#me personally. would wear. maybe not the pants thats too much

[marcsnuffy]

ignore the context. thoughts on this fit ?

[borzoilover69]

I have a headcanon on how these guys style themselves postgame and you WILL hear me out.

Kanaya, Roxy, and Jade are self explanatory. They know how they want to present themselves. They know how to go forward with that. They’ve got colour combos and layering and fashion choices suited to their particular style IN THE BAG. Loud, prominent, they know whats up.

Jake, Calliope, and Jane get nudged into giving a fuck about fashion by anyone named above, or rather their own desire to dress up…Jake moreso because as a celebrity he gives too much of a fuck about his image to be anything less. Callie of course is affectionate enough with jade and roxy that they teach her how to style and i think she would like lolita and more daintier feminine stuff than roxy, but she does tend to sometimes switch over to suits. Jane is pure butch energy she dresses like a guy but as a girl with fashion sense. Like strict lesbian style. I dont know how else to fucking put it she would dress like how a butch lesbian would.

Jane and Jake stylewise would be similiar to some retro callback summer movie where everyones on a roadtrip in a yellow van or something except jake is more prone to extravagancy because he gives more of a fuck. Also one of them is wearing dresses and its NOT Jane.

Dirk and Rose.. fashion disasters. Dirk doesnt know fashion weight for a while and tries too hard id even suspect that he would try and mimic daves fashion style for a while until john or someone else blatantly calls him out in an offhand comment and jake and the rest of his friends start getting on his fucking case about being so bland with his fashion takes (all primaries, little to no patterns, basic, no layering.) that he caves and starts taking it like a personal challenge to style well.

At some point he has a revelation and realises he can get piercings and starts leaning into that and punk / gothish fashion. Black with complimentary colours recommended by friends.

Rose is sort of a fashion trainwreck like for all of kanayas nudging she doesnt really give a fuck and kanaya starts dictating her outfits and then of course she also gets the "someone makes an offhand comment that makes them mald really hard about it and go into a snooty onesided competition to prove they GET IT actually and that you were TOTALLY wrong about them not GETTING IT." Its the only way Dirk and Rose start caring.

Terezi and John get nudged around by their respective compadres about fashion sense and style, but they generally dont give a damn and have their own thing going for them. Theyve got their own vibe and style that feels well on them and especially terezi wise i think she would lean into the fashion disaster for fun. As long as the colours taste well together, who gives a damn about layering etc etc. throw in some crocs with a suit. An oversized shirt with a tapered skirt. Who cares. John is more tried and true but he styles out ENOUGH so he doesnt end up in the last (deorgatory) category.

Dave and Karkat are the real stubborn contendors of the friendgroup fashionwise. Baggy on baggy outfitwear. WILL get on your case if you point out had it not been for their respective colour choices they basically dress the exact same. Same mix of cargo pants, sweatpants, tracksuit pants, hoodies, and tshirts to keep them going for the lifetime. There js nothing else. Whats layering. Accessories? Well except for a watch hard pass. Patterned clothing? No way. Basic colours ONLY. Maybe Dave would dig long shorts ive always seen him as a longshorts kind of guy but its never anything noteworthy. Type of guys to choose what theyre wearing with their eyes closed thats how basic their closet is.

Anyways thats my style and fashion thoughts. Let me know what you think. Discuss and all that. Also tag yourself on which one youre closest to stylewise. Im jake. Obviously.

[grabowskibeepboop]

I love genderbending characters, but when it comes to hxh, I'm the most basic with it and I don't care

I think Gon likes cute stuff, and would like cute stuff if he was a girl. I think she'd have long hair (he already does), and she'd like wearing skirts. Sue me because everyone seems to think Gon is this this fucking gym bro (no offense you have the right but I disagree), and yea sure he does go to the gym but so many people do without letting it be their personality. So ofc she'd want to be strong, but pretty too. Not on like an omg I have to be pretty level, but she'd do her hair cute and wear cute jewelry and stuff. Enough about Gon because I could go on for hours about how much I disagree with everyone about him. Also one more thing because the TV's playing teen titans rn, Starfire vibes ig, feminine but a bro, and ofc a little stoop. Loves making faces.

I don't think Killua would be much different. Not because he's feminine (he's not that feminine imo, everyone crosses their legs), but because she'd be a tomboy. Same choice of clothing, maybe some piercings later on but I already imagine Killua getting piercings in the future. Same personality, maybe different hairdo because maybe it'd be a little longer but she'd be a feminist I.C.O.N., she'd always be like what a boy can do I can do better or smth. Idk. Massive girl crush on Gon ofc, thats just the default.

Leorio is a toughie, because he's traditionally masculine, so I'd want to make her traditionally feminine, but he's also a classic suit guy, so I't put her in a suit, but maybe with a skirt at first, then maybe she switches to pants as the hunter exam gets harder or smth. The other thing thats kinda tough for me is his flirty vibe. I mean it's not that impossible to recreate the same type of flirting from a woman to a man, but smth still hasn't clicked about it in my head. Anyways I don't really have that much to say about her, leopika is still on so let's move on to...

Kurapika is basicall the same. You can't tell if she's a guy or a girl, but if you misgender her she will correct you in a manner which says it's okay we all make mistakes, but in a tone which says if you do that one more time you'll never see the light of day again. A lot of people headcanon Kurapika as transmasc, and while I don't actively headcanon him as such, I don't disagree either, so it's similar for gendermend too ig. There already people who headcanon The™ Kurapika as transfem, without genderbending, so it's not impossible. People also headcanon Kurapika as non-binary, and while I don't, I'm in for anything, but I like his unconventional-traditional vibe, like he's feminine by birth but his values do seem to lie in tradition too. Anyways, genderbend Kurapika isn't that different, but she is pretty flat.

[rockermybuddie]

Protecting whats mine

Tw: mentions alcohol

Tommy x Evan “Buck”

Summary: Tommy and Buck are going to a bar with the 118. When Buck leave to grab more drinks for the table the bartender is getting a little too flirty with him. Tommy notices and gets a little protective over Buck.

A/n: Im going to write this in third person because it would switch too much between Buck and Tommy. So forgive me if i forget and use first person.

•Also if someone could tell me how to do the word count thing i see on other stories ? It might be a different app but i just write on tumblr lol, is that weird?

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Tommy say on the couch waiting for his little diva to get ready. “Come on Evan, we are going to be late.” He says leaning back on the couch cushion, hes been ready for 20 minutes while Evans been doing his hair for 30. Hes not even dressed yet and they are supposed to leave in 5 minutes.

“Which top will look better with my pants?” Evan asks holding up a navy blue button up and a dark green t-shirt. Tommy looks over at his shirtless boyfriend and just admires him before answering.

“Either one will look fine Evan, you are wearing black jeans.” Tommy answers. “Thats not the point. Will the navy look too dark with my pants? I’m just going to wear the green.” Evan huffs going back into the bedroom. “Then why did you ask me?!” Tommy lets out a soft laugh at his adorable love leaning back against the couch.

Finally after another 10 minutes Evan is finally ready to go, he ended up wearing a white t-shirt and a blue-plaid flannel.

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When Tommy and Evan enter the bar they look for where the rest of the 118 were. They spotted them in the back corner.

“Hey guys whats up?!” Evan says waving at everyone with a big smile. “You all are late.” Hen says looking at the time. “You can blame the diva here, he couldn’t decide on what to wear.” Tommy says watching Evans cheeks turn red.

Everyone sat around and talked about the most recent calls or what their kids are into now. Everyone is just tipsy, not drunk enough for karaoke yet.

“Buck how about you go get us more drinks.” Chimney says. “Meeee?!” He exclaims. “Yeah since you were late.” Chimney reminds. Buck scrunched his nose and pushed up off the table to get more drinks.

“Are you a firefighter?” The young bartender asks. “Yeah i am.” Evan says, Evan notices her looking at his muscles as he leans on the counter with his arms crossed. But he doesn’t think much about it. “Can you pick up people?” She asks with a bright smile. Evan furrows his brows together saying a shaky yes. He just wants the drinks so he can go back to the table.

