#oops. rip to all the reblogged versions

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Lorynthian Dashboard Simulator

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Life Hack: If you wander into the woods with a fancy feast, this guy will appear and sell you mildly cursed items at a 0% discount.

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seriously who let the mortals onto faeblr

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Who says I'm mortal?

#wait is that supposed to be me #<- prev #yes #wow guys look #the world's greatest salesman found my faeblr post #yapping

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Okay update. @\am-i-the-asshole-official blocked me because they think my asks are """bait""" because they're fucking cowards. Fucking hate this web-site sometimes. Anyway update, if you wanna catch up you can check my #adventurer bullshit tag because I am NOT repeating alllll that lmao.

So latest update: they stole a copy of their fucking contract? Somehow? Which I mean I GUESS is fine but did they break into my fucking house?? Livid. Beyond livid. I don't know what they're planning on doing with this information either and I need to figure out. Whaaaaat it is they want. I have been so fucking reasonable with these two i swear to the fucking stars. Anyway. I found this out while TRYING TO GIVE THEM ANOTHER JOB!!! Can you believe this shit. Okay so in some fairness I haven't actually offered the job to them yet because I need to figure out the appropriate rates. But this seems extraordinarily reasonable of me and I just. I am so fed up with this cat. This has been such a long journey and I am tired and I don't know if I can do this anymore.

Anyway. I guess I'll put the poll here since I can't use the correct blog for that anymore. By the fucking night.

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Since people keep asking. I want them to participate in an experiment. I can't disclose too many details but they'll be well-compensated and I have the appropriate consent forms and everything.

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FINE. I'm testing whether their connections to the god of death (🤢) prevent them from turning. They'll probably be fine so I don't see what the deal is. Be better for them if it did work anyway.

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I am in your walls.

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If I didn't need your stupid scythe for web access I would block you. I am going to fucking kill you. I'm going to rip out your teeth and pummel you with a sock full of your own fucking teeth you obnoxious fucking cat

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Mmm shouldn't've put that one in this thread. Deleting that.

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Quick, everyone reblog this version.

#employer bullshit

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Moodboard for @/licherally-the-best when he finds out what happened to his secret crush and that he wasn't even involved

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...his what

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iyo what the FUCK does this mean

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OH NIGHTS FUCKING DAMN IT

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I AM GOING TO FEED YOU YOUR OWN FUCKING HANDS FOR THIS IYO

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Oops! 😘

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I'm sorry I'm your WHAT

#also that's not me. i'm a reincarnation #she is a different person from me. #i haven't had time to update the blog layout and all that but #i see you two's tags and you need to understand i am not roku #ik it was lighthearted but no one seems to get that i am literally not her #this is an important part of my culture pls respect that #meowing #speaking of i need to come up with a new talking tag

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we did it! i am a genius! i am the best! i am... FUCKING TIRED!

Спокойной ночи!

#i cannot believe this! praise anaeron! #i wish I could share but what we have done is not #how you say #ehhhh legal.

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Can we please normalize wanting to be alive? I don't understand how this is such a foreign concept, i know this is the necril-speaking corner of faeblr and there's probably some bias introduced that way but not all of us wanted to be undead and I'm kind of tired of the void normativity on this 'site. I deal with a lot of shit IRU/L and so does my qpp, who's still alive and has it even worse. just... idk think about living people when you make your posts. We're more than just a food and labor source and it is SO fucking clear that some of you feel otherwise. I have tagged so many posts about this and they all get ignored and I'm just. Tired.

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AWNN?

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I'm sorry, do you mean the god of death defiance? The god of perpetual consumption? That Awnn? Is on faeblr? Is that what you're trying to tell me?

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Lots of us gods are on faeblr lol.

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Is that Shraz. Is the god of crafting's url actually "windowdestroyer69". I love this webbedsite.

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None of you people in the notes are fae, how did you all get here.

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Well IDK about everyone else, but I came in through the window... LOL

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Hey isn't OP the lawyer for that one guy who killed his boyfriend to make him into a soulshell

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I'm sorry, your bio says you're a horse? Not a horse spirit, just a regular horse? How are you using the web. I am so confused by everything happening on this post.

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Does anyone in this thread smoke weed

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EVERYONE STOP DERAILING MY SERIOUS POSTS!!

[bobbimorses]

wanda & pietro maximoff’s ethnicity (+magneto’s) & race in comics: a timeline

lately, i’ve been seeing some confusion and misinformation concerning wanda and pietro’s ethnicity, so i’ve tried to make a condensed timeline of their “shifting”/”evolving” parentage and ethnicity citing canonical sources and with accompanying panels. mostly so you know what isn’t new and has been lore for decades. since magneto was half their parentage most of the time (more on that later), some panels center on his ethnicity [he’ll be referred to as magneto for simplicity’s sake bc of his various aliases].

tldr; they were introduced as “vaguely european,” then “unknown but adopted by romani,” then half ashkenazi jewish, then half romani and half ashkenazi, then fully romani, then half ashkenazi and romani again, and are currently fully romani (retcon of a retcon pending)

x-men #4 (1964)

in wanda and pietro’s first ever appearance, they’re from "the heart of europe,” where they were being chased by an angry mob. no additional info.

avengers #31 (1966)

after some avengering, they return to their home village, now said to be in the balkans, and so they’re from southeastern europe. a few issues later, they reveal they were born on “wundagore mountain,” and this village ends up being “transia,” which is a whole country within marvel.

giant-size avengers #1 (1974)

wanda encounters the ww2 hero the whizzer (yes. really.), real name robert frank. he says that he and his pregnant wife, miss america (madeline joyce), had traveled to wundagore mountain for her labor. madeline died in childbirth and the whizzer (yes! really!) ran away in grief, leaving the newborns that were presented to him. wanda thinks he must be her father. since robert frank and madeline joyce are presumably anglo-americans, her ethnicity could have been presumed the same (anglo-ish). it’s still not revealed who raised the maximoffs

avengers #186 (1979)

wanda and pietro learn more of their origin from bova, the evolved cow (roll with it) who was midwife to their real biological mother, magda, who fled shortly after their birth.

the whizzer and miss america were really their intended adoptive parents, because the franks’ baby, unbeknownst to them, was stillborn.

instead, wanda and pietro were placed into the care of a romani couple, django and marya maximoff. at this point, wanda and pietro’s ethnicity remains a mystery (as magda’s is not yet specified and their biological father wasn’t disclosed), but their adoptive parents are a romani couple and they were raised within the romani community.

uncanny x-men #125 (1979)

magneto reveals he had a wife named magda, who readers know gave birth to pietro and wanda, but magneto doesn’t. dramatic irony, baby

uncanny x-men #150 (1981)

this issue introduces magneto’s origin as a survivor of the holocaust (18 years after his first comic appearance). based on several subsequent issues, it seemed clear that writer chris claremont intended for magneto to be ashkenazi jewish, and so most readers assumed he was.

in uncanny x-men #161 (1982) [left], a flashback shows magneto first met xavier while volunteering in israel, and he attends a holocaust remembrance event with kitty pryde (also jewish) in uncanny x-men #199 (1985) [right]:

and, in similar language to the #199 panel, this statement in uncanny x-men #211 (1986) also implies he is jewish:

these are but a few of several examples. however, i suppose it’s never explicitly stated. this will be important later.

vision and the scarlet witch #4 (1983)

magneto says he IS the father (which he learned from local evolved cow, bova). hooray! magda had fled from magneto, who didn’t know she was pregnant, after he killed a mob (responsible for their daughter anya’s death) with his newfound powers. under the assumption that magneto is ashkenazi jewish, this makes wanda and pietro ethnically half ashkenazi jewish

vision and the scarlet witch v2 #5 (1985)

magda is confirmed to be romani (in this unfortunate 80s manner), meaning wanda and pietro are half romani from their mother’s side, and half ashkenazi jewish from their father’s

x-men unlimited #2 (1993)

though readers thought he was jewish before, magneto is revealed to be sinti, a romani tribe in central europe. [supposedly, this is because magneto was being set up as a villain again and marvel feared anti-semitic implications if he were explicitly jewish.] this would make wanda and pietro fully romani.

x-men v2 #72 (1998)

it’s revealed that “erik lensherr,” thought to be magneto’s real name, was in fact an alias, and presumably he wasn’t sinti but needed to have an identity as one to track magda (still sinti!) down. again, he still isn’t explicitly stated to be ashkenazi jewish, but 2 years later the x-men movie comes out. that, of course, opens with young magneto in auschwitz, so now Everyone presumes he’s jewish. which, surprisingly, is only explicitly stated for the first time in x-men: magneto testament in 2008. so wanda and pietro are again half romani (sinti) and half ashkenazi jewish.

this would be the status quo until...

avengers & x-men: axis #7 (2015)

magneto is retconned to be NOT the father. wanda and pietro are retconned to NOT be mutants. is it because marvel comics was trying to separate fox-owned x-men properties from the mcu-owned properties since they were both trying to use the maximoffs? we can’t say for sure--yes. yes it was.

scarlet witch v2 #4 (2016)

wanda and pietro’s NEW real biological mother is revealed to be natalya maximoff, sister to django maximoff, thus making wanda and pietro’s adoptive parents their biological uncle and aunt. their new biological father isn’t revealed, but marvel has said that they’re now fully romani (again), so he must be too? they are also now from serbia, so presumably natalya isn’t sinti like magda.

will this retcon be undone and magneto restored as wanda and pietro’s father since that was their backstory for 36 years? who knows! if so, they will be half ashkenazi jewish and half romani again. right now, they’re fully romani, which they incidentally already were before. comics!

[barnes-n-nobles]

Change Isnt Always for the Better (NONCON SMUT)

Request: Can you make a yandere druig when the reader is a human but he doesn't accept the fact that she's gonna die someday and decide that he is gonna make her immortal or make himself a humanwhether he succeeds or not you decide

I feel like I might have missed a bit but let me know if youd like another version:-)))

Thank you for your request! Please reblog, like, and let me know what you think!

Warnings: very noncon smut, mentally unstable Druig, manipulation, talks about killing, jealous Druig, crazy Druig behaviors, stalker

18+ !!!! If you “keep reading” you are acknowledging that you are 18+ and that you have read the warnings.

Please Do not translate, no permission to repost any of my writing on any other platform, and do not copy this and claim it as your own.

You went over to Druigs place to talk to him about where you two stand in the relationship. You needed more freedom but he refuses to give it to you. Instead of fully listening to what you had to say, he immediately got defensive and you two started arguing. “You mask your possessiveness by saying it’s protection. I don’t need you to protect me, I can do it myself” “You actually can’t. I have the power to control peoples minds, you are in the safest hands with me. No one is capable of protecting you like I can, specially not yourself.”

“Stop! Please just stop! It’s not just that, it’s everything else you do. You have turned into an extremely jealous individual with anger issues who doesn’t trust anyone but yourself to be around me. I cant even go out with friends because you’re right there guilting me of abandoning you” “This world is in shambles. Everyone has some sort of evil inside of them, you are not safe. Technology has become the worst weapon of all, y/n, who knows what could happen to you. You could be meeting up with friends but what if they’re trying to harm you? What if the people around you are going to try to do something awful to you. You need me to be safe. Your life depends on it” “Look, Druig, I think it’s time for us to go our separate ways. You treat me like im made out of glass and I don’t want to deal with it anymore. Maybe in the future we will be able to talk again I don’t know. Right now, I just need some time.”

