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Dealing with people is so exhausting sometimes…
#I wish when people tell you something is going on#that you wouldn’t start doubling down on your point of view#nobody will get anywhere if you do that#how simple it would be to take everyone’s thoughts into consideration and not brick wall em#especially when they’re pointing out 100% factual things that have been building up to that point#doesn’t make sense#putting it outta my mind for now though
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Out of Context Stuff for a Danyal Al Ghul au i haven't posted - Pit Beast Danyal
Damian, 13: Look, Danyal, -- I am so sorry for everything that happened between us in the League, I hope you can forgive me.
Danny, 10 (allegedly): (has been secretly plotting to murder Damian this whole time, is still gonna do it obvs, but is going to make it significantly less painful now)
Danny: I-- of course, older brother. :]
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Bruce: what do you have there, Damian?
Damian:
Danny: (a hulking 10ft pit beast standing beside him, growling idly with ram horns gouging out his eyes and a second set of horns jutting into the air, spines down his back, and a long, spiked tail with an animalistic, skull-like face)
Damian, who smuggled him in (they've made amends): a smoothie, father
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Damian: this is my little brother Danyal, i murdered him when he was five. He festered in rage for the last half-a decade, took over a League mountain base in Switzerland, murdered everyone inside and then tried to murder me when I went to investigate with Drake.
Danny: hello!
Damian: we're cool now
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Damian: thoughts on resurrection
Danny, (a full ghost): i will succeed in murdering you if you try it
Damian: we'll put a pin in it then
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Danny (still instilled with League values): why don't we just murder him??
Damian, on patrol (Danny followed him): we don't murder people, Danyal
Danyal:,,,,are you sick, Dami?? Have you been possessed? Why not!?
(There is raucous laughing through the comms)
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Danny, five, pre-death: Dami! :D
Danny, dead, vengeful: Older brother (:
Danny, post-forgiveness: Dami! :]
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For some actual context: Danny is fully dead in this au, its a result of the classic DPxDC Demon Twins "death duel" trope but instead of Danny getting revived, he stays fully dead. Danny was five, Damian was seven. His ghost lingered though, and due to the proximity of the pits his ghost steadily absorbed the ambient energy it was letting off. The pits are not corrupted ectoplasm in this au, it's just liquid ecto.
Which means Danny's corruption from an angry and hurt little ghost boy to an unrecognizable monster is from his own doing. It's a result of him stewing in his hurt and anger for years, it physically warped him. He's very powerful. Danny can travel between League Bases but chose a small, out-of-the-way base in the Swiss mountains to fester in and then just. Never Left.
His influence steeped into the very foundations of the building, allowing him to transform and warp the rooms and hallways for his own bidding, Meaning he could turn it into a seemingly unending labyrinth if he so wished to, and block the entrance.
Eventually, blinded (both metaphorically and physically) by his own rage, Danny grew powerful enough to appear physically in the living realm and attacked everyone in the base, slaughtering them all and leaving the base abandoned. He attacks anyone who dares enter -- whether that be other league members, or the unfortunate hiker who stumbled across the base. His conscious is steeped into every nook and cranny of the building, there is nowhere you can hide where he can't find. Nobody leaves without his explicit say so. Nobody ever does.
Him appearing as ten years old before Damian in the skits above is his own physical doing. First it was to prevent Damian from being suspicious of him. Damian initially thought Danny was revived with the pits, he was too busy with his own training afterwards to notice that Danny never showed up again, and when he did notice, he assumed it was because Danny was too ashamed of his loss to face him. He'd always forget to ask about him.
Then it becomes a personal choice to appear as ten. It's how old he would've been had he been alive.
danny forgiving Damian is kinda for an offshoot branch of the main au. Whereas the main au takes the form of a ps4 first person horror game where Damian and Tim are investigating the Base for Plot Reasons. There's no sign of the rumored "monster" living inside until the end, where Danny, who was found inside the Base and has been happily "helping" them look around, manages to persuade Damian into splitting off from Tim in order to "show him something."
This something turns out to be Danny revealing that he never really forgave Damian for that fight, and he reveals through a horrifying transformation, that he was the monster the whole time. Which the game subtly hints at throughout as Danny's strange behavior becomes harder to ignore.
First from his insistence to only refer to Damian as "older brother" (when before the duel he always called him Damian or Dami), to him right off the bat denying the existence of a monster when questioned. ("There's no monster here, older brother. It's just me.") To other various things, like his knowledge of the outside world not matching up to modern times or things going on with the league outside of the base, or what happened to the other league members.