“Need help with the drinks babe?” A deep voice asks, Evan feels a familiar arm wrap around his waist. Evan looks to his right and sees Tommy now standing next to him, he smiles. They both notice the bright friendly expression on the young bartenders face was now filled with shock and maybe a little embarrassment.

She quickly got their drinks to them and walked away fast to another guy at the end of the bar.

“That was pretty hot.” Evan says as they walk back to the table. “She was giving you too much googly eyes. I didnt like it.” Tommy says shivering his shoulders. “Well you announced yourself pretty loud i think the whole bar knows now.” Evan jokes.

“Good. They know whats mine now.” Tommy tells him. That made Evans stomach get butterflies and now all he wants to do is go home and have sex with him.

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A/n: I hope you liked it lol. I know its really short but i personally like writing just short and simple stories. And honestly my brain can only handle short and simple, i get too side tracked and off topic when its gets too long.

[natsmagi]

sorry, i really don’t get you because you say you draw tsumugi with the body you do because she ‘seems like the type of girl who would have a good body (weird that you call that kind of ‘no fat but on the boobs sex doll body’ good but okay?) but covers it up’ and then don’t draw her covered up.

like you draw her in tiny skirts with her ass hanging out and shit constantly, in every one of your drawings is her body emphasised and on show and i just want to know what your fucking deal is? not only does it feel really mischaracterising for tsumugi, but it’s just really weird and gross. also you’ve literally never drawn a single fat character, all your characters are stick thin with different boob and hip sizes.

are we seriously doing this again. its ok to not like my art. its ok to not have it be to your tastes. its ok to disagree with my portrayals. it doesnt need to be much deeper than that

your rephrasing of my quotes is misleading though. ive re-emphasized the point more clearly before, but my points are based on societal standards and expectations, not my own personal preferences. big boobs small waist is the body type that gets ogled at the most, stereotypically speaking, so it makes it fun for her to have that body as her personality and the way she carries herself isnt whats commonly associated with it. with my depictions i try to take context into question. i dont just give the character a body or appearance that i like, i try to think how i can translate their character along with changing their figure (if at all). of course, i am not perfect, my stuff will not appeal to everyone and my takes might be disagreeable, and thats ok.

as for my tsumugi depiction; i dont know what you want me to say. tsumugi wears a button-up shirt with pants and a belt in canon. in my femstars version i simply change the pants into a pencil skirt. the belt is synched around the waist. its gonna make her waist look smaller than it is, as the belt is highlighting that area and creating contrast. this is a common way to dress and i honestly dont think i draw her in revealing clothes too often? like yea it happens. duh. and ive drawn some horny and suggestive art with her to add. but i do not think i go out of my way to flaunt her body or have her wear as little as humanly possible (which i dont even think would be an issue. an artist having fun is not the end of the world). i mainly do it when its, again, a suggestive drawing, or when its been for a joke. its not really meant to be anything deep sure, maybe she has her cleavage out every once in a while, but thats just. Her having boobs. i give natsume revealing clothes just as, if not more often than i do tsumugi, but people dont seem to care/notice as shes rather curveless. and idol clothes are separate from personal clothes that theyd casually wear because its what they enjoy, and its the idol clothes that tend to have that more "attractive" tinge to them her body isnt the focal point of my art very often either?? like if ur just staring at her boobs in every single one of my drawings atp thats on u

[intrawebs]

a sketch + character info i couldnt fit into my recent fic :]

info under the read more

the amount of background info i couldnt fit into this fic is absolutely abnormal for me, so im putting it down here!

the above photo is headshots of their costumes ^^ etho doesnt wear a mask outside of his costume because it'd be way too identifiable. outside of his costume, he wears glasses! they detract from his very identifiable face scar, plus he actually needs them to see lol. he wears contacts when he suits up. i also got rid of his red eye for aforementioned way-too-identifiable reasons.

etho's powers are that he can teleport, but only within a certain radius (im thinking 2 miles or so?), and he can melt into shadows. so, his powers are mainly evasion-based. thats why i called him mirage! cause he's all about disappearing. etho specializes in hand-to-hand combat and doesn't consistently carry weapons, which sounds like a bad match for joel, because it is. but, etho relies on technique and actual skill to fight, while joel relies on brute strength and unpredictability.

etho's costume is all black, but im more in flux about the rest of the details. either it's a bodysuit that's fitted, but not skin-tight. or, it's a skin-tight, possibly sleeveless shirt and looser pants. either way his costume would be very light and easy to move in.

now, joel! he is a liiittle bit obsessed with etho. it borders on stalking, but finding out his identity was very much the farthest he's ever gone with it, and he wasn't lying about doing it to protect etho from people trying to kill him- even if he still did have ulterior motivations.

i haven't assigned powers to joel yet, except the teeth i guess, but i generally think of joel as having sharp teeth. he's called the wolfman because his costume contains a muzzle shaped object that really serves the opposite purpose of a muzzle, ha. it's steel with sharp teeth, so it does extra damage and has a slightly longer reach than his mouth. plus, he doesn't have to eat people's blood. it opens and closes with his mouth, but can't do anything more than that. the second item he wears im not 100% on the design of. it contains metal finger-caps with sharp steel nails, that spark if he rubs them together, for fire-setting purposes. what im not sure about is if these finger-caps are directly connected to gloves, or if they're connected to something more like a wire frame encompassing his hand.

i debated making him look more like a furry (giving him ears, a tail), but decided joel would probably be too embarrassed to go that far lol. aside from that, the rest of his costume is just light protective gear and normal clothes. i like the idea of him wearing two-toned pants, maybe very loose jeans, where the back half is black and the front half is white, to mimic wolf fur patterns, but over the years the white has become an uneven red from all the bloodstains.

also! joels backstory! he would say he was forced into becoming a villain, but he very much was not. he was an assassin, but on one contract a hero intervened and successfully stopped him, and he got so pissed off that a few days later he fought the hero in public. he didn't have anything to protect his identity, and he probably didn't have his muzzle nor gloves yet. im thinking the first time he got his shit rocked, but eventually came back more prepared and ended up killing that hero. obviously, the other heros weren't happy about that, so joel just kept fighting people as they came to him. he still takes assassin contracts, and they tend to be for much more high profile individuals. he's the only person out of all the supers (both villain and hero) that makes a reliable and good income.

lastly! remember when i called tango dr. blaze? that was a reference to onawhimsicot's fic tangotek evil incorporated and tiny_minecraft_rabbit's offshoot of that fic, tangotek evil incorporated's masterful schemes

[do-i-look-like-a-doctor]

Gojo headcanons bc ive got too much time on my hands

bro ate chalk as a kid and ive got proof

look at his kid self for a sec, he’s got a grown out buzzcut and the blue eyed stare. thats a chalk eater

you can’t convince me he’s a good swimmer

he’s lanky and tall, bro gets swept away the min he is near the ocean. he’s built to be shark food, sorry luv

the cloth he wears to cover his eyes is raggedy as hell

let me explain. he wears it constantly both in and out of battle, he wears it in any weather, and let’s be real he’s so odd that he probs sleeps in it sometimes

this leads me to believe that even tho he almost never gets hurt during a fight the blood and grime gets all up in the cloth

no amount of Tide or even acid could get rid of the STENCH that mask holds

it smells like ten cans of bounce that ass. one whiff could, quite literally, kill an old man

he’s a chronic podcast listener

tried to become one of those skater kids, failed miserably. geto never let him live it down

i think he’d make a great partner but if you listen to Hozier he will cause a scene

basically what im saying is he’s jealous of Hozier

Gojo knows that no matter how strong he is he will NEVER compare to that man’s vocals/lyrics and what they do to you

que Gojo trying to sing your fav Hozier song(s) but he can’t match the pitch which sends you into cardiac arrest

other than that he’s a pretty good singer, could probs serenade you to sleep

you know how everyone has an irrational fear? yuh his is birds

you ever see him interact with one in a normal way?

