#nobodys ready to talk about that
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Visit Tumblr Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Last Seen Tumblr Blogs
Fun Fact
Tumblr was the first site to host the blog for President Barack Obama in 2011.
Text
titan army percabeth titan army percabeth titan army percabeth titan army percabeth titan army percabeth titan army percabeth titan army perc
#anyways#percy jackson#annabeth chase#pjo#percabeth#theres an ot3#or an ot4#in there if you want it#also just#alabaster and annabeth are best friends#nobodys ready to talk about that#/j#everyone in the server is ready to talk about thay#let me talk about it please#im going INSANE#over these guys
101 notes
·
View notes
Text
this scene has forever altered the trajectory of my life and i will never be the same person i was before
#CAN WE PLEASE TALK ABOUT A SOUND STEDE MAKES WHILE GRIPPING ED BY THE HAIR????#LIKE GIRL#he was SO ready to jump eds bones in front of that poor fish#also WHY NOBODY TALKS ABOUT THE CAT COLLAR—#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd s2#ofmd s2 spoilers#gentlebeard#stede bonnet x edward teach#ed teach#stede bonnet
875 notes
·
View notes
Text
1 out of 4 accelerated summer courses finished today. Next to go is Chem.
#i have not told my friends who are being supportive of me going to college#but i am very behind on chem#pretty much on top of english and psych#mind you the chem isn't hard it's just very time consuming and i work 50 hrs a week overnight#not even by choice on some level there's just literally nobody to work overnights#and It Is Such A Problem my single other coworker keeping nightshift alive at this 24/7 job and i are ... we have rioting to do#but anyways this is largely because i was having troubles with my adhd meds#and then hit the self destructive dread#which is such an odd problem to have when every other part of you is banging on the walls ready to go and kick ass#but so it goes#but i will catch up because i must and i want to and because i must#and because i didn't realize most of the people in my bio class were also going for the nursing program#i love the people on my bio class i'm super excited now#archivist talk#the archivist regrets starting nursing school#the archivist will get through it they just have to whine about it a little first#i was telling the archival assistants (my cats) but frankly one is too busy getting the zoomies and the other is trying to figure out#the best place to lay on me#and i shall not disturb her#my fair lady of orange#okay i work at 7P goodnight
31 notes
·
View notes
Text
Me writing my werewolf!Stan fic, brainstorming: So yeah then he could spend some time in the forest around Ford's cabin because he's a coward and doesn't want to speak to him but at the same time he doesn't wanna leave.
My brain, out of nowhere: Make him befriends the Multibear.
Me, completely caught off guard: what.
My brain: Make. Him. and Multibear. Friends, best friends even.
Me: That's hysterical. Let's do this
#stay with me#the possibilities are endless#like i could do something similar to what happened to dipper#i could do that stan has BEEF with the manotaur because they remind him of some of the gangs he was part of#and helps multibear out of spite#i could do that multibear hepls stan when he's hurt because he's just nice#wait what are Multibear pronouns?#he/them i guess#he is 8 different bears#BUT BUT#see my vision#multibear would be so nice and kind to stan#he would like have to tame stan like a spooked animal#the irony of the beast taming the human#stan would absolute ADORE HIM after#secretly ofc#nobody can know he's soft now#but he receive hugs both in wolf AND human form#stanly pine secretly touch starved (canon i was there)#would crumble at Multibear calm behavior and kind words#stan telling ford at some point 'stop being so mean to me or I'll call my friend'#and the multibear arriving from the forest ready to do the only thing ford can't do:#talking about feelings and being vulnerable to each other without judgment#ford would scream#i love it#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#multi bear#multibear
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
You! Are! History!
I drew some of Pit's fabulous adorable poses from his battle cry in Chapter 5. I love him so much.
