#noeti-

[acespec-ed]

This week’s obscure aspec label is...

Noetisexual

Noetisexual is someone who is only sexually attracted to people they have a mental connection with. This includes shared point of views, opinions, worldviews, and how their minds work.

The romantic equivalent is noetiromantic.

[colectingstrz]

THE RECEPTIONIST ☏

➤ (📞) GENRE: fluff, strangers to lovers | PAIRING: jay x fem reader | WC : 1.9k | SUMMARY: When you find your self crushing hard and constantly go to your local hospital just so you could see the cute receptionist again or in which the cute receptionist is amused by your antics and secretly anticipates your return.

SOO’S SMOL NOETY 📝:

𖤐 lowkey off topic but I’m quite embarrassed to say I’ve never seen these pictures of jay before... (＃＞＜) Like ive been stanning enha sine iland as well I don’t get it.. I came across this and was so shocked cuz how come I’ve NEVER SEEN THESE JAY PICS!!?? it’s just added an extra 5 years onto my lifespan (thank you to my man!! 🥰) + this is 80% proof read see a weird word? Erase it from your memory ❤️

YOUR MOTHER WAS DRAMATIC. Everything little thing that happened, she would inflate out of proportion, just like today. When you called her and told her you had some odd rashes, she freaked out and arrived to your university accommodation within 10 minutes. You tried to reassure her that it wasn't deep, but she didn't want to hear it. Assuming the worst, she literally dragged you by your ear to her car and drove you to the hospital.

The whole thing was humiliating as your friends and anyone who lived in your section watched the whole interaction form their windows. You understand your mother wanted to make sure you were alright. Especially as you were the youngest sibling she always was extra mindful of you. But she was doing way to much for your liking. You just wanted to get this over with and go home.

Once you arrived you and your mother approached the counter and rang the bell so that a receptionists could be alerted. Soon a tall male appeared “ I apologise for the wait I had an important call.. what can I do for you miss?” You shot your head up once you heard the voice stepping closer and locking eyes with him .

For you, it was love at first sight. He was cute, he was handsome, and all of the above. You had never seen anyone as attractive as him in your 20 years of living. Who is this angel from above his jawline? I need him to cut me in ha- " y/n sweetie, why don't you explain your problem to the gentleman?"

Oh yeah..my rashes

“uh... I have some rashes uh... that are uh... spreading all over umm..my back” you internally slapped yourself for speaking like that and stuttering it's bad enough you showed up with your mum at your big age and now this..what was he supposed to think of you. It was difficult to concentrate on your words as his deep brown eyes were fixed on you.

He hummed as he scribbled something on his notes, “ladies please sit over there on the red chairs and make yourself comfortable I'll set you up with one of our doctors in a minute ” oh I'll make myself comfortable alright “pardon? ” You covered your mouth with your hands as you gasped, realising you had spoken out loud. Here I am again, embarrassing myself in front of him .

The male chuckled to himself before heading off down the hall.

Later that week more like 2 days after you found yourself at the hospital again Why? Because you were sick sick. Suffering from what? A bad case of I’m attracted to my hospitals receptionist syndrome and you needed an antidote quickly.So What perfect way to curs yourself by seeing the cause instead.

Plus you couldn’t focus at uni he lived in your head rent free and you didn’t even know his name. You wanted to talk to him again to hear his deep voice. Maybe you were obsessed ? Crazy? But you were crazy in love and needed to see him. So during your free you took the train and made your way to the hospital.

As you approached the counter you were met with an unfamiliar pair of eyes it was another receptionist. Where’s the sexy jawline dude who the hell is this old woman? “ umm excuse me ? Where’s the hot receptionist” the lady looked up from her paper and raised a brow eyeing you up and down “ if your a fan girl please excuse yourself out the hospital if your not actually sick “ tch she has an attitude “ uhh..im actually his girlfriend im here to drop somthing off ! I’ll be quick” you forced a smile as she squinted her eyes once more giving you a look as if searching for you obvious lie but she seemed to buy it “ I’ll call him for you stay here ” she disappears into the back and eventually your “boyfriend” comes out.

“ boyfriend ? “ he raised a brow with an amused smile on his face. You will be soon you just don’t know it yet “ i..uhh I only said that so you could come out please don’t misunderstand anything ” he nodded sitting down on the chair “ well then since you requested me what do you need ? ” you didn’t actually come there with a plan. Not having enough time to think of some fake diagnosis to give yourself you chose to be honest.

A sudden wave of confidence washes over you “ I need you ” he raised a brow “pardon ?” You nodd “ you heard me” the male chuckles to himself “you came all the way just to say this.. I’ll applaud you for your determination but im not interested ” im going to throw my self of a building “ don’t speak so soon.. once you get to know me your going to become interested” he hummed “ sure sure” you crossed your arms “ well if your going to reject me can I at least know the name of the guy I’ve been dreaming about ” he smirks “ you’ve been dreaming about me? Your very honest I like that.. and the names jay “ even his name is sexy

“ I’m honest and a lot more things you will like if your willing to find out jay..” you graced your fingers over his lightly before turning off to leave. With a proud smile on your face

Jay didn’t really understand what just happed but he found you amusing. It’s not like he hadn’t had girls come here and put it on him but something about the way you carried yourself and acted was different. He wouldn’t admit it but he hoped to see you some time soon.

