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group therapy in Pennsylvania
Group therapy in Pennsylvania is available everywhere, from support groups to therapy approaches of all kinds, including:
Mental Health and Support Groups: Nearly all the mental health clinics, hospitals, and counseling centers around Pennsylvania offer different types of group therapy to help patients overcome conditions such as depression, anxiety, PTSD, and bipolar disorder. Events like the National Alliance on Mental Illness run support groups at various times in locations around the state.
Substance Abuse Recovery: Alcoholics Anonymous, Narcotics Anonymous, and substance abuse recovery groups abound not only in the cities but also in rural areas. The main purpose of these peer groups is to offer mutual support, accountability, and teach more effective coping strategies.
Family and Couples Therapy Groups: Various centers around Pennsylvania also specialize in family or couples therapy groups. These usually work on improving communication and learning to cope with stressors that involve or come from family.
Smaller, specialized groups can be found in larger cities like Philadelphia, Pittsburgh, and Harrisburg and can focus on everything from grief support and eating disorders to trauma recovery, LGBTQ+ issues, and many, many others.
Virtual Options: Many Pennsylvania providers also offer virtual group therapy, making it easier to attend if you are a rural resident or prefer to attend from home.
Resources for group therapy in Pennsylvania include using the Pennsylvania Department of Human Services, Psychology Today's therapist directory, or contacting local health systems as starting points to find available resources in the area.
Phone:Â Â 888-625-7432
Business email : [email protected]
Website: Â https://thebghclinicpa.com/
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15 people 15 questions
tagged by the awesome @sidsthekid!
1. are you named after anyone?
My middle name is sorta after my great uncle.
2. when was the last time you cried?
Thursday I got a little teary eyed in therapy đ¤
3. do you have kids?
Nah probably not until I hit 40 and finally have life figured out and don't have student loan debt anymore.
4. what sports do you play/ have you played?
I did lots of sports in school. Baseball, wrestling, soccer, diving, cross country, track. Never hockey though since it was too expensive and not very popular for kids in my area. I only recently learned how to not fall on my ass ice skating; it's embarrassing.
5. do you use sarcasm?
Nooooooo, do I?
6. whatâs the first thing you notice about people?
Their hair, weirdly.
7. whatâs your eye colour?
Brown
8. scary movies or happy endings?
Funny endings
9. any talents?
I play the oboe pretty well, almost at a professional level.
10. where were you born?
About 45 minutes outside Pittsburgh.
11. what are your hobbies?
I make parody videos, like to go for walks, video games, baking, sleeping, chatting. Ooh and traveling outside the US!
12. do you have any pets?
Callie, my 17 year old calico đ¤
13. how tall are you?
5'11"
14. favourite subject in school?
Environmental science
15. dream job?
I like what I'm doing now which is land conservation. It's supporting a cause I love, the work hours and environment are flexible, I'm among progressive and like-minded people for the most part. And they really support growth and learning new things.
I said if I wasn't doing this, I would be a therapist because I'm very emotionally sensitive (if you can believe that from my posts) and a huge advocate for mental health. Currently I'm trying to get a program funded that brings together mental health with nature.
Tagging: anyone who wants to do this! Just tag me so I can see what you said :)
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I am not my family's savior. I am a person who doesn't need to save nor do I need to be saved.
Note: I wrote this last night (I have since had my interview and made my arrangements) CW: ALL the content warnings and also a self-declaration for my own growth
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I am so depleted right now.
I have an interview in the morning, and I think afterward, Iâm gonna get a hotel or Airbnb or something. Iâm coming back to Pittsburgh on Friday and then going to Houston on Wednesday to visit my best friend.
My declarations:
- Iâm glad I came to help my mom and speak to her and to be authentic with her. No regrets. I was finally true to her, and we both needed that. Plus Iâm glad I could be there to help with medical stuff.
- She can figure stuff out. She can get a medical translator or someone. She can get therapy if she wants. She can respect my boundaries if she wants. If she wants, she can stick to her meds (she has a tendency to stop meds and not adhere). Not my responsibility.
- It is never âabuseâ or what it visibly looks like all the time. Abuse isnât what you see in the media. Itâs insidious. Itâs a mindfuck (and when I was a child, it was that and rampant physical abuse). It doesnât matter if you handled it and are fine now. It doesn't matter if this is âIndian culture.â It doesnât matter if you donât believe me. It doesnât matter if my trauma led me here or whatever. I wish it didnât happen. It did, it messed me up, it fucked up my thought patterns leading me to be raped (or psychologically manipulated) constantly by people I thought I could trust. It led me to toxic relationships in all sectors of my life. It made me think I was a monster and ugly and stupid - and I still do. I canât stop. Almost every thought is tinged with self-deprecation. No matter how many compliments I get or how much I dress femme/masc/whatever/more whatever⌠itâs not enough. It is so hard for me. I have to deal with this my whole life. I have to manage my mental/physical health and itâs not just a luxury or anything - I have to prioritize MY HEALTH and MY JOY now. I canât put it on the back burner anymore.
- My dad can also respect me if he wants or even respect my mom and bro⌠but he chooses not to.
- My bro (donât feel bad please) cannot keep using me as his second therapist. If youâre gonna spiral and if we are gonna have the same conversations, then Iâm done. If you die, I already gave you my all - I really did. So Iâll mourn you (like I do in my nightmares when you finally kill yourself⌠nightmares Iâve had since you lit yourself on fire behind your high school⌠and then the countless attempts after that) if it happens. But itâs not my fault. I am not the cause. Iâll be devastated ofc but it is not my fault.
- Being here is bad for my health. Iâm letting my self-respect and standards slide. Iâm shutting down. Physically and mentally.
- All three of them are adults. They have resources. They have internet access and phones and some money and etc. Iâm not their savior, and I refuse to be anymore. If they die, itâs not my fault. If bad things happen, itâs not my fault. It is not family, if family makes you feel this way.
- I think Iâm gonna keep cutting and pruning ALL unhealthy relationships (unhealthy for me, mind you) MORE now.
I want to really live for me and my chosen family. If Iâm gonna have a baby/babies, then I want to set a good example.
I am cutting myself off from my family tree and starting a new tree. It is far from selfish. A lack of support combined with so much disrespect has brought me here. I want to truly be healthy and happy. I deserve it.
