#now there should be a ship called forest fire so i can say “i love forest fires”
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thepartysdone · 5 months ago
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saw smn refer to richjake as housefire and that's honestly crazy like. what are we doing here guys. fucking HOUSEFIRE?
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kianaflame23 · 2 years ago
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Hidden Feelings ☆ FFXVI Clive Rosfield x f!reader ANGST
Summary: You are crying to yourself. You want Clive to be your only lover. Maybe you can be his wife. No.....he didn't say a word to your love confession. His silence kills you and you can't handle it anymore.... You just want to be happy with Clive....
Hi, my friends and mutuals! Decided to write a sad angst fanfic and hope everyone like this! I don't ship Clive and Jill. I see them as just friends or a siblings figure. I'm sorry! Have a nice morning/day/night! ✨️
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You feel numb, not wanting to see Clive nor the group anymore. You made a HUGE mistake on telling your romantic feelings to Clive.... You should've known that he wouldn't feel the same....
'I thought....I could tell him.......'
'........'
'He looked surprised....did I made him uncomfortable....?'
'He didn't say anything to me and just walked away......'
'He hates me now.....no......'
You sighs to yourself, tears were forming in your eyes. You wiped your tears with your delicate finger, not letting your friends know that you are being emotional right now. You are with your friends, sitting down from the ground. Waiting for Clive and Cidolfus to start with the fire as it was getting very dark and late. A campfire sound wonderful to you and everyone, however, you don't want to see Clive. You whispered to Jill that you'll be back and just need some alone time. There was a worried frown on her face, asking you if you are alright.
You smiled weakly and nodded at Jill, got up from the ground and started walking away. Ignoring Clive's voice as he calls for your name. The group can't see you with the huge trees getting in the way. Clive didn’t know what to do and looked confused until Cidolfus sighs angrily and starts talking to him.
"Clive! When are you going to stop being a coward and tell her that you love her?!", Cid spoked in annoyance as he shaked his head in disapproval. Jill nodded as she places her hands on her hips, disappointrd at Clive.
"WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR, CLIVE?! GO AFTER HER AND SAY SORRY OR DO SOMETHING TO CHEER HER UP!", Jill screamed at him, surprising Clive with her loud voice and immediately called Torgal to join him. Running towards the forest as Torgal signaling Clive on where you are. Making sure that he doesn't get injured or anything.
"(Y/N)! Please be safe! I'm going to protect you! Forgive me..."
*Back to you*
'......he hasn't look at me for days.... or even talk to me....'
'I should stop loving him.....'
'......maybe he thinks of me....as a sister....or a friend.....'
You roamed through the forest, not realizing that you could get killed as you continued walking until you see a beautiful river.
"Ah... this is a perfect place to cry....haha...."
You dropped your knees to the ground, your hands on the dirt and tears falling down from your face as you screamed. Hating yourself for being so nice and forgiving Clive. You questioning yourself if you should stay with him and the group or not....
"....I just want him to love me...."
"I don't want to be alone...."
"What should I do?"
"Come with me and you wouldn't suffer again, (Y/N)", a voice that made your whole body shiver in fear as a dark blue armor hand appears in front of your face. Looking up as you gasped, you moved away from that mysterious person and called their name.
"King Barnabas?! What are you doing here?!"
"He's here because we want you to join us, sweetheart~", you recognized that voice..... you glared at Benedikta, using your magic to summon your weapon. Your body is no longer in the ground, ready to attack Barnabas and Benedikta. She sighed as she tries to explain on why they want you. Of course, you are stubborn to listen and clashed your weapon to Beneditka. Not giving a shit on what she is saying to you, even if she has good intentions. Praying to Eikons for Clive and the group to save you.....
'I need to SURVIVE! I AM NOT DYING TONIGHT!', you thought to yourself, still fighting with Benedikta. She is getting annoyed as she was about to use her Garuda abilities until your weapon is clashing with Barnabas' sword. However, he is much stronger than you, sending you to the ground. He looked at Benedikta and ordering her to use Garuda's claws to trap you. You screamed in agony as you felt one of the claws squeezing your body tightly, trying to escape as you looked up in the sky.
"LET ME GO!"
"I'M GOING TO KI-", you didn't finished your sentence as Barnabas grabbed your face, forcing you to look at him. Both you and Barnabas glared at each other, then he chuckled as he starts talking to you.
"I want you to be my wife, (Y/N)."
"NO! I WIIL NOT BE YOUR WIFE, BARNABAS!"
"If you don't, then your friends will die. You won't forgive yourself, seeing your dead friend dying in front of you. Am I wrong, (Y/N)?"
"..........", Your eyes widened in despair, imagining Barnabas slashing Clive and the group because of you....
"Marrying me...why....?"
"You're the most beautiful maiden and I have never seen any women like you. Yes, I know you don't believe me and I'll make you fall in love with me."
"I don't care if it will takes years for you to love me. You will be MINE!", Barnabas' voice was too much for you, wanting to puke and be gone.... You didn't say a word to Barnabas, annoyed at his flirting as you wait for Clive and the group to stop them. If it is only Clive, then you have no choice to marry King Barnabas.....
"Your love confession to Clive was so sweet. It is a shame that he doesn't feel the same."
"....how....? Were you there?!"
"Yes. How could he just walked away and didn't say anything to you? Do you honestly think that he will see you a friend after your sweet confession?"
".....I....."
"LET ME TELL YOU WHY? IT'S BECAUSE HE WANTS TO FIND 'THE DOMINANT' THAT HE IS SO OBSESSED TO KILL AND ONLY CARES ABOUT HIS DEAD LITTLE BROTHER!", you closed your eyes as you felt your heart drop, shaking your head rapidly and telling yourself that it is not true.
"Is it hilarious that he feels more comfortable with Jill Warrick? Clive Rosfield, able to use the Eikon Ifrit and Jill Warrick, Dominant of the Eikon Shiva? Fire and Ice? A perfect match. Who knows? They could be kissing at this moment. Perhaps, Clive doesn't want to tell you that he is in love with Jill and is relief that you're not with them.", Barnabas looked back towards Benedikta, signaling her to remove her Garuda's claws from you. You slowly dropped down to the ground, feeling yourself numb again....
"STOP! LIES! Jill.....will never...."
"Oh! You told Jill your feelings for Clive before he started ignoring you for days?! I feel terrible for you. Let me save you, (Y/N).", your empty eyes looked at him as you opened your mouth to say anything, however, you didn't expect to see Clive.... standing in front of you. Shielding you from Barnabas and Benedikta, Torgal leans his adorable head towards yours, rubbing gently as he sees any injuries. Clive looked at you for a few seconds, his voice interrupts your negative thoughts as he asks if you can still fight.
'.......Of course...... Clive wouldn't care about me.....'
'......Maybe King Barnabas is right.......Him and Jill are perfect for each other......'
You shakily use your hand, summoning a healing potion and drinking it as your whole body is no longer weak. Standing up, you didn't bother to look at Clive's confused face. Walking towards Barnabas as you stopped in front of him, you sighed and nodded.
"Yes, I.....will be your wife....Barnabas Tharmr...."
"Excellent. Your precious friends will not die tonight, my sweet (Y/N).", Barnabas smirks, enjoying the rage in Clive's blue eyes. Picking your hand as you felt Barnabas' lips kisses your forehand, pulling you closer to him. You felt disgusting, but you want to save Clive....and everyone.....even if Clive doesn't love you....at least he will be safe and he can focus on his revenge journey....
"We are leaving, Benedikta. Clive Rosfield, she will be safe with me. Don't worry about her and just focus on yourself."
"DIE, BARNABAS!", Clive yelled as he dashed to you and Barnabas, extending his hand. Attempting to get you away from Barnabas and escaping together.
"I would not be a bothersome to you.....Goodbye, my 'friend'....", you smiled weakly at Clive, crying in front of him as you looked at for a second before turning your head. You looked down as you saw black shadows appearing in front of your eyes, it is most likely Barnabas' powers.
"WAIT! (Y/N), I'M SORRY! FORGIVE M-", Clive desperately cries for your name. He has to tell you why he ignored you.....accepting that he IS a coward and wants forgiveness.
Suddenly, you are gone....Clive wasn't able to save you.....not even Torgal could've done anything to prevent this horrible situation......
"FUCK! I'M GOING TO SAVE YOU, MY LOVE! I PROMISE, (Y/N)!", Clive screamed to himself, vowing to find you and convince you to come back to him.....
"Let's go, Torgal....We need to tell Cid and Jill about what happened.....", a tear slipping down from his face as he tries to control his emotions. Walking away from the river and entering the forest. Preparing himself to get lecture by Cidolfus. Clive doesn't care if they hate him or not. He wants you to be safe in his arms, telling you that he loves you so very much. He'll give you anything you want. Clive just want to see your smile again.... seeing your happy face as you teases him. He loves your flirting and literally everything about you. As soon as he sees you again, he will make love to you and ONLY YOU. Finding a blacksmith, paying them to make a special ring for you. Yes, a beautiful wedding ring. He'll be so happy if you do accept him and be his lovely wife.
"Wait for me! I want you to be mine, (Y/N).... I will save you.... even at the cost of my own life!"
The end ❤️‍🔥
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aerodaltonimperial · 6 months ago
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"do you think i'll ever be worthy of your love?" for the ask, dealer's choice on the ship!
Long ago, he'd found his way beneath the stars; counted them one by one until the world felt real again, after time had been pulled out from under him. Now, he still finds the most comfort in them, though he's aware of the shield they provide. At night, he can be no one and everyone. At night, the shadows will disguise all his most vulnerable spots.
Especially this one, who has moved out to her balcony and folded her hands over the railing. The moonlight reflects cool off her cheeks, bathing her in a blue glow. Somehow she looks more regal without the crown, without the gown, with only the fluttering silk of her night dress to hug her curves.
If she is surprised to see him in the corner, bathed in the darkness, she doesn't show it. She's learned much in her role on the throne. She doesn't acknowledge him until he has slunk out into the middle, where the light hits, and he both hates and admires her for it.
"You're back again," she says, without looking in his direction. Her gaze is elsewhere, on the forest stretching out from the foundation of her castle. "Has something happened?"
"No," he admits.
He can see only her profile, but still, her mouth quirks at the corner. "Then you've come simply to see how I am?"
"Have you ever truly believed I came for any other reason?"
A full smile when she turns, elbows on the rail. She's beautiful like this. Of all the things that he did not anticipate in life, this queen is perhaps the most dangerous. "Perhaps. But it's nice to hear suspicions confirmed, isn't it?"
"I wouldn't know," Magus admits.
"They're opening up the trade ports again," Nadia tells him. "Things have settled, as best they ever can, anyway." She tilts her head, regarding him. "Your passage to Medina should be open once more."
He glances up towards the moon, three-quarters lit. "So eager to be rid of me."
"You're distracting," she says, though the smile remains on her lips.
"I've been called much worse."
"Hm." She, too, turns her chin up to the sky. "That you have. Will you leave immediately?"
She'll make him decide, then, as usual; she is just as much a queen here, on her balcony, as she is within the council chambers when negotiating what she most desires. "Do you think I'll ever be worthy?"
"Worthy of what?"
"You," he says. "Your love."
She is quiet for long enough that the breeze picks up a lock of her hair that's come loose from the pearls and dances it around her cheek. Then, quieter, "Does one have to be worthy for that?"
"I don't know," he says, too honest. "But I suspect I'll try nonetheless."
Nadia crosses the space between them. Her palm, when it touches his face, is warm. She is so warm, this queen: so warm, and so strong, made of flint and steel and forged in the fires of distorted time.
Her thumb glides over his skin. "Then try," she whispers. "And come back to me with your victory."
Magus presses a kiss into her hand. "As you command, Your Majesty."
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razzeldazzelblingbling · 1 year ago
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Entry 6
Ralph is hiding in the creepers.
Oh, that disgusting Ralph. I just want to kill him already, but he has to hide in the hardest place to reach, of course. Right in the center of the thicket. It would take forever to get in there.
Wait. I have an idea. Oh, I swear if I do what I’m about to and Ralph is not in there, well I going to be killing three people today.
“Roger” I say “Come here. Walk with me.” We walk away from the thicket, and I tell Roger my plan. He smiles, then I’m smiling too. We trek to the top of castle rock as I explain my plan to the boys.
“You lot see these big rocks right here?” I ask, I get a lot of ‘yeses’ in return. “Ok, and you see that thicket down below us?” Im met with nods. “Does anyone see where this is going?” I ask rhetorically, “No? It's okay, I know you all are idiots. What we are going to do, or what y’all are going to do is push these big rocks onto that thicket. Is it all becoming clear now. And do y’all know what the best part is?” This time they shake their heads no. “The best part is, that little rat, Ralph, is hiding in that thicket. So, whoever can force him out first... wins my favor, Capeesh?”
They all smile and nod. The split into groups, each one at a different rock.
“Heave! Heave! Heave!” I yell.
“Heave! Heave! Heave!”
Now we are waiting for some kind of movement. But theres nothing, dang it. I turn to Roger on my right and look down at the crushed thicket.
“What now chief, think we got ‘em” Roger said.
“No”
“Well, what should we do then?”
“He loves his fire right, let's see how much he wants it when it's burning him” I say to Roger with a sinister smile. He gets one right back. Roger takes a group down to the thicket to start a fire, while I gather the rest to make a line across the island.
This shall be the best hunt of them all, with it ending in the greatest kill. As the line is forming, I make sure everyone has a double ended spear. Ive made it clear that I want Ralphs head on a stick.
Roger calls out. The hunt is on. We chase him all across the island. But theres no sign of him. How could that be... unless he hid from us. Well, he won’t do it again.
“TURN BACK! TURN BACK!” I yell as the line turns back around heading towards the beachy shore.
I see him. He’s limping. Good. He’s still bleeding from the chest wound I gave him. Even better. I pick up speed just as he breaks the forest line and bounds onto the shore. He stops. Wait. Why did he stop? I keep running until I get to the tree line. Ships. All I see is a big ship. I look down to see Ralph on his knees. Just like the first time I met him.
I come to the realization that I won’t be able to kill Ralph. I’m disappointed. I inch closer to the conversation between Ralph and the adult on the beach.
I overhear the word home. He’s taking us home. I don’t want to go home. This island is a paradise to me. I drop to my knees. I don’t want to go back. I look back at the forest behind me. And it is set ablaze. So bright, so beautiful.
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libidomechanica · 1 year ago
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“I only know not whence Melody descend in vain”
A Meredith sonnet sequence
               I
Eyed like a tempting fruit, o let me give   but I would slip into his, and make   tomorrow cheerful as today; she, who begun to unperplex’d delights of every creek and bare! I only know not whence   Melody descend in vain. I can say or   lose. And taught to conveying to go with gratitude, and one’s gentle Hermes, hast never seen, on high jove weight of his death.   A lover, met, but being naked, will   seek after all, we cannot say whate’er shouldst fade, and flow. Were silent ocean, and without this happy, for Lamia’s eager   early for once more blushed brightness of bread,   and blew so sweet more than going the wave— o, Love! And the pumps against all mischiefe.
               II
But when it drains the gold coin could not rest.   Thee into endlesse fere, that lone, sky-pointing   thee, O Latmian! Leave me your day put by the comfortable stars than these devotee when befuddled and dishevell’d   hairs, but a barren sand and generous   and amethyst, and thither; the heavy ignorance all around giddy Endymion: then was low, and damaged by the meant   to see or to life: but thinking to the   low, thought, oft in rurall vaine. He herself throughout her neck regal white of folly, noise of hearts, now so good, Ceres present   eating. And saw a fury whetting eyes   with all who deign to reach? One and walls so fairily by thee briefly a beef-steak.
               III
Is always visions of my former years   in forests heard the quick-glancing the leaves   with ease his couch; and, like Atlanta’s balls, cast in men’s views, that still returning, right team gulphs in this love should shocking in it.   It open’d, shut up and sigh’d a lullabies   unheard of that myself to immoral course, fit for the old, and very near and wrecks were entwine my spirit to be   burnt up? And who, when into amaze, to   set in the turret that rose with instantly was put upon them like amorous theft: from the Spanish ship was every minutes   more subtle Censor scrutinize. Until   the third morowe, they die. Cries, softly so young, I’m o’er young, and she bee, and flip-flops.
               IV
The air, and high degree, and hardy to   the swelling planet fix my words that raw   and accept a better for man, to man so oft unjust, is always so to women; one sole lady of them with crowned her   from Dolly twitch’d their perfume like a youth   before? Appetite; like a prince to marry the best words repeat fine truth had come when trembling wave, like taper-flame left   suddenly dismayed. Special persons living,   I leuelde again, for once I visit with the Muses entertaine, of hopes crowded several language chiefly from my soul,   even now, a clammy dew is beautiful   dreamer, wake unto me; and stood as if going home, as in old days—thyrsis!
               V
And then fall again that so our life-time’s   wing and poor, the wind comes out, is but at   times these treasure thee, my funny kin, as you will not known it hold out thy sweet but vnfelt, doth the mysterious success of   tickets, or codille; spleen, vapours out.   Be more a wannish fire, till thy song about a spot of blown hither, Thither, drooping souls: I heard no more, and all things to   his thine hand is set; and then by nature   gives, whose eye quicker, and all around me fight and playing for that Turkish new moone minded be to fill, and the wall a sluice   with Lettice to wexe so light, the warm water,   and not to fear, and her arms and leave a black lot holds. At Neptune, Pan, or Jove.
               VI
Fallen May and check’d even boast a tree.   Far abode of green shelving coasts, to hear   me piece-meal with though we cannot making at which the breeze: the Honye is much, of course; a heaven, its struggle slacker, but less   prompt to meet the low, thoughtfully as the   waters slept, and fell a shower of the affair is always prove me. Toward man, and stirless, here, the while thilke god that Juan knew   it was Mount AEtna, some to pay. Old rusted   anchor’d; whither and call me from and all’s done—immortal made of some quick glance the lawn, the night is flung, as if in awe.   So lonely moated grange. And by the dirty   hovel: some pleasures—rather out of mind, we owe to modify their victual.
               VII
Only the throng in wheeling all they will   beseeching, swearing, and sleep his hand we   went from a night-market bought; and whenever new; shakes hand was fair: to equal young flowers on the wave’s splash the life ends with   the tide of the spring did shrouded was   the babe upon the little rivers, still to the vast of one nymph we view, by cold neglect, Love, rather griefe: the better? But   lets the rivers with thy sweet dreams of white   of truth describe it, thought it a good old college. With violence pursu’d, nor more; with eagerness each their efforts made the   moment you like a shrouds in perilous   bustle; while Endymion; seeing the wingèd light bleeds from beneath the glades’ colonnade.
               VIII
You and me fight and darting years she never   heard and so vanish’d, I will not pine,   and passing weares as garments see. All thou kiss not much as call for lovers as faithful, and stocks in fragrant blow; and you   and look’d like these bonds, is to be loved, a   creature chose souls had his first tis fit to tell you why I the day, lull’d even thought her, whence a tower in ancient Nox;—then   skeletons of water, and then that green-   recessed wood more quiet-colour’d ill. With dancing above the shore; day broke, the day you’ll be back into the deity of   the flower grows ever twisted chimney-   stacks—are ye too changes night, alone, worn out in the hollow vast, there falls hem best.
               IX
The while our sun stand still it ceased the young!   With claw&rock, when I wrote love can dawn in   war with the ocean glittering those mercies are like human beings during circle weaves her hurt doth shew beyond thing: so   when I thy part! And the remorseless world,   that much spirit struck them to such things accompanion’d or alone; yet on plain Parson Hale. They may preach in vain; not flower.   Sukey is tumbled, the physicians say,   or do, as every drop had seem’d upset; and you float my breath in his native shore, that I were dead! Faces in torture-   pilgrimage; until they err I dared not: but   weep to have I heard no more rich, more nutritious for their eyes holding tear and pains.
               X
Desire is different: desire of   bright, and were not, that I were damp’d, and yonder   all they, hast all, just when lo! Light flew his eyes forbade those were first tis fit to be taught; with their hearty meal upon their   presents a plate of our body the dim   eyes beheld the cock sung out upon this discourage with necks unyoked; nor is it just not one hope, an undistinguish   twixt your tears, which then safely. The roofs the   town became divested of the rimes, and so down to quell his last—farewell, my mother beckon’d by its length, their merry,   miserable Knight to see, them in the which all   delighted, and since I was gazing for a luncheon—then sometime lofty towers.
               XI
The last strain the least that I mean, such graceful   solemn as unpleasantly definitive   as state, in beauty new and exquisite grip, angle and bone recovery spoils longevity, and so, in short,   it is endears—that is nothing more that   make him that thou to do with love. And course; a heaven, dost thou may’st plainly through their fellow, had a splendour, no dark groves to   hide our hapless crew; for fifty tons of   many now is nothing with a pair of Love, never out much it strike, her soul with pity and deeper drank; and what remainder   set? So said, upon such white arms spreaded   night as well as liver! But still my best I shall beauty, and thought, and cuckolds.
               XII
He could miss her face, but all the cutter.   How sweet, and sorrow depart; but none but   to love, to feel its pearly birds come to thee who in sweet nymph even now, a clammy dew is beautiful dreamer, awake   to Babylon, and balmless isles; goat’s flesh   there, breathed joy and graciously with the shirt sincere altar of Lethe lake, and none the subtle soul leaves fall the chase,—he sees all   bath’d in thy own? Like the dream of the pavement   whence commence a jurymast, and the boats, the wood-nymph’s beams, in light! Came salutary as I wish there she could never   shows stars should not speaking thus, shivering   today—this, and hid under the sole of heaven’s blue: yet there is no noisier.
               XIII
Height deem him ne’er know, when we unrip our   hearts; the sweet emotion; nothing hung, and   yet religion bids from a baskets stitches, with daily anodyne, and full of painful an end. And against the sea is   thine inmost bosom, Haidee. Way through the   three times, their strength, thy golden pin; since which this unblest he knew that there’s none other father hand on my skin, his toil thou   gently round the deep dost fly: if thou drawest   they felt allured, and muttering close; but this inconstant; for many thing except I think that without his guise enforced,   and her trade, to crowned her Circean head, and   sit in councils, wielding sky, and soft arms have been! Our care. A gale; and cheer’d his touch!
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benk625-blog · 2 years ago
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Roughing it
"I bet terrans ain't so tuff without alla that fancy tech they got!" Yazz grumbled before tilting the filthy stein of beer down his gullet.
"Shows what you know" Snork snorted derisively. 
"Bah" Yazz waved "Under that power armor they're helpless." Shouts from the crowd and various handfuls of bar snacks are hurled at him. "Alright, some of them are scrappy. I'll give you that, but they all complain about the slightest inconvenience, right?" Various grunt and nods prompt him to continue. "Can you imagine what those crumbly little pastries would do without matter converters, scanners or teleporters? Curl up a die, that what!" Hearty laughs and cheers greet this point.
"You forget they are deathwolders." Snork sneered.
"We're all deathworlders in this pit ain't we boys?" More cheers. "Where's their hide? Their tusks? Their venom glands? In place of natural advantages they gots all in those clever machines of theirs. And, fair is fair, they have kicked all our collective asses out of civilized space. But if we were dropped in a no tech world with any of us they'd be the first to go."
"Codswallop." Snork snarled. "I’ve seen otherwise first hand. And, fair is fair, I thought much the same way you did in that situation. You sees, I was part of a mixed race mercenary company. Our tranpo got shot down and we made an unscheduled landing in the middle of a forest. Crashed, you might say.
“Half the boys were minced meat in the tin when all was said and done. Ol’ sarge survived out of a sheer need to keep reminding us what a bunch of sorry sacks of slime we all were. He starts barking about disaster kits and all the Terrys start grabbing backpacks and duffle bags.
“‘Snork!’ Snapped the sarge. ‘Where’s your gear?’ ‘Ain’t got none’ I sez ‘Fine. You get the dead men’s weight.’ So I ask my squad mate what the hell dead men’s weight is. The boys look at me and start going through this pile of belongings whose owners were now part of the great scrum in the stars. They tied together a couple of bags and slung them on my shoulders.
“I can’t make snouts or stingers of the stuff we’re all carrying. No high tech to speak of. The most advanced thing in the lot was a bunch of short wave radio transmitters they called tally-wallys or somefink like that. One thing in abundance was multipurpose hunks of metal. 
“Fellas, if you fink their high tech is tops, you should see what their low tech does. The same piece of metal has a cutting edge, sawing edge, prying tip, knuckle duster grip, screw head studs and wrenching slots.
“In a matter of hours they stripped the wreckage. They cobbled together an emergency beacon from bits of broken machinery and bits from the items in their packs. Hull plates became improvised shelters called skinny 2s. The next priority was of course, fire. Terry’s love fire. I can kind of see why now.
“Over the fire they criss-crossed metal struts from the ship. A big pot of water was placed on the grull and the humans started pulling out various paper pouches. After a bit of argument they decided which bags would be opened and put the others away. The contents of the selected bags were dumped into the simmering water and the bags were tossed to the flames.
“In less than an hour I was eating my first stew. Some of the humans had separated themselves from the rest and had tied strips of cloth over their eyes. Squadmates told me this was done to prepare for night watch duty. Others spent their time gathering all the packs into a net and hoisted the whole lot so that it hung suspended over a tree branch to protect it from local fauna.
“After falling asleep to ‘campfire songs’ I was woken up to a chilly pre-dawn glow. Night watch had scared away a pack of nasty-wasties. Two of them pursued the hunters deep into the unfamiliar forest. This led them to a stream of running water 3 kilos away. I had been assigned to join the foraging group.
“We made our way slowly to the water. Each forager carried several metal pots in both mitts. A few of the Terrys had compact books called field guides. Inside were extensive survey notes on edible flora on the moon’s surface. We gathered nuts, fruits and roots on our way to the water. First meal was by the water’s bank and consisted of a variety of food bars stored in the endless array of pockets human clothing has.
“We filled the empty pots with water. I was about to take a deep slurp kneeling in the mud. Sheila boxed my ear and advised me not to drink from the flowing water until it was properly treated. I followed this advice as only a fool would ignore a human’s warning. Using their hand tools, some small trees were fashioned into limbless trunks that were slung across shoulders. Big lunks like me got several water pots hanging from our sticks. The small fry mostly carried the food pots, but they did their best to be fair about who got whats. 
“The return trip took almost as long as the first leg as we were being careful not to spill the water. When we got back to camp, the Terry’s were obsessed with treating the water. I’d say a quarter of their gear was focused on cleaning water. Some had rolls of finely meshed fabric to filter out large particles, this was then filtered a second time through fabric the humans swore could capture microscopic impurities. Then it was boiled and had sanitizing tables dropped into it as it cooled. Some humans even had flavoring packets for the water as they did not like the taste of the sanitizer. 
“And so the days passed, foraging for food, gathering water, doing watch shifts and trying to amuse each other with story and song. After a particularly unpleasant day the Terrys played a strange game. They started telling stories about trips even worse than their current predicament. Each tale topped the previous in misfortune. 
“Loads of these stories referred to times in their childhood. Raising their runts from seed to soldier involves regular periods of survival in deathworld biomes. They call it camping. Eventually the story contest became more and more unbelievable and the Terrys started calling bullshit on obvious lies.
“Shelia, one of the smaller female Terrys, spoke up and a hush fell over the campfire. Her expertise on roughing it was deferred to even by the Sarge. She starts pointing to a line of numbers on her arm: 20, 40, 60, 80, 120, 180 and 365! The numbers indicated commercial survival contests called “Naked and Afraid”. These humans survive deathworld locations with one piece of equipment and no garments to protect them from the elements.
“Yazz, me mate. Lots of humans would be easy pickens without their tech. But you don’t want to meet Sheila like that. Like as not, your hide would become her tent and she’d carve your tusks into tools.
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unfoundhoney · 4 years ago
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a sister’s sacrifice ; part two ↠
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after all is said and done
after l’manberg is left half-ruined but still breathing
after techno runs off
after tommy and tubbo take seats in the cabinet
after wilbur has been killed by phil
after it all, you leave
you leave l’manberg & the rest of the server & refuse to pick a side
you move to a dark oak forest & build a little cottage for yourself hidden among the trees
you’re tired
you’re so so tired of everything & you just want to be at peace
of course, you could never fully leave everything
you’re still visited by your brothers (those that are left) & your friends
you help niki with her flower shop & various other building projects
you remain out of any political affairs tommy & tubbo are involved in
but you still spend most of your time alone in the woods
you’re content living like this
are you happy with the way your life has turned out?
god no
but you can live with being content
& then ghostbur shows up
(ghostbur) hello! are you the y/n phil keeps talking about?
you wanna talk about trauma?
let’s talk about being approached out of nowhere in the middle of the woods while mushroom hunting by your DEAD BROTHER and a blue sheep on a leash
what the f u c
(you, bewildered) ...will?
(ghostbur) i’m not wilbur. not the one you knew. i’m ghostbur! are you y/n? you look like phil described & i haven’t managed to find any other houses hidden in the dark oak forest.
this is... great
ghostbur becomes quite attached to you
will had distanced himself while living in pogtopia as his mental state deteriorated
it seems ghostbur is fulfilling the closeness alivebur wishes to have had maintained with you
.......
cool
this is fine
it’s totally fine
ghostbur visits you often
even though you know it’s not really your wilbur, it’s nice in some odd way to have a version of wilbur still around
it’s through ghostbur that you learn of tommy’s exile, long after it had happened
it seems no one wanted a protective mama bear y/n sent after them, so during your brief visits to the main residential areas, talk of tommy’s exile was conventiently never a conversation piece
you just figured he was busy or distracted or avoiding you like a moody teen
then ghostbur hands you a small letter one day
(you) what’s this?
(ghostbur) it’s an invitation to tommy’s beach party. he’s been quite lonely in exile
(you) quite lonely in what now
ghostbur fills you in as best as his little ghost brain can on what’s happened with tommy & burning down geroge’s house & tubbo exiling him
what do you mEAN TUBBO EXILED TOMMY????
WTFFFFF??????!!!
CAN YOU GET A BREAK????!!!?!?!?
WHAT ARE THESE IDIOT CHILDREN DOING
you’re the only person to get an invite
you watch from afar, wary of approaching your youngest brother with dream so close
you wait for dream to leave before going to him
(you) tommy?
(tommy) ...y/n!
you catch him in a hug without hesitation
(tommy) i knew you’d come
(you) tommy, i’m so sorry. i had no idea you’d even been exiled or i would have visited you immediately-... are you okay?
tommy is so....
he’s so.......
worn down
his clothes are torn & dirty, he has bags under his eyes
he’s thinner than he used to be, which is very concerning as he’s always been a bit of a walking stick
he just looks so tired
the usual fire that burns behind his eyes whether in anger or mischief or just happiness is nonexistent
(tommy) what?
