#maybe this is a toxic trait
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i sincerely hope mha's storyline in the manga is progressing well. i havent touched any mha related content for over a year now bc i chose my mental health and happiness 😀👍
i'll catch up to the manga when i'm ready 😍 (i'll never be)
#my hero academia#mha#bnha#boku no hero academia#plz this is so random#i actually see mha content every day on tiktok and it makes me sad fr bc i miss the characters sm#but hello i am not putting myself through grief again 🙄#that fucking war arc traumatized sm i've had my fave characters get death scares every 5 seconds goddamn this series is not for the weak#also i am never watching the new season. like ever <3#that toya dabi reveal in the manga had me shitting blood and tears imagine when i see it animated w music and voice acting and everything#i simply will cease to exist <3#anw i truly miss mha but im too scared to read it again 😫#maybe this is a toxic trait#anw i choose happiness :D#hope my boy bakugo is thriving#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#mine
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hello mr Guy
#not fallout#kal talks#doom rambling#kal does an art#doom#doomguy#doom slayer#i bring you: more of the same content#tomorrow? even more#i was gonna do like a wholeee t hing but it was 9 oclock and the skill to do art left me#so you get another shirtless doomguy#someday i will do more goofs. maybe even legitimate doomvega content#my toxic trait is that none of these are the actual files these are just screenshots that i crop. because im too lazy#and i dont want to have 100000 files names [x] doodles#so this is screenshot 628
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drew this in december but i forgotttttt
#asoryu#asry#asoryuu#kazuma asogi#ryunosuke naruhodo#tgaa modern au#my toxic trait is i always get really attached to characters in historical settings and then pluck them out of it and put them in hoodies#(i AM a big big lover of historical dress and technology but also. the blorbies i want them to go to a coffee shop. maybe even play fnaf.)#kazumas outfit is ripped from a classmate of mine who always has the best fits
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at least Seidr didn't try to poison anyone or hold people hostage, she is very nice and i love her
really liking how Book 8 is going and hope it will hold the bar at least till the end of the year. never have i tried to save up my orbs, but for the tree man i can try. he's a terrifying and yet very sympathetic character
#my toxic trait is believing laeradr might be into kiran a little once we summon him. maybe. as a treat#fire emblem heroes#feh#fe summoner#my art#fe kiran
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I think Sarek and Amanda Grayson both lowkey seeing their children as little experiments in different ways is undeniably bad parenting BUT .... I mean you talk about matching each other's freak .... Like imagine for a second Sarek is like "I am going to show that Humans are just as good as Vulcans by molding this Human child and my half Human son into the perfect Vulcans - This will show that despite what society thinks of as their genetic inferiority, they're just as good as any Vulcan." and Amanda's response to that is to think "Sarek is wrong...Michael's humanity MUST be preserved...so that I can show her all the love and affection I can't show Spock and maybe through their sibling bond all my unspoken and unexpressed love can trickle down to him through her." What are you both DOOOOING!?? You guys are NUTS like PLEASE just TALK to each other and compromise about how you're going to raise your children!! [Love the drama though] So I'm imagining in my head that Sarek is severely pressuring both Spock and Michael to act as perfect Vulcans their entire lives with him or else they're failures not only in his eyes but in all of society's (because he's an ambassador and raising these children is tied irrevocably with his work as such) WHILE Amanda is secretly trying to funnel her humanity and love for Spock through Michael and as such failure to receive, express, or internalize that love is failing not only your mother but also the entire Human race. Damned if you do damned if you don't! Who do you want to disappoint more, kids?