Iâll say my goodbyes after the interview.
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Leaving at around 3pm and my brother will help me. My parents will protest, and I will straight up tell them if they don't allow me to leave, then it's imprisonment.
#declaration#declarations#self love#self care#relationships#healing#trauma#love#harm#childhood abuse#domestic violence#maladaptive behaviors#coping mechanisms#breaking the cycle#generational trauma#new tree#new life#new family
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Mental Health Services in Pittsburgh, PA - Counselors, Therapists & Life Coaches
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ok i am so glad you said that about therapist/power dynamics in fics!! iâm a counseling student (applying to masters programs in the fall if you have any advice for me ? :-)) and iâm only okay w therapist tropes as long as itâs specified that likeâŚ. in reality, a therapist really should not engage sexually with clients because itâs a huge ethics violation and an abuse of power that can be extremely damaging to clients. it doesnât vibe well w me to read either because it just hits way too close to my real life/career goal, so itâs nice to see that iâm not alone at all in that! and i respect how you said that/worded your response :)
but fr if u have any advice on masters programs or applyingâŚ. please please please
Ya it just really bothers me because I could never imagine being in that position. Iâve had to transfer patients who have expressed romantic interest in me and itâs really messed with their therapeutic alliance when it canât be worked around and itâs so hard to watch that. Itâs a tough position to be in as a therapist. Especially for some patients who are experiencing true support and validation for the first time and then interpret it as deeper romantic feelings. It can be really messy.
As for masters programs- congrats!! Depends on what youâre getting the degree in. I did mine in social work because you can do more insurance wise and apply the degree to a wider range of job types than mental health counseling degrees. I went to Boston University and loved the program!! I was really close to going to Boston College and University of Pittsburgh too. Both great schools as well! If you want to chat more about it feel free to dm me!
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T1 - three days.
rTMS. Repetitive transcranial magnetic stimulation.  âWaking upâ parts of the brain that have lied dormant for too long.
By the middle of July 2021, I was left deep in a year-plus-long depressive episode, full of anxiety that I couldnât totally manage without making my depression worse, unemployed, living with my mother, 27 years old, completely void of identity and purpose.
In every one of the hundred treatment steps, I knew where to go for help. But this time, all of those options came up dry. I knew anxiety and I knew depression, I knew people who had had them and people who were being treated for them.
I didnât know that there was a decent percentage of people for whom medications didnât really do anything. And when I found myself in that percentage, I was at a loss.
I donât remember how TMS got on my brain.  A family friend did a course probably almost a decade ago and heâd given me an information packet on it. Treatment consisted of a large number of sessions where you sit in a chair and they shoot magnetic pulses at your brain to try and âwake upâ areas that have been known to go dormant in people who are depressed. Back then, it was still considered experimental, extremely expensive, and the closest available chair was a two and a half hour drive away in Pittsburgh.  It wasnât an option.
Iâd googled it in the spring and was filled with hope for once in my life when I found out that my psychiatristâs office did TMS treatments. I talked to him about it, and after they shut down for covid, their tech left and they had no immediate plans to refill the position. Â So there went that hope.
I was a model patient who should be in recovery, but I was nowhere close.  There werenât more meds to try.  There werenât more jobs to quit.  TMS in Pittsburgh was in the back of my mind as a last resort, but it started looking like my only option. But something told me to go back to my insurance website and look again. And lo and behold, there it was: a TMS tech in State College, only 84 miles from home. I called, did an intake appointment, and got approved for treatment. I start Friday.
I decided to start this blog because while I knew people in therapy and people who were on meds for their mental health, I didnât know people who didnât respond to those treatments. When the diagnosis was, âMore or different meds arenât going to help because your life situation sucks,â I changed my life situation. But I still needed help. I got out of the environment that made me ill, but simply leaving didnât heal me. I was out of options. I didnât know anyone who went through something like this. I had no one who could empathize.
As an educator, I try to be fairly transparent when it comes to mental health. Hiding the fact that I see a therapist doesnât help my students. Selectively sharing my experience when empathizing with students is one step I can take in dispelling the stigma. I donât want my students to go through school without anyone investing in their mental health the way that I did.
The overwhelming odds are that TMS will change something. But Iâm tired of the constant poke and hope of medication, and Iâve failed enough meds that Iâm done trying to find new ones. I will continue seeing my therapist because she is a great support; sheâs even recommended me for a psychological evaluation (which Iâve never had, only psychiatric evaluations) which Iâll have later on this month to dig a little deeper and see if the broad, broad label that was slapped on my mental health in 2011 is still the most accurate diagnosis.
My options have become fewer and fewer over the last decade. Iâm trying not to put all my eggs in one basket, but right now, I have to.
This is the only basket I have.
#tms#transcranial magnetic stimulation#tw#trigger warning#depression#medication#medicine#anxiety#unemployment#psychiatry#psychiatrist#counselor#therapist#therapy
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"Donât do that. donât shut me outâ and / or âWe can talk through the doorâ - from the trauma sentence starters :)
Okay so this started as a one-off but, as usual, it spiraled outwards! The actual line will be in the next chapter. (Thatâs right, this bitch has two chapters! AND A PERSPECTIVE SHIFT)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/28201191/chapters/69105681
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It had been hard for Martin to adjust, after the Lonely, after the months of spiraling into the quiet, cold dark, imprisoned in an ever-expanding labyrinth of his own isolation. A therapist he had years ago told him it takes three weeks to manifest a habit, and in the months without his mum, without Jon, Sasha, Tim, god without even Elias to irritate his last fraying nerve, he had time to form hundreds of new habits, his habits of loneliness.
When Peter had given him Eliasâ old office, under the guise of space, focus, and mental health (Martin could spit at that looking back, the cruel irony), the room had been rearranged. The desk, which had previously sat in the center of the room, with two slightly uncomfortable chairs positioned in front of it, chairs Martin had been eager to burn in celebration of his new space, had been rearranged. The room was starkly empty, the chairs removed on his behalf, and the desk had been moved to the side of the room, out of view of the door and in fact behind the hinges, so the door swung open in front of his desk, blocking anyone who may sneak a peek in his office a view of him at work. After a while, it was natural to be in the corner of a room closest to the hinges; where the coatrack or a rubbish bin would typically be, there instead was Martin Blackwood, comfortable, solitary. Alone.