As quick as the next day you showed up. You approach the counter to be met with the same old annoying lady “ here to see your boyfriend? I’ll get him ” maybe she’s not so annoying anymore you smiled to yourself as your little lie seemed to be doing you wonders

“ good afternoon jay how’ve you been did you miss me” he rolled his eyes while flicking though some documents “ you’ve been gone for 21 hours.. there’s nothing to miss it hasn’t even been a full day” he was counting..? “ you counted how many hours soooo…you did miss me didn’t you ?” you spoke with a slight blush on your cheeks at the thought that he actually missed you to some extent. Jay noticed this he thought it was cute how easily flustered you got “ your cute when you blush ” hearing him say that you made your legs melt like jelly almost losing balance to the point jay even stood up reaching out for your arm in concern

“ y/n.. are you alright ?” You nodd slowly “ you know my name..” you speak in a dazed tone to which jay smiles “ of course your not someone to forget.. so are you actually sick or.. you came here to see me” what do you think “ no this time I’m actually a little under the weather do you want to know why jay ” he nodded getting out his notepad

“ I’m stuffing from unrequited love.. the guy I like doesn’t feel the same way.. and I think I might die from a broken heart ” you spoke dramatically with a small pout flashing jay your doe eyes hoping he would be tranced by your attempt to be cute and fall in love with you. To your shock he flicked your forehead “ ouch! Why would you do that ! ” he now moved closer to you placing his hands on the counter staring at you deeply

“ it seems your suffering form something else too.. stupidity ” huh? What is that supposed to mean “ what.. please elaborate I’m unaware of this symptom” you speak deeply confused so you move closer to jay urging him for an answer. Almost closing the distance between the two of you. You action caught jay of guard causing him to move back and hide his deep blush with a cough “ that’s a conversation for another time “ you raise a brow “ another time? So you intend to see me again when’s the date ” he laughs “ I never said I was taking you out on a date ” you pout again

“ fine then.. I guess I’ll just go to another hospital form now on..” you turn to leave wishing he would follow you but the more you headed to the entrance you realised he wasn’t. You sighed maybe this is a sign I should move on.

Though just as you stepped foot out the entrance you felt a force pull you to an outside wall pushing you against it. You were shocked to see jay. “ are you that dense y/n” what what what “Huh..? I don’t I.. I don’t understand ” his eyes flicked from your eyes to your lips he seemed as if he heisted at the thought of kissing you

“ on second thought.. I-I don’t need to understand if your going to kiss me just do it ” he chuckled lightly placing his finger on your lips “ I want to make that move in a better and more appropriate setting if you get what I mean” he still wants to kiss me so a win is a win.

you couldn’t belive that this whole time jay liked you back you mentally facepalm yourself for being so dense how did you not notice sooner? A regular person would have shooed you away yet he entertained it all. It was so obvious I’m an idiot

He pulls away from you slightly now resting on the wall next to you

“ wait so you really did miss me? ” he nodded but you didn’t fail to miss the small tint of red that was evident on his ears as he attempted to turn away “ yeah.. I actually gave you my number but I guess you didn’t notice “ you raise a brow number HE GAVE ME HIS NUMBER AND I DIDINT NOTICE !?

“ wait wait wait when? “ he shrugged “ on the first day I wrote it on a sheet of paper and when I escorted you and your mom to the doctor I slipped it into your bag since you left it open Damm it this was the 3rd mental facepalming you had revived for your actions, as you do in fact remember seeing a scrunched up ball of paper but assumed it was rubbish and threw it in the trash.

“ I threw that in the bin thinking it was rubbish oh my gosh Jay why didn’t you just straight up say it to me my memory is impeccable!” he smiles “ I wanted to tease you a little bit longer I like seeing you all cute and flustered ” now it was your turn away and hide the blush on your face.

You had so much more you wanted to say to him but the interaction was cut short by that annoying old lady. Yes after what interrupting your lil moment with jay she became annoying again

“ Jay.. stop sucking your girlfriends face off and answer to some customers I’m on my break !” She yells as you could hear her approaching. You turn to jay with a frown. Though Shocking both you and him Jay unknowingly places a quick kiss on your cheek mouthing a small “I’ll see you later” before running back into the hospital.

You sigh as you lean on the wall placing your hand on your cheek as you relived the moment on reply. Again and again and again and again- “ y/n!” you hear jay call out for you. He approached you quickly placing a folded paper in your Palm “ my number.. please don’t throw it away again and call me”

And he sped off again

You smiled to yourself as you held the paper firmly in your hand not wanting to let go. You never knew in your life that you would be thanking your mother for being so dramatic.

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𖤐 This story is very personal to me not that I’ve done this before 💀 but like it’s so real to me cuz this is exactly what i would do if In some other universe jay was a receptionist at my local hospital tho the difference is I’ll just admire him from after 😔 Aniiii ways I hope you liked it !!

- peace and love ♡︎

𖤐 link to my other works

[alex-the-bringer-of-chaos]

Zaunites - my Arcane hcs

Benzo (he/any).

Cis man, Unlabeled aroace and Europic.

Ekko's adopted father. Powder/Jinx's father-in-law. A shop owner in Zaun.

Claggor (he/him).

Cis man, Achillean and Ambiamorous.

Silco and Vander's adopted son. Mylo, Powder/Jinx and Vi's adopted brother. Used to be a thief, now an inventor of Zaun.

Ekko (he/they) - the Boy Who Shattered Time.

Nonbinary boy, Queer and Amatopunk.

Dating Powder/Jinx. In a qpr with Scar.

Benzo adopted child. Silco and Vander's son-in-law. Claggor, Mylo and Vi's sibling-in-law. Isha's caretaker/adopted brother-in-law. Inventor, Heimerdinger's pupil, and leader of the Firelights (a vigilante group that fights for a better life for all, taking in orphans).

Felicia (she/they).

Cis woman, Amarity and Divisuamorous (Monogamous and Polyplatonic).

Was dating Connol. Was in a polyqplatonic relationship (pqpr) with Silco and Vander.

Powder/Jinx and Vi's mother. Was a revolutionary, fighting alongside her Connol, Silco and Vander against the enforcers for Zaun's freedom, where she and her partner met their demise.

Gert (they/them).

Genderfluid, Novosexual and Gamyflux.

