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contemptuous little beast (ref)
#scribbles#punishment bird#this is for my pet twink. iykyk#lobotomy corporation#did a gouache doodle... been a while since i painted so i thought id do smthn fast while im workin on the ahab nude study#over on my main art acc#nasty by tinashe playing distantly in the enclosure
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little look at this quick acau miles wip bc i’m surprised how happy he looks?? probably laughing at peter breaking his arm or smth
#actual cryptid au#miles morales#m&m posts#god i wish like. my art blog was a side of THIS blog rather than being a side of my main acc#i’m also surprised by how quick. bc when i say quick i mean like 5-8 minutes it’s like miles himself took over
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my fav t4t4t guys
#it stephen king#it 2017#streddie#reddie#stozier#pretransition era methinks#my art xoxo#was abt to tag this as nh/s before i remembered that IT is in fact. horror#scratches ass#I'm so over the whole ''I don't want my main acc to be exposed'' thing fr . the moment I post this it's joever#but anyways . more importantly#hehe#my poly gay trans kids
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might fuck around and wipe this blog of everything on it
#just want a clean slate#might just make a new blog and keep this one as is tho#yeah cuz this one has over 5 thousand posts#damn how do I have so many??#but yeah anyway I'll prob just make a new blog and make that my main#can I even do that? I'll figure it out#just don't want people to see my art on another blog and accuse me of stealing from this one yk?#don't think anyone really cares abt my thoughts tbh but ah well#fuck I'd have to make a new acc to have the other be a primary blog.... dammit#it'll take so long to wipe this blog clean tho... and it already has followers...
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also part considering making a Secret Sideblog TM on here too but also i am sooo so embarrassed and scared
#🐠.txt#as in nsft im just bad at wording things and scared to be too direct on main lol. even though i am An Adult#and im putting this under mature filter but 2 be quite honest i dont fully trust that thang does its job. i mean probably but paranoia#ANYWAY#idk i like art attention but also ermmm scary#also tumblr might kill my ass over it#i could just make a whole other acc instead of a sideblog in case of any consequences but thatd be a bit of a hassle to post on#idk !!!!!!! im just thinking out loud its 3am dont look at me
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#don’t get me wrong i love crocheting but i’m honestly kind of excited for gift making/giving to be done so i can focus on drawing again#idek how much of it will be fan art tbh bc i’ve found its impossible for me to draw them in my actual natural style#and i wanna keep practicing drawing other things so that when i take that tattoo illustration course#im not exclusively capable of drawing the same two gays over and over again fhdjsksks#i think i’d prob still post my non fandom art here tho?#last time i tried posting it on my main acc it did. not go well#had to delete it all and scrub myself off the internet lmfao#don’t wanna have to do that again#anyway. 2024 is gonna be full of practice n progress i’ll make sure of it 🫶#rowyn rambles
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Give me the strength to actually manage 2 different accounts hahaha. @ _ @
#i'm gonna post art over here and such cus i still have old college friends on my main account lmao#i may be cringe and free on main but i still feel weird about ppl seeing my art yknow#and while this is the stream acc stuff i also want to include the others art here to keep it in one spot#so this account may change names in the future
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OT13 Reaction -- to you having a fan account
SCOUPS:
he finds it so incredibly adorable that you have a fan acc dedicated to them. he follows it from his burner acc asap, adding it to his list of accs he checks daily. is so surprised when he finds out that he's actually been following the account already, having been using it for updates on seventeen. amazed to know you're the one behind @ svtfanclub.
JEONGHAN:
teases you about it every chance he gets. he insists you're sooo obsessed with him and everything he does. you have to start second thinking everything you post about him, knowing even the smallest thing might set off a firework of omg you're sooo in love, at least hide it better. ik, ik, you can't help it. i'm irresistible. smirks when he sees you typing on your phone, fingers already itching to save the post before you've even posted it.
JOSHUA:
has a dedicated saved folder just for your posts. saves every single one to look back on later. brings them up in daily conversation randomly - you guys could be talking about what to have for dinner and he'd throw in a soooo i saw your latest post, the one with my photoshoot pictures~ turns red whenever he sees you thirsting for him online.
