#my blog is a safe space for emotional bitties

[wilcze-kudly]

I'm gonna start by saying that the "Sweeties" "Darlings" and "Ooga boogas" gimicks have been used for ages as a passive aggressive way to infantalize and dissociate women's opinions. I'm assuming that's not your intention, but would appreciate you abstaining from using them with me or other creators that don't exactly agree with you. Especially it's a respectful response addressing some of your publicly posted and tagged opinions.

That's part of the reason I don't see myself interacting with you publicly. I don't feel you have a safe space to exchange opinions and ideas, I really like your blog and the boards you come up with, so that's a shame. Don't even know why I'm responding now, tbh.

Finally and trying to not write a goddam bible- I don't think Lin is a bitty-witty baby. I called her immature, neurotic and a whole mess during that episode. I don't expect you to see my point of view, since it clear you're just not receptive to it.

All in all this was Lin's emotional grow arch episode, not Su's. We were meant to see her evolve and that's pretty difficult to do if you're not in a shitty spot to start with.

Su was a new character. Back then we didn't have a lot of info on her, she wasn't going to be explored in deep during those 27 airing minutes. I believe she did get to her own episode by season 4 and has taken way more precedence that Lin in the comics, although pretty much all of her reconciling had to do with the whole Kuvira affair... Which to me says a lot on her psyche and how she may have processed her trauma with Lin back then.

In any case, I don't expect to get dragged into an online back and forth about a fictional show, I'm grown up enough to agree to disagree. Don't get salty over a fictional show/character, it's not worth your real life peace of mind.

Apologies about the petnames, I tend to use them with everybody. Its something that bleeds through from how I speak Irl. It's my way of saying I'm not taking this too seriously, since I saw this still as a mainly civil conversation?

Frankly, anon, your gender doesn't really exist to me because you are, um, anonymous.

And apologies if you felt attacked or unsafe with expressing your opinions. Is there any way you would recommend I could improve my way of dealing with criticisms of my rambles? I feel quite terrible for offending you now.

I just have been getting quite tired of people taking my mostly short posts on Su and adding to them things I never spoke of.

Talking about how Su often acts in a placating manner towards Lin somehow becomes a disscusion on whether or not Lin ows Toph and Su fogiveness

A post about how Suyin isn't the devil gets a response that completely misunderstood a completely different post of mine.

A post on Lin stagnating her own growth due to clinging to familiarity once again is met with complaints about Su and Toph, despite them really being an afterthought of that post.

Honestly, at this point I'm just tired that every single thing I post that is even mildly critical of Lin gets bombarded with "Oh but it's ok because she's so miserable" when Suyin NEVER gets the benefit of the doubt.

I will agree that the episode focusing on Lin isn't surprising. I think it is clunkily handled, and the resolution is odd. It flip flops between biases. The presentation is biased towards Lin, but the in universe storyline is biased towards Su is the best way to describe it. Also Lin's character arc feels a little hollow since she goes right back to thinking Su is the devil (or working with terrorists in this case)

I'd love to hear your thoughts on Suyin and her in the comics. I apologise if I haven't been the best conversation partner, however I really am curious of your opinions on otger characters.

I'm content to agree to disagree as well if that is what you perfer.

Dw I'll probably be less salty when it's not 2 am.

[bluupxels]

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[soldierplum]

Normal

Normal

"They are perfectly normal"

He would sit alone, mind his own business. He'd get lost in his mind a lot, which stated by Steve is a very bad thing. He, of course needed time to himself, but not to the point where he would just be staring into space for hours on end. He wouldn't even move a muscle. Eyes poring wide, bags hung loosely under his big blue pupils, nose slim and long, mouth ever so beautifully etched into that infamous frown with creases right under his pale cheekbones. His posture spoke more then he was letting on. And yet no one cared; except her.

She would bring him lunch when he decides to ditch the group and stay put in his room. She would try to grab his attention once he went cold, she would attentively pay attention to his body language. Steve would note this, but he decided to stay out of whatever is happening in hopes of something good coming out if he didn't meddle.

"What do you think, Bucky?" The brunet asked, as she ran her hand through her flyaways and strummed them behind her bitty ear. She would always try to make him join a conversation. Because she was just like that.