The habits expanded outside of the office. Soon enough he was shopping at markets in the quietest hours: during the airings of football matches, at the early-morning markets, at two in the morning because he couldnât sleep, couldnât get warm under his duvet. His warm conversations with cashiers and barkers turned to solemn nods and gruff thank-yous, the refreshing smiles they associated with the sweater-clad figure reduced to slow blinks and nods of acknowledgement, and then not even that. They didnât even wonder what had happened to that nice auburn-haired man who worked âdown the street at the old spooky building, did-you-hear-about-those-worms?â Even takeout was too much to bear. The nights where leaving his flat was unconscionable, his delivery requests would always add, âleave outside the flat, tip is under the doormat.â
His neighbors didnât remember him after a while. Mabel, the kind woman who lived across from him, introduced herself to him, asked when he moved in. Eventually she stopped noticing this new auburn man she hadnât seen before. Hadnât seen at all, actually. No one lived across the hall from her, not in her memory. And she had an excellent memory, didnât-you-know? It was all those crosswords.
Martin started locking his doors. That had been after Jon had returned. He knew that distinctly. Most of these habits loomed over his life slowly, like an ever-expanding fog, until he didnât realize where they had begun, but the doors? That was a choice.
He wasnât one for locks overall; his childhood home had forbidden them, save for the exterior doors. It hadnât bothered him back then, though, and as he grew up and out of the shadow of his mother it never occurred to him that he could just shut people out like that. So easy, so simple, but so unnecessary for so long. Martin was the one breaking down those barriers, especially at the Institute. Getting Sasha to talk about her anger when they first moved into the Archives, her quiet confession that she had wanted that job for so long, had been told by Gertrude she was a promising candidate. That had been fixed with a cup of tea and the promise that he would support her if she wanted to quit, but that it seemed like Tim needed her, Jon too. Getting Tim to open up about Danny, his sorrow that had been simmering so long under the surface, a grief Martin didnât quite know how to fathom. But he tried, with comforting touches and warm voice, trying to ease Tim back from the precipice over which he had been hovering. Not enough. Never enough. Even Jon had begun to be kinder to him, after Prentiss, after Martin had proven he wasnât a waste of space in the Archives, begun to be honest and open about his take on the weird things they experienced here. He had even texted him rather frequently, towards the end, updating him on his trip to America and of the occasional sights that caught his eye (âIn Pittsburgh they put chips on sandwiches and salads, Martin, look at this! Image_0102 attachedâ Even in text, his grammar was impeccable.) But after Jon recovered from his coma, lapse with death, whatever it had been, Martin had been too far gone. He couldnât risk Jon bursting in, bothering him, worrying and fussing. So heâd called in a locksmith to install the simple bolt, enough to stop a distracted, harried Archivist (who had never quite learned it was polite to knock) from bursting into his office at all hours.
But after all that, after the Lonely and Peter Lukas and âlook at me and tell me what you see,â it was hard to break the achingly comfortable habits. For the first few days in Scotland, Martin didnât really remember what had happened. While out of the domain itself, he was still trapped in its cloying embrace, and everything felt too real, too looming, too much; it had been easy to slip into silence for hours in Daisyâs safehouse. Too easy to pull the fog around him and watch himself sit, drawn up behind the door, as he watched and listened and waited for Jon to forget about him. It had never happened though. No matter how many hiding places he found, cold and dark and solitary, Jon always found him, blanket and tea in tow (always a little too sweet for Martinâs liking), and his scalding embrace was enough to drag him back to reality, shivering and sweating, whispering apologies.
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They needed supplies. Daisy had left behind plenty of MREs in her pantry, stuff they could theoretically rely on, but it was all very basic nutritionary needs and both Martin and Jon were vegetarians, (more or less, Martin had stopped eating red meat as a teenager and Jon entirely after working in the Archives) and the dehydrated pasta alfredo was gone, seemingly the only vegetarian item in Daisyâs stock. Martin hadnât even tried to touch the canned fruit, the orange-yellow of the peaches haunting him.
Martin suspected it was also a desperate attempt for the pair to practice feeling normal again. To be just two friends? Companions? Coworkers? Boyfriends? people stocking up their fridge and going on with a normal, non-horror filled life. A secluded, bare safehouse was certainly not helping them adjust any quicker, though neither man had dared leave quite yet, be it the risk of losing what little security they had accrued here or the inability to leave the other alone quite yet.
âIs-Do you know if itâs busy today?â Martin had asked, trying desperately to shape his voice into calm curiosity.
Jon considered the question for a minute, expression soft, and dear lord Martin wasnât sure he would ever get used to the way Jonâs shadows seemed to darken and solidify when he Learned, his whole form shifting in and out of focus imperceptibly like the background was blending into him and not the other way round, the way Martin was accustomed.
âMm, not bad. No one interesting. A couple families shopping for the week, twelve customers, four employees, total-oh, fourteen, mum and son just walked inâŚâ Martinâs eyebrow was raised. âAh,â Jon cleared his throat. âSorry. Fourteen people. If thatâs too many, I can go by myself, you know. Iâm not going to force you.â
âN-no, no. I should go. Exposure therapy, right?â
Jon had smiled warmly and tentatively rested a hand on Martinâs shoulder, before sliding the hand, scarred and calloused, to squeeze Martinâs own cold one.
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The grocery was small, a locally run place playing tinny jazz through the speakers. As Martin stepped through the doors with Jon, he was struck by how warm it was in the store. He could feel the prickle of anxiety burning under his skin, bringing a flush to his cheeks. He could hear the whine of the electric lights piercing his skull and settling behind his eyes. He gripped the trolleyâs handle tight, firmly keeping his eyes forward. He was fine, he could do this.
Martin was not fine. They had worked their way through the aisles quickly, Jon using his Knowledge to figure out where every item they needed had been located. Martin was on autopilot, quietly steering the cart and flinching when anyone came to close to him. The heat of life was radiating off everyone in the store, even Jon, and it was scalding, blinding, debilitating. He hadnât noticed Jon asking him a question until, Jon carefully, gingerly, brought his hand to hover near Martinâs cheek, not touching, just waiting for a response.