JUN:
singlehandedly turns your svt updates fan acc into a svt meme acc. he sends you exclusive photos of the members whenever he can, urging you to turn them into memes and to post them. cackles reading all the comments and only ever sends you good pics of himself. he refuses to be caught lacking.
HOSHI:
remember when hoshi spammed weverse with horanghae? he will 100% steal your phone and do that on your fan acc. accidentally stirs up speculation about whether or not you know hoshi or if you're trolling your followers. insists you post one photo of him a day, resulting in the acc being more of a hoshi shrine than a svt fanpage (oops.)
WONWOO:
lowkey impressed how routinely your updates are despite your busy life. he's a little embarrassed by some of your more....enthusiastic posts, but he appreciates the amount of love. ends up adding the acc to his phone so ya'll can run it together. he handles all the nomination updates and real other stuff - allowing you to spend your time posting more fun content about the members.
WOOZI:
doesn't really get the point of it. he does his best to understand the hows and whys of running a fan acc, ending up just telling you how much it means to him that you're supporting his work. gives you exclusive mini interviews about his creative process and songwriting, leaving your followers wondering where on earth you're getting these insider info.
MINGHAO:
touched when he notices you have dedicated posts to him and his art projects. scolds you whenever he sees you interacting with haters, reminding you that as much as he appreciates you defending them, violence is not the answer! he's always there to remind you whenever he feels like you need a break for social media, turning off your phone for you and proposing a day out.
DK:
cries as he scrolls through your posts, not being able to take how thoughtful and supportive you are. clings onto you the whole day after he finds out, whispering how much he loves you and how much it means to him. turns on notifications for your posts and smiles whenever he sees them.
MINGYU:
accidentally likes one of your posts thirsting over him with his main acc. panics and deletes it but it's too late - the ever-watching carats have spotted him. sends millions of followers swarming to your acc and he can only shrug when you confront him about it. claims its for media and promotion purposes. sends you exclusive gym pics and thirst traps for you to post - although some of them are too spicy so you keep them to yourself.
SEUNGKWAN:
has that iconic shocked expression when you tell him before taking out his own phone and showing you that surprise! he has one too. the two of you now sometimes coordinate your posting times and interact with each other in the comments. he will tsk with disappointment if a post doesn't met his standards. competitive ass turns it into a competition.
VERNON:
he's not surprised. you seem to know like everything about seventeen already, so it's only natural you help inform other carats! he'll send you trends he thinks you should incorporate into your acc and provides you with behind-the-scenes pics. gets you vip access to any event so you can grab those up close shoots of him and his members - nepo baby(?) at its finest.
DINO:
his ego is boosted to the max when he finds out. loves that you found a way to love him loudly despite your relationship being private. giggles to himself (although he'll never admit it) whenever you post about him and sends your posts into the svt gc for his hyungs to see.
#seventeen ot13#seventeen x reader#svt x reader#seventeen imagines#svt#svt imagines#svt fluff#seventeen#seventeen blurbs#scoups x reader#jeonghan x reader#joshua x reader#jun x reader#hoshi x reader#wonwoo x reader#woozi x reader#the8 x reader#dk x reader#mingyu x reader#seungkwan x reader#vernon x reader#dino x reader
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Hi! I really hope this works, I’m really extremely shy but I drew this a while ago and wanted to share- this isn’t my main account and I plan to delete it after sending this buttt. I really adore Crusts design and he caught my eye the second he came up on my feed- and when I saw you were okay with shipping I had to draw my monster sona with him (that’s who the little dragon guy is here)
uh anyway I love your art and the work you do, your characters and writing feel so human and it’s only made even better through your art and comics and!!! ITS JUST REALLY COOL!! Okay bye thanks
IM LITERALLY IN AWE!!!! I CAN'T GET OVER THIS, LIKE HELLO??????
8A8 i know you plan to delete the acc and I respect your privacy. I did send you a long ask further expressing my gratitude. I dont know if you saw it but basically I just can't believe this /pos
I'm so happy you love Crust, the crunchy boi, and your sona is just so adorable.
