#personally i think harumasa's feelings are 'heavy'

[yuechihua]

Love all your Harumasa fic 😭😭😭 the angst, the emotional damage, and the dynamic between the reader and Harumasa is all soooo gooddd (like how you write and all iss soooo) OMG 😭😭😭

Have a little idea pop out of my head :

Harumasa sees Reader as the light that he scare to approach, a faint light that someday will dissapear, and even himself will someday leave the reader.

He honestly want to get close with the reader, but the illness he have, and the wounds he have (maybe a flower can bloms in wounds) make him scare that someday the reader will also have the same wounds because of him.

Like A Name Written In Water, something that he can't leave behind or even forget it (his feelings to the reader) but he tried to hide it under his playful and teasing manner.

He just want ... the reader sees him as a goofy adult Harumasa, not as a fragile little boy on the cage :"( tried to seek answer from his master, and tried to stay alive, surviving in this world.

Anyway, that's all lol (I end up making a new idea for my school project-the teacher wants us to make a short animation, and mine is all about Harumasa).

Anyway ... KEEP UP YOUR WRITTING BROO 🗣🗣🔥🔥

Thank you so much for your kind words!!! It means a lot that you read and enjoyed all of my Harumasa fics so much <3 It's so cool that you're making a Harumasa inspired animation! I'd love to see it if you'd ever be willing to share it, haha!

And I like how you phrase Harumasa's feelings towards reader! They really are so unbearably precious to him, like a gentle light he can never hold, because he's afraid of hurting them, and, conversely, being hurt by them. So he can only look from afar, because that's the safest distance to be with them...

He definitely leans in on the teasing persona in order to disguise how he feels, and to allow himself the room to express his emotions without it being "serious." I think it's true that as much as he doesn't want to worry others, and expects a lot out of himself, he also doesn't want them to look down on him, either. He wouldn't want reader--or anyone-- to pity him, not when he's striving to survive and live his life as much as he can.

[bunni-v1]

Something that's been on my mind for so long is lighter/harumasa x chubby! Reader, coming from someone chubby I hate how my body doesn't fit multiple outfits or my rolls whenever I sit down. But oh my goodness it's been on my mind o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

🍓Every time a chubby bitch (affectionate) feels insecure a fairy dies. Not to be weird but I fucking love chubby people, they're so fucking hot, I will burn down all of society for them. These r short btw, sorry. I personally have had the opposite issue weight-wise my whole life, so I didn't wanna pretend like I knew what you go through lol.

Lighter Lorenz

-Lighter prefers his partner to have more meat on their bones, I'm 100% sure. (Hoyoverse told me). Having more of you to hold and love would never be a bad thing, and it irritates him when people insinuate their partners being bigger is a bad thing.

-He doesn't really leave room for you to feel insecure about yourself, because he's so very in love with all of you. If you even utter a negative word about yourself he's looking at you with this adorable pouty glare, getting ready to kiss you stupid so you'll shut up.

-He's great for your self-esteem because he makes you feel so amazing and pretty. He peppers you with kisses, especially over parts of your skin you find particularly ugly. He will shower you with love until you also love yourself as much as he does.

-If you're worried about being too heavy for him to hold or anything, that's not a problem either. Lighter is strong, and easily lifts you up regardless of how heavy you are. You weigh nothing to him, honestly, and it's not even a challenge.

-It's not just him, though. The girls also love you, and they won't let you feel bad about the way your body looks. Lighter comes with your own personal hype squad attached, it seems.

-Help the stupid soul that makes you feel insecure. Lighter is like your valiant Knight in Leather Armor. If someone has an issue with you, they have an issue with him, and he's happy to prove that to them if need be.

Harumasa Asaba

-Harumasa is, how do I put this... weight blind? He's just not the kind of guy to really give that much of a shit about little things like that. Life is too short to be picky about the person you fall in love with, and he honestly wouldn't want you to change anything for him anyway.

-Chubby, skinny, tall, short, whatever, it doesn't matter that much to him. You are you, that's all that matters right? Well, if you're feeling bad about yourself, then it matters a little bit. He doesn't want you thinking he doesn't care about your feelings.

-Always, always assures you that you look so good in everything -- and equally, he's always willing to prove that he thinks you look good. He can't promise the clothes will survive, but if it'll make you feel better the clothes can be nobly sacrificed.

-And, yeah, he uses the "You're more comfortable to cuddle," argument on you all the time. It's true, though. You are very comfortable to lay on and sleep with. The soft squish of your warm tummy is the perfect resting spot after a long day of work.

-If someone's bothering you or making you feel bad, he's the type to come over and flip it around on them. He's very good at finding people's insecurities, after all. If they want to make you feel bad, they should know what it feels like too! It's only fair, right?

[harumasa-asaba]

Hey harumasa, recently I've been wondering about something. At core, I'm a very direct person, so what I say can come out rude, especially with my voice. I don't like how I say something without thinking, but for some reason I just can't seem to change. I've just been feeling really conflicted about how I present myself. Sorry if this is a bit heavy. Hope work is going fine.

I don't think saying what's on your mind is inherently a bad thing, most people like honesty, they might just not enjoy it in a certain time and place.

I'm sure that there are plenty of people out there that'll appreciate your directness.

if you feel the need to change that's fine, we all do from time to time, just make sure to present yourself how you want to, alright?