âMartin?â he heard distantly, calling him back to reality, where fog didnât drift over the aisles and the soft rush of waves didnât echo in his ears.
â-mm?â The hand was gone, his skin tingled with the rush of cold returning to his face. He wished it would come back, to hold his face and promise it would be alright.
âI was wondering what tea you wanted to buy? Iâm no expert and I know you have your preferences. I miss-â Jon cleared his throat. âIâve missed your tea in the Archives. All the staff drank coffee after you left. Disgusting.â
Tea. This was something Martin could do. He took a step away from the trolley, his life raft, and studied the aisles, trying to will his mind to focus.
Tea, tea, tea. Rooibos and chamomile for sleepless nights. Herbal for variety. Jon likes caffeinated teas. Maybe some chai? Thatâll be good when it gets really coldâŚgod how long will we be here? Through winter? Forever? He could stay here forever if it meant Jon was there too.
He grabbed a couple of boxes of familiar brands, throwing them in the trolley, as well as whatever felt familiar, what heâd usually pick up. Â
âI thought you didnât like oolong.â
Martin frowned, glancing down at the box in his hand. âI donât. Uh, force of habit I guess.â He set the box back quickly, as if it was burning his hand. âMâmum liked it so I would pick it up for her. Guess its been a whileâŚâ he trailed off, uncertain of what he was about to say. Heâs bought tea since she died, hasnât he?
He thinks back, through all his months in Eliasâs office and at home.
Oh. Guess not.
Had he really not drunk tea at all? God, he had really changed more than he thought under the influence of Peter. Tea had been such a staple of his life, his personality, he was the one dragging Jon and Sasha and Tim to teahouses for his birthday and insisting he make a cuppa for everyone on the days that felt too dark. The last time he could remember holding a warm cup of tea in his hands was when he was sitting at Jonâs bedside in the hospital, reading him Keats in the desperate hope he would hate it so much he would wake up, even if just to scold his assistant.
Martin knew serving The Lonely had changed him. But here, in the aisle of a Scottish grocery, he was realizing how entirely debased he had become. Was he even Martin Blackwood anymore?
Martin blinked to see the grocery around him cloaked in fog. No, that wasnât right. He was cloaked in fog. The world was a pale blue-grayscale, slightly translucent. He hadnât been here in a while but the cool balm over his anxiety settled like cool cloth and he felt distantly quiet. Calm. Â He left the store in a haze and began the slow trudge up to the safehouse. Jon wasnât here in this place, which was probably for the best. Martin couldnât hurt him here, couldnât burden him with whatever pesky emotions he had felt in the grocery, whatever they had been. They were a distant memory now, oolong and guilt.
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By the time Martin had hiked up the hill to the safehouse, he felt safe enough to leave the Lonely, and felt the cool numbness drift off him like steam as the world sharpened around him. With the world came the sharp sting of his realization came with it; the understanding that he wasnât the same person he had been when he had said goodbye to Tim, Melanie, and Jon, and certainly not the same person he had been when he had backed through the doors to the Institute and let that dog in, what felt like decades ago now.
Martin Blackwood let the door swing shut behind him as he made his way inside, hearing the rumble of Jonâs car rolling up the gravel driveway. He moved quickly through the house, looking desperately for a place to escape as he heard the faint call of his name outside. He couldnât-he just couldnât talk to Jon right now; he didnât know how to explain how betrayed he felt and by on fault but his own. The closest room was the bathroom, dark and clean, and pressed back against the door as he clicked the door shut, turning the latch on the door.
Click.
The bolt slid into the mechanism of the door frame, and that sound was what sent Martin spiraling.
he was alone he was alone he was alone.
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could you please tl;dr me what a medical record in the US is? i'm honestly trying to grasp the what and how of your recent posts in having a mental illness diagnosis stamped onto your file and it just... isn't making any sense. background: i'm from an eastern european country and we have nothing like that, only way a new doctor would be finding out any kind of previous diagnosis if it werent disclosed is diagnosing it themselves (or having a criminal history connected to mental illness)
Hereâs sort of a brief intro to US medical records: in the US, your medical record is a file that contains all your diagnoses, previous surgeries, and recent test results. If you live in one area (lets say the city of Pittsburgh) all (or most) of your doctors work for one medical system. So your family doctor, gynecologist, allergist, surgeons, psychiatrists, physical therapists, etc. all work for one overarching company (in Pittsburgh, its UPMC). They upload all of your information to a single electronic file. Whenever you go to emergency (for instance) they open up your file (as it will be a UPMC emergency department) and can see anxiety, prior surgery on your tonsils, that you were recently prescribed an antifungal for athleteâs foot etc. If you move a lot or donât receive all your care from one system, you have to go through new patient visits every single time and that doctor requests access to all previous medical records from prior doctors offices, so they then get the file from your family doctor from where you most recently lived, your old psychiatrist, your old obgyn, etc. I have an electronic record Iâve seen that goes back a little over a decade and I can see when I was last prescribed antibiotics for pink eye, for example, or when I had my gallbladder removed and all known medication allergies and side effects. It includes info from two urgent cares, a surgery center, a primary care physician, and a gastroenterologist. Even if you end up in an ER run by a company youâve never interacted with they will ask you questions about if youâve been diagnosed with anxiety, etc. Or theyâll ask your spouse/parent if youâre incapacitated. Even saying that you feel nervous to an intake doctor/nurse can mean that on your handoff chart theyâll write something like âchest pain, anxietyâ which means that the physician you see can already believe that youâre just having anxiety related chest pain or will ask you questions about your anxiety history. There are also Health Information Exchanges in some states. I havenât ever lived in one of these states, but it seems like your doctors upload your medical records to a statewide exchange that allows the doctors you see in the future to see all your medical records if theyâve opted into the exchange. California has a large exchange iirc.Â
Thats just the US. Idk about other countries. I always thought that countries with national healthcare probably had one central electronic medical record per patient.Â
People who work in medical records know more of the details. I just know from moving around a lot and having to repeatedly update records with new doctors. When the covid plan was released where I live now, I had to update all my medical records again as the electronic file is whatâs being used by the major hospital network to determine who is eligible for âunderlying conditionsâ shots so I had to call a bunch of doctors to get records sent to the network I live near now.Â
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So I donât think I ever really fully explained whatâs been going on my life lately, and I need to word vomit it somewhere because Iâm having a night so...