And thank you ;; aaaaaaa im so glad you like my work
#mothie talks#And the trans flag on his beanie YASSSSSSSSS#i sit and stare at this for hours#Crust Papyrus#Crust
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After being inspired by Kj's Band AU months back, I have decided to also throw my hat into the rink! (👉゚ヮ゚)👉
I only have Narinder and Leshy's streetwear designed so far, but anyways!! Lore drop time YYYYEAAAAH
An Eternal Vessel for a Voice AU ( Bishops ):
Legally recognized foster family, all used to live in one house until a few years prior to the current timeline
Shamura the eldest sibling, estimated 35 yrs old, is the founder of their own rapidly growing tech company. They used to be a super popular anonymous producer online but retired to pursue the challenge of technological innovations + support their siblings as the main breadwinner of the family
Kallamar (30-ish) used to work at a private clinic as a doctor and also supported the household, but has since parted from the household to watch over Heket
Heket at her early twenties is currently touring the lands and is a well-renowned vocalist known for her deep and powerful growls and control (think Ado!); doesn't want to return home just yet in order to heal from the rift caused by a certain event
Leshy (18) is still a high schooler on his last year; one of those 'stupidly smart without studying' type of kids who has too much free time on his hands and uses it to indulge himself in art and anime weeb stuff HAHAHA he got gifted a drawing tablet by Kallamar for his birthday and has been obsessed in exploring the art medium
Narinder (24) finished college a few years back, but a certain event made him a social shut-in for a while, taking care of the house now instead and being the only sibling Leshy loves to constantly annoy since Shamura often comes home late and barely has time to stay for the weekends. He has a great passion for music producing thanks to Shamura's influence growing up and has been using his spare time at home to hone his craft and post his work online
They all have social media accs Twitter Narinder and Leshy's mascots / pfps uses their crowns; Leshy is actually the artist for many of Narinder's album covers and music videos and is often seen bantering online on the TL even if they're literally in the same house most of the time 💀
This one is just self-indulgent and projecting but Narinder loathes the idea of socializing in order to collab with other online musicians so he forced himself to learn how to play the piano so that he could just use VSTs (virtual instruments) instead to cover all other parts his songs would need BWAHAHAHA ( I wish I knew how to play piano for the same reason :') )
Adding onto here some more Nari and Leshy-specific hcs:
Magic doesn't exist in this Modern AU, so Narinder's eyes are an olive green, and his third eye has been replaced with an oddly symmetrical scar he got from an accident years back
Leshy's social media handle (@chervx888_) is based on the romanized spelling of worm in Russian, while all the 8's are meant to represent a lot of eyes
Leshy has once bursted into Narinder's room, phone in hand, to proclaim with his volume turned up to eleven: "BRO, BABY GRONK JUST CALLED OUT THE RIZZLER TO FIGHT HIM IN THE BOXING RING"
Leshy is really REALLY nearsighted but refuses to wear the prescription glasses he was given since it looks "uncool" to his classmate friend group consisting of the Darkwood mini bosses
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Be warned that I need to add another set of woody horns on Leshy to match his sprite... but. BUT- what if... the third set starts growing out or something later down the line.... (no clie, just add the third set instead doubling down)
Anyways, this AU is meant to reference popular JP entertainment media online! NicoDouga, Vtubers, Vocaloid, Utaites, JPop, and much more!
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Hiya my adult friend~
I finally caved and opened a nsfw/18+ art account over on twitter
you can find some of my more steamier sketches and other art not suitable for main on there, enjoy ~
(18+ ONLY, i will be blocking minors)
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Reverse 1999 Ships I Subscribe to and Why
✰ Verneider - Doomed yuri my beloved. Verneider is like someone coming into your life and falling for them when you only have the summer together before you never see each other again. They would've worked out so well too if Constantine didn't wanna ensure that Vertin would stay 100% loyal to stopping the Storm.
✰ Sonettilda - I have eyes and they see gay people. Plus I wanna root for Matilda since she has a puppy crush on the puppy herself.
✰ Druvis x Lilya - Lesbian aunts. They have such good chemistry too, they were def flirting in Book 4.
✰ Vilasong - Erm i have eyes
✰ 37 x Sophia - Codependency Yuri
✰ Medikaal - They're both very nonhuman in opposite ways, Kaalaa is like a star fallen to earth and Medpocket is a menace. Plus gotta love a good workplace meet cute. (Go check out @medikaal and their main acc for more content)
✰ 6Pockets - Complicated explanation here, but the short of it is
✰ Niablume - It's ENTIRELLYYYY cause of @salt6x5 art on here but they're so cute. Melania who needs all this information and uses it to force people to not be complacent about their security x the information lover who's job is security. Plus they really compliment each other well whether one calms down from the other or gets more energy from the other.