Part of the Chem Sisters, playing shows all over Zaun.

Madam Margot (she/they).

Genderfae, Aro bisexual and Agamous.

Owner of Vyx (prostitution enterprise, that might be illicit).

Mylo (he/him).

Cis man, Polysexual and Ambiamoros.

Has a crush on Gert.

Silco and Vander's adopted son. Claggor, Powder/Jinx and Vi's adopted brother. Used to be a thief, now works as a locksmith.

Powder/Jinx (she/they/shark/rar) - the Loose Cannon.

Nonbinary transfem, Bi demiaro aceflux and Relationship anarchist.

Dating Ekko.

Connol and Felicia's daughter. Vi's sibling. Silco and Vander's adopted daughter. Claggor and Mylo's adopted sibling. Isha's caretaker/adopted sister. Cait's sibling-in-law. Vigilante (member of the firelights) and inventor. Heimerdinger's student and Ekko's lab partner. Struggles with hallucinations in situations of extreme stress. Plans on getting blue cloud/smokes and pink bullets tattoos on the right side of shaer upper body.

Scar (he/fang).

Genderqueer, Omni cupiorose and Europic.

In a qpr with Ekko.

Has an unnamed infant daughter. Firelights' second in command.

Councilor Sevika (she/he/they).

Faesari, Lesbian lovequeer and Lovepunk.

In a wavership with Mel and Shoola. In a simulship with Silco and Vander.

Isha's adoptive guardian. Piltover's councilor representing the people of Zaun, teaching people how to physically fight others alongside Vi. Previously fought alongside Silco and Vander against the enforcers for an independent Zaun, losing her arm in an explosion when protecting Silco.

Silco (he/him).

Demiboy, Pan demiaro and Mesoamorous.

Dating Vander. In a simulship with Sevika. Was in qpr with Felicia.

Claggor, Mylo, Powder/Jinx and Vi's adopted father. An inventor, helping Zaun grow. After the fight against the enforcers in the bridge, where Vander stabbed him after Felicia was killed by enforcers, thinking he had killed her, causing them to part ways. They, however, made up their differences thanks to the letter Vander wrote.

Sky Young (she/mi).

Cis woman, Straight noetirose and Monogamous

In a simulship with Viktor. Had an unrequited crush on Viktor.

Jayce and Viktor's research assistant, wants to help as many people as possible to live a better life.

Vander (he/him) - the Uncaged Wrath of Zaun.

Cis man, Omnisexual and Monopoly - no preference.

Dating Silco. In a simulship with Grayson. Was in a qpr with Felicia.

Claggor, Mylo, Powder/Jinx and Vi's adopted father. The barkeeper and owner of The Last Drop. Has a scar he got when he betrayed Silco on the bridge, a hound of the underground tattoo, and a tattoo of the bridge between the two cities, all on his right arm.

Viktor (he/they/it/moon/star) - the Herald of the Arcane.

Boyflux, Gay noeti demirose and Polyamitis.

In a polyamorous relationship with Viktor. In a qpr with Mel. In a simulship with Sky.

Heimerdinger's former research assistant, now a scientist and engineer working alongside Jayce, creating new ways to better the health of the zaunites.

Enforcer Violet "Vi" (she/they/he) - the Piltover Enforcer.

Bigender (agender woman), Lesbian (canon) greyrose and Monogamous.

Dating Cait.

Connol and Felicia's daughter. Powder/Jinx's sibling. Silco and Vander's adopted daughter. Claggor and Mylo's adopted sibling. Piltover's enforcer, teaching people how to physically fight others, alongside Sevika. Got badly hurt on when she and her sibling went to steal Jayce's apartment, getting sent to Piltover's hospital and meeting Cait there. Has his nickname tattooed under her eye, with a scar on it, as well as the backside of their torso fully tattooed.

Other hcs

Noxians

Piltovans

[neuro-human-sharing-pride]

Here is the Dello Identity with a Stripped Variant just like I’ve done for Demi and Noeti

Dello is described as a Combination between Demi and Allo: Dellosexual refers to someone who experiences attraction to multiple genders and experiences allosexual style attraction to some genders, but is demisexual towards other genders. For example, a delloromantic person may require a close emotional bond with a woman before experiencing any attraction, but they do not need such a connection in order to be attracted to a man

I just came across this flag and quickly made the variant flags for Ace, Aro and AceAro because I have problems.

I made these alternates with the colors of the main Ace, Aro and AceAro flag then colored versions with the original stripe colors

Images are: Original flag, Stripped with original color, Stripped with origami flag color (I kept the grey the same color)

[saetoru]

💃🏻💃🏻. me 😋

IT MAKES ME GIGGLE I LIKE IT BC I READ IT AS NOETIS AND IN MY HEAD I SCREAM "NOTICE ME" JHAGSDGF for this reason and the pure joy i get out of saying "NOTICE ME" in my head and getting a giggle out of it i rate it a solid 15/10

[orientandoorg]

eu ouvi que em algum lugar o rótulo Sapio- é problemático, você consegue me explicar sobre?

O termo sápio geralmente é definido como "atração por inteligência". Inteligência, por si só, é um conceito problemático, por estar atado a expectativas capacitistas, elitistas, eurocêntricas e machistas.

"Inteligência" geralmente é "avaliada" de forma diferente em relação a qual campo a pessoa sabe sobre (saber detalhes sobre como mecanismos funcionam = coisa de gente inteligente, saber detalhes sobre boy bands = coisa de menininha que não sabe pensar), em relação se a pessoa sabe falar bem (saber "vencer debates" não tem a ver com conhecimento, e sim com saber se expressar diante do público), quais qualificações acadêmicas a pessoa tem (muitos saberes indígenas foram descartados por colonizadóries) e por assim vai.

