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karma's a relaxing thought
aren't you envious that for you it's not?
(karma, taylor swift)
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I think I made you up in my head - chapter two
Ah, yes, here it is. Part two of the total drama horror anthology no-one asked for. This chapter has already been posted on Wattpad (as have two others) but fuck it, I like it here.
Fair warning, it does get pretty deep pretty quickly. So, let’s get into it.
Chapter Two - I stared at my mirror; the mirror stared back
Trigger warning - eating disorders, self-harm (mentioned briefly) and blood/gore.
If you're not comfortable, please skip. 💛
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Axel's complexion lightened as his eyes bulged from his head. His head was spinning, and the confined basement he was in was not making the situation any better.
"Someone... someone else's turn? What are you going to do to me? Fuck, I didn't tell anyone I was coming out here. Oh god, oh god. No-one's gonna find me..." Axel panted, his body aflame with anxiety as he felt his heart pounding in his head. The slight weight of a dainty hand on his shoulder broke his haze and brought him back into reality. He shook her hand off, backing away from Izzy slowly with his hands held up in surrender.
"Don't touch me! Please... wha- what do you mean? What do you want from me?!" he pleaded, his earlier arrogant façade cracking to reveal a vulnerable, scared young man.
Izzy looked at him, the flicker of the flame reflected brightly in her dull green eyes. She sighed before backing up to the brick wall, sliding down before falling in a lump on the cold floor. Her thin index finger traced over the scars on her wrist she had hidden behind her jacket and whimpered.
Izzy spoke softly, barely audible to her frightened guest. "They never stop screaming. I try to close all the doors in my brain to silence them but they still haunt me. Slowly creeping... like a dense cloud blocking out the sun. Nothing will stop them, at least nothing I do will stop them."
She raised her head again, eyes obscured by dishevelled strands of copper hair. Axel stared at her quizzically as if he had wandered into the psych ward accidentally. Clearly, he was standing in the basement of a schizophrenic hoarder who couldn't let the past die, and he wasn't going to stand for it.
"Listen, lady," he started, regaining his air of arrogance, "I've about had it up to here. I make a podcast about cursed movies and conspiracies to earn money, not to end up in a knock-off Warren's Occult Museum."
"You don't understand. You don't feel the darkness we felt," Izzy replied, staring over at the shelves. "The paranoia, the pain, the conviction that we lived in a sick man's simulation. But everything in here was bathed in the depravity of Total Drama, and like a cancerous tumour it infected us all."
Their eyes met - soulless against suspicious - and Axel took a step towards Izzy, crushing a fragment of broken glass in his wake. Kneeling to her level, he roughly took her chin in his hands and raised her face to look at him.
"You killed them," he accused Izzy, malice dripping from his voice.
Weakly, she responded, her voice getting caught in her throat. "N-no. I didn't. But I know what did."
She lifted her slim arm and gestured towards the shelves. "Those relics are tombstones. Go and pick your poison, if you really want to know what happened."
Axel stood up, wiping the glass fragments from his knees and cautiously wandered over to the winding labyrinth of shelves. His fingertips barely grazed the aged wood of the shelves, tracing the grooves and divots with his index finger. In the corner of his eye, a dark shadow passed him by, and he quickly whipped his head around to investigate. Turning to the shelf in front of him is when he saw the imposing dark figure: himself. Situated in his eye line was a sparkly pink hand mirror intricately embellished with golden sculpted roses. He leant in closer to the mirror; his reflection was a shell of himself, with black pits for eyes and a pitiful smile.
"You ought to be careful with that one, kid," Izzy warned him, rising to her feet and dusting the grime from her pants. "If you look too long, the darkness grows eyes. This I know all too well now."
Izzy walked up to Axel, slightly caressing the edge of the mirror. She sighed deeply.
"We all knew she was the prettiest from the moment she stepped onto that dock... But in a world of lions, you didn't want to be fresh meat."
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It was no secret to anyone that Chris didn't cast Lindsay for her personality. The shark had smelt blood when he saw her audition tape. Looking back on it now, her fate was sealed in those fleeting seconds.
Lindsay sat atop her bed cross-legged, her dog perched in her lap. Her hair had been brushed to be its silkiest, and the photos on her dresser cemented the point she was making.
"I have bikinis for every season, even the ones not listed on the calendar," she chirped, reflecting her archetype of the dumb blonde.
