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Can someone refresh my memory & remind me when Stella ever disobeyed a direct order from her superior/commanding officer ?
-I don't consider respectfully challenging up to be disobeying either. I'm talking about she was told not to do something & she did it anyway.
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🎨 🖼️ 🌈 🩹 🧍🏽💡 🔮⚡️☄️
You’ve Really Got a Hold on Me by Smokey Robinson & The Miracles
#byler#stranger things#bizarre love triangle playlist#will byers#will's pov#will is so petty but honest i love him#'i dont like you. but i love you 🙄. seems that i'm always thinking of you'#'though you treat me badly. i love you madly. you've really got a hold of me.'#this whole song is just this back and forth battle of someone in love while simultaneously being frustrated af with said person#'i dont want you. but i need you. don't want to kiss you. but i need to. though you do me wrong now. my love is strong now.'#i also love this part bc it highlights the main difference between will's feelings for mike vs el's feelings for mike#it's not as simple as liking or wanting bc yes it is all of those things but more than that it is a NEED#you'll notice a lot of songs on here in will's pov highlight need in terms of his feelings for mike#which fits with his whole speech to mike in the van#'(i) need you mike. and (i) always will.'#there's also this juxtaposition of el and will both experiencing mike pulling away#el wants to hold on as hard as she can but she knows that it's not going anywhere and she is ready to let go by the end of s4#will wants to hold on as hard as he can but he knows (assumes) that it's not going anywhere and yet he can't quite let go#'i want to leave you. don't want to stay here. don't want to spend another day here. oh i want to split now. i can't quit now'#leading up to their rain fight in s3 it's as if will is getting to this point where he is ready to leave#and then mike says what he says#and now he really has to go bc it's all too real ('yeah. i guess i did. i really did.'#then a whole season later when will is at his limits again up to their rink-o-mania fight its as if he is trying harder than ever to hold o#it's bc he can't quit now#'you've really got a hold of me'#will is in love now folks
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Not to vague but it's awfully bold of people to say that "Nation-Being-Thing" by Basuki is "Hetalia but painfully straight" when they actually draw gay relationships instead of the fujo queerbait that Hetalia's stuffed with.
#hetalia#dapp's twaddles#disk horse#(?)#nah its more of me being petty af lmao#We don't insult nationbeingthing in this house#I like Hetalia as much as the next person I've been in this fandom for over 7 years at this point I think#but like- I dunno this felt sorta gross and dismissive
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yuffie has many interesting elements to her but people refuse to move past "i find energetic kids annoying" and it makes me sad
#first of all...... treat kids with the grace + patience you wish you had been given when you were one. just. in general#second.....#god forbid a 16 year old have flaws...! especially when part of the boisterous energy is because she is masking#she has a very strong love for her home to the point she's gone into unknown territory#entirely in over her head! but she refuses to give up#it's an interesting way to look at how patriotism can affect a person when you look at the differing views of protecting wutai that her and#godo have. i'm so interested to see how 'a miserable daughter's homecoming' is gonna go in remake pt 3#given that we know they want to expand on wutai more than they could in the OG#remake intermission as well has been rolling around in my head bc i think its interesting that sonon still wants godo to be respected but#yuffie very much is like. nah fuck that old drunkard idgaf. at least thats how it comes across#i've always felt like the kleptomania was allowed to bloom because she didn't receive enough care or support on top of the patriotism from#young age... so the intermission dialogue makes me wonder if we'll delve into that potentially being the truth in part 3#anyway... rebirth gave such good yuffie + party sibling moments im excited to get more in part 3#especially with vincent because they're one of the funniest not-quite uncle and niece combos#yuffie ringing vincent post-AC and then he goes to cloud like 'tell her that's illegal' instead of just replying to her normally 💀funny af#pettiness off the charts. i adore their 'i do care about you greatly but i'd also sell you to satan for one (1) corn chip' dynamic#ultimately you like and dislike whatever characters#but its always worth looking past the surface level. you may discover that the layers have a unique charm to them#and if the charms don't appeal after that? well at least you now have a better understanding of the character. win/win#god knows i've tried to like characters and came out of diving into their facets -still- not liking them. but more often than not it#gives me some new appreciation of the character. because the depth is there you just have to put the effort in to connect the dots#(this was spurred on by brainless takes i saw in general chat of a public discord. yes i know. my own fault for looking in a godless place)#these tags are 2 short to add proper nuance to my thoughts but you get the idea. this has been my once in a blue moon ramble post o7#might delete later i just wanted the thoughts expelled teehee <3
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so I have this super-self-indulgent-asajj-and-anakin-centered-highschool-/-modern-AU in my head that is like. the stupidest thing ever. but it's so fun to think about