There were more, by the way, but I got tired after inking and coloring two. Have all five sketches under the cut:
#Kid Icarus#Uprising#Kid Icarus Uprising#Pit KIU#my art#Drawing Pit and exploring his swishy swishy princess clothes was such a blast#I think as a fandom we need to talk more about how attractive he is. Like. Guys.#Can you please tell me I'm not the only one attracted to Pit#Like look at him in that sketch on the bottom left? Yes I'm simping over my own drawing don't look at me like that it's normal#Also guys line weight??? Why did nobody tell me making a heavier outline of your character makes the drawing look 10x more professional???#I feel like I've unlocked a cheat code to life. Now I can feel like my art is ready to post even if it's not fully shaded#Which is great 'cause we all know I take an eternity to post any art ever#Anyway don't click on this. Don't zoom in. Don't question why the quality changes halfway across the piece#Just admire the bird wings or something like I actually pulled up a reference for those you should be proud
27 notes
·
View notes
Text
I am so beyond ready to quit this job. Wednesday cannot come fast enough.
#to be fair it's bc school starts again in a few weeks#but idk. every day at this office feels like sandpaper on my skin. people always ask me shit i dont understand#and every case is so individual there's no set checklist to follow to troubleshoot#so most of the time I just grind my gears and get stuck#it'd busy more days than not.#and it was advertised to me as data entry only. client interactions was not what i signed up for.#it's all client interaction.#we're short staffed so nobody gets to take the back office and have a break.#when we weren't short staffed i was the new guy and only got 1 day in the back a week while everyone else got 2.#all my coworkers are conservative but talk like they're apolitical.#i thought it'd be fulfilling bc im helping people get benefits#but many are rude or impatient as any other service job. I'm constantly trying to direct people that don't want to listen#or explain the intricacies of something i barely understand.#and i don't want to lead people astray bc you have to start over if you blow a deadline.#but there's just nothing redeeming that i enjoy.#i hate customer service. i hate constantly asking questions. i like seldom few of my coworkers.#i can't be me at work.#and i don't care about the work itself anymore.#this job made me cry every day for weeks last month from sheer stress and overstimulation.#i almost cried myself sick several times.#the only reason I'm not there anymore is bc i dont fucking care anymore.#it took me 2 months to burn out. 2 months!#i was training for half of that!!#idk. everyone decided i was smart and could pick it up quickly so. even though everyone else got 4-6 weeks of shadowing#you can make do with 3 before you start doing stuff solo.#which feels unfair. i wasn't ready for it. and i resent the decision quite a bit.#plus it's been a nightmare for me in terms of external stressors and my generally deteriorating mental health. so.#all in all. i hate it here.#and i can't wait to turn in my notice so i can gtfo in 2 weeks#i am so tired. free me. let me go back to my music please
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
my humble opinion is that acknowledging that a dynamic between two characters is toxic, charged, especially when Canonically Weird and noted by others or even by the characters themselves to be weird between them, and noticing and even exploring such is not necessarily shipping and you can think two characters have something weird going on even something unnamedly/unlabeled romantic or sexual and it not be Shipping. you can acknowledge all these things and play in the space and Not think its a good thing that this was going on but nobody wants to listen to mmmeeeeeeeeeee
#except sofie ofc.#this obviously doesnt count when people dont Actually think its bad and think its like sexy or whatever especially in regards to#particular types of abuse but yoy can think abuse#you can think* abuse is going on and not like. IDK. BE INTO IT. WHATEVAH#anyways nobodys ready for one of me and sofies dbd fics to hit the towers. nobody wants to talk about otto and herman but We Do.