✰ Tennant, Kakania, and Dikke - PVP Polycule as Mocha would put it. I have a full post here but I just think they'd hate each other for different reasons and because of that I want them to kiss too.
✰ KaalaaSong (Kaalaa Baunaa x Windsong) - Lesbabs.. as the scripture (Bluepoch) encourages. Kaalaa and Windsong are both extremely burnt out researchers, while KB is in a fully accepted field she still has to work harder to prove herself because she's an arcanist, and Windsong struggles to prove herself capable because of the actions of her predecessors. They'd do so good at any kind of tired meet cute whether it's meeting in the breakroom and bonding over their workloads as new recruits to Laplace, or them being on the same field missing together and falling asleep on each other during the train ride there.
✰ NecroFlan (Necrologist x Desert Flannel) - "*talking about what she loves to do*" "Oh my god... you're such a freak... why am I so into that-"
[A certified @anonymocha sourced ship]
✰ Tittering Heart (John Titor x Sweetheart) - Very judgmental but expressing it in opposite ways. Also John Titor would help Sweetheart with the photoshoot where she has the outfit 210 designs for her.
[ANOTHER certified anonymocha sourced ship, hope you see the pattern forming here]
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Platonic Friend Groups!
✰ Spirit Box (An-An Lee, Horropedia, Isolde, Jessica) - Isolde plus a group who understands her and accepts her for her differences. Jessica and another person who understands the struggles of pretending to be something you're not in order to make others like her. An-An who gets to talk to other people in contact with the supernatural and has interest in working with her. Horropedia with a group that doesn't judge him for his interests and genuinely appreciates his help.
✰ Identity Issues and Masking Support Group (Jiu Niangzi, Jessica, Isolde, and Bette) - They all struggle with masking in the past or currently which led to a lot of identity issues. Half of them are relearning what it means to be a person.
#honeystar#kinda warming up to the john titor and voyager ship which im naming asterisk#reverse 1999#reverse: 1999#verneider#sonettilda#6Pockets#Medikaal#niablume#37 x sophia#pvp polycule#necroflan#spectra#reverse 1999 ships#vertin#sonetto#schneider reverse 1999#kaalaa baunaa reverse 1999#melania#eh i cant be bothered to tag more
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Hi, I'm MJ. Welcome to my blog!
Main Info:
My general pronouns are They/Them.
My favorite colors are yellow, purple, coral and green.
My interests are Musicals, TMNT, Arcane, FNaF, and Spiderverse.
I have autism, ADHD, OCD, social anxiety, and mania.
I identify as cupioromantic/sapio-acespec.
My favorite AUs are EW, GooseyLeo, Swanatello, Aberration, and Life Mission: Save My Brothers.
My AUs are the Home AU, the Nimona AU, and the Foster Care AU. These AUs will be released later on.
My favorite ship is Timatello.
My favorite games are Tomodachi Life, LittleBigPlanet3, FNaF: Pizzeria Simulator, Power Up, Shredder’s Revenge, and DDLC.
My favorite fics are Firefight, The Hang Up, Dance With Me, and Cause You are My Medicine when You’re Close To Me.
My favorite fic genres are angst and hurt/comfort.
Other Socials
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Twitter
TikTok
Instagram
YouTube
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Go Follow!
Here are my friends! (Will add more over time, hehe)
@crow-the-fox
@secretlytherealsonicthehedgehog
@yourlocalartsonist
@twoatonce7
@yosajaeofficial
@parasitic-anomaly
PLEASE NOTE:
Here, we are not rude to others, no matter their interests. That being said, if you support proship or tc3$t, please click off this page. I am not comfortable with you being here and it is a boundary I'd like to keep strict on this blog.
