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never change, man !
#phantom of the paradise#potp#swan potp#nightmaretheater#65 layers and about 24 hours . Eeeyyuppp#Look into my beautiful mind boy#Its a bit unusual to what i usually draw#but i had to push a specific look for this piece#hopefully you all are picking up on the corperate look . the advertisment look#Sneeze. Anyways my point is industry destroys creative people. This includes swan#I feel like phrases like these ; how he was put on a pedistal…. it lead him to be Like That#as awful as he is he desperately needed help#it might seem like vanity on the surface#but i think its… more than that#long story short: we need to destroy the beauty industry. the skincare industry. the anti-aging industry#It ruined his psyche forever and he cant let go of the ideal version of himself he will never truly be again#i dont think he can at this point. hes in too deep and hes suffering for it no matter how much he feels hes fixed his problems#he cant accept a version of himself that isnt that perfect young man. because he never confronted his problems. he just ran away#anyways . Hi swath *punches him**kicks him*#i dont care if nobody gets me lalalalla my truths and headcanons are awesome forever and i live in my own reality lallaallal#sorry i think im gonna be posting about swan alot for a few months hes making me sick#i wass gonna post this earlier but my internet was real bad#*lays down in my pile of pillows* eat up boys. haha#sidenote: drawing white blond people is horrifiying. Boy your skin and hair are the same color. Introduce some contrast to yourself. Please#adding on: its inportant to note this focuses on him looking st himself in the mirror alot on purpouse#to remind himself what he ‘’’’really’’’’ looks like#the 4 middle pannels all represent that too . u have to be in my brain ri get this#sorry for unleashijg another swan essay in my tags. will happen again lol
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baekhyun for dazed (behind)
#baekhyun#baekhyunedit#exoedit#exosnet#exogif#exo#ultkpopnetwork#kpopccc#kpop#kpopedit#ksoloists#my gifs#userbexrex#skyehi#sunflowerchen#melontrack#yeonzzen#bunnybbh#yoonkyoong#rumtumtag#was gonna post this earlier but tumblr took forever to upload these and then it logged me out :D but anyway here you go!
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paul linda and jeff buckley backstage at the roseland ballroom in 1995. aka photos that have sent me into cardiac arrest
#jeff jeff jeff jeff#grace has been on repeat forever but especially this autumn#rb’d the last one earlier but i wanted all of these together#jeff buckley#linda mccartney#paul mccartney#i love jeff buckley so much grace is a cornerstone album for me#the beatles#p#l
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☀️🍂
#I LOVE KAGURA SOOOOOOO MUCH MY MIMI#her and her relationship with gin is something i will cherish forever actually#i have so many doodles of these two i should post them soon hehe#also if you saw me post this earlier no you didn’t ❤️#this is the first painting i’ve done in maybe more than a month#nice#anyways#FOR KAGURA. THE WORLD#you know how it goes#kagura#a bit of#sakata gintoki#gintama#ok bye
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joyxiety moments in 'all in the mind'!!
#joyxiety#inside out 2#anxiety x joy#joy x anxiety#anxiety inside out#anxiety io2#io2#joy inside out#maya hawke#the second one will drive me crazy forever#she CRADLED HER in her ARMS?????#YURI IS REAL GUYS#also they had such tender moments in the book i wish some of it was in the movie#since procrastination land was mentioned in the book i wonder if plot points/lines from earlier drafts of the movie were used in writing th#book??#if so. a win for yuri because 'joy cradled anxiety in her arms' couldve been film canon#also a loss for yuri if it was cut but idc yuri is real in all in the mind!!!#also obsessed with the fact that joy is like wow... i could fix her.... i could comfort her when shes sad......
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Lost You Forever 长相思 第二季 | Episode 5
#userdramas#lost you forever#lyfedit#cdramaedit#cdramasource#xiang liu#tan jianci#xiao yao#yang zi#*mine#roserayne#useryd#letthefairyinyoufly#i forgot this also happened earlier in ep5#two biting scene in one episode. they did it for me i know it
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sorry for a big post but i just found those again recently
huge throwback to these little things i did while bored out of my mind between calls on my tech support job i had in 2017 🌞 the phrases are whatever i could think of at the moment, from phrases i heard on calls to what i saw in google search to personal observations...
i did these with a mouse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have not been able to replicate this style since. it will forever stay there, on that imac with that weird apple mouse and a random art app i downloaded that they later locked me out of bcs u know ur not supposed to download third party apps on work computers but i was also not allowed to have paper like what are yououuuu expecting me to do GOD i hated that place they made me work for 6 days in a row then ONE (1) ☝ day off and then SIX MORE DAYS AGAIN with sometimes less than 12 hours between shifts but i was young and stupid and didnt complain. this went on longer than i thought it would.
I was also (unsurprisingly) sososososososo depressed and this song was a big comfort (and hey, its an english one for once!)