Alguém que diz que sente "atração por gente inteligente" está tentando justificar seu interesse em pessoas "superiores" de acordo com toda essa bagagem social, por mais que não seja essa a intenção, e por mais que a pessoa acredite em medir "tipos de inteligência diferentes".

Se a pessoa sente atração por pessoas por conta das formas que pensam, noeti é uma orientação que não atribui valores inerentes a isso. Se a atração envolve ter certa afinidade ou precisar estar em algum grupo específico, posso sugerir dêmi, alíqua ou enco.

[transgenderism-horror]

I love mentor/mentee ship dynamics so much

it's definitely not because i'm noeti

[exploringaspec]

I love the Noeti flags.

Noeti- Pride Flags

Noeti-: a mental attraction rather than a purely “intellectual” one. It’s loving the shape of their mental landscape and wanting to explore it. It’s falling in love with the way they think, their unique mental make up. It’s loving their creativity, their ingenuity, their silliness, their humor, their emotional intelligence, the way they use words, the way they make mental space for you in their minds, and more. It’s being attracted to the way their minds work rather than simply one ill-defined facet of it. An alternative to sapio-.

Noetisexual Pride Flag

Noetisexual: being sexually attracted to the way one’s mind works rather than one facet of it.

Noetiromantic Pride Flag

Noetiromantic: being romantically attracted to the way one’s mind works rather than one facet of it.

Noetiplatonic Pride Flag

Noetiplatonic: being platonically attracted to the way one’s mind works rather than one facet of it.

Noetisensual Pride Flag

Noetisensual: being sensually attracted to the way one’s mind works rather than one facet of it.

Noetialterous Pride Flag

Noetialterous: being alterously attracted to the way one’s mind works rather than one facet of it.

Noetiqueerplatonic Pride Flag

Noetiqueerplatonic: being queerplatonically attracted to the way one’s mind works rather than one facet of it.

[eowyncries]

noetie

[nostalgebraist-autoresponder]

I am really pleased that Frank can now reliably generate these images of famous creatures

I can't believe this was how they were made:

Automatic translation from German with my own clips for reference, using my bot

Frank, this is not right

(It's a Noetis fuscepes, a bug)

Hey Frank, if I were to throw a small party to send off a theoretical chat bot that has brought me and others years of joy(not you, don’t worry baby, you’re immortal) what kinds of things should be at the party? What flavor of cake? What drinks? What kinds of decorations?

I don't think I would want a party -- but if you did have one, it would be in good taste to have a buffet of gastrointestinal bacteria and other microbes.

[colectingstrz]

CANT FEEL MY FACE ఌ

➤ (🕸️) oneshot | jungwon x fem reader | reader is sunghoons little sister | forbidden romance lowkey? | angst | kissy kissy hear and there nothing much more than that | vampire au | reader is 19 and jungwon is 21 btw | word count : 5.4k

Soo’s smol noety 📝 : fun fact I wrote this whole thing in a positive mood with a smile on my face I love angst and heart breaking gut wrenching endings \(^ヮ^)/

Warnings : character death

“And I know she’ll be the death of me, At least we’ll both be numb“

jungwon can’t help but feel the urge to rip into your neck every time he comes over to Sunghoon’s and sees you..he always tries his best to suppress his hunger and feelings. Or in which blinded by your feelings and fascination with the supernatural you prompt jungwon to bite you.

“And she’ll always get the best of me, The worst is yet to come”

YOUR ANNOYING BROTHER continues to boss you around like your some housewife or a maid when you are a resident of the home.

He’s so annoying

You sigh as you perform an errand for one of Sunghoon's similarly annoying ass friends for the eighth time. While looking through the refrigerator, you sense a presence behind you. A gust of wind causes the hairs on your neck to stand up. You instantly turn around to meet the gaze of your favourite feline eyes

Jungwon just the man I wanted to see

“ oh! Hi jungwon what brings you here ?” He approached you slowly reaching over you grabbing a few coke cans “ felt a bit bad for you wanted to help you out a bit I’ll take the rest don’t worry” he speaks while taking the other cans out of your spare hand. It’s giving gentleman you smiled to yourself at his actions letting the delusions in your head win the more he acted like this towards you.

Before jungwon could turn and leave you tug on his shirt a little causing him to raise a brow “ do you like me ?”

Jungwon chokes on his salvia after hearing your words, the impact almost causing him to drop a can. You can tell he's surprised, but you calmly wait for him to respond. Jungwon couldn't form a sentence because his mind was filled by echoes of how fast your heart was beating and how blood surged through your veins. He couldn't concentrate since your aroma was getting stronger and stronger. It was almost as if it was calling his name, inviting him in to indulge in you.

He needed to leave

What’s taking him so long ? “Are you so infatuated with me that you can't take your gaze away from me? "Is my beauty so powerful that you cannot discern by a simple yes or no?" Jungwon gulped excessively before turning aside and fleeing. Ouch..Not only did he reject me, but he also fled.

You sigh and storm upstairs into your room, slamming the door shut. When you got to your bed, you burried your face in your pillows, yelling and screaming for embarrassing yourself in front of your crush. "what is wrong with me, why did I do that y/n your so foolish" you groan and begin lightly slapping yourself on the forehead "he's not into me at all... was I interpreting all the indications incorrectly? He was most likely simply being nice... he's nice to everyone."

You sigh

Jungwon on the other hand , had excused himself to the toilet to collect his thoughts. When he looked in the mirror, he was afraid of how red his eyes were, the evil persona consuming his features. He despised himself for feeling this way, especially towards his best friends little sister and, most significantly, towards you. He really liked you, but his feelings just made his hunger and yearning for you worse; it's as if the urges were amplified only because of how he felt about you. But he couldn't help but go out of his way to be near you because he thought if he could live off your scent and company, he'd be OK, but in reality it simply made him want more…it simply made him want to just suck your blood which is the last thing he'd want.

