#mertsi rambles

[amertsi]

I think when the fall season starts i wanna do like reaction/review type blog posts for all the seasonal anime i watch ... except i always end up watching like. 20 shows so. We'll see!

[musikleiter-blog]

i’m stuck between wanting to rp more fluffy cute shit and also heart wrenching angst help

also have i mentioned yet that all of you are blessings and i’m blessed?

[amertsi]

The fact that re:vale's in universe fans want them to kiss on stage is insane to me, they're just like us fr

[amertsi]

I GUESS I’M JUST INTO THE FUCKING LEGOS NOW, I GUESS THIS IS MY LIFE

[amertsi]

Any autistic adults out there who find it's gotten HARDER to mask as you got older? Like maybe I'm just more aware of my autism than ever but it's getting harder and harder to not stim in public or not go nonverbal or a lot of other things that are a lot worse that I won't detail here and I kind of don't know what to do about it!

[amertsi]

Thinking about this song and about ZOOL specifically early part 3 ZOOL like imagining some of these lines as from ryo's pov? I'm insane actually I'm so normal and well adjusted

Edit cuz I forgot song is gladiator by jann listen to it plz

[amertsi]

One day I'm gonna write that essay about secret night's importance to the narrative and then it's over for everyone

[amertsi]

The witch hat fandom's collective decision to headcanon Olruggio as trans is incredibly powerful

[amertsi]

if I ever misgender someone on accident it's with the same energy as a grandparent calling their grandkid by every other name first before getting to the right one, not because I forgot your pronouns. I promise I know them, you just have to wait until I've cycled through the pronouns of everyone else I know first

[amertsi]

i always forget to block The Bots so i end up doing a massive purge of Ladies once a week or so, today’s number was 22, next time i will surely kill more

[amertsi]

I never post my line ups for cons but i was compelled. Say hi if you see me

[amertsi]

everyone should join a silly little multi fandom roleplay group. one that's lowkey. or make one with your friends. nothing beats the joy of playing dolls on the internet with your buddies. have sonic the hedgehog be best friends with gojo. isekai your blorbos into your favorite video game. once you abandon the cringe you feel at this idea your life will be full of simple joys.

[amertsi]

That notes counter did psychic damage to me

[amertsi]

my sense of humor is to say "I am, as the kids say..." followed by something that the kids do say but not because they're kids but because it's an incredibly normal statement for example "I am, as the kids say, in a considerable amount of pain" or "I am, as the kids say, really tired" this has never caught on with anyone around me and whenever I say it I'm met with mild to severe confusion and I don't plan on stopping any time soon

[amertsi]

IDOLiSH7 is a very normal and fun idol show that you should definitely watch and it will not cause you any amount of stress at all

[amertsi]

Fun thing about me, especially for the people who have known me for a long time, is I've saved every single rp blog I've ever made, as well as many of my applications, a bunch of short rp related drabbles, and tons of other things. This fact is brought to you by me taking a trip down memory lane until 2am