Youâll remember back in July I took a job with an airline. Things did not go great there to say the least and my mental health spiraled out incredibly quickly. My supervisor was incredible and I still feel horrific for letting her down because she went out of her way to try to make things work for me, but it just wasnât something she could fix. I unfortunately had to quit back in September.
I also turned 26 in the middle of that mess, which meant I lost my health insurance. While I had my job, I was able to pay for a plan through the marketplace. After that, though, I was put on Medicaid - which I am incredibly grateful for because it makes everything affordable - but I lost my therapist because of it.
Prior to leaving her, she (and another therapist) recommended I start an intensive outpatient program. Iâve been describing it to people whoâve seen CXG as the equivalent of Rebeccaâs therapy bubble - 3 group days a week, 3 hours each day, plus one-on-one therapy and medication management. I was put on the wait list for that in August and finally got in on October 22nd. Tomorrow starts my third (full - I missed two days for Dallas) week and I have incredibly mixed emotions about it. Iâm getting handouts on handouts and work pages that would make Rebecca Bunch green with envy, but I donât feel like Iâm getting the practical help that I need. Iâm also very afraid to speak up in the limited opportunities we have to do so for a few reasons... one, there is one person in the group with incredibly violent tendencies who makes me very uncomfortable, so thereâs that complication. Secondly, I feel incredibly guilty talking about what Iâm dealing with when there are people in the group who are in custody battles over their children. One woman canât afford non-slip work shoes. Itâs hard for me not to feel like Iâm just wasting time with my first world problems because I have parents who love me, I have a roof over my head and food to eat and nothing really to worry about financially. Iâm trying to keep in mind that itâs still early in the process. Iâm trying to keep an open mind. But itâs so hard. I want to give up already even though I know I canât... because I donât have any other options. No plans for my life. Iâve been hoping this program would help give me a tiny bit of clarity on that front, but absolutely nothing yet.
And as many of you know, in the midst of all this, I sustained a vestibular concussion at my first night back in the gym post-nationals. Since September 19th, Iâve been dealing with chronic headaches, dizziness, balance issues, memory fog, and basically every other concussion symptom you could possibly think of. I am thankfully working with an INCREDIBLE team of doctors and therapists (they work with the Pittsburgh Penguins and my doctor in particular treated Sidney Crosbyâs second concussion) and things are slowly starting to get better. Today, we figured out itâs my right eye specifically that is the problem child, and so weâre focusing on retraining my eyes to stay in alignment. Itâs been absolutely fascinating to learn about how the human body compensates when injured, I will say that, but the recovery is unbelievably slow moving and Iâm naturally frustrated and ready to get back into the gym as soon as Iâm given the all clear.
Between IOP and therapy and med management and concussion specialists and vestibular therapy and PCP appointments and dentist appointments and OBGYN appointments and GI specialists, my health has become my full time job. It is overwhelming and some days I just want to say fuck it and roll back over and pray that I wake up in a different, normal, healthy body. So far, no luck on that front. So I trudge on.
I also got the news a week ago today that my beloved Nana most likely has an internal GI bleed caused by some form of cancer. She left us a living will that she created when she was first diagnosed with Alzheimerâs stating that she didnât want any kind of medical testing or intervention, so we canât know for sure, but she has been moved to hospice. Iâm devastated and frustrated that we have no way of knowing whatâs happening, but I do know my Nana has been fighting this disease for close to ten years now and is tired. Iâm trying to take peace in knowing that years ago when we would sit on her patio and drink iced tea, sheâd say the lord could take her then and there and sheâd be happy to go home because she lived a good life. It doesnât make letting go any easier though, especially when you donât know when that last goodbye will be.
So... thatâs everything in a very large nutshell. Naturally, my mood has been in the shitter. The seasonal affective disorder hits me hard as it is, and all of this on top of it has made for an incredibly difficult few months... probably the worst few months of my life. I have relapsed. The panic attacks have lessened but not dissipated. I have had passive ideations. But I am still here. I am still trying to plow ahead and be strong. It is so hard some days, but Iâm doing it. No matter what, Iâm doing it. I am trying. Iâm trying to get better. Maybe someday I will.
So many of you have sent encouragements or little notes of love without knowing any of this and I canât tell you how much it means to me. Most of you are Crazy Ex fans and get the mental health side of things, and itâs just so comforting to know Iâm not alone in the struggles I sometimes face. Some of you arenât from that fandom and send your love anyway... and to know that someone is going out of their way to send a little heart or note of encouragement when it would be just as easy to keep scrolling? Thatâs so special. Thank you. Thank all of you so much. I save it all and look back on it on bad days.
And as always... I wouldnât be here without my absolute rocks. @faith-trust-magic-pixie-dust, who has inspired me endlessly with her strength in the past few months, my tumblr-less friend Lindsay who is constantly texting to check in on me despite me being the worldâs worst human at responding to texts, and @heartbash and @itsme-ashley-marie - my gurl group, same size burritos, my sisters. You all deserve the world and I canât emphasize enough how much your unwavering support and love and faith in my abilities when I have absolutely none have meant to me.
If you read this far, you deserve a cookie. Thank you for reading my spewing of emotions - it feels good to get this all off my heart and into writing. â¤ď¸
#ramblings#loooooooooong ramblings#life update#spoiler alert: things have not been good#but hopefully weâre getting there#if you believe in prayer or vibes or good energy and could send any of that stuff my way#i would greatly appreciate it#â¤ď¸
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Four years ago, I wrote about my decision to live as a woman in The New York Times, writing that I had wanted to live âauthentically as the woman that I have always been,â and had âeffectively traded my white male privilege to become one of Americaâs most hated minorities.â
Three years ago, I decided that I was neither male nor female, but nonbinaryâand made headlines after an Oregon judge agreed to let me identify as a third sex, not male or female.
Now, I want to live again as the man that I am.
Iâm one of the lucky ones. Despite participating in medical transgenderism for six years, my body is still intact. Most people who desist from transgender identities after gender changes canât say the same.