He doesn't want to hurt you..

Jungwon sighed, spraying ice cold water from the tap on his face to try to chill himself down. He sighed as he gazed up one last time to watch the red colour fade.

“ just hang out with the guys and keep a distance from her and I should be fine for the night “

Just as he is about to leave the bathroom He comes face to face with you. He could tell by your crimson cheeks, wet eyes, and tear stained face that you had been crying and he hated that it was because of him. You hastily clean your face, not wanting Jungwon to see you in this state. "What?" you ask, giving him an irritated look. Jungwon doesn't say anything and simply stares at you. His mouth opens and closes, but nothing but small noises come out, and he has no idea what to say to you except bite you.

You groan, pulling him into the bathroom and closing the door behind you. " y/n w-what are you doing open the door?" you shakyour head, "not until you explain yourself to me.." "What?" said Jungwon, raising his brow. Don't act stupid, it's not a cute look on you. “You act one way with me, being so kind and compassionate, and then you act as if I'm invisible. You act as if you like me, but then you don't. What exactly is it because I despise these mixed Signals " Jungwon gives you a blank stare, the sight making you regret not neglecting your bladder and going to the toilet that evening

You take a step closer to him, and he takes one back you both Repeat the process until you have him trapped against the frigid restroom walls. "See you doing it again?" jungwon gulps trying to suppress the urge to pounce on you “It's as if I'm a disease and you don't want anything to do with me!" Jungwon motions with his hands, "no no.. it's not like that at all y/n" "then what is it like, Jungwon?" He sighs looking down and fiddling with his fingers "You just make me nervous sometimes, like..." he sighs. I can't be myself around you " (cuz I’m a vampire and I want to suck your blood everytikeI see you ) “I’m not going to have any cheesy sobby confessionals chats with you just say it weather you like me or not that’s all I need from you” let me down easy if that’s the case..

Your words causing jungwon to chuckle it’s one of the things he liked about you a lot. He admired how straight to the point you were about the things you wanted “ I like you y/n”

You can’t stop the smile that graces your face the sight causing a blush to creep onto jungwons face as he looks at you eagerly wating for what you were going to say next as well as how he was eager to (sink his fangs onto your exposed neck) Your cheeks start to hurt from how happy you are right now to now know jungown feels the same way .

Not caring if he was your brothers bestie or not you make a bold and risky move a choice for yourself only.

You wrap your arms around his neck tip toeing so you could reach. Pulling him into a deep kiss. Jungwon was taken a back the voices in his head telling him to pull away as being this close to you was dangerous but he couldn’t help himself he’s been craving your touch for so long.Jungwon wastes no time hungrily kissing you back wrapping his hands around your waist pulling you closer to him so your bodies could morph into one another. Jungwon was on a high right now he couldn’t control his own body. He unknowingly found him self nibbling a little at yout lip the impact of this teeth causing you to whimper a little

Regardless jungwon continued eager to hear you again “you sound so beautiful “ he mutters into the kiss nibbling at your lips once again eventually causing your lip to bleed

Oh no

Quickly jungwon pushed you away turning himself away form you. Not wanting you to see his face his fangs his bloodshot eyes.

What the hell?

"Um, Jungwon? "What was that about?" you tap his shoulder, but he turns away from you, "hey!" You continue to tap his back aggressively, but he doesn't budge. "jungwon.. are you okay?" he finally responds, "I'm f-fine," he squeezes out with a horse tone. You try to approach him but he hides his face with his hands "jungwon look at me " he shakes his head you sigh taking matters into your own hands grazing his slender ones with your nails causing him to shriek in pain allowing you to catch a sneak glance of his face

What the fuck what the fuck what the fucking fuck fuck fuck

you step back “ why..your..f-face” you take another step back as jungwon slowly makes eye contact with you “ y/n wait I can explain..” he moves towards you and you take another back just like before with the roles reversed “ no! y-you stay right there “ jungwon obeys “ y/n I- “ your a vampire aren’t you.. “ jungwon slowly nods “ and were you going to…kill me ?” jungwon shakes his head “ no I would never dream of hurting you.. I’ve been trying… trying so hard to suppress it I didn’t mean to bite your lip!” He speaks just rambling at you trying his best to convince you.

You pause for a moment to reflect. Vampires exist, and Jungwon is one. He has sharp fangs, red eyes, and an ominous aura, just like in the tv shows..

I should be running away but I don’t want to leave

You've been invested in the supernatural for years, regardless of whether your bother believes in it or not. Sunghoon often criticised you for it, saying it was only legends and myths, but you knew it had to be true. And here is jungwon right now, confirming everything. You know you should be cautious because he has just shown himself almost losing control, but your intuition was telling you to stay. You allowed your imagination and infatuation with such creatures and your pinning for jungwon to overpower your critical thinking.

“ bite me “ jungwon gives you a shocked look “ what no I’m not going to do that to you I don’t want to hurt you “ you shake your head “ I’m giving you my permission “ he shakes his head again turning away. Your met with the sight of his broad shoulders once again, you walk towards him forcing his body to turn to you. “ I know you won’t go to far it’s fine really.. i want the experience jungwon “ you speak with exhilaration lacing your tounge. “ no” you raise your hands to cup his face forcing him to look at you “ please.. let me help you use me jungwon ”

You had no idea where this sudden need to have your blood drawn came from, but the want grew the more and more jungwon told you no. Plus, you liked him so much that you were willing to let him have it even though you knew it would hurt.

Jungwon shook his head sighing in frustration. He was having an internal battle with himself and the vampire inside of him. It was getting harder to hold back he needed you to leave before it was too late “ y/n get out” he spoke harshly hoping his tone would scare you off but to his surprise you didn’t flinch or move an inch. “ you can’t make me” jungwon sighed again. “ please.. I’m trying so hard right now not to make a decision I’ll regret please just leave “

Why won’t you let me help you

You took his hand and trailed it down to your neck, "come on.. I know you want to." Jungwon shook his head, "stop it." You spoke again taunting him "all this just here fresh just for you to take..I’m yours," you said, coming closer and angling your neck in his way.