This whole idea was inspired by the song "Scylla" from Epic the Musical, with Danyal being the voice of Scylla as well as Odysseus, while Damian stands as Eurylochus. The instrumentals after Scylla says "hello" is him turning into the pit beast, and Scylla's "drown in your sorrow and fears" part is danny, as the pit beast, snarling at Damian while he attacks him.
There's a Good Ending, a Bad Ending, and a True Ending. The Bad Ending results in Damian being killed by Danny, it happens when Damian decides not to question or suspect Danny and treats him kindly. The Bad Ending is a cutscene, where Danny kills Damian quick and painlessly.
Meanwhile the Good Ending is Damian killing Danny. This is a boss fight, and it happens when Damian treats Danny coldly and suspiciously the whole time. Danny as a result, decides to make Damian's death painful as he had planned to, which is why it's a boss fight because it only causes him to double down on his anger.
The True Ending is Damian escapes with Tim. It happens when you treat Danny warmly up until the last minute, where when Danny proposes to Damian that he wants to show him something, Damian goes to talk to Tim and finally, reluctantly agrees that something is off with Danny, and that he'll be careful going in. It starts off with the boss fight until a third through, where it then changes to a cutscene where Tim manages to get the door open and Damian escapes out. It's then a chase scene down a never-ending hallway as the building actively works to keep you trapped inside. But you eventually make it to the exit so long as you avoid all the projectiles and doors.
Remember when I mentioned that Danny only lets people leave when he wants them to? That's where the treating Danny kindly throughout the game comes into play. It causes him to second guess himself and, eventually, reawaken and strengthen the love and admiration he had for Damian prior to his murder. It's why in the Bad Ending he kills Damian quickly -- because by then, he loves him enough that he doesn't want him to suffer, but is still so consumed by his rage and need for vengeance that he kills him anyways. That quiet part is what allows Damian (and Tim) to find the exit, because some part of Danny still loves Damian enough that he wants him to live.
The True Ending ends with a cutscene of Damian and Tim tumbling out into the snow/grass outside of the base. Damian looks up back to the entrance to see Danny standing there. But rather than a ten year old boy, there's a little five year old Danyal Al Ghul instead. He stares at Damian emotionlessly, blood seeping from his chest, staining his clothes, and little, bloody sword in his hands and tearstains on his cheeks, before he turns away and disappears back into the building.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#danyal al ghul au#danny phantom#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dpdc#pit beast danny#danyal al ghul#dpxdc au#damian and danny forgiveness route is kinda like a post-true ending idea where damian decides to return to the base and find a way to help#danny.#and also because nobody in that fucking family processes grief in any kind of sane way he is also plotting a way to resurrect his dead#brother with the lazarus pits. he just needs to find where he was buried. and also hopefully get danny's permission. he's gonna do it anywa#but it'll be nicer if danny agrees to it beforehand. that way danny isn't angry with him when he eventually revives him#also if tim dies at any point during the game you have to restart to your last save point. there's not many opportunities for him to becaus#danny is honestly not that interested in him but its still there. some details for the game: danny's pit beast model has the highest#resolution out of everything there. meanwhile his human model has the lowest. he also lacks a shadow and his voice carries a strange echo#that's subtle enough to sound like an accidental audio mistake. his voice gets more warped as the good ending progresses and becomes more#human during both the true and bad ending. it indicates his forgiveness and growing care for damian. while in the good ending he gradually#grows more pissed.#danny has shit eyesight as a result of his eyes being gouged out for years. but since he's literally one with the building he doesn't#need any help walking through it. he can travel it with his eyes closed. if he's anywhere else though he needs to be holding onto something#he also has one eye covered in bandages in his ten year old form because he can't get that eye to heal and look human.
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hi im back
#i didnt go anywhere i just got really lazy#as it turns out doing two art months back to back is not good for your spirit#you dont get to see the other one go fuck yourself#anyways back to your regularly scheduled murder drones stuff#btw if you steal my stuff again then you s Prepare.#murder drones#murder drones n#murder drones v kinda#murder drones cyn#murder drones tessa#combining like 12 seperate headcanons into “tessa wanted to matchmake them but she sucks at matchmaking”#nobody here is good at romancing. cyn doesnt even know what a romance is#art#im so bad at posing i hate that fucking second panel i might go and redo it entirely cause looking at it makes me boil
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Mikasa and Annie on a Girls Trip™️ but it’s just them kicking people in the shin and shoulder throwing full-grown men.
