#nabilah rambles

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I want whatever the fuck the atlas six gang have going on

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Can't believe mhy gave me amber's AND lisa's stella fortuna but not kaeya's,,, I don't even use them, i can't aim for shit. I don't ask for much i just want a kaeya constellation pls. If i can't gave diluc then just give me that

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my rambles: Sir El, ingat kami lagi ke tidak?

Habis je talk SOSMA tadi, semua (terutamanya pemilik ig ni) excited nak ambil gambar dengan Sir Ahmad El- Muhammady (kitorang panggil Sir El je), tapi kannnn semua mcm tak berani pergi jumpa sir, SEBAB SIR SANGATLAH BERKARISMA, I'm not lying when I said he really got charismatic over the years and mashaallah auranyaaaa #heisssoooooonice #nicepersonievermet Kitorang berlari kejar Sir drpd LTB sampailah SAC, sampai A'in "sir, we are your students." Muka sir macam confused, so aku berperanan tunjuk gambar selfie 304 dengan sir dkt CFS dulu. Sir terus ubah riak muka dan ambil phone aku untuk tengok gambar tu, aku of course lah terkedu beb! Sir terus senyum, lama tenung gambar kami CFS, allahu Sir El! First impression aku tentang Sir El waktu dkt CFS, sebab aku rasa belajar PS dengan Miss Nabilah rasa gerun dan agak tertekan, Sir El datang bawa satu ketenangan, dengan lemah lembutnya lagi, cair beb! Kemon la soft spoken macam tu, students akan cherish forever :) #whytimefliessofast Aku ingat lagi waktu luncheon dkt conference unity in diversity, duduk satu meja dgn seorang lelaki (bila aku jawab aku belajar uiam, beliau terus soal 'kenal sir ahmad el muhammady?', terus aku jawab ya). CERITA TALK SOSMA - banyak input yg diperoleh, alhamdulillah worth attendance, bukan sebab compulsory, tapi sebab rindu nk dgr syarah Sir El ni hoooooo - malas nk berilmiah dlm post kali ni, konklusinya Tuan Faisal tu auraaaaanya pun, persis crush lama aku Anuar Zain. Karisma tok sah habaq, hati sudah ada taman kahkahkahkah SEKIAN~

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i was tagged by the lovely @iconicmagnus thank youuuu!!

rules: answer 20 questions and tag 20 followers you would like to get to know better

name: Nabilah

Nickname: nab it’s not cool or anything it’s simple i like it im also rambling

Zodiac sign: gemini but like i think im a cusp of gemini and cancer idk

Height: 154 cm which is  5'1"

Orientation: bi bi bi

Nationality: Singaporean

Favourite fruit: mangoes but i love fruit so like persimmons, watermelons, oranges, guavas, lemons, rambutans gimme gimme them all just not durian 

Favourite flower: i dont think i have one but baby’s breath are pretty and roses but just a single stalk not a whole bunch

favourite scent: anything fresh or woodsy or like something that reminds me of the sea

favourite animal: JELLYFISHES

coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: tea

average hours of sleep: 4-6 maybe

cat or dog: honestly neither not because i hate animals im just not the pets type of person, but prolly cats

favourite fctional character: how can you make me choose???? okay umm magnus bane for sure i have alot of reasons that i will not list out here because reasons and also nymphadora tonks

number of bankets you sleep with: one fluffy red one, a gift from my best friend. its too hot to sleep in more than 1

dream trip: oooh greece

blog created: 2016

number of followers: uhhh well this honestly shocked me but 2648 they’re all even numbers and it’s so satisfying 

imma tag @runeshadows @warlocks-nephilim @euphoriclightwood @bane-woods @dazzlefray @maiasunshineroberts @magnusdear @downworlddads @magnuslightswood @pumpkinpetals @jacelghtwood and anyone else who wants to do this cuz 20 people is alot

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Made up exclamations and/or swear words in fantasy novels:

Any variation of "saints" or "gods", perfectly acceptable.

"Tiger's tits", elite.

"Scrumming" to replace "fucking", absolutely fucking not. Jail.

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People hate haunted (tv) lmao. GUYS DO YOU HEAR THE FUCKING BASS IT'S SEXY AF HOW DO YOU NOT LOVE IT. But the echoes god fucking awful. Hate it. Might just be gaslighting myself but pretty sure the original didn't have the echoes.

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Lmao i just panicked when a friend i haven't talked to in a while asked if i was okay. "Fuck i've overshared on main"

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Educators have no business being condescending what the fuck

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Kill your darlings dane dehan and dan radcliffe give off total victor vale and eli cardale vibes. Try to change my mind.

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It just occured to me that kit and anna lightwood also speak welsh. And cecily probably calls them (and alexander) cariad and bach and excuse me i am soft

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"Oscar Wilde was Matthew’s dog, who James had found wandering on the streets of London and presented to Matthew."

Presented. James Herondale found a dog and was like "Math look doggo, you have a child now"

He just fucking thought my best friend can love that dog

i love them so much

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James Herondale: *is harassed by demons bcs his grandfather is a prince of hell*

Lucie Herondale: excuse me, i too am a grandchild of a prince of hell, pay attention to me!

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Wfh is going swimmingly. I just googled "how to add rows to table in word". I have a bachelor's degree.

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“Christopher is often here,” said James. “The house remains mostly intact.”

Lmao "mostly" bcs just 5 chapters ago kit shot an arrow through a closed window

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James Herondale and Matthew Fairchild make me so emotional fuck i love them so much

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07.04.2020

I know I say I'm here if you ever need to talk to be completely honest I don't care. I can't even make myself care about my own emotional baggage, how the everliving fuck am I supposed to empathise with someone else's shit. Sometimes I just laugh because stop being so fucking dramatic, you're fine. And then I feel guilty because it matters, of course it matters. But fuck do I just want people to stop. Because what the fuck am I supposed to say to that? How the fuck am I meant to react? I'm so fucking tired of trying and failing to empathise and having to pretend.