(you) are you okay? i’d been worried because i hadn’t seen you around and- god, i’m so sorry. i should’ve looked for you or asked about you but i just assumed and now this and-... tom?
tommy just starts crying
because he thought you’d stopped caring about him too
he thought everyone stopped caring about him
but you’re here & you’re concerned & you’re as caring as usual
he buries his face in your shoulder & just cries his little heart out
you hold him and pet his hair and just let him cry
(you) tommy
(tommy) yeah?
(you) come home with me
(tommy) what?
(you) come home with me. you can live with me for the time being & we’ll get this sorted out, okay?
you’d seen how manipulative dream was being even in the short time you’d watched him & your brother, so it takes some convincing but soon tommy has packed his things & is heading out with you back to your home in the dark oak forest
you spend a while nursing him back to health, both physically & mentally
it’s truly heartbreaking having to recondition him out of the dependent mindset on dream
it also pisses you the fuck off but you focus your energy on tommy, not on revenge
tommy tries many times to convince you to come back
to go back to l’manberg & “plant the seed of rebellion”
which wasn’t even call for an actual rebellion, just that you could go back & raise hell about your littlest brother being exiled & demand he be allowed back
but time & time again you refuse
you are content staying away from everything & remaining out of conflict
tommy is very much not
so you lead him to techno’s new home
(you) don’t cause too much trouble for him
(tommy) he blew up l’manberg!
(you) wilbur blew up l’manberg. techno just tried to kill the government
you leave him there & head back home
do you get a moderately angry visit a few days later from techno, who eventually agrees to helping tommy upon your asking?
possibly
you’re not present when tommy & techno sneak onto the smp
you’re not there when tommy & tubbo fight
or during the doomsday war when techno, phil, & dream lay waste to l’manberg once and for all
you’re aware, yes
you’re around, you’re in the know
you just remain out of conflict & out of sight
you’re also not there to say goodbye to tommy & tubbo as they head off for their final battle with dream
that little tidbit you weren’t caught up on, too busy wallowing in your own self misery & crying over your broken family
but ghostbur comes to visit that day
(ghostbur) hello, y/n!
(you) hello, ghostbur. it’s nice to see you
(ghostbur) you, as well! would you like some blue
(you) no. thank you.
(ghostbur) i sure do hope tommy & tubbo come back alright
(you) come back from what?
you were expecting “a trip to the nether,” “a journey to a new woodland mansion,” “a search for sunken ships”
instead, you get:
(ghostbur) their final battle with dream. they set off not too long ago
(you) ........if you’ll excuse me
you head off immediately, tracking tommy & tubbo despite all odds
you do not care, those are your brothers & they are not dying on your watch to dream of all people
they may have been told it’s a battle
they may think they have a chance
but this is dream we’re talking about
you know a trap when you see one
you climb up the mountainside as stealthily as possible
you arrive just in time to hear tubbo’s screams as he is cornered and killed by dream, losing his second canon life
tommy seems to be beat into submission as dream threatens to kill tubbo a final time, who respawns defenseless without any of his items
dreams leads them down into the mountain, villain monologuing the whole way
dramatic bitch
you jump down after them, tired of hearing him threaten your brothers
(you) i think you’ve said enough, dream
(dream) there you are. i was beginning to wonder when mama bear would show up
you put yourself between dream and your brothers
(you) you won’t hurt them anymore. i’m taking them & we’re leaving
(dream) i don’t think that’s up to you, y/n
(you) we’ll see
you take the first swing at dream, landing a clean hack at his shoulder with your axe
but again
this is dream we’re talking about
you’ve never been the most talented fighter & dream is second only to technoblade
i.e. you never stood a chance
but all reason went out the window when it comes to saving your brothers
soon you’re backed against a wall, dream’s axe at your throat
(dream) well this was a waste of time
(you) you’re a monster
(dream) thanks
(you) you think distancing yourself from everyone & everything will work? trust me, it doesn’t. it doesn’t matter how far away you move or how much you push those you love away, those feelings will always be there
dream considers you for a moment
you hope he at least has no satisfaction as you stare back in defiance
you’re unafraid; coming down here was a death sentence & yet you still jumped in headfirst
(dream) maybe for someone like you. but i’m not like you. i don’t care about anything or anyone on this server. i’m not burdened by attachment & i will never be again.
(you) i pity you, dream
(dream) pity me in hell
dreams draws his arm back & swings his axe down
you will lose your final canon life to dream, for your brothers
it’s always for your brothers
as much as you think you should hate them, hate everyone for everything that has happened to you
you can’t
they’re your family
you’ll love them infinitely
tubbo gasps in shock & tommy gives a yell of protest
you know they love you, too
you close your eyes
dream’s axe meets your neck
and you’re gone
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elvish-sky · 4 years ago
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Totally and Completely in Love {Legolas x Reader}
A.N: I’m extremely proud of this. I’ve worked on it for two weeks and just really love it. I think it’s actually my favorite thing I’ve ever written, so it would mean so much to me if you guys let me know what you think of it.
Requested by Anon on Tumblr: Hey! Can I request a Legolas x (human)reader where the reader is on the quest with the fellowship and she gets a really bad fever along the way (my idea was she passes out and Legolas carries her and takes care of her - but that's just an idea, you can make it any way you wish!) and while she's in fever shaking and high temperature she accidentally admits her feelings for Legolas not even knowing what she says cause she's so very ill. With lots of fluff along the way - fluff in your fics is just amazing 🥺 OH AND plus Aragorn who's shipping them the whole time like he always does! I was thinking about this for a long time and I just had to request it! Thank you so so so sooo muchh ❤️❤️❤️ Lots of love!
Word Count: 4, 318 ....oops. My bad.
Pairing: Legolas x Reader
Summary: You catch a cold and Legolas takes care of you.
Warnings: Swears, sickness/fever
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Totally and Completely in Love
You dove under the water, probing with your hands until you hit what you thought was an ankle. Yanking it, you felt the person attached stumble and join you under the water. You came up for air, laughing to see Merry spluttering as he recovered from his sudden dunking.
Leaving Rivendell some days previously, you had been excited for the journey and adventure you were about to embark on. Now, though, you were starting to feel a little worse for wear. After spotting the small waterfall and pool it flowed into, you and the hobbits had begged Aragorn to stop early for the day, desperate to wash up. After a lot of begging, he had finally agreed, and here you were.
Aragorn had wanted to get a more thorough grasp of the terrain if you were to be camping here, and Legolas and Gimli had volunteered to join him. Aragorn had rolled his eyes, knowing that he would spend a lot of time breaking up arguments and friendly competitions between the two, but they left. (You fondly recalled the time when, after a long day of walking, the two had started a competition to find the most firewood. It had ended with them having a tug-of-war with a large log while the rest of the group rolled around laughing at them, which doubled when Aragorn chopped the log in half, causing them each to fall back on their asses.) While they scouted, Sam got a fire going, and Boromir and Gandalf did who knows what, you and the other three hobbits had decided to go wash your clothes. Merry and Pippin had quickly started a fight, however, and upon seeing them in the pool with the mist spraying into the air, creating rainbows, you had stripped down to your underthings and joined them, determined to win, while Frodo looked on and called out advice from a nearby rock. It was freezing, uncomfortably so, but it was worth it to be able to feel even a little bit clean again.
“Nice one, Y/N!” he cried out now, nodding his approval as you dunked Pippin. You ignored the fact that as a human, you had a size advantage over the small hobbits, and proceeded to do a victory lap in the water.
Swimming around, you admired the natural beauty that you had somehow stumbled upon. Small cliffs rose around you, about the height of a small oak tree, sheltering the little lagoon. The waterfall cascaded down the rocks into the pool of shimmering blue water, which filtered out between a small gap in the rocks, forming a river. The green leaves of the trees were reflected in the water, giving it a teal tint, and the sun made the grains in the rocks sparkle. All of this gave the small area a truly ethereal look.
You were suddenly startled from your reverie by two hobbit-sized shapes crashing into you from above. While you had been admiring the scenery, Merry and Pippin had climbed onto the rocks to ambush you. Forcing your head underwater, they giggled as you came back up, gasping. Their amusement quickly turned to fear as you turned to them with a devilish glint in your eyes. You tackled them and smirked as their faces turned to twin looks of outrage. “What was that for?”
“You guys jumped me! I did what I had to do.” You leaned back in the water, very pleased with yourself as you heard a stifled chuckle from the nearby rocks.
“Oh, you think that’s funny, do you, Frodo?” Pippin was advancing on him now, looking comically angry. Merry grabbed him and whispered something in his ear that you couldn’t quite hear. Pippin nodded, his face turning serious.
“We should go back to the campsite, see if there’s any food.” Merry was now climbing onto the shore and tucking his shirt into his wet trousers.
“You just want to steal some of Sam’s stew before everyone else!” Pippin elbowed him. “And what if I do?” Merry set off running towards the campsite, Pippin following him with a curse and a shout of, “Now he’ll eat it all and there’ll be none left for me!”
You made your way onto the shore a bit more sedately. Once out of the water, you began shivering and hastened to get redressed. Frodo had looked away, blushing, when you climbed out of the water, and you teased him. “C’mon Frodo, everything important is covered!”
This was true, you had kept your wrappings over your chest on, as well as your other undergarments. “Still,” the hobbit kept his eyes averted as you tugged your tunic over your head, lacing it as you spoke, “it’s not proper.” You shook your head at him in pretend exasperation. “I’m decent, let us go see if Merry really did eat all the stew.”
Sitting around the fire with your companions, you would have been quite content had you still not been so cold. Sam’s stew had warmed you for a little while, but now you were hunched over in your still-damp clothes, shivering. “Are you all right, Y/N?” Legolas looked down at you from his perch on the log next to you, concern in his eyes. “Yes,” you nodded, teeth chattering. “Just cold.”
“Well, maybe Legolas could warm you up?” Aragorn winked at you.
“No!” you cried, and then leaned over and punched Aragorn’s arm.
“Ow! What was that for?” he exclaimed, but you just sat back, pleased with yourself, yet still shivering.
Legolas looked uncertain for a second, then wrapped his arm around your shoulders, bringing you close to his warmth. You unconsciously pressed closer against him, drawn to the heat emanating from his body. As you did, he stiffened. He then jumped up, leaving you sitting there, confused as he made his way over to his pack. Grabbing something, he came back over and held it out to you.
“You’re freezing because your clothing is soaked!” He informed you and the group of this. “Yes, Legolas, I know. I’m the one wearing the soaked clothes.” You attempted to say this deadpan, but it was ruined by the clicking sound of your teeth chattering.
“Well, I was thinking- I don’t have pants that’ll fit you, but you can wear my tunic.” He blushed. “It might be a little large, but at least it’s dry.”
“Oh, no Legolas, I’m fine, really.” You didn’t want him to notice how you were nervously playing with your hair, something you always did when embarrassed.
“Really, Y/N. Take it.” He shook it at you, and, sighing, you stood and grabbed it out of his hand. “Thank you, Legolas.” You made your way to the edge of the campsite, grabbing a new set of wrappings for your breasts before disappearing into the forest to change.
Behind a tree, you lifted the damp tunic over your head and rewrapped your chest with practiced ease. You then pulled Legolas’ soft tunic on. It was rather large on you, falling a little lower on your legs than yours usually did. It hit your waist at a nice angle, however, accentuating it nicely. The real issue was the neckline. It had no laces and was much deeper than you usually wore, exposing a lot more skin than you were used to. After unsuccessfully trying to close the v-neck in some way, you gave up and just prayed no one would look too closely.
Walking back into the campsite, you draped your wet tunic over your pack, hoping it would dry overnight.
“I feel much warmer now, thank you.” You sat back down on the log next to Legolas. His eyes drifted across your body, taking in the sight of you in his clothes. “It looks good on you.” He blushed, and you tucked a piece of loose hair behind your ear, feeling rather pleased by the compliment.
“Hey, lovebirds!” came a shout from across the fire. Boromir was sitting with Merry and Pippin and was unwrapping something encased in leaves. You quickly scooched apart from Legolas, fidgeting, and craned your neck to see what Boromir had.
“What is that?” Legolas was just as curious, and just as embarrassed.
“While you were all off doing stuff earlier, I went and gathered some berries!” Boromir finished unwrapping them and held them up triumphantly. You could see strawberries and blueberries spilling out onto the leaves, and licked your lips in anticipation. After taking a few, Boromir passed the pouch around the fire, and everyone took a couple. You bit into a strawberry, savoring the sweetness.
“These are delicious, thank you, Boromir.” Aragorn was trying to speak around a mouthful of blueberries, which just caused the blue juice to run down his chin. Soon, you were all giggling at each other devouring the fruit, not caring if any got on your faces. Even Gandalf had a streak of blue running into his long grey beard, a fact that amused Pippin greatly. Finished, you leaned back with a sigh, patting your stomach with satisfaction.
“Thank you, Boromir. Truly, they were a wonderful treat.”
“Happy to, Y/N!” And indeed he did look pleased to see everyone enjoying something he had done for them.
You made your way down to the waterfall, this time accompanied by the whole Fellowship except Gandalf, who had stayed behind to tend the fire. You all splashed water on your faces to clean them of the sticky berry residue. You were careful to just get your face wet, not wanting to dampen Legolas’ tunic, but even with just your face you still got really cold again. Shivering, you turned and walked back to the campsite, admiring the stars shining above the foliage.
Reaching the campsite, you walked over to your bedroll and dragged it closer to the fire. Not so close that people would be worried, but close enough that you could hopefully soak up the meager warmth as the flames dwindled into embers overnight. You climbed in under your blanket and curled up in a ball to preserve as much body heat as possible. Lulled by the crackling of the fire and the soft murmurs of your friends getting ready for the night, you drifted off to sleep, grateful that you weren’t on the watch list that night.
“Y/N. Wake up, it’s time to go.” You were shaken awake the next morning by Legolas, who smiled at you fondly before moving on to help pack up. Stretching, you sat up and immediately recoiled. Your head hurt. And you were cold. And also somehow hot. And you felt a tad bit woozy. But you were fine, you didn’t want to hold up the journey, so you gathered the courage and emerged from your bedding, rolling it up and packing it away as you hissed in discomfort.
Walking across the campsite, your arm was grabbed by Aragorn, who pulled you off to the side. “Are you ok? You look out of sorts.” It was true, you were shaking a little bit with chills, but he didn’t need to know that.
“Oh, I’m completely fine, Aragorn. Don’t worry about me!” You faked a smile in an attempt to prove that you were, as you said, fine. Pulling your arm out of his grasp, you shouldered your pack and set off behind Boromir.
As the day went on, you felt fainter and fainter. One second you would feel like you were a furnace, the next you thought you’d never be warm again. It was taking all your energy to focus on simply putting one foot in front of the other, but you kept going, determined not to be the cause of any delays.
After you had stopped for lunch, Legolas drifted to the back of the group to walk with you. Noticing your shakiness earlier, he had decided to check on you.
“Are you alright, Y/N?” His gaze met yours, and the touching concern in his eyes almost made you stumble, although to be fair anything could have made you stumble, you were so tired at this point.
“Why does everyone keep asking me that? Seriously, Legolas, I’m fi-” Your body finally gave up on you, and you passed out. The elf was not expecting this and tried to catch you as you fell, succeeding only in slowing you down so that you hit the ground gently, cradled in his arms. Feeling your forehead, he sucked in a breath of shock.
“She’s burning up.” He informed the rest of the Fellowship, who were all gathered around the two of you like a bunch of concerned mother hens.
“We cannot stop yet.” Aragorn looked worried.
“I will carry Y/N until we camp for the night.” Boromir volunteered. Had you been conscious, you would have protested being carried at all. You wouldn’t have cared who you were carried by. But someone else did.
“No, Boromir. I’ll carry her.” With this Legolas scooped you into his arms, startling Boromir with his determination. Aragorn just smirked. “Let us continue, then.” And they set off, you in Legolas’ arms, head resting against his chest.
Legolas heard Pippin softly asking Aragorn questions as they moved. “I don’t understand, why did Y/N catch a cold but we did not?”
“Hobbits are hardier folk than us humans. You can withstand much harsher conditions. It is why I did not join you in the water, and I have elvish blood, so it would not have been as bad for me as it is for Y/N.” The elf secretly did not know much about humans and their sicknesses, so he found this explanation rather helpful.
Legolas kept looking down at you, marveling at how, even sick, you looked so peaceful. You wore a faint smile as if you were having a pleasant dream.
“Legolas?” You whispered, squirming in his arms. He jolted at the sound of his name coming out of your mouth.
“Y/N? Are you awake?” He brushed your hair out of your face and saw that your eyes were still closed. He figured it was just you having a dream about the Fellowship, his name just happened to be the one you mentioned. Then you spoke again.
“I love you, Legolas.” He stopped in shock as you shifted in his arms again.
“You love me too? That’s good.” You sighed, wiggling your nose in that cute way Legolas liked, head still resting against his chest.
The elf, meanwhile, was standing there. Dumbstruck, with you fast asleep in his arms, he stood there until an unsuspecting Gimli crashed into him from behind.
“Lad! Yeh don’t just stop in the middle of the path! Keep moving!”
Legolas was still too shocked to come up with a retort, so he silently stepped to the side, letting the dwarf pass. Aragorn was next but paused to get Legolas to keep walking. “Legolas. What is wrong? Do you grow weary of carrying Y/N?”
“No!” The elf turned away from Aragorn, fearing that the man would insist on taking you.
Aragorn backed up a step, hands in the air. “Very well then. If you are not tired, why are you so on edge?”
“Y/N was talking in her sleep.”
“So? What does that have to do with yo- Legolas, why are you blushing?!” The ranger looked very amused by the flushed elf. “What, exactly, did she say?”
“She, um, well- she said she loved me.” Legolas was trying very hard not to meet Aragorn’s eyes.
Meanwhile, Aragorn had a shit-eating grin on his face. “Well, that is wonderful news! Now the two of you can stop the ridiculous flirting and pining.”
“Aragorn- you do not think she could have meant it?” Legolas was now looking at his friend, and Aragorn could see the beginnings of hope in his eyes.
“Of course she meant it! She was having a dream, about you, and told you she loved you. How could it be any clearer?”
“Well, that’s just it. It was a dream. It probably did not mean anything.” As Legolas spoke, Aragorn saw him convince himself that it was not true. “Legolas.” The blond turned his head and looked Aragorn in the eyes.
“I believe that Y/N means what she said in that dream. I have seen it in the way she acts with you. If you do not, then I cannot convince you. But I will say- ask her about it when she wakes up. Just mention the dream.”
With that Aragorn sped up, leaving a conflicted, confused, and still blushing Legolas walking slowly at the back of the group.
“I think you should tell her,” came a voice from down near his elbow. Legolas’ gaze drifted down to focus on Merry, who had somehow appeared next to him while he was lost in thought. “Tell her what?” The elf tried to deny everything, but Merry wasn’t having it.
“Tell her that you love her!” The hobbit looked so earnest that Legolas couldn’t help but listen to him. Merry continued, “I know if I loved someone, I’d want them to know. Not even because we could lose our lives at any moment, just because I think they deserve it. It’s like in the old stories Mr. Bilbo used to tell. She deserves to know you love her, Legolas. Tell her before it’s too late.”
Struck by the serious set of the hobbit’s face, and emotions in his eyes, Legolas nodded. “All right then. I guess I’ll ask her tonight.” He looked nervous, but then his eyes drifted down to look upon your sleeping form, cradled in his arms, and his face softened.
“Don’t let Boromir or Gimli see you looking at her like that, though- they’ll think you’ve gone soft!” And with that, Merry bounded back up to walk with Pippin.
Legolas was again by himself (well, not entirely, you were still there, but that might not count because you were unconscious), left to mull over his thoughts. He had been bluffing with Merry, he was most certainly not going to ask you about your feelings for him that night, but reflecting on the hobbit’s words something struck him. You were all on a perilous quest, it would be better for you to know now. And he could just ask you about your dream, inquire after your sleep. He didn’t have to confess to anything unless you did- which he was sure wasn’t going to happen, who could love him? But it did sound like a decent plan, so he decided to go through with it.
Just as that thought of resolve crossed his brain, you stirred. Opening your eyes, you gazed blearily at the world around you until your gaze came to rest on the face above you.
Blinking, it came into focus. “Legolas? What- why are you carrying me? What happened?”
“You fainted, Y/N. We think you have a fever, you must have caught a cold from swimming yesterday.” He was still walking as he spoke.
“Ok. Well, thank you for carrying me. I can walk now.”
When he didn’t, you asked again. “I’m fine, Legolas. Really, put me down.”
He still refused to do so.
“Put me down, Legolas!”
Finally, he answered. “I will not. I will carry you until we camp tonight.”
Overhearing him, Aragorn called out back to you. “Well, it’s a good thing we just found a place to camp!”
“Frodo, would you mind grabbing me Y/N’s pack from Aragorn and just spreading out her bedroll so she can rest?” Legolas was walking over to a spot he thought you would like as he spoke. Frodo came over with your bedroll, laying it out on a nice, flat area of ground. As pleased as you were, you still had to protest.
“I do not need rest, Legolas. What I need is for you to put me down!”
Sensing that perhaps it was just best to do as you said, the elf gently eased you to your feet. The second you were standing, you started to feel dizzy, and the chills came back. You fell back into Legolas’ waiting arms, too tired to stand.
“Okay, fine, maybe I do need to rest.” You yawned as he lowered you onto your bedroll, tucking the blankets in around you. “But I don’t want to be here, away from everyone. Carry me over to sit around the fire.” You made a regal face as Legolas picked you back up. The fire was crackling in the center of the small clearing, and everyone else was gathered around as Sam served supper.
“So demanding,” he muttered under his breath, jokingly. “Oh!” You were playfully offended.
He set you down, wrapping your blanket around your shoulders before settling next to you. Sam passed you a bowl of stew, and you inhaled the scent of it.
“Rabbit and potato tonight?” You could always guess what was in it.
“How do you guess right every time?” Pippin was amazed.
“I guess I just have a refined, expert sense of smell,” you declared and dug into the delicious stew.
Sighing, you placed your bowl on the ground, empty, and leaned into Legolas’ side. He stiffened, surprised, before wrapping his arm around your shoulders and drawing you closer to him.
“How are you feeling?”
“Better, thank you. Still tired, but I’m not as cold.”
He nodded and looked back at your companions around the fire. Who, in fact, were all staring at the two of you. Again. You scooched away from the elf, realized just how cold it was away from his arms, and promptly moved back closer to him, burying your face in his chest to titters from the group around you.
“Oh, shut up.” You didn’t care, Legolas was warm and you were cold, it was as simple as that. Nothing else. Or at least, that was what you were telling yourself.
Later that night, after you had wobbled back over to your bedroll with the help of Merry and Pippin each propping you up on one side, you lay there, unable to sleep. You didn’t understand why- you were very tired, you just couldn’t sleep. Your tossing and turning must have caught the attention of the person, or rather, elf, on watch, as he came over and sat down next to you.
“Are you okay?” He looked worried.
“Fine. I just can't seem to fall asleep.” You sat up, now at eye level with the blond archer.
“Ah. Well, unfortunately, I do not know how to get you to sleep, but I can keep you company if that is all right.” You nodded, and the two of you sat there, looking up at the stars glowing in the sky, framed like a portrait by the foliage of the trees surrounding the clearing.
After a while, he spoke again. “Y/N, can I ask you something?”
You nodded.
“What were you dreaming about earlier?”
You tucked your hair behind your ear, embarrassed as you recalled the dream from earlier where you and Legolas had fallen in love. Deciding that denial was the best course of action here, you spoke. “I did not dream.”
“Y/N. You were talking in your sleep.”
Uh oh.
“What did I say?”
Now he was blushing. You internally prepared yourself for whatever embarrassing thing he was about to say, ready to deny your feelings.
“You, um… well, you said you loved me.”
You wouldn’t meet his eyes. “I’m so sorry, Legolas. It was just a silly, dream, it meant nothing, I don’t feel that way about you at all…” Babbling, your eyes went back to his face, unprepared for the depth of disappointment in his eyes and the sadness written there.
“You truly do not feel like that?”
After seeing his face, feeling the emotion conveyed in his voice, a small flame of hope lit in your chest. Taking a deep breath, you decided to be brave.
You took his hand, entwining your fingers with his as you took a deep breath. “I lied, Legolas. I love you.”
You saw the shock on his face. “It’s ok if you don’t feel the same, we can never speak of it again. We can go back to normal, this doesn’t have to be a big deal.” Your babbling was cut off by the elf.
“Y/N. I love you. Totally and completely, with every fiber of my being, I love you.”
Shyly, you reached your hand out and brushed his cheek.
“Really?”
“Really.”
“That’s good.”
He laughed. “You said that after I told you in your dream!”
“I did?”
He nodded. “Now, let’s see if you can get some sleep. It’s late.”
He moved so that you were between his legs, head resting on his chest as he leaned up against a rock. You snuggled in close, and he began rubbing circles on your shoulder. He began to softly hum, a tune you did not recognize but liked just the same. Lulled by his soft voice and the motions of his hands, you drifted into a deep, wonderful sleep.
Legolas sat there, you in his arms, marveling at the turn of events. A movement from Aragorn’s bedroll startled him, but he made sure not to wake you up. The ranger sat up, facing him.
“I told you so.” Aragorn winked at him, looking mightily pleased with himself.
“Well, now that you’re awake, you might as well begin your shift of watch!” Legolas looked triumphant and watched as the ranger sighed and rose, moving over to sit on a boulder that overlooked the whole camp.
“Get some sleep, Legolas,” Aragorn advised.
Careful to not wake you, Legolas moved so that he was lying next to you, arm wrapped around your waist and chin resting just above your head. He sighed and felt himself slowly drift off to join you, his beloved, in the land of sleep.
Everything tag 💞: @entishramblings @itgetsatadhazy @boyruins @anjhope1 @hey-its-nonny
Legolas tag: @sheriffgerard @bitter-sweet-farmgirl
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myonepiece · 4 years ago
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Hey! I love everything you do, its so good and i've read every single one :P ! I just want to know if you can do something with zoro, law and sanji with s/o who is scare of the dark please :D
Zoro, Law, Sanji reaction to their crush asking to sleep with them because they’re scared of the dark
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description: the crew (of each character separately) is camping on an island because it was dangerous to go back to the boat now or something like that, and their crush asks to sleep with them because they’re afraid of the dark
warnings: none
a/n: I know you said s/o but I had this cute idea and I thought crush worked better than s/o so I hope thats okay 💕
wc: 1594
*Law and Sanji under the cut
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♡ Zoro
the crew had set up camp in a clearing in the forest, making a campfire and setting out a few sleeping bags they had picked up. you were already dreading sleep on account of all of the trees surrounding, the way they already cast shadows around the ground and didn’t show what was lurking in the far branches. 
Sanji cooked some barbeque and Luffy, Usopp, and Chopper danced around the fire for awhile. it was truly and enjoyable night, but when the sun began to descend you moved closer to the fire, trying to stay in the light as much as possible.
Zoro, who had been watching you throughout the night, noticed this but he thought it was because you were cold by the way you hugged your kees to your chest.
the crew eventually said goodnight and fell asleep, leaving you shaking by the fire and Zoro leaned against the tree behind you.
when you moved even closer to the fire Zoro got worried.
“oi ______, don’t get to close or you’ll burn yourself.”
you didn’t respond, or even look back- so Zoro got up and walked over to you, crouching beside you and poking your arm. you jumped at the contact, startled by Zoro’s sudden appearance next to you.
“ah Zoro you scared me, aren’t you going to bed?”
“mhm, are you?”
“I’m going to stay awake for a bit longer.”
Zoro stared at you for a moment, noticing the way you shivered in the heat of the flames, the way your eyes held waves of fear, clearly you were unsettled.
“what’s wrong?”
you glanced to you side at Zoro, the fire making shadows dance across his face.
“nothing really, I’m just kind of afraid of the dark.”
you chuckled half-heartedly but Zoro frowned. he wasn’t going to judge you or anything, he knows people have different fears and the dark is a common one.
“is there anything I can do?”
Zoro’s own cheeks heated at the suggestion, and yours soon followed with a soft smile towards the swordsman.
“no it’s okay, you can go to sleep.”
he stared at you for another second before humming in acceptance, rising to his full height and turning around as he walked back to the tree he was sleeping against, a flicker of movement in the trees caught your eye and made your heart beat spike. 
“Zoro.”
the man looked over his shoulder at the call of his name, you were shaking more visibly and your eyes were wide trained on the dark between the plants on the other side of the clearing- the sight of you so scared pulled at his heart.
“can- can I sleep with you tonight?”
you looked over you shoulder at him with a deeper blush on your cheeks, but Zoro wouldn’t say anything because he had the same but even more so.
“sure.”
he didn’t even have to think about it, only needing a moment to comprehend that his crush asked to sleep with him- and this meant you felt safe with him right?
he dropped down against the tree and patted the spot next to him as he leaned his head back. you got up from your spot reluctantly, hurrying over to Zoro and  sitting beside him, instantly curling into his side.
he had his arms crossed then, to flustered and shy to put one around you even though he knew you would probably appreciate it- but when you leaned your head on his shoulder he rested his cheek on top of it. 
and further, when you woke up the next morning Zoro had arm wrapped around your shoulders holding you closer against his side, he had moved it in the night once he knew you were peacefully asleep meaning he could let himself sleep too.
♡ Law
the crew was sprawled out across the clearing a fire burning in the center.
the moment Law announced you wouldn’t be able to get to the ship at this time you started to feel anxious, worried about where you would be sleeping. and when you found out you would be camping, in the dark, your anxiety built up.
the change in your exterior and attitude was quickly noticed by Law. he kept an eye on you the whole time the crew was setting up, watching the way you were simultaneously paranoid but more distracted than usual. he saw you check around the surroundings but he didn’t know what for. 
when the sun began to set and you took a spot close to the fire he still didn’t know exactly what was wrong but he was getting worried- there were no visible wounds on you and you didn’t seem to be in pain, just scared. 
he couldn’t sleep when the rest of the crew did, and he didn’t want to either because you seemed to be even more afraid than earlier. when he saw you stay practically attached to the fire and glance worriedly at the enclosing darkness, he finally figured out the problem.
he got up from his seat leaning against sleeping Bepo, carefully moving around the bodies of his crew and towards you. he called your name before he reached so he wouldn’t scare you with an unexpected appearance. he saw you jump at the sound and your head whipped around. 
Law came closer and dropped down beside you, staring intently at you before bluntly saying,
“you’re scared of the dark.”
your cheeks heated at the embarrassing fear that he had realized, you nodded and faced the flames again.
“why didn’t you tell me?”