you see a bird, he sees a sack of organs with hollow bones that sore through the sky and sometimes they can talk

he pisses his pants when he sees a macaw

he’s a rich bitch and it’s a problem. not cuz he’s an ass abt it but bc he spoils the hell out of the teens

we know he would buy Megumi anything in the world but Yuuji and Nobara get the same treatment

he saw Yuuji’s orphaned ass and immediately transferred HUNDREDS to Yuuji’s bank acc

ain’t no student of his gonna be broke, that’s for sure

probs carries around pics of Megumi from when the teen was a kid

some are cute such as Megumi at the beach or having a fun at the zoo. others are of Megumi fighting for his life

i feel that when Yuuji entered the equation he also started taking pics of him during cute, fun, or important moments

very much sentimental older brother energy

whenever Gojo gets sick or injured he either becomes a massive baby or denies it until he’s dead

depends on the problem tbh. if he’s got a head cold he needs to be hospitalized but if he got his legs cut off he’d ignore it for weeks

you know how most men’s body wash or shampoo is named in, what’s considered, “masculine scents”

like redwood, campfire smoke, whiskey, fucking piss water

yuh he’s not a fan

i don’t think he’d really like those scents. in his mind, why does smelling like burnt coal or salt = masculine?

he probs just grabs whatever he likes, maybe orange scented stuff or even subtle vanilla

whatever cologne he wears tho is fucking delicious. you smell it and immediately your knees give out

i think if you gave him a huff of old spice tho he’d just disintegrate

im thinking of his general hygiene now, he has a solid routine

it’s not a million steps, probs just good quality face wash, serums, and moisturizer

that being said he suffered horrific back acne as a kid. dont ask how I know this, i will eat you alive

he looks and acts flawless but we know the truth. he sucks at card games

Yuuji’s biggest flex is he beat Gojo at go-fish 28 times in a row

he says calabunga and not a single person can stand it

that’s it for now, i’ll probs add more headcanons later

thanks for coming to my ted talk, i hope this post finds you before Sukuna does

(this is all mildly unedited, soz for mistakes)

[uriekukistan]

Hi!! I saw the character ask thing and was wondering if you would answer for Megumi? :D Questions 1-15 (if you feel up to it)!! <3 I literally love him so much and ik from your blog that you do too ! :) (btw loving your itafushi week works!! 🖤)

hiii thank you for the ask and im glad youre loving my itafushi week fics :3 hope youre doing well !!

1. Why do you like or dislike this character?

i looooveeee everything abt him tbh, but i think probably the thing that makes me the most fond of him is that he reminds me a lot of myself in the way he processes things and makes decisions, sorting them into good or bad

2. Favorite canon thing about this character?

hmmm idk if it’s my top fav thing abt him but i love his technique and the way he uses it. especially the shadow inventory and when he stores himself in it? so cool. ig its more when he sets his mind to it, he’s crazy powerful. underrated fr.

3. Least favorite canon thing about this character?

i cant say im a fan of the position he’s in but at the same time i appreciate the narrative choice. wouldn’t ask for things to change, i just wish he was suffering less.

4. If you could put this character in any other media, be it a book, a movie, anything, what would you put them in?

i’ve been writing him in a tokyo ghoul crossover fic recently if that counts

5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?

rn…avalanche by bring me the horizon

6. What's something you have in common with this character?

a lot tbh….lets go w we’re both more reserved, a bit avoidant, and keep our feelings hidden 88% of the time (the right person can see through)

7. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you like?

i love when ppl show him as like. the type to subtly show he cares like acts of service type and then he acts like nothing happened. canon. to me.

8. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise?

WHEN THEY HATE HIM FOR NO REASON & BLAME HIM FOR THE EVENTS OF JJK LIKE THATS SO WRONG & INCORRECT HES JUST A KID DOING HIS BEST AND MOST OF YHE PPL SHITTING ON HIM WOULDNT LAST TWO MINUTES AS HIM. or when they make mahoraga jokes that are just tasteless, midgumi, potential man, nah i’d give up….im in your walls

9. Could you be roommates with this character?

like. if i had to yeah. we both prefer our own space so it could probably work but it also might be a bit awkward. gonna go with if we were already friends before we became roommates, yes. if not, then no bc neither of us would ever speak, and you gotta be able to communicate w your roommates

10. Could you be best friends with this character?

yes, if there was a “facilitator” friend. like we need the local extrovert to get us to hang out first or we’d never even become acquainted

11. Would you date this character?

no. one he’s a minor two i dont like men like that

12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?

recently i have been writing abt bassist megumi, so im thinking he air guitars while he’s listening to music when hes alone in his room. or air drums maybe. won’t sing along out loud bc the walls are thin, but if he did, he’d have a nice voice.

13. What's an emoji, an emoticon and/or any symbol that reminds you of this character or you think the character would use a lot?

i think he would not use emojis or emoticons when texting but maybe he’d adopt the ‘:)’ bc yuuji kept asking if he was mad (gojo would also ask, but megumi’s not gonna change his habits for that). (￣^￣)ゞ but this is megumi

14. Assign a fashion aesthetic to this character.

basic but color coordinated, baggy, no patterns, mostly darker colors (black, green, & blue - royal blue not navy). sweaters & jackets most of the time w jeans or just regular pants. he’s cold easily so wears this in the summer too. getting rid of his canon shoes and giving him vans or doc martens oxfords.

15. What's your favorite ship for this character? (Doesn't matter if it's canon or not.)

ITAFUSHI <3333333333 I LOVE THEM SO MUCH its like. semi not normal but idc.

[illfoandillfie]

Okay this ended up so much longer than i planned oops skfksdjsd i think tumblr is having problems with the size so it wouldn’t let me post as a response to the ask so hopefully this works.

anyway, its set in the Taking Control universe because that is where dom!Ben lives. So there are a few references to Gwil but he’s like not involved in the smut, just benny boy. hope you like it!

warnings: sir kink, mild public play, semi-public sex, oral sex (m receiving), one lil cheek slap, a lot of dirty talk including degradation (specifically Whore), explicit photography, implied threesome, a bit of cumplay, uhhhhh i think thats it

It was easy to forget how dominant Ben could be on his own. When he was with Gwil, Ben would become either competitive or determined to keep up. Their versions of dominance would play off each other and it could almost seem like they were trying to outdo each other with what they came up with to do to you. So, when he was on his own it was easy to fall for his cute face and sweet talking and then, before you knew it, you’d not only agreed to go as his plus one to some acting industry event, you’d also agreed to go in a dress with a slit up the side specifically because he decided that’s what he wanted. You’d sent photos of a few options and he’d picked the one with the highest slit, reaching all the way up to your hip. It made you feel very flustered, and you made a not to yourself to buy a suitable pair of undies that wouldn’t show.  

In the weeks leading up to the event Ben had let slip that Gwil would also be there and that he’d also approved your dress. You’d got the strong impression that they both intended to fuck you in it and the idea of ending the night like that was enough to make you squirm every time you remembered. By the time Ben arrived to pick you up you were turned on and excited to tease them a bit throughout the night. Maybe even act a little bratty when they took you home, just to see what they’d do. What you didn’t account for was Ben’s solitary dominance. He helped you into the back of the car and nodded to the driver that you were ready to go.   “This is very nice,” “Well, we couldn’t go in just any old car. Look it’s even got a partition,” he pressed a button and a screen rose between the front and back seats. “You look stunning by the way.” “Thank you, you look pretty great yourself.” Ben smiled at the compliment, his fingers falling to your thigh where he toyed with the edge of the slit, “I think I made a good choice. Good girl for wearing what I told you.” Your breath caught, the praise unexpected. You’d known he’d been horny about the dress. You hadn’t realised it was an act of submission to wear it. But being called good and seeing just how much it pleased Ben made you feel a little subby. Ben’s hand slid up your thigh and under the dress, and you couldn’t help but look to the partition to make sure it was still up.   “Don’t worry about him,” Ben said, his other hand coming up to tilt your head until your gaze was forced back on him, “You going to keep being a good girl?” You nodded, entirely forgetting your plans to tease. Ben was so charming and sweet that it made you want to please him, to do whatever he asked and earn his praise.   “What would you say if I wanted you to take your knickers off?” “You mean...not wear any tonight?” “Exactly. You don’t have to if you don’t want to. I know it’s daunting doing that in public and we’ve never played like that before.” “But you want me too?” “I think it would be very sexy if you did.” His hand kept running over your exposed leg, “I like the idea of you being totally naked under your dress. And I like the idea of being the only other person who knows it. Just this dress separating your cunt from my hands. And who knows, if you were very lucky I might be able to touch you while everyone’s listening to whatever speeches there’ll be going on.   Each sentence made your breath quicken until you were practically panting shifting your hips to try and get his hand to slip between your thighs. “Do you like the idea?” he asked, resolutely ignoring your clear desire. You nodded again, not trusting yourself to speak.   “So will you let me take them off you?” “I guess it-” “I don’t want you to guess Y/N. I want to know you want this. You’ll still be good even if you tell me no. I can still make you plenty wet through your panties. But if you do want to, I promise I’ll look after you. It’ll just be our little secret.” You nodded then, his assurances convincing you.   Ben grinned and awarded you with a deep kiss that made you glad you’d gone with a smudge proof lipstick. You moaned against his lips, and tried to extend the kiss when he sat back.   “Uh uh,” he said softly, “we’ll be there soon and you’re still wearing knickers.” “So take them off me,” you said coyly, pulling back one side of the dress so he could see better. “I think you should do it.” He said suddenly, settling back in his seat, “Show me just how far you’ll go to be my good girl.” Now that the shock of his request had worn off and been replaced by a desperate need for more praise, you were quick to do as he asked. You tried to be enticing as you removed the garment, biting your lip as you slowly slipped them down your legs, making sure Ben could catch glimpses of your pussy. He watched hungrily as you took them off and then held out his hand for the item. “I’ll make sure you get these back later.” He winked, as he shoved them into a pocket. A second after the panties had disappeared Ben leaned forward and for one moment you were sure he was going to touch you, to reward you with some stimulation if not an actual orgasm. But all he did was tug your dress back into place, smoothing the fabric down, leaving you a little disappointed but even more determined to earn that touch.  