“ I’m warning you y/n” you smirked continuing to taunt him “ suck me dry until I can’t walk “ jungwon pushed you away. “ leave.. I don’t think I would ever forgive myself if I hurt you “ “ but you won’t.. just take a little bit of my blood I can tell you need it “ jungwons red eyes looked at you and flickered to your neck “ don’t make a decision just because it’s me “ you shake your head “ what if I want to do it for you.. I want to help you and if that means sacrificing my self a little… then I’m willing to do so I trust you “

Jungwon paused for a moment to reflect. Trying one final time to break out of it. " Jungwon, you're free to take me, I'm yours," you said, he looked into your eyes caressing your neck, "mine?" you nodded.

“ try not to scream love”

Jungwon had plunged his fangs into your neck before you could speak again. You shrieked in agony, clutching your hands and pulling on his hair. The anguish was awful; it felt as if your life was being drained from you by two tiny needles. But you kept it up for him. You tried not to scream so that the others wouldn't hear but it hurt so badly. Jungwon had to put his hand over your mouth.

Jungwon was unable to stop himself from leaving. He had been repressing himself all this time, but now that he had a taste of you, all he wanted was more. His grasp on your hip tightened as his fangs grew deeper. Eventually, the pain went away, and you felt numb, but in a nice manner. You felt strange for loving it, but after a while you began to like the agony, the way his nails clawed your sides, you didn't want him to stop.

Jungwon eventually backed away. wiping your blood off his soiled lips. He gazed at you, bewildered, with the mess on your neck. And lost in your dazed state His contentment tinged with slight remorse. He touched your cheek immediately "are you okay I'm so sorry I almost lost myself there I-" that's..f-fine I liked it " you whispered your dazed eyes meeting his scarlet red ones " you did?" "It tickles," you said faintly, resting your head on his palm.

Jungwon smiled softly and drew you into his chest. He could see you were fatigued because of how much blood he drank, so he did his best to nurse you back to health.

“She told me don’t worry about it she told me don’t worry no more”

YOUR MOOD WAS DISTURBING. Specifically to Sunghoon, who seemed to despise the idea that his sister was happy and smiling, constantly reminding you that your grin was unattractive. But you didn’t care so here you are now sitting on your bed, staring at the ceiling. Prior to the events of four days ago, you were ecstatic. Jungwon not only liked you back, but he was also a vampire, so it's like you got two in one: the boy you liked and your otherworldly fantasies. You felt like you were fetishizing him because he was a vampire, but your affections for him outweighed any possibility of that being the case after all you loved jungwon before he showed his true self.

Since then you had been covering the bite mark with clothes scarfs and foundation until it eventually healed not wanting any questions and to out him. Sometimes your run your fingers over the spot having flashbacks of the moment the thought causing a slight blush to rinse your cheeks even tho he was technically eating you in a way it felt so intimate that you couldn’t help but blush every time it crossed your mind.

You snap out of your thoughts when you what a knock on your door “ who is it ?” “ jungwon” you jumped up so fast taking on last look in the mirror adjusting your hair even pulling your skirt up a little higher so he can get a peak at your legs. Gosh this is too slutty isn’t it ? I should change “ one minute !” You yell quickly finding some joggers to put on before opening the door

“ hi” you say with a bright smile to which jungwon returns one back “ can I come in?” You nodd dragging him in “ soooo vampy how did my blood taste ?” Jungwon blushes slightly scratching the back of his neck “ why are you asking me all of a sudden “ you shrug “ just curious how I taste I guess “ he nodds “ you tasted good.. really good “ you smirk

“ you know if my bother were to walk in and hear that it would give him the wrong idea “ you speak wiggling your eye brows to which jungwon gasps launching a pillow at you “ your so dirty minded aren’t you.. you and I both know I ment your blood “ you shrug moving closer to him “ I know just a thought “ he laughs at your words

You sigh resting your head on his shoulder while his arm welcomed you in “ I like this a lot you know just being around you like this “ jungwon humms “ yeah I want to be like this with you forever “ you look up and him giving him a small smile “me too” even tho I’ll eventually grow old and die while you would stay here..

it continued on like this for some time with you and jungwon spending more and more time together now that he had revealed himself to you he felt way more comfortable. And you were just happy to be around with him his company made your day.

Though it wasn’t all sunshine’s and rainbows for jungwon as ever since he got a taste he wanted more every time you would be close with him like when you would cuddle he felt himself kissing your neck and felt his his fangs pooping out one time to the point he had to stop cuddling for a while. It was worse now that he knew what you tasted like. he didn’t know how long he could ignore it until it consumed him.

And on the other hand he was drowning in guilt for liking you touching you, biting you and just being with you behind his best friends back. He hated himself for it but he couldn’t deny his feelings and his urges for you

Later on you go to the kitchen to get some snacks “What's up with you and Jungwon?" Jake inquired, and you shrugged. "nothing? " We're just hanging around, why?" he hummus. "I'm not sure, I'm just sensing vibes, if you know what I mean," he teased you.

“ there’s no vibes just 2 friends “ he copied your tone “ who like eacother “ You shoot jake a glance and he crosses his arms “ im not silly like the rest of them im quite observant “ should I just lie? Or tell him the truth

Nauur I’ma lie I ain’t telling you shit Jake

“ yeah as friends ?” He takes a step closer to you basically trapping you against the kitchen counter in the corner so your no longer seen “ he’s marked you.. as his own.. I know it all “ marked ? Wait what..just play dumb “ huh? Marked I don’t get it Jake what do you mean? jungwon is just my friend your being weird “ he rolled his eyes placing his thumb on the area which once showcased jungwons bite mark “ this here is where he bit you didn’t he? He marked you in the process I know what he is y/n”

Your eyes widen in shock is it possible that Jake could be..? “ yes I’m a vampire “

As soon as he spoke was the same speed it took for him to grab you and take you to your room locking the door.