Extra: This does not mean that you are allowed to harass others over this topic. We are all people, and we should all be treated with respect. You don’t know that person’s private life, nor do you, as a random person on the internet, have the right to know about it. Someone could be going through something and have ways of coping. If you don’t want to see it, don’t harass them. Leave them in their corner of the internet and go to your own. Stay away from places/people on the internet that make you uncomfortable, and ask them to keep their distance if you come across one. If you are faced with someone who doesn’t respect your boundaries/wishes, and continuously try to show you things, that’s harassment; and you could be doing the same thing to other people without realizing it. Telling someone to go and do horrible things to themselves is bad, no matter the cause, and this is especially when YOU DONT KNOW THEM. IF THEY ARE A SMALLER CREATOR THAT YOU DONT KNOW PERSONALLY, IT GIVES YOU NO RIGHT TO ASSUME WHAT THEY ARE OUTSIDE OF THE INTERNET. LEAVE THEM BE. If you’re still confused or need me to clarify on things, I’m glad to do so. Thank you.
My Alts:
2nd acc: @blobsnturtles - Timothy/Timatello archive blog
Final Notes:
I will stand by my statement when I say that if you hate Irma or Timothy, you gotta hit the road, bucko.
This is an Irma-Timothy-loving household.
This is including Sunita (Rise) and Angel (2003).
(Rise Timothy created by @/Pinetreevillain, go check them out their art is godlike 🙏🙏🙏)
#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt#2018 tmnt#tmnt irma#irma tmnt#tmnt 2k12#tmnt 1987#tmnt back to the sewers#tmnt 2003#2003 tmnt#1987 tmnt#irma is love#irma is life#I will hurt you if you insult her#my post#mj rambles about shit#tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt timothy#tmnt timothy#timothy tmnt#mj goes insane over a blob#the pulverizer tmnt#the pulverizer#mutagen man#mutagen man tmnt
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I wanted to come back and explain my hiatus over the past few months but I will post that note after I post this one because it's really important for me to type this out.
As everyone here knows, I am dealing with an online stalker for 2 years now. I'm giving everyone a recap in case people aren't aware of it. This will be a long post so please, skip if you dont want to read. I promise I will come back and make funny post or something idk, but this aint it.
Basically it all started with me not responding to their dms on instagram (and the reason I didn't respond is because the first text sounded like they're asserting their dominance over prof and it came off as passive aggresive) so I did not reply because of that. Then they continue to reply to my stories (the replies are harmless) but I continue to ignore because again, the first text already gave me a bad vibe so I rather not reply. But as time goes the replies seems to try to entice me to respond back and I do not like it when people forced me to reply, it's rude so I continue to ignore. The last reply from my story was a "Hello?" from them in my dms. Since then, they followed me, unfollowed me, blocked me, unblocked me and repeat the cycle. At first, I didn't notice it but then it became frequent and I keep seeing this same user doing it over and over again as if to grab my attention. It took me a while to block this user because whenever this happens, I was asleep (I'm in a different time zone) so by the time I wanted to click on the notification, the account is gone. I started being paranoid of interacting with people online at that time, I limited my story replies, messages and eventually my inbox. I was so unhappy with instagram because I really want to share my art without feeling anxious but this user made my experience so unpleasant. Eventually, my negative experience from others (unrelated to this user) and this user on instagram made me privated my art acc. I finally able to block this user because right after I privated my account, they send me a follow request. Not too long after that, I noticed they followed my twitter account too and I'm lucky I'm able to catch that because my notification used to be flooded and it's just luck I was able to see that name and block them. I have privated my twitter and currently on hiatus from twitter and I don't think I will be returning due to the recent block policy change. I don't like the idea of people I've blocked for my safety and comfort be seeing my post.
I have a public pinterest account that I made many months ago to post my Utonium art because I noticed my art got reposted there so might as well just start posting there so I posted just a few of my solo Utonium art there and then I forget about this account. Yesterday, I went on pinterest (under a private acc) and decided to search for prof and see that one of my post apparently gained traction and I remembered about that account. I decided to check my page and noticed I gained new followers. Imagine how upset and frustrated I am that one of the follower was this user that has stalked me.
At this point, I am so so frustrated and fed up. I have done everything to keep this person away from me. I stopped using instagram because of this user. I privated my twitter because of this user and I very much contemplated on privating this sideblog too because I could not stand that someone is actively tracking me down online, because I didn't response to their dms 2 years ago. Im just so frustrated because this experience really made me so so anxious and fearful and wary of interacting with people online. I want to keep sharing my art, I want to meet other people online that's into the things I like, but this experience really left me so anxious of talking to new people and has affected me mentally. I cannot say that this experience alone is the main factor of my mental health going to shit ever since I'm done with art school and I spend most of my days in my room just crying but I can say this is one of the reason why I have trust issues with trusting people because I don't know if any of you might end up doing this to me again, I really can't take that. I feel so alone because I don't have many friends irl and this situation really makes me think twice of making new friends.