Throughout the night you were constantly reminded about your lack of underwear. Ben was very attentive to you, getting you drinks and introducing you to various people that stopped to chat. But he was quick to tease you when no one was looking, pulling you towards the edge of the room so he could rub your arse and whisper about how it was taking all his control not to bend you over there and then. When you ran into Gwil he was very complementary about your dress, making sure that you knew how fuckable you looked in it. That alone was enough to fluster but Ben’s command to tell Gwil what had happened in the car almost made you whine and you were sure you were blushing as you leaned into Gwil’s ear to admit it.   “If I’d know you’d be such a good slut I’d have invited you myself,” Gwil growled, clearly itching to raise you dress and see for himself. Unfortunately for him you were still very much in public and he was wanted elsewhere, someone behind you calling him over.   He sighed a little but said to Ben, “keep her warm for me, I’ll come over to yours tonight.” Ben grinned and nodded a, “See you then.” as his hand wrapped around your waist tightly.   Gwil took a moment to look you over and then, with the pretence of kissing your cheek, quietly whispered, “I’m going to spend the rest of the night thinking about fucking you in that dress. And I expect you to be as good for me as you have been for Ben.” “Yes Sir,” you whispered, all ideas of being bratty and pushing their buttons long forgotten. After that Ben got you new drinks and then lead you into the hall to find your seats for the presentation.  

The speeches were probably alright. People seemed to be laughing at parts and generally enjoying them. But you barely heard a word. Ben’s hand was on you constantly. Sometimes just staying still on your thigh, but sometimes teasing the skin hidden by your dress. You never knew how far he’d go with each stroke, if he’d stick to the edge of the slit or if he’d delve closer to finding out how wet his teasing had made you. You didn’t know which way you wanted it either. The idea of him stroking your pussy in such a crowded room made you whimper quietly into your hand, but the idea of him not touching you there was devastating. You needed him to see how affected you were and reward you for it. But the speeches drew to a close and he’d still not actually found your cunt. You turned and pouted at him, trying to let him know that you wanted him to do what he’d threatened to without actually asking for it. Whether or not he picked up on your meaning, Ben grabbed your hand and tugged your up from the table.   “Come with me,” was all he said, leading you from the room.

You followed him away from the crowd now moving back toward the bar, down a corridor and out a set of doors and down another corridor. Ben at least seemed to know what he was looking for, you just let him take you, hoping that you’d at least get an orgasm out of it. Finally, you made it to an empty room and Ben turned around to lock the door behind you.   “Where are we, Sir?” you asked but had barely got the last word out when Ben pulled you into a kiss and you decided it didn’t matter, as long as you wouldn’t be interrupted. His hands were impatiently pushing at the skirt of your dress, working their way underneath the fabric so he could squeeze your bare arse and slide his fingers along your wet folds. Just feeling how turned on you were made Ben groan against your lips.   “Do you know how badly I’ve wanted to touch you?” He gasped, “I’m so hard from thinking about this cunt. I wanted to know how wet you were but I knew if I found out I’d probably make a mess in my pants. Your little whimpers didn’t fucking help either.” “Sorry Sir,” you managed to say, trying to rub yourself on his hand, “I just really wanted you to touch me.” “Such a good girl for me. I think you deserve a reward.” “Please Sir,” “There’s only one question. Would you prefer to be on your knees or see me kneel?” You were torn. Your cunt was screaming at you to make Ben eat you out, to finally get that pleasure you’d been craving since he’d so easily taken control in the car. But your submissive brain was more in control and she just wanted to be praised again, to be good and obedient and to please her Sir. It was easy enough to talk yourself into it. It would feel very good to make Ben cum. Maybe even better than cumming yourself because it was unselfish. Proof that you could be whatever he wanted you to be. And he’d call you good for it. He might also call you a whore but somehow that was a good thing when he said it. He made you want to be a whore. And when you told Gwil about it later, he’d also call you good. And they’d reward you for it. “I want to suck your cock Sir.” Ben smiled at that, “Such a good girl for me.” You beamed at the praise and reached for his belt eager for more. “But you made one little mistake, didn’t you?” “I did?” “Mmhmm, what you really meant to say is that you want me to fuck your face. Isn’t that right?” “Oh!” you felt stupid for not thinking of it yourself and rushed to rectify your mistake before you got in trouble. “Of course sir. Please fuck my face.” Ben laughed and beckoned you forward to resume undoing his belt, “Fuck I love when you get this submissive. Gwil’s gonna lose his mind when he sees you later.”

Ben let you stroke him a bit to start though he was well and truly hard by then. But you loved feeling his cock in your hand and he was more than willing to give you that momentary pleasure. Soon through, you noticed the beads of precum forming at his tip and you were overwhelmed with the desire to taste him. You licked at his head, collecting the precum on your tongue, smearing your saliva over his skin, and ben placed his hand on the back of your head to keep himself steady.   “Go on, whore, take me in,” Ben encouraged you as his need grew.   “Yes, Sir, but one thing first?” You obliged as soon as he’d given the order, wrapping your lips around his head and working yourself down his shaft. Again, he let you go at your own pace for a time, knowing you’d need a moment to adjust to his size. You were in public after all and he didn’t want to push you too hard or do anything to draw unwanted attention. An idea occurred to him and he stopped you, groaning as he saw your disappointed pout.   “One more thing Y/N,” he said before reaching over to unzip the back of your dress, “I know how much you drool over cock and we don’t want you making too much of a mess of this pretty dress. Plus now I can see your tits.” You laughed and thanked Ben, shimmying your shoulders a bit to emphasis your now exposed breasts. “Alright, whore, mouth back on cock, that’s it. Fuck feels so good already. Can’t wait to fuck you.” You whined, managing to take more of his shaft in your mouth. Ben just tried to focus on keeping his hips from bucking towards your face. A tough task when his cock was surrounded by the hot wet of your mouth and you kept making yourself gag as you tried to take him deeper and deeper. His mind drifted to your cunt and how easily you’d accept him there if he decided to take you right now. It was tempting. But then you gagged and he lost his focus, hips surging forward, cock pushing further into your throat.   You gagged again at the sudden unexpected intrusion, but it sent a bolt of heat to your cunt and you couldn’t help but moan. Ben tugged you back with the intention of making sure you were okay but before he could so much as apologise you were kissing his shaft, a trail of wet open mouthed kisses from his base to his tip.   “I’m ready,” you half whined, desperately seeking validation that you were giving him what he wanted.   “Ready for what?” Ben asked, wanting to double check you knew what you were saying. “Ready for you to fuck my mouth Sir,” you emphasised the last word and rolled your eyes, impatience making you a bit bratty.   But it was all the confirmation Ben needed. His grip on your hair tightened and he used it first to pull you back onto his cock and then to hold you still as his intentionally thrust into your throat.  

