#not my fuckin' day LMFAO
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Visit Tumblr Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Last Seen Tumblr Blogs
Fun Fact
Tumblr was created by web developers David Karp and Marco Arment.
Text
Not me losing 1k words of drabble cause tumblr didn't want to save it
#not my fuckin' day LMFAO#it was so GOOD TOO#well when it doesn't work out the first time#apparently it comes out better the second time#not all the the time#but i hope this time#Motti in pirate au is so adorably naive first two years of how to be a pirate#why was i writing in tumblr in the first place#tf was i thinking#silly cay#mb homies
27 notes
·
View notes
Text
#been a really long time since I drew milo#the other day someone called him my 'beefcakesona' and I-#AND WHAT ABOUT IT#anyways I love him and I love this text post#but also I'm scared to reply to text posts now cause the one time that one got fuckin BLASTED TO SMITHEREENS LMFAO#ok. anyways#drawing#milo#millennium#uhmmmm#my art#digital art#digital drawing#my ocs#ocs#art#ok thats enough I feel like I use way too many tags I SERIOUSLY have to organize them better its just like. overwhelming HAHAHA#I look at my archive and I'm like uhhhh maybe later actually
501 notes
·
View notes
Text
Need a dom that will lovingly but firmly pull me away from my work desk at the end of the day and refocus my attention on a chew toy or something
#prone to Working on art until I can barely keep my eyes open#not healthy but I do it so unconsciously I just do not want to stop if I’m in a groove#its great to get a lot of shit done but then I am so fuckin Exhausted#and then do it again the next day LMFAO#blessing and a curse that art is (almost) my full time Job but also my hobby and passion#yapping tn#anyways I did pull myself away from my work desk at a reasonable time where is my treat#jasperbarks#Jasper yaps?#:3
142 notes
·
View notes
Text
"kunidazai is healthier than skk" annoys me so bad bc those are two very different relationships in dazai's life you Have to stop comparing them
#like did. did everyone just forget that chuuya's will to live convinced dazai to try living. am i going insane here.#that dazai got up and did something abt shibusawa bc he upset chuuya#that they have Despite Their Arguing always fully and completely trusted and protected each other????#what they have is not just like. a healthy partnership (which. lmfao imo abt well. I Shant Say)#but a bond built on recognition they cant just let go of. at the end of the day they'll always drift back to each other#bc if you cant hate urself might as well hate ur exact perfect mirror yknow#also JUST IN GENERAL fuck off abt other people not liking ur fuckass ship i swear to god i will hunt you for sport#sig.zai's already off my god damn table from those people I WILL START HATERISMING UR SHIT TOO#AND main tag it since kunikidazai fans cant fuckin learn to keep their shit outta the skk tag fucks sake
23 notes
·
View notes
Text
me, going thru and saving all my threads as drafts, sighing lovingly at all my mutuals <3 this is me @ all of u actually (consensually and platonically unless u want straight up kisses, i will kiss u on the mouth)
#🔪 ————— ʜɪᴅᴅᴇɴ ɪɴ ʜɪs ᴄᴏᴀᴛ ɪs ᴀ ʀᴇᴅ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ʜᴀɴᴅ — ooc.#i love u all#yall like literally saved my ass LMFAO i've had the WORST FUCKIN SUMMER BRO#i did a speed run of getting engaged to getting dumped like it was celebrity level speed running LMAOO#anyway i can genuinely say that i wake up with new energy and am smiling and happy every day now#and am laughing again and having fun#just uhhhh i love u guys#stay swifty
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
having to take a course that’s literally just listening to the brutal ways people died in car accidents really doesn’t make me wanna get behind the wheel of a car i’ll be real with you
#ooc#moopisms#yea hi i never got my driver’s license bc i was in a really bad car accident with my mom 11 days after i turned 18#i wasn’t driving but ! i was in the fuckin car ! and i never finished my driving lessons lmfao#so already i have anxiety about this and now having to. sit here. and be reminded YOU MIGHT DIE#is not good for my anxiety !#i have anxiety about other things rn so that’s not helping dhfbjfjd but fuck me#vent /