I'm so tired of having to run away and hide from people , of not being able to enjoy my time online and im so done with this feeling of anxiety and fear over making my own space because of this situation. Enough is enough. I finally have the courage to message this person on pinterest today.
I won't post the screenshot (although I will show it to my friends here privately if they want to as confirmation that I am not making shit up and be the judge) but to summarize it (i format it like this so its easier to read):
- I send a lengthy message telling them exactly why I have blocked them everywhere and how their action has left me with severe anxiety and affects the way I interact with people online. I explained how me blocking them is a sign that I definitely DO NOT want to interact with them and them constantly tracking me down is considered to be stalking. I tell them to leave me alone.
- They replied immediately saying that I blocked them because I was jealous of other people having a crush with prof and said this is an issue of jealousy. They said they did that because they liked my art and THOUGHT (they wrote the thought in caps) they could be my friend. They mentioned that I didn't even give them a chance to know them and i dont even know them.
- I clarified that jealousy is absolutely NOT AN ISSUE and I always open to sharing. I have stated countless times that I am always open with sharing and openly supports anyone and draw people who ships with prof before. I have clarified that the reason i blocked them is because the first text they send me sounds like they're asserting their dominance of their ship to me is rude and of course I blocked them because they give me the wrong vibe and I dont even know them so of course I blocked them. I also said that them consistently following, unfollowing, blocking, unblocking and repeat cycle makes me think theyre forcing me to reply to them and it makes me very anxious. I stated that what they did was not normal behaviour and if I actively avoid them, that means I do not want to interact with them.
- They said I got their intention wrong. They admitted that they fangirled a bit too much because they have ocd and it came off to be rude (for the first text part). They said the reason they did the follow unfollow thing is because they got paranoid (huh?) And think I didnt want to talk to them because of the first text. They said they weren't in the good place in mind. They said they didn't mean to cause me any harm. They said they apologize for the rude first text. They asked we could start over again to know them but they understand if I dont want to do that and apologize for the first interaction.
- I replied that I am sorry that to hear this was all from misunderstanding their intention and their condition. I said that despite that, I could not brush over the fact that their actions has caused me severe anxiety with the way I interact with people online and I have to stress out that their action have cause me fear and anxiety being online. I stated that I am very grateful that them and other people liked my art but they cannot pressure me to talk and what they did with the following spam and tracking all of my socials online makes me think that they dont respect me and gave me the idea that they want to cause harm on me.
- They said they understand and sorry for causing me so much stress for pressuring me to talk to them. They said they admired my art style. They say the respect me and what they did gave me a wrong impression.
- I said that it's unfortunate that it became this way and knowing their intention now, I wished we have started with a good foot but I could not gloss over the severe stress and anxiety they caused me over 2 years and I dont think we can start over again.
- They said they're sorry that I feel that way even though I don't know them and NOW (that was wrote in caps) I know their intention wasn't malicious. They said they've been trying to reach out to me and say how much they loved my art and that's the reason why they did what they did which is to grab my attention. They wished we could've been friends but since I wouldn't give then that chance, it's okay (umm no?). They said if I have known their intention and give them the chance to that back then, it would saved us a lot of this.
- I said I appreciate the clarification and I am sorry that this is how it ended. I said that I need to prioritize my mental health so I dont think there will be any communication moving forward and I need to set boundaries.
- Their last reply is K, nice knowing me and good luck in life.
They then blocked me and I blocked them before I deactivate my pinterest account. In all honesty, I don't really feel there's a closure because there was no assurance that this will not happen again and I really feel that I was gaslighted into thinking this was a misunderstanding when in fact that they breached my privacy by tracking down my socials despite me having blocked them in my socials. The original text sounds more like blaming me that I got them wrong. I don't feel that they understand that their 'good intention' is deemed to be malicious to me due to the fact that 1) their insistence on finding me when I have made effort to avoid them and 2) We do not know each other at all and what they did is borderline Parasocial to me. I am also disappointed that they do not seem to understand how severe their actions has caused me towards my anxiety. Despite that, I am glad to know the reason with the 2 year of constant stalking and I do not wish (hopefully) to talk to this person again.
