#my voice sounds awful

[xx-thedarklord-xx]

The only cool thing about getting sick is what it does to your voice. I could never sound this low if I tried

[dinnerthyme]

[shalomniscient]

all the hoyofair animations were incredible but moonlit bamboo forest was just on a different level. that was genuinely so beautiful and a remarkable experience, i have no words at all. 10/10 in terms of animation, voice acting, sound design, soundtrack, just perfect. so, so many kudos to the passion paris team and all those involved in its creation

[snzluv3r]

i woke up with the itchiest, messiest cold oh my god i should’ve been at work half an hour ago and i haven’t even left yet because i keep sneezing and i’m so congested it’s gross

[bigfemboyenergy]

wish me luck guys its dio monologue day…(i am suuuper embarrassed about it but who cares if i can pretend to pick my nose for a monologue i can dio pose as i yell “za warudo! toki wo tomare!”…)

[mitamicah]

I feel like I should probably put it here as well:

[slowdive1994]

hii anon who sent me that ask, ILY and i tried to make a vid of me singing that as a song, but i fucked up and deleted ur ask accidentally so heres me answering it + a shitty vid <3

confessing smth i thought abt you: youre so cool and cooler than me

(tbh i think that abt most of my mutuals bc ✨insecurity✨)

honestly so real of anon can we get a round of applause

anyways heres the song

ANYWAYS BYE ILY ANON YOURE SO COOL

[tamagotchikgs]

no ones home u kno what THAT means,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, nothing except i get to harass my bf with voice notes saying i love them instead of texts

[supercool-here]

It never occurred to me that foreheads could be attractive and even sexy until I met Andrew Scott

[amoripomoea]

thank you @apollodalizard for the inspiration for this 🫡🫡 this was pretty fun to make honestly

(the discord saw this first btw you should also join it)

[romaritimeharbor]

aww they're all so cute! i'm sure nothing bad happens to them, because nothing bad ever happens in this game. ahahah. right? right?

[the-oracle-of-the-lost]

i was going through some files and whatnot today and remembered that i had started to record a podfic of my Braxiatel character study And They Became Monsters (the fall of great men) awhile back. i had sort of planned to do a full podfic (and might still do one day!) but i fell off of it for various reasons. not least because the best microphone i have is connected to my shitty $8 earburds.

but anyways, it might be a little cringy & pretentious but here's the first and only chapter i did. i'm proud of making this despite the shitty British accent i use for a few lines (sorry to any Brits but i tried to do it all in an American accent and it wasn't working that way either). anyways if you haven't read the fic please feel free to listen and check the rest out on ao3!

music credit: Black Vortex by Kevin MacLeod

[corrodedcoughin]

okay so your trans art binge-reblog spree yesterday kinda synced up with me having Intense Gender Feels so please allow me the liberty of gently knocking at your inbox again bc I feel a mighty need to unleash some trans!Eddie headcanons on you >.>

imagine the sheer emancipation of Eddie growing out his hair again after he had cut it short when first moving in with Wayne but this time long hair feels different and so, so much freeing bc it's no longer a stupid social expectation rooted in sth that isn't even true about him but instead a personal choice, one deeply connected with the music that comforts and inspires him like nothing else

imagine the freedom of him first realizing he's trans and how things — maybe not all things but at least some of them — suddenly fell into place from just knowing who he is, even if back then he had no opportunity and no safe place to as much as think about trying to socially transition. just feeling like his authentic self for once, without the weight of others' preconceptions about all the arbitrary ways he's supposed to be. he might've been unable to tell anyone at that time but simply having that knowledge to himself was liberating from the years of having felt like there's sth wrong with him. liberating bc now he knew for a fact that there wasn't. how can this be wrong if it made him feel like himself for the first time maybe ever?