For a while the only sounds were wet gags from you and grunts from Ben as he used you harshly, forcing you to take his length again and again. Every so often he’d break the silence by groaning about how good you felt, how well you were taking him. And then he pushed you down to meet his thrust, holding you in place with his cock in your throat so he could catch his breath. “God you’re a fucking whore,” he managed to pant, “begging me to fuck your face like this. Must be making you so wet. No,” you’d tried to pull back but he’d stopped you easily, “this is what you wanted so fucking take it.” He kept you there, on the verge on panicking, for another two second that felt so much longer. But then he did pull you back, grinning as you gasped for air and coughed a bit, saliva dripping from your lips. “Was that too much for the whore?” he said, tone mocking, as he tapped his cock against your cheek. You shook your head as much as you could in his grip. “Good because I’m not fucking done yet.” He gave your cheek a light slap before gripping your hair again and pushing you down his shaft once more.   If your mouth hadn’t been occupied, you’d have been grinning. The way he was so clearly enjoying you, getting pleasure from you, made you feel all tingly and warm.   “Should send Gwil a photo of you,” he grunted, “he’d love to know you were being so obedient already.” You moaned at the thought and so Ben dug his phone out of his jacket with one hand, still fucking into you.   The flash of the camera went off and you felt as if you were suddenly twice as wet as you had been before.  

Ben didn’t last much longer than that. The photo had clearly turned him on too. He managed to put his phone away again so his hands were both able to hold you in place as he railed into you. His thrusts were rough and uneven. You gagged unexpectedly again and again, unable to anticipate how deep he’d push or how fast he’d pull out. And then he was moaning, jerkily thrusting and cock twitching as he came. You felt some of it in your throat and tried to swallow what he’d released into your mouth when he’d pulled back a bit. But Ben wasn’t ready to let you up just yet, ordering you to open up so he could rub his cock along your cum covered tongue. When he finally pulled out entirely and told you to swallow, he noticed the mess. His cock was dripping cum and spit, and remnants clung to your lips too. Reaching into his pocket he pulled out the underwear he’d confiscated earlier, using them to wipe his shaft and then your face, making sure you were clean of all evidence. When he was sure you were clean he helped you to your feet and righted your dress. It was very sweet and it made you even happier to have been able to pleasure him. He even handed you the lipstick and mirror from your purse so you could touch up your make up. And then, while you were examining your reflection, you felt it. The fabric of your dress shifted and you whimpered as the underwear swiped across your cunt.   “Sir?” “I’m cleaning you up,” he said softly, pulling the underwear out so you could see the wet stain you’d made, “Love how wet you get from sucking cock.” His hand moved under your skirt again but without the underwear this time, just his fingers gently exploring your folds. For a moment you thought he was going to give you an orgasm right there and then, and you clutched his shoulder for support. But then he stopped, wiggling his wet fingers between you befor tasting them. You moaned at the sight and the feeling of the denied orgasm.   “Are you ready to go home now?” “Yes Sir. Really really ready.” “And that’s why you’re our favourite whore,” he chuckled, once again fixing your dress. You felt yourself blushing at the reminder of Gwil and the photo Ben had taken.   Ben suddenly seemed to remember too. “Why don’t you go down to the cars, Y/N. I'm going to find Gwil and tell him our whore is begging to be fucked. This photo should be enough to get him to leave too. He’ll be happy to know he won’t have to break you in at all tonight since I’ve already done it.” He laughed at your squirmy reaction, giving you a quick kiss. “Anyway, if he’s not ready to leave I’m more than happy to get things started without him.” You nodded, not sure how you’d manage to get down to the cars when your legs felt so like jelly. But before you could leave, Ben stopped you again.   “One last thing,” he handed you the underwear he’d still be clutching. “When you get in the limo, put these into your mouth. I know there’s a partition but I think it’ll be safter if you’re gagged on the way home. Just to make sure the driver can’t here you.

[baahsu]

hi hello baahsu its me the person who wrote two (give or take) whole ass vscest smut fics in your inbox now returned after a sudden month long disappearance to (hopefully lol) continue yelling happily about this ship with you!! :]

tldr i got back into op again and noticed how incredibly dry tumblrs vinsmokecest tag is and realized itd prolly be best to add to it lol, but alas i don't rlly know what to talk about rn :,)

uh. how about this!! what do you think would be the siblings' favorite outfits to fuck in, iydm me asking??

kinda generic but i think 124ji would lose it (/pos) if they got the chance to fuck sanji in his raid suit, mumbling and raving in his ear about he should just keep it on all the time as they take turns destroying him. reiju, although not as crazy abt it bc shes a *liiitle* more sane lol, would probably find it decently hot as well. sanjis no better tho- he sees his siblings, (especially yonji and reiju cause. tits :o]) all hot from battle in those skin tight suits and his nose is GUSHING

and heads kinda empty rn so cant think of much BUT i do have two ideas that im curious abt ur opinion on (and these are purely self indulgent lmao):

i srsly think ichiji has a feminization kink, though he doesnt really realize it 'less he gets emotions. it mostly crosses his mind whenever he sees sanji or niji in more effeminate clothing, like blouses, dresses, and ESPECIALLY skirts and is abruptly hit with the Vinsmoke Horny Gene™. he probably wouldn't piece it together unless reiju (ever the attentive vouyer) just straight up told him lmao

and SPEAKING of reiju, whether its her or one of her brothers wearing them, i feel like she has a thing for stockings. especially fishnets 🤲. especially TIGHT fishnets 🤲🤲. obviously all of them have good bodies that could rock stockings, but if we're going for a lower/bottom heavy build clearly sanjis the way to go. idk i just think that if reiju were to ever see sanji in any type of stockings (ESPECIALLY nice, snug fishnets) she'd just destroy him. like suck the soul outta him lol

YEAH thats all I got rn hqdyaduqfuqf good to be back yelling in your inbox about My Thoughts again have a good day/night :,]]

Welcome back anon!! I missed you 💜💜

I've said this before but I don't even bother looking at the vinsmokecest tag here bc I know there's never any new content in it (tho I'm surprised there's no hate either, guess this ship is unpopular from all sides lmao)

I actually never thought about any of these outfits options and my mind just went 🤯 at sanji's raid suit. Like, I can totally imagine the brothers praising sanji so much while wearing it?? "You're so pretty in it, it fits you so well, look at your thighs, it was made for you, you should just come back to us so you can always wear it, your ass looks so delicious in it too" they'd do it so much even reiju would have to say something, maybe just a subtle "they're right, you know" that would instantly disarm sanji

A more obvious outfit is lingerie, with how they are just the sight of a lacy bra strap or the peak of a garter belt or thigh strap would get them going. They'd be walking around the castle and catch a glimpse of it through the collar of a shirt, see the lines under one of their pants, and they'd pull the other into the closest room, sometimes not even that, the hallway is good enough and the staff passing by doing their jobs be damned (I can't decide if they'd enjoy putting on a show or if they'd get ridiculously jealous and rip their heads off tho)

[my-castles-crumbling]

Dancer anon advice

Hi all! Someone wrote me about some advice, I'm just copy and pasting it here so I can add a 'read more' line and format it a bit differently than usual so I can keep my thoughts in order!

Italics is their writing

Bold is mine

i noticed ppl were using this blog to ask about stuff, so here goes ig?