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
it would be really cool if my direct deposit with the funds from my job that I do would fckn post already lollollolloll 😑
#still waiting to be paid for the last half of last month lmfao things are grim rn#labor day was apparently a 6 day holiday who knew? incredible!#this is better when you understand I submitted my time card for approval on like the first of the month and it was accepted#like 2 days later#and the funds still have shown up#slow ass fuckin bank slow ass fuckin payroll at least I got groceries & cat food last month lmao#erin explains it all
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
i cant believe that the persona 3 remake bullshit is 70 bucks, fuck all video games
#i will never buy a game at 70 dollars let alone a remaster of a game u can play for free hehe#i saw it as 69.99 on steam and felt like someone just shot me in the chest#i wasnt gonna buy it anyways cause i have the og on my modded ps2 but christ what a rip off#i can barely understand bigger titles costing 70 now a days but a fuckin remaster lmfao get bent
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
Love how I was hanging out with a friend earlier and didn’t hear a single word they were saying because my mind was just like “hahahahah jin ling. so cute so small, angy baby. tiny, ridiculous, so silly lmao”
#and I’m pretty sure my friend didn’t Ben notice because I was smiling so they were prob like#oh cool she’s enjoying the conversation lmfAO#I literally think about Jin Ling everyday several times a day btw it’s a problem#but not really#bc cute small angy tiny ridiculous silly baby#apple babble 🍎#ultimate blorbo#also IDK where Ben came from LOL#that’s not my friends name what a fuckin typo for a word that literally doesn’t exist in that tag
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
Time and Time Again comes back tonight!
Thank you all for being so patient with me, I know it was a long hiatus.
My health was struggling, my arm was (is) hurting, and I decided it wasn't worth it. I'd rather be slow!
So thank you for giving me that grace, and I hope you'll be there with me for the rest of the series.
#like straight up. it's not worth it. idc how many people get mad at me#i would rather work fuckin. anything else than maintain this impossible schedule and keep hurting myself#if thats what it takes to do comics full time. then i can't do comics full time. simple as that!#i hope that for my next work i can have a healthier schedule and still make this work as my job#but if not. I'm never going back#i can't do it. 3 more years at this pace will take my ability to draw#anyways. its really good!!!#like genuinely i can feel a marked improvement in my skills#which is WILD!!! And I'm extremely happy about that!!!#just one more step into being better built to give people the quality stories they deserve.#ive not properly had the fire under my ass to finish stuff up but. its fine.#like i said? not worth it.#if i have to pause again then ill pause again. like i literally simply can not my body can't handle it#so. hopefully stuff goes smoothly but whatever happens will happen#whatever will be will be#i keep getting distracted lmfao#im excited about it coming back#and also. will. probably be distracting myself...#other creators dont read their comments. I'm like straight up not capable of that LMAOOO#i check for comments like all the time#love seeing em. love reading people's thoughts about my work#it makes me a better writer and keeps me connected to what matters most. which is my audience!#so i dont regret doing that but also. jts extremely distracting#i get straight up nothing done on big update days#cause im in the comments absolutely massive eyed refreshing.#this sounds obsessive. and it is. no jk#its just fun and keeps me in touch w peoples perception which helps me learn to write better#plus people are nice and ask me questions that i wanna answer#or if someone is being an ass. then i wanna tell them to leave (cause i cant block people) cause i consider it my responsibility#time and time again
164 notes
·
View notes
Text
going to start invoicing people who respond to learning I'm decent at art with "wow, dont waste it!" or "never give that up!" for $50,000.