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
people who don't normally read sci fi have such bad taste in sci fi 😭
#which makes sense because they're there despite having no attraction to what makes sci fi sci fi#but it's funny because they're always so excited to give their recommendation#and it's always like. ready player one or bobiverse or the locked tomb or something else horrendously tacky#like it's either awful marvel style quipping or something painfully twee that thinks it's deeper than it is a la Becky Chambers#and you have to try to be nice while they rave about some of the worst writing a mainstream publisher has put out#that only counts as “sci fi” bc it's in space or whatever#the other option is they like some military shit linked to a video game about how some genocide is necessary#don't get me wrong I read mostly bad sci fi and I'm aware good sci fi is rare#but it's like you had taco bell exactly once and someone's like 'any good Mexican restaurant recs in this town?'#and you just HAVE to respond with how good your dorito taco was and it's the best Mexican food#and in this scenario you don't even know enough to say “hear me out” you don't know other restaurants even exist like it's never occurred#to you to look and after that one dorito Taco you never had any interest in having Mexican food ever again#and yet. if someone is talking about Mexican food you just have to bring up you ate a Dorito taco one time and everyone should have one#how it's the best Mexican food in the world#also tumblr stop saying books are good just cuz there are lgbt people in them challenge#one time i asked for ppls fav sci fi nobody's heard of and fully half the replies were Becky fucking Chambers btw
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#i'm done i'm so fucking tired#i want to burn the internet to the ground#i want to destroy my computer chuck my phone into a river and go live in the middle of nowhere#no wifi no 4g no nothing#i want to die because we cannot fucking escape this shit#meta using my art to train ai and refusing my request to stop#my computer not being able to run glaze or nightshade or any of those ai poisoning thingies#spam emails and text messages and whatsapp messages and bots in the comments#and just EVERYTHING TRYING TO SELL ME THINGS WHILE ALSO STEALING WHAT'S ALREADY MINE#i hate it i hate it i can't fucking stand it anymore#and you'll be like ''then why don't you go offline then... nobody's making you have an instagram account''#and you'd be right... if it weren't for the fact that i chose the one fucking career that DEMANDS online presence#i already struggle to find work as an illustrator WITH social media and POSTING MY ART ONLINE#how the fuck would I do it if people don't see my art?!#and sure people have illustrated books way before the internet existed... sure... BUT IT DOESN'T WORK LIKE THAT ANYMORE#i'm so fucking angry and tired and frustrated that there's no way out of this#the internet is becoming unusable yet life demands it#my only option right now it to fuck myself and my beliefs and let companies steal my hardwork for the benefit of..?#having no notes in my posts except for the bots commenting ''see 👀my hole 🍑 daddy 💦 kitten 😻 ready 4 u 🤤 subscribe🔥 pay 💲 me''#i'm sick of this#i don't want to delete everything i ever posted online because A. at this point that's useless and B. again. how the fuck would i get work?#also even then... emailing my clients their finished illustrations goes through google drive or gmail...#do we think google is nice and doesn't steal images to train generative AI?#''talk to your representatives they need to make laws about this'' my fucking president is currently chumming it up with elon fucking musk#while people here are starving to death#we're literally going to freeze this winter because the genius goverment has fucked up our gas supply and that's used not only for heating#but for ELECTRICITY PRODUCTION#so we won't have a wat to heat our houses cook or even fucking SEE AT NIGHT#and you want me to ask them to make copyright laws?!#i want to die
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
I hate living in this world.
#misc#negativity tw#first off i had an argument with a colleague at work#we had to move places for the millionth time in this stupid open space#which already annoyed me#but this guy came at bargained like he always do while i said nothing because it's not like we chooae#and he always does that for actual work because and idk at first i made a snarky comment about now that he got what he wanted he better be#ready to work instead of hiding when somebody ask him to do his job#and he told me he didn't understand the remark#and my hot temper that makes me snap every five years took over#i bet he has by now complaining aboutme like he does about everything#anyway i take hours to calm down (not calm after 4 hours)#I'm also pissed at me cause i can't get emotional without shaking stupidly which makes me look like an hysterical person (i mean sadly i am)#also if there has to have an explanation once my anger is gone tomorrow i will be back on social anxiety mode which is gonna make it worse#all of this reminded me that i need to find a new job for ten thousand reasons#but unfortunately all employers are shit and actually i don't even know what i want to do#and as usual i have no energy for anything because i am