Druigs instant reaction was to smile. “Um im not joking” feeling angry at him for disrespecting you. “Y/n…we’re not breaking up. You’re being ridiculous”. You scoffed, not believing his reaction. “Are you serious? Druig, you’re not good for me. You’re way too much to handle and I can’t anymore. I am breaking up with you…thankfully I don’t need your permission for that” Stepping aside you started to walk out, but he grabbed you and pinned you against a wall, “I said no”. You pushed him off you, slapping him across the face, “Dont touch me ever again”. Druig was infuriated, but he grabbed you again, holding your wrists, “If you do this, you’ll regret it. I suggest you apologize and drop it.”

“Do you even hear yourself? You're unbelievable” you ripped your wrists away from his grip, “I swear to god. I will never forgive you if you walk out on me. Ive done everything I could possibly do for you. You WILL regret this” His chest rising and falling in anger.

You looked him straight in the eyes before saying, “I don’t care about you anymore. Goodbye Druig”. You walked out, walking a little fast towards your car. He stood there, processing what had just happened, his whole body was being consumed by anger. His blood was boiling and his next reaction was to punch the wall, creating a huge hole in it. The wall started to get a crack that stopped at the ceiling, he wanted to do it again but he dropped to his knees, crying in rage.

~~A year Later~~

You sat in at the restaurants farthest booth playing a game on your phone. You tried to concentrate but you were so mad that this dumbass guy you were meeting up with stood you up. To make it all worse you lost in your game, slamming your phone down making everyone turn their heads towards you. “Oops my bad” you said, recoiling back into yourself. Holding your face in your hands, you started to cry. It wasn’t because of that guy, no, it was because dating was so hard. Every single person you wanted to meet up with, always stood you up or they would ghost you. Every was so sweet over the phone but as soon as you wanted to meet them face to face, that’s when they would leave you. Doubting yourself was at an all time high at this point, you even wondered if you were good enough for literally anyone. 

Grabbing a napkin to wipe your tears away, you soaked them in, hoping your makeup wouldnt be too bad. “Y/n? Is that you?” you thought it was the guy you were meeting here but when you looked up, you were shocked to see Druig. “Oh shit, it’s been so long how are you?” asking him while getting up to give him a quick hug. “I’m good just going through life, you know” he smiled looking at your puffy face. His smile instantly dropped, “ oh no what’s wrong?” he grabbed your arm, his reaction full of concern. “I…I was waiting for this guy and he stood me up” you laughed but it morphed into a cry. He brought you into him, holding you close like he used to. It made you feel warm and fuzzy again, you were so deprived of physical touch, to be embraced again was just so…intoxicating. “I’m so sorry. Men ain’t shit, as I’m sure you know” you giggled, “I’m really sorry” he let you go and picked up another napkin to wipe your tears away, cleaning a bit of your running mascara, “Look I’m here with my girlfriend but you’re more than welcome to come sit with us?” his offer was beyond kind, but when he said he had a girlfriend you couldn’t help but feel like a knife had been stabbed through your chest.

“Oh gosh I’m so sorry. I’m crying here like a baby and you got your boo waiting on you. Thank you for the offer, but I think I’m just gonna go home. Probably get a huge tub of ice cream on my way home, you know the whole basic sad bitch routine. It was really nice seeing you though, take care Druig” you turned to walk away but he grabbed you before you could take a step, “Wait up…Look I know we ended in kind of bad terms but I just want you to know that you can always count on me for anything okay? I don’t want you to be alone in a time of need and I promise you there will be no feelings attached. When you and I broke up, I had to go through my pain all alone and that shit was the worst but don’t feel bad because it was really good for my mental health in the long run. I’d like to be there for you. Is that okay?” Trying to swallow the knot in your throat you nodded your head, holding back your tears, “yes that would be nice. My number is still the same” “You better unblock me though” he giggled, making you chuckle, “I will”. “See you around, sweets. Call me if you need anything”. He gave you a hug before heading back to his table, but before you could see him sit with his girlfriend you turned and left.

Later that night, you went to the store to get all the comfort food that you could buy and went home to lay in bed, putting on all your favorite movies. Enjoying yourself, you finally dozed off to sleep, your cheeks wet from your tears. Usually you didn’t get like this but seeing Druig, it hurt that he had already moved on and you were trying to do just that but you couldn’t. Every single one of the guys blew you off, and you didn’t understand why. Druig was really nice company while you two were dating but once he got in his head, you just had to leave. You told yourself that if he didn’t get like that you two would probably be married now. All these ‘if only’s made you even more sad, adding to your already shitty night.

Your phone went off, blasting your ringtone that jolted you awake. Rubbing your eyes, you tried to read the screen and saw that it was a new number, but it looked familiar.

“Hello?”

“Y/n? It’s Druig, did I wake you up?”

“Hey Druig, no I was watching a movie but I dozed off”

You asked looking at the clock, noticing it was 3:37am

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you. Everything is fine, I just couldn’t sleep and I wondered if you were awake too. I wanted to talk to you about something, if you’re not too tired of course”

“Yeah, I’m good. What’s going on”

“Well…I noticed how upset you were last night and I trust you remember what I told you last night, about us being friends?”

You paused for a bit. Trying to remember when he said that but it just didnt come up, “Y-yeah, I remember” lying to not make it awkward.

Druig smiled and cleared his throat for this next part.

“I’d like to invite you over for breakfast. I recently got a new place and I’d love for you to see it. After, we can either stay here and relax or we can go out to do stuff.”

“I don’t know. I’m still kind of hurt because of this last guy, and you also have a girlfriend. I wouldn’t be cool with something like that if my boyfriend has his ex over without me being there”

“To be 100% honest with you, she wasn’t my girlfriend. I only said that, to make it seem like I bounced back. It was our first time meeting but she wasnt interested in me. She said I have the same personality as flour, can you believe that shit?”

You busted out laughing, “Oh my god that’s so rude! Also ironic, your personality is definitely not like that”

“Well thank youuu, but yeah, what do you think? Wanna meet up tomorrow? Or later on today I should say”

You hesitated in answering but then you thought how bad could it be. He seemed like a changed person and you wanted to see how just how much. Not that you were thinking about dating him, but just to see if people could really change.

“Hello, y/n?”

“Hi yes sorry, I’d love to.”

“Perfect. I recently moved so ill text you the new address and you can meet me here. Id go get you but I want to make sure everything is perfect when you arrive”

“Sure that sounds great. See you then”

“Goodnight, M’lady”

That morning you got up early, making sure to give yourself enough time to get ready before you headed over to Druigs house. You searched up the new address and you saw that it was one hour away. “Damn” you said to yourself, zooming into the map, looking at how big or small the house was. By the looks of it, it was a huge property, but the actual house was a decent size. Going a little stalker mode, you plugged in the address into a real estate site and you got a better view of just how beautiful the home was. Druig was a wealthy person but you never thought he would have chosen a house like this, specially with that much land. Your notification popped up and it was him. The text read, “Goodmorning Sweets, I’m making a variety of waffles today. Is that okay?”

You smiled as you texted back, “Yay! My favorite <3”

“I know :) Let me know when you’ve left, that way everything is nice and warm”

“Okie dokie, I’m going to finish getting ready and I’ll head there soon”

“Drive safe ♥️”

You felt butterflies once again. Despite all that went on within the relationship, you still cared for him. Not being able to fully move on, your feelings always traced back to him no matter how much you tried to get him out. 

As you finished with yourself, you hopped into your car and drove off. The drive was kinda of difficult due to all the many curves the route had, it also didn’t help that it was raining making you go extra slow. As you go closer and closer you noticed that his home was on a huge hill, overlooking the city. When you got out of the car, you texted him that you were outside, and he read it immediately. A couple seconds later and he had opened the door.

“Hello y/n, how’s my little sweetheart” he smiled, making you blush. His hands were behind his back as he approached you. “I’m doing fine. Thank you for inviting me over” he opened his arms for you to come into him, and you did, melting right into his embrace. When you wanted to let go, he held you in place, hugging you a little longer. You rubbed his back, patting it lightly, “I’m sorry love, I’ve missed you so much” he admitted, pulling away to see your beautiful face.

He cupped your cheeks, rubbing his thumb over the top of your cheekbones, “I’ve missed you too Druig” you whispered, his eyes looking at your lips, then back at your eyes. “May I?” He asked licking his lips. As much as you wanted to say yes, your morals made you say no..in a way “Druig…we’re friends…no feeling attached, remember?”

Druigs eyes dropped, taking a quick deep breath. “How could I forget…on the cheek then?”

Smiling, you nodded.

Druig brought you in closer, his right hand dropping to your waist, pulling you to him, his other hand went to the back of your neck, holding you in place. He gave you a kiss on your cheek, the end of his lips touching the end of yours. Your eyes shut at the feeling, butterflies erupting as his lips lingered on your skin. Pulling away, he looked down at you, giggling at your nervous reaction. “Let go inside, y/n…we don’t want the food to get cold”

As you two enjoyed breakfast, Druig was watching you closely. Studying your features once again, noticing every single motion you took. You hadn’t changed a bit and he felt content with that. While he drank he eyed you from his glass, his thoughts getting poisoned with lustful images from when you two got intimate in the past. When you looked up at him, you noticed his darkened gaze, taking a double look at him. “What’s wrong?” you asked.

His expression changed, softening up and lowering his glass. “What do you mean?” faking his confusion.

“I don’t know you looked really serious just now, almost like mad”

“DONT be silly. I’m not mad”

“Suuurree. Go in tell me, what’s on your mind”

Druig chuckled swirling his glass in his hand, debating wether or not he wanted to be honest.

“I’m not mad I’m just remembering our past”

A knot started to build up in your throat, you didn’t want to talk about that. It was painful and scary to remember how everything led to your break up.

“Y/n…I’m not over you darlin’. I hope you understand that. I invited you because I wanted us to see where we stand. Shoot my shot if possible, you know?”

“Druig…I don’t want to be rude but I don’t want to talk about this right now. I’m having such a good time with you. Why don’t we just finish having breakfast, ok?”

When you two were dating his moods changed a lot, but he always reverted to anger. He didn’t like to be told no, if he wanted something he needed it to go his way. You were expecting him to flip the table over, but on the contrary, he was calm. He just playfully rolled his eyes, smiling, “Fine, im sorry if I made you uncomfortable, I just thought we were ready to start that conversation but we can bring it up when you’re ready. If you want to of course” You were in awe. This was a completely different Druig that sat across from you. Smiling like a dummy, it made you feel happy that he was able to see eye to eye with you, something you’ve always wanted with him. “Thank you for understanding”.