But thatâs not to say I got off scot-free. My psyche is eternally scarred, and Iâve got a host of health issues from the grand medical experiment.
Hereâs how things began.
After convincing myself that I was a woman during a severe mental health crisis, I visited a licensed nurse practitioner in early 2013 and asked for a hormone prescription. âIf you donât give me the drugs, Iâll buy them off the internet,â I threatened.
Although sheâd never met me before, the nurse phoned in a prescription for 2 mg of oral estrogen and 200 mg of Spironolactone that very same day.
The nurse practitioner ignored that I have chronic post-traumatic stress disorder, having previously served in the military for almost 18 years. All of my doctors agree on that. Others believe that I have bipolar disorder and possibly borderline personality disorder.
I should have been stopped, but out-of-control, transgender activism had made the nurse practitioner too scared to say no.
Iâd learned how to become a female from online medical documents at a Department of Veterans Affairs hospital website.
After I began consuming the cross-sex hormones, I started therapy at a gender clinic in Pittsburgh so that I could get people to sign off on the transgender surgeries I planned to have.
All I needed to do was switch over my hormone operating fuel and get my penis turned into a vagina. Then Iâd be the same as any other woman. Thatâs the fantasy the transgender community sold me. Itâs the lie I bought into and believed.
Only one therapist tried to stop me from crawling into this smoking rabbit hole. When she did, I not only fired her, I filed a formal complaint against her. âSheâs a gatekeeper,â the trans community said.
Professional stigmatisms against âconversion therapyâ had made it impossible for the therapist to question my motives for wanting to change my sex.
The âDiagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disordersâ (Fifth Edition) says one of the traits of gender dysphoria is believing that you possess the stereotypical feelings of the opposite sex. I felt that about myself, but yet no therapist discussed it with me.
Two weeks hadnât passed before I found a replacement therapist. The new one quickly affirmed my identity as a woman. I was back on the road to getting vaginoplasty.
Thereâs abundant online literature informing transgender people that their sex change isnât real. But when a licensed medical doctor writes you a letter essentially stating that you were born in the wrong body and a government agency or court of law validates that delusion, you become damaged and confused. I certainly did.
Painful Roots
My trauma history resembles a ride down the Highway of Death during the first Gulf War.
As a child, I was sexually abused by a male relative. My parents severely beat me. At this point, Iâve been exposed to so much violence and had so many close calls that I donât know how to explain why Iâm still alive. Nor do I know how to mentally process some of the things Iâve seen and experienced.
Dr. Ray Blanchard has an unpopular theory that explains why someone like me may have been drawn to transgenderism. He claims there are two types of transgender women: homosexuals that are attracted to men, and men who are attracted to the thought or image of themselves as females.
Itâs a tough thing to admit, but I belong to the latter group. We are classified as having autogynephilia.
After having watched pornography for years while in the Army and being married to a woman who resisted my demands to become the ideal female, I became that female instead. At least in my head.
While autogynephilia was my motivation to become a woman, gender stereotypes were my means of implementation. I believed wearing a long wig, dresses, heels, and makeup would make me a woman.
Feminists begged to differ on that. They rejected me for conforming to female stereotypes. But as a new member of the transgender community, I beat up on them too. The women who become men donât fight the transgender communityâs wars. The men in dresses do.
Medical Malpractice
The best thing that could have happened would have been for someone to order intensive therapy. That would have protected me from my inclination to cross-dress and my risky sexual transgressions, of which there were many.
Instead, quacks in the medical community hid me in the womenâs bathroom with peopleâs wives and daughters. âYour gender identity is female,â these alleged professionals said.
The medical community is so afraid of the trans community that theyâre now afraid to give someone Blanchardâs diagnosis. Trans men are winning in medicine, and theyâve won the battle for language.
Think of the word âtransvestite.â Theyâve succeeded in making it a vulgar word, even though it just means men dressing like women. People are no longer allowed to tell the truth about men like me. Everyone now has to call us transgender instead.
The diagnostic code in my records at the VA should read Transvestic Disorder (302.3). Instead, the novel theories of Judith Butler and Anne Fausto-Sterling have been used to cover up the truths written about by Blanchard, J. Michael Bailey, and Alice Dreger.
I confess to having been motivated by autogynephilia during all of this. Blanchard was right.
Trauma, hypersexuality owing to childhood sexual abuse, and autogynephilia are all supposed to be red flags for those involved in the medical arts of psychology, psychiatry, and physical medicineâyet nobody except for the one therapist in Pittsburgh ever tried to stop me from changing my sex. They just kept helping me to harm myself.
Escaping to âNonbinaryâ
Three years into my gender change from male to female, I looked hard into the mirror one day. When I did, the facade of femininity and womanhood crumbled.
Despite having taken or been injected with every hormone and antiandrogen concoction in the VAâs medical arsenal, I didnât look anything like a female. People on the street agreed. Their harsh stares reflected the reality behind my fraudulent existence as a woman. Biological sex is immutable.
It took three years for that reality to set in with me.
When the fantasy of being a woman came to an end, I asked two of my doctors to allow me to become nonbinary instead of female to bail me out. Both readily agreed.
After pumping me full of hormonesâthe equivalent of 20 birth control pills per dayâthey each wrote a sex change letter. The two werenât just bailing me out. They were getting themselves off the hook for my failed sex change. One worked at the VA. The other worked at Oregon Health & Science University.
To escape the delusion of having become a woman, I did something completely unprecedented in American history. In 2016, I convinced an Oregon judge to declare my sex to be nonbinaryâneither male nor female.
In my psychotic mind, I had restored the mythical third sex to North America. And I became the first legally recognized nonbinary person in the country.
Celebrity Status
The landmark court decision catapulted me to instant fame within the LGBT community. For 10 nonstop days afterward, the media didnât let me sleep. Reporters hung out in my Facebook feed, journalists clung to my every word, and a Portland television station beamed my wife and I into living rooms in the United Kingdom.
Becoming a woman had gotten me into The New York Times. Convincing a judge that my sex was nonbinary got my photos and story into publications around the world.
Then, before the judgeâs ink had even dried on my Oregon sex change court order, a Washington, D.C.-based LGBT legal aid organization contacted me. âWe want to help you change your birth certificate,â they offered.
