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onetruechromosome · 2 months

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People cancelling on me last minute makes me so fucking stressed for some reason.

The reason is autism.

#Autism #neurodivergent #cancelling #my brain is in pain #I’ll get a lump in it

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scrumptiouswordsthings · 1 year

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I know that I will eventually finish of draft of this thesis, but right now it feels vaguely like staring at one of those optical illusions where you cannot identify a start or an end.

#am writing #writing pains #ma thesis #academic writing #my brain is in pain

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mayomkun · 5 months

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We'll carry on 🔍

#dead boy detectives #charles rowland #edwin payne #or is it #edwin paine #?#my art #anyway this showwww #they've been occupying my brain for the past week

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fulgurbugs · 9 months

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Guess who caught up in the manga

#everything went so wrong so fast in the manga. recommend reading if you like pain #fanart #myart #doodle time 😎#jjk #jujutusu kaisen #jjk manga spoilers #chosoyuki #yuki tsukumo #choso kamo #jjk choso #choso brain: weird ✅ offputting ✅ baby ❌ girl ❌. but who else could she possibly be referring to #yuki my beloved you were too good for gege he did you too dirty

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slavonicrhapsody · 3 months

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he doesn’t like to talk about it

#elden ring #rykard lord of blasphemy #messmer the impaler #rykard #messmer #my art #in my brain their relationship was like rykard thought messmer was really cool because of his curse #rykard might view his curse as a superpower… one that he’d have taken advantage of if he were born with it #but for messmer it causes him a lot of pain both physically and because it drives a wedge between him and his mother #and with rykard’s growing doubts about the golden order he’d ultimately see messmer serving marika as a weakness and he’d be disappointed #and maybe this even influenced rykard’s decision to pursue his own serpent??#to do what messmer should have done and use the serpent’s power to turn against the erdtree #basically like rykard was obsessed with messmer but later realized he wasnt as cool as he thought. sad!

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juniemunie · 9 months

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more deltarune sansnomaly cuz its feeding the ideas a lot

bonus:

#LISTEN #THERES SO LITTLE DELTARUNE SANS X READER #ITS PAINFUL #sansnomaly #PLS I HAVE SO MUCH MORE IDEAS OF DELTARUNE!ANOMALY #SO MANY COOL THEORIES #ROTTING MY BRAIN #deltarune sans #kris #deltarune #sans x reader #sans x self insert #junie art post #if you saw an edit no no you didnt thank you for not reblogging #and preserving that mistake #u can reblog now

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lesbiannieism · 5 months

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thinking about how charles and edwin talked for a few hours, decided they liked each other, and then proceeded to start a partnership that’s lasted longer than most marriages

#theyre married your honor #charles rowland #edwin payne #chedwin #please god tell me we’re not going with chedwin #this show is going to rot my brain #i have no regrets #dead boy detectives #edwin paine #painland #payneland

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moonxq · 1 month

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Qifrey as a character is so deeply rooted in anger and desperation and obsession and yet he's so incredibly patient and kind with his students. He guides them, he lets them heal, he gives them the words he desperately wanted as a child. He doesn't use his pain as an excuse to take it out on his students. He's not perfect, he absolutely gets blinded by his desperation at times, but his priority will always be to protect the futures of those he cares for (even as his own falls apart). He doesn't want anyone acting as recklessly as he does but he won't ever stop being reckless for their sakes. His gentleness and kindness are not things he started out with, but things he learned and fought to grasp and keep and pass on to the ones he loves. Qifreyyyy

#witch hat atelier #qifrey #the questionable choices he makes to protect the peace he has gained and the people he cares about spin in my brain constantly #he can't accept a helping hand though he constantly offers it himself #he doesn't want to lose what he's gained but if he deals with everything alone he most certainly will #qifrey you idiot (affectionate) (pained)#moonxq posts #wha spoilers

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abbeyofcyn · 1 year

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Krang infection 43

#rottmnt #krang infection comic #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt donnie #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt leo #my art #rottmnt mikey #rottmnt raph #rottmnt casey junior #cw implied brain surgery #krangified donnie #did you know you didn’t have pain receptors in your brain?

