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i love rereading my own fic. oh a story about my blorbos specifically written to cater to my niche interests? wow whoever wrote this was a genius
#only problem is rereading it makes me want to rewrite bits#the other problem is i’m rereading my mq fantasy horror am and now i want to make art of it#or rather i want art of it to exist#banger fic tho i really enjoyed writing that one#still low key want to turn it into an original novel#just really enjoyed that universe#the like. steampunk-but-lovecraftian-magic vibes of it#anyway#read my fic lmaoooo other people enjoy it too i swear
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my heart forever yours
#sidlink#art#sidon x link#sidon#link#lets go out with a bang#this will be my first and only post#jk lol#hi so this account is exclusively meant for posting ship content#potentially even something spicier but ill burn that bridge when i get there#idk im not expecting much from this but i just wanted to be cringe and free#anyway i went all out on this one can you tell#cuz from now on i will be drawing them half naked#would rather be shot than draw sidon's jewelry ever again#i love you king but your design is the bane of my existence#ok too many tags bye bye
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oh, Lucia…
close-ups under the cut :)
#I will not let the tyrants at instagram dictate my canvas sizes !!!!!#I have been mulling this concept over since very early on in lucia’s inception but I finally took a stab at executing it#but it was important to me to try and do it justice bc it is a pretty thematic piece for her character#it’s not perfect but at least it is something rather than existing solely in my mind#venus was referenced from a couple different historical paintings and ofc lucia herself#but the background is primarily referenced from the sala degli elementi in the palazzo vecchio#my art#my ocs#artistic nudity#to be safe#sorry to people that followed me for asoiaf stuff but I draw what I want and recently what I want has been oc stuff
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i was experimenting with face markings, and i realized putting a slice/line over the mouth makes it look unnervingly like a third eye in the right positions. its kind of cursed and i love it, so expect this to be a new oc if i dont use the idea for another slugcat of mine
#gosh i love these plus sign eyes but if i said it wasnt a pain in the ass making facial markings id be lying#its hard for me to come up with shapes that work *with* the eyes rather than fighting against them for attention/real estate#i did okay with varkey and struck fucken gold with knoll and thats about it#which is why i normally rely on facial/body diversity instead of markings if i want to tell two uncolored slugcats apart#but to be fair while there is a lot of stuff that gets hard to pull off with this eye shape#theres also design potential that didnt exist before like the eye mouth thing. so tradeoff#rainworld#my art
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if i had a choice to be reborn as a singlet or be apart of a system, I'd choose system over and over and over
#endo safe#actually plural#plural community#plural system#pluralgang#plurality#traumagenic system#system things#did osdd#osdd system#the future is plural#did system#saw some art of an anti endo saying how they want the future to be singlet or want there to be less systems in the future#how sad#i hope your headmates are ok#my system appeared because I suffered#but ill bathe in the joy of our existence rather than wish we didnt at all#Radqueers dni
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I shall protect you
#ueueue i think about how much minazuki cares about sho so so much#like. he awoke within sho and just immediately decided he was going to dedicate his Entire Existance to this one boys well-being#he recognized the mistreatment and tragedy of shos current situation and resolved to fix that#by (attempting to) kill the source (ikutsuki)#and literally all the events of arena/ultimax was a plan that HE made specifically to grant shos wish#even suffering through working with kagutsuchi (who he HATES and distrusts immediately) just to make sure sho gets what he wants#but also like. hes so far into his devotion for sho that he refuses to see himself as an individual person with his own desires#he views himself as more or less an extension of sho#all the while separating himself from the identity of 'sho' and distancing himself from his experiences#he doesnt refer to sho by name and he refers to ikutsuki solely as 'HIS' father. not 'our' father not 'my' father. 'HIS' father#hes also blind to the internal conflicts sho has and thus cant see that wat sho actually wants isnt REALLY the destruction of the world#(or rather; world destruction isnt the actual goal. its simply the only way he knows how to connect with it)#(which by itself is something else minazuki fails to see!)#(that shos destructive behaviour and anger isnt really because he hates the world itself as much as it is he hates that he doesnt fit in it)#anyway im getting off-track i have feelings#sho minazuki#tsukiyomi#persona#persona 4#persona 4 arena#persona 4 arena ultimax#p4#p4a#p4au#art#my art#xanders art#digital art#fan art
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Oh hey,
I bet the professor didn't even consider that his sentient AI invention would be capable of complex feelings such as grief.