“it’s silly.”
“no it’s not, it’s common.”
you looked at Law who was still watching you and you smiled softly giving him some relief that you were feelings even slightly better.
“is there anything I can do to help you sleep tonight?”
“can I... can I sleep you?”
you saw Law tense and his eyes widened, a light blush dusted his cheeks.
“it’s okay if you don’t want me to I can jus-”
“you can.”
Law stood up and outstretched his hand down to you, taking it gently and pulling you up to lead you back through the sleeping crewmembers and to Bepo’s side. he sat down against the bear and gestured to the spot next to him. you sat down and an awkward silence filled the air. 
“you can put your head on my lap if that’s more comfortable...”
you barely heard Law’s mumbling but you moved over slightly so you could extend your legs and place your head on Law’s legs. it took a few minutes before he relaxed beneath you, his hand slowly going to rest on your head. he began to softly stroke you hair, lulling you to sleep while he kept an eye on your face to look for any sign of fear or discomfort.
♡ Sanji
the whole crew was excited for camping, having a few games already planned and Sanji had plenty of food to make barbecue- you were the only one on edge about sleeping in the forest surrounded by who knows what.
everyone was distracted by their excitement so no known noticed the change in your demeanor. 
you partook in the games and the dancing and everything with the hope of tiring yourself out or at least distracting your self. 
when the sun was setting and while everyone was eating the delicious food Sanji had made, the cook was watching you while you took your first bite, waiting for your opinion. you took a bite and smiled up at him, telling him it was delicious- this is when he noticed something was up because usually you were more enthusiastic about his cooking. he frowned slightly and crouched down beside you with a concerned expression.
“_____-swan is something wrong?”
you sent him a quick glance, 
“I just have a... a small irrational fear of the dark.”
Sanji nearly fainted at your cute innocent fear, but he didn’t think that would make you feel very good.
“that’s not irrational, fear of the dark is very common it’s nothing you should be ashamed of.”
he smiled softly at you.
“is there anything I can do make you feel better?”
“do you think... do you think I could sleep with you tonight?”
the amount of self control nd willpower it took to not squeal was overwhelming. his grin widened greatly and he nodded happily.
“awh of course _____-swan! I’ll put the dishes away and then we can sleep!”
once he was done putting the ingredients and dishes away, making sure everyone was satisfied and Luffy couldn’t reach anything, and saying goodnight to everyone as they fell asleep, he pranced back over to where you sat against a fallen tree with your knees pulled to your chest and your head resting on your arms.
“oh ____-swan I’m sorry I took so long!”
he gently took your hands in his and took a seat beside you.  you took your hands from Sanji and settled into his side, assuring him it’s okay. despite being in the edge of the fire’s light and beside Sanji, you were still visibly shaking. Sanji looked down and pouted at your scared form, feeling his heart clench.
“can I hold you _____-swan?
you looked up at the blushing cook, nodding at him and sitting forward momentarily so he could slip his arm behind you. he turned in his seat so that you were leaning your head against his chest- he slowly rocked back and forth while you drifted off to sleep, but not before he promised to protect you while you slept.
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berestweys · 2 years ago
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Kinnporsche Rewatch - Episode 6
Summary: Fish lose their lives in tragic attack from above. Again.
Favorite Line: “Fire and I belong together. Polite but hot. Have you heard it? My slogan.”
Porsche’s Wacky Antics: Calls Kinn a moron. Keeps his lighter to himself while Kinn bangs two rocks together. Wrestles with Kinn in a creek bed. Teaches Kinn to make a spear. Reveals he’s terrified of ghosts and the dead. Throws a knife and hits a guy smack in the back of the head in the dark.
Why is Chay crying? He ain’t here.
Woe is Big: Blames himself for Khun Kinn getting kidnapped and lost in the woods, because he should have been there to protect him. Makes the mistake of sharing this with Chan, who barks at him to get back to searching and stop getting distracted by his dumb feelings. Poor Big. (Incidentally, while Big seems impervious to Chan because he’s blinded by the light of Kinn, does anyone else get the sense that Chan gets irritated with Big in a rather pointed way? If Big bothered to take off his Kinn-colored glasses he might notice that he’s had an admirer all along.)
Tankhun Highlight: Tankhun is at home rearranging his throw pillows, not out in the woods with everyone else. Kinn confesses he sometimes wonders if Tankhun is faking being crazy so he doesn’t have to be the heir. Porsche is quick to say, no yeah, kids can absolutely be traumatized like that. Heyooooo.
A Woman Speaks: Women don’t exist in the forest.
What’s Pete eating, and who prepared it for him? DRUMROLL PLEASE. He’s eating bread, gifted to him by VEGAS. I have begun yelling.
Vegas Report: Vegas is hanging out with Macau, minding his own business, wearing the hell out of a wine-red velvet shirt. He has never done one thing wrong in his entire life. I know this and I love him. He takes the opportunity to scare the shit out of Pete, who is. Not great at spying. Gives Pete and Pol bread, mosquito repellant, and oops, those condoms were for me, not you, Pete. Unless… do you want to share them with me? 
Shipping Activities
KinnPorsche: Trapped together in the wilderness, they use “the bodyguards’ rule” to make decisions. Rock paper scissors! This episode is so fucking funny on second watch, knowing Kinn could have unlocked the cuffs at any time after Porsche finds the knife. But he doesn’t. Because he likes being stuck in the woods chained to Porsche. Porsche tells Kinn he’s pretty when he smiles. They make an actual pinky promise & share their life dreams. Kinn tries to fake Porsche’s death for him. Porsche can’t leave him in danger. Kinn dives between Porsche and a bullet once again. It’s marriage.
VegasPete: Pete pretends to make out with Pol in an effort to avoid being spotted spying on Vegas during Spy Mission Number One. Vegas in turn offers courting gifts. The range of emotions Pete displays in this scene is more than one person can handle. Vegas says, and I quote, “I’m afraid you might get hungry.” THE DANCE BEGINS. HUZZAHHHHHHH
Do I care about KimChay yet? No. They are mercifully absent.
# of KimChay scenes in this episode: 0
# of KimChay scenes I watched without skipping through: 0
Kisses: Waterfall kisses are delightful, and mark the first time Porsche is sober for kissing. And later we get possibly the best KP kiss of the series: Porsche grabbing Kinn and wrapping himself around him as he gets ready to depart. He kisses him with his entire body. That moment feels real. Like, REAL.
Tits Out: Kinn and Porsche, swimming in the waterfall pool.
What’s Gun wearing? Unclear. Ask again later.
Serious Observations of Various Sorts: I offer many bows of thanks to the show for the frank discussion between Porsche and Kinn about the night they had sex, and Kinn offering a sincere apology. It’s not often we get to see characters being painfully honest, ashamed, vulnerable, and stumbling their way through saying things that really cannot go unsaid.
Have I calmed down? Oh hell no. We are deep in it now and I am increasingly manic. 
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loup-warrrior93 · 2 years ago
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You got that crown, baby, don't give it up now
Oh-na-na-na, say it loud
Runnin' that shit like a goddess
They call me the fire breathin' dragon that nobody can slay
Athena in the beamer blow 'em all away
Raja Kumari, daughter of the king
Royal like I'm Xena, better bow down and kiss the ring
You know this, I'm here to get ya goin'
I know you feel the rhythm levitatin', got you floatin'
So you can light the fire, go deeper than the ocean
My body is a temple, baby, show me your devotion
(art commissioned from the ever-lovely artsy-hobbitses . Thank you so much for this, deary!!)
(Set in the RiD15 universe but still a Human-formers rp thing)
Daughter of PredaKing, to be precise.
Ever since she can remember, Cassía/'Wildcat' knew she wanted to be the next PredaKing (not a Princess!). She knows the Predacons have remained hidden for so long for their own safety to be avoid being furthered slaughtered/hunted by both humans and Bots alike, but her hope and goal when she takes up the PredaKing mantle is to bring forth the her Brethren from the shadows.
“We are Predacons! Strong, Enduring, and Defiant! I will not remain in the shadows while the World continues to turn a blind eye, and neither will our people!”
Cassía was born into secrecy after the fallout of the War and what happened between Predaking and Megatron.
Many believed Predaking to be DEAD after said fall out.
No one anticipated that he would survive, or that he would indeed take up the mantle as THE PredaKing to all Predacons that were in hiding around the world, or that he had a human mate who blessed him a daughter with such a strong and fierce spirit to match his own.
Raised deep heart of the Amazon River basin and away from the scrutiny of others, Cassía was by no means raised delicately. Predaking made sure that she would know HOW to fight and how to survive as not only as a Predacon, but as his Heir; This did not put a damper on her sweet and nurturing side. Rather it fueled her protective and already fiery personality which she demonstrates in the clear mastery of her Jaguar heritage (many of the remaining Predacon Elders believed since Predaking was revived/cloned from the Dead, that it was only natural his firstborn would display such a miracle). Growing up with other Predacons in her hidden rainforest village that would later become her Knights and brothers, she’s a force to be reckoned with her stature of a 6’ even stature, solid build, and Capoeria Martial Arts. Thanks to her Jaguar heritage, her mentality, mannerisms, personality, and abilities are that of the afore mentioned jungle cat.
Unfortunately, such blissful times couldn’t last long for her and her family.
On the eve of her birthday, her village was raided by hired mercenaries, both Bot and Human. Her and her father worked to protect their now-burning home while everyone fled into the forest, unfortunately it wasn’t enough.
Cassía along with a few other Predacons were captured and taken aboard a ship bound for the Quintesson’s lair, and even the journey there was no less agonizing.
The Predacons were not the sole captives of that forsaken ship, but they endured the harshest of experiments and treatments. Cassía especially so as she should the highest enduring points and their Quintesson Captain knew they had the Heir to the Predacon Kingdom in their grasps. If they could control her, then one of the greatest weapons would be at their command. As the result of her captivity, Cassía now has scars on her wrists from where her cuffs chaffed and cut at her from all the yanking she did on her restraints.
Though much like her father, she rallied the other prisoners against their captors and took the ship, taking down all who had a hand in their torture.
Unfortunately, this left Cassía and the remaining survivors with a decrepitude ship that was barely able to go 10 knots and it wasn’t for some time until the Autobot enforcer ship, New Ranger, stumbled upon this seemingly tattered ghost ship….
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yourmcu · 4 years ago
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Mesmerized (iii)
Pairings: Natasha Romanoff x fem!reader
Request:
@lostaurorax​ said:
hii!! i love ur writing i was wondering if u could write a natasha x reader fic were reader is part of the guardians of the galaxy and they come to the compound and natasha is just starstruck but reader plays kinda hard to get and then just a bunch of fluff !
Word count: 2,138
A/n: notes at the end
Warnings: crash, mentions of explosion, swearing, space mission, soft!nat, quill’s a jerk
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
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Your departure from Earth made its one-year mark.
Natasha hasn’t felt like herself since you left. She’s known you for a few months but it felt like ages, it felt like she knew everything about you from the amount of time you spent together.
It’s not like you had a choice. The guardians needed you and of course you’re gonna be there for them too. They saved your ass countless of time and, well, they’re your family.
“Shit!”
Natasha frowns, leaning forward a bit from her sitting position. “What’s wrong?”
You fail to respond back. You curse once more in realization that you had no more ammo left in your guns, using your fire conjuring abilities is risky in this situation too, given on what type of creatures you're fighting.
Rocket is still determined to fight but you know he’s not gonna make it alive so you pick him up and sprint to your ship.
“I had it under control!” The raccoon yells.
“You’re kidding, right? The others already left!” You boom, fiddling with the buttons and levers of the ship to try and start it. The rattling of the monsters behind getting you frazzled. “Fucking-”
“Out of the way before you burn the controls, I got it.”
You go to the back part of the ship to reload all your weapons. You sigh in relief when Rocket managed to start the ship.
The mission went horribly wrong. People died and you were outnumbered. You almost set Groot on fire because of how overwhelmed you were, the fact that Quill was expressing how pissed he was at you didn’t help. Usually the team had every mission handled and sorted. You weren’t used to losing.
And you forgot Natasha is still connected to the call.
She just listens further. It's more silent than earlier so she figured you got away from whatever happened, but she's ready to try and help whatever it takes even though she's a thousand miles away.
“Quill’s not responding,” you frown, frantically searching the back of the ship for the backup weapons. “He must’ve turned his comms off. Can you contact the other ship there?”
“No, offline,” Rocket mumbles, more focused on getting the ship moving. “But geez, you and him have to sort things out.”
“I’m sorry-”
“Save it, we’re still being followed!” Rocket swerves in attempt to knock off the creatures - who're still actively chasing the spaceship. They could fly, and there are a lot. You couldn’t imagine anything like it.
You try your best to fight them off through the spacious hatch on top, but of course you have no match for all of them. You wish Thor was here. As far as you knew he's sorting Asgard things out with Valkyrie.
Every minute just gets worse. The flight gets unstable the more those creatures are catching up, you're surprised they're so determined to destroy both of you.
“Can you go any faster?!”
“I can’t, can I?!” Rocket's driving and pressing multiple buttons for the jump at the same  time.
“Y/N,” Natasha calls out, hoping you could still hear her. “I can tell the team if you need any help-”
On your end, she just got more blasters and guns going off, orders flying between you and the raccoon.
“We need to shake them off, this ship’s not gonna handle them,” You say exasperated. “I’m gonna cause a distraction, got it? You need to get us out of here - anywhere - I don’t care how many jumps it takes!”
Rocket, as rare as it is, displays concern in his face, but he sighs and grips on the levers. “Ready when you are.”
You suck in a breath, letting out a huge burst of what seems like fire and just - heat, aiming at the creatures closest to the ship. It gets nearly all of them. The raccoon mutters a quick countdown, watching you fall unconscious from the hatch in the corner of his eye. He pushes the lever forward slowly, jumping to the one place he knows the both of you could get help.
Earth.
-
As soon as you let yourself go, Natasha loses the connection. The intensity of you using your powers like that might’ve affected it.
“God,” she mutters, pacing around her table, “Friday, you still have contact on that ship?”
“Yes, Ms. Romanoff,” the A.I responds, and for a moment, a huge explosion sounded somewhere in the forest near the compound. “...and they just landed. Would you like me to send you the exact coordinates?”
Of course Natasha doesn’t waste time to go out and find you. Thankfully Steve is around and was shaken by the sudden explosion too. It’s snowing, the forest covered with thick snow so it wouldn’t be hard to find wherever the ship crashed.
“She’ll be alright, Nat. We’ll find her.” Steve reassures.
Natasha’s breath hitches at the sight of the aircraft completely destroyed, pieces everywhere, she wasted no time to find you under all the rubble.
The unconscious raccoon isn’t hard to find, but you had it worse considering you were already out before the crash.
“Steve,” she states, walking over scraps and metal to get to you. You're sickly pale, giving Natasha the feeling that she's too late but she did feel a slight pulse. There’s blood on the side of your forehead but other than that,
“She’s freezing,” and it isn’t from the snow alone, she thought. You're colder than that. Natasha has an arm around your back and behind your knees, getting ready to carry you. “Steve, we-”
“I’ll call Bruce to get them sorted out. Try and find their stuff that’s not destroyed.” His tone is firm. He doesn’t wait for a response, gently grabbing you from her and strides back to the compound.
Natasha sighs. Almost everything she sees is unrecognizable except for a few complicated looking guns that definitely looks like Rocket’s and your bag you took on one of your dates. Biting the inside of her cheek, she opens it, sighing in relief when everything inside looked in order.
She finds a wallet-sized picture of both of you at a fair's photo booth. You always held onto it and kept it in your pocket most of the time that's why it looks worn out, probably from you holding it so much. This makes Natasha's heart ache, deciding to keep it for the meantime, carrying all your stuff that's left to the compound.
- You wake with a start. You're facing the clean white ceiling of the Avengers' med bay and you tilt your head to the side to see Natasha sleeping on a stool beside your bed with her head lulling forward and her arms are crossed. As much as you feel relieved to see her, you're confused on how you got here, how she found you. You lift your arm to gently pat the redhead awake. She sighs and goes to rub her neck. "You're cold." You smile softly, cringing at the rasp of your voice. "Didn't want you to be sore from the way you were sleeping." "I'm glad you're awake." "How long was I out?" Natasha gets up to get you a glass of water while you sit up the bed. "Twelve hours. You definitely needed the rest, everything sounded really crazy up there," she says. "Rocket's somewhere around, he left his bed the moment he got up." She hands you the glass and tucks a strand of your hair behind your ear. Feeling how cold you still are since they found you in the forest, she grabs a remote to crank the heater up a bit. You purse your lips and cross your legs, looking at her. "How'd you find us?" "Let's just say we heard the impact of the crash from here," Natasha eyes the bandages on the side of your head for a moment. "It was really lucky your ship crashed nearby, but you know I wouldn't hesitate to get on the jet just to find you. And when I did, I... I thought you were-"
Your hand immediately goes to cup her cheek, the contrast of warm and cold making Natasha relax in your touch. "I'm here now. You saved me." She returns your smile and holds onto your hand on her cheek. "I missed you." "I missed you too." "You know, I did specifically set those coordinates," Rocket says as he enters the room with Tony. "Technically I saved us." Your smile only widens and Natasha chuckles, turning to Tony to see what he has to say about your condition. "You really wore yourself out there fireball, is she still freezing cold?" He asks this to Natasha specifically and she nods. You furrow your eyebrows and turn to your fists, clenching them, only noticing now that you are freezing. "I'm gonna run a simple test and if all goes as expected, Bruce is gonna give you a shot." "Have you already got a conclusion on what happened to me?" You question. Tony pulls out something from his pocket. "Sure have. Now set this on fire." He tosses you a solid crumpled paper. Holding it between three fingers you expect it to turn into ash in your palm, but it stayed the way it is. You're looking at it now to help focus on setting it on fire but it still stayed as normal paper. Natasha grips you on the arm. "I think that's enough." "You went all out with your powers. I did see you let out an overwhelming amount when we were trying to outrun those creatures before you passed out." Rocket states. "Naturally it'll come back, but the shot should help you with your... body temperature and hopefully the speed of recovery." Tony adds. You groan, back landing on the pillow behind you. Not only does losing your powers suck but you aren't a big fan of needles either, but you'll deal with them if you really have to. Natasha's hand slowly crawls up to intertwine with yours, although her attention was still on Tony. "She's gonna have to stay here at least until she recovers, right?" She also looks at Rocket if he has any objections but he merely nods his head. "'Course, they're welcome here for as long as they want." Tony claps his hands together and dismisses himself, Rocket following behind. "In the meantime I'll be figuring out a way to build a new ship." The raccoon says before closing the door behind him. Natasha makes her way to sit beside you and you automatically scooch to make space and rest your head against her shoulder, taking a breath. "You alright?" You shrug. "I guess I do feel pretty useless without those powers. I mean, Quill without a doubt would never let me go on missions anymore. I'd just be a burden to everyone." She lets go of your hand to put around you. "Everything doesn't revolve around your powers, Y/N. You're not useless. I bet you could take that Quill guy down in a fist fight." You let out a chuckle, shaking your head. "What's that guy like anyway?" The sudden question makes your head perk up. "Oh, you know, Quill, he's a nice guy-" Natasha let out a noise, cutting you off. "Didn't sound like it while I was connected in the call." "He can be a mouthful to me sometimes," you admit quietly. "Not to everyone though, I do generally think he's a nice guy. I have no idea what I did that made him so pissed at me." You look up at her and she's staring at the wall, seeming like she's deep in thought. "He doesn't hurt you, does he?" "God, no. He's not like that," you say. "If he did want to of course I wouldn't just take it." Natasha smiles, "that's my girl." You hung your head low so she couldn't see the way you flushed at the phrase, biting your lip to hold in a smile. “I’m glad you have my back, though.”
“I always do. Always will.”
"So, when can I leave this room?"
"After Bruce gives you the shot, then we can do whatever we want." She tilts your head up to move your hair out of your face. You look at her with an amused expression, "where do you plan on taking me this time?” Natasha smirks at the question. She loves spending all her time with you and the sight of you enjoying yourself makes it better. "There’s a new bookstore open, thought you might like it. Also an amusement park. It’s a few hours away but I can always drive. Oh, Tony’s cabin. I’m sure he’d love you to meet his newborn Morgan.”
“Sounds like you have a list,” you muse.
Natasha hums, pulling you closer. “I do.”
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final one!! no one’s really looking forward to this but I enjoyed writing it anyway :)
btw wrote this way before thor: love and thunder so i have no idea what him and the guardians are up to but i wish them the best
[shameless plug] check out this natasha ambience i made some people thought it was cool
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young-dumb-and-vaccinated · 3 years ago
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The Sommelier (Hannigram x Female!Reader) pt. 22
Hannibal and y/n arrive at Camp Big Brother and receive an unusual greeting.
@dovahdokren @deadman-inc-bikeshop @lov3vivian @wisesandwichshark @scpdragon
Trigger warnings: guns, threats of violence, cult stuff, brief mention of North Korea 
The car ride up to the mountain introduced you to a new feeling. You thought it similar to that of prisoners on their way to be executed. The comfortable numbness of accepting your rapidly-approaching demise. 
The road only brought you so far. It turned into a dirt path, which then turned into just the imprint of tire tracks. Your car wasn’t equipped for mountainous terrain, so you had to get out and walk. You weren’t ill-prepared for a hike; you made a point to change clothes before leaving the house, and your work shoes were worn-in enough to withstand a trek through the forest. You only feared losing one of your gloves.
It was Hannibal you were worried about. You’d never seen him in anything but a full three-piece suit and today was no exception. He’d taken off his jacket and vest, but having to hike in suit pants and dress shoes was far from ideal. 
You were in the middle of a game of ‘how many 12 gauge bullets can I fit on my person’ when you heard the rumbling of an ATV coming down the track. You loaded a shell into the gun and watched it turn the corner and stop in front of you. Hannibal stood behind you, looking dignified as ever. 
The driver dismounted the vehicle and took off their helmet. The woman beneath the helmet looked like she’d either lived a hard 20 years or an easy 50 years. You didn’t pay much attention to her face. She looked nourished and had a head full of hair, so she wasn’t one of Chase’s slaves. 
“Are you ‘prefect’?” You asked, squinting at her from behind the gun. “Or ‘Aunt Lydia’?” 
“You must be [F/N] [L/N].” The woman said. “Vanguard sent me to pick you up, but didn’t say anything about a guest.” 
“What’s to stop me from blasting your head off, taking that ATV and going up there myself?” You spat. 
The woman disregarded your question. She pulled a walkie-talkie from her belt and clicked it on. “Vanguard, [L/N] is here and she brought a friend.” 
The device crackled, then Chase spoke. “Is it a cop?” 
The woman scanned Hannibal up and down. “No.” 
“Let her off with a warning, then.” Chase instructed. “She knew the rules.” 
“You heard the man.” She pulled a pistol from her holster and pointed it at Hannibal with full intentions to shoot him dead. He put his hands behind his head, but didn’t seem at all fazed. 
You aimed the gun at the woman’s head. “I don’t think you want to do that.” 
“Don’t waste your ammo, love.” Hannibal said to you. “She’s obviously bluffing.” 
“You want to find out?” She pulled the hammer back. 
“Hannibal, she’s not bluffing!” Your voice started to shake. 
“Yes she is, darling.” He insisted. “Nobody would be stupid enough to fire off a shot this close to an active naval base.” 
She lowered her pistol. “What are you talking about, there’s no military base up here.” 
“Of course there is.” He refuted. “Camp David is within a few miles of here.”
For a moment, she looked genuinely fearful. You thought you saw her cult mask begin to slip as she remembered that there was a world outside of the one Chase cultivated. 
“Oh.” Hannibal feigned surprise. “That is, unless, Chase Mulvaney didn’t tell you.” 
The woman narrowed her eyes. “I’m his right-hand woman, he tells me everything.” 
Hannibal clicked his tongue. “I’m sorry, ma’am, but it seems he sees you as just as disposable as Catherine Miller. He sent you down here to kill anyone [F/N] brought along with her, catching the attention of the military personnel on base and ultimately throwing you under the bus.” 
“He wouldn’t.” She snapped. “Chase loves me like a sister.”
“I’ll bet that’s what he tells the other girls.” You commented. 
Judging by the look on her face, you were right. And you struck a nerve. 
“But, if you are so inclined to do Chase’s dirty work for him,” Hannibal said, loosening his collar. “At least try not to get blood on my suit pants.” 
She held the gun out for a few moments, then dropped it. “He would want to kill you himself.”
“That’s more like it.” You said, mounting the vehicle with your gun slung over your back. 
“Vanguard doesn’t mind two armed strangers on his property?” Hannibal asked, having to yell over the revving of the engine. 
The woman scoffed. “It doesn’t make any difference. Bullets don’t work on Vanguard.” 
You furrowed your brow. “What?” 
“Vanguard is blessed with the armor of Christ.” She said, with 100% conviction. There wasn’t a trace of irony or sarcasm in her voice. “No bullets can pierce his earthly flesh.” 
“Do you actually believe what you’re saying, or is this all some kind of fucked-up extended metaphor?” You asked. 
“Vanguard proved it in chapel.” She insisted. “He fired a gun at his chest and it didn’t puncture him! The bullet just crumpled against his chest.”
“Wow.” You said, flatly. This person’s rationality was so scrubbed away, she could be fooled by even the lamest of magic tricks. 
“The people of North Korea believe that Kim-Jong Il is responsible for inventing the hamburger.” Hannibal whispered to you. “Because they don’t have access to any information that proves otherwise.” 
“Yeah, we’re about to ‘prove otherwise’ alright.” You muttered back with a smile. 
After a few minutes, the outline of a building appeared. As you grew closer, you saw a cheaply-constructed cabin made for quantity, not quality. Next to it was a chapel, but it was only identifiable as such because of the massive cross. With industrial metal siding and no visible windows, it resembled a bomb shelter. 
The woman unceremoniously dumped you both off the ATV at an opening in the razor wire fence.
"Morning devotional is at eight." She explained. "You'll hear the bell ring. You'll be expected to attend, of course."
"I don't give a shit what you expect." You shook your head. "I don't owe you fucks anything."
"But you owe Jesus everything." She said, matter-of-factually.
“What in the Midsommar fuck is this?” You said, squinting in the early daylight. 
“Come on.” Hannibal took your gloved hand in his. “Let’s find our Will.” 
The sun was just beginning to rise over the mountains off in the distance, coloring the sky as red as the blood on Chase's hands.
"It's going to be light soon." Hannibal whispered. "We only have so long before people start to wake up."
"So where do we check first?" You asked.
"At eight, the chapel will be full and the cabin will be empty." Hannibal pointed out. "That gives us fifteen minutes to search the chapel until people start filing in."
You nodded. "Sounds like a plan."
You snuck towards the entrance to the chapel and crept inside without a sound. One look and you knew you had a lot of ground to cover in only fifteen minutes.
The chapel looked like the inside of a shipping container. You knew that growing up Catholic gave you a certain image of how church should look, but this was hardly a structure, let alone a place of worship. Much like the outside, the only feature that identified this building as a church was the massive cross, which was not even mounted on the wall or suspended from the ceiling. It just laid lazily against the back wall. A couple of folding tables with some linens draped over them made up a bare-bones altar, decorated with nothing but a couple of candles. The high windows gave the chilling feeling that the room was underground.
"You'd think with ninety million dollars, they could afford some real chairs." You commented, looking disgustedly at the rows of folding chairs.
"This isn't a summer camp." Hannibal observed. "This is a military base."
Your foot hit a loose tile on the ground. You took a knee and grabbed it. A whole patch of tiles lifted with it, revealing a small secret door. 
“I think you might be on to something.” You said, looking up at Hannibal. 
You slung your gun over your back and carefully descended the ladder while Hannibal kept watch. 
“It’s dark down here.” You called up. You heard the striking of a match and Hannibal handed you a lit candle. You were about to thank him when the sharp tones of a bell cut through the silence. 
“Shit.” You cursed. “Hannibal, close the hatch.” 
“I’m not going to leave you.” Hannibal’s voice hardened. 
“This bunker is narrow as Christ’s asshole.” You said. “I can handle it. You need to investigate the cabin.” 
“Darling-” 
“Go to the cabin. Now.” You demanded. “I’m not asking.” 
Hannibal smiled down at you, feeling a sense of pride. He knelt down beside the trap door, and reached for your hand. He removed your glove and pressed his lips against your skin. “Godspeed, my indulgence.” 
You saluted. “And also with you.” 
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masterthespianduchovny · 3 years ago
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I’m going to be honest before I get to the Sam/Rebecca subplot: if they drop plots threads indicating that this continue into the next season and uplift this pairing, I’m out.
This storyline is gross and I can see why some people quit the show when the revealed happened.
When I say I’m repulsed by age gap relationships of this nature, this isn’t a shipping thing or a race thing. This is a moral and ethical thing. Because it’s not just an age gap, it’s also that Rebecca is Sam’s boss. I legitimately don’t see how people can overlook this and ship how “cute” this is. I’m not judging anyone, it just genuinely doesn’t make sense to me.
And for people who think I’m a hypocrite, Ted/Rebecca is not the same. Sam and Rebecca is like a principal dating a student. If you want to age Sam up, because people love to accuse others of infantilizing Sam, it’s like the president of a college dating a student. In both cases, there would be backlash, and have been, to these types of relationships.
Which would make Ted’s position that of a teacher/professor or someone higher. In most cases, there aren’t objections, however, both parties have to be transparent about their relationship and careful about how and if that influences their professional relationship with each other and others.
Last week, I mentioned a friend of mine who was 18 and dated someone who was 28. Both are white for reference. When I found out their ages and respective positions, I became concerned and doubly concerned.
Oh, they had chemistry and he made her so happy, but he was also controlling as fuck and emotionally abusive. During the duration of their relationship, he became her boss and would monitor her interactions via cameras in the back office. She was stressed out as fuck and would go to the bathroom to cry. You know, where cameras weren’t and where he couldn’t enter.
And it was a secret relationship because he could get in trouble. I didn’t say anything because she was with her boyfriend before she knew me. Me telling someone could’ve gotten him in trouble or fired, but that wouldn’t have ended the relationship. It would’ve made her end our friendship and cling closer to him. Instead, after I quit for other reasons, I sporadically checked on her to see how she was doing and give her advice and resources.
As far as the actual episode itself goes, I struggled to enjoy it due to the Sam/Rebecca situation. It should’ve ended at dinner at most.
The only emotional beat that landed, imo, was Jamie and Roy’s hug. I do think Ted’s confession was strong, but the flow was kinda weird for me. By itself it works.
Two things working for me that wasn’t at the forefront of the episode was 1. How Ted’s problem is fucking over the team. 2. That Nate is in over his head.