Finishing up, you helped him clean a little. While you were washing the last few plates, he came up behind you wrapping his arms around your waist, giving you a kiss behind your ear, “your reward for helping me clean up”. Goosebumps instantly appeared on your skin when he kissed you again. “It tickless” you giggled nudging him away with your waist. Druig felt your ass on his crotch, grunting silently at the feeling. He was starting to get hard, debating wether he should take you over the counter or just pretend like nothing happened. He reminded himself that there were bigger plans to fulfill so he needed to stay strong...for now. When he let you go, he leaned against the counter next to you, “Do you want to go to a park? There’s a really nice lake there and it smells so nice and natural. I just know you would really like it”. Pouting you shook your head, “As much as I would love that, I’m sorry I can’t. I have a lot to do before I go into work tomorrow and there’s some things I need done before tonight. Maybe some other time, yeah?” Druig once again looked disappointed, but he didn’t let his anger out, “Are you sure that can’t wait? If we go now we can be back here in like an hour or two. Let’s just go out for a walk, I swear it’ll be worth it”

“I really can’t. I have to head home now if I want to finish my work at a decent time”.

“Aww come on..please? for me?” He begged, holding your hand in his and giving it a quick kiss. You had a gut feeling that this wouldn’t end well, when he got like this it usually led to something serious. “Druig, please. I don’t want us to fight-”

“No one is fighting silly. Look I’m good. I understand that you got things to do. I’m sorry if I pushed too much”. He spoke quickly, he didn’t want you to be upset or scare you so he backed off. This helped you feel better, your nerves calmed down and that familiar bad gut feeling left you. “No worries” you smiled, heading over to the living room to get your belongings. “I’ll get you some snacks and a water to take with you. I know that the drive is quite long” he yelled from his huge walk in pantry. “Sound good thanks” you replied, looking all over your bag for your keys but you couldn’t find them. You checked in your pockets and on the sofa it was on but nothing. You traced your steps back from when you first walked in, maybe they were on the floor or something. When you walked to the front door, you saw them, going quickly to get them. “Druig, I have everything ready” you called out. When you made your way to the kitchen you heard the voice of someone very familiar. It was coming from one of the guest rooms close to the entrance. It sounded like a conversation, but that didnt make sense because it was only the two of you in the house. 

The closer you got, the clearer the voice was. When you put your ear on the door, you heard it was the guy that blew you off that night at dinner. You quickly opened the door, but there was no one, it was just a recording..of your phone call with him. “what the fuck?” you said to yourself as you got close to the computer that was blasting the conversation. Clicking out of it, you were brought to the home screen. Reading all the folders made your heart stop. All of the folders had your name on it and they were broken down into categories. “Living Room, Bathroom, Bedroom, front door Cameras”. You couldnt believe this. You had no cameras anywhere, how would this even be possible. You opened one of the folders and you saw yourself showering...then you clicked on another folder you saw yourself sleeping. Starting to spiral, you clicked on his library. Seeing alot of audios, texts, video calls from YOUR phone. Druig was fucking stalking you. Starting to hyperventilate you got up, dialing a number but you immediately dropped it to the ground.

“Who are you calling?” Druigs voice scared you. He nonchalantly asked while leaning on the door frame. “Druig..what is this” you cried, backing away once he came all the way in. 

“Didnt anyone teach you that going into peoples rooms without permission is extremely rude and a total invasion of their privacy?” sarcastically scolding you while he approached you with his arms behind his back. “Stop, dont come any closer, or im going to call the police” you warned picking up your phone. Druig smiled, as he cornered you. “call them” he instructed, pressing his body onto yours. Shaking, you stood still, not knowing what to do. His head dipped to your neck, his nose ghosting over it while he took your sweet scent in. “I told you to call them” he whispered, placing a soft kiss on the nape of your neck, making you get goosebumps. You brought up your phone, unlocking it but then your threw it across the room undeliberately. His eyes glowed, looking at you with his too familiar angry expression. He controlled your mind to throw your phone away, thats when you realized you were at the mercy of him. “leave me alone you psycho” you cried, trying to get him away from you, your hands pushing his chest. “God I fucking love it when you try to get tough with me. It makes everything so much more fun” he laughed, grabbing your hands and putting them right behind your back. His grip was too strong, but you still tried to wiggle them out. 

“What was all that shit on the computer. How did you..I dont understand”. Druig moved you and walked you over to the bed, making you fall on your back. He climbed up onto you, pinning your hands down beside your head.

“You let me in” his sinister smirk creeping onto his lips. 

“Thats impossible, I never did that.You never came back..unless” 

“Go on princess, use that little tiny brain of yours to get the answer you already know”

“You made me?!”

“Thats right love. You have such an easy mind to control. It also helps that you still have feelings for me. It makes it so easy for me to slip in and out and you wont remember a single thing.”

“Youre sick. Insane. Youre fucking crazy” you yelled trying to fight against him. 

“Yes I am y/n...I am fucking deranged, crazy, sick whatever the fuck you want, but you know what. Its all your fault. You made me do this. All you had to do was stay with me forever, and I wouldnt have done anything. I killed every single one of those lowlife’s you talked to. You cheated on me with all them, how fucking dare you” he  said through gritted teeth as his grip got stronger and stronger. “What are you saying???We werent together, how could you kill innocent people, you monster” spitting on him, he smiled, licking the saliva that fell on his lips. “we will always be together. Wether you want to or not. Im not letting you go ever again. Not until you learn who you belong to” he collided his lips with yours, kissing you against your will. Where ever that you turned your head, he followed you. He let go of your right hand, so that he could grab your hair to control your head, making you finally stay still. He bit your lip, making you gasp and whine, giving him access to roam your mouth with his tongue. His hips were grinding against yours, his legs keeping your apart. “You make me go feral. I just need to have you...so fucking addicting” he moaned, pressing his bulge onto you, making you get all tingly. 

You needed to stop this, it was all wrong. “Stop Druig, dont do this to me. Not like this” you begged. He grabbed you by your neck and pulled you up, cutting your air supply completely, “shut up. Im doing you how I want and when I want. Youre my property and Ill do with you as I please” He let you go, dropping you back down to the mattress, making you cough as you regained your air. He flipped you over and tore your leggings off, snapping your lace panties off as well. He brought them up to his nose and inhaled them in, moaning out your name. He pulled his dick out and pumped it a few times while he enjoyed them some more. His hands were no longer on you, so you quickly crawled away but he brought you right back by pulling your hair. “where do you think youre going” he pushed you down onto your tummy, spreading your legs apart. He rubbed his tip a few times over your clit, making you shudder at the feeling, “Druig...stop” you gasped when you felt him enter you slowly. “Fuck y/n....sooo tighttt” he purred, grabbing you hips as he started to pound into you. Your screams soon filled the room, grunting repeatedly with each hard thrust he gave you. “S-sto-p...Druig-ah” you begged. Druig loved the way you moaned his name, it only fueled his fire more. He grabbed your panties and shoved them into your mouth, “shush kitten, dont tell me to stop, because I wont. I went far too long without you, and I will never let that happen again. I will never let you go. Youre mine for all eternity”. 

His hand dipped under you and onto your clit, rubbing you in a delicious way. His hand wrapped around neck, controlling your head. He eventually took the panties out, making it easier for you to moan and groan. “tell me youre mine” he commanded, hammering into you. “I....will never be yours...Im..going to die one day...I will be free from you”. Druig growled, going to your neck and bitting it, making you screech. “thats what you think but remember, I’m an Eternal. I have the power to mate with a human of my choosing making you mine forever. Both literally and figuratively” Druig latched onto your neck again, sinking his teeth deeper, his eyes glowed forcing some of his power into you. The final step was to spill his seed into you, channeling the energy from your orgasm with his. He pumped faster and faster, rubbing you with the same force. “Druig, no” those were your last words before you came all over his finger, making you shake uncontrollably. The feeling of your climax made Druig cum inside you, breathing heavily as he continued with the transition. Your sight started to blur, but you felt your body start to change from the inside out, your blood heating up while you heard Druigs voice in your head. “We are now one..you will be mine forever, and you'll learn to obey me, if you're clever”

[magicofthepen]

For the character thingy, romana and leela?? ❤

ROMANA - I’m going to answer for Romana I, since I already did Romana II!

favorite thing about them: so I fell in love with Romana I instantly when I watched The Ribos Operation. I was like “wait no one told me that Romana’s basically a recent graduate who always thrived in school but has now suddenly been thrust into the Real World and is a bit of a mess” and oh my god why is she so relatable, also I love that about her. I love that she doesn’t quite know what she’s doing, and her academic brilliance doesn’t necessarily help in the situations she’s finding herself in, but she keeps trying and learning, so by the end of season 16 she’s much more confident and capable on her own than she was when she started. I just absolutely adore the premise of her character and how she develops during the key to time quest. also her banter skills are so excellent. (….this wasn’t one thing whoops. 😄)

least favorite thing about them: I feel like it’s something about how she’s portrayed in the Gallifrey audios, but I can’t quite articulate what? but I feel like somehow, some of the things I really liked about her on TV (her witty fun banter, her determination even when she’s out of her depth) aren’t represented as much when we get glimpses of Actual Romana I (not Pandora or an alternate universe version). idk if this is even fully true, it’s just….she doesn’t quite have the same vibe as the character I remember from the TV show (but this is also tricky because the Lies scene, the Matrix projection in Lies (which *isn’t* really her technically) and the remains of her consciousness in the body that Pandora’s using are the only times we get Actual Romana I - which isn’t that much time to express all the nuances of her character.)

(continuing to skip the favorite line question because it’s too hard)

brOTP: her and the Doctor!! (like I said in the Romana II ask, I used to ship them more, but lately I’ve been more into a platonic interpretation.) I just as instantly fell for their dynamic in the Ribos Operation - two people with very different personalities who don’t get along but are forced to work together and gradually become friends?? this is exactly the kind of relationship arc that I adore. Their banter and snark is So Good (I was so entertained by their interactions in Ribos Operation that my brain refused to pay attention to anything but their scenes, and I ended up having issues following the plot later oops). And I love their growing respect and care for each other - how they go from being mutually dismissive of each other to valuing each other and being a solid Team and just really genuinely liking each other! their friendship is just Very Good (…..and now I really want to rewatch season 16….I’ve only seen it like one and a half times but I loved it very much….)

OTP: I don’t think I have any ships with Romana I that I would consider an ‘otp’? (the closest would be her and the Doctor since I have sometimes shipped them and I adore their relationship in general)

nOTP: Brax/Romana again….and tbh with Romana I it’s more of an actual nOTP (rather than ‘kinda nOTP, kinda ‘it’s complicated’’) because this is the time frame when she’s actually his student and so my discomfort with student/teacher relationships really rears its head (although there’s still one fic out there that I just think is so well-written.....but it does show the relationship as very unhealthy). 

random headcanon: .....so sorry to continue Sartia posting, but oops the first thing that popped into my head is my new maybe-unrealistic headcanon that Sartia was Romana’s first kiss. in a teenage “I’m curious and want to try this thing and you’re the only person I hang out with, but it doesn’t mean anything....or does it??” way. (.....this is so self-indulgent in such a terrible way rip.)

unpopular opinion: Armageddon Factor is my favorite Key to Time story! (I gather this is an unpopular opinion in Doctor Who Fandom At Large, it doesn’t seem to be liked as much as some of the earlier stories in the season.) technically I’ve only seen it once and it was a couple years ago, but I remember loving it as a Romana story, there were a lot of really interesting character bits for her!

song i associate with them: hmm I don’t really have one? my Romana playlist is specifically for Romana II in Big Finish so....yeah.

favorite picture of them: anything with her Ribos Operation outfit (with the full cloak), it’s iconic and beautiful! on a similar note, I love this Romana I art by @volucris-liga, it’s the first Romana fanart I ever reblogged and it’s so pretty!

more under the cut!