Within months, I scored another historic win after the Department of Vital Records issued me a brand new birth certificate from Washington, D.C., where I was born. A local group called Whitman-Walker Health had gotten my sex designation on my birth certificate switched to âunknown.â It was the first time in D.C. history a birth certificate had been printed with a sex marker other than male or female.
Another transgender legal aid organization jumped on the Jamie Shupe bandwagon, too. Lambda Legal used my nonbinary court order to help convince a Colorado federal judge to order the State Department to issue a passport with an X marker (meaning nonbinary) to a separate plaintiff named Dana Zzyym.
LGBT organizations helping me to screw up my life had become a common theme. During my prior sex change to female, the New York-based Transgender Legal Defense & Education Fund had gotten my name legally changed. I didnât like being named after the uncle whoâd molested me. Instead of getting me therapy for that, they got me a new name.
A Pennsylvania judge didnât question the name change, either. Wanting to help a transgender person, she had not only changed my name, but at my request she also sealed the court order, allowing me to skip out on a ton of debt I owed because of a failed home purchase and begin my new life as a woman. Instead of merging my file, two of the three credit bureaus issued me a brand new line of credit.
Walking Away From Fiction
It wasnât until I came out against the sterilization and mutilation of gender-confused children and transgender military service members in 2017 that LGBT organizations stopped helping me. Most of the media retreated with them.
Overnight, I went from being a liberal media darling to a conservative pariah.
Both groups quickly began to realize that the transgender community had a runaway on their hands. Their solution was to completely ignore me and what my story had become. They also stopped acknowledging that I was behind the nonbinary option that now exists in 11 states.
The truth is that my sex change to nonbinary was a medical and scientific fraud.
Consider the fact that before the historic court hearing occurred, my lawyer informed me that the judge had a transgender child.
Sure enough, the morning of my brief court hearing, the judge didnât ask me a single question. Nor did this officer of the court demand to see any medical evidence alleging that I was born something magical. Within minutes, the judge just signed off on the court order.
I do not have any disorders of sexual development. All of my sexual confusion was in my head. I should have been treated. Instead, at every step, doctors, judges, and advocacy groups indulged my fiction.
The carnage that came from my court victory is just as precedent-setting as the decision itself. The judgeâs order led to millions of taxpayer dollars being spent to put an X marker on driverâs licenses in 11 states so far. You can now become male, female, or nonbinary in all of them.
In my opinion, the judge in my case should have recused herself. In doing so, she would have spared me the ordeal still yet to come. She also would have saved me from having to bear the weight of the big secret behind my win.
I now believe that she wasnât just validating my transgender identity. She was advancing her childâs transgender identity, too.
A sensible magistrate would have politely told me no and refused to sign such an outlandish legal request. âGender is just a concept. Biological sex defines all of us,â that person would have said.
In January 2019, unable to advance the fraud for another single day, I reclaimed my male birth sex. The weight of the lie on my conscience was heavier than the value of the fame Iâd gained from participating in this elaborate swindle.
Two fake gender identities couldnât hide the truth of my biological reality. There is no third gender or third sex. Like me, intersex people are either male or female. Their condition is the result of a disorder of sexual development, and they need help and compassion.
I played my part in pushing forward this grand illusion. Iâm not the victim here. My wife, daughter, and the American taxpayers areâthey are the real victims.
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Bee I just reread the not a captain au and had the saddest idea. What if nobody not even Geno finds out about why Sid is so distant from the team. They just continue to ignore him while his few friends from other teams watch and worry about him. He never asks for a trade and retires quietly after bringing the cup back to Pittsburgh a fourth or fifth time. Maybe he got hurt in the final game (a nasty check after his game winning goal) and the few people that do care think heâs just (1/?)
recovering for the next season but nope heâs done. He loves hockey more than anything but his body just wonât take it anymore (I imagine he got checked a lot because nobody cared enough to defend him) so he has to hang up the skates. Nobody tries to really keep in contact with him and the only times his old team hears about him is when some magazines try to interview him. Sid, of course, keeps up with the team because even if he isnât playing anymore he wants them to win. Even though Sid (2/?)
was the best player in the league for years and has the highest numbers on the penguins in the last ten years nobody really cares except those asshole fans that blame Sid for all following losses because how dare he abandoning the team. Even though Sid doesnât use social media (social media is something for people with friends, and Sid barely has any) he knows about the hate and becomes even more private. Barely leaving his house, getting all his groceries delivered etc. and only really (3/?)
interacting with his family. So a few years down the line, the majority of the pens Sid played with are still on the team or at least the league, thereâs a new widely discussed hockey book on the market. Sidney wrote an autobiography. He had way too much free time anyway so he just ... wrote. He wrote about his childhood and how he was always bullied and excluded, about how that shaped him and made him anxious and shy, about that carried on into his adult life. He never writes anything (4/?)
bad about the pens though. He mentions that he always alienated himself and that they arenât to blame. Putting all of the blame on himself and even apologizing for being such a bad teammate. He writes about how he has no idea what he wants to do now because his life was always just hockey and now his one constant was removed. He canât really be around too many people without getting panic attacks so he canât coach or even work in PR or something like that. He thought about doing (5/?)
anti-bullying work but heâs afraid of giving bad advice or being a bad role model because he handled his situation so bad. In the end of his book he just writes that heâs trying to focus on his mental health for a while and then maybe when it gets better he wants to help others. So of course his old teammates get asked questions about the book and Sidâs time with the pens but theyâre confused at first because why should they read Crosbyâs book. Until the hard hitting questions about (6/?)
bullying in the locker room start and they think hmmm maybe I should read it. Maybe a few of them do the rest just letâs their agents read through it. But slowly they start to understand. That the guy they always thought was an arrogant asshole was just too scared and shy to say something. That he wanted to be friends but didnât knew how. That he kept away from the team because he knew he wasnât wanted. But he still put them on a pedestal and blamed himself for everything. A few of them (7/?)
cried while reading it. Cue half the league showing up at Sidney Crosby secluded house in the offseason wanting to be friends. Also Geno coming and trying the hardest because he feels bad for being a shitty captain and not making him feel welcome on the team when he was one of the main reasons they ever even won. He tries his hardest and is nice. Which leads to actual communication (I know, Iâm shocked too) which leads to Sid coming home from the therapist heâs working with and being (8/?)
