothering other ppl to target him specifically

-When Kaito realized he had feelings for Kokichi, his initial reaction was "oh fuck oh no why him pls no-"

-Eventually Kokichi had to directly tell him to his face he liked Kaito cause Kaito wasn't getting the message at all

-Kokichi loves stealing Kaito's clothes, esp his jacket

-They argue a lot but its over the absolute dumbest shit like before they got together, its usually nothing serious

-Kokichi secretly loves listening to Kaito talk about space, though he teases Kaito about it

-Kaito's fave thing is to cuddle/spoon Kokichi, cause he's the perf size to snuggle with

🌌🔍 Saimota 🔍🌌

Reasons: CAUSE YES!!! From the beggining of Shuichi being the main, Kaito is there for him and supports him so much and makes sure Shuichi is okay, he's just so supportive and loving and helpful and motivational and he's something Shuichi def needed to move forward in the killing game! I just fucking love their dynamic and how they help each other and how they balance each other out as well, plus the whole hero and sidekick thing is adorable! AND OFC THE FAMOUS "i shouldnt be talking about another boy like that" LINE ASDFGHJKL ITS CANON OKAY

Hc's:

-Shuichi confessed first, it took a few times for him to get his feelings across properly bc each time he said something like "i like you" or whatev kaito was like "aw bro i like you too!"

-Kaito tried to get over his crush on Shuichi bc he thought Shuichi wouldn't go for someone like him (i hc him being kinda insecure and covering it up with that confident persona of his)

-Shuichi isn't big on physical contact, but he makes the exception for Kaito bc he's always so warm and gives the best hugs

-Shuichi is the only person who Kaito lets see him vulnerable, it took a lot of time but he eventually learned to stop bottling everything with Shuichi

-Kaito constantly takes Shuichi stargazing, its his fave thing to do and Shuichi is ever so happy to accompany Kaito and listen to space rambles

-Their first kiss was beyond awkward and Shuichi nearly fainted but they got the hang of it eventually

🌌🥑 Amamota 🥑🌌

Reasons: I literally saw an amamota fic on ao3 and it won me over oops- to me it just makes sense! They're both adventurers in a way and i love their personalities together, Kaito's boisterous nature would be a nice change of pace for the ever calm Rantaro and Rantaro's mellow nature would be something refreshing for Kaito y'know?

Hc's:

-Kaito always tried helping Rantaro catch up in classes bc he always misses 'em to travel and he was always the first one to welcome him back

-Rantaro got attached to Kaito and didnt even realize it until he came back one day and kaito wasnt there to greet him (cue disappointed rantaro and bAM thats when he realized)

-Kaito loves hearing about Rantaro's travels, he's always asking for pics and details

-Kaito confessed first, he literally couldn't take it anymore and just threw it out there while Rantaro was mid greeting

-Rantaro didn't tell Kaito about his sisters until about a year into their relationship bc he was scared Kaito would disappear too

-Rantaro literally re-visited a bunch of islands and countries in the artic circle just to take pics/vids of the aurora borealis for Kaito

🌌🎹 Akamota 🎹🌌

Reason: I just think they'd be sooo cute together 🥺 Kaito and Kaede are both positive people who try to help others and their personalities fit so well together! Idk man it just makes sense to me

Hc's:

-Kaito absolutely loves hearing Kaede play the piano, sometimes he'll sneak record her so he can listen to it whenever he's feeling down

-Kaede tries teaching him how to play the piano, instruments aren't his thing but he tries his best in the lessons cause it makes her happy

-Kaito's confession was accidental, he was just listening to her play when he blurted out how pretty she was, which led to an awkward confession talk with lots of blushing

-Kaede has tried to compose a piano piece that embodies Kaito's personality but she fails everytime, cause his larger than life personality is hard to capture perfectly

-They're both big on affection, so they're constantly holding hands and hugging

AND FINALLY, 🌌🔪 Momoharu 🔪🌌

Reason: THEY'RE GREAT TOGETHER OKAY 🥺 I just love how Kaito got Maki to come out of her shell and how he trusted her/accepted her!! He gave her the cutest nickname and befriended her and literally gave his life up to protect her, aND MAKI'S CONFESSION ABOUT FALLING FOR KAITO STILL MAKES ME CRY

Hc's:

-Maki confessed it ever so casually while mid training, which literally made Kaito fall over in shock