LEELA

favorite thing about them: her resilience and her kindness. Leela goes through so much grief and pain, she has her world upended again and again, she never really finds a place where she belongs. and yet she still keeps choosing to love, choosing to keep fighting for what she believes in, choosing to rebuild again and again. and sometimes it’s really hard and she doesn’t want to go on….but she does, and she finds moments of happiness again. and that strength is really powerful. and no matter how cruel the universe (and other people) are to her, she is still relentlessly kind - she listens, she protects, she wants to help, she cares. 

least favorite thing about them: I mean, the “savage” stereotype that her character references is a racist/anti-indigenous trope (especially the whole dynamic of the Doctor trying to “civilize” her ugh). and I hate that characters keep calling her “savage” (even when they’re the Bad Guys, it’s still bringing up this trope again and again, and it’s even worse when it’s the Good Guys). why are they still doing this.

brOTP: see all characters listed under otp, every relationship that I ship is also an incredibly important friendship in Leela’s life and I love all of them <33 as far as relationships that I see as entirely non-romantic….I really love the version of Leela and Ace’s relationship that exists in my head (and in fandom) - they didn’t get to interact enough in the audios, but I absolutely think they were really close, because of their shared experiences and the ways their personalities mesh. (I feel like I should also say the Doctor here, but tbh I don’t remember her TV stories that well, so I don’t really have a solid memory of what their relationship was like.) and of course, Leela’s parental relationship with Rayo is very important to me!

OTP: once again, ot3 my beloved <33 and Leela/Romana first and foremost (I already rambled about them here, so I’m just going to second everything I said earlier). 

and I also ship Leela/Narvin, although I’m not quite as invested in that pairing? (due to a combination of ‘Romana is my favorite character and so I’m just more interested in her relationships with other characters,’ ‘I joined the fandom when things were pretty much all Leela/Narvin all the time (I say with great respect and affection for the artists and writers putting out amazing content for that ship) so I was motivated to write fic primarily for R/L and N/R to balance out the ot3 content,’ ‘apparently I have a contrary streak with Gallifrey and the more the writers push a romantic interpretation of a relationship, the less interested I am in actually shipping it,’ and ‘I’m not really into Leela/Narvin as a pairing on its own - although I do love a lot of fic that portrays them that way bc it’s just very well-written.’) But just. how they form a grudging alliance for Romana’s sake and then develop genuine respect for each other and then build this really solid foundation of teamwork and fondness and care and really relax and feel comfortable around each other….the way they become ride-or-die for each other and just trust and love each other so much….it’s Very Good!! (And I did love writing scenes with the two of them in Call It Home - I might not focus on them, but I do genuinely love their relationship.) 

And of course Leela/Veega <33….I debated if they even interacted enough in the actual audios for me to consider it an otp, but I love the idea of their relationship and the story of them in my head so much?? going to link to this post because it really captures my feelings about them - they’ve both been through so much grief and pain by the time they meet, they’ve both lost people they love before, so the idea of them choosing to love each other and build something together against the odds is just. very powerful. plus I have a whole playlist for the family they’ve built together, which is a strong indication that I really love this ship. 😊

nOTP: Leela/Andred. last time I answered an ask meme about Leela, I had this complicated response about how I hated Leela/Andred when I watched Invasion of Time (bc it’s so abrupt and arbitrary), and then Louise Jameson’s voice acting Convinced Me To Care because oh she really did love him....alas i am a Leela/Andred detractor at heart, and I have been nudged back to my default state by re-listening….I simply hate how he treats Leela in Gallifrey.

random headcanon: I really like the idea of Leela being more politically involved in her own right after they all return from the Axis. She’s just spent a lot of time leading a group of people who don’t have a voice in the government, fighting for their rights against the established injustices of Gallifreyan society. I don’t think she’d easily slip back into only being Romana’s bodyguard after experiencing more political autonomy on the other Gallifrey. What exactly this looks like in practice I’m not sure about - in my one fic ‘verse, I wrote about her being more directly involved with the Academy as a political liaison and guest tutor, and also advocating to Romana for policies that would benefit those who live outside the city on their home Gallifrey. but there’s probably a lot of options to explore here!

unpopular opinion: hmm I don’t think this is necessarily unpopular but idk and I want to talk about it: even though Leela identifies so strongly as a warrior, a “happy ending” for her would, I think, need to involve getting away from fighting. too often she throws herself into a fight to try to avoid thinking about how much she’s hurting, and it doesn’t work, it doesn’t stop the pain. and in the Time War, she’s tied her identity so strongly to war (it’s inevitable, inescapable, and she will Fight and Defend because that’s all she has left). there’s a difference between “I am a warrior” and “all I am is a warrior,” and Leela’s slid too far into the second one, and she needs to untangle her own identity from war to heal. 

song i associate with them: Freedom by Karmina (it’s a song about going on defiantly in the face of heartbreak -  “Tearing my room apart, I’m starting over” / “Take my pride I can still survive I’ve got my freedom” / “Hunt me down you’ll never find me now that I’ve got my freedom”)

favorite picture of them: the first one that came to mind is this gorgeous art by @laurelhach (which I didn’t realize was based on a picture until I stumbled across the original picture and was like oh my god!! it looks exactly like the art!!)

[amaskofmanyshades-archive]

AMOMS Explains: Possession

Ah, possession. What’s a good horror movie about demonic forces without at least one poor schmuck becoming some demon’s plaything? Well, honestly, quite terrifying--but only if utilized correctly. Tonight, i’m gonna explain what it is (as if some of y’all don’t know what possession is) and the many types of possession that can occur. 

I had a post like this on another blog...but sadly, that was deleted by accident and i completely forgot to reblog it here. Oops. 

Anyway? What is possession? 

Well, putting it quite bluntly to all my newbie horror writers out there, it’s the act of seizing or taking over the body, usual via some supernatural force. Demons are probably one of the most well known for doing this, from the Deadites of The Evil Dead to Pazuzu from the 1973 film The Exorcist. 

However, it’s not just a demonically exclusive thing. Ghosts and deities, be they regular deities or eldritch, can also use a human like a meat puppet.

Now, onto the different types of possession --

Possession of an inanimate object - this is can usually take the form of the host taking over a human-like object, like a doll, but this can sometimes be just about anything. A great example is Annabelle the Doll from the Conjuring.

Possession of a human being via demon/spirit - Probably the most common type of possession. From The Evil Dead to The Exorcist and maybe more, this one is like playing Russian Roulette, depending on what you get. Demons are likely your most dangerous bet, as they can easily kill the vessel they possess at the given time, whether intentionally like a hostage or unintentionally.

Soul Binding - This one is actually a fairly new concept of possession, but it’s also one of the hardest to really release someone from. Simply because it involves two things: a deal and, you guessed it, the entity essentially binding themselves to whomever the person is. The only real prominent example i can provide is from a longtime RP partner that i’ve known from many, many years now: @chaoticaofthesun​‘s Jaye Wylde. Seriously. Go bug her about the demon lady. You shall not regret it. UwU

Possession of a human via a God - Pretty damn dangerous depending on what it is that’s in the human’s body. While most Gods can take on a human guise to wander the Earth as freely as they’d so desire, some don’t have this option. The Eldritch are such an example as merely viewing them for what they are will drive the sanest of men insane. So, they use humans as a means to safely traverse the Earth, as doing so via their true form could mean the fabric of reality is ripped to shreds, but that doesn’t necessarily MEAN it’s a good idea. Doing so can put the person’s psyche at collateral and exorcising them could spell instant insanity and other horrible after affects. But, the most dangerous of this, neck and neck with Eldritch possession is possession via a Death God. But more of this later; i may cover that at a later time. I have a small surprise later on closer to Halloween in this regard. >:3

Total Vessel Possession - Probably the highest form of possession. When the soul of a vessel is no longer occupying the body and the body is but a hollow shell. Typically, higher up demons will resort to this method so that they can easily come to the human realm. As of now, only Mercedes is able to do this but will only perform this will those she deems worthy of her gift. After all, there is a reason why she was given the nickname of ‘She with Hands Most Deft’.

But Steeeeeph! How would you go about exorcising someone from any of these?

Alright, alright, hold yer horses a moment. There are a couple of ways of going about it!

You could call a priest in to help with the ritual. Depending on the circumstances, this could go down two different way. It might work, or it could end up possessing the poor sod and pulling a Father Karras.

In the sense of a demonic possession, the first thing you wanna do is be respectful to the demon in the room. The last thing you really wanna do is piss it off and potentially end up dead or your buddy end up worse off than they likely were to begin with. Sometimes, it can end up as a version of a hostage situation. If so, follow what the damn thing says. More than likely, if you do, the demon will have no choice but to abide by their end of the deal; Demons are usually very honest and value honesty above all else. I say usually, as some may twist the meanings of certain things, thus spinning a half-truth.

If anything else, you might have to perform a mercy kill, as sad as that is; however, this all depends on what it is. A god or eldritch deity? Probably not the easiest thing to off. A demonically possessed soul? A little easier, if the host doesn’t do that for you.

With Soul-Binding, however, it’s a touch bit harder than just a simple exorcism. You must understand: the soul of the demon and the human in question is bound together. The soul does NOT regenerate after the fact, and attempting to do so as such will royally fuck the person up mentally. They have to want their body back, so it’s not something that’s fixed by normal means.

With an eldritch deity? This one’s a tad bit trickier, as the psyche and sanity is at collateral. You have to perform the ritual very carefully but quickly, as this could be a matter of if the person comes out all there.

But anyhow, this has been ‘Possession for Dummies’ by AMOMS/Steph. Hopefully, y’all enjoyed this little bit of me rambling about how possession works in the universe that i’ve taken a few years to lay out, with the help of some friends who enjoy writing as much i do, so some of this was based off of what was spitballed back and forth.

If you have any suggestions for what i could talk about next in the spirit of Halloween, please don’t be afraid to fling it at me! Any and all suggestions will be considered! Until then, later y’all!