(also im sorry this was going to be me asking about gender stuff but now its just kinda my life story 😭 if you dont want to answer this, you can just write a post saying like. dancer anon i dont feel comfortable answering this or whatever)

Ahhhh, you all need to stop apologizing! I never mind helping!

im afab, and i feel like i never really fit in with gender? like, i would always be so jealous of my feminine friends but i didnt feel good when dressing feminine myself

i also take dance classes (i started at around 6/7) and i felt like i had to wear all the skirts and shit because i wanted to be pretty like the other dancers, and i felt really terrible after a few years of that, because i hated how i looked in them and how i looked when i danced

(i also used to have a dance teacher whos hands were always cold and thats all i can remember about him but i really hated dancing with him and would get relieved when classes were over. ive hated dancing with boys/men ever since)

and it got like. really bad. i believe? (my memory is actually terrible. i cant remember anything for the life of me, so it could be my mind overexaggerating, but anyways.)

i would always ask for me and my teacher to just do stretching because i hated how i looked when i danced because i hated the skirts and everything because i hate my legs and how they look when bare. i hated attending dance classes because people would see me and see my legs and see how i looked and i felt terrible all the time (i think i was around 9 or 10 at this age?)

so one day i had a whole crying fit and my dance teacher told me that i dont have to wear skirts or whatever, i can wear pants and shit (i was so fucking relieved. istg. i now wear skirts to dance only like. couple times a year maybe)

and then soon enough covid happened! (also keep in mind that i grew up like. really sheltered. i did not know what gay people/transgender people were until i read fanfiction about warrior cats 😭)

and i was so delighted! because on distance learning, no one would see me and be able to judge me for how i dress or whatever

at around this time, my fear of everyone masculine really grew. its still there. im fucking terrified of all men. i cant help it. like every boy man masculine person. i get so scared. i hate it. i hate it so much

but then covid came to a halt, yk, school started again .-. i felt like shit, honestly. i didnt have ANY clothes i felt comfortable in. my hair felt too long and "feminine" and i wanted to cut it for the longest time. my clothes made me feel terrible. i hated how the leggings would wear on my legs and how my sweaters would show my body shape and how my butt looked (i still really hate how it looks. why is it big. i dont want it to be i hate it so much)

yeah so there i am, feeling dysphoric as shit (i did not know what that was, back then, by the way, but i believe thats what i was feeling)

didnt help that my only friend was a toxic, lying, manipulating bitch who led people on for fun and always expected everyone to worship at her feet

after a while, i discovered different labels! (bisexual was the first label i had for myself. i felt good with it, ig?)

and then i got to the gender situation. i used so many girl alligned terms because i was so scared of being percieved as the very thing i am terrified of (masculine ppl). i went through demigirl, girlflux, genderfae, genderfluid, i beleive, maybe somethign else too, because i wanted to stay connected to being a girl.

Okay so here, I want to ask, what's the reason to wanting to say connected with being a girl? Is it feeling like you are partially a girl? Not wanting to be connected to masculinity? Not wanting to let go of the 'girlhood' that you grew up with? None of these reasons are bad but I think thinking about this more might help you figure out your gender.

around this time i started doing leader steps for dance. the euphoria i felt. please.

ahhhhh wait! I do ballroom, too! I'm a follower, though. what's your favorite? I LOVE tango. Okay, sorry, I got distracted.

found out i was a lesbian, used nonbinary but with she/they pronouns and felt like shit whenever anyone called me she but didnt want to make a big deal about using they

ooo, okay here- asking for your correct pronouns isn't 'making a big deal.' it's asking for what you need and asking for respect.

found out i was aroace because "people actually find video game characters attractive?" 😭

thought i might feel better as a boy? cut my hair. i loved it so much (i still do) (that was may of last year) got baggy clothes. covered up my figure. did leader steps for dance.

over the summer i started using labels such as agender? which i feel like fits me?

anyway, thats the life story part, now for the part about what the fuck am i

i feel like shit whenever im called a girl or refered to with feminine terms. im not sure if it would classify as dysphoria or not, becuase i dont feel /that/ bad about it, but it still ruins my mood and kinda makes me want to cry.

okay so here's the thing. not 'feeling THAT bad' doesn't mean anything. Dysphoria is dysphoria. and this is dysphoria. Just because you're not throwing up in a corner doesn't mean your feelings aren't valid.

if my grandma calles me granddaughter, girl, whatever in russian, it automatically ruins my mood. makes me feel terrible. i hate it.

i dont feel as bad when my sister calls me her sister, though, for some reason.

Okay! So for me, I hate being called a lady, but I don't mind my wife calling me her wife. Again, this is all completely valid <3

when i get called by she/her i hate it so much. i dont want to make a big deal about asking for they/them - sometimes my friends remeber, sometimes they dont.

ive never tried he pronouns, dont think i want to.

they/them pronouns dont give me that much euphoria either, its just like. ok

Okay! Have you tried neopronouns? If you're not interesting in those, it could just be that they/them is what feels best. And that's okay, too!

another thing. my friend has another nonbinary friend. she always genders them correctly, but almost never me. it makes me feel like shit, like she cares more about getting their pronouns than mine, even though i know that thats not a good mindset and shit.

*loud buzzer sound* wrong. Your friend should be gendering everyone correctly, not just some people. Good friends care about making their friends feel comfortable, and this friend is making you uncomfortable. Would you feel comfortable talking to them about it?

also, heres some more on my fear of men because who doesnt love being scared out of their wits irrationally :D

my dance teacher had to leave to go back to where she lives, so they gave me a male teacher (i tend to only have female ones.)

i would be in tears every lesson. i felt like shit. (also i hate the sound of peoples voices and he would always be talking and i hate it so much because his voice, amongst others, is one of the ones that hurts my ears the most.) i even went to my mom to ask her for a change which helped ig? my new teacher is really nice and i love her so,,, yeah

Okay, I want to stop here to say- a lot of this has to do with gender, right? But this particular response seems to be rooted in trauma. Without prying too much, I am wondering if there is something that happened with a man or masculine-presenting person or people? You do NOT have to share with me, but this might be something to explore with a trusted person in your life. I mean, there is a chance it's gender-related, but in the most loving way, there seems to be something deeper going on here.

anyway, you dont have to answer this, i was going to just ask for help with labels and feeling like theres no correct label for me (i use agender now, for simplicity, because i dont feel connected to having a gender at all)

So I guess my question is, how do you feel about the agender label? When I looked up the definition, it seems to be defined as exactly what you described- someone not having a gender at all.

Also, remember that your gender identity and expression are two different things! You can identify as agender (or any of the other things you mentioned) and still choose to dress however feels most comfortable and use whatever pronouns feel most comfortable. There are no set rules except: do what feels most genuine and comfortable!

if you do want to answer this but dont want to use this large of an ask on your blog, just call me dancer anon, i will see and understand 👍

again, sorry for dumping all of this on you

ahhhhhhh don't be sorry, you are a wonderful human!

have a wonderful day

you, too! please message me if you want to talk more! <3

[theyamjam]

SRRY IF YOUVE ANSWERED SOME OF THESE ALREADY BUT 10, 14, 18, 23, 64, 86, aaaaaanddd 95 for th ask gameeeee :3

10 (how would you describe your style?):

if this is aboutt fashion style? cozy!comfycozy!!! in the winter/autumn i like wearing brightly colored sweaters with fun logos on em, in the summer i mostly wear plain t shirts with pants or shorts (preferably long pants though :0( ). i likee slightly oversized floppy clothes without too many different accessories. im not very good at matching pieces together, so i usually go for things that are simple and nice to sleep in and have a funny picture or pattern on it

if its about my art style its probably soft :o) i like drawing soft comforting things

18 (favorite tv show?): OK K.O.! Let's Be Heroes is probably still my all time favrite,,, i havent rewatched it in awhile but thhe art style and the soundtrack and the story are all just so fun and well thought out at the same time it makes me so HAPPY!!! it would be nice2 make art just as good as ian's some day hes so talented

also I AM LORD BOXMAN!! HE IS ME!!!!!!!

23 (describe your dream date): OH I DONT KNOW ACTUALLY. 1 of the things ive stumbled across most when i go on dates with people is that im still in the setting of "oh i need to do well. i need to entertain this other person ineed to score likability points or else theyll dislike me forever" and ofc thats not how youre supposed to feel around the person you love and trust with everything </3

so for my dream date ii would probably want to already know this person irl long enough that i feel comfortable around them! maybe when we're already in a relationship. i wanna do something thats entertaining but leaves enough space for us to have casual conversation llike maybe go to a cat cafe? or 1 of those places where u can make ur own candles? BUILD A BEAR OH PLEASE OH PLEASE BUILD A BEAR

theseare just examples but i dont think i have any clear cut plans for whata perfect date would be because i just want some1 i can be put into any scenario with and love them and not have to worry too much about whether they love me back or not !