(Reiner and Jean on Boys Trip™️ but it’s literally just them getting into a slap fight in the forest then sobbing over their murdered boyfriends)
#Bertholdt and Marco are dead so they’re on their own trip in paths rn#Connie and Sasha go on a braincell trip but they forgot the braincell and are just staring at a wall somewhere in the distance#Armin doesn’t go on trips anymore because he always ends up with broken bones#Eren is banned from trips because he won’t shut up about freedom#Levi will go on trips but only if you get him an exotic tea#hange will go anywhere and do anything no questions asked also sometimes this is very concerning how nonchalant they are#Gabi and Falco go on trips but they don’t get permission first they just rawdog life and run around without adult supervision#floch isn’t invited on trips ever#Erwin runs all these trips nobody can go on a trip without his permission#except his boyfriend. Levi can do whatever the fuck he wants#attack on titan#shingeki no kyojin#mikasa ackerman#annie leonhart#jean kirschtein#reiner braun#marco bodt#bertholdt hoover#or if you wanna be funky:#jean kirstein#marco bott#berthold hoover#jeanmarco#reibert#aot memes#aot#aot spoilers
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gestures. if you make characters fat fucking commit. if you draw POC characters make them fucking POC. if you value white/skinny/cishet/male/conventionally attractive characters over everyone else fucking question yourself. actively try to change.
the world does not cater to your individual (western) standards. things like fetishization, refusal to do research, and unwillingness to change/admit you’ve ever been wrong harms everyone including yourself.
everybody has bias. it doesn’t exclude any of us from trying to do better.
#i see this everywhere#a lot within the cod community though#so. wanted to say this.#don’t be mean to people btw. regardless of error.#education is exhausting and critique is valid but nobody gets anywhere if all we do is argue#just… do your best please and thank you#call of duty#call of duty fanart#cod fanart#representation#simon ghost riley#kyle gaz garrick#konig cod
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i love tumblr bc i can be as insane about my interests and say the stupidest shit about them and people will agree and even feed into my insanity. i can't do that anywhere else i love it here
#like i don't think i can post justin bieber ponyboy curtis anywhere else without getting weird looks#i have to act normal on tiktok do you guys know how hard it is#like every single time i see an outsiders video i fight the urge to right an essay in the comments#also cus i have my irls added on there i csnt be caught doing all that#adding onto why i love it here#nobody here knows me irl and it's great🫶🫶
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imma be honest, the amount of people's response to the us election being "omg i wonder how bo burnham is doing :(" is... so weird to me. i'm also a fan of bo and his work but baby that's a whole cishet rich white man. maybe let's prioritize concern for people that are going to be more directly affected, just a thought
#non religion#“omg we can care about multiple people at once stfu”#like yes but you're going to tell me you genuinely believe the venn diagram of people that are concerned about bo's emotional state#and the people that care about the actual safety of marginalized people in their own community and are going to do the work to help#is anywhere near a circle? be serious. i beg you#inside was a look at the isolation brought about by covid/lock downs and unless you were a shitty person nobody was able to avoid that#and yes there's a good chance he's feeling similar dread to the rest of us#but i promise you he is not going to be the person getting hit with most of the stuff that's going to come up#and he's certainly not going to be hit the most with the stuff that does#like can we be serious for a moment please
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Also I like how this artist (Manami Igarashi) draws Nanjo
#persona 1#listen. i don’t usually like put random pots of mine in tags but I’m tagging these because like. its persona 1 every little bit helps right#plus I haven’t really seen these manga posted about let alone scanned anywhere so?#maybe I will scan them#one day thoug TRUST when I get a scanner and like. the required materials. could happen. could#I think the gist of that first comic is that nanjo is like nobody will stand beside me or support me anymore and then boywithearring#completes those like they’re negotiation criteria and is like negotiation complete plus I got cash! and yukino is like ok what are you gonna#do about nanjo now though😭
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oh my godddddddddddddddddd you have to be fucking kidding me
#dehumanization one after the other#happens all the time#do yall not understand we need internet to do literally everything in this era#people have to get money out of anywhere they can to pay internet or phone data#people of all states of all towns need to have it#MAYBE if you lived here or MAYBE if you actually spoke to us you wouldnt be this ignorant#this and also the fact we have to be bilingual to be given opportunities#you guys dont know what it's like to live in latam#had i not known english and created a platform i would be starving nobody would buy me commissions jesus fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk#i love socialist tumblers speaking over the people theyre supposedly defending#they'd support any genocidal dictator tyrant the moment he says im a commie!