In 'Point of Light' Amanda says that she gave Michael all of the love, joy, and affection which she wasn't "permitted" (we must question the use of the word - what stopped her from directly giving Spock this love? I'm not saying there wasn't pressure for her not to, I'm saying the word 'permitted' absolves her of any personal choice or failing in a way that's interesting to me) to give Spock and though this is on the surface level sweet and probably meant to be interpreted that way, I submit that it must be kind of fucked up to hear that your foster mother was maybe only so kind and caring to you because she felt she wasn't allowed to act that way towards her "real" son. Michael Burnham as a tool for both her parents, however unintentional, is very interesting and I'm not sure it's something canon considers (haven't watched the show, I just like imagining things). The feeling that you have to be grateful to these people for not only being your parents but being YOUR parents. For taking you in and giving you a beautiful life - you have to pay them back, you have to make them especially proud of YOU. Because they didn't HAVE to, did they? Because you're not their "real" child. In the end, it's always Spock - isn't it? The love your mother gives you is Spock's love and if only one child can enter the Vulcan Science Academy then it has to be Spock. You're the appetizer your father serves before the REAL main course and your mother's stuffed doll which represents the thing she REALLY wants to hold and you know they genuinely care about you. That's the worst part. Because you know they care and they didn't mean to hurt you and the voice in the back of your head keeps telling you that any hurt they've dealt you pales in comparison to the debt you owe them and they love you, they love you, they love you, they love you, they love you [repeat as often as need be: remember the debt]
#Amanda & Sarek @ a traumatized child: Congratulations!!! You are now one of our elite [emotional/political] employees~!!#<- My personal headcanon of them where they're both strange and terrible parents in their own unique ways is so delicious to me#Enough 'Vulcans are evil and Humans are good' in Spock related storylines and more 'What the fuck are Sarek & Amanda doing fr'#Maybe the real evil is so closely monitoring your children's traits and behavior and being disappointed#when they express anything which doesn't embody what you personally want for them regardless of if that's#'to be Vulcan' or 'to be Human'#If you're not Vulcan enough your dad's gonna be disappointed and if you aren't Human enough your mother's gonna cry#they can love each other for who they are but NOT you bucko you gotta CHOOSE!!!!#I hope this makes sense again I have NOT watched Disco I am just intrigued by what could be#Sarek & Amanda have to foster toxic relationships with their children so they can keep their own romance healthy - it has to go SOMEWHERE
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“And I will not stand for anyone blackmailing my wife.”
#I love every bit of Colin so much#especially his consent king simp golden retriever self#but there’s just something about this side of Colin that does things to me#like of Colin does things to me but there’s just something about this side of him#lol maybe that’s my toxic trait#don’t mind me#polin#colin bridgerton#colin my wife bridgerton#bridgerton#s3#3x08
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Would 10/10 have time to draw and write if I just stopped assembling(?) furniture and moving heavy stuff around. Would not recommend either, there's an option to pay for people to do it for you. Which sounds super nice. Then again, I'm broke (spent all the money on the furniture pieces), so there I go again.
#talk tag#(?) bc English ain't my first language and idk#assembling a bed has got to be the hardest thing I've ever done#or maybe this one is just complicated#my toxic trait is looking at the most complex thing ever and thinking I'll be able to assemble it in one evening#then again I just finished the hardest part#and it's been 3 hours
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i’m so at peace right now
#my toxic trait is i’m a malevolent blog that doesn’t listen to the eps on release#maybe i’ll post some blind predictions now that you all have seen the episode already#malevolent
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Finally night at the museum trending
#night at the museum#natm#not art#my toxic trait is that I think I contributed to it#maybe I did#maybe posting 3 natm things today helped idk#edit: ok it stopped. it was nice while it lasted tho
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cw: mention of previous abuse, dad Dabi, mom reader, mention of childbirth, angst
new dad touya that doesn’t know how to deal with his son. he’s growing too fast and his smiles are so big, but he’s still not sure how to just be with him.
touya isn’t abusive in the slightest, not like his shit for brains dad. he can acknowledge, after you’ve drilled it into his head on cold nights where you had to hold his quivering cheeks in your hand, that he’s better. that he’s trying. that he’s a great dad.