She was the dream girl for any man: honey blonde and curvy. Her 'assets' warranted attention from creeps shrouded in anonymity behind their computer screens and TV executives alike. Unsolicited strokes and caresses were handed to her regularly, and she lavished in the attention that her looks had bestowed onto her. The early bloomer with the IQ of a thumbtack was a thirst trap for the reality TV crowd, yet the elephant in the room was never addressed.
No one seemed to care that she was sixteen.
For those of us in her different teams, we witnessed these infidelities and stood idly by, our mouths wired shut by clauses, contracts and never-ending fine print. Lindsay may not have been the brightest bulb in the bunch, but the correlation between her body and the positive attention she was receiving was crystal clear to her. She felt the pressure of public scrutiny if she gained weight, had a pimple or even covered up her chest. It was during Action that the red flags appeared... I'd give anything to go back and change it all.
Half-empty bottles of lip gloss were scattered on the bunk bed as Lindsay struggled to find a colour that brought out the highlights in her hair. In her left hand, firmly grasped, was an antique hand mirror that she had repainted herself to match her personality. She applied a liberal layer of rosy-pink gloss onto her lips and puckered them together, staring at the shine in the mirror. A sharp gasp escaped from her lips as her blue eyes widened like saucers. Her gaze was transfixed on her mirror as she moved it around, attempting to shake what she saw away.
"Um, guys..." Lindsay started, a slight panic present in her voice. "There's someone in my mirror."
A bald girl scoffed and rolled her eyes, resettling her focus onto her nails. "No shit, Sherlock. It's supposed to be there. That's a reflection."
A faint, obnoxious voice could be heard from out the open window of the trailer.
"Actually, the presence of a reflection is due to photons coming off of an object to strike the smooth surface of the mirror, which subsequently causes them to bounce back at the same angle, ergo creating a person's reflection." Harold corrected from afar.
"Shut it, dweeb!" Heather called out, throwing a hairbrush at the boy.
"That hurt, GOSH!"
Lindsay became visibly more and more terrified by what she was seeing. Small tears began to pool in the outer corner of her eyes as her lips trembled fiercely. The mirror slipped between her fingers and landed with a muted thud on the orange carpeted floor as the blonde held onto her face protectively. A hairline fracture snaked its way across the glass, briefly eclipsing a dark smudge that quickly disappeared.
None of us girls took Lindsay's claims to heart. She always said that someone was looking at her through her mirror; hardly a surprise from the girl who couldn't remember her boyfriend's name. Something in Lindsay changed that day, and all of us were in the dark. She still fell victim to the paedophilic adoration of Chris McLean and his lackeys - submitting to every squeeze and fondle - but something in her eyes showed that her comfort in her own skin had dwindled.
The water tap squeaked as a thin stream of water dripped out, moistening her toothbrush. She brushed violently, minty foam spilling from her mouth as she desperately washed the taste away. It had consumed her waking thoughts; her mind constantly flashing back to what she had seen. Fear enveloped her in its heavy blackness, picking at her deepest insecurities. Her throat burned from the acid and the bitterness of the bile seemed to stain her tongue.
She stared at her mirror and shook her head, lightly tracing the crack on its surface.
"I can't become fat like Hannah. I'll never win my trip to Paris that way."
In the mirror, her reflection began to warp and distort, but Lindsay placed it back on the counter face down. Her hand wavered over the handle for what seemed like hours, and when she tentatively picked it up again, etched in what looked like blood spelt out an ominous message: EYE OF THE BEHOLDER.
In the weeks following Action's conclusion, images of Lindsay in her Wonder Woman costume were plastered on every tabloid site, every fan page and in every pervert's special photo folder. Her next two seasons played out very much the same, with sideways glances from the production crew eye-raping her on every occasion and her appearance being flaunted for more ratings. Gone was the girl with the backbone of steel who had stood up against Heather in a passionate act of defiance. In her place was an airhead overcome with fear and self resentment.
The click-clacking of her boots against the pavement was all Lindsay could focus on as the world went by around her. Wolf-whistles and cat-calls plagued her at every corner she walked past. She would usually stare into every shop window she passed by, gazing dreamily at purses on sale or new makeup products, but nowadays she scarcely looked twice. Not because she wasn't still obsessed with fashion, as she would always be. She never looked at her reflection because 'it' would be there. Every mirror, every window stared back at her.