#daily asajj thought of the day#the main story's focused around their rivalry#which is so silly because it's just asajj being petty af#there's also a cult involved#like not actually involved but some of the characters used to be a part of a cult#the cult is NOT meant to elude to the jedi. palpatine was its leader#dooku's just their annoying grandpa in the au#asajj and anakin are the same age because i said so and it's my au#they're seniors in high school#after the cult ky obi-wan qui-gon dooku asajj anakin and ahsoka were a part of fell apart#they lived in one house for a while#then qui-gon died or smth idk (can't decide at what point he dies) (but he's dead anyway)#and they had to split and live in two different apartments#at that time obi-wan was an adult and anakin and asajj were like. 13#and ahsoka was 9 or smth#so asajj was brought into ky's custody and lived in an apartment with him (and dooku but only at first)#and anakin and asajj went with obi-wan to live elsewhere#anyway that's just some of the background from here it gets stupider lol#the actual highschool part is just about obi-wan anakin and ahsoka moving back near where ky and asajj live#and anakin goes to her highschool#it's funny to me
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Gil Chae: i will become a good wife. please trust me
Mr. General: *does not in fact trust her*
#tv: my dearest#my dearest#mbc my dearest#ahn eun jin#kdrama#local gay watches My Dearest (and is subsequently f*cked up).txt#local gay watches k-dramas.txt#i was going to make a post earlier about how during their wedding night the domesticity felt wrong bc we know where Gil Chae's heart#lies but i decided not to so i could put it here in the tags#she can play pretend for this man as long as she has to. she will be courteous and kind and she will not hate him bc she has her family#here with her and they are who she needs to take care of. she will nurse their wounds and earn money for the business and she will#leave the man that she loves to nurse his own wounds as she will her own through this service. she does not want Jang Hyun to suffer#from knowing her. she will suffer if she has to by letting him go.#and ofc Mr. General understands none of this hence why he is such a petty ass bitch feeling sorry for himself when she's kidnapped#like bitch. why we got to get Ryang Eum AND Yeon Jun to tell you she's been taken for you to believe the rumors f*ck you#and that too not until they find evidence ffs come on#that being said tho it has been whiplash af to go from me wanting to cut out this man's tongue every time he calls her his wife#during his pity party session to seeing him go through guilt and emotional turmoil in TWOE since he acts as Jun Mo's best friend#and colleague there/is technically the one who tuned him into the undercover sh*t. i hope he's a good man in the end he's too#attractive with that haircut in the 90s not to be
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AU where Vlad is this fiercely competitive PTA parent for Elle who fights other parents at bake sales.
Mainly because the stereotype of aggressive PTA moms on tv is made funnier if you toss a supervillian with OP powers into the mix.
#danny phantom#he is all for proving his daughter is so much better than everyone#especially Jack's children#maddie you could have had this perfect daughter and instead you married this oaf#how dare you imply my child isn't worthy of all the awards AND varsity as a freshman she is perfect how dare you#how dare you insult the cookies I contributed to the bakesale I had the best bakery money could buy make them for me#i need special treatment because I singlehandedly funded the fundraiser to 1000000000% because I'm rich af#just vlad being catty towards those types of parents AND poor Danny#while Danny and Elle watch the dumpster fire and make bets on how long Vlad will be able to control himself for#i know he canonly isn't very nice to his daughter#but this is an au and it can be anything so#i just want vlad to be tossed in with some ladies who will slaughter each other over petty stuff
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Would’ve been way cooler to have perfume scents based on the fears, y’know, what this HORROR podcast is actually about but hey, ships sell more and that’s why anyone listened to it right???
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wait i have one more thought about the gale discourse from a few days ago okay
OKAY so we all agree that calling gale an abuser is wrong because he was in a relationship with a literal goddess who obviously had way more power than him and who took advantage of him as a teenager/young adult and now has put a BOMB IN HIS CHEST and expects him to kill himself to destroy the absolute yeah okay anyways. the game literally punishes you for following mystra's orders and allowing gale to "redeem" himself by killing everyone during the final battle in act 2... the worst ending imaginable happens! ur whole party dies, the game immediately ends, mind flayers take over the city! everyone becomes infected or enslaved! the whole game ends miserably!! the narrative in the game tells you explicitly that, by gale following mystra's orders, it becomes the worst thing he could've possibly done not just for himself, but for humanity!! the story is explicitly telling us that gale's story is not strictly about redemption, but about freeing himself from the burden of mystra's manipulation. and freeing himself from her, freeing himself from this idea that he must prove his worthiness to her, is the best thing he can do for himself!! like literally this is the narration telling u that mystra isnt SHIT!!! and yet there are still sillies in this fandom trying to say otherwise. u guys are SILLY! play the game again! read this time! pls! im begging you!