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im gonna throw up and start screaming and oh my god
#“no more spider womaning little soldier” “do you even know our daughter at all” “the poor little apple” “you really are my greatest student”#im gonna fucking rekill this guy#i cannot i cant#“i couldve gone anywhere but i chose to stay here i chose to stay in this world”#vs gwen's “i chose to stay in this world and nothing i do will ever be good enough for them when will my earth start choosing me”#do you fucking get it#the apple shit makes me sick btw#too many apple references in this stupid horrible comic#uuugghhhhhhhhh i think its rotten right to the core ???#“I'LL keep gwen safe I'LL show her how to utilize her abilities”#“you finally understand! im not alone anymore!” DIE#their horrible fucking#you have to kill me nobody else will it has to be you#im losing it im losing it im losing it#how can i fix this in a way that doesnt end in blood. how do i stop you without it ending in blood#horrible horrible horrible#remember when they watched the thanksgiving day parade on a roof together because i do
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just got so emotional thinking about all the times that the local 24 hour diner was there for me when i needed her and so sad thinking about how now it’s only open breakfast and lunch hours 5 days a week
#i literally feel like jughead rn.#and i get that nobody wants to work at a diner at 4am i do.#but sometimes when its 4am and you need to get out of the fucking house it’s beautiful to have somewhere to go#not to mention that the teenagers no longer have anywhere they can go after 10pm… this is so sad
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Chappel Roan saying she’s sad she’s demisexual and then there’s me being aroace as a whole like don’t you think I’m even more sad 😭
#not saying she’s not allowed to feel sad at all#just makes me think about myself LOL#I hate being aroace it’s like everyone’s part of a secret club I will never be a part of#and that people don’t tend to understand and if they do they never uphold that fact#like I actually have thrown up before from the concept of being in a relationship because it’s horrifying#and disgusting to me in a practical sense#like I don’t want to throw up every time I start thinking about those things I just want to be normal#and not panic like a relationship sounds like even worse than a death sentence#ppl think aroace is cute and problem free but it’s literally so uncomfortable and inconvenient when you’re in a world which a) doesn’t#understand wth aroace is b) doesn’t respect it at all c) has shit povs on what friendship is and how it can be more fulfilling than somethin#and d) how badly it impacts some ;-; like ik it sounds easy but try telling yourself omg I want to have a forever bestie#but then said forever bestie will never end up truly putting you first because they’d have a partner who will be their number one#and as usual you won’t even be second place you will be last like always#because I’ve noticed that the moment ppl get a partner suddenly they become their forever bestie role and then I can’t have that cause it#freaks me out and disgusts me all at once so I’m literally just cursed with forever feeling lonely and not meaning anywhere near as much to#someone who you wish could even look your way the way you do to them …#honestly by the day these reminders make me feel more and more aplatonic but it’ll simultaneously always feel like a hole in my heart#because apparently being aroace is like being some weird person and some freak#and not in the 𝒻𝓇ℯ𝒶𝓀𝓎 type of connotation LMAO I mean just plain freak#and then that loneliness will always accumulate and accumulate and accumulate until I physically cannot handle it anymore or I take matters#into my own hands and just off with her head to myself LMAO#dora daily#and that is why despite aroace being cool to me it’s just not placed in an environement which makes it cool#as those assholes tend to say oh meh meh meh you never struggled girl … we’re in the 21st century every person in the lgbt community is#living the life dating who they want and being with who they want#but allegedly it is but a crime I can’t like anyone and that nobody fucking listens to me when I say I have an attraction deficit#and that they take it upon their hands to define what I’m attracted to or head canon me as whatever they are#I swear I’m not even fucking worth that shit just leave me alone 😭#I promise like if I was with somebody they will regret the day they were born by being with me LOL I am not all that in fact me being aroace#is saving them from torture ☠️ anyways ! rant over :3
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Great googley moogley it’s all going to shit! Every day becomes exponentially more terrifying!
And all perfectly timed to just right at the start of what’s supposed to be my adult life where I get my shit together and be useful and productive!