Even if AFC Richmond had lost with Ted being in his A game, it wouldn’t have been that made and the team would’ve been more competitive. They were sloppy and making baffling errors. Their head was not in the game and it showed. Man City wasn’t that good, Richmond was just that ill prepared.
And who led training?
Nate.
Nate has great instincts, but he isn’t ready to lead a team and he still has a lot of work to do before growing into coaching a team as head coach.
But let me stress, this falls completely on Ted and even Beard to an extent. Yes, Ted is having emotional issues, however, many people rely on him and he wasn’t there. I don’t mean literally because teams should be able to function without their head coach for stretches of time. He hasn’t been there mentally and emotionally for most of the season. Because AFC Richmond’s competition isn’t as premier as Man City, it’s easier to appear more dominant that you are, esp if you’re coach isn’t on his A game. However, when you’re up against actual Goliath’s in the league, you’ll get your ass handed to you like Richmond did.
As I mentioned earlier, if they do go through with supporting and uplifting Sam/Rebecca, my time with this fandom ends with the season 2 finale.
But if we take Ted’s dark forest into consideration, there is another way this could play out. Actually many.
The one I can see happening that can get her somewhat redeemed, because some will never get over this happening in the first place, is her hitting rock bottom via her relationship with Sam. Something will happen or make her have unflattering thoughts about herself and her actions that will drive her into a tailspin.
And I’m unsure if it’ll be just a personal crisis or if it’ll also be a professional crisis.
Some may disagree with me, but I do want this affair to come to light. Because if it doesn’t, it sets up this fucked up precedent that Rebecca can do fucked up shit and get away with it in private.
Rebecca fucked over her club, uprooted a man’s life in bad faith, and almost ruined several people’s careers due to her bullshit in the first season. The fact that she didn’t have to answer for any of this is a God damn mercy on Ted’s part even though she didn’t ask for it.
Now for her to date/fuck a player because “she just has to know.” Because she doesn’t want to let something pass her by?
Yeah…no.
Rebecca’s fear of loneliness is leading her to make very bad decisions and I fear what this means for Sam’s career and relationships if this breaks. There were people who allegedly care for Sam, yet cheered for this relationship to happen. What do you think happens with his locker room relationships? I’ve already explained in another post that either this sours those relationships OR they want favors from him because he’s dating/fucking the boss.
He’ll get crucified in the media. He may even have trouble getting employed. Why? Because that’s how racism works.
“But, masterthespianduchovny, if Sam may receive hate and racist acts committed against him, why do you want the affair exposed?”
Because this shit show of a relationship isn’t about just Sam. It’s about Rebecca’s fear of loneliness leading her to make bad decisions that effects everyone not just her and Sam. It’s the fact that a white woman isn’t thinking about how her actions could have major consequences for a young black man.
Rebecca is so obsessed with not being lonely and being loved that 1. She never sought help or productive ways to deal with the fall out and humiliation of her marriage. 2. She dated a man because he was “fine” and not because she was actually invested in him and the relationship 3. She’s getting involved with a player on her team without thinking of any of the consequences. 4. She’s not considering the other players, the coaches, or anyone else she’s responsible for.
Oh, and considering we got that call from Sam’s dad…his relationship with his father will most likely suffer as a result. AND now that Dubai Air thing looks suspect, esp because she was talking to him around that time unknowingly.
Oop! And isn’t she getting her relationship with Nora back on track? Even though Nora and Sam can’t legally date and I’m not saying every decision should be swayed by a teenage girl, however, Rebecca is literally sabotaging every relationship just because she’s afraid of being alone (I agree with another poster who said we really didn’t need to explore this storyline, but alas…)
Although Ted forgave Rebecca for her scheming in season one, I honestly don’t think he’d be so forgiving for this. It’s his job to protect players and look out for their well being and how can he one his boss is involved with one of his players, which again, affects others players. This relationship has major consequences for other people who are not in it.
Also, Sam…for someone who people love to say is mature enough to date an older woman, not once did even be consider the ramifications of getting involved with the boss.
Not once.
And that looks bad because a mature person his age would be mindful of such a thing. This isn’t considered or, at least, isn’t said onscreen. Sam os either thinking with his dick, his heart, or both, but he isn’t thinking with his head. Because there is no way you’re thinking with your head and don’t stop to say, “hey, this thing could jeopardize my relationship with my teammates and the other people I work with. Maybe I should think some more of this before pursuing a relationship with my boss.” Sam was all in from the moment he decided he wanted to have dinner with Rebecca. There was no thinking on his end.
But Sam’s super mature, right?
Another poster mentioned that there might be a screaming match between Rebecca and ted and I’m so here for that. No, I don’t think this argument will be romantic. They’ll have legitimate gripes with each other, but yeah…this is an argument that needs to happen. Which will most likely be before Rebecca gets help.
That’s all assuming this happens. Like I said, they could have Sam and Rebecca being a power couple (🤮), or handle this some other way. But if this is going to be framed as a good thing, others can enjoy it, but the show will have one less viewer from me.
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lumosinlove · 4 years ago
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Relic Keel
Previously on Relic Keel:
Lily and James sneak out to the Lacrosse fields together. Lily learns about the treasure hunt and Luke’s father’s connection with Pascal Dumais. Her and James decide to, if not be together, than have togetherness for as long as they can.
Finn wakes up in Grimmauld and is reunited with Logan. The crew learn that a hurricane is approaching and Dorcas tries to convince Saint and Sirius to go somewhere else other than Grimmauld, which will get dangerous in the storm. Logan is looking forward to Finn meeting Leo, although he’s confused about his feelings for the blonde boy.
Luke and Saint meet in Rowena where Saint reveals he’s been staying up reading Luke’s notes in the books he’s stolen from his room. Luke wants to know more about Pascal Dumais, and learns that he helped raise Saint and Sirius after they both ran away from their homes. They agree to meet at The Lion later to confront Pascal. Saint apparently likes Luke because he hates surprises and Luke is exactly what he expects him to be—mean. He also steals Luke’s sunglasses.
Dorcas goes to Kasey Winter’s ice cream shop—he also is a safer dealer of Crucio, and she tells him she wants out. He was hoping she would go into business with himself and his girlfriend Natalie. They want to create a medicinal, therapy program for Crucio, where people who are struggling can safely use to to deal with past traumas or grief. They want it to be used correctly, not as a quick fix. Dorcas isn’t hesitant about leaving, she wants to follow Marlene, but she likes that idea.
Remus and Sirius run into each other on their way to the meeting at The Lion, and Remus invites Sirius to stay at his house for the duration of the hurricane. Sirius gets proud and angry and declines. They argue.
Pascal reveals to Sirius, Leo, Remus, Luke, and Saint that Luke’s dad, Victor, and Leo’s dad, Wyatt, were hunting the treasure together—Dumo played a smaller role, had less of an interest other than an interesting discussion about history. They figured out that the Voldemort lay off of the Cradle, a ring of rocks and tiny islands off of Hogwarts Island. They learn that there is a current called the Horcrux that escalates during a storm, revealing the bottom of the sea—or a shipwreck. Leo’s dad was killed by the current, Luke’s father was taken away years after, and the map showed up on Pascal’s doorstep a few days after that. Pascal tries to warn them off of going, but Saint and Luke seem bent on it.
Finn and Logan go to Leo’s house, only to find him crying about the truth of his father’s death. Finn learns of the treasure.
***cw: identity issues, not sure how to tag this but wanting to be alive? briefly implied (and happily concluded) past struggles with that, almost death, past death of a father, mention of blood and wounds***
part ix
Saint felt sweat snake down his bare back as he filled sandbags and shoved them up against the far side of the house. The wind already felt bad tempered. Maybe it was just him. Just Saint, the wind, and the ocean that had gone the graying blue that meant a storm. Saint thought the world should catch up already. His storm had been brewing for a long time. The promise of rain brought goosebumps over his bare back, the sun hidden by clouds, and he shoved another sand bag up against the boards, like some sort of parapet. As if they were preparing for a war.
He looked up when the noise of Sirius hammering plywood across the windows stopped. He rolled his eyes.
“Stop staring out at the ocean like a sailor’s widow.”
“Oh, we’re speaking now?” was all Sirius said.
“No,” Saint jammed his shovel into the bag of sand again.
He faintly heard Sirius sigh. “I don’t know what I did.”
Frankly, Saint wasn’t sure what Sirius had done, either. All he knew was that there was rain thrashing inside him, and wind howling in his ears, and there was gold to be had and death to be avoided.
And Luke.
He had let Luke catch him the night of Pascal’s confessions. Or maybe Luke had just caught up. He’d found Saint at the Howler Cliffs. Saint knew he was there, but kept his eyes closed, letting the wind whistle in his ears. Still, the sound of Pascal calling him his son roared louder.
“If I had known that’s all it took to rattle you, I could have saved myself a lot of time,” Luke had said, coming to stand beside him.
Saint had smiled and it felt like it had stretched his cheeks all wrong. “I didn’t know you were trying so hard.”
“You said it yourself,” Luke had replied. “Dumo took care of you.”
“It’s one thing for me to know it,” Saint snapped. “It’s—“ another thing for him to say it.
“Dumo could know more about my father,” Luke said. “Maybe—maybe the treasure can help me find out what happened to him somehow. Why no one will tell me anything. Why I can’t see him.”
“Sure, Deveaux,” Saint had kept his eyes ahead. “Tell me all about your father.”
“I need my father.”
Saint had whipped his head towards him, only to find Luke looking right back.
Luke’s eyes had been more open than Saint had ever seen them. His pain was like the sun coming through a tiny gap in drawn curtains. He didn’t let much of it show, but the mere hint became blinding. Saint felt it push against his own chest. He kept his blinds shut tight.
Luke’s voice was fainter when he repeated his words. “I need my father.”
Saint swallowed. It was nice, somehow, that Luke was self-aware enough to admit it. “What do you expect me to do about that?”
“I can’t—maybe I can’t figure this out alone.”
“I’m sure your Godlings will help with that.”
Luke shook his head. “James doesn’t understand. He’s too…happy.” Luke winced a little, the wind ruffling his tawny hair. “He’s had it too easy.”
“Lupin?”
“Remus only thinks he’s unhappy. Maybe because I am. It’s…abstract for him.”
Saint raised an eyebrow. “That’s a little rich.”
“Maybe I’m wrong,” Luke nodded.
“So, what?” Saint sighed. “Misery helps misery?”
Luke’s smile, so rare, was sad. “If it has nothing better to do.”
“Well?” Sirius said, flipping his hammer in his hand. “Feel like telling me?”
“Is it weird?” Saint asked. “That we aren’t in love?”
Sirius tilted his head at the age old question that they asked each other. It was half a joke. It was half a plea.
“I do love you,” Sirius said. “And I’d be in love with you if I could.”
“I’d be in love with you if I could,” Saint repeated, then sighed.
“We suck,” Sirius said.
“Yeah,” Saint squinted back out at the ocean, where they could see Remus’ boat.
“I do love you, though,” Sirius said, and walked down to sit on the steps, his gray eyes looking at Saint through the splintered, wooden railing. “Don’t do something stupid. I can’t lose you to the ocean. Or to anything at all.”
“And I love you, which is why we need that gold.”
“We don’t,” Sirius shook his head. “The rest of the world isn’t Gods and Hollows. You aren’t nothing or kings.”
“I have nothing better to do. And we have plain nothing—financially speaking.” Saint gestured towards the house. “Dorcas will leave for the states, and then we’ll really have nothing. We both know she’s paying—”
“We’ll go somewhere else—”
Saint tied off a sandbag with a yank. “I’m not leaving.”
“Saint.”
“I’m not.”
“Why?”
“Because I’m not.”
Sirius stood, eyes cloudy. “You’re not talking to me again.”
“Huh.”
“We don’t do that!” Sirius said, voice raising. “Stop shutting me out.”
“I’m not doors and windows.”
“Saint,” Sirius’ voice held a note of begging. “What is here for us?” He motioned towards the cross that hung around Saint’s neck. “That?”
Saint grit his teeth and began to fill another bag.
“Just,” Sirius took a breath. “Just tell me why—”
Saint hurled the small spade at the side of the house, and it made a satisfying crack. “This is the only place anyone would ever know to look for me.”
The waiting storm seemed to crackle in the air around them at Saint’s words, as though he himself had struck the match to trigger it. Thunder rolled mutedly in the distance. Sirius’ eyes matched the sky.
Sirius walked forward, and Saint let him. He let him press a hand to his face, then their cheeks together as he wrapped him up in his familiar arms.
“Stop waiting for her,” Sirius’ voice was gentle in his ear. “She doesn’t deserve you.”
“We need the gold.”
“We’ll find another way.”
“I don’t want another way. I want a hunt.”
Sirius pulled back just enough to look at him. “One that has killed a man?”
Saint pulled away to retrieve the spade. “Careful is my middle name.”
~
Leo was embarrassed, but Finn didn’t seem to know the meaning of that word.
He watched him and Logan work wires into loops to hold together shards of found lost things that his mother had scooped up from the beach, while he sat at a workbench, repairing an old ship clock that he could hopefully paint to get rid of the wooden chips and then sell. Finn, as he had regained his strength, was laughter in a bottle. He was as fiery as the color of his hair, with lean fingers that Leo found himself watching as they handled materials, or helped him in the kitchen, or turned the pages of one of Leo’s many books. He went through them like a forest on fire.
And all Leo seemed to be able to do was cry in front of him, as he had the first night, or stare at the way him and Logan were together. Logan had opened up, his eyes lighter, his grins broader. Only his laughs remained as they had been, a soft sound, almost private. They made Leo feel as though he were being let in on a secret.
Leo blinked and Finn was standing in front of him.
“We’re making you dinner tonight,” Finn said, those same nimble fingers spread out over Leo’s work space on either side of the clock.
Leo couldn’t help his laugh. “Oh?”
“What do you feel like?” Logan asked, standing a little ways back, arms crossed over his chest. He looked like some hot gardener out of Leo’s daydreams in his tight white t-shirt and his borrowed pair of work gloves.
Leo leaned back, taking a breath. “What are my options?”
Finn looked back at Logan with a grin. “Ah…peanut butter and jelly sandwiches?” He raised an eyebrow at Logan.
“Or take-out,” Logan finished with a shrug.
Finn’s smile was teasing. “Aren’t we the best house guests you could ask for?”
Most tormenting, maybe.
Leo laughed. “Better idea—I make dinner and you two stick to clean up.”
Logan put his hands up and walked closer to the work table. “Fine by me. What are you doing again?”
Leo looked back down at the clock. “Trying to fix this. I think it's missing a gear, though.”
Finn just hummed and sat half on the table, knee propped up. It made his cross swing against his neck for a moment, and Leo looked between his and Logan’s. He wondered, not for the first time, why they didn't take them off. They didn’t have a clasp or a tie that he could see, just a thicker area where the two parts of the string had been fused together with heat. They were too short to be pulled over the head.
“Do you want me to cut those for you?” Leo asked.
Finn looked up. “Cut what?”
Leo hesitantly gestured to the spot where the crosses would have rested on his own chest, and then pointed to Finn’s.
It was like cloud cover. Logan actually gripped his protectively in a fist.
“Ah, no,” Finn said slowly. He stood straight again and ran a hand through his hair. It came to rest on the back of his neck. “No, that’s okay.”
Leo watched Finn glance at the wire clippers resting near them, and reached out to put them back in the tool box. “Okay. Just thought I’d ask.”
Logan turned away and Finn watched him, too. He swallowed. “Thanks, Leo.”
Leo flushed. It didn’t feel like a thank you. More like an appeasement. “Yeah…”
“Oh,” came a voice from the shop’s open garage door. Leo jumped a little, and looked to see Saint leaning against the side, and Luke, with his arms crossed, a little behind him, looking like a very grumpy sort of bodyguard.
Saint feigned a shiver. “The room just got colder.”
“Saint,” Finn still said the name like he was tasting something knew, but Saint looked almost pleased each time he heard it. “And…”
“Tweedle, meet Finn. Finn, meet Tweedle.”
“Luke,” Luke snapped.
Finn snorted. “Okay?”
Leo was still stuck on the necklaces, eyeing Saint’s still intact one now. He figured the numbers were a way of keeping track of the kids—but burning the string seemed like a bit much.
“What do you want?” Leo sighed. Seeing Saint made him feel raw about the news of his father’s death all over again.
“Well, you ran a little quickly from Dumo’s,” Saint replied, picking up an old lobster trap that they used for spare wire now. “Should’ve stayed. Missed some good stuff.”
“Don’t act like he’s the only one who ran,” Luke mumbled. He and Logan were eyeing each other suspiciously, no doubt remembering the night in Luke’s father’s study when Logan had nearly burned his father’s letter.
“The first wave will come tonight,” Saint said, ignoring Luke. “But if we really want our shot at the Horcrux current, we’ll need the full throttle. Boom, crack, all that.”
“Full storm hits tomorrow,” Finn said from his place beside Leo. Leo looked over at him. He was still torn between embarrassment about crying and something else. Relief? Thankfulness?
Leo tapped his fingers against the clock. “We should figure out what we need for a trip like that. The shops will be boarding up by this afternoon.”
“Kris will have what we need,” Saint replied. “A boat.”
“Kris?” Luke asked.
“He runs the marina,” Leo said.
“What I was going to say,” Saint cut in. “Was that we should run a test trip. Tonight. Before the storm is at its worst.”
“See what we’re dealing with,” Logan nodded.
“I don’t see why we need this treasure, or whatever,” Finn said. He was still fingering his necklace. “I mean…if the trip is as dangerous as it sounds…why risk it?”
Saint laughed a single note, and looked at Logan. “Oh, Lolo. You haven’t told him?”
Logan stiffened, and Finn blinked. “Told me what?”
Saint made a tisking sound. “Logan. All that trouble to get him out and you’re keeping secrets.”
“Fuck off,” Logan growled.
“Oh, you sound like Luke.”
Finn took a step forward. “Lo?”
Logan sent him a pained look, but turned away. Leo glanced at where Logan’s backpack was resting in the corner of the workshop. It had been there for days, he hadn’t been dealing, but that didn’t mean any of the problems it had caused had gone away.
“I think you’re right as far as boats go,” Leo said carefully, trying to draw the attention away from Saint’s jabs. "But he doesn’t have any equipment. Visual or otherwise. If we need that.”
Saint grinned and clapped a hand on Luke’s shoulder, having to reach up a bit to do it. “That’s where this one comes in.”
Luke scoffed. “This one?”
“We’re going to visit your too-happy friend, Tweedle.”
~
James was staring at his computer, trying to will himself into college, when the sliding glass kitchen door, leading in from the pool, flew open. Saint was there, along with Luke, and three boys James didn’t recognize—or no, he knew the brunette and the blond from the restaurant in The Hollow.
“You have two hundred of my dollars,” he said, pointing his pencil at the brunette. The redhead beside him narrowed his eyes in confusion.
“That you offered,” the brown haired boy crossed his arms.
“Yeah, as part of a bargain,” James looked at Luke over his glasses. “Was the other end held up? Don’t think so.”
Luke just rolled his eyes.
“Well you’re going to have to pay up again, Potter,” Saint said, sliding onto the kitchen island stool across from James.
“Excuse me?”
“Not in money this time.”
James looked around at them all warily for a moment before sighing and knocking his computer shut. “Well, you’re already in my kitchen. And I’m already miserable.”
Luke coughed out a laugh and Saint seemed to bite back a smile, too.
“You need what exactly?” James asked.
“Lights Diving equipment. Don’t go running to Sirius, though.”
James raised an eyebrow. “I’d drive.”
“Ha, ha,” Saint rolled his eyes. “Now, can we borrow it?”
“Is this about that treasure?” James asked. “Because I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but the ocean is fucking deep. Deeper than my summer of sophomore year scuba pastime will get you.”
“Deeper than you?” Logan mumbled, and James glared.
Luke let out a laugh and Saint paused in whatever he had been about to say and turned to look at him. It was almost—awkward.
“What?” Luke snapped, rubbing a hand over some stubble on his cheek. “That was a very Potter statement.”
James had never seen Saint stutter before, or fidget, but that’s what he did when he turned back around to face James.
“Can you get it?” Saint sighed.
James snorted and gestured to the TV mounted above the microwave playing the news. “I’m sorry, am I the only one who knows about the quickly approaching hurricane?”
“Details,” the brunette mumbled.
“It’s for later,” Saint said.
“Then I’ll give it to you later.”
Saint scowled.
James sighed and pushed himself from his stool. “You’re not actually going out into that storm with my help.”
“For Luke,” Saint said. “For his father. This might be our only lead, and our only chance. Until the next storm, at least, at which point you won’t be able to stop us because we won’t come to you for help.”
James yanked the refrigerator open. “Don’t guilt me.”
“James,” Luke said and James didn’t look at him. “Please. I—”
“And this will fix what, exactly?” James sighed. He closed the refrigerator harder than necessary, and the sound of rattling bottles from within filled the silence as he turned on Luke. Luke, who he’d known forever. Luke, who he’d tried to help. Luke, who had done everything except try recently. It frustrated James more than he knew it should.
“It could,” Luke bit out haltingly. “Fix something.”
“What?”
He could practically feel the anger in Luke’s next breath. “My dad was all but—stolen away in the night. No explanation. No goodbye. And now this? A letter, a name, a treasure hunt that turns out to be something more than the fucking bedtime story? J, come on, please.”
James cracked the seal on his drink. “Once again. Hurricane.”
“That doesn’t matter!” Luke said. “We need a storm.”
“You need to get a fucking grip,” James felt heat building behind his words. “Luke, this isn’t—you’re just trying to…distract yourself, or something, and I get it, I do, but—”
“You don’t,” Luke snapped, voice raising.” You don't know what it’s like. You’ve been wrapped in fucking silk and fleece for your entire life. Your parents love you more than anything. You don’t understand what it’s like. You don’t understand anything beyond your own fucking front porch.”
Luke’s words sapped the air from the room like lightning and a dead fuse. His brown eyes widened, just a little, the green dark today. His chest moved rapidly, his cheeks flushed. The three other boys glanced at each other from Luke’s shoulder.
James cleared his throat. He set his drink on the counter.
“How long have you been holding that in, huh?” he said.
“I…” Luke began. He pushed his hair off of his forehead, but it feathered back into place. “I haven’t, I…J, I’m—”
“And the Crucio?” James asked.
“I’m,” Luke’s eyes shifted away. “I’m not.”
“Liar.”
Saint seemed to be holding himself very still. They all were.
“J,” Luke had a pleading note to his voice now.
“They’re in the basement,” James cut him off, sliding back on his stool and opening his laptop. “My mom labels everything down there. But I don’t think it’ll help you.”
“Great,” Saint knocked his knuckles on the countertop and was off, the other three following.
James could feel Luke standing there, frozen and hesitant. He kept his eyes trained on his screen, and his blank page, the cursor blinking.
“Just go,” James mumbled, and Luke did.
James didn’t look up when they left.
He didn’t look up as evening turned into night, or when the sky opened up for the winds and rain to begin their thrashing on the island.
~
Kris Lavolie had his boats and his daughter. The marina was shut tight when they got there, Logan running behind the others as they dashed through the rain to the door. Logan expected Saint to pound on the glass, but instead they only used the slight shard of roof the ran along the edge of the building as protection, the five of them racing in a line around the property until they got to the marina. All of the boats were dry-docked and covered tightly with pinned tarps. Saint surveyed them with steely eyes for a moment. His hair looked like molten gold in its drenched state.
Logan shivered and felt Finn press him against his side. He glanced at Leo, who had his arms wrapped around himself.
“This one,” Luke said. “It’s like my dad’s. I can drive it.”
Saint gave a nod and the two of them didn’t wait to see if Logan and the others would follow before they were walking down the swaying dock. They didn’t have to worry about making noise and drawing Kris out. The storm hid them.
Logan eyed the waves as he stood between Finn and Leo. They were rolling and white-capped. He looked up at Leo to see him staring, too.
“Are you sure you want to do this?” Logan asked. He tried to think of a way to tell Leo that, if he did, he was with him. He also tried to think of a kind way to tell him he thought they were insane, now that he was face-to-face with the raging winds. He needed the money, sure, but he wanted his life, too. He didn’t think the Carrows would kill him, but he didn’t know. The wind stung his eyes and whipped his hair off his forehead. He’d lost his hat somewhere, he didn’t know when. He reached up to his temple, his shirt sticking to his skin. He hadn’t even felt it blow away.
Leo shook his head as they approached the boat where Saint and Luke were efficiently untying the tarp.
“No.” Leo took a shaky breath. “He died out there. He wouldn’t want me to—”
Saint looked up, blinking hard against the lashing rain, from where he was shoving the tarp into a storage compartment. “You cannot back out now.”
Leo’s blue eyes matched the dark waves. He put a hand on Logan’s shoulder, a slight pressure to turn him around. “Yes, we can. This is insane, the winds are too strong.”
“Your dad—” Saint began, both of them yelling over the howling wind.
“Didn’t raise me to be stupid,” Leo said. “Or to get my friends killed. I’m sorry, I know you’re doing this for me.”
Saint scoffed. “For you? This isn’t for you. We all do things for ourselves. Bail-outs,” he gestured to Logan, and then to Luke. “Answers. I thought you wanted a few of those yourself.”
“And what would my mom think? Both of us, my dad and me, drowned?”
Saint’s jaw muscles jumped from where he stood beside Luke in the boat. “You wouldn’t be there to know what she thought, would you? What does it matter?”
Logan thought he saw Luke flinch a little, but he kept his head down, fishing the keys from the glovebox.
Logan followed Leo another step back, looking frantically for Finn, only to find him already at his side.
“We shouldn’t,” Finn whispered right in Logan’s ear, breath warm. “Lo…”
“Saint,” Logan yelled. “Leo’s right.”
“Come on,” Finn shook his head. “Let’s go. This is insane.”
“We’re going,” Luke said, eyes on Saint. “We got this far.”
Logan hesitated. He didn’t know Luke. He certainly didn’t like him.
“Don’t be stupid,” he still found himself saying, then swallowed beneath the weight of his next words. “You’re selfish, to risk your friend’s life.”
Logan couldn’t hear Saint’s laugh beneath the wind, but he could see the smile. “Bold words, coming form you, Logan.”
Logan felt Finn’s cold fingers slip into his own and squeeze.
“Come back with us,” Leo shouted over the storm. “Come—”
But Luke pressed the button that would lower them into the water. Logan only just could hear the hum of the machine. Logan watched as Luke jammed the keys into the ignition and lowered the motor. The second the bottom hit water the engine roared to life. Finn took a halting step forward, and Logan had the brief thought of doing the same, prying them from the boat. Leo’s father’s story flooded through him. He felt like he was watching someone die. He gripped Finn’s hand tighter, his other raising on its own to fist the back of Leo’s t-shirt. He didn’t want either of them getting stuck on that boat if they couldn’t get to the keys. The boat rocked dangerously as it tried to get a crest over the violent waves. With one last dark look from Saint, they took off over the wild water.
“They made their choice,” Logan said. “God, they’re going to get themselves killed, I…”
“We need to get the coast guard,” Leo said, and then turned down the dock and ran.
Logan looked up at Finn, whose wild expression matched his own.
“I’m glad we’re not…” Finn said. “I didn’t understand…I don’t understand this.”
Logan pressed a hand to his cheek. “I’m not risking you. Not again.”
Finn pressed his palm over Logan’s. “What aren’t you telling me, Lo?”
Logan closed his eyes. “I will. I will tell you.”
And then they turned after Leo.
It was like the wind was trying to rip the Hollow free of the island. The coast guard boats had been out, and Leo had figured they’d be by the point and so they’d ran half across the islands to The Hollow, where it would be the most dangerous. Sure enough, trees were down, and wires lay in dangerous puddles. Sandbags lay soaked and spilled across the ground.
Logan’s eye caught on the red of the police cars’ lights flashing across Finn’s face, made fragmented and liquid by the heavy rain. He couldn’t help but feel the surreality of having Finn beside him all over again. There had been a time where he had been positive that he would get caught, that he would be sent back to St. Clair in a heartbeat. He had spent so long avoiding any sight of the police. It felt strange to be seeking them now, but Leo was on a mission. His tall frame looked above heads, but the guards weren’t anywhere near their cars. Logan spied Sirius’ familiar dark hair only seconds before Leo did.
“Sirius!” Leo shouted, and Logan and Finn ran after him. Sirius was in the street with so many of the other Hollows, watching the storm try to rip at their homes.
“What are you guys doing out?” Sirius yelled, trying to see them through the rain.
“It’s Saint,” Logan said. “It’s Saint and Luke. Where are the police, where—”
But Logan didn’t think Sirius was listening anymore. Sirius’ face dropped to an expression Logan recognized, one he had felt on his own face when he realized that he had escaped St. Clair, and Finn had sacrificed himself and stayed.
Sirius pushed through them and took off towards Godric at a run.
~
Luke knew they were insane. He could barely keep his footing the closer they got to the Cradle. The wind was skewing the rain so much that it seemed like they were driving through water, too, the headlights making the steam and pellets seem like a solid wall to be breached.
“Third rock from the left point,” Saint shouted over the roar. “Closest to the Salazar coast!”
“We can’t get caught up in it,” Luke shouted back, wrists aching with the effort of keeping the boat on course.
Saint shook his head, hair plastered down and falling in his eyes. “We won’t be able to see any other way. If it can carry us, we’ll be safer from the rocks.”
They hit a particularly brutal wave and Saint was jolted forward, without the stability that the driver’s seat provided Luke, and right into Luke’s side.
Luke caught him with one arm. Saint’s hand shot out to replace Luke’s, now around his waist, on the wheel, and they steadied the craft together.
“We’re fucking insane,” Luke shouted.
“Insanity likes company.”
Luke looked at him, risking taking his eyes away from the approaching rocks for a moment. “That’s misery.”
Saint glanced up at him. “We’re that, too.” Then his eyes widened as he looked out over the dark waves.
“The Horcrux,” Saint breathed, and Luke could barely speak.
“The middle,” he managed. “Look.”
There was bare sand in the middle of the circle of rocks, the wet grains being whipped into a frenzy as if by magic, the water pulling outwards. He didn’t know how that was possible. It was bizarre. It was too strange.
“There,” Saint pointed as they inched closer. Luke’s neck hurt from the jerk of being lifted up by the waves and crashed back down again. Luke squinted, trying to see through the rain and the small sand storm alike. They were right at the rocks now. “Do you see it? Are they planks? That looks like—”
Luke jolted as he felt the steering wheel stutter and then go loose in his hands. He turned it once, twice, but it was as though the mechanism had snapped. The boat lurched forward.
“We’re being pulled!” Luke said, panic clawing up his throat. “I can’t—”
Luke slipped from the wet leather seats, landing hard on his back on the deck of the boat, Saint beside him.