#im sorry im very bad at media analysis i hope this made sense#i have the brain of an especially adhd goldfish but i try my best#YOU GET WHAT IM SAYING THOUGH RIGHT?? LIKE IT MAKES SENSE RIGHT?? the game literally punishes u for doing what mystra wants!#like idk to me that is really important to how gale's story is supposed to be viewed. he thinks doing mystra's work is redemption#but the consequences of his 'redemption' explicitly prove otherwise. if anything it reinforces the idea that#his redemption is nothing more than mystra being petty af. YOU KNOW!?!?!?! UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH#oh also i havent finished the game yet so take everything i say w a grain of salt. i just thought this was interesting
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its only been 2 weeks but i just dont feel like i can do this.
its really stressful. the workload is always high. having a break isn't really a thing. and with how bad my schedule is (that i could not do anything about) i have to wake up extremely early (5-5:30am) and i come home in the evening (also 5-5:30 but pm). and i just have to dedicate that time to homework and i know there's going to be lots of all-nighters
i have no time to eat. im tired all the time. focusing on work is difficult in general, but my lack of eating and sleep make it worse. and while i know the exercise is good for me, having to walk a mile each way to and from home and all my walking on campus makes me very tired and sore. (im so petty)
i know im being overdramatic because its only been 2 weeks. but it gets worse from here on out. im really stressed and anxious all the time. and ive already broken down a few times. i want to cry right now because im under so much stress, but people are awake so i cant.
its so petty. i want to give up now and i keep contemplating, i thought about going to the rooftop and. well. you know. i want to drop out now but that would upset my family a ton (also its only been 2 weeks!!!). but i dont really like my family's idea that if they went to college and got their degrees, so can i. they all went to college so thats what was encouraged of me to do too after i graduated high school. and this is just community college. if im barely hanging on in community college id be dead by now in a uc or cal state, either one im planning to transfer to once im done at community college...
i knew i wasnt cut out for college. i knew it since before applying. i keep telling myself this is only until december. and when i register for the spring term i can hopefully form a much better schedule so im not stressed out and loaded with work all the time and i can actually take care of myself. so im trying to keep moving forward. but its only now september. i have 13 more weeks. and if these first two weeks were enough to kick my ass then im fucked for the rest of the semester. and probably my entire time at college.
#vent#i do not like that i break under pressure so easily#guess who has zero time to go see the psychiatrist and mention my medication isn't working so it cant help regulate my anxiety rn!!!!!!!!!!#i dont want to give up so easily. i feel like it'd be petty of me to do so especially so soon. and im being teased by family for my#complaints. but i really feel like i cant do this. at all.#maybe i could go seek the mental health services on campus but i dont really want to hear the same things over and over#i have a very strong feeling i know what they'll tell me. they get stressed af students like me going to see them all the time probably#i just. want to cry. this stress is terrible.#this was my plan. besides encouragement i wanted to attend community college then go to a 4-year. i feel like I cant give up yet#because this was my idea. i am now here doing what i had planned and now i want to back out. i dont have any right to back out of this#im doing what i wanted and what family wanted. leaving isn't an option what the hell am I thinking?
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Contrary to most backstories where Roman carved his original mask from his father’s coffin, this Roman instead carved it from his mother’s. Mrs. Sionis despised him much more vehemently than her husband, who merely regarded their child with uninterested disdain at best and so Roman deliberately defiled her coffin out of spite, knowing she would have absolutely hated him using her wood for his face.