-Kaito loves Maki's hair, he could spend hours playing with it and he always helps her brush it

-Maki hates her scars, but Kaito's always there to kiss em and remind her how beautiful she is, he always traces constellations on 'em when they cuddle

-Maki's constantly scared she'll accidentally hurt Kaito, or that he'll get hurt bc of her past

-Kaito's very protective of her, just like Maki is of him

-Maki loves the sound of Kaito's voice, her favorite thing is to listen to him talk about space

W O W i am so sorry for this massive post 💀 I seriously tried limiting myself asdfghjkl oops

[godlessfm]

⤿  ––––  op,  well,  hello  !  i’m  neptune  and  it’s  been  a  lil  bit  since  i  last  REALLY  rped. pls  be  gentle.  it’s  like  learning  to  walk  again. anyways,  since  my  intro  posts  are  always  miles  long,  i���m  gonna  try  and  keep  dis  as  short  as  possible  (  spoiler  alert:  it  was  not  short  ).  also.  there’s  300+  typos  in  this  and  i’m  so  sorry  if  none  of  it  makes  sense.  u  got  questions  about  any  of  this,  i  can  answer  it  the  best  i  can.

( harry styles , demiboy , he/they , twenty-six ) omg ! i was walking yonge street downtown , and you’ll never guess who i saw . west holiday ! i just saw a post about them on sixsecrets ! i think it said something like “ heart-breaking, heartthrob west holiday’s series of drunk tweets about his recent sex-capades now have their own twitter account ” . isn’t that wild ? i guess it makes sense though , since they’re apparently abrasive and shameless . but i’ve heard they’re also  indomitable and debonair ! i’ll just stick to giving them the benefit of the doubt . i mean , it’s not like i know them personally — they’re a famous singer/songwriter ! you know , i’ve actually heard rumors that ( redacted ) , but they’re just rumors … i think . i dunno . if you happen to run into them , tell them i’m their biggest fan !  (  the  1975  career  claim  )

so,  first  and  foremost.  fuck  this  kid.  i  hate  this  guy  and  i’m  sure  you  will  too.  not  because  i  think  he’s  fleshed  out  bad  or  anything,  he’s  just  the  #Worst. i’m  just  gonna  go  straight  onto  bullet  points  bc  this  will  actually  take  years  if  i  rant  on  about  this  boy. 

to  start  of,  he  didn’t  really  grow  up  great.  like  ya  he  was  mad  rich,  but  his  two  moms  cannot  stand  each  other.  they  were  constantly  yelling  at  each  other  and  throwing  things  but  hey.  west  just  kind  of  *wipes  tears  w  hundos*  so  he  didn’t  think  it  was  that  rough

he  grew  up  mainly  in  cheshire,  england,  there  for  he  has  a  pretty  heavy,  thick accent  that  comes  across  in  his  music.  i mean.... his  career  claim  is  the 1975  so you  know  that  i  mean

uh  he  has  lil,  baby  sister,  anabelle .  she’s  v  small  so  sadly  no  wc.  but  she  is  his  whole  world  and  if  you  saw  them  together  u  would  think  west  has  nice  twin  brother.  he  doesn’t  but.  if  he  did.... west  is  the  evil  twin.

though  they  always  fought  they  stayed  together  for  some  dumb  reason,  that  dumb  reason  that  they’re  lil  boy  got  MAD  RICH.  he  started  of  making  some  cash  by  playing  out  on  busy  foot  traffic  areas  and  having  a  guitar  case  wide  open .  and  people  would  just  toss  money  in  there  and  once  he  saw  a  career  in  this  he  straight  up  just  dropped  out  of  high  school  and  pursued  music.  basically,  what  i’m  saying  is,  he’s  dumb.  big  dumb.

besides  being  the  biggest  dummy  he’s  really  super  talented  i  swear.  the  only  problem  is  that’s  his  ONLY  redeeming  quality. im  not  even  being  dramatic.  that’s it. that’s  the  only  good  thing  about  him.  like  yeah,  he’s  charming  and  he’s  strong  or  whatever  but  do u  think  he  uses  that  for  good ??? NO. 

he’s  quite  literally  the  guy  you  have  in  your  phone  as  ‘DNR’  bc  if  u  do  he’s  gonna  try  and  charm  you  into  coming  over  just  so  he  can  hook  up  with  you  and  get  you  an  uber  when  y’all  are  done.  he  won’t  even  cuddle  u  wtf  bro.