still a major piece of shit#then i wanted to relax#made the mistake to open Instagram because I'm also stupid#and i know i don't often talk about politics and stuff#but it's really draining me#i barely or read news just enough to be aware#and honestly its exhausting but I dont want to complain cause Im in a privileged position where i have the chance to be able to 'shut off'#and yes my country and especially this government is sickening me#and like its people too#and also insta is full of pride posts#and i am stupid to read the homophobic and transphobic comments#and genuinely these people alongside racist and islamophobic people really scare the hell out of me#hopefully i don't engage but i shouldn't read anything at all tbh#speaking of pride im spiralling because even tho i kinda identify as aro i feel like a freak and i have nobody to tell me im not
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
I'm not gonna gatekeep doctor who I'm not gonna gatekeep doctor who I'm not gonna gatekeep doctor who I'm not gonna gatekeep doctor who I'm not gonna gatekeep doctor who I'm not gonna gatekeep doctor who I'm not gonna gatekeep doctor who I'm not gonna gatekeep doctor who I'm not gonna gatekeep doctor who I'm not gonna gatekeep doctor who I'm not gonna gatekeep doctor who I'm not gonna gatekeep doctor who I'm not gonna gatekeep doctor who I'm not gonna-
#im sorry but#i was the seven year old who had no friends#because the only thing i could talk about#was a brittish show that nobody could watch#because streaming sites were barely a thing#and they didnt have it#im not ready for every american ever to know what it is#but at the same time its so cool to see#auuuuughhh#i gotta be strong#doctor who#david tennant#cathrine tate#fandom#long time fan#childhood fandom#american#disney#brittish tv#iplayer#disney+#gatekeeping
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
ableism is a disease my goddd
#harping on#genuinely if my mum would just admit my brother has dyslexia and accept a diagnosis#Instead of giving him all these exceptions and extra teaching time and pulling him out of classes w/o telling him why#It might actually help him to want to do better instead of just feeling embarrassed and separate from everyone else#And he’s got his own things he’s brilliant at but he can’t pursue those if he doesn’t use these resources to leave school w ok grades#But he doesn’t understand why he needs help and it just ends up cancelling it all out and permeating him with defeatism and procrastination#Let’s not even talk about the ADHD possibility which nobody is ready to hear. God knows that doesn’t help him feel like other kids either#My parents truly have two children on either end of the spectrum of academia and neither are very healthy
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
Headcanon no one asked for
Listen they're kids discovering the internet for the first time, they are going to have a kpop phase and it's gonna be all Hashtag's fault.
Twitch: She is an Itzy girlie. She will learn the dances even if she can't do them very well. Her bias is Yeji. (Twitch is a Sneakers defender SRRY GUYS)
Thrash: He would not call himself a STAY because he isn't that invested in any of the members, only the music. When Hashtag showed him District 9 his life changed
Nightshade: Isn't into Kpop EXCEPT for TXT. Hashtag showed them CROWN and the next time she visited Nightshade's lab they were blasting The Chaos Chapter: FREEZE on the speakers. They do not have a bias they love all the members.
Jawbreaker: NewJeans. He likes the chill vibes the songs give him serotonin. Is too nervous to try to learn any dances tho. His bias is Danielle.
Hashtag: AESPA. Discovered Black Mamba then proceeded down a rabbit hole into every kpop group in existence. Of course, she dragged her family into it as well. She is a chronic MV streamer, she watches the vlogs, and is currently waiting for her shipment of lightsticks to arrive. Aespa may be her ult group but her actual stan list is longer than the Geneva Convention
#nobody asked for this and idc#i love combining two of my interests together#you best believe I have headcanons for the other transformers too#the world isn't ready for those yet#anyways stream bouncy by Ateez#oh and anyone is welcome to talk to me about this#kpop and transformers#in my ask box#plz do it would be so fun#transformers#kpop#tf headcanons#earthspark#transformers earthspark#tf twitch#tf thrash#tf nightshade#tf jawbreaker#tf hashtag
22 notes
·
View notes
Text
why is having to show my supervisor anything i've written the most embarrassing thing in the world
#nobody who knows me personally should be allowed to see my academic writing. they know i dont really talk like this .#cringe academic writing for my cringe assignment. even#update 1 h later: actually nothing I've ever done is cringe or embarrassing everything's going pretty damn good !!!!!!#<- had a conversation that made her optimistic about the future and ready to better herself