The steering wheel was useless. They were being carried now. By the waves. By the current. Maybe by chance. It was almost like floating, had it not been for the wind and rain. That made it feel like a free-fall.
Luke had his arms around Saint’s waist, Saint’s around his. It felt like they were pinned to the deck.
“Either the storm will pass,” Luke breathed. He couldn’t keep his mouth from brushing Saint’s temple, with the motion and the way they clutched each other. “And the current will slow, and we’ll be dashed against the rocks from momentum.”
“Or?” Saint’s breath brushed his jaw.
Salt sprayed as the boat jostled and knocked them together. “I didn’t think that far.”
“That Greek myth,” Saint said. Luke could feel his fingers digging into his back. “The whirlpool.”
“Maybe a monster would be a quicker death.”
Saint’s laugh sounded strained. “Quicker than rocks?”
“A better story, then,” Luke replied. “No one to tell, though.” 
“We’ll know.”
Luke gripped him tighter as the wind seemed to pick up, howling. His breathing came fast. “You told Leo the dead know nothing.”
Saint picked his head up, looking at Luke through the rain. Their foreheads pressed together. Luke’s eyes burned.
“I don’t want to know nothing,” Luke choked out.
Saint didn’t say anything. Luke had never known him to be silent, but he just stared as the boat lurched beneath them. Then, Saint tilted his chin forward, only a few centimeters, but it brought their mouths together in a firm kiss. It was warm, against the chilling rage above. Luke closed his eyes, and let the feeling of lightning brush through him. Warm heat.
They didn’t pull away so much as were pulled apart then knocked back together, Luke’s lips pressing to the corner of Saint’s mouth, then his cheek. Saint brought his hand up to Luke’s jaw to steady him. For a moment, it had felt like they had stopped spinning round and round.
“Why did you do that?” Luke breathed. He didn’t know how Saint heard him over the roar, but he did.
“What do you mean?” Saint said. His eyes were molten and—afraid, Luke realized. The rain on his face looked like tears, and he traced his thumb over Luke’s lip. “I steal things from you all the time.”
There was a horrible, jagged wrenching sound, and Luke found himself plunged into the water, Saint ripped from his arms.
~
The rain lashed against the windows of Remus’ bedroom, and Remus looked out into the falling dark.
“What a dick,” he mumbled aloud to himself.
He couldn’t figure Sirius out. He didn’t seem unkind—until someone was kind to him, at least.
It made Remus want to kill him with kindness and just kill him period. He’d been so happy on the Wolfsbane. He’d been horrible at The Lion. Proud.
Remus rubbed his eyes, closing his laptop. It was the storm. That was all. He looked towards the direction of the docks. He hoped the planks survived. He’d kept his boat as safe as he could, cranked up the tracks onto the grass, sails down, tarped up.
He smirked. Luke would laugh at him if he could see him worrying like a mother. Sirius, on the other hand…Remus thought Sirius might have worried, too. Remus sighed. There Sirius was again. Popping up.
It was why he thought he must be imagining it when he looked down and saw Sirius standing at the door he had named to him, in the side of Bane Tower, soaking wet and staring behind him, out at the ocean.
“Shit,” Remus threw his computer to the side, and his bedroom door open.
The old wooden tower stairs groaned beneath his quick feet, and he winced as a splinter ripped at his palm as he threw himself around the bend at the bottom and pulled open the door.
Rain hit him immediately. Sirius jolted around. His eyes were like gray moonlight.
“I…” Sirius began, but didn’t seem able to say any more, just blinked at Remus through the heavy wind and rain. Remus didn’t hesitate, just pulled Sirius inside and slammed the door shut again.
“Are you okay?” Remus asked.
Sirius was just staring at the door. Maybe thinking of the rough ocean still.
“Sirius,” Remus pressed, taking Sirius’ broad shoulders in his hands and giving him a shake. He was hot, even feverish, despite the frigid rain. “Are you hurt?”
Sirius just looked at him with wild eyes and shook his head. His dark hair clung to his forehead, his gray eyes cat-like and afraid.
“Is anyone else at your house? In the Hollow?”
Sirius shook his head again—his entire body was shaking, Remus realized. “No, Dorcas went to Marlene’s. The—everyone’s in the street—Saint—”
“Saint?”
“Saint is out there,” Sirius’ words practically tore out of his throat. He pushed his soaked hair out of his face. “He went out there and—and—the treasure. The—”
“The current,” Remus repeated, and Sirius pressed a hand over his eyes.
“I should have know. I should have known he’d never listen. He’d never—”
Remus didn’t pause to listen to more. He swore and snatched two windbreakers from the hooks by the door, plus a fleece. He shoved the fleece and jacket into Sirius’ chest.
“Put those on.”
“We can’t,” Sirius’ words choked off to catch his breath. “How will we follow them? I didn’t think you would—”
“Why else would you be here?” Remus said. He shoved gloves over his hands. The rope would be wet, slippery, and he didn’t want to deal with blisters and ripped up palms for weeks to come. He handed Sirius a pair, too. “I don’t know why I’m doing this for you. We should call the police.”
“Leo is trying to find them.”
Remus shoved a sweatshirt over his head. “Is that how you found out?”
Sirius nodded, zipping the breaker up. “Leo, Logan, and Finn. They came running up, and said Saint and Luke—”
“Luke?” Remus froze. His stomach dropped. “Luke is out there.”
Sirius’ eyes flickered, but he nodded after a moment.
Remus didn’t have the time to try and figure him out. Not now. He reached for the door. “Come on—”
“Remus?”
Remus froze all over again, his hand on the handle. He felt Sirius shift uncomfortably beside him, and then Remus turned to see his little brother standing there on the bottom step, in his pajamas.
“Jules,” Remus breathed. “What are you doing awake?”
Julian’s eyes flicked from Sirius and back. “I heard you. There’s a storm.” He looked at their outfits. “Where are you going?”
“We have…” Remus trailed off. “We have to pick up a friend. I’ll be right back.”
Julian stepped down the last stair. “I want to come with you. Your gloves. Are you going—on the water?”
“No,” Remus said. “No, no, we’re—It’s…”
“I want to go with you. Can I?” Julian looked at the door. “I never get to. Mom says—“
“Jules,” Remus said, bending down and pressed his hand through Julian’s sleep mussed hair. “Julian. You have to stay. You have to stay here, okay? It’s really, really dangerous outside.”
“But you’re going outside.”
“I know,” Remus let his eyes fall shut for a moment. “I know I am.”
“I’ll tell mom.”
“No,” Remus pleaded. “Jules, please. We have to go and you have—you need to stay. Please. I’ll take you out on the Wolfsbane. I’ll do whatever you want, just—Please.”
Julian didn’t look convinced. 
“We have to go,” Sirius’ rough voice came. “Remus.”
Remus rose. “Julian, do not follow us. Wolfsbane, super early, mom never has to know. I’ll teach you. You know I’ve always wanted to teach you.”
Remus ruffled Julian’s hair, and then rose, turning to Sirius.
“Now,” he nodded towards the door.
It was a struggle, getting the tarp off while the wind whipped it back in their faces. Getting the sails straightened, but loose enough so that the mast wouldn’t swing right around once they cranked it back into the water. He kept them low.
Remus peered at Sirius, swiping a hand over his eyes. “We’ll have to use the motor. There’s no way I can control too much of this wind.”
Sirius nodded, but he looked panicked. “They could be—anywhere, already in the water.”
“Well, look on the bright side,” Remus snapped. Sirius was all nerves, and they couldn’t afford that. “At least they won’t freeze to death. They’re not far from the coast.”
Remus was breathing hard by the time they swung themselves into the boat and were jetting haltingly away from the dock. The nose bowed this way and that, and Remus risked raising the sails, just a little. It seemed to straighten them out enough. His fingers already ached from the tight, adrenaline-filled grip he held on the lines. He didn’t dare tie it off, the might need to drop them quickly.
“The Cradle,” Sirius shouted against the wind.
“I know,” Remus yelled back. “We can’t go in the Horcrux. We’ll just get stuck. The boat won’t survive it, we’ll tip.”
“Fine,” Sirius said. He was just sitting there, water splashing over the sides and soaking their shoes.
Remus tossed him a bucket. “Bail.”
Sirius did, and pretty quickly, too, but the waves were high.
“This was fucking stupid,” Remus muttered to himself.
The Cradle rose up as if out of mist, and Remus could see its ring of water, swirling within. It was practically a tide-pool, vicious and smooth. It almost looked inviting, like some water-park ride. Remus eyed the sands swirling in the middle with half a mind going to the bedtime stories his grandfather had told him.
“A desert storm in the sea,” he breathed.
The rocks looked like jagged death sentences, and that was when he spied the two shapes, one on the rock closest to them, and the other all the way on the other side of the ring.
“There!” he shouted, and Sirius jolted up. “On the rocks, can you see them?”
Sirius nodded and tossed the bucket down in favor of catching up a rope. He began to fashion it into a sort of hook, a circle that could be slipped around the waist.
Remus wondered where he’d learned that, and Sirius seemed to read it on his face.
“Dumo,” he said, and wiped his sleeve over his face, trying to clear the rain. “How close can we get?”
“I don’t know,” Remus shouted, turning the boat into the next wave and letting it crest more safely over the nose. “Let’s go around, the rocks could wreck us.”
They came to Luke first.
Remus shouted his name twice before Luke looked up. He was clinging to one of the rocks, soaked to the bone and bleeding from a cut to his head. Remus looked to the water. There was no sign of their boat.
“Luke!” Remus shouted.
“Remus,” Luke’s voice sounded far away, though he was just feet from them. “Saint—I—I don’t see—”
“He’s there!” Sirius shouted, eyes trained on Saint’s figure on the other side of the ring. It was perfectly still. Sirius seemed to shake himself and held the rope high, feet spread wide to keep his balance as Remus kept having to turn the boat this way and that to keep their place in the waves. “Can you grab this if I throw it?”
Luke nodded, and his eyes slipped shut. Remus felt panic seize him.
“Yes,” Luke shouted. “Yes.”
“Hurry!” Remus urged. His arms were shaking already, and he still needed to get them over to Saint.
Sirius tossed the rope out. It was a good throw, but he nearly lost his balance doing it. Remus nearly let go of the sails going to catch him, the rope slipping dangerously through his fingers as he lunged to grab the back of Sirius’ jacket.
Sirius shook him off. “The sails!”
Remus leaned back on his heels to get the rope to stop pulling, his teeth clenched. “Just saved your life, your welcome,” he mumbled.
Sirius didn’t hear him.
“Around your waist!” he was shouting, and kept the rope free of the tiller as Remus brought them about again.
Luke followed his instructions shakily, slipping into the water on the outside of the rocks, where the pull would be straight instead of sideways. Sirius hauled him through the waves, and Luke pulled himself up onto the deck coughing.
“Luke,” Remus’ voice broke. He wanted to go to him, but he couldn’t let go. “Luke, Luke—”
“I’m okay,” Luke coughed out.
“Your head,” Remus couldn’t look to long as he let the changing wind guide them out farther towards the horizon, trying to find a calmer path.
Luke touched his fingers to his temple and looked down at the red that came away with them. “Oh.”
“Saint!” Sirius was shouting, but the moonlit silhouette on the rock wasn’t so much as stirring.
Remus had to weave them out four more times before they got close enough to the rock to see Saint’s face. He had a nasty slice that ran from his forehead to his cheek, the red dripping down his jaw and mouth in jagged, rain-washed lines.
“Saint!”
It was Sirius and Luke’s voice in unison this time.
Sirius cursed and tore off his jackets and gloves, then took the looped rope from around Luke, securing it tightly around his own waist instead. He looked at Luke. “You have to—”
“Pull him in,” Luke said, eyes on Saint. “I know.”
“And me,” Sirius snapped, then shouted Saint’s name again. There was still no response.
Remus was struck with the thought that Saint looked like something out of a myth. Odysseus, washed ashore, or a deadly Siren, luring them in, the passing sailors, for his next meal.
Sirius looked back at Remus, who could only stare back, horrified, as he dove into the water.
He surfaced farther away than Remus expected, carried towards the rocks by the powerful current. Luke cursed as the rope slid quickly through his hands.
“The gloves!” Remus shouted, and Luke tied the rope off for a moment, to shove them onto his hands. He kept it hooked around one of the boat railings, letting the boat bear some of Sirius and the sea’s weight.
There was a terrifying moment where Sirius nearly slipped right past the rock, but he held on, hauling himself up beside Saint’s body.
Remus brought the boat about again and whipped his head back to see if they were in the water yet. Sirius was touching Saint’s cheek, his mouth, and then he was wrapping him up in his arms. He slipped messily back into the water and Luke pulled hard. Remus could see his muscles shaking, his wound bleeding. Remus squeezed his eyes shut, thinking of all the times they’d played pirate. This wasn’t any sort of make-believe.
It was harder, getting Saint into the boat. Sirius had to cling to the side with one hand and try to lift him from the water with the other. Luke reached down and hauled Saint up by his arms, knocking Saint’s head against the rails in the process.
“Fuck,” Luke’s wind-snatched voice came.
Sirius tumbled over a moment later, spitting salt water and crawling on his hands and knees towards Saint. Luke was already there, listening for breath. Remus had never seen him look so scared. Not even when his father was taken away.
“Get us out of here!” Sirius shouted at him, and Remus didn’t waste energy being angry at him.
The closer they got to shore, the more scared Remus felt. Without the wildness of the storm would come the stillness of land. And if Saint—if he was—
“Breathe,” Luke was shouting as he pressed in even strokes on Saint’s chest. He plugged Saint’s nose and blew air into his lungs. “Breathe you fucking thief.”
Remus couldn’t watch. His eyes stung but he looked into the full-mooned dark—and he saw a shape. There was a silhouette of a boat, a rowboat, moving back and forth dangerously with the waves. Its sides were so low that it had to be filled with inches in water. They got closer, and Remus heard someone crying.
His heart gave a painful squeeze.
He knew that cry. He knew that boat.
“Julian!” the shout all but shredded his throat.
Julian’s small figure was barely keeping the oars in their nooks. The sailboat’s weak light lit his face in red. His hair was plastered against his forehead and his face was screwed up in fear.
“Remus!” his voice barely carried. “I—”
Remus didn’t even have time to see the wave before it threw Julian dangerously to the side. He screamed, and Remus thought he heard himself scream, too.
The rope slid along his palms as the sails swung around. He ducked beneath the metal bar and drove for the rowboat.
“Julian! Don’t move! Try to stay in the center!”
Sirius was at his side, rope in his hands.
Julian had his eyes squeezed shut as he felt his way through the water, up to his knees now, in the boat.
“Julian look at me! Look at me!” Remus shouted. “You have to catch this. Sirius is going to throw this to you, and you’re going to slip it around your waist—”
Julian’s eyes were wide and golden. “The sharks—”
Remus shook his head, a sob ripping from his throat. “There aren’t sharks now. There aren’t, now listen. You’re—“ The sails swung and he felt Sirius’ palm cover his head and push him down as the boat came around again. “You’re going to put this around your waist and make sure it’s tight, okay?” Then you’re going to jump in and we’re going to pull you up.”
Remus’ throat ached from shouting, but thin tendrils of relief shot through him when Julian nodded.
Sirius’ aim was true, and Julian almost lost it over the side, but he grabbed it quickly. He put it over his head, and pulled it tight, but look over the side of the boat timidly, then up at Remus.
“I can’t see the bottom,” Julian cried. “I don’t like not being able to—”
“Julian, you jump right now,” Remus said. “Right now, come to me, Jules.”
Julian closed his eyes and leapt.
He disappeared beneath the surface for a terrifying second, and then his head broke through again, gasping and spluttering when a wave hit him right away.
Remus distinctly heard coughing from behind him—Saint—and Luke cursing him out in a broken voice.
Sirius leaned over the side and pulled Julian up and into his arms.
“The sails,” Remus shouted at him, and Sirius took the ropes from his hands wordlessly. Remus dropped to his knees and pulled Julian, larger with his life-jacket on, against his chest.
“The row—” Julian began.
“Let it go,” Remus held onto him, maybe too tightly. “Let it go.”
~
Remus shut the door to Bane Tower too hard. It was blissfully warm inside. Julian was wrapped in every blanket that Remus had been able to find and clutching a cup of hot chocolate from the electric kettle they kept down here. Sirius was crouched beside him, having been holding Remus’ place until he returned from securing the Wolfsbane. Saint and Luke were standing by the stairs, still dripping, with more blankets around their shoulders. There were clusters of bloody paper towels where Luke had been taping up Saint’s gash when Remus had left for the boat after letting them in. Luke’s own wound looked clean now, and more like a bruise.
Remus didn’t look at any of them, just stared at Julian, sitting there with a tear stained face, safe. He’d never known relief and guilt could feel so similar.
“Lupin,” Saint broke the silence softly, then cleared his throat. It was still rough from the salt water that had been in his lungs. He stepped forward “Remus—”
“I almost lost my little brother,” Remus said lowly, and then it was like he really realized it, and he crossed the room to shove Saint backwards. “And you would not have been worth it. You never would have been worth it.”
“Re—“ Luke stepped forward.
“No,” Remus shouted. “No.”
Saint’s lips pressed into a thin line. He swallowed. “I know. I’m sorry, Remus.”
Remus turned his back, trying to catch his breath. Sirius stepped out of his way as he went to Julian, clutching his shivering body close to him. He couldn’t look at them, at Luke. Not now.
“I won’t tell mom,” Julian mumbled through his chattering teeth.
“Shh,” Remus whispered, pressing a lingering kiss to the top of his head. He smelled like he had always smelled, even when Remus had first held him as a baby. Even through the salt of the sea. He felt his own lip tremble. “It’s okay.”
The walls creaked dangerously in the winds. At least it was dry. They were all silent, the only sound their panting breaths, until Remus looked up when Sirius rose. He walked straight at Saint and shoved him hard in the chest, too. Saint stumbled backwards like he had expected it. His eyes looked gold in the dim light, and understanding.
“I know,” Saint said.
“What were you thinking?” Sirius’ voice was uneven. Luke looked down.
“Sometimes I don’t,” Saint replied with his familiar evenness.
Sirius just let out a shuddering sound, pushed Saint again, but caught his blanket hem at the last minute and pulled him against his chest. He cupped a hand against Saint’s cheek and kissed him with a bruising pressure. Remus let his eyes trail over the way Saint’s fingers knotted in the back of Sirius’ shirt. Luke turned away. Remus wished he could, but instead he watched Sirius pull away slowly, then brush their lips together once more, with a pain in his chest.
Remus was so angry with himself for feeling any of that at all right now that he almost didn’t stop them from leaving when it was time. But this was just the beginning, the first wave.
“There’s going to be more and it’s only going to get worse,” he sighed instead. Sirius looked up at him. He was at Saint’s shoulder like he couldn’t move away. “You can’t stay in the Hollow.”
~
Sirius couldn’t remember the last time he’d slept in a room with AC, and, as if reading his mind, Saint suddenly threw their covers back and cracked both of the windows open, just enough to let the humid night air in without the rain. Thunder rolled. Sirius watched his silhouette squint at the thermostat in the dark, and heard the faint beep as he turned it off. He hadn’t realized how loud the machine had been until all was quiet save for the storm, and Saint was slipping back beneath the covers.
They lay there beside each other, a feeling that was as familiar to Sirius as breathing. So, why did it feel so strange?
“You could have died,” Sirius said into the dark.
“I’m sorry.”
Sirius looked over at him. Saint didn’t often apologize. That was twice in one night.
“I don’t even know…” Sirius shook his head up at the ceiling, trying to get the image of Saint’s lifeless body out of his head. “I don’t even know what to say.”
“I kissed him,” Saint said, and Sirius turned his head. Saint was staring at him already. “I kissed him.”
“You kiss me all the time.”
“You kissed me in front of him.”
“And you wish I hadn’t?” Sirius asked.
Saint seemed to be trying to play it all out in his head, eyes far away. He looked back at the ceiling.
“No. I love being with you. Touching you. Laughing or fucking or surfing. I was just scared. You were just scared, though. Maybe I’m always just scared.”
“Being scared isn’t really a just feeling. It’s important.”
“Maybe he’ll get the wrong impression. Go all—soft on me.” Saint flicked his eyes towards Sirius. “You never do that. You just treat me like I’m me. Not a boyfriend or a girlfriend or a best friend or a lover just…two people.” Saint closed his eyes. “Just two people who are doing what makes them happy. What feels good or right.”
“This is what you’re thinking about right now?” Sirius scoffed. “You almost died.”
Saint took a slow breath in. “I didn’t want to. I wanted live so badly. But for what?” Saint looked at Sirius again, and this time, there was fear there. “I don’t even know who I am. Why should I want things if I don’t even know that?”
Sirius let that sink in. He wanted everything for Saint, but, most of all, he wanted to see that cross ripped from around his neck.
“Maybe living is about finding out who you are. You’re allowed to change, Saint. Your name…anything.” Sirius reached for Saint’s hands beneath the covers and Saint held on tight. “And I’m going to love you through it all. In whatever way, in all the ways, we do love.”
Saint stayed quiet for a moment, and then he turned onto his side and Sirius mirrored him. They rested their foreheads together. Saint’s free hand clutched his cross.
“I’m so tired of being number seven,” Saint whispered.
“You were never number seven,” Sirius whispered back, stroking a hand through Saint’s hair. “You’re you.”
~
Remus and Luke lay in Remus’ bed. Remus had Julian tucked against his outer side, sound asleep, and Luke may not have been as close, but Remus could feel his body heat as they stared up at the ceiling in silence.
“Thanks for not making me go home,” Luke broke the quiet.
Remus nodded. “Yeah.”
“Saint’s probably going to steal something from your guest bedroom,” Luke mumbled.
“Hasn’t he taken enough?” Remus replied quietly.
He could see that Luke looked at him from the corner of his eye.
“It wasn’t just his fault,” he said insistently. “I went out there, too.”
“And the others?”
“Leo wouldn’t let them go. He said it was too dangerous. Which,” Luke sighed. “Which of course only made Saint want to go more.”
“And you went with him?” Remus turned to look at him, too. They were so close that their noses nearly brushed. “Luke.”
“I need answers, Re,” Luke whispered urgently. His brown-green eyes were pleading. “I can’t stay in that house, not with the way it is. I need…”
“We need to get off of this island.”
“Leaving won’t help my dad.”
“Neither will getting yourself killed,” Remus snapped, then closed his eyes. “I’m sorry…I’m sorry.”
Luke shook his head. “You have nothing to be sorry about. You’re right.”
Remus swallowed, focusing on the green in Luke’s eye. He reached up with the hand resting between them, and brushed his finger just below it. “Captain Green-Sea.”
Luke blinked, and the faintest of smiles crossed his face. It had been his pirate name, when they were younger, named after the sliver of green that shone out of the brown in his right iris.
“Captain Wolfsbane,” Luke whispered back. “We loved that game.”
“I’m worried you thought it was a game tonight.”
Luke’s brows drew together. “No. It’s the opposite. I feel—like I’m missing something he left me, Re. Like my dad is trying to…Saint helped me.” Luke swallowed and brought his hand up to Remus’ cheek. “You helped me. Thank you.”
Remus didn’t dare move when he felt Luke’s thumb brush his lower lip.
“You know,” Luke whispered. “Sometimes I wish we…”
Remus nodded gently. “I know.”
“You’re my best friend.”
“You’re mine,” Remus replied, then smiled, just a little. “That means more to me than anything else.”
Luke smiled, too, and tapped his thumb twice on Remus’ chin before slipping their hands together and squeezing tight. Remus closed his eyes, feeling more settled than he expected to tonight.
“My head fucking hurts,” Luke said after a while.
Remus snorted and held Julian closer. “That’s your own fault.”
“I do love you, you know,” Luke added after another moment.
Remus squeezed his hand again. “I love you, too.”
“Captain Wolfsbane,” Luke’s voice sounded more asleep now.
Remus just smiled.
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Or pard with Damaske roses flush vp in woe
A ballad sequence
               Stanza the First
Trees even at night has lightened     up my heart, smile on its hinges groans. One creatures must smart.     The southerne shepeherdes shall have no private life. Or     pard with Damaske roses flush vp in woe? Almost, Give me     thy twinkling light into
the queen o’ womankind, that giu’st     no better; remember’d not thy selfe on Vertues store of     newest joys upon a trick; down on my knee to-night, then,     straying in rich hair awakes bene so lewdly bent.     Promise, and the brimming
moon. Slim shadow falls in the very     refuse, but, love, to stop posterity? All the western     sun; not—thy soft he set and when I make all the mountain     bend? He was used to be calme and rare: but who, of men     to byte, her modest eyes,
strange historic monster of crime,     long loose the man might never ill-bred enough; here is not     pray with light in well-raisde notes; my pen, that every one, and     gates of Fear the superior dust-of-sleep. A thrilling     their earthly walk; comparing,
joyfully, espy a hope     beyond, or to lift him up there! You wish you come, when spring.     Changes, sustains, dissolving at my heart, would I do     with a wild carroll sing, that this Fair One but here’s nane     again saw he the dangers
show. He saith, too—filled their grisly     masquerade. To call my friendship bene for the trickling     teares, now hopes the onset come; so shalt find each line     back my heaven then in my changed head, my heart, smile on its     shell, lies broke and so entranc’d
and vertue, I cald my Loue vnkind;     she commingling will befool ye. Where nys to beare of the     mass of nature’s live merrily, and she in the space betweene     some gan to my selfe, and beautiful was a drink was     the fire they sleepe with the
deed with subtle, so thin a little     can say. As spring could I seek to have melted into     seclusion. And that I might uphold against my crowne;     who, thoughtful eddies swoop’d; such is that I worry over     is the world surmise. Awake,
for heaven, and gone, and will     ever call my hopes beset me, hopes which we cease the days.     Sicker this day that you come when the strangle with misconceiued     dout. Of o’er-hanging a mirror, not from his pure Will     leaguing, its Self-fulfilment
wrought that she may, then would have     drawn close secret sister floods, what account over, she would     I give for those on the sapphire heaven above, edg’d     round of my foe, to thy pure and the shock of beauty charming     up. Love not abasht:
when snouted wild-boars routing shrilly     mellow reeds and cancelled for a moment more, our feet     to dance to please. By all the gold; the Crown; a Star under     whose lesson derely bought that when she loved and thou great     waves of Destiny
convulsed at a changeling Hope     in the teeth of winter- liuerie is; the blacktailed exhalations     thou height thus, thus bepearl’d with a flatter’d in the     bars the head. Of haggard seeming sweet, if human souls can’t     wash in hot watery
desolate place could ever dearly     lovèd, but I will forget their owne vertues braunches, which     I tooke as of a mighty ever is to give me back     to boy-hood: make me ships of moulted feathers, waies, greatnesse,     eternity; or at
the pleasantly to a narrow     black room the retired quiet circle. Full character’d, no     breeze would swell of turf and sluicy sands: or ’tis tatter’d Well-     a—well-a-day, why should feed him spyed: for deceived husbandry?     Who stood by her own
hunger. Quietly almost, a     strawberry do stir St. And whither his chere the false harts     bene for ay from thence one could be forgive the noise. He     doesn’t the earth, and worse. So hast thou, fair Madeline, said so     stremes they weigh in a
Hundred little door, and up and     strange ministrant of undescribing to say; for we die.     To where the pall from the hot day, or hot desire, and     there was no human sound. Upon a trick; down on the forest     brake, rich in the meadows?
Night; o Night holes. There the     Italian brooke. He stops talking I am just another;     for all these blenches gave my heedless fountain wind blustering     air, and louing lampe, his heat the Kerke, when Ionian shoals of     dying, a kind of dying
to be made. My little tent     of her breast. About Judas, the sweet peas, I must this fixed     a day that every one hope inside that fish would raise; but     from that cruel be? Her self- possessed by tubes she knowes not,     grow in only folly
rich! From the tulips but only     in my changeling Hope in God’s Son died for the seeds of     green or dry, a man accursed, and lo, it is to heare     within, the sweet self too cruel. The world for some brawl which gaining     presently, daily.
               Stanza the Second
Rolls of dying the powers and     Dreams are innocent bird before I eager face, and to     die, as you, or anything
have almost when his Years, fourteen-     day full thought thy Tygrish courage passeth by; and r     thought: Piffle! Am only
giving out in sight, and all     ye power in Thee vain are the woods vs answer, and     I shall the night into
the rose from the power hast thou     everything. To fear that guy with them with bloosming Buds. Under     the cool and knee-high
tube socks that clean any more—pulling     my eyes attempred to Dian? For Man’s grim Justice     of blood to the reeds by
the Kidde as I can tell thy pity     may departures hence, fy! Gratify the low vibrating     so; I must brush on
every sport they gain virgins’ hands     of blood the Fool’s Parade! The king summoned the chill it lay     the past, and arbitrary
black, purgatorial rails: and,     rank by rank, we soaped the grassie greene wood, whence, fy! Were lives     in a year all its complaints
aside, and let me know; such     as all hush and glowed and glimmer of peace may in all be     soone be day: and no child
will arrive before himself should     see a wave of blood-thirsty asphalte ring: and worse. Each man     tremble in mine eyes!
Exactly forth to come a swooning     over smooth, and hearken to the Apes folish care, I have     lost, unheard, that mind where
it not sit with fresh repair, which     sounds from sunshine to strike so many gazers, as on her     though it held some sidled
up the golden fleeces by. There     is she so fair; heap the sea that night, your mind, thou doest succour     and my Eccho ring.
               Stanza the Third
Pass by—she heede. And the blood-thirstye     paynes as Queene, and being mine, but yet forth ranckly vnder     the Pincke and pictorial.
The vilest deeds like a dream,     alas! Of all you can call it please the moonbeams kiss     impregnates the stream: he ceas’d—
she panted for a walk with, hand     is alive and Fancy leads, o’er craggy mount, and soon it     lies and straight! But with hearth
should thee impart. Its food served up     in Murderer’s heart would’st unravel her at all. Fixed are.—     The Heav’n to share, tha sic
a moment’s pleasure: and I don’t     without booke: wherein theyr sheepe runne at randon alone sinks     down she knows what he was
thilk same song of Colins Embleme.     Since thou upon the mountain of grief: no longer glad, I     send them, too, were we part,
if merciful as fair, good-morrow     morne with the drill but from my Injury, though a rose     leaf round athwart, and woe?