She sat anxiously in the waiting room, fiddling with the hem of her skirt as she avoided the stares from the man next to her who was blatantly looking down her top. Her chest, whilst still well endowed, had shrunk, as had the rest of her body and it was starting to become obvious to those closest to her.
"Lindsay Marriott?"
Lindsay rose from her chair silently and followed, being lead down a short hallway into a room. Posters of the food pyramid and anatomical models were plastered on the walls as the strong scent of sanitiser attacked her nostrils. She sat down lightly, blonde hair cascading over her shoulders and forehead. The usual small talk took place before the woman placed the cold diaphragm of the stethoscope onto Lindsay's back. Her vertebrae were prominent through her skin, sticking up tall like mountain peaks. The doctor breathed out a small sigh before sitting down across from her.
"Lindsay, would you mind standing on the scale for me?"
She timidly nodded her head, rising and walking towards the scale. Lindsay removed her shoes and stepped onto the scales, the doctor over her shoulder writing down the number. Settling back into their seats, the doctor stared into the eyes of her patient and how their bright blue hue was a stark contrast to her fatigued, gaunt face.
"Honey, you've lost five kilograms since your last visit. You're bordering on becoming dangerously underweight. I think it's time we seek psychological intervention. When was the last time you ate a proper meal without purging?" the doctor asked, an air of concern apparent in her voice.
Tears began to drip down Lindsay's cheeks as she spoke between sobs. "Months... I can't eat... it won't let me eat."
"Who won't let you eat?" the doctor looked quizzically at the young girl who was averting her eyes now.
"The person in my mirror," Lindsay answered matter-of-factly before lifting her head. Behind the doctor's head was a wall-mounted mirror, where she could visibly see herself and the back of the physician. A slow ripping sound filled Lindsay's head as the back of the doctor's shirt split into letters written by an unknown force.
"Lindsay, are you okay? You've gone quite pale. I'll take your blood pressure."
As the doctor turned around, red, pointed letters were emblazoned on the doctor's back.
EYE OF THE BEHOLDER.
Lindsay jumped from her chair with a yelp and ran for the exit, bypassing the crowd of people in the waiting area.
That was the last anyone saw of Lindsay in public before... well... it's hard to put a word to what happened. Text messages to her phone went unread as she slowly slipped into her own self-imposed isolation. Her sister Paula would visit weekly and give us updates, but they were never anything to ignite our hopes or positive outlooks. On her last visit, she recalled that the stench of vomit would follow you around as plates of fly-blown, half-eaten meals were stacked up on the benches. Any mirrors in the apartment had been covered with blankets or covered with masking tape and the windows were blacked out with newspapers. Something had gotten its claws into Lindsay's head, and it was not going to let go.
The porcelain was cold against Lindsay's exposed thighs as she sat on the edge of her bathtub. Her pink mirror sat just within reach on the edge of the counter. The abyss. She had been holding in her hands the view into the abyss. Slowly, her skeletal fingers reached for the mirror, clumsily grabbing it before raising it to her face. Time seemingly stopped as she stared into the mirror, analysing her face; the sunken eyes and teeth slowly yellowing and corroding from the years she had spent purging. Before her eyes, the mirror once again warped until it showed what years ago her peers thought she had falsely identified as her own reflection.
Staring back at her was a decrepit woman with a face as bloated and waxy as a waterlogged corpse. Brown matted hair was plastered onto its face, slightly obscuring its eyes. Two large white orbs with pinpoint black pupils bore into Lindsay's soul as a grotesque smile crept upon its face, stretching its width from ear to ear. A silent scream left Lindsay's lips as black liquid began to seep from its eyes, nose and mouth, pooling at the base of its chin. In front of her was the shadow that had haunted her since she was sixteen, staring at her endlessly in every reflection, punctuating how ugly she perceived herself to be. Edging closer and closer towards the mirror, Lindsay couldn't tear her eyes away, paralysed in terror as faint whines wafted from under her bathroom door.
Paula found her three days later. The poor thing, I don't think the sight has ever left her, and in God's graces, I don't think it ever will. There's not enough therapy on this fucking planet that can erase that from the human psyche.