[Posting both versions because I'm indecisive]
#splatoon#splatoon 2#octo expansion#commander tartar#the professor#my art :o]#professor plz come pick up your mechanical son he is in dire need of companionship & affirmation#I wonder if remains of the professor actually exist in canon.. [probably not his bones but perhaps objects like glasses or his lab coat!]#... maybe the human fossil with the Wii U is the professor lmao jk.. would be funny though#omg imagine the fossil of the professor is being displayed in a museum.. if tartar would find out he'd steal him back#anyways I wanted to draw something rather sentimental this time [and then ruin the vibe in the tags oops]
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Rough art, but wanted to show Dr Daria's colour scheme! (From here). Heavily based on her canon colours lol
For context, this is a New Yoke version of Maria who didn't have a version of Shadow at all and survived to adulthood. She's in her late 40s and thinks her relatives (the Chaos Council) are stupid and very much stands against them
#i have more ideas like she grew up on a sky ship called the haven rather than the ark#and thinking about where the other humans are in general...#they exist but not in the city/continent/whatever that the chaos council took over#i want gerald (idk if he'd have the same name) to also have existed#and the council members are all robotniks but like. extended family. cousins and uncles however many times removed etc#possibly mr dr eggman is the most closest related to daria like they're still first cousins. but the others further away. IDK#i'll stop rambling now lmao#sth#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sonic prime#maria robotnik#sonic prime spoilers#??? maybe. just in case#sonic art#sonic fanart#art#fanart#vixenart
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Forgot to post about Chicken Stock,, guy that lives in my head rent free 👍
#Chicken Stock#ffxiv wol#lalafell#he's a silly guy i made after beef broth was erased from existence and i thought that having a little guy be a friend for him would be fun#little guy that hates you#little guy that does not want to give you the time of day nor any presence of mind#little guy that very much wants to not be any sort of hero and would rather leave it to his associate (beef broth)#me arts :3
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icarus' evolution through the expacs... i characterise him as a loserboy bocchama spoilt brat but he actually has deep characterisation okay
#ffxiv#ff14#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv wol#wol#named wol#viera#ff viera#male viera#warrior of light#oc: icarus lastname#my art#trying to practice working w sketches rather than lineart but this was originally going to be just in black and white actually#but i like his colours so i coloured him#wolbert#is mentioned#ardbert x wol#anyways#feel like i should mention also tht icarus is obsessed w zenos and in a world where zenos survives ardbert wouldnt stand a chance#pensive emoji for him#good thing abt the both of them being dead is theyre interchangeable depending onw hether i want icarus to be normal#or the most yandere clingy gf to ever exist for zenos
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ive been playing a bunch of those merge mobile games lately and am gradually becoming possessed with the urge to make my own so that i can fix all the problems with them
#requirement 1: no energy limits. i am not here to drag out your play time artificially‚ i am here to make a game you bave fun playing#if that means you play it all in one ill-advised night then by god that is what will happen#requirement 2: no gambling mechanics#requirement 3: the shit you merge actually does something gameplay wise rather than you just Making a thing and getting coins#out of it that you use to advance the story thats happening entirely separate from the gameplay#requirement 4: ability to skip lower tier items past a certain point#requirement 5: no fucking ads#requirement 6: unique art for every item tier‚ no boring simple recolors of existing items#ill prolly think of more as time goes on but yeah no im just like. you guys are so close to a satisfying gameplay loop and then slam dunk it#directly into the ground to squeeze money out of kids who have access to their parents credit cards#and i hate it and want to fix it kabfksnfmsn#origibberish
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guys holy shit i predicted melodie................
