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dolphins (and quokkas, down under)
Based on this thread of mr. kneel gay-man 's :)
Spoopy
#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable husbands#good omens fanart#aziracrow#aziraphale good omens#crowley good omens#aneh draws#good omens comic#there is no joke#only depression
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DAY 15. - ALLIANCE
This is my Reich single-father AU 🥺🥺🥺
Maybe not that single no more 👉👈
But yeah, this is the sweeter, softer, less aggressive version of their relationship 😔
#I want what they have😭😭😭#But nooo#Ikarus has to study for his drivers license#with no love#and no passion#only depression#and slight yaoi#😭😭😭#art#countryhuman#countryhumans#countryhumans art#countryhumans reich#digital art#inktober#illustration#shiptober#digital illustration#countryhumans ussr#thirdunion#reich x ussr#Sovietreich#inktober2024#Reichtober#because I've drawn him everyday#rip#SitS
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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)
if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.
#cw: suicidal ideation#cw: suicide#cw: self harm#cw: mental health#cw: depression#i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it#i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague#it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves#so. please dont#for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic#with the state of the world as it is#having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful#but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full#and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead#i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us#there is no fix-all#and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile#i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it#thank you for reading#and please stay alive#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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I hate being both a busy body and anxious af… like I need to relax but I also can’t stand still without feeling like I’m committing the worst crime on earth…
#the whole point of taking a semester off was to relax and find new meaning to my studies but I just feel lame now#I have no plans no future#only depression
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Just like me fr
#arcane fandom#powder arcane#jinx arcane#arcane#arcane fanart#jinx#jinx fanart#arcane milo#arcane claggor#im sorry for giving you depression#ill be better and make only happy art from now on#(no i wont)#lol jinx#lol arcane#league of legends#artists on tumblr
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incredibly love the song, but hate how relatable it became fuck i hope that it'll end someday bc each day i'm getting closer to going to work at the mall or smth like that
"Average" by Sushi Soucy
#hangover is declined no bars for tonight#only depression#it's not even about criticism from other people#it's more about self-criticism and money problems#💀💀💀#mostly the last one#idk idk idk i hate this depressive thoughts and feelings#ew and it's so painful when you think haha it was my dream job#👍#personal things
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thank u canon plant nerd megumi for my life
bonus:
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiguro megumi#yuji itadori#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#itadori yuuji#megumi#yuuji#middle one FOUGHT oh my god#angle/arm position/watering can/expression NONE of it wld go right#took 2 hours to get the lines only to realize upon laying down flats that it was still Completely off#so i took a break to bake an entire cake came back n finally it started cooperating#tbh idk if im still shaking off ytd's weird funk or what but this took ages longer than it should have#but its ok bc florist/botanist/general plant nerd megu is free serotonin 2 me#i could not decide on one apron 2 give him#but then i remembered he is th type 2 take his hobby Very seriously of course he would own multiple#looks at the hydrangeas listen . listen I Know i ws bemoaning having 2 draw so many cursing their name etc etc#but u dont understand he had to be holding one he just had to. he told me so. he held a gun 2 my head and said U Know What To Do#and i said ok ok ok ok#there r only 2 i survived#and i wld do anything fr him as we well know . cuffs his jeans puts leaves in his hair <3#jjk may have given me trust issues depression anxiety etc but it Also gave me flowerboy megu and i think that balances it out :)#edit added the bonus here bc reblogs dont show up in the main tags enjoy itfs gross flirting mwah <3
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what do you think the coolest thing you got to work on in the new spiderverse was? or was there anything you were completely geeked to work on/with?
definitely the coolest thing shot-wise that i got to work on was pavitr's entrance, i animated everything from when we first see him to when the camera zooms in on his face going into his comicbook backstory (this one!)
i helped with a couple aspects of pav's overall animation: his hair, his eye shapes, and playing with how he uses his bracelets in combination with his webs!
his hair is geo, meaning it doesn't get simmed by cfx because the directors wanted it to keep its graphic shape. so i designed some different hair blendshapes for modelling to create for us and worked with rigging on how to best incorporate the different shapes into the rig, then animated wind cycles for other animators to drop into their scenes. animating hair is not normally something that animators are expected to do in feature animation
his mask eyes, by default, came into shots looking very smooth and rounded. i referenced art done by one of the concept artists to give him "diamond shaped" eyes with more nicely weighted lines, along with several other library poses for animators to use so that they don't have to do all the shaping themselves (it took a long time because it required moving literally almost a hundred controls on each eye haha)
and finally, pavitr uses his webs with his bracelets to fight and get around! he uses his bracelet sort of like a spin top, keeping it spinning on his webs while standing still. i animated this first shot of him flicking it off his wrist:
my first pass on this didn't have that close up of the bracelet at first and our anim director, bob persichetti felt like we couldn't read it well enough and mentioned trying some crazier slow motion stuff like in RRR. so i went and watched RRR and immediately understood what i needed to do lol. i asked rohini kumar, another supervising animator on the movie, for some hindi onomatopoeia and she gave me this one, 'tadaak' which i'm told is sort of like a whack or pop!