64 (favorite dipping sauce): ummm my food palette is a little basic im afraid :0( i like garlic sauce and mayonnaise

95 (summer or winter?): PROBABLY SUMMER!!! the sun might make me burnt n sweaty but it also makes me happy :o]

[justanothergirldancingwithbees]

Alright, I have a two parter for you!

If you could go anywhere for a week, where would you go? (Like what would you do, amusement parks, museums, local hot spots, ect?)

Second question, what would you pack for this vacation? (Dresses, jeans & tshirts, ect. Walk me through your mind and how your style would affect your mood for the day.)

((BOUNS POINTS - if you could plan a date on this trip, where would it be? Dinner, pool date, beach and bonfire date, arcade and drinks? You tell me what would be perfect.)

Sending you the best and hope you enjoy the ask. 💙

Uhhhh love those questions but they are also tough!

First thing that comes to mind is Japan! I have been wanting to go for so many years so Japan it is!

I would go to alllll the Stuido Ghibli themed parks and stores to get alllll the cute stuff thats hard to find where I live! 

I wanna see as much nature I could cause Japan is such a beautiful country!

I would wanna see Tokyo for sure! I wanna try sleeping in a pod for a night, see the city in all its glory and just soak in all the different fashion there is.

I would pack alot of long sleeve since I have tattoos and I wanna be respectful.

But also dresses and skirts cause I do love to wear them sometimes. I have a few overall/spencer dresses and I feel like they would be so cute to wear during cherry blossom season and just be cute!

But honestly I would probably end up wearing pants more than anything😅

And for the date, it would depend on the person.

My mind goes to a coffee date cause they are always good and I tend to ask people how they take their coffee early on anyways hehe

If its summer I would wanna go on a beach picnic, like maybe bring a portable grill and have a cute dinner by the Ocean cause I love the Ocean! We could have a lil drink too or just talk and relax.

Its also a good way to get close since it would get cold and we could share a blanket and sit close and that would be so cute while watching the sun set🥰

[mejomonster]

I finished She Loves to Cook and She Loves to Eat:

I immediately want to read the manga, which may go further in plot than the show. The show was So good. So short, such an easy pace, you can easily watch when you have time the little 15 minute episodes. It's realistic while being gentle.

It really. Felt like a hug. Felt like a sanctuary. Felt like the two women's relationship, and you're taken to its comfortable loving space.

And I still think what I said earlier, perhaps even more so now. I wish I saw lots of elements of this in more media with women who love women. I know why I don't though: big companies want to make women who look conventionally hot to a broad audience so cue lots of makeup, being very skinny, fashionable often feminine clothing and makeup (which sometimes clash with the story like sets do sometimes just Too Polished for the place they're supposed to live/place characrer would shop at etc). It's not realistic, which is just a thing on shows sometimes. But it can get really... alienating? It can get to the point where like... I remember watching pretty little liars and...I've never been as skinny as any woman on that show, I never would be. I never would look as done up as them and live in big houses like them and never have... it didn't feel like Real People like me, it felt like a fun fantasy to watch at the most.

This show feels like life, feels like home. Again, Kasuga finally looks like someone I am, someone I could fall in love with in real life. And when I hear Yuki call her cute over and over? Women like Kasuga SHOULD be all over tv, not wearing makeup, in sweat shirts and pants, in simple ponytails, tall girls who will never be petite, tall girls who aren't skinny like a model, she's just very much like any girl you might walk next to at the supermarket! And she is cute! She is so lovable, and wonderful! And in this show the main woman Yuki looks at her in love, is constantly so happy because she knows Kasuga and Kasuga talks to her and Kasuga is just SO wonderful and amazing and sweet and beautiful in Yukis eyes. That element of the show alone felt wonderful to me. That for the first time since I think I ever watched any wlw story in a show or movie, that element felt realistic to me. (Oh But I'm a Cheerleader felt realistic to me in Other ways as my first wlw film and letting me know I COULD be loved, and Jennifer's Body depicted a realistic as fuck teen girl relationship that I imagine many relate to just not to the monster degree, but the actual styling of the films is still... Amanda Seyfried is utterly glam even styled plain Jane and you just accept that's how media is... thats "ordinary" to media. Not Kasuga. Who is still probably more model like than maybe an average woman, but at least they finally put someone a little less on the scale away-from-reality in front of my eyes you know?)

And by the end I think that's true of Yuki too. She's not a young woman. She's an adult working a job who's been pressured for being single her whole life. She's a woman with cooking as a hobby, and everyone assumes she does it to please a man or prep for a family: things she doesn't want. A lot of her experience feels extremely real, as a queer person. I remember being her age, girls asking who do you like in elementary, and feeling as awful as Yuki just standing there. I remember friends partnering off in high school, and not doing the same. I like that Yuki feels unique... in that I know people like her, but she's not a blueprint. She's not a pre written or pre assumed General path that perhaps outsides think we've gone on. She's not the: I knew as a teen, I came out, I feel pressure for x y z or I'm afraid of parents etc. While I love those stories too, because some of them can be relatable to some of us (the incredible story of two girls in love was very good for my heart when I was young). I like Yuki cause she's an Adult suddenly thinking about romance. An adult realizing she may be a lesbian, and exploring how lesbians live lives that make them happy. A lot of people don't realize until their adults, because society doesn't even give them awareness they can be anything but the majority (and lack of info and conservative environments etc can all increase this). I like it showing the education online and communities as helpful, it was for me in college and it is for people older. It's a nice thing. (I'm demi so I realize I'm biased but) I like that she didn't realize it until another person said she sounds in love, then she realized she is for the first time and explores it. I like that she gets to do this exploring as an adult: I think for some adults that exploring crushes is a first time, is a new journey when it seems others already are going through it and think it's easy, and I like Yuki showing us that. I loved again, that Yuki has her own hobbies and society pushes that into a heteronormative assumption about her... how many people have dealt with that, and that's a thing about our sexualities outside or dating. One can be single for ten years, but still your life may have some effect. In how people assume you do things for some gender you may not like. May choose hobbies for X when it doesn't factor in. May hit on you when you have no interest. I feel like Yukis experiences align with what a lot of queer people go through, people assuming they're straight and ignoring any other option as possible and making assumptions about them that are small (microagressions) but add up to pain over time. Her coworker assuming people could lime any gender was refreshing to her, to hear someone not assume things about her and was open to giving her the freedom to define and be her true self in their eyes was relieving.

Her seeing the Christmas couples pictures, and the lesbians in them. This tiny scene, but an example of why even "shallow" diversity marketing matters. Yeah, if I'm out and know myself and loud for a decade it probably isn't much to me. But when I was 12 I didn't even know anyone but straight people existed, it was all I saw, all I could saw (unless I found the one gay channel on cable that no one in my house watched so I didn't know existed yet). Like lol a yaoi manga some friend found was the first time any of us realized a person could date the same gender, and it seemed only in fiction could such a thing occur. I didnt know trans people existed until I saw a movie about a trans person and realized I felt like them nonstop. Like.. it's not much but when ypunger people grow up they saw their TV shows have a group of girls and some lesbians! Their games like The Last of Us Left Behind and Life is Strange had some recognition queer people exist. The ads on TV occasionally had a gay man or a lesbian. It was enough for THEM to know the world was broader than they'd otherwise think, that all of those were normal, and if they ever feel the same or have a friend who does now it will be another possible ordinary kind of person they understand! Ordinary thing. Seeing an ad for Yuki was her realizing dating her love, being with her love, is as normal as the straight people she felt isolated from her entire life. She can have her own life with Everything she wants in it, other women can. That's what diverse marketing does. A person who's never seen people like them feels seen and like they belong. People in general realize that there is a diversity of people and consider them all part of society, instead of having a narrower view of what's normal or not acceptable or not. (And god I could go into how... some very not good laws that limit what books say and what people can say around children so in public in general, can hurt all of this, can mean no lesbian in a cute couples ad, and therefore no lesbian teenager who realizes she's allowed to exist and there's people happy like her, no lesbian adult who realizes she can live a happy life and there's paths for her, no person in general who sees how so many diverse people are alike and all part of their world together... rather than a very small perception of what's normal versus what shouldn't exist... but if I delved into all that it'd get real heavy so back to show)

My point is

This show is a love letter to the ordinary life of queer women. To life generally. To liking who you are, and to others loving you for who you are. It feels like a warm embrace and I really recommend it.