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bonus thing i like but it didnt fit in with the rest of them
not. translating everything but if u really really want to know feel free to shoot me an ask i suppose. russian knowers will find some of these funny tho. esp the всё понял, иду нахуй (it was a positive customer review on one of the calls our trainer told us abt LMAO)
#kunst huli#how do i even tag these 🧍♂️#art#??????#lineart#i dont fucking know#flowers#animals#insects#man i dontttttt know tagging things is such a chore#i tried to put them in as much of a chronological order as i could but u know its hard to remember. the sloppier ones r def earlier tho#but they have their charm#i miss it sometimes. ive tried to recreate the brush in photyshop but never quite could#the pixelation-but-not-quite is so hard to capture#and i dont remember which program it was that i downloaded#it was apple only anyway so fuck that#a certain nostalgy about a time that was so bad for me i guess is weird to have#but that song will forever remain very special to me#its kind of not. comforting? technically?#but it helped. i dont know#anyway tried to get another call center job recently n had a trauma response after just 3 hours on the line so👍#hated the place anyway so nothing lost#for THAT paycheck?? get the fuck out of here#but thats a whole another story. what is it with call centers n terrible scheduling skills anyway...#oh wait i know how to describe the feeling.#its close to what i felt playing disco elysium sdSDFSDF
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Is the renkaza a crackship?
nope! on ao3, they're the third biggest kny ship and the biggest kyojuro ship, actually--not that popularity automatically means a ship can't be crack? hm.
the definition of crackship is debateable lol but to me they're not cracky 'cuz the things akaza was saying during their mugen train fight and akaza's human backstory provide a lot of give in terms of connection points to kyojuro.
they're a ship for all the people who love enemies/rivals-to-lovers plots, and ships that involve a lot of physical fighting and/or searching for humanity, which are some of my fave things to look for haha. they can also just be deeply convoluted and toxic when romantically involved, which is its own brand of fun! (tho i personally tend to look for stuff that ends more wholesomely. angst with a happy ending my beloved. 💞)
i will say that while they're not a crackship, the au's where akaza just fucks off completely (like my au comic haha) or where kyo goes all-in on being a demon right away can come off cracky, but i think that's less "crackship" and more "crack taken seriously".
i hope this makes sense!
#rei replies#renkaza#akaren#kny#if there are two people fighting and one of them says 'I WANT TO FIGHT YOU FOREVER' i am one HUNDRED percent shipping them#the minute something like that is said they are already making out in my mind#ur so perfect kyojuro! u have to live forever so we can fight all the time kyojuro!#let me turn you into a demon so we can get married and cut off each others' arms forever kyojuro!#akaza was soooooo down bad#on the other side of it there's kyo forcing himself to be a pillar at all times. everyone looks up to him. he is always strong.#'SET YOUR HEART ABLAZE' he exclaims to his tsuguko and the slayers that all look to him for inspiration and guidance.#'my heart must be ablaze' he tells himself after the hundredth reprimand from the father who failed him#clutching onto his burning passionate heart so that his little brother will never see the way he crumbles on the inside.#no one should see him as anything less than the hashira he must be in his father's stead.#no one can see him weak--but for the demon that's already cut him to the quick and yet continues to insist that his strength is perfection.#and deeply empathetic kyojuro can do nothing but hope when he sees how akaza picks over his food and dogs at his heels asking for a fight.#idk there's a lot there. i feel like kyo can be ugly with akaza because he doesn't have to be perfect in front of a demon.#and like i mentioned earlier: akaza is nothing if not completely down bad for the flame hashira.#i digress
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james t kirk walking through the enterprise for his FIRST OFFICIAL ENTERPRISE ASSIGNMENT (his first real (temporary) commission on the ENTERPRISE! baby boy's dream job! second time on this fancy deck EVER!) losing his absolute mind like is this. a thing. that ships do. and no one told me? at ANY point in The Academy??? Or is it just the flagship? I mean they ARE the best, so maybe Pike's on to something? Was that energy pulse a signal? Damn the choreography is impressive — yeah, I suppose I can see this being helpful for emergency drills, or at least morale... and it's just like being on an old Earth ship, which you have to admire. I wonder if they do historic shanties too! Wow! Commander Una really can do anything, is her vocal range also enhanced? Asking is almost definitely a microaggression, come on Jim, be better. ok, it's gotta be just the Enterprise, Farragut never... except, our command officers are somewhat considered killjoys? Maybe its like how some ship cultures tend more pants over skants? no, someone would have told me before now if this was a normal crew activity. But if it's not standard, how is everyone in such perfect harmony that's GOT to take serious practice. Unless its like an old school hazing, trial by fire deal... then I can't be the only one out of the loop on this. Oh shit, what if it's — oh good God I should have taken a music elective — Gary told me straight to my face that my course load was too narrow on command, my career councilor even said that I could benefit from more arts in my schedule! FUCK! They must have taught this in one of those easy credit intro to federation music seminars and everyone who looks at my file knows I'm an uncultured idiot who — oh I am also singing. huh. right yes of course the lyrics are acknowledging the oddity of... guess there's some pathogen or anomaly — thank the lord i haven't been missing something major for — wait no, being compelled to sing in unison is also a problem—