Paula walked into the apartment, distracted by a low buzzing sound. As she walked towards her sister's bedroom, calling out her name, the sound began to crescendo and a singular fly flew past her head. A distinct smell of rot and decomposition filled the air as she advanced slowly to the closed door of the bathroom. Her perfectly manicured hand gripped the knob strongly as she turned it, opening the door slightly. A swarm of flies buzzed through the open door, obscuring Paula's vision in a haze of black. As her eyes settled, they landed on what the flies had been inhabiting: Lindsay's corpse. Paula tried and failed to suppress gags as she saw her sister's dead body, eyes gouged out by her own hand in an attempt to stop what she had seen. A tacky layer of old blood surrounded Lindsay's head as hundreds of squirming bugs wriggled around in her empty eye sockets. Laying ornamentally atop the pink hand mirror were two eyeballs; their blue sparkle dulled and glazed over.
Scrawled in lipstick all over the walls of the room was one simple phrase.
EYE OF THE BEHOLDER. EYE OF THE BEHOLDER. EYE OF THE BEHOLDER.
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"In my head, Lindsay didn't fall victim to herself," Izzy concluded, staring at her appalled guest, "she fell victim to the industry. The sharks in suits who groomed her and fed her insecurities until the societal norms of beauty ate her from the inside."
Axel stepped wearily away from the shelf, in way over his head now. What had started as a cash-grab to use as a clickbait-eqsue podcast had now escalated to a trip to hell... and once you're in hell, only the devil can help you out.
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Chapter 2
Chapter 2 ---- Hate Me (Blue October)
“It’s been two days, why hasn't she woken up yet?”
“Give it time Master Timothy. Sometimes it takes time for Kryptionans to heal.”
A sigh is heard and I feel a gentle squeeze on my right hand and a soft kiss on the left side of my forehead. “Trust me, she’s healed by now. This is just the rest she needs before she wakes up.” A soft touch on my foot causes me to sigh softly in my sleep, “It’s okay Dick, Clark, Alfred and I will watch her. You should go be with your fianc��.”
My right hand is lifted and a kiss is placed on it. ‘Don’t leave me.’ The squeeze on my hand tightens and another kiss happens before my hand is lowered to my side and the warmth of the hand holding mine is gone. ‘Marshmallow? Please, stay.’
A whisper is right beside my right ear, “I wish I had waited for you. Please wake up soon Princess.” Hearing his clothes move as he stands up, “You’ll tell me when she wakes up? Even if I’m with Babs?” All the breathing in the room stops for a moment as I can feel all their eyes on me. “Bruce, Clark, I’m sorry.” Footsteps echo through the cave as Dick walks up and out causing a silent tear to slip from my eye.
“So everyone replaced me?” My voice is soft as my eyes are still closed. Hearing Bruce take the chair on my right where Dick just sat he sighs while Clark sits on my left side. “I know. I just disappeared. There was no trace, no leads, no news. I was just gone. Locked away in a warehouse in New Mexico. Experimented on. Abused, used, broken down and turned into Lex Luthor and Ra’s Al Ghul’s personal plaything and a weapon.” I sigh as I slowly open my eyes. “You know what kept me going?”
Clark looks at me with water in his eyes but a straight face, “The fact your family is out there?” His voice betrays the emotion in his eyes. It’s cold and distant, making me push myself into the bed to hide.
“Clark. Stop it.” Bruce chides him and looks at me with questioning eyes, “Was it Dick? Because it wasn’t even a week after you disappeared that we found out that you two were soulmates.” His eyes watch mine with an intense look.
“It wasn’t just him. And It wasn’t just knowing my family was out there. It was every time Cat was sent to fight, I would get to see you. Hear you and be with you. Even if you were attacking me and didn’t know it was me. I got to be with you again.” I sigh and try to sit up until Clark shakes his head gently pushing me back down. “Right, damage to my body from the pure Kryptonite.” I try to giggle, “This was my 30th attempt at escaping. Surprised Lex hasn't called or an assassin hasn’t been sent to find me.”
Both Bruce and Clark look at eachother, “A red hooded, gun wielding man was there right after you fainted.” My eyes widen and Bruce continues, “He made us promise to keep you safe and away from your masters.”
“Wait!” I sit up fast and hiss gripping the blankets tight from the pain, “He showed himself to you? Is he here? Bruce I need to see Zombie.” I close my eye tight and breath slowly as I ease myself to remain sitting up. “It’s okay. I’m okay. Just breathe Lyds. Breathe.” In through my nose and out through my mouth I’m breathing until the pain passes and I look to Bruce with excitement.