#this is from my drafts i dont think i explained the idea well but it was something i thought about a lot and made sense in my head#id rather have my idea and the bs i came up with than whatever melodie is#I HATE HER GRAHHHHHH#brawl stars#its funny how castle duo is my favorite duo ever and i havent ever came up with a fan idea for a third member... im a fake fan guys smh </3#/j i would but i have no creativity whatsoever#wait actually ill do it right now#ummmmmmmmm i think having a princess is kind of dumb bcuz like i said mandy exists.... i think maybe a brawler revolving around#the haunted armor trope would be cool? like... a ghost knight that died a long time ago and possessed a suit of armor and fights on to this#very day#and supercell could release it on halloween wow im so smart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1#“why are you rambling about this so much its such a dumb idea” its my blog and i ramble about whatever i want💥#their name could be. idfk. and they love their sword or something like how ash loves his rats and grom his walkie talkie#the trio ever !!!!!!!!!!! guys if you think its a good idea and want me to draw it ummmmmm ill draw it when we hit 100123901239million like#ill show my incredibly smart and cool and super and awesome idea to my brawl stars friends and moots and see what they think#mishs not art tag
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ok erm. halloween animation meme lowkey postponed until next year (because i know damn well i'll need a whole year to finish this with my motivation 💀) because i have another much more invigorating and fresh idea that i wanna draw for the mtt. inspired by these 3 fuckass monkeys
#my bad chat i forgot how shit my procrastination is...... erm#KEEP AN EYE OUT. next year. and i lowkey just dont have the motivation rn school is pissing me off#blame my math teacher its because she caused me to crash out resulting in a hormone imbalance#which resulted in my loss of motivation for that. TRUST 🤞#anyways i think these monkeys suit them a lot. killer dust horror in that order#i feel like dust is the most obvious because like hearing you cannot turn off compared to sight and speaking#to get through the genocides he would need to forcefully push through it while horror and killer already had fucked up mental states#i would say that killer COUKD be see no evil but i thought it would make more sense for him to be speak no evil#because he's constantly plagued by his guilt yet struggles so damn much to ever confront it or even talk about it#also i think it fits more to have his hand over his mouth bc like. when a authority figure wants control#they usually order people to shut up. like imagining a teacher telling their student to be quiet#your voice is one of the most important forms of self expression and killer's autonomy and self have been beaten so bad#he cannot talk about it anymore. he knows its shit since stage 1 exists. he cannot talk about it#and i gave horror see no evil because until dust he didn't have control over what happened to (some) of what happened#and unlike killer he's perfectly fine with expressing how shit things are. but he just refuses to#he rather delude himself and believe that this was all justified even if its shit. he refuses to see the reality because itd destroy him#i love that the saying was originally meant as a way to avoid doing and thinking evil things#but now its associated with turning a blind eye to wrongdoings. like the world's shittiest coping mechanism#USGAH!!!! they all used to be completely normal sanses b4 they got fucked up........#and now theyre all broken and changed and not morally just anymore..... just like the saying's associations!!!!!!!#and i remember that one ancient ddlc offical art#where all the girls were connected into one big piece. and i wanna do something like thst#and make it one big piece. maybe like as a final know no evil thingy#who knows i need to shower and brush my teeth and then i can get to drawing the sketches for this#tricule rant
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i identify as a lesbian and that's not wrong because I like woman in a profoundly gay way and I recognize that I'm going to be gendered female because of my appearance and I'm apathetic enough about it to allow it except in my presence and sometimes even then but the way I feel about gender In General extends completely to all other aspects of my life like sure woman are hot in a way that I don't typically feel about men but also I do find butch masculinity wildly attractive when it's done on purpose and I think it's just that I like when people color outside the lines if I'm gonna be a weird queer freak then I'm gonna be a Weird Queer Freak and I've become So About It that I'm like... offended?? when people assume I'm doing something regular and normal?? like it's very very important to me that everyone knows I am doing All This aggressively On Purpose I Know that many things would make me more paletable to Most People but I'm not interested in being more palteable I am interested in finding other weird queer freaks!!!!