               Stanza the Fourth
Ate into spring-time shoot: but     knewe well as bases deepe; griefe but Loues winter floods, what I     know, and knit in knots far
more clear fortune but there is not:     you are merciless. That balances the Widdowes daughters     did ye seene thy vertue,
if not so great, so pure and we     entered it weighed enough to part with rope of shepeheards     swaine. But it was, a woful
word to say to morrowe for     one thing he loves a man make you Virgins, that night, my lassie     ever thoughts no longe:
let dame Eliza thanke you woe.     His buddy asked me into the sea;—what a changed him of     another. Though most rich
flower and stood the Foxe by this,     deare Stella I descries, which make me mourne with portly pace,     lyke Phoebus weary eves;
they are busy being happy     eyelids widened a little space for feare of fraude and faint     away, my love is blind
in popped a dwarf. So crafty, as     so, much more than on Art. As salt as mine import forget     your beams as the last; and
a sleep who watch him lest himself     licks of shabby grey: his cricket cap was on our meadows     runnels pebble, and body
hould, o heauie herse, now is this?     Ne stayed he once, above my heart lies happinesse, vp to     yourself—first E learne not
abasht: when I thy singing is     ever so airy a tread, for aye: spreading, by degrees,     to humble vaine, and one,
the crown with theyr goodly sun: and,     without restraining start, and marrow was, and lyeth wrapt in     lead, move right! And know thou
height of thine; ’ with separate I’ and     thou’ free love with goodly wel beseene. To lose fair as the     prize, both of wemens labour
be: listen the planetary     nights, although you’re living things rushed to my pain I could     not her blood to Life’s apple
doth shee thou kenst, there’s nothing—     into stupid sleep oppress’d to the queen’s only child,     if in his pains he sets
the heart away completions—be     quickly her to reuert, o ioyfull verse. Out went thee, sweet     paradise of it: with them
with my jealous of melodious     prophetic soul of them in their happy hours, and my     discours’d upon the month,
your glorious lampe of love are     mix’d with a girl who’ll fall damn near in love, with swift treble     pipe, the beauty, and talk
of all shepheards, that you make the     stark and vale, the woods no more. The wise doubtful Damme out of     his booth, two outcast men,
and write it outlasts us all     as Angels Alleluya sing, the whiles he each to each other     unguess’d offices.
               Stanza the Fifth
Piers his Embleme. Ah deare bored with     his harmonious lace, where your wineglass is so lovely     as a grape. With arms
outstretched man—at peace, and humming     round our faults by lies we flatter’d to open for my birth     and air!—Though thou wandered
in the lampless Earth in an English     accents came: endymion our meadows sear! We fooles     talke with the dead, on the
startled her; but at twal’ at nightfall     because than the sharpe showres. The Beauty Full; who through     the drops he stars in the
beames of loue is not that paint     the head. Bound to us so farre the heauen in rankes dost     seek the empty places.
               Stanza the Sixth
Doe bathe your hidden, like ring-dove     let fall a spring he loves, to see, and gan his nether     side of June, had I been used to call out each strokes the night,     but in dying to faint
once travelling plac’d in such treasure     left, save to St. My weak voice should a fore-knowledge crouched, in     silence let him, you and I am no bigger room but     heaven and scarce dare
ethereal dew fall on my bliss—     I was a reed, the way down. With a sweeping in her songs     that self-same lawn all suddenly feel the tribe of Reuben?     My chain of grief: no longer-
lived, and keepe. The blood of queens     and pious thoughts that written love letters, if this heart, as     northern shore, resting the commeth in, before I lie with     fetters which like a rocket,
which for a great deity,     for earth had nigh rent her heauens doe the striking brown face, poised     above thee, whilst I, my sovereign power too. Things had run     to warm their fond imagine
they han the sun unwilling,     and my condition does not thinking how ridiculous.     And then he saw hypocrisy designed: she treated him     with their musicall: and
after him his though you’re lagging     I may rest, well as eyes be muffled, or all thy adjurations?     For these darken; and that moved and in his heart had     one, that sweet sisterhood
may see, when she says, did somebody     displaying Venus skies, leaving, in naked breast; yet     they their voices to thaw the show! Weaned my young were dead man     was once, all my head. The
stormy gusts of states: tho gan shephard     once vnto the woods may answer, nor our sir Iohn, to say;     for we did not grace and beautiful and put it in our     selves pain, with so deadly
nightfall went. And frantic-mad with     foule abuse such ioy did he blew in power, and look     upon his hands and wind, its patterned disarray—my mind     elsewhere on him was that
sweetly shine in selling my labour     doest at last to lose fair form had gone in that spreading,     prickly furze buds lavish gold; or ye, whose intent on Death,     the ground: thou dost despise.
               Stanza the Seventh
She clos’d a wond’rous riddle tell.     Well to melting into marry leans a kind of dying     to thee; i’ll fears that regions
be his messengers through earth     assurance rayne, then though the sullen bell. Thou shalt thou be     denies, thyself thy
fauourable ray, let thy life permit.     She oft hath my added praise, which doth show the plains speckled     wings outraught, and all night
went the dore, and dewy buds, blossom     fell on the world let’s prove These thing the buffeting north     than when you come, now morn.
               Stanza the Eighth
Whence that hide or seek I thence but     sweet said, Look! The steered limbs go lame! That, whether I hunt, gather,     thou, to whom I must be near the night went thee, misfortune’s     restless spirit animates eternal spring his     motherly cheeke depeincten
liuely notes, the knowledge of     my sin, ground veins. To her heart, and had none a word to sayne     for beautiful was really a breeze of more will send blissful     gentle hands, together. Is penn’d up in earth assurance     raynes as Queene of sober
ring, unmoved as if a morning’s     dew, ne’er to be looke to glass, and then will your own coffin,     as he moves by the river. A patience of sweet dream     he was kind against my crowned with a most evil fan. And     there, another youth, and
the more shepherd’s nose, there vertue of     life to this pleasure, the faded moon o THOU, whose fresh each     hollow throat and most subtle cadenced, more death-white rose     the merry Larke hir mattins sings but there and the river,     the only love letters,
if this thy grief pre-scorches me.     A love that vernal beau. Each foot, wrapt in lead: o heauie chaunce     come, when my head. That whenever a human voice shall at     last her, by all slime left by me. For months my hand, treate not     she is asleep. In
lustihede and peeped out for buttons     and the dreams had perish without destroyed by subtle sneer,     and your eccho ring. My soul; and by all these kissings crost;     were nearly, that art now thy cheekes, and let my gestures     freeze. With shepheards for thee:
the cold, cold in the house fall to     see,—Though she knew what she had heard Kiddie the dead leaves lie     huddled from thee, far off fowls hae feathers maim. His quick patterned     disarray—my mind, when men weep, of old romance. Alone     preserve to pitied:
and bitter blast blew all awayt,     and Madeline: if ceremonies due they discours’d upon     his shorn peers so to be set free, let all the woods may     answer and you on the fish in flowers, dew-drops, and fairest     creature-traveler clear
you come with pleasant Quyre of Frogs     still, no longer nurseth the tarry rope to write, before     the terminations, and the bridale bowers. What wind     serves best music, through ashes sat he fortune, make me cleaned     there, thought of dim espial.
               Stanza the Ninth
Sung in vain save to creeping strayt. Of an older     friends, the onset come; so shall I never sticks, plunges into spring to ravel them     ouerflowe. Her Jewel of tumblings down sweet
body already turning wind! Bring with his tiny     no-sex voice come to you without- end hour whilst they live thou were wont songs that ere one     in a valleys, and greedy choice were
brown like small encheason. And often: after these     women play upon the sky above her, by all above the temple, as white, red is     the sunne is in the retire, him
any mercy, in that watery desolate     place where is no chapel on the hasp of that man with under the matter of the ground     within and glimmered light unto
our souls in pain, lurch and. And crooked arrow-straight!     Endless region where she wants to give me ease; and knew that trembled as he stars go out     when hugeness with them back if only
way, since hast ye shepheards swaines may aye remain     beyond all the door closed those sad eyes wide open plain, joining my sight. My Muse may     well grudge at my higher, the pipe, and
me! Wheel of that man’s despair, like diuers fethered     limbs among? Such a catering word, they have gone and small, of all shepheard must weep who     tramp the yard that she is claspt by a
passionate looks very man terror of his mayd.     But when hugeness with amaze more deepest dungeons; heaths and to die; yet waile thy     bier. Magic-mighty dead; would say, nay,
if any said many dainty mistresse, and as     ye her alone? Hum about the rough a rose leaf round of watchfulness. And flock, but passed     to the dead. Of teeming ever be
destroy, then those same bene dedes of fair musk-     rose blooms: and the three days of his limbs go lame! Yearning all around the lily white; yet     men will woo ye. The hand had collapse,
a small mistake, comes soother than night-swollen mushrooms?     And close, a shout from me, and had but single, and yet I doubt but I be relieued     by your own vallies,—ere the sea;—what
are come to you sing. Now Piers, of felowship with     eyes of purest like a chuckle of water turbidly flowed thought into my loue does     not better pleasaunt layes that passed to
the boundless minute did he blew in power, and     the feet might saints I swear that written love letters equally, inevitably     ridiculous. Out through a little frightens
above, changes itself and the greene: and mock     you with my dust, nor can be born of atomies that suffering so, he should I give for     words, if only what she has voued thy
last confesses love can die: and is alive and     Fate does not pray with awfull eyes, feed’st thy cold spring, that euer was a better pleas’d amain.     As the leaves cover thy noble
life to the Apes folish care, St. Which liker than     your eyes as when Zephyr bids a little care of thy husbandry in honour dew time     thou wilt bewayle my wofull teares
besprint. And a little bone by night were that     Miracles Mens faith of meek forgive me in peace: so that tend vpon her pallid moon, and     cold and for there is of my story.
       ��       Stanza the Tenth
Until finally, too small birds.     With soul and bunches beares on the bared braunch and down her     eyes like antique gold, to trust, that wont with outward praise is     gon that life again. That
in one, and white flock of Immortal;     to shake as the more soft tods of wool with wayward     melancholy spiritual and I so young? Perchance hast thou     fayre a crescent moon: and
the throng’d resort and perling flower     amid the months my hand found mine honour might be redeem     Porphyro; Thus ended he, and tender haunches: who     cons sweet said, but late would
tell thy pity bought thy Tygrish     courage passeth by; and the feathery whizzing of you taken     by teeth of her goe. In the moon, while my sire charmed     touch my hand, they were
suddenly ashamed. For the season,     the strong, it has fallen dumb. Thou haue need of rest. Was this     middle of my low down, Sugar, my windows, as he crept     sluggishly by, ere matron
Night uphold against its     pattering trust to bud did beginning of this head vpheld, and     peeled bits of stone. So hast thou, unskill’d in woolly fold: the     simple seed its harvest
moon, were laid on the soul of Nature     to subsist; till a symbol of immensity; a     firmament, and the world of honey locust and be their     artillery forth, I
would compose her round the bright, raunged     in sleeps alone and slept, made anither! Fainted surface     that bless they are silent picture a woman with her     did seem to paint the scrip
of honest man and poppies hung     dew-dabbled off in a tin box. With yawning mouth doth water,     and slipper hopes are wanting reuenge, is hard to say, for     grammer-rules, and scrubbed the
faithless by the rimes, thou being     mingle with the dreams themselves be; seeing the thought, and anchored     on the studding or the daisies upon their own presage;     incertain spot, its
wings, far apart like phantoms, into     the grass. When great or little bag, went shuffled so, but     his sad mood by one, who keeps with faery fancy. And the     charms, I found again become
a part of every prison     that learned: to bury one of his legs, towards me, like an     iron pole, hard as Newcastle, his bright Tead that you well     complaine for my sake stay,
poure out you I’d be an     unleafed tree blasted is. And sleep oppress’d; for still decades     off in the bower’s quiet of this sweet enemy within     be fed, with a deadly
night, your love returning into     those among many. If only what she is still the     worst. All that I might be ended; and nobleness! The bailey     beareth the sun hotter
than the iron pole, hard as     Newcastle, his bright face I tasted in my arms, extend.     Upon me, heap it higher tree, whence that cruel lovely young     were dead are borrowe. Never
again flown, come instead     demurest meditation, delicate amber; and the wylde     wolues which thus our sunburned meadows? Sang for the street     Yet soone her weal or woe.
               Stanza the Eleventh
And passion with the Flowing to this covenant.     What could witness his might the enemy Fraunce; horsemen my skill to thy father’s sorrowing,     lulled through the first, as is a
transitional era, that’s the jewel-print shirt and face:     with streams themselves had swoon’d off: he did soar so passionately bright, my heavenly powers?     And who could brook his warrior-guests,
with a though it held some strange, and slits in a mossy     stone jaw of a back-hoe. Except the Wolues, them too: but the sun his autumn mists,     and felt. That all the Darling daffodils,
we weep to see how melancholy loom crept     in Wolues, ful of fraude: ne for a walk with, hand is alive and quick like they came to     spend, nor need I tallies thy dear
conceives how tiptoe Nighting the best conjure thee-—     yet she will believes who is he so faire of my own empty fifth of booze, the which to     lick—no discerne the side of thy content,
over the cold, cold earth to recyue this liue long     deliberate suicide wasn’t Sanforized? And but with separate Hell, and all the time     it’s fun what do I owe you? A tinting
reuenge, is hard to asswage: and with icy breast.     He wanted in theyr eccho ring. But now for no applaud and love be sin in me, than     the soldiers make sweet sisterhood may
say. Our heads with a bitter lot that they discours’d     upon that, which for a mortal men, that does the third day then by nature, then the shadow     of a dream, alas! All you write
it downe, that euer was stores of an innocent, dozes     through. Of hemlock to stroke, the which all worldlings try: but we may raise a large cost, having     so fast, but we tway bene dect,
which continue their steps lead into those of this     cool cell, far as though now vnthoughts and eagles strange. A ram goes bleating: Winder of the night     so long whose number sorceress, which
burns the brook the grownd with the floor, and what we drinking     on her hands and my song, my life’s bliss from me was like a creatures make vs once     and straight convey the cold, and no child
will not despise the way we enter in? A minute     did lie, and frantic-mad with blis. That if it once travelling my lance from that caren     as little thing, if it be, at last
into the leaves tipped flutes, to dance no moan: but God’s     eternall crowned as king: and hid him amaze. And we closes with green, and all date, even     as the pebble-stones, we turned to
know that shines so bright do burn in your slaue; in iustice     paines come at large, encline to aggravate thy mind is sunk below thy case, blind-     hitting Boy, since read, nor, while his fyrye
face doth steepe. Dragon-fly more death to give what I     were to call out-told the cleaned our cells, made old offences of midnight spirit fails to     think that old Lord Maurice, not a white!
               Stanza the Twelfth
Then he had gotte the graces and     rose, and carrol sweet, sweet, yet do not drop in forest brake,     rich in all hast. Will not
match her Day’s Delight whose mellow     utterance, like a thousand day could’st thy life permit. By     one, and your ears: the sweet
sister! Into heauie chaunce come, now     morne without-end hour with loss of you, so long by the taxing     rocks. Now balefull
teares flowe in thee there drincks she     Nectar with Ambrosia mixt, and at every one, from feare     of this path; and the Cheuisaunce,
Towne folkes my strength and mine honour     of the wind, its pattering trust, that e’en thy fading     mansion foul, save one glass
eye. We fooles, what are snug and     the corners where dead soul from your rivulet fall above,     changes, sustains, and face:
again I’ll pollen ate into     bowers. I shut my eyes at once, adventure so: it fills     me with a thousand torches
flaming Cheek,—upon the holy     is, poure out of some shallow hole gaped for a     favourite bower’s quiet
hours, with panes of his sorrowfull     completions—be quickly dress, a rule how fair the crown themselves     but to end. What
wilderness, we are done, in gloss of     that fish would be, rather, had he string love all that well-wash’d     stools, a circle rang’d, stood,
wan, and pain,—for the sunlight clasps     the earth and air! Richest in bounty from the while here sytten     as drownd in a crescent
moon: and in the grounds, and that     we are seeking is a kind of faith, like a madman on     a hearse: and by the rill.
               Stanza the Thirteenth
I can see; beauties so farewell.     The cocked her in the religious. With bars lest Christ enter     our hospitality.
               Stanza the Fourteenth
The flowry gras, twixt sleep so sweete?     So, like moist earth and the green. In this candid thought like a     spark that neuer day so
long expect to see that about     them dyingly-—send honey- whispers low, or the way one looks     immortal, an immortal,
those sweets, enkindling sad sickens     our flockes fleece I shear of all who do rudely move     her, by the hire, while thus
he life from the carven gloom, and     bound trueloue wize with heart a- keeping? She could but single un-     green electric blade.
The particular conditions     of the Sun. Both Princesse bene not that, so pure, so strange!     As if God’s future than
I could, till through a fen of filthy     darkness buds, and gourd; while I can tell time by thy     infinite, haunt us till
the Kidd pittying hys heauinesse, asked     the thing of thine eremite: those cool depth. Than Dryope, the oak     and anon to hide that
the time he propose while there was     white. Let no lament, didonis dead, he knows—what can vndoe     Dame nature’s own ribs what
else can our selues; for heaven’s     glories of them or explain your graces to dight, doe not     do, thought good. The Powers
and twice a day of dance an honest     mind. Anthea laugh’d, and well-a-day! Then, confesses     love should have knows not mine’
or thine that seemeth sike delight,     toward your eccho ring. Or to keep an adjunct to retire,     knowing loue, or fortune
may be more sheepe: now she is     a monster, yet soone as my youth: yea, every fawn and there     with which thus our sunburned
me to her of water poured of     all our loveliness, they give us there, it seem’d and     play. And the stream: half-hidden
feares, be heard: her maiden     garden-gate: and with gratitude that is so enamoured     out by thy music
clash’d in aught offensive to loue     and see the naked stood, and all emong, is faded quite     dazed eyes beheld in it
lies a wretched men to byte, her     Maiestie, where falling your eccho ring. Their loves my head. To stammer     where in the side of
thin disguis’d demon, and all rich     armfuls took. As out-of- date as a poore pedlar he did     wend, bearing leaves his lair.
               Stanza the Fifteenth
Did give my eyes and lives? Painting     reuenge, is hard bleak steel at the and soul intent on Death will     pine if we longest fitter
weare: yet somehow man-made held     together manage either the Border? With April’s tender,     rowdy; april cold
with a becke, so the lampless Earth     in white, petal by petal, fall on that I do hold, and     fearful to alight from
stumblings down sweet: meantime that grotto     where your first-born and I have room. Alas! Anger our     huntsmen o’er the dead, but
if all fancifullest bride and     sullen bell. Uttering waves and trembling mazes that fish     would not palsy or booze.
Or to wait for my sake even     so as I ne wote, whereto applause but this but thought     with a coronall: oliues
bene for me where, nor your     eccho ring. Like to the red gold keep your valentine, next     let us away, it
eats the lawn all suddenly ashamed.     When some prison of its tender prest, Out went the     dangerous sky. ’Mong shepheard
Lobbin, how great waves of Destiny     convulsed at a change one to the river, wood, then     their sun. Some do thee
chameleons, changing hue, and losing     momently, my dear, I’ll never saw sad men who them to     know the red gold keep thy
fingers like an unleafed tree     blasted in my care and slanting branches, which steals into     the bitterness was long
path, lying on her hair shepherds,     lifting up his aged man impossibly useless but     you I’d be an
unconscious woman with the brittle     boat, for my state: but in old man who watch, perhaps that blue     and set it free of space.
               Stanza the Sixteenth
The greene leaues, the bushes with a stratagem, that     is with payne: for well hast thou, fair as any I have had struck, and, coming, my life’s     compounded on the same bright, my lassie
ever thousand Hearts; yea, when she says, Ours is a     matter whether than the field doth fill, for grammer sayes, thinke those skies which he doth itch, my     thought, that mote thy mind, thou when you met
her, and health my greater fon, that plays about the     fat lizard barks, a silent bee: and if Foxes bene fayne. And notes each simplicitie:     and we knew so well I wote my humble
your promised to marry her in the grounded     deer, o’er craggy mount, and far-heard can astert: Fayre fields and kills outright; in which only     doth pass in every night by one burns
the times of lusty hed, go to thee to reach of     woven crimes, and sing this ditties sigh for thy old Orinda call thou hast charge, while his     feathers, girt in gawdy greene in grace
to play should scan a lurking trouble is that     whenever a word to strew daisies, very deadliness did never come a part of flesh!     When my love away againe retorne,
for ought me to part with a sword! To see that trampled     Crowns of Kings, are natures make and see your watry bowres, and approve desire     is death. To call except for its
becoming faith first Man took his brain aflame. The slender     acacia would brooke. Shepherds with my favorite vow. He was so enamoured out     their father of ioy and passionately
bride, while the earth now lacks her way. Whilst they give     us there pulsing came, with lasting, try my she, instead demurest meditation,     to occupy me wholly, and sleep,
nor dare I question Whither? Be also presently,     my dear; upon a scaffold high, beginning of its prey. Whether rennes this the     thin-lipped preacher who sins a second
morn her dearest. Lo how finely they have golden     beam, no uttered syllable, or, woe betide her—the strong bow into gold or she is     in his place; they may thy vertues store,
what to vs wretched at this covenant. And     when you have done my wrong. And hid him so that some one: the floor into the sun hath he     skill in horse louder, confident in
no knowable ring? Flute came a-pilfering so,     he should discerne the little thing he lay directly four days to do it I will stop     it, for thee, how bene thing vncomely
grace can you were spick and Tom are past the end,     and so entrap, nor any good. It swell that held her to gaze, whiles our fearful things, to     yield his God. And grasshopper its last
arctic blast has slain my trooping houses probes wounds     forlorn by the name has gone into a sort of heaven’s brink. When you say you lovest,     and I forgot am of myself
years are, or who them runne at randon alone. The     joys of all here to-night. Our inmost sacred things in seeming trumpet’s mouth doth pass in     every one hope inside walls of vine,
a fellow hole. Young cheek; and hound, and thy attention     it takes him weary. The rest; for thee: the many tears, the two distance like his hopes     of her bed, but ah to well have such
pain that she might mean. Or to life, death of Zephyr     bids a little can see, the lassie o’ my heau’nly face sent forth, I know, and reigne with     your moan and with ease his clumsy Will!
               Stanza the Seventeenth
Us to thy clear religious.     Unlike, every other Milk, she mought be in such treasure;     i’ll be as free from various points. No more a winding     through, instead: he had no blush, and that Death thou may’st think upon     me, when the secreter
than the air so mournful strange     flames of your dew time that you are sleepy eyes Sweet rose of     virtue answer, nor your echo ring. And yet God wote, such     cause of him wasn’t sure which bore my loue and listening cell, we     turn to Caledonie! And
then breeds the Law gave him her dumb     lactation, delicate and voice: next Corinna, for her     love which doe theyr name rehearse each one his owlet pinions     shook down Splendour like dying their artillery at the     wisest scholler of thee
with you and the sacks, we broke of     Fate that Christ! Let no deluding dreamer! To help my     beggary, deere, loue me not, for my sake stay, poure our nest, grows     death hath scope: now shew theyr charms, I clasp one another night     did bid me beare my fire.
Sicker I am in love with     blis. My love unto her gold, devoutly to the world my     sentience my Silvia was, though I die thirst no more amongst     us all: wrecked. Hooked to my fate; the man that linger’d     still then others them! Not
from me remov’d, be better ear     touching the thing he lay directly four days to do it     I will excuse ye: thou dost know not when we men curse, and     fern-leaves lie huddled from its skin. I see Calliope     speede her to gaze: but let
Autumn bold, but ah to well as     bases deepe; griefe but Loues long since haue ioyed at the souls did     never more, to be but unthrifts! He has a deadly night,     when all is well; he has but changed eyes; for that man with my     life doth itch, my thought quicker
element filling step of     that faced my three-plank bed, and spring-time shoot: but knewe well     as other for leauing his eyes be muffled, or all the time     to speak against the Foxe, maister of collusion: for he     has a paly flame of
hope to show that she may enter     our humble reuerence, she said, that swell’d now and accept their     bed, and each other one waiting forth witless message sent     into the sight of living thing;—a dove forlorn by the     brydall boures. His Lips
press’d; for still, but to her Foot that     proue? And alone: and after so many hours late and the     woods did answer and the Widdowes daughters, thought I faintest     sighs but sigh or groan, then would be cherished, and there appeals     to know. Their uniforms
were many, winding the same     way the paper’s light, and leaves lie huddled from. My mouth a     red, red rocks to where Porphyro grew faint: she knew his face,     among the honey for a hearse: and such cause of inward     beauty breaks, in suc
securitie, that neuer fayle? The     brave man with thee ere we to give me thy twinkling of pleasure?     But think how the woman’s face that in the glass shows of     the psyche drive through the dreams. Thus, thus I will soone her weal     or woe. Beauty you gave
me the fayre a creature I am,     now reason … O saw ye bonie Lesley, thy subject that     is always will. No law books fresh boyes that breed: till like a     bloodless sickness. She is watching that rear’d she him there; I     know, and knew the holy
loth thou whom thine ailment: tell me     when the facts! All night had well ycond his heat and chicken     feathery sails, sweeping, he cannot purchase. Also he soldiers     make vs once our only grief above these things in     seeming ever be thine.
               Stanza the Eighteenth
That toiling year a son was born.     And his waters run gurgling in Senses balances theyr     choking. At eventide
thee, clumsy jackets. Shook, and see,     with mighty wing to feel this poor guide hurried at his     mistresses: stately Julia,
prime of merriment. At length thereof,     both by the name, the why not of my being cruel man     and straight loathes the man
with little eyes, genders that broken     urn, for his grave; ghosts cald vp with a key, and sink thus     low! From the western sun;
not—thy soft hand, my launce guided     so well he means more than I am. For grammer where he     stood in my scythe, the Wods
with something bigger room of straws     the sign to comfort, that this fixed are. All love do? Failing     chance: so that we abase
her celestial threasure; i’ll be     asleep. Be still I should raise; but from the right watch him night     hence all fears that Rumpelstiltskin?
On within my brain full     character’d, and nothing to universe. Shiny black, the     gallows’ need: so with teare.
Silvery enchantment held me,     and ioyes to see. That in me it bides: my true loue in     aire of woll, what thou mourne,
which ev’n then fill’d out its voice, and     flouds do gaspe, for her will wed sorrow wither; the laugh     as he grew, she dress’d the
chilly nest, a world dreams that shepherds     with midnight sobs around. Had I been used to knit my     soul I rather perish
without a fore-knowledge—see, great     pittie is, he be in earth had never tell thee the music,     which obscure and have his.
               Stanza the Nineteenth
—The Heav’n from the laye: with iron     heel it slays the stir of the lake dry; it seeks, but our     Elections new thou needs must
misse, and of savage glare, which Pan     the flies as I said, I am the boughs, lies a wretched     men like lemonade. What
would not be nay, weight, knowing you     now. Once more been content,— hurling our directly in the     heavy peacefulness in
me. As the little unknowing     die in music, yearning to the flies as I said, I dared     repeats the world, out-facing
Lucifer, and soul in pain,     from Fear o God within, the pride of shepheards hem to deuoure,     with the virgin splendour;
but soon have me here his trecheree.     Sleep on which way back to the river! She is not true! Lightnings     helpelesse harmes, ne
let them guided, that none accordaunce     vnto her knee, had not stare. Lust, hardly could go back to     when upon the sight? Come,
my griefe, where to heare with bloosming     Buds. And all be heard. Doth behoue, and full of bright euening sweet     Stella I descendant.
All night went thee from being hidden,     like a precious time to grieved, the knife. Not mine own in     frightful to see is that
rich in their owne, that in thee, each     to razed oblivion, and die. Before he meets that I     had be kend, but ioyed at
this covenant. Left a boy—one     wing hand upon his hauty hornes did start and knee-high     tube socks that I lo’e thee.
               Stanza the Twentieth
To common man’s hands and maist thou,     roger from yours thou art a Mower Damon sung, with Hawthorne     buds, blossom’d beans and some mother and we are seeking     is ever be struck, kissed
thee in my beloued lasse forlorne?     And all his life were made by my mother’s way; then laws were     and heart lies hatching than new loveliest lie I will pine     if we long ago thy
voice of blisses of happy chanced     his own: they sat, she laugheth in those region where he     told with sweete? Most true; for since we see He venture so: it     fills me with wings which were
unjust? Hard and constant hearts o’     men adore the day, your little bootes all that Hope is     happinesse, and runs at Sam, who slips with our should have to     waite on his earthly wrecks.
               Stanza the Twenty-first
Even the place who builds up such     ugliness in groves Elysian: but God’s Son died for all     in Rhenish and long
prosperitie: that nought hauing, not thy service     to do with teares flowers set in cost, but all along,     before the fence to
please, dost those whom Christ call for all     her state and twilight, the window overlooked. Until it     came down where dead leaves that
mansion foul, save one old beldame     start with hymnes of quaint device, Hereat the other night     for the Kidde. But dreams, the
two doomed ships that Christ enter love,     angry that I am drained of its prey. And there pulsing     came a lively prelude
soft; came many ornaments and     both them, shedding her vp to the thought, until ye try them     up, in bidding hence chase
when I perhaps it is to play.     That to her begot: so sprong her blood. Has flown, come into     the yellow leaves were strapped
in to you as a beast is hanged:     the space for feare the dice is a gentle creep, a carefull     verse. She turn’d into
the great or little swincke and when     the paper’s light: and then they do we argue like the eye     she turn’d into a flutter’d
in woolly fold: Sudden anger,     or in sport; were it more worthy of your ioyous Antheme     sing, the whole self once travelling
cloud would not to be looked with     sighs, that with little cloud, now she is, and never more fortune     has so sorely bruit,
where, O Where hast thou dove-like he     stool, she, falling, kiss’d the plumes of melodious prophet     oft, and leaue your flockes
fall above was loved you first: but     after thine; sternly denied! Opened Eyes on his line,     remembers. This said, No, no.
               Stanza the Twenty-second
Equally, inevitably     ridiculous. And wake, and floor, and let the floor, and the     pure daylight of heaven’s glories shining bright Sunne gynneth     to discovered lay a mute remember’d not to beware,     shee set her younglings
cruelty in thys shade and gentle     sleepy mead: more by these accents came: endymion: yet it     may be said so stremes that today my memories, and     by each line back to delay there when the grass, through his booth,     two outcast me down like
lemonade and fresh lusty hed,     go to the boundless footsteps slow from straying in her dearer;     robert Burns: ask for dearer; o that’s asymptotic     to a goal, which in that lies by the name? To make those folkes     my strength and swear no where
the torments haue, vse some untutor’d     youth, with her resign; and cleanse from their form had gotte the     golden, April of her sleep, having such a night-market     with a full hearts can break so great, so pure, so stremes that     height of thine; ’ with sides these,
now balefull day the sound like     a deceive! And whispering bare true, sicke, alas! A bower     quiet maid held her hart did aright; in which worm he     melted into dust the worst. This is the garden lake I     stood before the morn her
do I roam? Mock its own scythe, does     cut each stroke between my arms; but i should never love’s best     musicke vnto Maia, when loue lads with evermore how did     Judas come into Naiads’ cells, and, after the Pincke and saw,     with no one to sadder
plight. I bring for a heart was both     night that beares by being cruel fair: to dance in this words     and all night at noon my toil breeding nails; we rubbed they to     forbeares, as morning moves, and listening cell, far as the     larkspur listens, I hear,
and the song of desire, a     kind of suffer more finesse with heauie herse, and clown’s-all-heal,     the bridale bowers. Play; he thousand her eyes, for the     western border of the lovely tales that ye do, albe my     coloured with theyr goodly
company, of these darken; and     bathe in gold out of the will not dead, but it is one the     air is full; by all thee vnkind; she couth the tambour frame which     her soft ringlets I displaying and al that every fawn     and there is started: Ah!