#we’re cooked#we’re doomed#idk the end is nigh or whatever god damn#I just wanna be able to live in my own house and draw a guy sometimes without the ever present threat of the horrors is that too much#apparently yeah cause houses aren’t achievable anymore but man#m a n#especially if you didn’t/couldn’t go to college and aren’t capable of working most jobs#doesn’t help there’s the chance some part of my existence might be suddenly illegal or extremely dangerous yippie!#the options are literally 1. people die 2. people die what the hell do you even do man#how the fuck is this the election I’m gonna get forced to be a part of we’re living in hell#and nobody around me believes it’ll get bad yay great oh so wonderful#I can’t wait to lose rights and cause millions of deaths regardless of who gets chosen#I think one of these days I’m literally just gonna die of stress#it’ll either be a stroke or a heart attack or cancer or uh well ya know#we’re fucked#we’re screwed#I wanna have some kind of an actually visible break down but ive suppressed everything so much that I don’t outwardly emote much anymore :)#and the constantly dissociating thing too I guess#if you ever think ‘oh yeah I can just think of guy in a situation that’s so cool’ don’t it’s a trap—#although tbh this would be significantly worse without it so uh law of equivalent exchange I guess#fuck fuck fuck anyway#not putting this in the main tags#definitely deleting this later#if anyone in my house got any hints that I may or may not have different opinions than them well uh I’m financially dependent on them so um#literally wouldn’t have anywhere to go if anything happened#oh we’re really in it now Simon#hell world#there’s like what 7 genocides going on too I hate everything I hate everything I hate everything#I can’t do anything to help anyone either cause I don’t have a job and I could get kicked out or treated badly at home for it#not that anyone thinks very highly of me at home anyway I am kinda family disappointment number 2 I pretty sure
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“I’m literally so fucking cute how do I not pull” <<< (person who never goes anywhere or talks to anyone)
#genuinely tho if I don’t get mad bitches in college I’m gonna be so disappointed#I KNOW I could pull I KNOW IT#I’m so stupid cute and yet nobody is tryna wife me up. why.#I know I literally never leave the house or go anywhere ever that isn’t work but like. come on.#I just want smooches#I DESERVE to be someone’s adorable overexcited partner I would be so good at it fr#seriously tho. I have cute purple hair I have big brown bottom eyes like a baby cow I have an adorable smile I happy stim when im excited.#what fucking more do you want.
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#shhh b#(long-ish anxiety talk in the following tags because tags feel like whispering to myself. i love you tumblr tags you're so safe)#if i seem quiet or absent or awkward here and/or anywhere else it's bc i'm currently very painfully stuck#trying to get out of a several weeks-long massive social anxiety/anxiety spiral and it's tough in how it gets harder in waves#trying to get better! but *softly* fuck. who let emotions feel so physical. what do you mean your own mind can near-physically restrain you#me: 'i need reassurance i am Accepted to exist in shared spaces. i am trying to find a way to ask for it bc nobody will know unless i speak#anxiety brain: 'ok but asking others for it will infringe on Social Rules and make you Unacceptable to exist in shared spaces.#'in the meantime i will skew your perception of everything and everybody around you to look like you are Not Wanted. good luck!'#*muttering to myself* people are inherently kind people are inherently understanding people lead complex lives and give each other space#i am allowed to be i am allowed to take up space i am allowed i am allowed i am allowed
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sick of people acting like being alone/lonely = being single. ofc you're allowed to feel like that, I'm aro and could not care less that I don't have a partner so I have no idea what it feels like to have that experience, but god just once I'd like to find poetry and art made by people who know how it feels to have no friends and feel lonely no matter how many people are around you and know that you don't belong no matter where you are
#I'm lucky enough to have two good friends right now who i love very much#but that doesn't mean that they understand how i feel or how i have felt#and knowing you're alone in that overbearing loneliness just alienates you more and further perpetuates the feeling#i still miss out on so many opportunities to be friends with people i genuinely want to be friends with so bad because i can't talk to them#i still get so paranoid sometimes and stop replying to anyone because I'm convinced they hate me and there's something wrong with me#sometimes to the point where i avoid teachers who i need to talk to because i am sure that everything i say will be wrong#even someone being nice can feel awful because i think that they just feel bad or are pretending and actually trying to make fun of me#i know nobody actually knows who i am or how i feel because i hide everything to fit in with people and what they need/want#i have never felt like i belong anywhere and trying to explain that to people is so hard#there are times i love being alone but knowing that I've missed out on every regular human experience is so isolating#i just want to be normal and have friends i love and hang out with and talk to and not feel like every word i say could be the end of me#and when i try to find anybody who relates all i get is “oh im alone again :(( being single is awful”#i really do empathize with those people but it is nothing like my experience of loneliness#(tags are just for finding people who relate)#social anxiety#avpd#avoidant personality disorder#actuallyavpd#loneliness#chronic loneliness
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