#💀 || headcanons#💀 || musings#Some comics say it was his father's coffin and other say it was his mother's#I liked the idea of Roman using his mother's coffin since he's petty like that#One of his ways of getting back at her from beyond the grave#Now he carries a piece of her wherever he goes kind of thing#Double shift went well today!#Tired af but I've got a couple of days off to rest up and finally knock out some drafts I've been saving up#Was going to save this post for Mother's Day but I would have forgotten by then#Me dumb#I just want to ramble about Roman being the bastard he is
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haven’t heard from my dad at all today… very interesting…
#happy birthday to me 🙃#kinda surprisingly kinda not i also haven’t heard from my aunt#but at least my coworker and boss can actually get me a card and even some gifts even tho i never expected them to#idec about cards anymore bcuz ik they expensive af now#but at least a text would’ve been nice#ik there was a couple times i didn’t text ppl on bdays until 7 or 8pm so like i get it if they text late due to a busy day or whatever#but like#with everything that’s happened with my dad#he’s just being petty#a child#cuz sometimes i’m all for being petty but over this?? he’s a child#i mean it’s 9:30pm so there’s still time on the day ig idk#just bummed out ig#kinda wanna cry#i’ve been a bit of a bad headspace lately idk i just feel off#depressed 🤪 actually#but anyways#i had a wonderful bday tho!#my mom and brother got me wonderful things and i went over to see my grandma 🥺#mine
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✨godspeed✨ intensifies
#h e l p i accidentally got into the ✨zone✨ while weighing samples out a few hours ago and weighed over 200 of them in less than 2.5 hours#i even lost track of time too… one moment i was weighing stuff at 4pm and suddenly bam i was like 5 trays in and it was past 5… _(:3 」∠)_#my coworkers kept staring at me and going ‘fml you’re done?????’ and ‘…did you seriously finish all the samples????’#which is wack af bc i used to be called out for weighing samples soooo slowly in my first few weeks lol#then i forced myself to weigh them faster bc this one lady kept sidling up to me while i was weighing dem samples and just being distracting#all while going ‘…anyway lol you’re *still* not done with weighing those???’ like… no dip???? how am i supposed to focus while you’re here??#so i naturally got faster out of pure ✨spite✨ and ✨pettiness✨. they’re surprisingly effective motivators ok—#…hm. guess this is why i have no friends lmao. pettiness-powered people repellent g o—#i’m sorry if you actually read all this lollllll#may y’all manifest the ✨zone of productivity✨ and succeed in your own tasks too!!!!!#inedible blubbering#it is suiyoubi my dudes
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never realize how many useless notifications you get until you put your volume on.. all of these emails / scams / marketing have ruined the importance of calls/notifications entirely,,
#my phone lives on silent and only goes on volume/vibrate occasionally bc i just can't stand it omfg#but also so that it won't distract me. so dnd is usually my best friend bc that way if anything important comes in I'll still get it#in other words... im stuck at an appt rn that's absolute dogwater and i regret not canceling it 💀#never thought I'd prefer to be at work so bad lmao.. waste of my pto is what today has been istfg💀#and my phone keep going insane with messaging notifs that are absolute bs bc ive alr marked em all as read.... jfc#almost had a mf panic attack bc of how terrible getting here + the shitty entirely full parking garage were....#dont wanna waste the rest of my pto/miss for no reason but like.... at this point..... my gods🥴#& my bosses are as wonderful (dry af) as ever and keep asking me for drs notes every mf time i miss bc they don't believe me 'bc im young'#despite me being fairly honest about my health with em previously and now im getting shot in the foot constantly#bitch its not absentism or missing for funsies i have a bunch of fucking appts to check wtf is wrong w/ me bc no dr has figured it out yet#but anyway.... the more i think about it the more it stresses me out. and hr is the most useless thing in existence so forget them bruh#istfg if iget one more text/notif as im typing this (there's been at least 7) im gonna throw smth into the fucking wall#holy mother of fucking god#200% should have just trusted my gut and canceled. never listening to my mom about this again 😐 😒#jj.txt#/neg#vent/rant#tengo el petty resubido hoy and i can fucking FEEL it#ive got the dramatic anime fire in my eyes at this point in time
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Oof I just found notes from my first ever performance review at my old job (at a mental health charity I must stress) and a good chunk of it boils down to - Katy is autistic
#like... when i finally go and get diagnosed that is coming with me as evidence#katy is good at this thing she enjoys and is knowledgeable in#katys spelling is sometimes rocky/attention to details in writing on posters poor (dyslexia!!!)#katy can comunicate Really Well via email. being personable and friendly. but over the phone and in person she is monosyllabic#fuck them for not realising something was going on with me#like???? youre a mental health charity????????#some of your clients were autistic ffs and it wasnt even floated as a reason?????#you HOSTED WORKPLACE MENTAL HEALTH SEMINARS#uhg!!!!!!!#katy liveblogs life#had a little cry reading that#poor 23 yo me i was going through it#would also spend my one no weekend day off a week passed out and migraine i was so fucking stressed at that time#im still fucking burnt out from all of that#and anxious as fuck about even the IDEA of working in any capacity#and thats from WORKING AT A MENTAL HEALTH CHAIRITY WHAT THE FUCK#im still petty and bitter about this#for valid af reason#the trauma i endured jesus christ
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Dragon Age Origins spoilers below
LIAR LIAR FUCKING WORTHLESS ASS COWARD HYPROCRITE I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE I EVER RESPECTED YOUR BITCH ASS
#not omo#bear txt#dao spoilers#yes i'm still not remotely over what he did in my first playthrough i hate him ON SIGHT#i've been mean af to him this time and it's satisfying you never deserved my praise you dick#preaching on and on to me the whole damn journey about being heroic and good and caring for ppl#only to dip out and abandon the entire nation bc u got ur petty feelings hurt#fuck off you were n e v e r a true grey warden and you will wallow in drunken shane forever#fucker
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