[thewildsorcerer]

Chili - Do you like spicy foods?

Wine - What is your opinion on alcohol? (and does it exist in your world?)

Pumpkin - What is your favorite part of Autumn? (If that exists in your world)

Butterscotch - Is there candy in the world you live in? If so, do you have a favorite one?

Daffodil - Do you like trying new things? What is something new you’d like to try?

Juniper - What is the nature like in your setting?

Pine- If camping exists in your wold, have you gone camping? did you like it? do you go often?

Seafoam - Are there bodies of water in your setting? Describe them if you can

Blue - Are you a creative person? How do you like to be creative?

Denim - What is your fashion style? cc

Ultramarine - What is your favorite aquatic creature? (if they exist)

Aegean - Would you consider yourself a wise person? who do you look to for wisdom?

Lavender - what is a smell you really like?

Eggplant - What’s the weirdest thing you’ve eaten?

Amethyst- What is your aesthetic?

White - Do you consider yourself a good person? What’s the best thing you’ve ever done for somebody?

Ivory - Do you play any musical instruments? If so, which ones and how well?

Chiffon - Do you prefer a larger and cleaner environment, or a smaller and cozier one?

Alabaster - What is the most recognizable thing about you? What are people most likely to notice about you when they first meet you?

Hazel - What kind of folklore/myths/stories are told in your family/community?

Iron - Have you ever used a weapon? Do you own one? If so what is it?

color questions

” wow that’s— thats a lot of questions.. you really want to know that much about me? sure, then i guess i can answer your questions

i mean, i don't hate spicy food, and i can handle my spice pretty well. like if you give me it, ill eat it but im probably not gonna order it at taverns and places like that.. do you guys even have taverns here? or.. is it restaurants.. ah..

now alcohol i can get behind, i always get something if theres a bar nearby-- flirt with a bartender, charm them if i have to, and get some free drinks. i like anything you put in front of me but sometimes i stray for something fruity. its nice to have something sweet in my drink

i don't know if i have a favorite part of autumn, but i guess i do like it when i can just explore the pretty forest when we're docked somewhere.

yes there is candy, but i don't have a favorite one. i never really had much candy growing up and don't usually buy it. but i heard there's a guy here who gets to leave for a moment, maybe he could get me some candy??

i mean, i literally (unwillingly) left royal life and became a pirate-- so i would say that i'm open to trying new things. something new i'd like to try? uh.. you know maybe going on a car ride with someone, them driving of course.. it seems fun.

oh the nature is gorgeous in my world, especially in the fae realm-- but i don't really go there. but there are just some places that i could just stay for hours.

camping does exist, but i don't usually do it. we usually sleep on the ship or in an inn.. so i really don't know if i would like it or not

there.. there are definitely bodies of water where i'm from. i've.. spent time down there before. its gorgeous, and much similar to what i've seen is here too. but it feels much more.. magical.

i like to think i'm a creative person. i sketch from time to time, and i love to write things down but other than that.. but writing is something i really liked to do

my fashion style. hmm.. i guess i would have to say i usually dress like a pirate, since i am one? my old style was a red tank top and dark blue pants with two belts. i also wore a long brown coat and my brown finger less gloves. but now i've been wearing dark green swim trunks and this mesh see-through top.

i love all of the aquatic animals, i don't think i could choose. except dolphins, because fuck dolphins.

uh.. i mean i'm fairly wise? nothing too special but growing up i spent a lot of time with books, so between me and my brother i would say i'm book smart and wise. but he's smart as well. though.. though i can be pretty fucking stupid sometimes.

the smell of dashie's cooking definitely. shes the cook on our ship and holy crap guys i wish you could taste her cooking. she tells you stories if you hang out while shes cooking.. and honestly we don't know if they're true or not. but i believe they are

oh god.. i've eaten a lot of foods, and most of them from dashie as i said before. but id have to say it was at this one tavern and it was called owl bear steak-- which had mushroom sauce and a steamed beak. it was.. interesting to say the least

my aesthetic? well, besides all the pirate stuff i guess you could say my aesthetic is brooding magical guy. oh you should've seen me the first month my brother went missing. it was that but intesified

..i dont know. i dont really like this question. ive murdered others and ive stolen before, but does that really make me bad? with the life ive lived and how my world operates does that truly make me a bad person? but i give my brother the life he wants, even if it wasn't my first choice. but i wouldnt tell him that, and i think that makes it a good thing because then he won't feel guilty.

i do not know or play any instruments

smaller and cozier. i share the captains quarters with my brother, and its decent sized but its cozy and i like it.

hmm.. well if we were talking about my usual form then i would have to say probably my hair or my eyes. but with this form.. oh. i would probably also have to say my hair-- people seem to really like it.

is it bad to say that i dont actually know any myths or folklore about my hometown? i was book smart yes but.. i actually didn't pay much attention in class.. i didnt really care. so im sorry to say i cant answer this one

i do have a weapon. i could never learn the sword as much as Varian tried to help. i usually rely on my magic when i fight but i also do have a crossbow. i wish i had one here but it seems that id have to be a .. militant to hold a weapon. and you guys dont even have crossbows, which is a bummer

i hope i answered your questions to your satisfaction i.. its weird talking so much about my life to strangers "

[colorful-white-ideas]

I agree with what you just said about this place, basically Bill's fandom and I use that word loosely, being dead AF. It's, he, is so boring lately. It took me awhile to really mean that bc I wanted to hope his light would come back again. But he doesn't seem to care about his fans or even himself anymore. Have you noticed he wears the same black outfit (black shirt black pants or jeans) all the time now? He only manages a smile when he's not with you know who. And yet he keeps showing up with you know who. If he can't bother to care why should his fans? I just hope his acting hasn't suffered like his life has. I loved watching him in pretty much anything. Dude can act and it comes naturally. That's something other actors would kill for.

I see hes trying to give some content and trying to look good, younger ( thus the rings and earring , and all that dark clothing) BUT is not enough. He is always hiding , the news that get to come out its because fans are looking for them ... his team is most of the time silent. There is no hype around him , not even in this fandom ( not as it may have been 4 years ago x example) and next year is key , he will have at least 3 movies out in different times of the next year.

Sorry for the following rant it's just to get it out of my chest. I won't talk about that anymore from now.

I want to also say something since sometimes I get some ask that I later erase with the typical " you just hate you are not with him".

Im not stupid , I'm not in love of someone I DONT KNOW. Also I have nothing personal against Alida M, I don't know her personally to hate her. But I DO HAVE A PROBLEM with wasted privilege.

The reason why I started to like Bill and - why not- his family is because you can see they all worked to get what they want. They may have had it easier in some ways but they always wanted to go beyond , try something else to make a name on their own. I admire that. They are not the classical nepo rich kids.

A is the very opposite. She wanted to be a public persona and that's fine but only promoted her rich kid personality while traying ( in interviews ) to portray herself as a working woman. I hate fake humility. It's ok if she just wanted to be a socilite ... why lie ? why say you are an actress but don't look for more projects? why dont take classes? and if its not for you then why not USE THE POSITION you have to build something else? There is alot to do for the industry : casting, writing, make up, production, etc. She bragged on her personal social media acc about the wrong things. Contradiction at it's finnest

A contradiction that reflected onto Bill later on , the humble funny likable guy aware of his upbringing disaspeared before our eyes , he sounded in interviews more and more cocky and selfcentered. He claimed being private but at the same time was being recorded on intimate moments very often. We started to see him stressed , tired ,a shadow of who he was.

There were no changes... 'till now. I gotta acknowledge her attemps to change, also what Bill is trying to do to save - idk - his image and maybe his family too ¿? . Still the damage has been done

Anyway i'm just one among millions in the world , if I or all the people in this fandom leaves , new ones will arrive. We are replaceable.

I wish him luck in whatever he is trying to do.

And yes he can act , thats the only things that keeps his fandom slightly breathing.