TRUE LIFE: I’m A Disaster Bi

if  y’all  wanted  to  know  he  is  covered  in  tattoos  just  like  harry,  and  he’s  short - haired  harry.  even  tho  as  my  fren  put  it:  all  harry  lives  matter.  watch  me  making  west  grow  it  out  bc  long - haired  harry  is  my  personal fave.  we’ll  see  how  long  it  takes  for  me  to  cave. place ur Bets

uh . so  about  that  headline ... am  i  right  Laid  Ease.  uh,  so  basically,  he  recent  made  like  74  tweets  about  the  guys,  gals  n  enby  pals  that  had  recently  been  in  his  bed  bc  all  he  does  is  eat,  play  music  and  sleep  w  anything  that  breaths. im so  sorry  for  that  but  chances  are  .  if  you  let  him,  he  will  get  u  into  his  bed.  or  try  his  best .

pls  dont  be  offended  if  y’all  have  slept  together / met  and  he  doesn’t  remember  you  name .  chances  are  he  will  call  you  bro,  dude,  babe,  etc  until  he  remembers  your  name  or  you  remind  him

west  has  this  rly  weird  habit,  it’s  kind  of  funny.  HE WILL TRY  AND  SHOVE  HIMSELF  INTO  YOUR  DRAMA  BC  HE  IS  BORED.  like  sure. he  means  well  ........ Well. no  he  doesn’t.  he’s  a  little  shit  and  is  so  proud  of  it

pls  hate  him.  im  beggin  u  he  thrives  of  being  hated,  he  rly  does  like  he’s  got  fans  that  love  him  and  see  the  him  that  stops  to  take  pictures/calls  you  honey/loves  his  fans.  but  he’s  like..... simply  put ?? A  Dick.

u h.  so  since  he’s  horrible  he’s  never. EVER. been  in  love.  any  relationship  he’s  ever  been  in  is  100%  fake  and  means  nothing  to  him.  it’s  all  for  pr  and  he  knows  it’ll  get  his  ratings  up  so  like. 

i  truly  cannot  think  of  anything  else  so  like....... uh . pls  plot  with  me.  i’ll  make  him  a  pinterest  in  a  lil  bit.  but  until  then,  this  is  all  i’ve  got.  he’s  still  a  total  work  in  progress  but  u  kno . 

okay  !  so  !  that  was  a  giant  mess.  but,  i do  have  a  quick  little  list  of  wcs  before  i  actually  work  up  a  whole  wc  page  !

001.  100%  smash  on  a  game  of  smash  or  pass:  uh . so lets  say  west  played  a  game  of  smash  or  pass  on  a  talk  show  and  they  asked  him  who  is  his  number  one  smash.  das  where  ur  muse  comes  in .  ur  muse  is  his  number  one  smash.  ALWAYS. 

002.  most  recent  public  relationship:  so  west  and  ur  muse  were  probably  spotted  out  somewhere  and  his  pr  team  was  like.  wow  ur  album  is  blowin  up  keep  asking  this  person  to  hang  out  with  and  plead  the  fifth  if  they  ask  if  y’all  are  together.  ur  muse  can  choose  whether  they  were  together  or  not.  but  at  this  point  they’re  definitely  NOT  together,  but  they  could’ve  stayed  friends  or  not.  we  luv  enemies. 

003.  dead to me:  would  absolutely  kill  for  this  plot. bc i  LOVE  enemy  plots .  but  basically  west  and  ur  muse  dated,  you  know,  for  pr.  he  didn’t  love  them  no way jose.  but  it  ended  REALLY  badly  and  ur  muse  absolutely  despises  him... rightfully  so.  but  basically  we  can  totally  work  on  this  but  i’m  sure  they  get  into  twitter  feuds.  their  breakup  was  v messie  GIVE  IT  TO  ME. 

004.  i  need  just  one  person  to  not  hate  his  man........  just  give  him  one  single friend.  it’s  all  he’s  allowed  i  swear. 

[ivanaskye]

lotr liveblog pt 2

(again, my adventures a couple months ago reading lotr with only a near-memorization of the movies + recent accidental falling into silm fandom to help me.

in this one I mention smth I forgot: that I actually HAD tried to read it years ago, but for whatever reason hated it (and therefore only got mayb 3 chapters into ttt) bc “flowery writing” (which, where?) and... bc... book aragorn... was boring...???? how wrong I was.)