#asks#anonymous#across the spiderverse#spiderverse#pavitr prabhakar#the only spiderman without depression
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forever partner friday but it's on a saturday and i gave up halfway through so its messy as hell
anways... what's spookier than the nest am i right
#aftg#art#fanart#artists on tumblr#my art#all for the game#aftg fanart#jean moreau#neil josten#the sunshine court#it was only a matter of time before i made it depressing#this is the closest to drawing riko ill ever get mind you#raven!au#raven!neil#aftg triology#forever partner friday#forever partners#jeaneil#nathaniel wesninski#jean yves moreau#digital artist#all for the game fanart#the nest
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the “pressure is kind of my thing” quote from riz being a reply to his mother as he tries to keep a smile on his face as his mom explains their bleak financial situation and how a perfect gpa still probably won’t be enough to get into higher education in the face of a world in which knowledge is paywalled is another type of heartbreaking
#this season is making me so fucking sad and it’s only the second episode#i’m getting episode 2ed but in the most depressing way possible#fantasy high#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fh#fhjy#d20#riz gukgak
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Just Lestappen in Austria 2019
#charles leclerc#max verstappen#lestappen#cl16#mv33#mv1#f1 fanart#f1 art#3316#digital drawing#rawrlins' arts#this is the only way i can cure my depression from work#love u guys still xo
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average jean vic enjoyer
#the only man who can match my freak (poorly managed depression)#my art#disco elysium#jean vicquemare#disco elysium skills
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The funny thing about the PJO cabin system is that everyone's always all 'oh the twelve' this and 'the twelve' that but that's absolutely not even remotely accurate. To start, right off the bat it's thirteen, not twelve, because they don't count Hades. But not really because before Percy, there were no big three kids, so we're down to ten active cabins already but it's actually eight because Artemis and Hera don't make demigods.
And of those eight, Mr. D is stuck at camp (thus not really making new demigods all that often) and his only two kids don't even sleep in a cabin, they sleep in the Big House with him.
So, pre-Percy, there are seven active cabins at Camp Half-Blood:
Glee club, the Jocks, the Nerds, the Geeks, the Farmers, the 'Sketchy Kids' and the Popular Kids.
Or, in other words, the Apollo, Ares, Athena, Hephaestus, Demeter, Hermes (and the unclaimed kids) and Aphrodite cabins.
What's cool is that you can already see the cabin dynamics in the show. For example, the Athena cabin allies with the Hermes cabin for the numbers. The Hermes kids plus all the unclaimed kids? It's the biggest cabin in the camp by far. It's a battle strategy. Luke and Annabeth's close relationship is just the cherry on top for Annabeth. It'll be really cool to see how the show develops the differences in the cabins during the series.
#pjo tv show#pjo series#if i remember correctly it's the Hermes cabin then Ares and Apollo in terms of numbers. Aphrodite would probably be next.#but the Athena Hephaestus and Demeter cabins were always under twelve kids.#they state exact numbers in one book... and if you don't want spoilers turn back now#but after the war theres only three Hephaestus kids left so like.... the numbers go real fucking low#the entire camp population plummeta#iactually really fucking depressing watching this camp filled with small tiny children knowing that only a very small fraction of themlive
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Kiss Kiss Fallen Tree!
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Sorry to everyone who was looking forwards to this comic only to find out I put WWX in the ugliest outfit.#Continuity came first. Plus let's be honest; he did *not* show up in anything fancy. Or in all black as seen in most fanart.#We are at the middle of WWX depression arc. His self-care was 100% because Jin Yanli would be sad if he didn't try to look nice.#Okay okay. Fine I've delayed talking about the kiss long enough.#It is absolutely a core LWJ scene over a WWX scene. Which is made even more fascinating because we don't get his POV.#But we get so many insights! His loss of control and his firmness all contrasted against how he trembles.#And all of that wrapped up in a wonderful self-loathing bow! You go Lan Zhan! You hated yourself so much for this!#WWX is a hilarious narrator for this because he is truly just...baffled by what's going on.#He would push the person away but he doesn't want to hurt their feelings or pride (putting other people first again are we?)#I do understand why this one is divisive for people though. I choose to look at it through a character/humourous lens.#I've seen people defend and admonish this scene as a particularly shitty thing LWJ did and let's be very clear here: It was.#That's why I like it. LWJ did a shitty thing and struggles with it. It's part of what makes him so robust as a character.#It's also fine if you enjoy this scene for it's eroticism. You're not a bad person for that. You are just A Person.#People will have their own experiences with this topic. Be kind to each other alright?
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Someone's antlers fell off for winter
#geminitay#shiny duo#why is she so distraught as if this has never happened before? Idk I'd like to think she is just this distraught each time#just in time for christmas antler headbands though <3#tubby art#she probably gets like mild seasonal depression but only because of the antlers
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Star Wars: Episode III – Revenge of the Sith (2005)
Dir. George Lucas
#anakin skywalker#hayden christensen#revenge of the sith#anakinskywalkeredit#hchristensenedit#haydenchristensenedit#star wars#swedit#swsource#starwarsblr#gif#filmedit#filmgifs#fyeahmovies#dilfgifs#dailyflicks#chewieblog#userlace#usersavana#tusermelissa#userjasmine#usershale#tusererika#usernik#usersansa#clonecaptains#usertyger#dailyanakin#my depression has been kicking in lately and my only source of dopamine is this
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