imagine him hesitantly knocking on his uncle's door in the middle of the night when he had no choice but to run away from home. imagine the surprise on Wayne's face and all the unyielding unquestioning trust and comfort he's got for him, so thorough and genuine that it only takes him a few days to come out despite the fear. and then Wayne's silence breaks into a question of what name his nephew would like to called then. the words startling soon-to-be-Eddie into a impulsive hug, which is returned with utmost care and with quiet thinking-out-loud rambling of whether Wayne's got any clothes that would fit his nephew and that he would feel comfortable in

imagine the joy when Eddie gets a fake ID from Reefer Rick one day

imagine him making friends with the rest of Corroded Coffin guys and, when he gathers the courage and trust to come out, being met with support, ranging from confusion and a promise to eventually get how any of it works and to respect Eddie's pronouns etc, to deep understanding that hardly needs words bc you know you're being seen for who you actually are

imagine Eddie working on his voice and ending up achieving some success partly thanks to singing along to his favorite songs and trying to learn harsh metal vocals and at first scaring everyone around by going over the top with them until he figures out ways to train his voice to be more masculine sounding without resorting to that kind of harshness (and developing multiple fun vocal stims on the way)

imagine Eddie getting together with Steve and as a bonus gaining the perfect person to get advice from when it comes to figuring out a workout routine for his purposes

imagine the relief of knowing there are multiple people who you can be your authentic self with and who love you for this and would never change a single thing about what makes you yourself

oof well, I kinda carried away "a bit" (meanwhile the Feels have only intensified further whoops) and these are in no particular order but I really hope you'll like this humble offering. have a restful fulfilling weekend💜

LIAM!!!! LIAM!!!!! I am always ready for transing the narrative (been in some gender struggles too so let’s be in this together 🤝) I’m going to be running commentary replying so if it’s incoherent or accidentally cover something said later I’m sorry!!

- the hair!! YES!!! I feel like he had long hair before and felt pushed into have short hair in order to be taken seriously in his identity but what he always really wanted to be was ‘just a boy with long hair’ and the more it grows the happier he gets becuase THIS!! THIS!!! Is who he feels like he should have always been!!! This feel RIGHT! When it gets past the length of being ‘acceptable’ for a boy and starts brushing his shoulders he hasn’t never felt more strongly that he is Right. That this is Who He Is, this is Eddie Munson and Eddie Munson is a societal expectation-dodging BOY

- THE ACCEPTANCE AND REALISATION!!! What if he was going around as a child saying kid stuff like ‘when will I grow a beard?’ And being hushed by his elders (before Wayne). Going along with what was given to him, be it toys or clothes because his family didn’t have a lot so he’s not going to ask for more but knowing that they didn’t feel right. That he was performing a character for these people and hoping it would be enough for them, for himself. It’s not, something still feels wrong and he can’t figure out. But then, then he gets the keys to the kingdom, he moves in with Wayne and Wayne gives him some money and sets him loose in the thrift shop. At the start he sifts through the girl’s rails but all of the sizes are wrong for him. So wayne just suggests the boys racks because hey it’s just T-shirts and we need to get you stuff that fits. He guides eddie to the plain T-shirts, not thinking much of it. Not thinking it’ll be a Realisation in the young mind of his nephew. Eddie goes home with 2 boys T-shirts that day and from then on gravitates to exclusively wearing them. Next thrift shop visit eddie makes a beeline to the boys section and doesn’t look back.

- AHHH WAYNE AND COMING OUT I LOVE YOUR VERSION!!! What about Wayne passing a couple of shirts on to Eddie? A hat too? And a belt because god knows Eddie’s buying the jeans that hide his hips and needs something to hold them up. Wayne starts calling eddie ‘son’ and ‘boy’. Every time it’s like Christmas lights have been turned on behind his eyes. He feels dizzy with it, can’t contain himself, has to clench his fists to stop himself from shaking becuase this? This feels right. It fees Correct and knowing Wayne is here with him is the ballast he needs to secure himself on this unpredictable ride.