“Called them rangers, and knew nothing of their origin” ah poor summer children,,, but yeah they do have some strange powers bc ELROS’ PEOPLE!!!!!!

when lines are the same or really close to that is the movies my brain AUTOMATICALLY reads them in that exact intonation....

[movie voice] RANGERS WE CALL EM

TOKLEIN NO, U CANT INVENT THE ORIGIN OF HEY DIDDLE DIDDLE, TOLKEIN STAAAHP

Frodo: not knowing what to do, he CRAWLED UNDER THE TABLE. prime problem solving Frodo.

omg here’s strider for real. I’m reading all his lines in viggo mortenson’s voice,,,

Merry why are you always in a slightly different place than everyone else. Where is your team spirit.

wait why did I hate book aragorn again? help.

“WELL, I HAVE A RATHER RASCALLY LOOK HAVE I NOT.” house of elros remains Incredible

omg tolkein dont code “swarthy” as evil.... pls.... I’m begging u. (he, of course, is doing so anyway, and refusing to heed my warnings.)

STRIDER CHILL I don’t think butterbur deserves these insults!!!

I know there’s a SLIGHTLY different valence here but “no black man will pass my doors”... sigh...

DONT FORGET ABT MERRY asdfghh

ELROND WAS MENTIONED. hi I have a problem I love my elf son.

yeah I’m just gonna pretend I didn’t mutter the crownless poem to myself aloud...

FROM THE ASHES A FIRE, AKA, A DESCENDANT OF ELROS,

IN HIS EYES GLEAMED A LIGHT, KEEN AND COMMANDING!!! I literally “headcanoned” this like two days ago!!! That between his elf and Maia heritage his eyes might occasionally distantly shine with light!!!!

hey.... I love him. (house! of! Elros!)

“Gandalf is greater than you shire-folk know” UH, YEAH

mmm love these stout-hearted hobbits

Yay Aragorn’s eyes are gleaming again, but just in a normal fire way this time

“They might as well set out for the moon.” Or yknow a bright star. Or that star’s son.

“sallow face. more than half like a goblin”. WHEEEE RACISM

hey I love book aragorn, AND his confidence, which I once hated.... tbh maybe the difference is book aragorn was raised by good and nice Elrond not... yknow... that one guy in the movies.

midgewater..... after my recent horsefly experience, I Understand.

ah, irreverent hobbits.

Gil-galad!

Of course Aragon is learned in old lore HE WAS RAISED BY ELROND.

hey.... nazgul senses are cool. that’s a cool description of how their senses work!

HE LEARNED IT FROM ELROND U FOOLS

the elves before their fading-time... please no, please stop, I don’t need to start sobbing rn.

“THERE ARE NONE NOW EXCEPT ELROND WHO REMEMVER ARIGHT HOW IT WAS TOLD OF OLD.” hi I’m dying. I’m dying

when the world was young... I’m gonna cry

I can just feel... tolkein... failing to restrain an infodump..... but I don’t care I’m totally down for silm adventjres.

TO DIE FROM THE WORLD hi this wording kills the me and as always I’m thinking about the Choice again.

HES TALKING ABOUT ELROND AND HIS PARENTS AND IM SCREA M I N G

“Of Eärendil” SAY ELROS’ NAME ARAGORN. PLS IM BEGGIN U

HIS STRANGE EAGER FACE yeah bc this is his lineage!!! HIS EYES SHONE yes yes yes!!!!!

once again: the corruption of the ring is Something Else in prose

Tolkein’s writing actually... isn’t? that flowery. anyway everything I thought I knew was wrong

what, I’m not having feelings abt aragorn singing... why would you think that?

FRODO THE FIRST RULE OF BEING INJURED AND ALMOST DEAD IS YOU TELL PEOPLE IF THE PAIN GETS WORSE!!! Frodo pls.

beryls are elf-stones now? kay....

HGGGGGGG just imagine... Elrond cryptically running around and putting gems down on every road he deems safe. Elrond why are u like this.

haha my ebook thinks I need to click a link to find out what angmar is. oh, honey.

THE HEIRS OF ELENDIL DO NOT FORGET ALL THINGS PAST. (house! of! elros!) ...but ok dude we ALL know that’s bc every single one of u was raised by Elrond.