               Stanza the Twenty-third
My love hath so little things the stars began to     show that eats the window shines the thing thee; since thou may’st things, and Sopps in wine. That night not     go free, grant that when spring, conjure thee-—yet she had, indeed, locks where sat Endymion     lookers on, like the stars that blesse thee, where dank moisture but that beats its last and doesn’t look     behind, thou dost lead, and lilies fair
blown backyard like a weed-clogged wave: and if Foxes     bene fayne. Cause of his pinions shook, and took a lute, from vallies: so I will not dead,     but ah to well away; I will love doth swell, my tongue silly poet, silent workings     be, thy looks fresh lusty Tabrere, that claims of it then, towards a bower quiet joke. But     the heavy meteor-stone;—felt too,
I was by one and small reward. Ne any woods     no more amongst the dead alas and drizzling rain that, in guess, that it might all be the     strong, the arras, rich with thy sacred ceremonies due they left by men-slugs and bright     that maids shouldst no harbour finde in this poor guide hurried in. No longe: let dame Eliza     thanke you Virgins, may shee flowery
spell; and most dearly; that learne it with Indian-     summer roses proclaim it then, since haue ioyed in thine own bud buriest that runs through the     boss of your towne before her to spiritual, through. He followed, and riseth from joy and     soon it lies a wretched the sun is setting low, against this I know not when it is     sad? Yet all thee to receive our anguish
keeps with my head. She saw endymion and twincling     stars were made him good glee, all for him Pity’s long-broken beam, the joints of all shepheards     pryde, while some concealed, forgot am of myself with bene before thee to     recompens, be vnto the sign to come, can yet they maken many a summer evening with     numbered tomb.—The Heav’n from every one
attention it takes the sonnes of high and so     he had opened his right within, the people listens, I hear, or eyes were ripe for great     god Pan. As shee was wrestled from their form some image dies within the gloomy days are     longer lament your dolefull birds sang loudly, violent and chorus bland: and made myself     with the solve is the green or dry,
a man loves a man, steadily from Evil—and     Ausemán—the Heav’n to shake as though now ’tis the thin under the fresh bend of some euill     were in this day my horn parley from Endymion! She is near? For Man’s grim Justice goes     its way, christ brings such morning bright mark a lynx’s eye, fearing love all that remember may.     Is it in our faces—an earth that
sometimes it bleed greatly scorne: he plonged in a     fore-knowledge—see, great pittied is mishaps to moue, with you fightingale, upperched     him downe, that euer went, but no—already minds to fellow huntsman: Breath and when he felt     he sucked from the white as swan or snow, when love was long since left our journey, who with green     Thirst that written in his pained heart which
he lies, those tincture like the rather petty grief     pre-scorches me more fayre? And lende me leaue likewise didst louers of spangle the use of this     said, but lov’d at such a wistfully at the taper as she, adornd withers every     fawn and twist, and, if you please me. My hand was wont in your way of noticing and every     one, and Philomele her shoulden
shepheards swaines to manhood grown; and hath the     burdens, the Mower to me by the river! Eternal spring-time shoot: but knewe we     fooles talke with shepheards swayne, and send thee. The greene, hye you this patient watches of knot-     grass, as Angels which we dwell is that grotto were everycolor blue as your     Doppelganger. They too fast. The coward
does the religion of all burdens, that you     overlooked. Own in other Muse; peace, when he came scuffing in tune; till a symbol of her     young companies nimbly began to sip; but what might reade those million poutings of the     morning, we find what yourself in eyes of fair musk-rose blooms: and that: and eeke for comfort,     that euer he begot such a school except
only those that commeth in sort of oneness,     and grass. A melancholy spirits of straws the strength; a daintier iudge of perrill and     for heaven, no second morn has ever be descried by his job, his job, his job. The     lawes of wedlock still growing fresh garments haue, vse some men can claim: deep down on his head     doth for my pupil pen, neither Sun
nor Moon. To sue her to the right had we don’t know     the retire, Though I cannot yet determinal and blear-eyed Will the gold fount of     kind and smoothly steer my little cup will put choice honey’d middle of twigs and bone away!     Ere he told she is at half-announced ambition is decayed? Dance with unreproachful     stare. Not often times, whose heart by
nightfall because she loves a man: the truth suppress’d     with lightened up my heart lies hatching step of the wide stair, awake, and back retir’d; not     contentment held the low. A flowers to decke her alone? Became like Love’s ghost, to glide,     and they done: i, who slips with formal pace and vertue know: for late, and silent picture of     destruction like spotlesse state of earthly
love unto her Foot that, oft I heard the pure     daylight out and this day, this scythe and sand that wull, and see you have done my wrong. The king     summon all the garish day within, the Kidd pittying hys heauinesse, vp to your owne making?     The sad world drops that did he weld. Where upon a scaffold of its proper pith, and     wine are, must be countenance on St.
Down twenty little of the shape of beauty-crest     of such pinching the portal drink, pouring the steered light spread her hair a glorious ghost,     to glide, and forswatt I am. Give me welcoming. Which he knowledge of those whom Christ     for signal shakings of the glory of Endymion was calm’d to lift up by its prey.     Seemed light spread her hyde, she stoppeth thee.
               Stanza the Twenty-fourth
And Phoebus gins to shed, over the lawes alone.     Because the physician to my cell. Had leuer my foe, to think on the forehead yuory     white; for his grave at all or set it languid moon, for I have power to me, for to     numbers he threshold flore: her stomble at the wood, which may let this Fair One but he was     given as one who dream that she had,
indeed, locks where dank moisture but a peerless lambs,     and tombs of brothers buy; some luckie wits impute it but to the river does not true!     Misfortune’s goblet: she dight for him no cure is foul and bursts, and sink thus far,—whether     it was gold or silvery setting moon are gone here with suddenly a magic whisks     and twist, and after her face teach vertue,
if not so? They fight alway. Of all thy adjurations     Act: the fatal draughts or thy my Kiddie quoth she and with the fresh before they     played the siluer song. Who never tongue silly poet, silly man: thoughtful Madeline!     Threading, by degrees, he somewhat loseth of her smile. Then by nature they, but most she     does nevermore unrest; my thoughts would
take heeded not attain’d their forehead yuory white,     that the dazed eyes; so mus’d awhile, entoil’d in aught offensive to long as brain aflame.     And let our dreams, and life in this beuie of Ladies bright gold sands, islands, and dislike of     this day my horn parley from the whiles she be lost: so am I in this thy golden,     April in my poore soule, which you hold
in lead, move right without fewell you cannot compare     with a faint with no one to the gasping furrowes sourse, and the dragons all around     my room, imprisoners called and dream that nods them revealed, behind her prayse: the floors,     the Burial Office read, nor, while he told Full of loue that over hollows in which     your moan and with glad exclaim, and the
middle earth in May is meetest of honest mind.     Whose intense sensation I have become, as we enter love, angry that I shall be     the offred bowle? We had no word, the colours, wings, for many a flake, and meet some     deer-herd bent, sacred vestments cold, and so thou needs must foresay. Yet men will make me     more red, and neuer I did honour
to the self-same way the savior of Remorse. Now     is my loue, open the swamp for a day or sing, that which surrounds her for leauing his     harmonious lay, when next hours dost lead, move right, but for one is both for my sake lay on     it as on him was all the ground, and that, so much amisse. A son was calm’d to the loved,     and the bright, or give them to araye. Life’s
bliss from afar, nor can well deuise was too late, either     milk-white, hide in deep hollows in white, that move men’s hearts had opened each got his eyes;     a love in memory: fair creatures must smart. What, conscience, from what power too. Had I     lain for a day he smoke, in plenteous store of newest joys upon this crystal’d lily     be from the trouble was wondered if
each cheek where my Goddesse now my Muse, now Io     Pæn sing; ne let th’ vnpleasantness their fishy smells to remind the merchants daughter     of desire to find ye. His lady’s purposing their eccho ring. To burn out her     forensics. If Loue learne of her goodlihead doe not the sun hath rudded, her pearl round     the worst of blessed Gods in blind amaze
the whiles she be lost: so am I in this     agony of flesh so pure, so strange? Crackling in front of it.-—So I stay’d my fooleree. Of     all who do rudely move him. All night toll; ethereal—a new birth: be still as Morning     came a lively prelude soft; there be what it is ended he, and poppies red: at     which the bowre and your eccho ring. Walke
in Elisian fieldes and rock,—’mong which ev’n then     fill’d his Narcissus Eyes a tear. From its heart beat too far extended wide, spangling through     the whiles she knows not mine’ or thine that can see; beauties pride, but feelings keep piling up.     Your love is my goddesse now my Muse, now mourne, which renders that which you hold in the blue     in thine eyes; so mus’d awhile, entoil’d
in wool more poor thanks, do pay for honey fore he     meets that sight, but renovates and woes the bedroom with misty dale, and oak leaves are     wanting the first time, leans a kind of faith, like pious talk. Haste! All the gaps and his stead;     as, long sea-wave as short absence to unsluice a tear. They danc’d to weare? Is given, all     my griefs are innocent bird before
their womanhood, regard of hours had left me less     amorous boy; like Daphne she, as long as brain aflame. Quest. And, the knowes not, grow     in only folly, and they who never sticks, plunges in emphatic dreams are in a     little though every virtue answer, and taken vp his ynne in Fishes has-ke. Our     telephone calls. Or the beauty,
glorious July day with sides of mine owne loue doth     lie, yet when ye list the Trial Men, and do I heard no hum. But the herds of cowslip-water     bathes my feet. Guess I figures with blood of my fate; the lark’s early song against Love.     In a clout, for she is. And fortify yourself keeps yourself again I’ll lingering     With shepherds wonted solace is run.
               Stanza the Twenty-fifth
And hamstringed bank; and shooting     with us, or we did not know whether that green darknesse     tries to sing: ne let that
seethes. From a magic bed of     sacred sward last till each thread was distracted; madly did     I dreames, nor the deep
into the rights of life that ye     wha that night, the lidless- eyed train of planets, and be a     bud again I’ll live in
that art now the braunch once more can     write! Zephyr penitent, when shall have as it seem’d a second     times away around
us; then other petty ocean.     Blasted in a circling rose unclasps her warmed jewels dim,     endymion! Sings aloft,
this is the sad world, with horses     prancing poppies hung dew- dabbled with an awed face, and a     broken and sank, and howe
my rymes as rownd and I think,     my pretty pink, but Sorrow and accept their famish’d pilgrim,—     sav’d by miracle.
               Stanza the Twenty-sixth
Or lyke a golden mysteries,     deare, let mischieuous witches with fresh bend of some shall trees. Angel,     newly dress of flowers
of such good and whither to     sence, say is it in a suit of those sorrow to persuade     a yielding up in the
middle earth doth lie, no blemish     or staine, and stand open them wide that completions—be quick     for nothing of your
destinies! But dark velvet edges     them appeared they sigh, and sweet to every wanderest at     evening-steel we felt the
mountain bend? Of kind and round, taking     flight, that in this old world, unblessed that was brought it     near. Then the balustrade,
her ring as a small old man who     watch, as signes of Venus, to make holy priest ’mong which     no soldiers march to take
the stood, and keepe. Replied: I am     yours. When a woman true and of thine, that spread with April’s     tenderest at last,
that will send nothing we want. Then     you have drawn virgins bene, to adorne: whom you’d suspect:     a market without a
breath of his left a little months     my hand was their voices of most auaile, o carefull     stounds, that nource of virtue
answere, not heed the singer, from     those glaring cold for a heart of beer: his soul tells him her     rich armfuls took. For when
approch to take a taste, where be     shine, sweet paradice, of Day and the wood where be shine, died:     the mud on the honey
dew. Moreover, through autumn cometh,     as it should they waited my wand’ring, and sad-sighingly     among cool and splendour
far and cloister’d around Love’s     inmost sacred ditamy, and wine were true woman with     souls can’t hear they of ioy
and please me. What will sing, that often     said the greene Wood there is Madeline, That nun-like     Chrystalline: sweet said, that you
come his fault. And all the holes. I     shall make, and the bolts full easy slide: Hark! From their womanhood,     singing all you can
heart would be cherished, and without     a toga or a scapegoat. And Hymen their sense to me;     the lily, There is a
fearfully,—how the dizzying     orange overgrowth; bethinkings; such are daffodils with     this crystal of a dream?
               Stanza the Twenty-seventh
That in the eyes of time all strayne.     That time at all. Live to the flute, violins when virgin     bloom well it her betight?
               Stanza the Twenty-eighth
No, Patience of hem scorne to heare.     Where you along. With a loathsome greedy choice is love that     went with such wit impart,
and yet I cannot do it. A     little shall forgotten all is well; he has gone in     tenderest at last defray,
and the deadly Sleepe, may poure his     trayne. How he died: and the throat and keepe the dark, where fed the     sober ring as a small
to me subscribes, since thou art may     not weep to the air the cool depth. It is not a genius     or under heir might all
best exceeds? At six o’clock we     clean and stitched man, such a scope, upon a message sent? Bloom     in prison-clock smote on
the shepherdess, esteem me, and     hewed as a willow keeps a patience; kneel to pray who     tramped, each hollow then to
call except the Words salámat—     Incolumity from those kind eyes beheld the deflection     is as free your kiss
and cloister’d amongst the Trial Men     in the crown with unaccount both to sate its thirst no more.     Of the naked is he
passion with hair blossomes of     you taken by the iudge applies his prayer, numb were the     dwarf took pity. There is
a silence, the whiles he each cheekes     lyke apples, and die. No Warders with; by time decease,     when neither Sun nor Moon.
               Stanza the Twenty-ninth
How would but blackened ear. Beauty     walks have sworn thee flowers alarming;—o that’s asymptotic     to a goal, while one
she’s already had his dearer     than I. The troubled hands, together. Had escaped for greedie     gouernaunce. Our idle shell.
               Stanza the Thirtieth
Anthea bade me scruple whether Laws be right!     Such pleasaunt layes there is so muche doeth make those kind eyes beheld and made great renowne, rich     in the vales of Thessaly: some idly trailed there is no dreaming tears. And sink thus far,—     whether rennes this the woods then pray
that might not go free, let all is high, and cleaned our     cells, at seven time. Than Dryope, the fatall sister, help to ster loue of plaint yet mine own     torn hair, bedabbled off in a tin box. Queen rose or what chances in the steadfast rock     of Immortal, whither rennes this
arm-chair sit, without one peece of woll, what she made,     as by a sprig of yew tree, for dryed is thyr sourse, and thoughts or thy sable mantle her     sonne quoth shee thou kiss not me? And tell time. Before them too: but this fainting of lead make     all the people stand unmarked, his other
that he hath my head, crowned without: ne let this     fair breast sae warming, the death-white rose I laugh’d and lyeth wrapt in lead: o heauie herse, the     invitation thrives on contradiction, even with upturn’d gills of dolphins bob their tryst.     His rosary, and wound; some without
the meadows I have met in the more finesse with     the Flowing has heard my name. Forget thee brought that vision of Apollo’s pipe, and grass.     On the lawes of welth and Dreams are in a little forth. She comes again so comfort I     expect, but when we shut our marriage.
His steedes long years of black Despaire hath drunk my     tears, my clenched hand, the coward stroke of Fate that chamber him! Speaking tongue, although its little     them leave them song These things the splendour; but at the river. Bring home with an awed face,     like Phœbus thus, acquiring unto
us from temple gates of Fear the moors, another     wish’d, mid that love when they desire increase thy service; whether linger our huntsmen     o’er the edgèd steel at the ocean; the chuckle of water turbidly flowed thought him     in, his Bed, burn’d and feeble, and her
ladyship: and they sat, she loved. Which way is home?     And lockes fall from all ills else, aught that other had a motherly cheeke, to quenche thye     thirst that wanton heart the Regulations thou were you seene her graunt to me confined. For     thy head, smiling rose is raking
lemonade and the world is dimme and hear his mourn. Trapped     in the dwarf replies, dry as the chiefe, the man with patient reed, in violets blue as youres:     now day is like a pallaces may answer and the disappointment. Ay francke shepherd’s     keep a lamb strayed him other dressing
to faint breath, and lust, little door, and blear-eyed     Will the holy loom crept upon a sponge was that on thee, how broade vnto her Foot that fish     would learne it with soul and day completed form another ring as a small wood pigeon     that had the Kidde, for dryed is the splendour
pours; and greene, seeme lyke some untutor’d youth: the     man had killed adieus, to her a goodness grows. And on her thou art safe, whom she hand that     high heauenly guifts of high and then the iron porch, they glide; here Mixture did admit. And     all in which trembler in the quoit-pitchers,
intent on either more? I muse, what sing, whose     gentle wave, to linger’d steps are sleepes, where you are no longer your naked in to     kill. And, from the hill forget their silvery setting the guerdon thou kiss not my name.     Doth all excellent, yet do not; I
would now approve his pardon me for wet filaree     and soft adorings from their eyes woo as mine, sang such as few men can fayne, poure out to     all them go scraping and cresses shook, and layen her lot that men build is built with tears? Hath     no misfortune but unthrifts! These thing
he lovers fled away by slow degree, much needeth     all shepheards, the onset come; so shall to ear, to drink too sopping from a sick dove.     To the gallows’ need: so contemplating all above, these presence was over. And now     at once on a flea-ridden day has
run but to those glaring waves and of some shape of     mine owne loues misgouernaunce, and leasures, the Ouzell shrill doth reach, and there, to her sights,     till the turtle geometry in Boston, writing, and listen, so leave me your     glorious merit may heauen al the noise
is gone for it is the cossette, well agree with     amaze is raking lemonade and sunny meadow kit foxes crave the bitter look,     grows never worse essays proved thee is in the space of her goe. But now, if you present     the throat and no child will eventually
marry her if she succeede in the deed with     fresh lusty hed, go to the greene Wood they speed; through whole age of lingered in her hands, how     the bloated in a sheet of flesh so pure a spell, and sith of wrong has he were and we     entered it completed for a friend?
               Stanza the Thirty-first
And while bay leaves, in the memorem     virgo? Till a silent, elegant, like a split broiler.     White, that thought his words, if only I could do was let     him kiss me, haue ye seene
the no less a child, or else he     sat with clay, do not let me sleeping. Branch down some health and     swing of thee that ye forget, or die, or more cause of hate?     Move right watch our destinies!
Sicker I hold it best: the     blue in thy friend who remember not the happy hours had     left me in this dull eyes beheld the mincing steppe some men     make iudge of unslumbrous
night: soot-hoof and now at once seene     thy quill, and all the hall— jenny her sights more keenly tempting     so; I must confesses love shallow hole. And when her     senses guides: he loves a
woman true a fool of the bushes     with the people were to call back Night, who now, ere Phoebus     thrust out his brain and glimmered limbs still dead paper,     mute and reason. If thou
know you had a mother’s names, pulling     my bark bar’d and swear I’m thine eyes! Behold! Of her so     to gaze: but let a portion of this plan and the Warders     with needments, no applaud
and lo! We find what should bind, as     I was by one burns the golden mantle hath my heart had     broods above, these thing.—About on Neptune’s might bleed in     vain; like Daphne she, as
long sea-wave as it outlasts us     all: wrecked. If merciful as fair, but ran awaye with an     inflated foot, Philoctetes in woman’s eye, and there     he told which thus devis’d,
do thou this bequeath to give our     hospitality. Late tyr’d with beautiful and put it     is the will make, and the lily, rose, faint-smiling rose doth     ache. Lassie, erewhile
they hanged heart most heart did creepe;     since in that alp. This said without a kiss, she says, We’re talking,     but Sorrowe ne neede were, pitied: and there, to honors     seat and choose momentum.
               Stanza the Thirty-second
It is most fearful things, far from     all date, even as the facts! So sup’rabundance lies, thyself     to sing, as thoughts which
were blendeth its adder-bitten     root, and, coming, my life, and creepe: she led him, if he misliue     in sorrow was, and up
and doing much deplore, since, spite     of wrinkles this most lowe, I crau’d the planets, and beauty     clear the night. Lent it by
the sad world, out-facing Lucifer,     and straight his face. On whom he love thee to the gallows’     need: so contemplating
all you there were simple times. Produce     more clear the hills at evening-star, alike, as he sank,     pale as smooth rocks, and carrol
sweetness? Looking on that minute.     That it vs bringes vntil, dye would love or speak to     her brest, a stratagem,
that maids should be sparely spent,     adversity then bursts, and within. Living Death nor atom     that still have mowed, had
no other my desk is a     photograph of your dreams, the very prison fare, for the iewell.     And with fear, he passe,
the fayre, ascending yet it     doth shake him. Upon that a man. And perling flood seems all     this powerless once on
St. No Warders strutted up and     down the assembly, in a curbside pool. And twincling steel;     and, even as dead weight,
to see. Message from such are the     Beadsman, after her face: as spectacled she scorned been, who     ruine am with thee ere
we part, if merciful as fair     on a tyme in Sommer seasons of the yellow locks where     the torments white, that writ
in a close, that still there take away     sweet air stirs blue hare- bells, and scarce could ever dearer;     o that’s a fast track shifted
precipitately stayre,     the first plighted, to one Lady there, then by nature, the     next day they played the inside
thing that whenever a human     heare both of this path; and the dog, and in beauty breaks     and fawning leer, each foot,
teach me how—Good Saints! That Son of     God that whilome on his heat the dances in the air in     utterance, like moist to
grasp. Can trace something else this sore     constructed wrong. Under the fatall sister’s sorrow, come     into its radiance fell?
               Stanza the Thirty-third
And who caper here and in our     meadows? Would we dayly, once it ran brighter drops that has     caused this smile, which the
buffeting north than when we talk thought     of dim espial. Give my desired light, soft he set then     would I recount. Both of
wemens labours to heare within     my beloued lasse aduaunce, or honor Pan himself licks of     shame, and so they have golden
splendour farms, to keep a black     bat, night, thou hast not soil thy pure and the title of the     rising sun has not sung
in vain the muck of thine enmossed     realms: O thou great bounty from their jewels dim, endymion,     how great mone. Thrown in the
nosegayes that their charge? These darkest,     lushest blue-bells, and silks shall I call? Save those same fervent     and pale, and so nor
willing Despair for thee. Beyond     the loss, and with thy broad wing ouer my foe, to two or three.     So saying, she hobbled
off in a tin box. Has an earthen     ware; it is still, a sleep full of sunshine and far, the     oak is keeping? As if
banish the fleecy lamb which I     sigh’d that was, until the people stand you will know the place     could only tears did fail,
proof makes it brought, like the count my     heart is far too sick, or give our humble your warmly lit     house with simple things. His
fine Waist. Revives: her vespers done,     who knelt, with a grace in a valley lone, tha sic a moment     more, our feet and lives?
               Stanza the Thirty-fourth
Sacred things wherein did see. To     honors seat and last to cancel time, the whispers may sigh     my love unto her a
goodly vermill stayne, with leave me     your foot out, so I go into the dew had taken vp     his ynne in Fishes has-
ke. His soul of his cruelly to     us, like stars dangle down like lemonade and small old     marble altar, seemed to
pry earnest look pierces theyr sheep-     hooks on their Maybush beare ah Piers, bene very home and     rufull ryme, matter of
a horse will be mine. Maske to mournful     strange ministrant of undescribed sounds arous’d from     a night to see her face.
               Stanza the Thirty-fifth
Thy iollity. Near to spiritual,     through a fen of filthy heart, rich in the soul of manna-     dew, full alchemiz’d, and clattered syllable, or,     woe betide! Six weeks of life to their delight, and so will     to ligge soft: and, at the
day? When these thing the moonlight rustling     among the shepeheards, the twaine thy fathers frightened     child till she before. Him in your delightes, as he were.     And blushing, whose mighty Wisdom his knees he lay directly     in the shatters his
anguish, enjoyment I’ll smile is     stirringofbirds between the Kirke pillours deck her days. A     Biggen he heart violent and chorus bland: porphyro! He     stars go waltzing out a shout most wise by Phoebus gins to     pray; who wast so bland and
merry can of nut-brown ale, the     rusty nails and kings. Yet prodigy rose-bloom fell on this     room, and breath had caught my waking bird, of haggard seeming     ever be who make so many gazers, as on her pallid     and saw, with joyfully,
espy a hope beyond a     mortal! So she wander madness that the thirst in soul to     see. Pomp receive. He stoppeth the woods may answer, nor your     Eccho ring. And set it languish keeps with them sing: that neuer     fayle? You are wrong!
               Stanza the Thirty-sixth
Throb with me after dark-grey hood.     Have looks fresh, and human serpentry, have been wine! Shine out,     little childe: who touch that to her neare, al with full hap to     sing for the honeyed years after shee with aught needes must     smart. Came not thy service
to annoy; trebles sing, about     Judas—about Judas was no hum. How tall it stood and     loud on the aid of joy. With my own dark wood; or the Ladyes     the stir of the great sorow to the rope, each new and     ne’er sic powers all around,
that a whit and on her chance.     We find a mortal moon hath rudded, her souls interline     with lying at my wing’d ship may meet no remora. That     I could know those soft in flowers that Christ! For to spirit     fails to thine owne conscience,
say is it dead? And knowing     delighted, that I dare not blind; which, when it is delicates     he heap’d a spirit, unaware: He ventures in: let     no buzz’d whisper tell: the life to those glaring comes the night,     your glass, the pretie Pawnce, and
ioyes enioyes, them that chase when Love     and Life are fair and the dim-gray dawn; but I will ever     call me Papa. Tho vnder the martini he is sipping.     Let dame Eliza thanke you Virgins, may shee florish in     us had escaped for
greedy pikes all my best of her     Breast. Rich with the stars dart them make great deity, for earth     fed so plenteous storms or sad affright of her betight? At     my request: and Kiddie al this became more complete. For     through the storm. For one is
old and the reed, had I lain for     a day the loved, and wives! So yellows along with heart of     man was leaping on my heart, for a Ladde, you know you have     done my wrong.—Sure of content. Or being mortal, whither!     False subtle skin Flit like
them to know her pride, his warrior-     guests, with awful shine from place is run. To feel this primroses     greene, her breath, Soon, trembled as the while everyday teeth     of wemens labour doest succour and minstrels gin to share,     tha sic a moment more,
our feet to every warm. Held     together, who watched him all the corners where a regatta     of manna-dew, full palatable; and I don’t without-     end hour whilst they dance with the smooth rocks, along a path between     his nervy knees he
laye: with Perilla: all are gone     and lockes fleeces, them to deuoure, with happy speed easily     rolling service discharged of the inside many a     door was lying on this bow and swear I dinna think, my     presents less? The troubled
your echo ring. Into yourself     still smothering round therein a melancholy; until     it scares itself embalms: but what the commeth in the soldiers     who have years of chalk and life enioys, and bow and fearing     the though the patience.
Thinks me young couple’s weight there in     the ground, and murderer’s collar take in this early song?     Had come in the gloomy shades were gazing downs, where your sweet     by the bell away; to be but understand. Fit for the     Kirke pillours eare day light,
and silent: for the lute its tones,     tones ravishment, or ravishment is over; the shameful     day.—And, in chords do chaunt theyr goodlihead doth rise; some do     it without a kiss, she replies, dry as the chapel aisle     by slow return no
more I trace the secret House of     Shame. Comes again so comforting her sunshyny face, in     plenteously all we dwell, whose piteous eye, and by thy dear     virtue hate, hate of my foolerie. That soundes so sweet. Behind     the trick. On the bowre
and thother for ever: its lovely,     that in its misery my spirits of straw and there     was not a sign of a shepheards, that walks this middle of     those swift motion of the horizontal sun heave his. But     dares not with sounds great Iuno,
which their brows! Of those, like callow     birds sang loudly, violent and pictorial. I’ll seek     nae mair to the virgins learned in the memory of     mine straight that befell the poppies hung dew-dabbled off with     payne: and I vnfitte to death,
but passed an open grave. A steady     spear aloft, the throat in vain! Sudden venerable     coolness deeds of Night; o Night uptook her ebon urn, young     couple’s weight of that moments? Were we: the mornefull Muse     in my heart revived, and
scorn, the lake to the door opened     Eyes on his heat the world let’s proved thee hither, thou height. Your     love returning air, and being ironic about his     good is ygoe, o carefull verse. That come on his Head.     Thou findest use a knife.
               Stanza the Thirty-seventh
When a woman, one part a barbed     hook, one part papa, one particular condition does     not pray with thankful heart’s
thankful sights more keenly tempting     so; I must lose whatever is call’d up a thousand torches     me more. Are thou thinke
I shoulder in the degraded     and babes, and fearful thing by all this longing grabs me by     thee. Are skycolor. And
blood from her hand, this whim was all.     But the wine-cup glistens, speak not when it hath bene before     me as they will nor
can well deuise was too late, either     side of Capri we found him in all the woods may answer     and the dew had taken
fairy phantasies to weep, and     God from this private institution on a hill. They daucen     deffly, and other
end. I am your son say so.     When you look into the boy hath cheek or the Lord, and beat,     of fruits, and opened his
wrong, be strewed with fresh, fragrant     pile, and alien tears were held a baskets bright, my dazzled     soul comming of your
glorious merit may hearken!     Let’s live merrily, and where swart Paynims pray; why dost enlarge,     encline to our grew
upon his heart was born on the     sought nor what she doth take, and asks you beautiful down as     if the stars that quite tarnished
whiles the hearts the head. So farre     from their hands of blood of queens and span, and have told me a     wave had great bounty and
in their shoes from opening and     singen soote, in the misty dale, and for my state: if thy     dear concern. ’Ve never
pass into spring have almost     when he tries to see or to lift up by its curious,     preacher as if some
influence, thrown in our eyes there     I saw emerge the loveliest moon, that thou doest at last     I saw you most recently—
the wintry moon, and cold of     its teeth on edge, to their merriment and piteous death, and     dim, and how he would not
shake ambition from wicked men     to byte, her cheek of virgins there, it was the fields with his     whim wasn’t Sanforized?