#star trek#snw#james t kirk#subspace rhapsody#IT IS CANON THAT JAMES KIRK'S FIRST ASSIGNMENT ON THE ENTERPRISE WAS INTERSPERSED BY SONG AND DANCE NUMBERS AT REGULAR INTERVALS#this is CANON folks#I REPEAT NOT ABOUT A FANFICTION#please excuse me i will be on the floor forever#i am dead serious if you have not watched this series i am crying weeping this is official star trek lore now#how did i not know earlier#why is my cringe middle school brain screensaver star trek fanfic daydream on the tv screen#who made this show#what is happening
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It’s been a whiiiiiile
#hello tumblr do you remember me#with all the alistairs#god it’s been forever#I attempted to draw the lad earlier this year but couldn’t get it right#but the veilguard hype must have charged up my art beam#wip
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klavier is a project sekai addict capcom told me (truth) and I just KNOWWWW apollo picks at his lips when he's working hard on som shit... aka... afflicting klapollo with mo'isms
#apollo justice#klavier gavin#ace attorney#klapollo#mo art#my art#tw skin picking#?#idk if i need to tag this he's just Locked In...#project sekai#hatsune miku#shes THERE#i think hes playing brain fluid explosion girl#bc#i was playing that when talking to my friends earlier...#and my brother walked in and fed me ice cream#AND I KEPT MY COMBO....#if u know pjsk/rythem games u KNOWWW sometimes its so hard to focus when talking but#i love that song....#YAY !#sorry for rambling ni the tags i love you tumblr#well...#yeah okay its 4 am but#gah#ummmm#i was watching jerma clips while drawing this so apollo becomes a jerma fan...#I WISH I GOT A DOLLHOUSE SHIRT WHEN THEY WERE UP FOR SALE.... forever regret not getting one b4 it went away..#3 YEARS AGO??????#WHAT#it cant be that long right? dollhouse was like... last month.... wym.... almost 3 years........
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There's a man Essek meets on the train every morning.
🏙️ modern au shadowgast one-shot 🚆 they’re commuters and they fall in love! 🛣️ 7k of moody, romantic vibes with a helping of existential crisis
#if you saw me post a draft of this post earlier no you didn't 🤗#i haven't posted fic on main in what feels like forever so consider this a reminder that i'm still alive lol#critical role#shadowgast#critical role fic#essek thelyss#caleb widogast#my fics#fic: strange magic
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with spotify wrapped just around the corner... is anyone else concerned that one of their most played songs might be pitbull - give me everything? no?
#bridgerton#polin#it'll haunt me forever....#can you even imagine trying to explain that#WELL...there's this show that played earlier this year...#FFFFFFF
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#I KNOW THE HAIR LOOKS WRONG#don't come for me#will probably marinate him in my library for a while#or forever idk#jesse spencer in the earlier seasons look sooooo pretty hmmmgghhh#robert chase#house md#the sims 4#sims 4#ts4#simblr#random photos
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hi so uh.. given the results, i'm planning on moving in with my fiance in canada. like, very soon.
i am mentally and physically disabled, chronically depressed, transgender, and gay.
this is a decision thats been a long time in the making. my family always knew it was gonna have to happen one way or another but we just didn't know when. and that'd be now.
i'm in very specific circumstances that allow me to make this decision. i have somewhere to go and no ties to keep me here. however, money will still be a concern.
i know we're all terrified and low on money, but if anyone is willing and able to toss a couple dollars my way or reblog this or.. something, please do, it'd mean a lot.
i can also do commissions as always, but it might take a while for me to properly get around to it due to getting ready to move.
i got.. absintheancandle on kofi. and my cashapp is $absinthean. paypal is also absintheancandle@gmail
#selfpost#before anyone tells me im jumping the gun or that i dont need to rush things#im really not rushing things. like i said earlier this isnt a new decision#its just a matter of expedited timing#i would rather get started on marriage and permanent residency permits sooner than later#those documents will take forever to get filed and approved because paperwork is paperwork
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it’s as if ppl have forgotten others will lie for money and attention lol like sorry but I don’t believe a word some random tour guide says (even if it’s confirming my ship!) esp when it’s literally just reiterating what we already have heard misha say about the pre-covid heaven reunion but with random added embellishments to act like there’s “new” info on top of what we already know. also idk why anyone is celebrating that ending, it’s still so shitty like dean only able to “accept” his sexuality once he’s DEAD in heaven ??? When he’s been bisexual on our screens openly flirting with men and doing dudes since the 90s??? Get out of here with that bullshit lmao
#heaven endgame hater forever. this is not a win to me lmaoo and also I’m sorry but ppl lose all sense of critical thinking skills#when it comes to finale conspiracies#this man would not have had the PRE COVID ENDING scripts#the scripts were changed long before filming and this random man would not have had those earlier scripts at all#all we know is that pre-covid there was going to be a bigger reunion and misha was meant to be in that scene as either Cas or 'jimmy'#(which i don't believe it was every jimmy. i just think misha couldn't say it was meant to be cas the first time he told the story)#anyways. yes it’s fun to think abt there potentially being more destiel but that ending still would have been lukewarm and CW censored#and it still would've ended their story with them being perma-dead#and i just think both characters deserve more than that#vic.txt
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