[schaefferisqueen]

Starship Song Ranking

ughhhh so so little songs why that makes it harderrrrrrr. okay so it was kinda easy but rlly depressing cuz I love most of these song and I didn't want to but I had to oops. also I didnt include beauty reprise cuz it not on soundtrack (if I had it would be last btw) BUT OMG THE PUPPETRY AND THE ACTING AAAAHHH AND THE SONGS DARREN KILLED ITTTTTT

9. Beauty (ok I know this is unpopular but lets be real its pretty on point for me lmao; dont get me wrong I love brant he's amazing and his voice is great I just dont like this song it kinda awk and I just never really vibe with it)

8. Get Back Up (WWOOO YA LAUREN ok so this song is great I just,,,, like others more I also dont vibe with it that much oh well; also joes up voice is so fuckign funny and perfect for the character also Lauren accent is great I love taz and the DANCING omfg dancing I dieeeeeee and Joe m and Julia as krayonder and specs is so good like hell ya love them)

7. Kick it Up a Notch Reprise (hELL YA GO BRIANNNNNNN king kills it I love him YA IM SMOKIN POT lmaoooooooooo the line kills me every time and this would have been higher but um,,,, its not soooooooooo oh well it so funny and the vfx in the recording are so dumb but make it so fucking funny and junior just flat out murdering every bug he sees RIP Buggette)

6. Life (HELL YA JOEY GO JOEY he kills this entire fucking show like wtf he's puppeteering, playing the lead, acting, and singing for like 3 hrs straight so fucking impressive go OFF king also I love this song and how they incorporate it into Kick it Up it such a great sweet sad song aahhh I stan)

5. Hideous Creatures (hOly shit I LOVE this song I dont know why so many people including the starkids hate it I think its amazing such a bop and so catchy and you can here who is singing what part which I love trying to pick apart aaaahhhh it so good FIGHT ME I DARE YOUUUUUUUU)

4. I Wanna Be (aaaaa this is amazing opening number like it sets up the show so well and shows off the puppeteering skills of everyone and how practiced and rehearsed they are and I love and Joey and Brant slay the song they are so good and have so much talent and I love listening to this song I also love how they put it in homecoming it was so funny and iconic and joey messing up was funny but great and amazing and aaa I can't wait to rank hoco anyways everyone is so good in this and the harmonies and the jokes and brant being like YOU IDIOT lmaoooo I love this song)

3. Status Quo (hELL YAAAAAA GO JOEYYYYYY this song slays so hard and Mariah and Alex singing at hoco broke me I cant ANYWAYS I love this song and it so good and I love the fucking message kill the status quo it is toxic and complete SHIT omfg I hate cliques and status quo and it go DIE not jeez anyways kudos to Darren for writing a bop with an amazing message he so good at that ahujfkhsdfjk)

2. The Way I Do (ok I love this song especially the apocalyptour version but I sadly tend to forget that this is not just Dylan and Meredith killing it but Denise and joey are killing it tioooooo also joey’s lines in this song are so deep if you think abt it cuz he is directly contradicting what legit everyone else in the song is saying about knowing each other deep down and he's trying to admit to Denise that he's a bug but she so sweet and naive that she doesn't let him tell her and then the consequences later in the show aaaaaa I love it im sry I think abt this a lot and I always listen closer to joeys lines ANYWAYS great song makes me think deep thoughts all 4 kill it there u go)

1. Kick it Up a Notch (aAAAAAAAAA THIS FUCKING SONGGGGGGGGGG if u know me at all u know I am obsessed with this song and I may or may not have kinda sorta tried to record myself doing all the parts before and ya this song SLAPSSSSS so fucking hard like GO DYLAN WOOOOOO nD THEN BRIAN AND JAIME AND JIM WOOOOOOO THE SLAYYYYYYYYYY also Joey hell ya go joey but srsly I love this song it amazing and the harmonies and the vocals and everyone just all around killing a 7 min song is so iconic and I cant also this is one of the first songs that made me realize no matter what ensemble song jaime is in you can always hear her no matter what like im not kidding listen to any ensemble song jaime is in especially in homecoming lmao and you can hear her over everyone and I am here for it I love her my queeeeeeennnnnnn she slays ANYWASY ya this is Dylan ultimate villain song I love it this song is also the reason that Dylan jaime and brolden dominate rogues medley lmao)

OOOOOKKKK so that was long af (dont worry the one imma do for sk homecoming is longer) anyways thx for reading if u did! dm me or reblog or comment or smtg to let me know what you think! I enjoy doing these and reading ppl responses it is funnnnnn 

thank you glorious human beings for reading the whole fucking thing u absolute angels! good news, avps, mamd, avpm and others are already ranked! just waiting to me to add commentary lmao

<3, alimay

[primal-screamer-blog1]

Mutually Assured Destruction (Playlist Here) Rating: Mature Pairing: Nikki Sixx/F. OC Description: Growing restless in his discontent, Nikki Sixx is plagued with past anxieties that he never could find the courage to confront. He’d seen and done it all but when it came to Ruby Moon, he’d always felt he had unfinished business. Now, years after their tumultuous relationship had seemingly come to an end, Nikki finds himself compulsively recounting memories and asking questions only she would have the answers to. total word count: 20,586

Prologue One : Red When I See You Two : Attention, Affection Three : Think About What You Know Four : Patience Five : Different Between Us Warnings: Heavy drug use, heavy profanity, alcohol, brief descriptions of sexual acts, yelling, male aggression A/N: Decided not to change Ruby’s name. I know it’s Nikki’s daughter-to-be’s name, but I named my character quite some time before he announced that and I just can’t think of any other name that would fit her. I love the name Ruby Moon and besides, with her being Japanese and Mexican, it’s really just an Americanized version of her name anyway. Her full name will be revealed in a different chapter though. This is my longest chapter and that’s why it took so long to write it. I absolutely love this one, maybe a little more than chapter three, which has so far been my favorite to write. Really hope you guys like it as much as I do. As always, thank you so much for reading, commenting, liking, reblogging, everything you do. 

Nikki was different when he came back from tour.  

At their welcome home party, he was more assured of himself. Rather than slouching and skulking about, looking for someone to direct his aimless frustration at, he stood up taller, happy to strut around his new house. He made eye contact with throngs of people rather than staring at his boots, even pushing his hair out of his face before talking to them. He spoke with more authority, no longer second guessing himself before speaking up and when he smiled, he showed his teeth. His edge wasn’t gone; it was sharpened. He wore a dog collar. He had tattoos. When he saw Ruby, they’d both already been drinking. He lifted her up and crushed her into a hug. He let out a relieved groan as she cackled, her arms flailing for a grip on him. She squealed as he spun her around and let her down dizzy and stumbling. “Fuck!” She grabbed onto his arm for support and he nudged her to set her balance off even further than the alcohol already did. “Has it been actual years?” He shouted, keeping an arm around her and drinking from a bottle of Jack Daniels. He had to shout. Too Fast For Love played over the impressive speaker system wired around the house, the bass shaking the room. His new house was massive and at the late hour, filled with nearly hundreds of people in tight leather and denim. The dim lights in the high ceilings bounced off their studs and rhinestones, glossy black tile floors casting dark, glamorous glares. Cigarette and marijuana smoke hung thick in the resonant concave room, a haze over the night. Nikki was taller than ever in his six inch heels and tight black leather. People crowded around them. Women neither had ever seen in skimpy dresses craned their necks and pretended not to watch Nikki focus his attention on Ruby. In a corner across the room, Tommy excitedly elbowed Mick hard in the side. “Hey! Careful where you stick that thing, drummer!” Mick scolded him, feeling a pain shoot down his leg. “Shit, I’m sorry, man! But check it out!” He nodded over at Ruby and Nikki. “You think he’s gonna score with her tonight?” “Hopefully. Then maybe he’ll finally shut the fuck up about it.” Ruby had to push herself up on her toes to talk into Nikki’s ear over the music and other people doing the same. She wore a tight white cropped t shirt, bright red leather pants and lipstick to match, her black hair pulled over her shoulder. “This place is fucking amazing!” She told him, placing a small hand on his chest. “I know!” He slurred, lifting the bottle to her lips and pouring a shot in her mouth. “Feels like it was only yesterday I was crashin’ on your couch.” “That was only like two months ago!” She coughed, wiping liquor from her chin. “Whatever!” He tousled her hair. “I don’t care! Look at this place! It’s huge!” He spit a shot out somewhere into the crowd. Whoever it hit shouted something Nikki wasn’t able to make out, but he flipped him off anyway and cackled. He turned back to Ruby. “Do we even know that guy?” She hardly heard his question. She was too focused on how happy he seemed, unabashedly and unapologetically himself for the first time in a long time. When she first met Nikki, he often was barely holding it together. Now, she felt nothing but pride as she watched him let it all out. She threw her arms around his torso and laughed. “I missed you so fucking much!” “I missed you too!” He leaned in closer. “Hey, hey, hey….has anyone given you a bump yet?” “No! I was waiting for you!” “C’mon, come with me. Come with me, let’s go.” Nikki grabbed her arm and turned to shove through the crowd, most of them stopping to try for his attention. He seldom looked up to stop, grumbling and shouting playfully at people to make room. “‘Scuse me! Move! I have to go do drugs now!” He called out to no one in particular. Usually plagued by insecurity, he moved with ease now, well aware that everyone had gathered to see him. Ruby shrunk away a bit behind him, happy to let him bask in it. “Nikki!” A deep voice bellowed behind them as the crowd thinned out by the staircase. It wasn’t the first time that night someone called his name, but it was the first time his mass of hair perked up to see who it was. An older man in a dark blue button down and slacks lumbered over to them, a wide smile on his round face. He clutched a small drink in one fat hand and clapped the other on Nikki’s shoulder. “Some party, huh? You having fun?” He boomed. “Oh shit! Doc! Hey!” He patted the man on the back. “Who’s this little piece you got, Sixx?” He motioned to Ruby, grinning at her. “The girl from the magazine!” “This is Ruby.” He said as she greeted Doc, shaking his hand. “She’s in a band too. She sings.” “Really?” Doc turned to her. “With a face and body like that, I don’t even need to hear it. You enjoying the party, little lady?” “Are you fucking kidding?” She exclaimed, ignoring the crass remarks in favor of the offer she heard within them. Working at the strip club kept her on her toes around men like him. She would work with what he gave her. “This is incredible. You put this on, right?” “Of course, I did! I made your boy here a lot of money too. You wanna do the same?” She stared at him wide eyed, unsure of his candor. “You’re joking.” Nikki and Doc shared a laugh. “Listen to me,” Doc began and came in closer. “I’m aware of every face that matters in Los Angeles. I saw yours at least fifteen times before I got back to this god forsaken city. Can you carry a tune? What do you play?” “Rock music. I sing, I can play guitar but I sing.” “A frontwoman! Even better. We’ll both make a boat load. Sixx, you’ll slide the tape across my desk, won’t you?” “Fuck yeah, Doc.” Nikki chugged the remainder of his whiskey in a giant gulp and forcefully smashed the bottle on the staircase railing behind them, party goers and glass scattering. “Oops!” He laughed. “For fuck’s sake! Like you’ll even remember this conversation!”  “Wait, you really mean it?” Ruby asked, grasping Doc’s hand before Nikki could distract him further. “I mean it! I’ve seen your face in two different countries now, I wanna hear your voice. Get me a tape and I'll get you a contract.” He gave her small hand a squeeze  before waving her off. “Now go! I didn't spend a paycheck on this party so pretty girls could stand around sober! Go have fun!”

She was drunk by the time Nikki had led her to his new room. Pressed against his red bedroom door, a couple sloppily locked lips, their hands slowly roaming the others body. “Ew.” Ruby muttered as they came upon the pair. “Aw c’mon man, this is my fucking room.” Nikki yelled, throwing his arms up. “Whoa! Nikki Sixx!” The man gasped, jumping away from the girl. He had big brown curly hair and wore a Kiss shirt and tight jeans. He stuck his hand out enthusiastically and began rambling despite Nikki ignoring his gesture. “Hey, I’m a huge fan, man! Too Fast For Love rips!” He threw up his devil horns before pointing at Ruby. “Oh shit! You’re the girl from the billboard! Oh, man! You score the hottest chicks!” “What are you doing here, dude?” Nikki asked flatly, ignoring his fawning. “Huh?” The man’s smile didn’t fall at all. “This is my house. How did you get in here?” “This is your house? No way! I knew Motley Crue was gonna be here, but I didn’t know this was your house!” The girl leaned up against the wall next to him, too drunk to hold herself up on stiletto heels. She fluffed her white blonde hair and straightened her tight dress under her denim jacket, batting big eyes at Nikki. “What the fuck are you doing?” “Well, honestly dude, I’m a huge fan and I knew you guys were gonna be here so I was actually wondering if you’d listen to my tape. I brought it along with me and I think you’d really-” “Oh fuck off, user.” Nikki pushed the man in the face and pulled his bedroom door open. “And get the fuck out.” “Dude, what the hell!” As Ruby followed him in, the blonde girl took a hesitant step behind her to follow before being met with a hand. “Oh, no! Nah,” Ruby laughed. “You can fuck off too.” She was giggling. She’d hardly been able to contain herself through the whole situation and given the chance to open her mouth, she couldn’t hold it in. The girl rolled her eyes and crossed her arms.  “God, whatever. Goodnight Nikki!’