greeted by his big Russian husband holding their tiny babygirl while their boys run around their legs and scream about daddy being home. (9/9)
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Iâm feeling so many emotions right now. Iâve always wanted to write that trope where Sidney secludes himself after retirement and writes an autobiography like heâs leaving breadcrumbs for Geno to find him because heâs doesnât think he deserves to actively seek out Genoâs companionship, much less his love. But thereâs definitely a fic like that already so i donât want to step on any toes ; - ;Â
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I hate posts that say âjust go get help.â Do you know how hard it is to get an appointment with a psychologist as an adult? At least for me (tricare, military hospitals bc parents) you canât just call up and be like âcan I be referred to the mental health clinic.â It took me MONTHS to get my first referral. MONTHS. It took me coming home (driving 5 hours from Pittsburgh and back) every fucking Friday for months for me to see a someone. I didnât even see a full fledged psychologist, I saw someone akin to an apprentice. Like??? My therapist was literally in training. And from there on I was diagnosed w OCD and anxiety + an ED as the result of those two things. Nothing happened. An in-training psychiatrist put me on lexapro and when that didnât work and I wanted to go back to change meds they asked âdo you have a referral to come see us?â aND THE PROCESS HAD TO START AGAIN.
Itâs not as simple as telling someone to go tell someone. They get kids in to see doctors ASAP but adults...? Nope. You have to jump through a million hoops to prove you are suffering. Itâs horrific. I encourage everyone to get help but stop fucking acting like itâs easy.
#me#ed tw#mine#ana#anorexia#eating disorder tw#eating disorder trigger warning#depression#mental health#mental illness#ednos#osfed
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Natural Remedies to Beat the "Winter Blues"
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Natural Remedies to Beat the "Winter Blues"
Winter is a time of year we love to keep cozy, spend time with family and friends, and eat lots of good food. For some though, it can be a time of increased sadness. Comfort food is more often consumed along with decreased physical activity, which can lead to low mood and energy, increasing the risk of depression. Seasonal Affective Disorder (S.A.D) affects more than half a million Americans each year and is a recognized form of clinical depression, commonly referred to as the âwinter bluesâ or âwinter depression.â Stressful life events, family history, or other emotional issues may contribute to S.A.D. Women are more commonly reported to have S.A.D. However, it may occur with anyone, regardless of age or gender. winter blues
Symptoms of Seasonal Affective Disorder
Recognizing the symptoms is the first step in seeking the proper treatment. Symptoms can vary from person to person and range from mild to severe, usually occurring between the months of September and April. People generally experience more severe symptoms between the months of December and February.
Symptoms typically include:
Negative thoughts and feelings of sadness
Irritability
Poor appetite
Fatigue
Increased food cravings
Difficulty concentrating
Social isolation
Sleep disturbances
 Scientists believe vitamin D deficiency due to lack of sunlight may be one of the causes of S.A.D. This is because of vitamin D deficiency preventing a part of the brain, known as the hypothalamus, from working properly. In turn, the disruption in the function of the hypothalamus leads to an imbalance in circadian rhythms. When circadian rhythms are out of balance, melatonin and serotonin levels can be affected.
People with S.A.D have been noted as having higher levels of melatonin, causing sleep disturbances and fatigue. Serotonin (the happy hormone) levels may decrease due to this lack of sleep, causing mood disturbances. So, what are some ways we can combat this? Consider the following natural remedies.
Natural Remedies to Beat the âWinter Bluesâ (or S.A.D) winter blues
Exercise Regularly â Exercise increases the brains feel-good chemicals, reducing feelings of depression. Studies have shown walking just 20-30 minutes can boost your mood!
Get some Vitamin D â Taking a vitamin D supplement can help boost mood and immunity. A doctor or nutritionist can recommend a proper dose.
Sleep â Rest is vital to emotional health. Avoid excess sugar and caffeine to promote restful sleep. Try going to bed at the same time each night and waking up at the same time each morning.
Get Outside âTake advantage when the sun does decide to peek through during winter months. Bundle up and ask a friend to go on a short walk or hike. It can do wonders for your mood and energy!
Talk It Out â Discussing your feelings with a trained counselor can help you overcome feelings of sadness. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) is recommended to promote positive thinking and behaviors.
Practice Self-Care â Spend time doing something you enjoy. Treat yourself to a massage. Finding ways to relax and be more mindful reduces stress, helping boost mood.
Healthy Eating â Comfort foods are easy to reach for when feeling sad. Sweets and excess carbs may produce good feelings short-term. Unfortunately, this can turn into a downward spiral, causing low mood and an imbalance in hormone levels. Leafy greens, protein, and healthy carbohydrates can help boost mood and energy, reducing symptoms of depression. Talking with a nutritionist can help guide you through a meal plan to fit with your personal lifestyle.
If youâre interested in further support with mood, diet, and lifestyle changes, Makin Wellness offers a holistic, integrative approach to therapy and nutritional counseling. Encompassing mind, body, and spirit, we give consideration to the whole person. Contact us today for a free 15-minute consultation ! winter blues
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What are mental health resources like in the clans (I figure they're probably not set up in the colonies yet)?
Great question, anon! So while there are not official resources set up for mental health in any of the clans â there are no official psychiatric practices, basically â there are definitely people who act as therapists!
In the harsh worlds of Blue Ridge and New Pittsburgh, this job might be viewed in a different light; these more militaristic societies likely don't value mental health as much, though the people certain need mental health resources.
In Sylvania, therapy is slightly more valued, but it's not necessarily talked about. There's some respect there, because community and dependability are highly valued, but it isn't as out in the open.
In Falls Lake, therapists are seen as restoring a necessary balance to the people they help; balance is valued above all things here, as balance between the people and the lake is vital to survival. This is the most tight-knit community, so therapy would be talked about between the people the most here. Therapists also most respected in Southern Plains, as they help to restore inner peace for those who need it, and peace is highly valued in this clan. But as the people are more spread out and depend less on one another, therapy is more for the individual than for the community. Therapists would also likely trade their services for resources in these places.
I hope this gives you some ideas, and now I very deeply hope someone brings a therapist figure to Nova! These people are surely going to need it.
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