“Many more things than I can tell are remembered in Rivendell.” “There my heart lies” hi..... I have feelings.

omg the guy who taught me abt backpacking and stuff always described like, contiguous regions of similar landscape as “this country” or whatever (e.g. “canyon country”).... this confirms my belief that backpacking IS irl fantasy novels.

omg who’s the rider. who they

[myfucking-illusion]

its a big VERY BIG text about me venting, pls skip it, im writing one more of this bc i have a lot to say but you can skip it, im sorry for putting this giant shit on y'all dashes, im sending love for all of you in return <3

I promised myself i wouldn't talk about it, bc it didnt bother me that much, but the truth is it does, it bothers me a lot, but i feel like a burden whenever i dare to talk about it with anyone.

so i am here, as always.

it´s utopic to believe that this day wouldn't arrive - even though i did believe, it´s even more utopic to believe that i wouldn't be sad, of course i would, i am and i should. perhaps it´s some kind of ending cycle? i dont know, yet i believe in ending cycles and shit, but i doubt it has anything to do with that. i feel like my life is worse, it is going to be worse and this is the beggining of it. i could be wrong. i hope i am.

well, anyone but me could (and probably will) call this a big drama show, which isn't a complete lie, it kinda is too dramatic, but i like being dramatic, it's within me, i am a drama queen even though i hate to admit (this is a secret, it's the first and last time i'm admiting this shit)

she grew up with me, by my side, listening to all my problems and i listened all hers, we were there for each other since the beggining, we believed it would last forever but it seems like the forever has arrived. it´s been 2 years that we are living a part, it´s 5 hours to get to her city and i can't go there alone, although i am 20 yo (and so is she) i still depend on my parents bc im unemployed, so i travel to see her when my parents let me, which is rarely, she traveled to see me once (and keep rubbing it in). Last time we saw each other was jan/2020, before the pandemic starts, her birthday was in may and she got really mad at me that i didn't travel to see her, i tried to explain that i wasn't leaving my house for anything, besides my parents would never let me travel to another city in the middle of a global pandemic, to this day she still doesnt understand this.

however this isn't the first nor the worst thing she has done to me, i think our relationship got shaken up the day i realized she was trying to fuck me up, another friend of mine (who knows us like forever, but she doesn´t like this friend god knows why) warned me that she always manipulates me, that´s why i dont have any friends besides her, that's why i believe so strongly that i'm not able to have any other friendships, bc she always finds a way to make me fight with the other person and have my attetion all to her again (i don't actually believe that, bc c'mon... im not THAT interesting or pretty or whatever for ppl to be obssessed with me, but anyway..).

the worst thing i believe she did was poisoning my relationship with my boyfriend (i'm going to tell everything, im so sorry but i really need to vent and it helps me practice my english skills lol i hope no one is actually reading it) when we started dating (sep/2019) she went to his DMs and said a lot of weird shit about my family being formal people (?), which isn't true at all, and about my past, some stuff that a best friend shouldn't tell her soul and she told my 1-day-boyfriend, bc of that he (obviously) got triggered and it started a vicious, toxic cycle that she kept feeding until i told him to block her, after that it took us almost a whole year to find a way out of that cycle, now we are fine, recovered and they hate each other to the soul. from there on our friendship was never the same, i was so intrigued to know why the hell she did that and kept doing it, but she never gave me a proper answer, it was ALWAYS something like "it was for your own good, this guy isn't right for you, he is going to hurt you, i'm protecting you, i'm sorry you didn't like it but i was thinking about your safety, what if he was going to kill you?" i'm not joking, she did say those things more than once for me, ofc i know it was a big load of bs, i know the guy i'm with and altough we had some ugly problems he is not a criminal, he had issues which given the situation was understandable (now that i know everything that happened).

im sorry about this big text but theres another one coming lol im really sorry

[misomilk]

answers to ask memes i’ve been tagged at YEARS ago (2015) doing them now bec i dont want to be productive and neither do i want to be dipped in sads so yayyy distraction~

tagged by hyamara (thefatedmeeting)

Gender: girl

Height: 5 ft 2 in

Hogwarts House: HUFFLEPUFFFFFFFFF

Favorite Color: turquoise. any green except olive probs

Fictional Character I’d Like as a Sibling: Ignis Stupeo Scientia. pls cook all the yums for me. and protect me and cuddle w/ me pls oniisan

Number of Blankets I Sleep With: one. (pillows tho. 5 short 1 long)

Dream Vacation: various flower gardens or beaches with waifu

What I’m Currently Wearing: kh orchestra shirt and blue pajamas

Do You Get Asks on a Regular Basis: i never get any asks anymore XD

Aesthetic: F L O W E R S. flowers. beach/sky/nature. the stars and the moon. pastel colors. people smiling

Star Sign: Aquarius

Last Thing I Googled: “how to filter gmail unread”

Favorite Music Artists: ARASHI. wintergatan. utada hikaru.