Nikki stumbled around in the dark room, looking for a light before turning around and holding up his middle finger. He made a loud fart noise and Ruby pulled the door shut behind her. “Oh my god!” She cackled, sliding down the door into the plush black carpet. “What the fuck, dude?” Nikki tripped over a pile of clothes before flicking on a small lamp on his bedside table. “And somehow I’m insane, right?” “No way.” She waved her hands in front of her face. “No way, that was insane.” Nikki groaned. Candelabras began to illuminate the room as he clumsily lit tall candles with his zippo around an overstuffed leather couch. “Pick out a record.” He told her, pointing to a clean Audio Technica set. She stood up, stumbling a little and looked around. She wasn’t surprised to find nearly everything was black but the dark burgundy walls. A huge four poster bed done up in ornate tapestries took up nearly half the room. Long silk curtains covered tall windows and horror movie posters were stuck up with nails around a large television set in the corner next to a bust of Baphomet. “So is that Doc guy legitimate? Like will he actually listen to our tape?” She asked as she thumbed through his record selection on a shelf below the record table.

“For the millionth time, have you seen this house? Do you see how many people are here?” He stood up and rummaged through a backpack that he picked up off the floor. “Doc is the most legitimate. He hooked us the fuck up. Everyone here and everyone on tour….they’re here for us. Motley fucking Crue. They heard our album and they fucking wanted more. Can you believe that shit?” He pulled a small plastic baggy out of his backpack and keyed up a bump on his pocket knife. He took a hit before joining Ruby cross legged on the floor. “Yes.” She told him honestly, stopping to look at the back of an AC/DC record. “Don’t put that one on.” “You told me to pick!” “Fuck, oh my god, fine. Taste this, though.” He scooped up a bit of powder on his middle finger and held it up for her. She took a hard sniff and tilted her head back, feeling a tangy sour taste hit the back of her throat. A subtle vibration spread from between her eyes to her fingertips and suddenly, everything heightened. She felt her cheeks get warm and tension release behind her temples. The light around the candles burned pinker than they did before, dancing on the red walls. She cooed. “Oh that is so good.” “Right?” Nikki cackled, taking another dip for himself and licking his fingers. “That’s what I’m saying. Doc hooks us the fuck up.” “How is that old man getting drugs like this?” “Like he said. He knows everyone! Look, I’m telling you. He did it for us. He’ll do it for you too.” He set up another hit on his pocket knife and held it out towards her. “Come to the dark side, Ruby Moon.” “You better be fucking right about this.” She rolled her eyes at him before inhaling. “Fuck.” “What’s your damage?” He laughed. “What do you mean?” “Why are you so freaked out?” “I dunno. I just...I mean Doc didn’t do it, you did. You, Mick, Vince and Tommy. You guys have been working so hard and I just-” “Oh c’mon!” He cut her off. She shot a look at him. “Whatever you’re gonna say, I need you to fuck off right now. You have been working your ass off. Don’t start making excuses when you get handed a fuckin’ short cut.” He got a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and pulled one out with his teeth. “I’m just nervous.” “Good. That’s the first step. Look,” He exhaled and leaned back on his elbows. He rolled his head on his shoulder and looked up at her. “I don’t know shit about your new band, but I’ve heard you sing. I’ve seen you perform. You were made to do this. Don’t slow that down for anything.” She blushed, remembering all over again why they were friends. Nikki was wild and being close to him came with its own considerable amount of emotional baggage. It’s why he didn’t let many people in to begin with - he felt too affective. But he was honest. For that, Ruby never faulted him for him for being harsh, even when she didn’t let him go unchecked in his turmoil, even when it came down on her. She saw him with empathy when most would simply cut their losses. When given the chance, he was loyal and sweet and kind and in return, she was endlessly grateful. “Forget this.” She told him with a grin. “Tell me about tour.” Nikki and Ruby talked into the night, the party below them pounding bass lines into the floor. They hardly noticed, too drunk and high on cocaine and the others presence to be bothered with a world outside of their own conversations. Even when Vince banged on the door, insisting “Nikki get your ass out here, there’s a girl letting us take shots out her asshole,” he simply shouted back “I’m busy!” “All I wanna do is talk to you.” He told her but with the veracity at which he was funneling grams of coke, Ruby knew that his horde at least had something to do with that. She told him all about Billie and Alex and the songs they started writing. She told him she wanted to focus on storytelling in her songwriting, the way Lou Reed and David Bowie did. She wanted to bring New York to LA and punk ethos to the glam scene, fronting with aggressive feminine sexuality. She wanted to be a counter to what the boys were doing, not just Motley Crue, but all the boys on the scene. All in all, she admitted, she wanted them to feel threatened. She wanted to show teeth. “It’s fucking perfect.” Nikki said. They’d moved onto his bed, spread juxtaposed across the huge mattress. She wore his leather jacket while they smoked cigarettes and tried on big expensive pairs of sunglasses he bought while he was away. He wanted nothing more than to listen to her, to let her fill his head with all the ideas that she conceived while he was gone and all the things she did. Mostly, he wanted to hear her voice, feeling parched for it after being away for so long. But his own thoughts broke off into fractals, too big to stay in his head. He told her about tour, about all the places they’d gone and the things they’d seen. When he thought of leaving the country for the first time, he didn’t think it would be to Canada. But he loved the mountains, so unlike the Hollywood Hills his house was set in. “There was just something really dark and foreboding about them. Fog would rise up on the peaks at night. So fucking metal.” He recounted. He said they ate expensive food, did expensive drugs and slept with expensive looking women. Together, him and Tommy destroyed hotel rooms and Vince managed to get them in a fight with a bar full of bikers. Mick broke it up. They met new people, saw new things and played their songs in front of thousands. He told her how Tommy found her in a magazine in Calgary. “I really hate that it’s blown up so much. They even called me to do another one.” “It’s the fucking last place I thought I’d ever see you. I was like fuck, I can’t get away from this girl!” He groaned. She paused and watched him rub his eyes before speaking, her own words starting to come out too quick. “Is that why you didn’t wanna talk to me on the phone?” “I uh…” He bit his lip and looked away. “I figured while I was gone, I should just be...really gone.” And there it was; what they’d been avoiding all night. Reality. She paused before she spoke again. “You know, I really missed you.” “I missed you too. Thought about you a lot. Tried not to, but I did.” She smiled, feeling a void fill after talking to him all night. She grabbed onto one of his pillows and took in his familiar smell. There was whiskey, sweat, and cigarettes, unleaded gasoline, and for the first time, there was the faintest hint of a musky cologne. She was reminded again of all the laughs, all the highs and lows, and late nights they used to share together. Somehow, it already felt so long ago. She felt the mattress dip as Nikki sat up, holding his knees to his chest. The party was quiet now, the music no longer playing. There was a muffled chatter from downstairs, the last few guests just loud enough to be heard. The dim grey light of dawn streamed in through a slit in his black curtains, his tall candles burned down to stumps in the candelabra. “Hey Ruby.” “Yeah?” He paused. “I wanna try something.” Maybe it was the cocaine or maybe it was the sentimentality. Maybe it was instinct but she moved next to him. She mirrored his pose and rested her cheek against her knee. “Try it.” With a hesitant sweep of his hand to the back of her neck, she lifted her face to meet his. Foreheads touching, there was an unexpected shyness in the approach and he laid his finger tips against hers. She glanced down. An unintended move, their lips brushed and she let out a soft breath to intermingle with his and he sighed lightly on her cheek. A warm ache spread in her chest and her hand moved to his hair but he held back. Eyes closed, he moved against her again, a smile twitching in his cautiousness. Her knees swayed and she pushed her nose into his, trying to make up the space that he teased. She breathed a nervous laugh on his lips, his hair tickling her face. He closed his mouth on hers. Like a first breath drawn in years of anticipation between them, he inhaled sharply and she let out a deep moan, opening for his tongue to hungrily lap at hers. His grip tightened on her neck and he pressed against her hard, sucking her soft bottom lip between his teeth. Her hand slid down his thigh and she pulled into him, responding to the need for control in his bite. Her other hand moved to his chest and he let out a guttural noise. “Fuck.” “Fuck!” Ruby pulled away and nearly sprang to the other side of the bed, clapping a hand over her mouth. “Oh, fuck, fuck, fuck. Shit.” She whispered under her breath, her eyes closed shut. She couldn’t look at Nikki’s expression fall to concerned confusion. “What?” He asked, coming closer to her. He placed a gentle hand under her chin. “What is it?” Axl. “Nikki, I…” She began and looked up at him. She took in a deep sigh and moved his hand away. She had no choice but to tell him. “I, uh….I fucked up. Something happened and I didn’t tell you.” His expression fell from concern to disappointment. “What?” “Fuck, I don’t want you to be upset.” “What the fuck, Ruby?” “I um….I started seeing someone.”

Nikki tensed. Any softness he was expressing vanished and he looked away, feeling the silence of the moment build up in the back of his throat. He let out a disbelieving spiteful laugh. “What? Like you have a boyfriend?” “Well...kind of? Not really...I don’t know.” “So what?” He stood up and turned away from her, pulling his hand through his hair. “You’re just gonna be snuggled up in my bed all night telling me how much you miss me and meanwhile you got a fucking boyfriend?” “I do miss you! I didn’t come up here thinking you were gonna kiss me!” “I didn’t either but fuck, you can’t do that shit! Ruby, you know how I fucking feel about you.” He stopped pacing. “God, man. Fuck, you know what? Get the fuck out.” He stormed to his door and pulled it open. “What?” Her face fell and she swallowed an emotion. They had gotten in fights before, screamed at each other until they were both out of breath. They clashed heads often enough that people who didn’t know either of them wondered why they spent time together. But even in the worst of times, Nikki had never told her to leave. Hot tears rose in her eyes.