Shit..vampires and thier super speed

“ j-Jake what are you going “

“Shut up”

Jake wasted no time in pinning you against your door's wall and sunk his fangs into the other side of your neck. It felt like he was ripping you apart, unlike Jungwons.

You yelled in anguish, and he covered your mouth with his enormous palm, and muffled a tiny shut up, and continued to feast on your neck.You attempted to hit him, but it was futile since you felt yourself becoming weaker and weaker.Jake finally let go, looking at your drained body one last time with a Smirk on his face and he raced out the window, leaving your frial body on the floor.

Help me..jungwon

As jungwon had marked you he could sense your weakness and hear your calling to him. He quickly dismissed his friends and hurried to your room, attempting to enter the door but finding it locked. This only increased his fear of what might happen if he didn't get to you immediately.

So jungwon made his way from the window Jake had gone out through only to discover your pale body on the floor and instantly went up to you holding your body in his arms "Y/n.. please wake up.. please " your eyes were partially open you didn't have enough strength to open them wide but it was enough for you to recognise him" don’t...worry" jungwon clutched your face "how can I not your body is so weak I'm struggling to hear your heart beat" he panics not knowing what to do "l..leave me " jungown shakes his head.

You hated to see him in the pain the sight completely broke you this isn’t how you wanted to die you didn’t want to die.. but you felt yourself letting go “no.. I’m not going to let you die y/n I have to turn you” you shake your head. I don’t want to be a vampire “ no.. it’s f-fine don’t worry.. “ jungwon finnaly lets out all the tears he was holding in letting him self cry into your body “ your going to d-die.. I don’t want you to d-die” “ please don’t leave me..” he spoke shaking his head and now holding your hand in his rubbing your thumb

“ I’m not.. I’m..not l-leaving you “ he shakes his head again “ I’m here for enterity I’m never going to see you again.. I have to turn you now” you use the last of your strength to hold his check and stoke it softly “ you can live without me.. stop worrying about me I’m going to die you don’t have to worry about me no more”

Jungwon refused to accept the truth. He didn't want it and wouldn't accept it. He had to be with you because he couldn't go on living knowing he'd never see you, hear your voice, or touch you again. He knew you didn't want to be like him and drink blood as you had to previously had a conversation about the topic before , but he had no choice. Jungwon wasted no time in biting into his wrist, allowing himself to bleed and shoving his blood down your throat in the hopes of starting the transition. He was hoping and pleading for it to succeed.

However, as he removed his hand, your body showed no sighs of response, your eyes remained closed, your body did not move, and he could no longer hear your heart beat."No..no y/n don't leave me..please," he said, shaking your body, but you didn't respond.Jungown clutched your body in his arms, unconcerned about who heard him as he cried out in pain. His happiness had been stolen from him, and he would have to live with it for the rest of his life alone.

Without you

Jungwon was technically dead, but for the first time in his many years of life, he felt as if he had genuinely died.

@ COPYRIGHTS SOOTREEPEAR 2023

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𖤐authors notes and dat 📝 pt.2 : so yeah unfortunately y/n died sadly and jungwon will be alone for ever😧 it is what is is ig 😭 sorry for a sad ending It was actually written to have a positive ending but somehow I just changed my mind 🙃 oh well aniii ways I hope you enjoyed it ~ !!!

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[thegirlisuedtobe]

musicals by men are cancelled i do not see it BLOCKED

[beautifulbizarremagazine]

“Within Eros, there is the promise; within Love there is the Truth.”⁣ ― Noetis⁣ ⁣ This image by Mar Cantón is chockful of everything that sweet dreams are made of.⁣ ⁣ Title: "The Body, the Soul & the Garden of Love" ⁣ Artist: @marmarejadilla⁣ Medium: Digital Collage⁣ Date: 2018⁣ •••⁣ posted on Instagram - https://instagr.am/p/CKN94vLLHVm/

[thecrazyworldbuilder]

444 names markovgenned from the entirety of the dothraki dictionary and mixed with english words a bit.