#my boss pulled it on me today cause i sketched one of her dogs into a bday card that got passed around#and im like....#bro ur making me waste it#being here making 17$ to do fuck all all day is wASTING IT#its UR FAULT#pay me more to work less#uhg.#not that she can but like. ya know.#im not immune to capitalism cause i fuckin valued my interests and developed them over time lmfao idiots#im just as dead inside as u are my guy
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
trying to find the vent post i made a couple weeks ago about one of my friends getting really close to someone who hurt me repeatedly because damn. she really just ditched me for her. LOL
#ah yes#of course this was going to happen#the DAY after i explained to her exactly why we weren't friends anymore and i wasn't trying to “patch things up” LMFAO#vent#<- sort of. im not rly bothered by this at all tee bee heych#jk im sick to my stomach. “unbothered” my ass. fucking HELL. im so disgusted with the fuckin manipulation tactics jesus#anyways! new jane dj set tonight letsfuckinggoooo
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#really really hate how thoughtless and oblivious i can be to my own bad behavior#ill know something is important or that a shouldn't do a particular thing#but over time and assumptions and small acts of carelessnes shit just....fades and accumulates and one day#i look up and ive done something very stupid and hurt someone else#and i didn't feel it happening#my mind will take things and hide them from me is what it feels like. ill know they're there but it fades into the background noise#i am hard on the things in my life including people and relationships. and i am always so vulnerable to my own fuckin lmfao inattentivenes#this is why i struggle so much with the idea of ever having an intimate partner or children. it doesn't matter how much i care.#eventually and inevitably i do damage.#and i know consciously that people make mistakes and all you can do is try to course correct and make it right. but it's better#not to hurt anyone in the first place and i really don't know if i will ever be capable of that.#trying to convince myself this kind of shit is growing pains but man. man. i can't stop being what i am and it really#really feels sometimes like i am just destined to break and neglect#but then that ''im broken'' thing feels like trying to dodge around taking responsibility and improving. and i should be better than that.#but god how tf are you supposed to stop dissociating from the reality of what you're doing when you're. dissociated.#all i can ever think to do is isolate#*sigh* guys i think i might need to graduate to therapy with a trauma specialist#or adjust my medication. god. im so tired.#why is it so gd hard to be a normal decent person. it doesn't seem hard but then
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
one of the (admittedly many) reasons i love love love LOVE my uf and ht self inserts i think is because all the shit i hate about myself is amplified with them and i LOVE them for it. theyre weird gross perverted overbearing annoying creeps who nobody really feels comfortable around. and its the BEST!!!!!!!!! like yeah they suck shit. they dont know anything and theyre genuinely disturbing and disgusting people. arent they just the BEST
#cherry chats#i happen to love girls who are the worst ever. is the thing#when my ht/uf inserts make everyone around them uncomfortable and gross people out and when nobody likes them i think its so awesome and fun#they both suck so bad. theyre awesome#they dont KNOW shit they cant DO shit theyre weird nasty FREAKS#theyre overbearing and clingy and creepy and selfish and completely fucked in the head. and theyre everythinf 2 me#^____^#i love my fucked up little self inserts. they are so not okay over there#had a visual image of my uf self insert lighting they and sans’ bed on fire cause he annoyed them. lmfao#blame kiss with a fist That song is everything in the world to me Ok#btw speaking of which i should really give my most common self inserts nicknames#because going ‘my uf and ht self inserts’ every time is a pain#like. my trollsona although i dont talk about them much is a favorite too and their name is zairku Cuz troll names etc#and in my head i nicknames my horrortale guy 207 for. some fuckin reason#ermm. whadda hell do i call that underfell freak then.#……………… cherry???? bc thats qhat i used to go by way way WAY back in the day???#and it. SORTA fits the general uf aesthetic…..???#well. just like how 207 was a placeholder that just became their nickname i guess cherry would be the same#if i called them that as a temporary placeholder while i think of something else itd just end up being their name anyway. lol#okie dokie hehehee thats good then ^__^ i think ill add that 2 my pages when i get out of bed#which is. very soon bcuz i wanna smoke. so im goin outside. its -4° out
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
actually i love living in this timeline. im on my couch listening to csh on vinyl. just unpacked my groceries and laundry and am finally just chilling today
#it Did just skip a little so. probably nothing#whatever. the rest of it has been perfect i just hate having to get up to flip it :/ but whatever <3 living my personal dream#at least now i know how to work my fuckin player. and not ruin my vinyls further LMFAO#anyway. happy monday love you hope ur day is going well and if ur usamerican happy almost 4th and hopefully rest of the week off <3#i dont have it off. like i ever would 🙄 but wishing you a safe and relaxing week. and i hope theres not a shitton of fireworks in ur area<3#talk tag
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
o shit
#thats right i bought myself a fuckin. thing#the drawing digitally thing#fuck#forgot what it called. anyway expect some shitty digital stuff in the coming days#you can tell i still cant draw cats lmfao. i promise my girls are really cute#bitch who was born a night person tbh#made my mom stay up in labor until 2 fucking am lmfaooo#sowwy bout that mom#that was me over 20 years ago. i have grown since then. still a night owl tho#posting this at uhhhhh 5am lmfaoo tbh i forgor until just now
4 notes
·
View notes