He stared at her, face stoic. Void of any emotions, because he was genuinely trying hard just for her, but being in his shoes at the moment was getting harder to pay attention to her. "What do you think is better, My new shoes-" She added a wink his way to signal him a subtle hint to pick hers, "Or Nat's?" She let her hand fall to his thigh,  over his bigger more rougher one.

Nat, who sat beside her glared at Bucky. They shared many memories, both good and bad. Not that his history with the black widow would ever come between being fair for the girl who cherished her time with him.

"(Y/N)'s."

At the moment, the young girl didn't even see the bitty smile Bucky had sported her way. It was warm; something he hadn't felt in eons. She dipped her head back and laughed at Natasha- who had already started getting up from being picked over by.

"Did you even see my new shoes?" Came her soft reply, she watched him play with his finger nails, getting lost in thought. One leg under him while the other hang over the couch.

"No," He loves to look at her when he answers her. It was something the team noticed- not only Steve this time- but once Sam commented that Bucky was only respecting (Y/N) everyone took heed on the thought. Which was somewhat a good thing, Bucky has preferences, and he now realizes that he doesn't have to do anything to please anyone.

"Do you want to see them?" She asked, Bucky knew the girl loved her shoes, she broke all of Clints arrows because he hid one of her newly bought pairs just to get a rise from her.

"Sure," Bucky's eyes were warm, almost as if he belonged somewhere. He looked at peace, all the burdens washed away by an unknown force. He would be light, wholeheartedly speaking, more genuine, more... happy.

"Let me get them!" Seeing the excited smile she gave his way, had him smiling. And he watched her figure disappear into the hallways, once so, he returned back to gaze at his friends who had just went silent.

"Your smiling!" Sam shouted, if anything he was more scared them relived that his foe was capable of such act.

"Do you like (Y/N)?" Vision questioned, sitting correctly from Wanda, at the question everyone was interested to know more.

They knew Bucky wasn't a liar. He never told a mistail until he was sure it was right. But they never expected him to be this honest and open. "She's wonderful, Yes." Yet he looked down, embarrassment evident in his actions. Before anyone else- especially Steve who was ready to holler and smack his friends back in congrats- The girl came back running, holding her beige flats.

"Well?"

"You got to put them on, Doll." Bucky was just doing this for show now. He wouldn't know foot fashion if it hit him with a shoe. But seeing her smile just peeled all the black from his heart. Watching as she took off her flip flops and smoothly slip on the new shoes she twirled around and showed off her shoes to the one person she really cares about.

"Natalia obviously found hers in the dumpster," He said, watching as she grinned wider and turned to go put them back. "Have you worn them out yet?"

Steve, Sam, and even Clint dropped everything in their hands to turn to see what she would answer him. The others just stared intently- more normally.

"No-"

"Well, I didn't have dinner so would you join me?" He stood up, signaling no room for further arguments. He knew for a fact she didn't eat as well, considering she was busy listening to him blab about the 70's. But it was fine in her book, even when Natasha and Tony roll called for the dinner plates. She never got up, or even flinched to get food. "I'll take you to that fancy diner Tony took us last month-"

"Gold Rush?"

"Yah, I'll meet you by my motorcycle in thirty."

--

Steve was worried. He had every right to be. His friend just woke up from a freezing chamber to be put under the pressure of being normal once again. But once he saw at least one more team Member putting in the effort to be his best friends friend, had him ease up. Less grey hair in his book. But he never expected to get up in the middle of the night to catch a glimpse of Natasha warmly gazing at Bucky and (Y/N) asleep in each other's arms.

They must have stayed late, because after midnight Tony would purposely auto lock every door in the tower. Something about his anti soft wear glitching and he needs to fix it. Not that anyone had complained about it, they just have to access FRIDAY through their voices that is after the clock went past three AM...

But, seeing as (Y/N) had a book open midway resting on her chest, with Buckys head resting on her shoulder while he hugged her close to his body had him warm inside. Because, not only did he watch his friend die, become the worlds deadliest assassin, be torn apart by law, but he finally had the gift of seeing his friend happy. Something Bucky was rudely snatched of.

"Weird seeing Bucky like this..." Natasha spoke, safely placing a blanket over the two of their bodies, Bucky stirring in his position before fixing on pulling his lover to rest over the couches full length.