“Get the fuck out.” “Nikki, please, don’t do this. Lemme stay and explain.” “Explain what? That you don’t give a fuck about me?” “That’s not true! You know that’s not true!” “I don’t know that! Not right now!” “Nikki, I didn’t mean for it to happen! We just spend a lot of time together. We haven’t even really talked about if we’re dating or not. It’s not...like that.” “Yeah? It wasn’t like that with Vince either but you still fucked him for six months while telling me some ‘I’m just not ready for a boyfriend’ bullshit. So it doesn’t really matter does it? I still get fucked over and lied to. And I guess I’m just gonna keep getting fucked over and lied to. So get the fuck out.” “Nikki!” “Go!” Ruby stormed out. She was already halfway down the hall when she heard the door slam shut. She wiped tears from her eyes, sweat prickling up around her neck. She fixed her hair and quickly tugged Nikki’s leather jacket off and dropped it on the ground, suddenly feeling heavy and oppressive. She shook her head and looked down as she rushed towards the stairs, her head feeling airy and her eyes sunken after hours of cocaine use. Her mouth ached. She felt stupid. She felt small. So distracted by her own self flagellation, she didn’t even notice Tommy coming up the stairs before crashing into him. She let out gasp of surprise and wiped tears from her cheeks, knowing she was making a failed effort to hide her wet eyes. She looked down. “Sorry.” She muttered quickly and tried to walk around him but he stepped in front of her. “Are you guys seriously fucking fighting right now?” He pushed his brows together, sounding - surprisingly - pissed off. “Oh fuck, did you hear that?” “Heard you both fuckin’ screamin’ all the way downstairs. What the fuck is going on?” “We were hanging out and uh….” She trailed off and shook her head, deciding Nikki probably needed to vent to Tommy more than she did. “He’ll tell you. Just make sure he doesn’t lock himself in his room and go on a bender or some shit. Rich boy coke has him fucking geeked.” “The fuck? What happened?” “I’ll call you tomorrow when I get outta work.” She told him, already on her way down the stairs.

“You know this was supposed to be a celebration, right?” He called after her.

Ruby sped home as the sun rose over the valley. She meant to get a driver but by the time she remembered, she was already halfway home. She squinted down the road, her eyes bloodshot and tired. She turned over in her head what she planned on doing, as if there was much she could do at all. All that mattered for her now was time; how much time it would take for Nikki to talk to her again and how much time it would take for her to tell Axl what happened. In between then, she’d have to learn how to accept that Doc’s offer was most likely gone. She groaned. It was a minor annoyance compared to the idea that she might not be able to make up for hurting Nikki. She went to bed sobbing Meanwhile, across town, Tommy sat on Nikki’s couch and watched him pace. “Yo what is going on? I thought you guys were totally up here fuckin’ all night!” “Yeah fucking right dude.” Nikki muttered, stopping to cut up several fat lines on his coffee table with a bowie knife. He didn’t intend any of them for Tommy. “Should’ve stayed with you guys. She’s got a boyfriend now.” “Oh what? Fuck that.” Tommy told him. “I heard that shit tonight and I honestly didn’t believe it. I never heard of Ruby having a steady dude.” “The fuck do you mean you heard that tonight?” Nikki looked up, hunched over his drugs. “I dunno, someone was telling me they seen her hanging around with some skinny mother fucker named Axl. I guess he’s a singer for some local band but I can’t remember the fucking name.” “Oh, go fucking figure he’s a singer. Is that her thing or something?” “This is what you guys were fighting about?” Nikki sighed and ripped a fat line. He stabbed his knife into the coffee table and looked up at Tommy. “She fucking kissed me.” Tommy’s mouth dropped slightly, trying to hide his surprise. “Oh…” “She kissed me. And then she told me she’s seeing someone. So fuck it, man. I’m over it. Not doing this shit anymore.” “You’re not even gonna be friends?” “Not if she can’t make up her fucking mind. I don’t wanna talk about this anymore, let’s go fucking blind.” Nikki and Tommy snorted drugs into the afternoon. When they ran out of coke, they moved onto a bag of painkillers Tommy was holding for someone else. They went numb through the night, listening to the heaviest records Nikki could find, barely noticing they hadn’t slept. Mick arrived later on to fill them with litres of vodka, knowing well in his experienced age what an ailing heart needed. “She fucked him up bad, huh?” Mick asked Tommy as they continued shot for shot after Nikki had passed out on the kitchen floor. Tommy looked at his best friend, eyes closed and sweaty cheek pressed against the tile floor. Tommy didn’t understand pain the same way Nikki did and after watching him blow thousands of dollars in drugs in one night, he was thankful for that. Still, he’d known Nikki to have gone through plenty worse and manage to come out on top. Maybe he overdid it, Tommy thought, but he couldn’t blame him. He was just having a bad night. He walked over to Nikki and pulled a lipstick tube out of his pocket, scribbling a crude, red heart on his forehead. He crossed it out. “He’ll be fine.” Taglist: @triplehaitches @itsclaranotcarla @vamprlestat @riders-of-rohann

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Yesterday we told you about Devel and its ambitions to build the world's fastest supercar with the 310-mph Sixteen, which it brought to the Dubai Motor Show as the final concept version. And it's perfectly understandable that a car equipped with a quad-turbo V16 engine that supposedly makes 5,000 horsepower might overshadow some of its new prototype siblings.

Only this is no ordinary new prototype: The Sixty is a tank that looks ripped straight from "Mad Max: Fury Road," an imposing black "Military Combat 6x6 for the public" with huge, man-eating tires, a grille that looks like saber teeth, independent suspension, portal axles and six seats. Perfect for a leisurely assault on the Sahara dunes with your entourage.

Information on the Sixty is scarce, with the Devel website saying only "Coming Soon" and the company's Instagram feed offering a few morsels. Vlogger Shmee150 was at the show and devotes part of his video below to the beast (skip ahead to 5:56). He informs us that the Sixty's passenger door is on the driver's side, opening up like a private jet with a retractable set of steps. Under the hood, there's a 6.7-liter turbocharged diesel V8 making 720 hp and 737 lb-ft of torque.

Will we ever see this monster go into production? Well for what it's worth, Devel says you can order it today, with one year to delivery, for $450,000. So it'll join the expanding ranks of the 6x6 segment alongside muscular oddities like the Hennessey VelociRaptor and the Mercedes G63 AMG.

When you think of a tank, normally camouflage is the first thing you take care of because the first rule in a battle or apocalypse (why else would you buy a tank?) is survival and there is no survival without proper camouflage. The Sixty doesn't pay heed to camouflage. If you want a custom matt black, grey or camo wrap, you can get one for yourself. The Sixty is so shiny black it'll reflect even the dimmest ray of moonlight.