Do You Have Any Other Blogs: feelthisbeatz is my main but like. it’s p much dead LOL

Why Did You Choose Your URL: in an arashi program, the two members i SHIP SO HARD roleplayed as ‘miso’ and ‘milk’. THUS. misomilk.

Average Hours of Sleep: 6-8

Lucky Number: 5

Favorite Characters: DINO GHIRANZE from FFXV (wow why did he come first? am i obsessed? rn yes probs). Abe Takaya from Oofuri. EIGHTFOOT JOE. Prompto Argentum from FFXV. Roronoa Zoro and Brook from ONE PIECE.

Dream Job: EN-JP interpretor/translator. hopefully living in japan (lately, or LA)

Following: 387. did a purge lately aahha. in twitter I have 560+ tho

tagged by verybrave

1. what are some writing tics that persist in your work but that you dislike

super sucky conversation flow (it gets SOOOOOOOOOO AWKWARD. i hate it). flirty lines (i suck at them). overuse of adverbs (ly).

most of all, my inability to stick to a plot/au because im not good enough to put them in writing.

2. what does your id want? do you ever give in?

awful endings. everyone dies/is heartbroken. i...give in most of the time. oops.

3. You have to erase one of your fics from existence forever. Which one and why?

everything in my oldest ffnet account please. those mary sue rikuxleas are awful. im so sorry, world

4. how much do you trust the reader?

i tend to be very vague with my symbolisms and such. i guess i do trust the reader to see what i mean.

5. have you ever written anything you would’ve backclicked if it’d been written by anyone else?

i dont think so

6. what’s your guilty pleasure as a writer?

flowery words everywhere. phrases that come in trios. a successful start-end parallel.

7. be honest: are you mean to your faves, or do you go easy on them?

i am mean to them.

8. what parts of writing a fic do you think are a chore?

beggining an au is fine. keeping the momentum going is a lot of work, especially when i lose confidence in where i think the story is going.

9. are there any unintentional trends in your writing?

bad endings. my waifu kills me for that. LOL

10. have you ever intentionally written a character as OOC to fit with a kink/prompt/story idea?

i dont think i have??? never intentionally probs XD

[letme-livecyj]

a lil (not) abt me just bc!!

1. i started stanning got7 after watching the 5th anniversary weekly idol episode 2. i think it was jackson who got me into got7?? 3. i have real shitty memory 4. im actually rl young compared to like everyone around me on here?? but like?? 5. my one and only bias and ult is CHOI YOUNGJAE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE 6. my otp,, 2jae > every other got7 ship > 7. why did i start shipping 2jae?? i don’t remember exactly but it was after i came back to tumblr and it corrupted my mind completely (don’t worry it was bad already before) and i think i found a lot of 2jae posts I REALT DONT REMEMBER BUT ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 8. current fav song? sick (always #1) > beggin on my knees > TRAUMA > practically every other got7 song 9. i get rly upset and sad fast i am a soft stan 10. like whenever anyone tries to accuse jb for being homophobic like ??? lol no bye 11. 2jae is my source of life im screaming like smol 2jae moments these days keep me going + anything rl soft abt yj 12. also i think i started to stan yj after the hard carry weekly idol ep?? 13. I AM SO F T 14. i swear i love every member even if i don’t show it like •mark you’re so cute and calm (lolololol) but at the same time can be rl extra and hype i don’t even HYUNG •jb i wtf u doin killing stans u extra ass v soft too (for sunshine : ’ )™) •JACKSON BBY KEEP DOIN WHATEVER YOURE DOING I LOVE YOY AND YOUR RESPECT AND FRIENDSHIP FOR/ WITH EVERYONE ESP AHGASE IM •jinyoung u savage i love you also UGH YOU EVEN MADE A SPEECH IN ENGLISH JUSTBFOR THE AHGASE AT THE FANMEET WHWJSGAJQG •do i reALLy need to talk abt the love and sunshine of my life youngjae choi sometimes(24/7?) i really worry abt you pls be happy with yourself actually all of got7 pls you all deserve it •DABDAB ILY YOU M E M E you could be rl shy sometimes?? surprisingly?? pls be happy 2 ignore negative comments (ALL OF YOU * LOOKIN AT U YOUNGJAE) •YUGIEEEE YUGYEOMM SOFT AND WTF STOP U THE MAKNAE ~HIT THE STAGE  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)~ just kidding ily ur beautiful 15. being soft is terrible 16. youngjae i love you so much pls be happy you’re so talented and beautiful pls ignore antis p l s like THE KID WRITES SO MANY SAD SONGS LIKE WTF YALL HES THE SUNSHINE OF THE GROUP TOO 17. i have an immense amount of respect for the members 18. twitter is a poisonous place v hard to ignore snakes 19. pls be my friend i’m really annoying a lot and also can be dead sometimes but 20. sometimes i drift from 2jae for other ships bc everyone is so shippable but like that's another thing PLS TALK TO ME ABT 2jae