"They are perfectly normal," Steve answered.

Because they are. Nothing here wasn't normal, he was a man who needed love; and she was just the one to give him that. She had a big heart, Bucky was just the lucky man to receive all of it. Walking over to Natasha, he placed his arm around her shoulder and they both strolled to their respected rooms.

"They are perfectly normal," he repeated, getting the slightest nod from Natasha.

A/N:

I have 27 drafts and I'm ready to publish the shit outta them. 

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KNOWING YOUR PARTNER WELL CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER.

1. BASICS

NAME: grey PRONOUNS: they/them SEXUALITY: aroace af ZODIAC SIGN: leo ( and casually loving how fitting this is as a voltron fan ) TAKEN OR SINGLE: taken

THREE FACTS:

1.  i’ve got two cats named taishi and kyoko, but they live with my dad rn because my place doesn’t allow pets. which i hate. also, taishi is massive, he’s bigger than a lot of small dogs. 2.  I have a weakness for phone games? i’m super picky about them but once i find one to invest myself in, i INVEST MYSELF. this has mainly shown itself in love live: school idol festival where i will work hard to do well in events and... i have actually put money into it... don’t look at me just leave me to my waifus.... 3.  my depression has sliced my ability to focus on things into itty bitty pieces, so while i WANT to be watching tv shows and movies, most of what i watch rn is youtube. largely gameplays.

2. EXPERIENCE

HOW LONG (MONTHS / YEARS?): er... probably 6 or 7 years? i’ve been bad at keeping track. PLATFORMS YOU’VE USED: proboards, other forums, tumblr, dreamwidth BEST EXPERIENCE: dreamwidth tbh. playing in panfandom games there is so much fun bc it really allows you to develop your character and relationships with other characters. if you find the right game and the right people, good god can you have a great time. i do like tumblr, but there are a lot of aspects that i... don’t care for. dwrp worked better for me in a lot of ways but, due to weird anxiety issues that i don’t even know how to explain to myself, i took a step back and decided to chill on tumblr with much fewer muses than i was juggling on dw.

3. MUSE PREFERENCES

FEMALE OR MALE: i don’t really have a preference, per se. i’ve loved the males and females that i’ve written, but i do find that i tend to have more male muses. and my strongest muses have all been male. MULTI OR SINGLE: single. it’s much cleaner and just easier to handle. i personally find multi-muse blogs to be kind of messy and frustrating to sort through. i like having separate spaces/blogs for each of my muses.

4.  WRITING PREFERENCES

FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT: angssstttttt. i can write angst for days. i just really love getting to explore darker themes, and dig deep into characters’ issues and flaws, whatever they may be. i’m just one of those people who has fun hurting my muses lmao. that said, i do love me some fluff too, i just find it harder to hold a thread sometimes. and smut’s good too, if i’m playing a sexual character. i’ve... only ever written smut with one of my muses, actually, but it was always fun. it’s one of those things where i have to be in the right frame of mind to write, though. PLOTS OR MEMES: both tbh. i looooove to discuss and plot things and create aus and all that, but i’m also down for just memeing it up. some of my best threads have come from memes. there are a lot of directions they can take you, and i really love the potential. LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: long is definitely my preference. i love getting into detail about everything -- a character’s actions, thoughts, feelings, just all of it. i find long replies more rewarding, personally. but i still enjoy short replies too! quick little things can be fun, though i do oftentimes struggle to keep replies short. i just automatically want to elaborate on why my character is doing or saying this thing. BEST TIME TO WRITE: just about any time tbh. whenever i’m feeling it. of course, right after watching canon or discussing aus or doing some character analysis i’m more pumped up, but. unless my brain is disagreeing with me, i’m usually good to write just about any time. ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S): i do think i have a tendency to gravitate towards muses i relate to in some way or another. that’s been the case with a lot of the characters i play/have played. as for shiro? mm i’d say we aren’t without similarities, but we’re definitely not super alike. i’m supportive of the people i care about, but there are times when i’m like ‘are u sure that’s a good idea/that’s safe/that you should be doing that’. i would probs be the parent friend if i had a friend group tbh. also hahahahaha bottling up emotions and problems and shoving them under the bed so as to not deal with them.

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