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hinamie · 16 days

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so just know, I'm healing / even though it don't feel like it

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#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #yuji itadori #fushiguro megumi #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #fushiita #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #good evening it is past midnight and i am here furthering the itfs scar kissing agenda #stumbled across the insp pic buried in my likes and i went oh this is relevant in the opposite direction :) I Can Use This :)#op has some of my fav itfs fanart ill b so real n tht piece ws swimming around in my brain fr Days #so i told myself today my reward for submitting my zine checkin wld b drawing yuuji kissing megumi's scars #also pls observe. /this/ is what i mean when i say tht megumi receiving affection looks like he is unsure and in mild pain #Does Not Know How To Respond To Affection Even From His Own Boyfriend.png #i LOVE drawing megu with this expression so sosos much the downcast sidelong gaze + furrowed brow.....#its SO good #also idk what i did with his hair here but the render actually turned out so well ?? best megu hair to date every1 pls clap #not 2 mention th shape of yuuji's bangs???? pats self on th back no offense but i am on fire w these boys' hair lately #that being said i decided i did not want to render anything else ddfdfjjghdjgf i got tired #kept the rest flat n took the opportunity to play around w light chromatic abberation on the scars #idk if any1 noticed but i found th retro film filter n used it a bunch on my recent comic #its so convenient it comes w built in noise n everything!!!!!!#anyway . caption is salt fv <333 if u care <333333 #i think it is also a megu song but like . a post-canon megu song #i thought this wld take longer bc i was planning on rendering everything so i cracked an energy drink and am tragically awake #shld i start smth new we shall see smile :)

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chaoticace2005 · 7 months

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I stopped the clip of Angel and Nuggets reuniting and excuse me but what the FUCK

LOOK AT THIS GUY! LOOK AT HIM!!!!!

LET HIM BE HAPPY!!!!!

ALSO FAT NUGGETS’ FACE?! THE AMOUNT OF LOVE HE HAS FOR ANTHONY?! IF THAT PIG GETS HURT—

VALENTINO WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?! I AM GOING TO K I L L YOU

#letangelbegenuinelyandinnocentlyhappymore #I swear to fuck #part of my brain says that but the other part says ANGST #however painful angel’s arc is we better get an equal amount of comfort and fluff #hazbin hotel #angel dust #angel dust hazbin hotel #fat nuggets #hazbin hotel screenshots #anthony hazbin hotel

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cane-goth · 3 months

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Pain is hard to deal with. It’s not wrong or bad or selfish to feel angry or depressed or to grieve.

You’re not a bad person for having a lower tolerance for things that annoy and irritate you when your pain is flaring.

You’re not a bad person for having little to no libido when your pain is flaring.

You’re not a bad person for expressing you are in pain and discomfort, even if you’ve done it “too much” according to the mean voice in your head.

Be patient with yourself and give yourself the space to safely experience the mental toll chronic pain takes on you.

#pounding this into my own brain tbh #chronic illness #disability #chronic pain #disabled #cripple punk #chronically ill #self care reminder

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tea-cat-arts · 4 months

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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will

#svsss #scum villian self saving system #shen qingqiu #shen yuan #the fact that people think scum villain #-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me #especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater #heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series #he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters #(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters #like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx #I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes #side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me #i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation #but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years #like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain #the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too #+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu #as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people #another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does #also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be #he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students #and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing #+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this #but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy

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rrogueamendiares · 1 year

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i just wanted to hold you in my arms

#they haunt me actually #i read a fic a few days ago where ww was a ghost and it was so GOOD and painful and it's living rent free in my mind since #as usual im shit at vocalising my brain rot in english so. just know that im thinking abt them constantly #trigun #trigun 1998 #trigun maximum #it's a mix lol #vash the stampede #nicholas d. wolfwood #vashwood #my art #trigun fanart #vashwood fanart #trigun spoilers #trimax spoilers

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biruesque · 1 year

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Miss Utena, don't you know how much I've always despised you?

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#revolutionary girl utena #rgu #shoujo kakumei utena #sku #tenjou utena #utena tenjou #utena #himemiya anthy #anthy himemiya #anthy #utenthy #utenanthy #utena x anthy #biruesque art #these two scenes are my favorite from the anime #yes i like pain can u tell #listen i think anthy did believe that her dying would have reset the cycle or something #a way for her to save utena from her fate #it happening right after cantarella has done so much damage to my brain

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irenespring · 2 months

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Really I think nothing shouts "my first Presidential election as a politically active person was 2016" more than the fact that when I feel hope and excitement for the future (possible President Harris) for more than five minutes I immediately get a crushing, all-consuming anxiety of "feeling this positive emotion now is going to make it so much worse when the worst thing possible happens" to the extent that I'll probably need my break-glass-in-case-of-emergency anxiety medication.

#politics #us politics #kamala harris #donald trump #2016 election #2024 elections #personal post #I can't feel any hope about politics without my brain reflexively shutting it down in case things get too nice before the fall #I know Harris has flaws #But I just like her--she's more progressive and feels joy and isn't shy about hating Trump #But then my brain is like “do not get attached or The Pain will be worse later”#This happened in 2020 too---I couldn't believe it when we won I was so busy preparing for the worst #harris for president #democrats #vote democrat #seriously vote democrat #If you are following me or reading my fic and capable of voting in the US election and are not voting Democrat please feel free to fuck off #You're the reason Trump won in 2016 and if you prove my anxiety brain right I hope all your food comes out burnt for the rest of your life #good thing I have therapy tomorrow

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