[solchle]

Its a great day to request Tony doodles, that being said, i request Tony doodles🛸

i shall give you this day, skrunkle doodles 👁️🥐

[godlessfm]

⤿  ––––  op,  well,  hello  !  i’m  neptune  and  since  my  intro  posts  are  always  miles  long,  i’m  gonna  try  and  keep  dis  as  short  as  possible  (  spoiler  alert:  it  was  not  short  ).  also.  there’s  300+  typos  in  this  and  i’m  so  sorry  if  none  of  it  makes  sense.  u  got  questions  about  any  of  this,  i  can  answer  it  the  best  i  can.

( harry styles, demiboy , he/they, 26 ) no way ! i swear i saw west holiday walking down danforth avenue ! i just saw a post about them on 6secrets ! i think it said something like “heart breaking, heartthrob west holiday seen drunkenly flirting with another taken starlet”. isn’t that wild ? i guess that makes sense since they’re apparently shameless and cynical. fans will claim that they’re ( indomitable ) and ( charming ). i mean , it’s not like i know them personally — they’re a famous singer/songwriter. whenever i think of them, i think of crinkling crows feet on the edge of green eyes when someone makes you smile, wild curls that were purposefully styled to look like chic bed head, a small figure swallowed in a button up that is too big for them. i wish i would have asked for an autograph !  * the 1975 career claim !

so,  first  and  foremost.  fuck  this  kid.  i  hate  this  guy  and  i’m  sure  you  will  too.  not  because  i  think  he’s  fleshed  out  bad  or  anything,  he’s  just  the  #Worst. i’m  just  gonna  go  straight  onto  bullet  points  bc  this  will  actually  take  years  if  i  rant  on  about  this  boy.

to  start  of,  he  didn’t  really  grow  up  great.  like  ya  he  was  mad  rich,  but  his  two  moms  cannot  stand  each  other.  they  were  constantly  yelling  at  each  other  and  throwing  things  but  hey.  west  just  kind  of  *wipes  tears  w  hundos*  so  he  didn’t  think  it  was  that  rough

he  grew  up  mainly  in  cheshire,  england,  there  for  he  has  a  pretty  heavy,  thick accent  that  comes  across  in  his  music.  i mean.... his  career  claim  is  the 1975  so you  know  that  i  mean

uh  he  has  lil,  baby  sister,  anabelle .  she’s  v  small  so  sadly  no  wc.  but  she  is  his  whole  world  and  if  you  saw  them  together  u  would  think  west  has  nice  twin  brother.  he  doesn’t  but.  if  he  did.... west  is  the  evil  twin.

though  they  always  fought  they  stayed  together  for  some  dumb  reason,  that  dumb  reason  that  they’re  lil  boy  got  MAD  RICH.  he  started  of  making  some  cash  by  playing  out  on  busy  foot  traffic  areas  and  having  a  guitar  case  wide  open .  and  people  would  just  toss  money  in  there  and  once  he  saw  a  career  in  this  he  straight  up  just  dropped  out  of  high  school  and  pursued  music.  basically,  what  i’m  saying  is,  he’s  dumb. big  dumb.

besides  being  the  biggest  dummy  he’s  really  super  talented  i  swear.  the  only  problem  is  that’s  his  ONLY  redeeming  quality. im  not  even  being  dramatic.  that’s it. that’s  the  only  good  thing  about  him.  like  yeah,  he’s  charming  and  he’s  strong  or  whatever  but  do u  think  he  uses  that  for  good ??? NO.

he’s  quite  literally  the  guy  you  have  in  your  phone  as  ‘DNR’  bc  if  u  do  he’s  gonna  try  and  charm  you  into  coming  over  just  so  he  can  hook  up  with  you  and  get  you  an  uber  when  y’all  are  done.  he  won’t  even  cuddle  u  wtf  bro.