Bruce raises an eyebrow, “He never said his name he just made us promise to keep you away from Lex and Ra’s. After that he disappeared, what’s his importance Lydia?” Bruce leans forward putting his elbows on his knee and his hands under his chin.
“I’m not allowed to tell. That’s his place when he is ready to confront you. Just give the Zombie time.” I sigh and look over at the different Robin costumes Bruce keeps in the cave. “He will return one day. I promise that.” I turn back, “I’m the reason she’s in a wheelchair.”
“Who?”
A soft smirk plays on my lips, “My soulmate’s fiance.” My eyes flash red quickly then back to my natural green color.
“What.” Bruce’s voice is a low soft growl causing my breathing to stop for a moment from fear.
I watch both of them stand up and look at me like I’m Lex Luthor or Doomsday ready to attack them. They both get in a stance to either defend themselves or attack me. “It was a mission from Ra’s that went wrong. J was never supposed to be involved and I was only supposed to make her suffer.” I look Bruce in the eyes as I hover out of the bed and onto the floor. Little did I know Dick and Barbara were around the corner listening.
***Flashback***
I stand straight as a board in the presence of the Great One. Ra’s walks slowly back and forth in front of me. My eyes stay straight looking out the window behind him with Talia and Damien in the corners of my eyes beside the window. Ra’s stops in front of me placing his hands behind his back.
“The girl is to suffer, no permanent damage is to come from her. Your mission is to go in, get information about what Bruce Wayne is doing. Fight back if necessary, no killing. This needs to be a quick and clean mission. Thus, why I chose you, my Death Angel.” He smirks at the name and my body gives a slight shudder at his facial feature.
“Yes master. I will do as you ask.” My eyes move from looking behind him to looking into his soulless eyes. “I will find Barbara Gordon and get the information from the former Batgirl. She will talk.” My eyes flash red and the light from them illuminates Ra’s face for a split second then becomes dimly light by the candle lit surrounding us.
‘He just wants to know where Uncle Bruce is so Talia can play the man again. Trip to Gotham City here I come.’ I walk with a passion down the hall of the compound to my small dimly lit Kryptonite covered room. I grab my black katana, two dark grey and green daggers and a duffel bag of civilian clothes. ‘Barbara Gordon, be ready for Cat.’
I walk out of my room to see Damien Wayne standing with his left hand on the hilt of his sword. “Cat.”
“Child.”
Damien rolls his eyes as a frown appears on his lips, “Tt, I am ten years old and better at combat then you, alien.”
My eyes glow a deep red as I push him out of the way and start to walk away, “Damien, learn to hold your tongue, aliens are known to kill the weak ones below us.” I hear him muttering off in the distance as I leave the compound building. Running along the top of the wall until I leap and fly off into the air.
‘So, coming to Gotham? Does that mean I finally get to meet the Princess in my head?’ I softly giggle at the voice in my head as I hear the all to0 familiar voice in my head.
‘Sadly Marshmallow, no. I won’t be able to meet you. I have been tasked to meet Barbara Gordon.’ It’s going to be a long trip back to Gotham from somewhere in the middle of the Pacific Ocean. What if I can give Barbara a note letting Bruce know where I am and I could finally be free and go home. I look up and barrel roll to my left to avoid a dolphin jumping out of the water. “Magnificent.”
Landing on top of the Wayne Enterprises building looking down at the people in broad daylight. I drop my duffel bag beside a glass class with the Bat symbol on it. I open it up and put on my civilian clothes before I become invisible and float down the back of the building and land behind a tree at the back door to the building. I become visible again before I walk out from behind the tree. "GCPD, wonder if Gordon or Cash is working today."
I open the door to the Gotham City Police Department and I see the usual chaos going on. Guards moving thugs around, breaking up fights from thugs in holding cells, and police yelling over each other. I see the door that has Commissioner Gordon's name on it with a red headed woman standing in the door. “I’ll see you later dad, I have stuff to go do.” She walks out closing the door behind her. I duck and look away as she passes by me, “Cash, I’ll see you.”
Staying in the shadows I follow the red head to her apartment building, coated in the orange glow of the setting sun. Barbara walks up into the building to the third floor, entering her apartment and turning on her computer.
“What are you looking at little girl?”
I jump back into the shadows of the alley and turn to see Joker himself, “What are you doing here clown?” My eyes narrow as I see him snarl and clinch his hands at his side. I snort and place my hand on my hip, “I’m waiting Joker. What, do you want?”