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#today is essentially my first day driving combine this year since my 'first day' was only like an hour and a half long almost two weeks ago#but of course my first day we're harvesting the field that was the last one we did last year 'care free'#one year ago today was the last time i saw my sister#and tomorrow will be one year since we harvested this field and afterwards we went home for dinner#and while refueling equipment after dinner my brother in law went to see if my sister felt up to running grain cart for us that evening#and he found out she wasnt home and nobody had heard from her all day#so that was the evening of the 16th and we didnt find her until the morning of the 18th#it was probably somewhere around noon on the 16th when she killed herself#and it just wrecks me cause i can remember exactly what i was doing that whole day#like someone here sent me an ask about whumpy music so i spent hours that day compiling a playlist to share here#and i was talking with a friend (in a group chat that consisited of me my sister and our friend) about their zucchini harvest#and another discord server i was gushing about it being the new moon in a Blue Moon month plus the persied meteor shower#and the whole time i had no idea my world had already shattered without me knowing#it makes me hate this field and i hate that even with the way we rotate crops every year it still came up ready this week#probably would've been worse if it came up on the 16th again but it's not much better being on the 15th
3 notes
·
View notes
Note
I'm so happy to see that there's some activity here, you kind off disappeared all of the sudden and was so worried. I hope that you're doing well and just know that there's still people who care about you here in Summerfield 💗
- Stephany
hey stephany. sorry the activity you see on here isn't from me being active, is from my pre-set queue that just runs without me. this is my first time logging in and seeing this. i actually logged in to prewrite a farewell to life note for future posting when it's time to actually post it (which i guess i won't do right now since i saw your message) so seeing this was actually shocking. im really sorry i did that, after that whole fight i got into with my dad everything kind of came crashing down and ever since i have just been in a really bad dark place struggling with my mental and physical health (which the physical health is destroying my mental health) and that coupled with recent events has had me like over the top suicidal
it's really sweet that you even bothered to message me, especially since i have absolutely nobody to talk to and no friends for various reasons some of it due to my shitty failures amongst other things.
i have always had a really bad relationship with sticking around and stuff because of my upbringing and right now im struggling very hard in life and i just don't want anyone to see that. i am really really unstable, i have next to no support, my finances came crashing down on me a month ago and my car is breaking down while im in the negatives, and i am in a state of being suicidal like 24/7 and i just feel like i can't talk to anyone. my body right now is ruined and it's affecting my employment and my relationship with just about everyone is non-existent besides literally 1 person and life is just really really really difficult. im still considering ending it, because i just don't think the suffering that's been getting worse and worse the last ten years will stop tbh. nothing is looking up. everything is just getting worse and worse and worse and im really close to a breaking point
i don't want to get all dramatic on my blog that i literally am never on but since you even bothered writing i feel like i owe you an explanation for my (unjustified) behavior and disappearance
it means a lot to me still that you've reached out and even bothered to check on me. even in the midst of all this hell it really does mean something special to me. i didn't even think anyone cared. usually the people i talk to disappear on me or just show me through words and actions that they don't want to be a friend to me or, in some cases, just don't want to be a real friend, so i just thought i did everyone (including myself) a favor by disappearing from the world because normally people are just fine and really don't care about me and i just become a thing of the past. it's crazy to my mind that you even still think about me because i feel like i was nobody to even care about after leaving.
#and for the record i do miss you stephany im really glad we met#ive talked about you actually recently so that makes it even more bizarre to see this#idk if im ready to really talk about everything but i made a new discord that i have no friends on and nobody to talk to on so if you want#or if you feel like it you can message me here again if you want to reconnect#i hope you don't think i disappeared online and in person in a way that like makes it feel like i don't like you or want to be ur friend th#not at all the case i just have serious serious issues going on#no friends no family no parents no siblings like nobody is in my life or cares or WANTS to be so#that alongside my other issues just makes me really unstable#really unreliable and really just miserable to the point where i don't try to stick around or make friends because i feel like all i have t#offer is just misery and complaints and wishing i would hurry up and die and it's just too depressing for people#anyway i really appreciate and love you stephany you're like an angel in this life#fr#asks#stephany#voxxreplies#i forgot my tags idfk#tw sui talk#tw vent post#i guess?#just an explanation idfk#tw depression
2 notes
·
View notes