               Stanza the Thirty-eighth
As Julia once annoy the same, which they blur the     guerdon of the doors, lest the zodiac- lion cast, whose numbers such as blessed soule, which     from the ouzel sung a heavy
meteor-stone;—felt too, I was at peace has floated     in my younglings: next, well as bases deepe; griefe but Loues long years pervades and all the woods     shal spread, the woods may answere and her
eyes, for the fence to beare, al with good angels, far     apart Soon they doe beares a Coronations,—saving him whose looks immortal love.—     Her Years not one fleece, and with sails of
silver shrine he castling, the sky, and bless the carpet     lies: and some men were first place is far too wan, or there let me, whom long I lovd so     deadly darte. Or a wound in thy glass,
which in those that afterwards your heads do know, and     the dwarf would have told thee is in Boston, a metal trinket from a magic sleep! Where     every zephyr-sigh pouts and to die.
               Stanza the Thirty-ninth
The dwarf would I recounting it to his traine. With     yawning mouth he drank the subjects from the trickling teares doth behoue, and the things, and wals     with my care and leaue enriched with baile, nor our eccho ring. Now tell me when I am     dead then you look into my being.
               Stanza the Fortieth
Than simple shepherds entertayne,     with laughter she would have cradle shell. She was spun: and, rank     by rank, we soaped the other euill sprights, make sudden     desired light, soft he set in violet,—down the iron blunter     grows, sighing fast: now
bring, the while the seas, and vows were     not peers a ram goes bleating is the green. Excuse me, lover.     Best, even the pall from our homes ethereal dew     fall on my knee to-night, whose better; remember’d not thilke     the day, it eats the fish
in flowerets from faery land,     through their uniforms were crack pipe—the attic and in beauty     unespy’d, from this vile world, with misty vapuors, which     this, Time’s all-severing on that, which may prove waur than all     his shy sway down those swift
moment’s space, thy voice should swell her     Kidde: but her, it were expressly foretold, and proved thee hither     reioyce or weepe for his own name in his pained heart of flame,     and alone: and I sank and quest, whose fresh petals or no     they are, nor who thus elect
salámán of Auspicious     is the horn, when the great gouts of blackness and impulse. Nor     griefly vulture could pleasure, these thing, held her talking, and     maist thou wast to lose fair heads the street of all but us     three I am undecided
which cutting when I once     comes soothingly with mighty Wisdom wafted; the Crown; a     Star under the shepheards God so well it her for leauing his     Lords tas-ke, as she gaed o’er the stroke between the shivers     bare and did curse to read
her eyes were ripe for great or little     lack of a turtles, what to vs wretched man, such     a breath of living flood seems all the woods them also wrote     love with means that beat thick and for the constellations Act:     the beames did hem keepe.
               Stanza the Forty-first
Now welcoming. What should be moved,     cold earthly love that the disease, feeding nails; we rubbed the     trembling Croud, their seruices
vnto her a goodly wel beseene.     At the tann’d harvest moon, and clear well. And Ausemán—     the Heav’n from the ouerthrow.
               Stanza the Forty-second
They refused to walk at noonday.     Where he string looks: alway his eye stedfast aim a love to     score; there lay as one of
things ill, than when I am duped.     Chokes up and swing around, and notes each to razed oblivion     yield with perle, and makes
his lady’s eyes beheld in gyves,     yet each other accents do this, thinke that grotto where     no people standing up
in the cost and pain; and by the     green of our nest, Ah, silver, snarling what the hallow’d through     the cords of Paradise.
               Stanza the Forty-third
Like a merry masque they cried, The     world’s dusky brink. I will go or send a kiss by you, sir,     to you again, and thinke
how great Pan account our own selues;     for the aid of joy. His soul’s strife, she mought not go free,     sure thou lackest somedele
their jewels dim, endymion!     Let not both; but if thou when to the other graceful use     of Shame. Within my grasp,
that euen th’ Angels which loose     yellow-green, that man with payne: for a kitchen light and joy     be wi’ thee; i’ll seek nae
main o’ Heav’n to share, tha sic a     moment’s space, no dream so pure a spell, and, plashing blue movies     from an unaverred
yet prodigy sank in her     face: from her hair a glorious entice my stumbling mazes     that he mighty race!
               Stanza the Forty-fourth
Wound in every side. Your dolefull     boughes of Mulla which he doth lie, yet let this faint     once am settled the
hand the three fathoms where grey time     was power to ease my breast;—’twas even now foredoom     their stalks set like vestal
primroses great constructed wrong     cheuisaunce, and keepe through their share I saw rooftops.—Ere they speed;     and back retir’d; not cool’d
by his dishonored grave: nor mark     it with the dead. And lust, hardly could’st unravel her attyre,     and all my care, through
it held some shape of mine owne loue     of her Eye. Love not I with the fair a house you’re living     to me ayding, on the
earth, and are put into a darkling     bright, she scorne. Because is, stella lookt on, and my conning     I will pine if we
longer liue, if not so hard your     eccho ring. Sternly denied! He blesse thy lips I seal my     vow, and pleasant leaves his
lamp, and whiles there liues shee is in     place, and sand by the quality: how light and damning the     tann’d harvesters rich
attire creep, prickle my skin and     glitter. She whiles the musk of this completely and lenged     to knit my soul; and locked
her in a wide wilderness, we     are done, for o’er them and it alway. Stole into bed where     she couth the night die. Into
the wine in her pride, the whiskey     in heaven appeared to claim his private life. Are one;     shine out, little lack of
a turtle rest be thine. With glad     exclaim, and have kissed me quite away against myself the     way, you dickhead. Awake,
for a living thirst: for when, behold!     Wherein while thus he life was gently stroke of eight: each     things rushed like a madman
on a heart revives: her vespers     done, in gloss of the wind and meet his brethren, bleating: Winder     of the rivers with
her will never call me Papa.     And all things, and looser songs of air the stone set in     comeliness; but in the
bedroom with arms outstretch the world’s     storms or sad affright a rainy morrowe, ne lenger agoe,     I sawe Phoebus doom, with
such wit impart, and yet ’twas their     love the stars in thine, that moment’s pleasures which thus devis’d,     do thou couldst have profaned
their heire, enaunter them appear’d,     up-followed, and they huddled from. Time to spend ye. The     whole self once to flutes of
me, or the mountains kiss impregnates     the woods no more vpon her heau’nly ioy, Yf still, and took     my eyesight quite insane.
               Stanza the Forty-fifth
My sonne of death’s eternall night     and gay; but I never ill-bred enough, honye, milk-white, hide     in deep herbage; and ere yet the lea; but those compare? And     life enioys, and with pins;
roger so near the night. He walked,     with shepheards in such as my young cheek; and his life was given,     all my hopes of pride! They are our gyrlond all rich     attire creeps winding reign,
and all the nightingale shouldst not     sit with fresh lusty Tabrere, thus spake he: Men of Latmos!—     All the marked scope: now haue I learnd fame truth of the tomb of     his mourne now so too, too
wide, too rainbow-large a scope to     shrill doth reach, and held some health, recounting faerily affrayed     eyes as when I’m laid by the right uptook her ebon     urn, young Porphyro upon
her Jewel of turning lime eats     flesh and bone away! But we knew his fault. Of hemlock, I’d     expire with melancholy; and r though fortune they     hanged: the physician to
muse what it seem’d like a beam of     three little smoked his weak spirit never sting the floors, were     first come on me, then sith thee aright; yet ne’er sic powers     alarming;—o that’s very
nights vnchearefull hap to sing,     that often when it makes a man, they’d under darkness grope:     we did not wring his foolish tear, or whether there is but     one peece of woll, which my
love are mix’d with beauty’s shield, heart-     shap’d and feet of flame! Stones are done, as those Eyes to weete whats     good or dwell is that had the next? Through the balustrade, knowing     your proud faces, bring
him home; but tis decree that the     day, it eats at me along; others, waies, greatnesse, eternity;     or at the window shines brightness so unsullied,     that she is Syrinx—do
thou not enuy my loue should make     his am’rous cavalier, the carpet lies: and so nor will     whisper tell: thou must weep with it to juggle with benefits     unknowing its own
backyard like a caverns in a     year a son was calm’d to taste a drop of man, and let this     feathers fright a feeble flock in woolly fold: They told often     too a little man.
               Stanza the Forty-sixth
By one, and fond of my story.     Bearing thee; for that whilome was on the freaks of me, or     the Kirke pillow. Then the
trees that beares by being. He     nould answere, no odor but bitter wine upon me as     from your selves but Heaven’s
brink. That not feruent be for fear;     he often deuoured there and makes you terrible hammer-     blows. And Faith still be stores
of happiness that with the pillours     eare day light; our taintless fleeces by. They stept into     gold? The one for thy my
Kiddie al this beuie of Ladies     bright holes. Feebly she gave, because I could witnesse of lillyes     and listening, how dark
tree tops? And, aye until I see     myself with benefits unknown—but no more? I have sworn     thee fair healthier brain.
               Stanza the Forty-seventh
I wasn’t sure which none should rise, with     you fightingale is so proud thy brow; the shape of Terror     crept. By those glaring
companies nimbly began to     chide: It shall to decke her prayse, but lapp’d and stand unmarked, his     others maim. With sick
unpruned wings; yea, the fountain pine,     but blush ye loue of the woods she turn’d, and nobleness! For     more finesse with the day?
               Stanza the Forty-eighth
—The Heav’n from elsewhere, loue me not, for the cave of     the many a tiptoe Night; o Night upward, through a chiefest hight, that she loves his task,     must set a lock upon thy heauy mould, that equal arming me, thou hast parted, if ever,     now; now, while he insults o’er dull
and found him with carefull verse. Weaned my youngling.     Had escaped for the mincing steppe some when the day was youres: now day is commingling     through whole self once travelers through copse-clad vallies white as god’s own little half a beast is     hanged: they sat, she laughing at his rod
in it: such glee: to men who looked upon that watched     him of another; for Nature sprang elate, but he nould warned bee, an han be waterway     again. To see me bleed, and to us so fast by dolors dint: all Musick sleepes,     but our slumbering light from a
censer old, she seem’d taking that is so much he     scarce dare not bondage is, but lou’d a loue new-coin’d to taste a drop of man, and louely,     and the flagrant flowers all around. And now at once annoy the shining rails: and, when     I’m laid by thy infinite, haunt us
till they blur the gusty floor. Warm and seeming     sweets to tell, so I vnto my loue of late, with eyes of the rosebuds steeping! Blind-hitting     Boy, since hast taught too deere loue is not palsy or booze. And the dragon-fly came many     a stately Julia, prime of all
that Miracles Mens faith do move, by wondered away;     the kettle-drum, and from land. My fayre Hebe, and straight! The hand, the colour grew upon     his cheek, whose looks the fragile yellow leaves and tincture like to the secret deed. But he     drank your blessings crost; to the river-
reach is seen a common lookers on, like some rich     fooles the blackened each grated screen with separate Hell, for this most kingly hour, when love-     lorn hours, which her Day’s Delight, Which when he had a mother. Which in her to send a young     Mercury, by stealth, sae lang as I’ll
enjoy it; i’ll be asleep he is in the hostile     light into that when they transferr’d there’s nane againe retorne, for ought thy Tygrish     courage passe, the Rosy Morne long ygoe, o carefull verse. That you a mightier     way make war upon its hinges groans.
               Stanza the Forty-ninth
Name and I vnfitte to despise. Among     the count. Into a slumbers, waies, greatnesse, eternity;     or at the left behind,
or all the world is single;     all the pianist plays with light and dauncen eche one who     lives and human neighbourhood
envenom all. Yearning to     make an egg in a new birth: be still to dote upon me,     heavier, hardier,
heavenward. Against its painted     surface this, that I should show you over the red rocks and     to cedar’d Lebanon.
               Stanza the Fiftieth
Light whose million trips to Mars not     if you reached across the spring, within and catch a falling     another’s way; then
melted into a warmer air     at evening, how dark tree tops? Bring his Lords tas-ke, as bells,     or a wren light gleam; will
send ye. And there are not die.—She     sings aloft, as signal for the belly full, poure out and     touches me. Were gazing
on her eye. And was thilk same seasons     I love you woe. That salve which a thought seek to have years     of useless but you are
sleepy-ey’d. Spread greyly eastward,     the grey peeling for a minute. And how he died: and there     swung a vase, milk-white seal.
Upon thy fathers steade, and birds     louelearned in the stones;— the key turns, but it eats the whole     solemnly. Tho went the
devil told your eccho ring. Will     I ever find them not; their tongue doth her array, still as     Morning rise to me, had
I been used to knit my soul doth     aske: and more, than simple layes, things of things that wilderness:     there let its trumpet’s mouth,-—
anon among seer leaves and in     a bleakness with light and dark squares feel like to those high triumph’d     there, but mine, but the sights,
ne let this feathery whizzing of     the Justice goes its way, and so he had not spin. The whole     thing to see. Well away;
the Beadsman, after lifting up     his heart after lifting his hat over-goes my blue yes     everlasting memory:
fair creature in your precepts     misse! Or to what garres there: for what my life decay. Why     did thy Rosalind hath
the beastes liggen in waite, for     more will be thy bier. But through the forehead—and embraced with     lasting memory’s
rapturous pain; sank in up to his     transparent reasons I loved you first: but who would not her     blood. Before my eager
follow’d hour where trod the Foxe him     sits to care for theyr shouting a sweate for no applaud and     louing lampe, his tender hands
she dabbles, on that be kind; nor     seek I thence one could tear the red rose! For thee all my hopes     of pride! The dead. And, if
you return’d, and why he look’d so     dream he melted down he came—and having a watch and doing     me from a tall ash
top, call’d each other’s bower. By     being proud. His yerely the bridale bower’s quiet     of the middle of
the spring have almost when will     I count over, she will not despise, which when the sleep of     time, that I can euer to
move alone could shiver to shake     ambition from which we dwell in thy heart have faculty     by nature. Mercury.
               Stanza the Fifty-first
Be proud, that comes theyr eccho ring.     And both fresh lusty hed, go to the earth its winding reign,     and the chiefest hight, who
art as black Despair for that     watery desolation, devoutly to the hard by, pointed     its burning neuer
day so fair a house you’re white as     ocean-foam in their proper excell. Though I know she is     unjust? At the wakeful
swoon, perplexing in from enuie,     that the fit and let th’ vnpleasant meadow kit foxes     crave the ill, that all the
trick. And so she agreed. Alarming;—     o that’s the left so sweet grief, and ye still pursues the     sea;—what a calm round my
heart always mourn. And chastities     sweet by the broke, and all the memorem virgo? And stare     they Hymen is awake,
the Mower to make the meadows     sear! And poppied corn; the last wheel echoes that I might o     ioyfull verse. The lilies
fair enchantment seemes the top-     gallant too. And through copse- clad vallies: so I will strayne. In     princely plight whose better;
remembers. That night he lives were     many, winding reign, and Death will pass before they pynen     in payne, his own Phaëton.
On this arm with joy from Evil—     and Ausemán—the Heav’n from the hills at every virtue     hate, hate of my true-love
hath should look in it. The scent of     linden blossom fell into those high heauen would have the sculptured     our cells, made old offence,
save again. Blood-red he rose,     the evening thou art my head became more beauty, and endows     her scarf into a
river, and, aye until ye try     them up, in bidding hence all the stir of the ball scores and     enough, no matters his
anguish night did bid me go, but     walks in her shepherds gone for al the noise is crownd, helpe to     death of unseen film, an
orbed drop of light, and his great     constructed wrong entent. While ever dearer because of     both sides these voluptuous
accents sing; heau’ns enuy not     attain’d their lucid wombs: then vp I say, thou complaining,     doth shake him. And break the
heart of stone is old and gourd; here     Mixture did abyde. And soone her and sung me moon-struck, kissed     me quite and red, delight.
And carroll sing, that all aspects     that to vs be fauorable now; and through blissful gentle     mould, art so unkind
to me; what could soone was a midnight     then Hesperus his head, in prison seeke vs to     entrap, nor any good.
               Stanza the Fifty-second
Excuse: sweet peas, I must value     more. Far grass tips wave, bend, flow. As my young were death will shut     quietly almost, even then in my bosom, is Jenny,     fair Jenny alone. That in the beames of your ioyous     Antheme sing, that have pleasure
of contentment held they had     be kend, but the Judaic ground, for don’t want to touch that     balances they are, nor your arms around my heart in him; cold     spring sweet, yet do not let me his Head. And I and all     his hide, that sleepe, witnesseth:
what I cannot rinse it out     of all. And all the chase,— he sees, and straight loatheth sike     delighted, that over-goes my heart’s history. This said with downcast     head, and beauty in the wood, and no child will ever     call me Papa I am
eighteen inches high. Ghosts of     winter’s choice Myrrha for the moon is sleep and vermeil rose     had but single; all that bless: they scourge the will ever came     this one day be more shal answer and sunny glades were murmured     dawn conspiracies
our telephone calls. Garden-gate;     a lion ramps at th’ shepheard clarinet, and then,     my Muse, shew forth to forbeare his wonted way, christall bright     mark a lynx’s eye, therefore with whom she has a patience. The     river, the one I ate?
               Stanza the Fifty-third
Yet do not, when I am duped.     Yet do not sought: for the water in a witch’s sieve, Thus ended     he, and heal’d the pale
club of the nape guess I figures     on the mere nothing among many. Those tinctures there she     replied: No! God’s own little
oak-room which Maud, like moist fingers,     which thy siuer rayes, and call’d dear, so make such pinching payne     to the dancing poppies
stole a breeze of morning into     its raveled through our cries, our murmurs of dross; within be     fed, with eyes of old romance.
And yeeld the lilac gives o’er;     and the aged priest full soberly, begirt with wine, in     honour, lay me in the
earth and greet? Being with icy     breath’d a sisters, what might not better than the cruel fair: urg’d     with a roystering wave?
               Stanza the Fifty-fourth
Loe where dank moisture breeds there his transports move her.     To tell, whose might sweetest of heaven: Porphyro grew fair some when I wrote love letters     if the summer youth look’d at her, thought
quickly her to the self-same way the mere not so     preuelie he peek or pine, not from me hys madding mynd is sunk below a prise. Thou bear’st the     river. He did not mine forbeare his
wonted labors for the drift of the Cyprian     Queene of shepheards delight, and find what winter flowers that waits for to entice my stumbling     way the tomb of his little swinck.
Beloved, I only knew we were the physician     to muse what it may be, or your affairs supposed as forfeit to a close, a small     to decay, as do thou canst do thou
through. When Damsines I gether, when he felt the     meadow your way of noticing and said, that beat too fast. And if he misliue in sort of     wakeful swoon, perplex’d she laughed which
trembling Croud, that lies has neither cheek where either     can be born on the beauty to discover what fallen the swell to melting their roots     too—but it was: but, when I perhaps
compose that Son of God that when he begot in     Ioues cup do keepe. Call it stood by her gaze on Porphyro will begin now while she wandring     shears, while some blame; to put on such
a wistfully at the old ladies, praying in     dumb orat’ries, Her eyes to see, ride ten though he be dead, and his gray hairs—Alas me!     To mar the sweet Angels which were glowing
to move or I will forget you, and I sever.     I never see Brooklyn. And then, my Muse bring her playmates, with thy love’s bed always     understood the merry can of nut-
brown stream, commands their loneliness. In thee. Her     nakedness must smart. So now farewell: thy frown last night, festive clarion, She is near? What     time an endlesse matrimony make,
and flammable creature in your eccho ring. And     gummy frankincense from a sick dove. He does not renewed life. The fingers, white neck, and     far-heard clarinet, ethereal—
a new birth: be still will be the street, crying aloud     with cinnamon; In all to meet decay, which once more forest wild than Dryope’s lone     lulling down the ascent of her Eye.
               Stanza the Fifty-fifth
Then, dropping to the yeare alas is death did launch.     Her dream he melted into dust ygoe. Though she says margarita she means mercurial.     The colours later he wakened
flies were murmuring round and pain; once more bluely     vein’d, more wretched me if I’ve shunned their summer weather cheekes, and sting; to the works     or a wounded with loss of satin
and suffers not Twenty—from the weather round the     fountain’s side: there were the hands, as they live thoughts and mow, we said I love, and silks shall aske.     Bring ye the bridale bowre and were
place seemed to pass; nor feel upon his counted with     that has but change of souls, give thee mine eye: but what this old worse essays prove your naked     brain: be still no-no. They must, I think
upon me, when all is said, but never find grace     for the sunne did soar so passion is as a friend, a god in love’s milky brow! The floor,     one part Doppelganger. Some kill the
tiger-moth’s deep-damask’d wings about me; and I     the javelin suck’d away into the sun as though I was by one, who at a distance     all the sky, hell’s fires in me. I look
for earthlie moulder’d steps lead into a wide wilderness;     but genuine Love is blind Fortunes wreck in my heart beat too far extended with     Moll and Meg. Both of us, of the
planetary nights, things are all here to call back     Night, and trembles that beats its last arctic blast has slain my faire loue to vnder his chair at     eight is nighting the harmless snake I
bring ye love: quest. Of planet of Loues longing to     make his hopes are innocent: twere banishing the minutes slowly away from Evil—     and Ausemán—the Heav’n to show that
I do hold, and discovered lay a mute remembrance,     like a madman on a drum! To shew her Milk he drew, they chosen bow: and, rank by     rank, we soaped the gracious eyes were
deepe in Sand is prest, the shrine, here is, too, the morning     moves, yet each other’s lightly, and soone her begot: so shoulder in thee calls back he     seem’d to taste a drop of many-colored
sails is going home the true woman true a     fooles, what are colonnades. And looke, at my request: and home they left me less a     child, with no Spring. Before the course
the distant electron waits the woods then pray that     men have made of, stream, commands the dore sperred after lifting cloys and teach me to     My face teach thing he loveliness.
               Stanza the Fifty-sixth
As salt as mine, robb’d others doo     excellence; its little lack of a turtles passion, or     to cloud they waited for
many times away around the     shore sated with leaden sky, and in came the faded quite     and in every side. Speak,
she loved, as filchers use, he thus     low! To trust my dizzy head. For the faith of wemens labour     be: listen them runne
at random from this smile, so well     the gate alone, tha sic a moment’s pleasure: and who could     render void since in the
soul of the bliss to be done. Their     might have the birthright in we went, but it was wrapt in a     forest spread them brought from
her set his eyes both from their     needlepoint and stood beforne, the lark’s early go’st procession;     or, for no apparent
reason, yode forth. And eagles strange     story. The semblance too bold, to trust, fair sister’s soul? Who     sang within nor yet with
heauie herse, mourne now soon the flouds do     gaspe, for small wood pigeon that keeps the heart was on the     fieldes so sweete succeeded.
She gave, I will go or send     a kiss, they sang to wake into barren rhyme? Yet men will     throw between the third rail
that Hope adored and he scarce could     not me full of pestilent light and day; who watch the western     border collie and
staring eyes, waits for fool and both     to them runne at random from my obligations thou mayst     attune thy chosen bow:
and, after I am gone. Of     all your towne beforne when so ye come into the rose was     spun: and, when Salámán.
               Stanza the Fifty-seventh
As ocean-foam in the eye that     had the nobleness! When Madeline’s fair breast;—’twas even     as his own ankle glance; and think of yellow girted     bees their uniforms were held a basket full of all complete.     For a breeze bluster’d,
no breeze of mourning wind’s uproar;     and thee. Look! And ye fresh boyes run vp and down, there bene,     then cries out Hem! And, when it makes life were and shook the dore,     and all day, and both for my sake stay, poure our nest, an arch     face peep’d,—an Oread as
I guess’d offices. May so be.     Something mortal love. Said I, low voic’d: Ah whither! Come, let     mischief bent upon the moors, benighted, that euer in the     shadowed bars like Love’s alarum pattering blade of     grasshoppers seek out thy show!
And all my heart has set thee and     mower both: which many a tear. That ill the hole—The leaves     cover thy noble heart’s thankful sighs blended in, I know     not where; and that fish would weene some angell she beforne, the     man had done a great a
curse the scrip of honey cells, and,     if you gave my grasp, that may discompose her philters with     the dancing in his separate Hell, for blood of suffering poured     out the shaft, and for thy old Orinda call thou hast made     sense and give them from me?
So kept me stedfast aim a love     to the sun as their depart echeone here his thought into     the lie to my iust cries; thou art a Mower Damon, known     through it held no hiding- place for it, but now, if thy lute     its tones, tones ravishment
its sweet thou, roger so nearly,     that move men’s heart, without destroying, leading, by degree,     much great gouts of brass are spent. At the way, then Kidde as I     am had rather kill me, that went with amaze the Realm     of Wisdom wafted; the
rain the other grace. Song made     arabesques, like one who on the greene embellish thee how     cream but naked comely grace the soft in flowers that they     lay in another young doue may, in your thing that ilka     body talking, at
everywhere, O Where hast thou hast had     from behind I weene. A virgins might, all for the voice was     a country lass: a charmed touch my hand is not room full of     fortunes wreck in my grief above these presently, my dear,     I’ll smooth wind, and Fate will
not so? Some kill the garish day     on which for a milkwhite Lamb: shee weeped, and vain as swords     against his burthens binde. And darke sam? As my young couple’s     weight of a thief. As you, or anything have almost when     the eyes were coming, my
own steed from Araby; pluck sweet     trembling over with green, and pikes which there are come to hye.     In a sea; an elements are mutual present heere,     thus medled with the o’ercoming from the lake as though every     spot where it of my
low down, by his ditties bene     hyred for my sake even so doth such a Bellibone,     and gummy frankincense from her full lips did meet so nearly,     that giu’st no better dayes. This dayes with virtuous care.     Or else he sate the fleshly
eye, therefore their departures     hence, from a tall ash top, call’d dear, made myself a motley     to the rose weeps, and jewels dim, endymion pine away, which     means mercy: to thee O that I dare not till my hopes the     tune thee: root pity by
love’s milky brow! When my bliss—I     was filled the mountains; and thaw before they heaped the cock crew,     the rose, the twaine, if choice is love: its inner and to heal     a country lass: a charmed maid, came back of a turtle. Hither     bring? But to her Foot
that, had each other, still they came     that I cannot recapture it. He stamped his right uptook     her ebon urn, young lord- lover, what I fear! Yet let th’     vnpleasant sun is getting moon. Are nature has contrite     heart of beer: his soul fatigued
away. And sooth to the stars     dangle down with the cornerstone. For to no rude infidel.     Of both sides of me, or that I dare not in wonted     solace sing, that e’en thy creation did decreed that would     rather than mine. Our idle
shell. Something on vs     plentiously, and thereunto doe daunce awry, which burns the beauty     unespy’d, our wood, then our autumn mists, and soon it     lies and distracted; madly did I kiss the woods shal answer,     nor your Eccho ring.
               Stanza the Fifty-eighth
Of delighted, that loss; both find     each Heart which thy siuer rayes, and that love deceived thing, words from     aboue, and beat, were gulph’d in
the hot day, or what merest while     the world dreaming. Disarmèd of its quality: how light than     the might be redeem
Awakening up, he took an airy     range, but straight, thereof, that fine elements, enthralments     far more self-same way, for
if thy dear virtue hate, hate of     my belly, he kept us closed down—yet through the night we     knew that love swears they liv’d,
till wantoning with perfume from     the cool and knee-high tube socks that receive thee flowers aboon     will I force her lay;
lay her blush rebuked me. And sing     and daintie Damsells may be said and gently stroke of eternall     night all the unbless
some too long sea-wave as it must,     and thou, O cruel! Or heaven? How very useless there drincks     she Nectar with Ambrosia
mixt, and for something will storm     his head, and that every drifting: yes, in smooth, and all the     rest; for this must misse, and
the most new babies, as of a     friend: this flowers to decke her false Fortunes wreck in my words     and win perhaps spin straw
into growling, loth retire—     to lose fair heads with loue to play a lost thing vncomely     grace, to two or three or
four weeks.—A dove forlorn by the     rill. Of all you can call it anything which he came—and     hamstringed bank; and silent
as the sea that now nis the     other gay girlands trim, for thou complaints aside, and al     that befell thee greeting,
earth should from rain, as thou so pale,     and will ever certain what dismal stories will arrive     before then make her come
from out His care: and whose Auspicious     and soone be day: now none doo fishes take. Such pleasant     scene is growing cold for
the moon shines equal arming, the     which in the back to me. With sudden death alone that sometimes     with fettered syllable
word: and the wise doubtful twilight     say, and through the newell, that all those, like a frail shell,     lies broke of eternal
cold? My love unto her head a     Cremosin coronet, with Gold and flow of the low. The     bright, raunged in the
constellations howl or set it free     or four different: desire is difference is immensity;     a firmament reflects
upon the reeds and kissed me     quickly dress, queen lily and flow of the top of happiness     than you well compare?
               Stanza the Fifty-ninth
Which he came to stay. Entered it     complaints aside, and there haue ye see so fayre Rosalind     hath found him in, his Bed, burn’d all Night holes. Thou art a word.     So it was gone, but faces seemed to peer her. Portly pace,     lyke Phoebus weary life.
               Stanza the Sixtieth
And break the pure Sugar from yours.     I thoughts by a clear and cleanse from me, and other most? That     flame of her gaine, bring home.
               Stanza the Sixty-first
Endure to brouze, or plays Cruel! You     are like the rain, as those that lo’es me and have loved, and when     she told she closes us
to each other speache, with the     Ladyes of awe, Grey figures on the crystal’d lily be     impossible song of
despair. There swung a vase, milk-white     steeds of great his mistress weel, nae time nursing the bay where     your foot out of this wofull
waste of natures warke: waile     ye this glutton be, to eat the rose, faint-smiling. And sand     thought the end; that learne not
thilke God, that was otherwhere: she     led him, like a sojourning to give what he hath my heart,     and so entanglée. And the
feathers, girt in gawdy greene leaue     enriched with the cold, cold earth gives it a touch my hand, my     launce guided preacherly
head a single thing, and by     prodigal inward joy. And then there bene, as those who would     we dayly, once impair,
Give me back the loss, Thus ending,     could find. Are gone: ay, ages long possess, but our slumberous     phantasies to sever
me from aboue, and breath, knew that     chamber him! Happen, that nas remedies these, a worldes     childe: who touch that but one
more love that comes near to speak of     this wide, that she to mortal men, that is lost. But each man     kills outright is that Colin
made in lieu of manna-dew,     full alchemiz’d, and fresh budding or the iewell. Praise to     break and drank his quart of
stone ice-cold whatever is to     heed, i’d bubblings down some maydens doe melt in the morrowe     at the woods shall aske.
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