Joker takes a step towards me, “Listen here girl, I want Barbara Gordon and you, you’re gonna help me.” He pulls me more into the depths of the alley and tells me his plan.
A little while later, I become invisible and stand beside Joker at Barbara’s front door. I sigh beside him as he knocks on her door. The instant I see the door open I quickly rush into Barbara’s apartment right as I see the Joker shoot her causing me to stop dead in my tracks. “ARE YOU INSANE Joker?” I become visible and rush to her side, “Barbara, breath, just breathe.” I hear a gun cock again and look up to see down the barrel of the gun. “Joker,” My hand slowly starts to search Barbara for a panic button to signal Batman or Alfred something bad has happened to her. “Don’t do this. She’s innocent, She hasn’t done anything to you.”
Joker pushes the gun closer to my head, “Shut up and take the photos of her.” He tosses a camera towards me and I catch it in one hand. I look at Barbara and she closes her eyes and looks away as I start taking photos of her bleeding out. Maniacal laughter fills the room before Joker grabs the camera from me and leaves.
I sit beside Barbara and apply pressure to her abdomen where the bullet went into her. “I’m sorry, that wasn’t the plan. Ra’s Al ghul sent me to get information on Bruce. Joker was never supposed to be here and you were never supposed to be hurt.” I grab her phone and dial Commissioner Gordon's number before placing a Joker card on her chest and leaving a smiling cat drawing somewhere in the apartment.
*Present day*
“YOU!” I hear Barbara before I see her. “YOU WERE THERE WHEN THIS HAPPENED.” Her wheelchair comes around the corner and she motions to her body and the wheelchair. “How dare you do this to me. You're responsible for this."
I stand up and give her a blank face while meeting her eyes, “If it wasn’t for me you would have bled to death. If it wasn’t for me Gordon would never have been called. If it wasn’t for me, you wouldn’t be with my soulmate.” My eyes move from her to Richard then back to her, “I’m sorry, I was never meant to hurt you or let you be hurt. I watched over your recovery as much as I allowed to. Ra’s sent you the best doctor he could because he blamed me for letting Joker into your room.” I limp my first two steps as I walk towards her and Richard.
I look down at Barbara in her wheelchair as I stand next to her, “At least you have a family.” I stand up straight and look Richard in the eyes, “It’s fine to hate me, hate me for everything I haven’t done, but please, hate me so you can see what’s good for you.” I walk up the stairs to the kitchen to see Alfred. I write him a note with the address of my next destination before I leave.
Bruce, Clark, Barbara, and Dick are still down in the Batcave. Dick is the only one not looking up the stairs after where I went. Barbara speaks up first, “Good riddance freak.” She tries to wheel away towards the Batcomputer, however she can’t move. Dicks has a grip on the handles of her wheelchair. “Dick, you can let go now. She’s gone and won’t bother us again.” She reaches back to try and get his attention, “Come on, let’s plan our wedding.”
Dick pulls away from her torn between his heart and what he thought was his heart. “Do you blame her?” He looked at Clark and at Bruce for their answers. Bruce shakes his head as Clark shrugs. “I can’t hate her. I’m mad at her but I can’t hate her. Especially not now, not since I just got her back.” He looks down at his hands for an answer causing his eyes to narrow as he sees a hand being placed in his.
“Forget about her Dick. She’s a freak and she tried to kill me. Lydia admitted she’s the reason I'm in this wheelchair. We should hate her like we hate all the other villains.” Barbara’s hand closes around his until Dick pulls away looking at her like she’s insane. “Please, you wouldn’t throw away our future for someone who claims to be your soulmate and you wouldn’t leave me for the person that put me in this chair.” Her eyes narrow as she looks into the blue pools that make his eyes. She’s challenging him to fall in love with a villian, with me.
“Enough.”
Everyone turns to face Clark glaring at Barbara and Dick. “Enough. She is not a villain by choice. She could have let you die Barbara, but she didn’t. She is the one letting her soulmate marry someone who isn’t her.” Clark steps closer to the couple and lets out a slow breath, “Maybe you should hate her, it would be easier for you to live with yourself.” His eyes meet Dicks before he turns and flies away.
#lydia kent#Dick Grayson#Barbara Gordon#Joker#Chapter 2#Hate Me#Blue October#Main Story#Superman#Batman#Nightwing#Cat
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