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- THEY DIDNT GET IT PHONETIC LETTER WARTERKEY SIX ( ROMAN 9)PASCALBLAZE3@GMAIL.COMTWITTER TJ - TERRY JUNIOR BIRTHDAY MARCH 11 USS OR USA ?CORRECT SELECTION THE GOD DELUSION - CHAPTER 7 - 3 MORE—XERXES ( SEX=GENDER ) XIEXIE ( I AND E VOWELS LETTER 9 & 5)OOP = 16= 7 OO7 / 2600 OR 1600 - 0016 (ACTIVE) JANIST OR JANISM ?Terry Lee Kauffman Hawkins is feeling professional with professor Doctor Dai Gensuier Terry Lee Kauffman Hawkins Terry Lee Hawkins Jr. · ALL PRO RAVENDOVE Terry Lee Kauffman Hawkins was RavenDove - yin yin / yang RavenDove - yin yin / yang - COLD NUMB AND (LOVIEY DOVIEY) CALCULATED SPELL IT D or L Dove or Love maybe L or D Lover or Dover pythagorean numerology ABC123 Kauffman-Hawkins-Hawk or Hopk -H__kins aw or op and Hopkins signed Booper or just Boop not Book BUT LOKI OR BOOPER SAN with Blaze Pascal. with Terry Lee Hawkins ( male ) Peros Dragonus Kami Aisuru ikigami shinigami HAWKINS HOKINSU/HOKINZU — feeling professional with Terry Lee Hawkins Jr.Terry Lee Kauffman Hawkins Terry Lee Hawkins JR ( male ) Peros Dragonus Kami Aisuru ikigami shinigamI TER OR TERRY / - HAWKINS - LETTERS IN SPELLINGDAI GENSUMMASIERRANK NATO 50 STARS -DAI-GENSUIERProfessor Doctor Dai Gensuier Terry Lee Kauffman Hawkins Terry Lee Hawkins Jr. - Signed Boop not BookRank‎: ‎TEN ( CODELOVE-AI)-star Non-NATO rank‎: ‎O-16 NATO rank‎: ‎OF-15 Next lower rank‎: GENSUIERGENSUIER - AMONG R&R AND SECURITY DETAILRank‎: ‎NINE ( CODELOVE-AI)-star Non-NATO rank‎: ‎O-15 NATO rank‎: ‎OF-14 Next lower rank‎: DAI GENSUIADAI GENSUIARank‎: ‎Eight -star Non-NATO rank‎: ‎O-14 NATO rank‎: ‎OF-13 Next lower rank‎: GENSUIAGENSUIARank‎: ‎Seven -star Non-NATO rank‎: ‎O-13 NATO rank‎: ‎OF-12 Next lower rank‎: ‎ DAI GENSUiDAI GENSUIRank‎: ‎SIX -star Non-NATO rank‎: ‎O-12 NATO rank‎: ‎OF-11 Next lower rank‎: ‎GensuiTerry Lee Hawkins Jr.— - THREE ELEVEN PISCES- OP IN OPERATIONS AND HOPKINS - ( OPP OR OSS - NO HOP OR POP - NOT SPOT STOP POST POTS - TOPS ?)—TERRY LEE HAWKINS - HOPKINS - AND JAPANESE HOKINSU -ME SIR NAMED A CHILD - DATE 10/29/30/2019 T=20=2 E=5 R=18=9 R=18=9 Y=25=7 NOT G OR P—T=20=2 E=5 R=18=9 R=18=9 Y=25=7 NOT G OR P—LI LEE LEI OR RHEE - NAME LEE AMEN OR AMAN ? - THEY DIDNT GET IT PHONETIC LETTER WARTERKEY SIX ( ROMAN 9)PASCALBLAZE3@GMAIL.COMTWITTER TJ - TERRY JUNIOR BIRTHDAY MARCH 11 USS OR USA ?CORRECT SELECTION THE GOD DELUSION - CHAPTER 7 - 3 MORE—XERXES ( SEX=GENDER ) XIEXIE ( I AND E VOWELS LETTER 9 & 5)OOP = 16= 7 OO7 / 2600 OR 1600 - 0016 (ACTIVE) JANIST OR JANISM ?Terry Lee Kauffman Hawkins is feeling professional with professor Doctor Dai Gensuier Terry Lee Kauffman Hawkins Terry Lee Hawkins Jr. · ALL PRO RAVENDOVE Terry Lee Kauffman Hawkins was RavenDove - yin yin / yang RavenDove - yin yin / yang - COLD NUMB AND (LOVIEY DOVIEY) CALCULATED SPELL IT D or L Dove or Love maybe L or D Lover or Dover pythagorean numerology ABC123 Kauffman-Hawkins-Hawk or Hopk -H__kins aw or op and Hopkins signed Booper or just Boop not Book BUT LOKI OR BOOPER SAN with Blaze Pascal. with Terry Lee Hawkins ( male ) Peros Dragonus Kami Aisuru ikigami shinigami HAWKINS HOKINSU/HOKINZU — feeling professional with Terry Lee Hawkins Jr.Terry Lee Kauffman Hawkins Terry Lee Hawkins JR ( male ) Peros Dragonus Kami Aisuru ikigami shinigamIGOD NAME LOKIPROFESSIONAL HAWKINS ( KAUFFMAN) TERRY L(via blaze8403)Modus Operandi - GOD OVER MONEY THE LIVES OF MEN AND WOMEN ABOVE MONEY - IN GOD WE TO TRUST - USDA * (MURDA)HONESTY / DISHONESTY - SIDNEY / DISNEY(MONEY-YENOM)(BECK OR BECH ?)—TERRY CHRISTIAN CHRISTEN ANGELOUS LEE KAUFFMAN HAWKINSWORD WORDS poemswords reblogged poemswords YES=Y LIKE Y=YES ( N=NO OR NODACHI) (via blaze8403)YIN & YANG ?DAI GENSUI TSU TERI MADOSIERGRAND MASTER GRAND MARTIAL MARSHAL FIELD DOCTOR GENERALWAR OR WOR - RIGHT AND WRONGC=3 LIKE K=11=2YAKAZA SOFT SEAT WAY WAR AND T IN TERRY AND H IN HAWKINS Terry Lee Hawkins Jr. · TAO OF TRUE RELIGION CIRCLE — RavenDove - yin yin / yang - D or L Dove or Love maybe L or D Lover or Dover pythagorean numerology ABC123 Kauffman-Hawkins-Hawk or Hopk -H__kins aw or op and Hopkins signed Booper or just Boop not Book.YORK PA - RESPONSIBLERESPECTING EVERY SERIOUS PERSON ON NOW SERIOUS ISSUE BUT LISTEN ENTIRELY—OPERATIONS(TH OR AH)BOOP ( OOP=OO16=007 )—ENOCH PFL- COM04 TERRY HAWKINS - LEE ( RHEE )HIROHITO COULD SPELL BOOK AND BOOP - ER OR RE -KINGMAGIC YEA A GOD KNOW MAGICK - MAGI ?—PKA-TERRY THE TERROR MO IN HOME LIKE HOME PLATE ATE MODUS OPERANDI Terry Lee Hawkins Jr.— - THREE ELEVEN PISCES- OP IN OPERATIONS AND HOPKINS - ( OPP OR OSS - NO HOP OR POP - NOT SPOT STOP POST POTS - TOPS ?)—TERRY LEE HAWKINS - HOPKINS - AND JAPANESE HOKINSU -ME SIR NAMED A CHILD - DATE 10/29/30/2019 T=20=2 E=5 R=18=9 R=18=9 Y=25=7 NOT G OR P—T=20=2 E=5 R=18=9 R=18=9 Y=25=7 NOT G OR P—LI LEE LEI OR RHEE - NAME LEE AMEN OR AMAN ? - THEY DIDNT GET IT PHONETIC LETTER WARTERKEY SIX ( ROMAN 9)PASCALBLAZE3@GMAIL.COMTWITTER TJ - TERRY JUNIOR BIRTHDAY MARCH 11 USS OR USA ?CORRECT SELECTION THE GOD DELUSION - CHAPTER 7 - 3 MORE—XERXES ( SEX=GENDER ) XIEXIE ( I AND E VOWELS LETTER 9 & 5)OOP = 16= 7 OO7 / 2600 OR 1600 - 0016 (ACTIVE) JANIST OR JANISM ?Terry Lee Kauffman Hawkins is feeling professional with Philosopher Professor Doctor Dai Gensuier Terry Lee Kauffman Hawkins Terry Lee Hawkins Jr. · ALL PRO RAVENDOVE Terry Lee Kauffman Hawkins was RavenDove - yin yin / yang RavenDove - yin yin / yang - COLD NUMB AND (LOVIEY DOVIEY) CALCULATED SPELL IT D or L Dove or Love maybe L or D Lover or Dover pythagorean numerology ABC123 Kauffman-Hawkins-Hawk or Hopk -H__kins aw or op and Hopkins signed Booper or just Boop not Book BUT LOKI OR BOOPER SAN with Blaze Pascal. with Terry Lee Hawkins ( male ) Peros Dragonus Kami Aisuru ikigami shinigami HAWKINS HOKINSU/HOKINZU — feeling professional with Terry Lee Hawkins Jr.Terry Lee Kauffman Hawkins Terry Lee Hawkins JR ( male ) Peros Dragonus Kami Aisuru ikigami shinigamI TER OR TERRY / - HAWKINS - LETTERS IN SPELLING DAI GENSUI TSU TERI MADOSIER -DAI GENSUMMASIER RANK NATO 50 STARS -DAI-GENSUIER Professor Doctor Dai Gensuier Terry Lee Kauffman Hawkins Terry Lee Hawkins Jr. - Signed Boop not BookRank‎: ‎TEN ( CODELOVE-AI)-star Non-NATO rank‎: ‎O-16 NATO rank‎: ‎OF-15 Next lower rank‎: GENSUIER GENSUIER - AMONG R&R AND SECURITY DETAIL Rank‎: ‎NINE ( CODELOVE-AI)-star Non-NATO rank‎: ‎O-15 NATO rank‎: ‎OF-14 Next lower rank‎: DAI GENSUIA DAI GENSUIA Rank‎: ‎Eight -star Non-NATO rank‎: ‎O-14 NATO rank‎: ‎OF-13 Next lower rank‎: GENSUIA GENSUIA Rank‎: ‎Seven -star Non-NATO rank‎: ‎O-13 NATO rank‎: ‎OF-12 Next lower rank‎: ‎ DAI GENSUi DAI GENSUI Rank‎: ‎SIX -star Non-NATO rank‎: ‎O-12 NATO rank‎: ‎OF-11 Next lower rank‎: ‎Gensui Terry Lee Hawkins Jr.— - THREE ELEVEN PISCES- OP IN OPERATIONS AND HOPKINS - ( OPP OR OSS - NO HOP OR POP - NOT SPOT STOP POST POTS - TOPS ?)—TERRY LEE HAWKINS - HOPKINS - AND JAPANESE HOKINSU -ME SIR NAMED A CHILD - DATE 10/29/30/2019 T=20=2 E=5 R=18=9 R=18=9 Y=25=7 NOT G OR P—T=20=2 E=5 R=18=9 R=18=9 Y=25=7 NOT G OR P—LI LEE LEI OR RHEE - NAME LEE AMEN OR AMAN ? - THEY DIDNT GET IT PHONETIC LETTER WARTERKEY SIX ( ROMAN 9)PASCALBLAZE3@GMAIL.COMTWITTER TJ - TERRY JUNIOR BIRTHDAY MARCH 11 USS OR USA ?CORRECT SELECTION THE GOD DELUSION - CHAPTER 7 - 3 MORE—XERXES ( SEX=GENDER ) XIEXIE ( I AND E VOWELS LETTER 9 & 5)OOP = 16= 7 OO7 / 2600 OR 1600 - 0016 (ACTIVE) JANIST OR JANISM ?Terry Lee Kauffman Hawkins is feeling professional with professor Doctor Dai Gensuier Terry Lee Kauffman Hawkins Terry Lee Hawkins Jr. · ALL PRO RAVENDOVE Terry Lee Kauffman Hawkins was RavenDove - yin yin / yang RavenDove - yin yin / yang - COLD NUMB AND (LOVIEY DOVIEY) CALCULATED SPELL IT D or L Dove or Love maybe L or D Lover or Dover Pythagorean numerology ABC123 Kauffman-Hawkins-Hawk or Hopk -H__kins aw or op and Hopkins signed Booper or just Boop not Book BUT LOKI OR BOOPER SAN with Blaze Pascal. with Terry Lee Hawkins ( male ) Peros Dragonus Kami Aisuru ikigami shinigami HAWKINS HOKINSU/HOKINZU — feeling professional with Terry Lee Hawkins Jr.Terry Lee Kauffman Hawkins Terry Lee Hawkins JR ( male ) Peros Dragonus Kami Aisuru ikigami shinigamI

GOD NAME LOKI -PROFESSIONAL-  HAWKINS ( KAUFFMAN) TERRY L (via teremiah8403)Source:teremiah8403

[almaasi]

well my dcbb is still not done

but i made an EXTREMELY LAVISH promo graphic for the team promotion things the mods are doing, only for it to be rejected for ~photomanipulation~, except then i was like NOPE AND I CAN PROVE IT and i did (in a long email describing everything i did, with EVIDENCE and images at various stages with layers and filters removed)

except then i saw what other people made and i’m like............oh heck i went like 4000% overboard here. everyone else made simple image+text things and mine was a professional-grade movie poster???

so even though there was nothing actually wrong with my promo, i remade a simpler version, and then the mods finally got back to me today - only to say the first one was actually fine (at least i think that’s what they meant. i saw the word “gorgeous” in there, thaaank u mods)

but then the promo was posted on the dcbb tumblr and the image ain’t even showing up

sooooo... i’mma wait for them to fix it, then i’ll reblog it

but in the meantime, hi, i’m still struggling to edit even a single sentence of my dcbb, and it’s still missing an end scene

also, unrelated - or maybe completely related, who knows - my very old and very good dog had to be put down last week and i hadn’t mentioned it here yet, rip Neola ;~; (there’s a story and some photos in my drafts but i didn’t post them yet because i was Sad and Tired)

and i had a filling in my tooth because my last dentist sealed in some decay, so that tooth has been paid for twice now gdi

my queue’s about to run out but i’mma leave it empty tonight ‘cause it’s past 2am and i gotta get to bed, i keep wanting to be in bed by 1am and failing

HOPE YOU’RE ALL GOOD (I’M SENDING MY LOVE TO EVERY CORNER OF THIS PLANET, ESPECIALLY IN THE UNFORTUNATE CASE THAT YOU’RE NOT GOOD) <3 <3 <3

+ link to my latest 2.6k Destiel fic Unconditional because why not!!! i got a very special “this maybe changed my life”-type comment from someone on there today and that made me feel all the feels D: haven’t replied yet oops. sad and tired tired tired

[cybercnu]

b1a4 for the thing you reblogged 10 min ago please

thank u anon

my time period as a fan / since solo day!!! right when i got into kpopmy bias among the members & why / idk if anyone knew this… but my bias is cnu bc hes so warm and friendly ? and funny and also kinda weird but he acts as if we’re all best friends and tells us when hes upset and tries to help us all out….. also hes sensitive too which is one of those things that makes me go into that ‘must protect’ mode and he loves his friendsss so muchhhhhh and like theres a lot but i cant think of it all rn oopsfavorite song / ive been really feeling this time is over but the live version from listen to the b1a4 favourite mv / probably solo day bc its just fun and the aesthetic is warm and chilled out plus aliens??? good stuff.favorite choreo / i was gonna lie but honestly its beautiful target im attachedfavorite era / u know ive never really thought of this beforebut maybe... solo day era?cutest member / SANDEUL IS THE CUTEST PATOOT TO EVER CUTE !!!!sexiest member / i havent rly thought of this but i guess cnu?? bc shoulders u knobest friend member / i wanna be best friends w baro tbh that would be so fun n also maybe then i could be friends w yoonji and yes. please.best smile / oooooo this is a hard one..... idk idk all of them?favorite rapper / sandeul and gongchan rip barofavorite vocalist / sandeul listening to him sing is easy bc u dont have to stress that he’ll fuck up and its just so clear and lovelyfavorite dancer / WHEN WILL EVERYONE RECOGNISE CNU AS THE MAIN DANCER HE ISwhat i see for them in the future / i really want them to get another big hit and go to music award shows and stuff and for them to be successful in their individual schedules

send me a kpop group!