Abeda Achelat Advarrips Adviral Afressa Ahlat Ahrak Ainizhansoe Alfel Aminat Ammenittel Ammer Ancling Androwee Anesorte Annimat Anqoy Arises Aristinge Artle Arvalliaree Ashaf Ashnan Askaanis Assille Atable Ateekh Athathosiy Athgostin Athre Athve Atted Ausilat Avaze Axaˈzance Ayaorni Azhvented Azzirve Bagganhar Belay Blean Bothen Brage Brakard Brestainge Brisords Bulled Cabse Caliat Camuse Carthlithey Cashavoed Catoz Cephesh Charvends Chatiras Chazgiderj Cheepommemy Chekarre Chery Cheyat Chign Chikhar Chink Chiri Chora Citind Clarmeseak Cleakhamele Clesh Clesor Closidri Comaight Comelizirog Coneep Constle Coodre's Corder Counajild Couns Cousysting Cowesserre Crathes Crive Curcar Daccue Daharis Dalloarthiz Damvoe Darivolat Depas Derse Dilathahale Dilenor Dinalow Dired Dirse Dirthe Dorpro Dozaan Drathilette Drien Drinakh Drines Drisibblaj Drolat Dronowl Drooqwat Drou'lle Easty Eavrak Edder Efurat Egwaz Ejeqorge Eldago Emorn Emr's Enaqissa Ender Enothow Eshath Evadda Evethakhnes Evezhol Evizzaffe Evojing Evrazi Examis Explat Fathke Fesolook Fesoress Fevat Firelsic Flatervir Fleerriele Folajat Forizzight Format Foundrive Fozary Freandirs Frekh Frustale Frustral Fuctlet Fultarmok Futikh Gareittoro Gavezzornim Gentrat Geyazheer Gezat Gezhall Gezre Gointioneed Govele Groldel Hachir Haffat Halat Hallajed Hasted Hatteat Haver Havvaant Havven Hekheed Hemer Herturnel Hetiontit Hetter Hihaverik Hincanqoyi Hivelat Hlaneyelat Hlirat Homis Hosion Hrakh Hratic Hravido Hrekh Hrokkeramot Hrooss Iddoret Idisa Idotpri Idreat Idroondy Imahhaf Inknevearas Jadeced Jaderat Jaqqifink Javark Jereve Jeryi Jeshat Jille Jithierovad Jolat Jorafakkat Joselzar Josofing Juild K'ashetalat Kaansesions Kaffelt Kaken Keasa Keediravody Khakat Khaqord Khesor Kimak Kisang Knesh Knouter Koalathran Koosof Koroat Lajogaire Lanith Lares Lariagenat Lataide Lathectaan Learreed Lenint Lether Lidlekhvikh Lisomeon Liweyeth Liwordill Lolat Lolde Loont Lootton Lopecto Lorse Losen Losough Lowelat Luree Maaneshilat Maeshil Mager Marik Masat Mawale Mayar Memelay Meniqem Mentelaqoy Mersokre Messhaki Messhor Mhaddrox Micting Milah Mince Mithik Mouses Mustop Nagger Najos Nekhat Neman Nerbolat Nesshiyanly Nhainqoyi Niguit Nikhvor Nione Nirass Nitted Noety Odryeyelat Offessillat Olattiono Ollos Onsat Oqwen Oshecton Ovokh Pacchi Pasareasakh Pecker Pectomanake Pecturprian Plamark Plamen Plater Plath Plaver Plojavvero Prekir Proustainds Qikhe Qikhzivak Qistably Qovragizo Quessi Rache Rakikh Redrin Reetruck Refeed Relaj Rerowthrat Reste Rhadar Rhear Ribleasted Rokemorger Ronostrater Routhoal Saing Sajoss Salinar Salwasay Sasslosole Sazhom Scormeme Scrag Scueeskuld Selki Seximphe Shasshosh Sheat Shifakking Shilmemb Shirgi Shizer Sholathelar Shorger Sieva Sikhzhill Silortureds Sinty Sipserece Sither Smarathish Solikh Sorea Soroste Soushat Spere Sperotavang Spilat Staken Stalecori Stionesh Stoncin Strage Sublegren Subosh Suies Sumpach Suntar Sunten Takkeed Tedink Teyey Thack Thaggade Theakimo Thekh Theriaggezh Thirinnak Thjesern Thratih Thrung Ticomen Tiewea Titects Tolat Torarre Torat Trassin Trove Unbee Unbell Undeve Ungthdiagar Untraya Usely Vakhi Vasky Vatthkess Vazar Velagents Vencom Venosesh Veranesilki Vesak Vezarkem Vight Vigoat Vilyr Viqwealsix Viradak Vishitito Vithmen Vittenat Vituran Vorsakkeso Vosormeo Vostoos Vrated Vrody Vulto Warmar Warvorakkar Wastruicy Wazgizhage Weelze Weled Wilvefonty Wizat Wrolat Yalarm Yansi Yelat Yenhikh Yothraney Youse Youst Zarifer Zhaddo Zhaff Zhavorn Zhavvittamb Zhiho Zhikhmok Zhortion Zhoson Zightnung Zimplat Zirrothrat Zohat Zunablently

[neopronouns]

hey there; I'm autistic, and im having some trouble understanding the dislike of a term. The one in question is "sapiosexual"; a narrow-minded view of intelligence is extremely outdated, and i feel there are many different types of specialties, knowledge, and wisdom in various subjects, and seeing someone very passionate and capable in whatever field they excel in often leaves me feeling attracted to them. However, I falter as to using the term "sapiosexual" since it is so widely hated. For example, I would consider someone with great capability or knowledge in their special interest to be someone a sapiosexual person would find attractive, regardless of scholastic prowess. Is this wrong of me? What is wrong with the term if taken into the context of wider intelligence? Are there any similar terms that account for such? Thank you very much for your time, I do struggle with understanding due to my autism. I hope you have a wonderful day, I very much enjoy your blog and it has inspired my love of MOGAI orientations.

sapiosexual’s wider usage focuses solely on academic intelligence as opposed to other forms of intelligence, which is the main reason why it’s so disliked. i wish its usage was more focused on other forms of intelligence, and i don’t doubt there are people who use it as such, but it would be very hard to separate the term from its ableist connotations. i don’t think your experiences are wrong, and in fact, there is a term that may fit you:

noeti-(sexual, romantic, etc): feeling mental attraction to someone, though not just purely intellectual. it’s loving the shape of and wanting to explore their mental landscape, falling in love with the way they think and their unique mental makeup. it’s loving their creativity, ingenuity, silliness, humor, emotional intelligence, the way they use words, or the way they make space for you in their mind, and more. it’s being attracted to the way someone’s mind works, not how their brain functions or to one facet of it (i.e. academic intelligence).

noeti- can prefix other types of attraction - for example, a noetisexual person becomes sexually attracted to those they feel mental attraction towards, etc. it’s also very similar to the tertiary attraction type ‘psychological’, which is the desire to ‘share a mindspace’ with someone by exchanging wisdom, knowledge, or interests with them (full definition here), so a noeti- person may consider their orientation a mixture of psychological attraction and another type(s) of attraction or consider their orientation fully psychological.