-CORRODED COFFIN SAYING ITS SO METAL OF HIM. (I personally also hc Gareth as trans so I like to think that Jeff and Freak are always ready to be Boys and show them Boy Stuff. Like alongside band practice they had Boy Practice at the start and now they can burp the alphabet in harmony and can armpit fart guitar solos and play fight and are just GOOFY)

- eddie going to a gig or band practice and then the next morning waking up with a slightly wrecked voice that he /loves/. He surreptitiously tries to maintain it, shouting lyrics in his room and just screaming sometimes but it starts to get painful and he accepts he has to find a different way. He listens to the radio with Wayne, asks to go with him when Wayne’s work friends plan a couple of drinks in one of their yards. Eddie gets to go to a couple, gets to listen to Wayne’s country and rock radio stations. Gets to hear these men talking and tries out phrases he hears when he’s on his own, records them on a tape deck he found in the thrift by luck one day. Records and re-records until he gets it right. Until he can prank call principle Higgins and get shouted at down the phone ‘I’ll find out who your father is boy! He’ll have your hide!’ The peak is when he goes into scoops and gets everything he wanted ‘hey man, how’s it going?’ From the offensively cute sailor with the big hands and strawberry sweet smile

- WORKOUT SUPPORT STEVE. YES. YES ABSOLUTELY!!! Steve showing him that he can’t just hit upper body every day, that he has to get everywhere. That he needs to make his core thicker if he wants that boy look. That working on his quads and calves will help, he promises it won’t leave him a big butt and tiny waist. (Not unless he wants Steve’s routine, that boy is going to work on his ass-ets okay?) eddie doing his first full push up with Proper Form and feeling the muscles in his back move and thinks yes. This is Good. God knows he’s not great at sticking to it but when it serves a purpose and it means he gets to ogle his boyfriend? Kind of a win win

- TBE LAST POINT!!! Yes!!! Eddie living in subconscious fear for so long that he pushes the very notion of being a Boy down. so far Down and Away that he won’t ever let it see the light of day. Or so he thinks. He tells himself that he is fine, that this is fine. But it isn’t and he doesn’t know what feels wrong. Until it slowly starts to change at a glacial speed. He tries different things. Starting only in his room, makes jokes that he thinks he can get away with in front of Wayne. Pushes it further, does more Boy things with corroded coffin. Sees that it’s okay? They are okay with it? With how he is? Sees that Wayne just nods at him and doesn’t make a fuss? That Wayne’s friends don’t bay an eye somehow? (Sure some guys at work do, but Wayne makes sure they know where their opinions aren’t wanted. That Wayne and his group aren’t to be taken lightly on the topic of Wayne’s nephew)

Eddie experiencing so much acceptance and love and there being so venom in it. No ‘waiting’ for it all to pass and Eddie to go back to ‘normal’. Eddies never been normal and that’s a badge he starts to wear with pride. With defiance. Knowing that he has everyone he could ever need how could be not?

[gxtzeizm]

as i already told you this afternoon, here's my footyblr accent challenge and yeah....guess that you need to lower your volume a little bit first especially for earphone/headphone user since i literally having a poor audio quality icl 😭😭

[wickershells]

hmm I know I’ve said this to friends but can’t remember if I’ve said it on here. like the only role of timothée’s I’ve ever been able to immerse myself in is bones and all. the sensitive yet sleazy bummer american half-starved to death just suits him in ways the complex intergalactic genocidal despot paul atreides for example does not. or willy damn wonka

[jasonisaacs]

I have to ask what got you into Jason Isaacs because I’m very into him because I only recently discovered him as Capn Hook and that was it for me

ohhh thank you so much for asking!! i think a lot of people discovered jason from peter pan too hehe he is so tasty as captain hook 🤤

i actually became a fan of jason back in late 2019 when i was watching ‘the dark crystal: age of resistance’ netflix show with my parents! i saw his name in the credits and i said “who is that?” and my dad replied “that’s the guy who played captain hook in that live action peter pan movie”

i didn’t believe him because i couldn’t remember anything about that film (i hadn’t watched it in a loooong time) and i had never heard jason’s name before so i decided to google him and i saw photos of him, watched some of his interviews and boom- that was it… i haven’t stopped thinking about him ever since!! ☺️💖

becoming a fan of jason truly changed my life, he means so much to me 🥹