anyway all that to say that I sometimes get Quite In My Head about the fact that I am doing this Situationship with a straight man who is simultaneously 1. very comfortable with his gender and sexuality as a straight man 2. wildly attracted to me and 3. not thinking of me as a woman because both of the people IN the situationship are very aware this is all very queer I am aware that it Appears oftentimes to be just yknow regular heterosexuality
which is also why it really grinds my gears when chronically online teenagers and adults who should know better are like "this is the only way to be queer" and get all het up about like dykes fucking fags or whatever like babes you're just reinventing the same boxes the cis heteropatriarchy already wants to put us in. put down the iron bars come outside we're all doing drag and making out in the soft, soft grass under the warm bright sun
#i know it sounds like I'm inventing a guy to get mad at and i AM but also that guy exists and I have seen him#and also it's not really the point of the post#or rather it's the source of my own internal strife#and this is how I deal with that#brinn's marble run#I'm going to try and remember that tag#if you just want art go follow @brinnanzaart#anyway yesterday in bed this heterosexual cis man said to me 'did you ever think you'd be such a gay little boy who likes dick so much'#like. these are not things you say if you're actively pretending your partner is a regular cis woman#which to be clear I would be fine with#I do not care what people do in the privacy of their own heads#I only care when it affects me or I have to experience it#if you wanna think I'm a straight girl faking for nonexistant internet clout then go with god#but if you say that to my face I'll reach through your computer and pull your asshole through your mouth#like I'm in not in charge of your thoughts#I AM in charge of setting boundaries for how people treat me#and if you don't meet my standards you don't get to be part of my life
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spectacularly bad idea today to try to finally go through / organize / "deal with" the crate in my closet where i've stored everything related to the ~10 years of my life i spent as a teacher
i only managed about 1/3 of it. turns out the process goes like this: in order to answer the question "do i want to keep this [art/letter/photo/journal] for sentimental or posterity reasons" i have to put one of my feet into a hole labeled THE PAST, & to answer the question "should i keep this [lesson plan/handout/resource] in case i want to use it again" i have to put the other foot into another hole called THE FUTURE
& both of these holes are bottomless pits of trauma, disability & COVID grief
#it's bad#the world i planned for doesn't exist anymore#i'm a different person in a different body#i cared very deeply about & was good at a thing that shaped my life & identity for over a decade#& then it just stopped!#i sometimes refer to myself as an ex-teacher & idk if that's really true. i've started teaching workshops very occasionally again#but now i'm an artist who only sometimes teaches#rather than a teacher who only sometimes makes art#i don't want to trade back. i just wish the transition hadn't been so fucked up#i wish i didn't somehow feel like i failed at being an educator. but that feeling is old too
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thought about AI generated work too long and now I'm mad
#WHYYYYYYYYYY IS THIS EVEN A FUCKING DEBATE. WHY IS IT A QUESTION. WHY IS ANYONE STILL ACTING LIKE THIS IS OKAY.#THIS SHIT EXISTS BC BUTTHURT INSECURE MEN CANT DEAL WITH THEIR INSECURITIES AND RATHER THAN GROWING THEY MADE COMPUTER PROGRAMS#AND COMPANIES ARE GOING TO EXPLOIT THAT FOR ALL ITS WORTH AND USE IT TO EXPLOIT US FOR ALL WE'RE WORTH BC THAT'S HOW CAPITALISM WORKS#THEY WANT THE MOST MONEY GAINED FOR THE LEAST MONEY SPENT AS FAST AS FUCKING POSSIBLE SO RICH DOUCHEBAGS GET TO BUY ANOTHEE YACHT#WHILE WE FORGET HOW TO FEEL AND TALK AND COMMUNICATE AND LOVE AND MAKE OUR OWN WORK JUST FOR US.#NO. THEY NEED TO SKIM OFF THE TOP OF EVERYTHING EVERYONE DOES AND IM FUCKING SICK OF IT.#HOW DO PEOPLE NOT SEE THIS ISSUE FOR WHAT IT IS?#ITS NOT JUST YOUR JOB THEY WANT TO TAKE. ITS YOUR SPIRIT TOO.#and MAYBE im being fatalistic about this but sue me! fucking sue me. i dont care. im so pissed off im going to lose it.#im not saying we're doomed im just saying that too many people seem too comfortable with the future generative AI really proposes.#and maybe you shouldnt be using it as a fucking art school student or professor. but what the hell do i know.#sending a campus wide message thats just the RISE. RISE. RISE. WHERE IS YOUR RAGE. RISE. RISE. image#and an article about generative AI business strategies#raspberry rambles#got 2 write essay now :(
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