For now, that is the end of it (I hope). The reason I typed all of this is for people to understand why have I been so... distant from everyone. I am not as cheerful, sociable and vocal about anything these days is due to my social anxiety about interacting with people and this experience really exacerbates my anxiety to an all time high. I want to be okay and make new friends, it used to be so easy for me to do so but now I have to do second guess on everything like if this person is good or bad and if this person is going to get obsessive over me. It really sucks because I have been avoiding people for months due to this (and other stuff that I have mentioned in my previous post) and feeling so lonely because of that. But now, I really want to heal and be me again. I want to draw things that I liked and actually continue my overly delayed commission. I dont want anxiety to get the best of me.
I hope everyone understands me and be patient with me. I really appreciate people's kindness and I think I need to accept that I do in fact deserve that after terrorizing myself for months.
- Asuka
#asuka speaks#anyway how is everyone doing?#i hope you guys are alright while I was away :) please send me something in my askbox so I could reply#i miss talking to everyone#also unrelated but I watched mouthw*shing gameplay and can we all collectively say FUCK JIMOTHY??
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Bluesky!!!
Due to the events that has happened for the past couple of weeks, I've locked down my main account on Twitter, and have deactivated my NSFW and OC twitter acc's.
I'm going to make my Bluesky my main now, for little thoughts and art stuff (obvs), though I'm unsure if I'm going to make a nsfw/personal account over there as I'm a little uncertain with where I am creatively to reasons that I will not disclose.
Make sure to give me a follow over there in the Butterfly app!!
Very much appreciated. :D
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💜 My name is Sky (she/her), Im a brazilian artist whos constantly hopping between multifandom and original stuff!
Be warned that some of my content may involve sensitive topics that I usually censor accordingly, but heads up to that in cases I dont!
If you send me an ask, do keep in mind that I may take a while to answer, since depending on what it is I might feel inclined on drawing a response to it.
☁️ CURRENT HYPERFIXATION: Cult Of The Lamb ☁️ ☁️ ART TAGS: #myart , #skyartworkzzz || TEXT TAG: #stfu sky ☁️
☁️ ORIGINAL WORK ☁️ - @streetdogsthecomic (tags: #streetdogs , #streetdogscomic , #street dogs , #street dogs comic) - Infiniteverse (tags: #infiniteverse)
☁️ MASTERPOSTS ☁️ - Cult Of The Lamb - Undertale + Frans
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💜>> COMMISSIONS INFO <<💜
Down below is some boundaries and FAQs that could be important to newcomers, so feel free to take a read! :D
🚩 BOUNDARIES 🚩
Please do not DM me to chat unless ure a mutual, a commissioner or have smtng to tell me, I am not comfy with strangers
I am not okay with art generators, so please do not throw my work into those machines
Please avoid getting too comfy on the inbox, suggestiveness is fine to an extent until u start being too descriptive
Still on the topic of NSFW, please avoid saying/doing anything of the sort when it comes to my sona(s) or me. It makes me rlly uncomfy
DNI if u support Isr4el
📍 FAQ 📍
Can I make fanarts/fanfics/video-edits of your work? - YES OFC!! Id love to see it too! So feel free to tag me <3
Can I dub/translate your comics? - Yeah!! As long as u make sure to credit me, I wont mind! ^^
Can I trace/edit your art? - Unless it is for PERSONAL usage (that is, what you do will not be posted publicly), I am not okay with people drawing over my work and posting it as their own. With credits or not, it'd still upset me
Can I use your art on my video/post? - As long as u credit me somewhere visible, I am fine with it!
What's with the @sky-without-artworkz acc? - OKAY SO funny long-story short, when I made this Tumblr I didnt kno what a Primary Blog was and, at the time, that acc was my main for everything until I wanted smtng more organized for Art only. But instead of revamping my whole page, I simply made a new blog, which is this one ure following rn Sadly, Tumblr still does not allow to switch which is the main blog, SO if you see a @sky-without-artworkz interacting with things that u tag @skyartworkzzz to, dw! Thats me!
This post shall be edited if anything else comes up, for now have fun and tysm for ur support! 💜💜💜
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