TRUE LIFE: I’m A Disaster Bi

if  y’all  wanted  to  know  he  is  covered  in  tattoos  just  like  harry,  and  he’s  short - haired  harry.  even  tho  as  my  fren  put  it:  all  harry  lives  matter.  watch  me  making  west  grow  it  out  bc  long - haired  harry  is  my  personal fave.  we’ll  see  how  long  it  takes  for  me  to  cave. place ur Bets

uh . so  about  that  headline ... am  i  right  Laid  Ease. basically  he  was  seen  flirting  with  another  rich  kid  /  celeb  that  is  publicly  taken !  cool  plot  there !  please  hit  me  up  if  you  think  it’d  work

pls  dont  be  offended  if  y’all  have  slept  together / met  and  he  doesn’t  remember  you  name .  chances  are  he  will  call  you  bro,  dude,  babe,  etc  until  he  remembers  your  name  or  you  remind  him

west  has  this  rly  weird  habit,  it’s  kind  of  funny.  HE WILL TRY  AND  SHOVE  HIMSELF  INTO  YOUR  DRAMA  BC  HE  IS  BORED.  like  sure. he  means  well  ........ Well. no  he  doesn’t.  he’s  a  little  shit  and  is  so  proud  of  it

pls  hate  him.  im  beggin  u  he  thrives  of  being  hated,  he  rly  does  like  he’s  got  fans  that  love  him  and  see  the  him  that  stops  to  take  pictures/calls  you  honey/loves  his  fans.  but  he’s  like..... simply  put ?? A  Dick.

u h.  so  since  he’s  horrible  he’s  never. EVER. been  in  love.  any  relationship  he’s  ever  been  in  is  100%  fake  and  means  nothing  to  him.  it’s  all  for  pr  and  he  knows  it’ll  get  his  ratings  up  so  like.

i  truly  cannot  think  of  anything  else  so  like....... uh . pls  plot  with  me.  i’ll  make  him  a  pinterest  in  a  lil  bit.  but  until  then,  this  is  all  i’ve  got.  he’s  still  a  total  work  in  progress  but  u  kno .

okay ! so  ! that  was  a  giant  mess.  but,  i do  have  a  quick  little  list  of  wcs  before  i  actually  work  up  a  whole  wc  page  !

001.  100%  smash  on  a  game  of  smash  or  pass:  uh . so lets  say  west  played  a  game  of  smash  or  pass  on  a  talk  show  and  they  asked  him  who  is  his  number  one  smash.  das  where  ur  muse  comes  in .  ur  muse  is  his  number  one  smash.  ALWAYS.

002.  most  recent  public  relationship:  so  west  and  ur  muse  were  probably  spotted  out  somewhere  and  his  pr  team  was  like.  wow  ur  album  is  blowin  up  keep  asking  this  person  to  hang  out  with  and  plead  the  fifth  if  they  ask  if  y’all  are  together.  ur  muse  can  choose  whether  they  were  together  or  not.  but  at  this  point  they’re  definitely  NOT  together,  but  they  could’ve  stayed  friends  or  not.  we  luv  enemies.

003.  dead to me:  would  absolutely  kill  for  this  plot. bc i  LOVE  enemy  plots .  but  basically  west  and  ur  muse  dated,  you  know,  for  pr.  he  didn’t  love  them  no way jose.  but  it  ended  REALLY  badly  and  ur  muse  absolutely  despises  him... rightfully  so.  but  basically  we  can  totally  work  on  this  but  i’m  sure  they  get  into  twitter  feuds.  their  breakup  was  v messie  GIVE  IT  TO  ME.

004.  i  need  just  one  person  to  not  hate  his  man........  just  give  him  one  single friend.  it’s  all  he’s  allowed  i  swear.