he doesn’t really believe it. it’s hard to believe that he’s a great dad when his son, still covered in that fresh newborn smell, stares up at him with matching azure blue eyes, the little shit, and he finds it hard to smile back. it’d be easier to smile back if he could guarantee a life with no trauma, with the perfect pair of parents, that he’d love him as much as his tiny little face deserved.
touya can still hear the labor and delivery nurse tell him that he must’ve gotten on your nerves for the baby to look so much like him, and that they’ve never seen a baby that fresh out the womb smile so big at their dad. he hands the little bundle back to you, and glares at the nurse who hands him a tissue. he takes it anyway.
touya loves his son. so goddamn much that it hurts, but, he doesn’t know how to be a dad. and he knows that you don’t know how to be a mom either, that it’s a learning process for the both of you. but he’s so scared—he’s terrified that he’ll fuck up this innocent brat with his ruin. with his scars and history and the want to better but never knowing how to just be.
so he leaves. it’s the day after your sons first birthday that you celebrated together in your home.
you thought everything was okay, that he was starting to get the hang of being a dad. he did everything right, why couldn’t he stay? he sat on the floor with your son and changed his diaper and made him giggle those addicting baby giggles? he carried your son everywhere whenever he cried after being sat down without a single complaint? he helped him open his birthday presents? he didn’t smash the cake in his face, only swiped a little icing on his sons nose to hear that addicting baby giggle? he held your son like he could never let him go?
how could he just go like this? you thought he was finally learning and accepting how to be a dad? what happened?
#angst angst angst#SORRY#I thought about this earlier while I was under the dryer#and I was like ohhhh write that down before your slow ass forgets#my toxic trait is that every time I write soemthing short im like#……this could be a full fic 🫣#LMFAO honestly duck it im making this a full fic#I have so many on my plate but this has to go on the list#he makes my heart so sad I love him mr pathetic man with so many troubles in his head#I also wanna write a sleazy shiggy n keigo fic (separate) what’s wrong with me#all these ideas and no juice to write them#im just about halfway finished w my classes so maybe il get more inspo to write#anyway I have a bkg draft from like two nights ago that I forgot about#and I wanna write that too but my head really hurts and I have to be up early tomorrow sad 😔#okay I think im gonna sleep now :)#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#dabi treats! 🍬
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Hellllloooo from me and my dirty mirror 😊
#gods I realllllly need to get that tattoo covered 💀💀💀#thankfully the Covid is basically gone now my periods just gotta fuck off and everything will be back to normal#ugh i gotta go to cat foood for nightmare children but I don’t wanna leave the house 🫠#my live in partners toxic trait is that he is incapable of doing anything alone so I’m forced to go with him 🫠#maybe I’ll see if I can Instacart the food#the thought of putting on pants makes me wanna die a little 💀#shut up rian#me#self#face
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@heraldofcrow cursed me with realization that Shabriri and Micolash are REALLY similar. Not just in their fates, 'frenzy' shctick and what they did within the story, but even in frikin vibe and appearance
Like, they have exact same type of tall cheek bones mfer face structure, the only difference is Mico's mouth being wider and ofc hairstyle. Also am I tripping or Shabriri doesn't have eyebrows either??
I mean I am glad that Fromsoft knows which themes and vibes work and bring them back dfhfhdssfg They do this all the time, but in this case I think it's really funny. Water and Fire evolutions of the same Pokemon.
#soulsborne#shitposting#bloodborne#elden ring#also as if it wasn't cursed enough I already imagined Shabriri with black hair#(though that is just my toxic trait because I design every other hot male fromsoft dude with dark hair)#(it happened with Aldrich and Laurence too I guess I just really like dark hair)#(I AM ARTIST IT IS MY ARTISTIC VISION!!!!!!!!!)#(but yeah maybe I'll give Shabriri different hair color to not do 'fire pokemon' thing as I called it fdfdsfsd)#(still dark color but not like raven-black)#(I'll see I have sketch of him I haven't tried to color for 8 months so here is that)
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im gonna say I'm fully in support of Lan not being the overwhelming source of Rand's mental illness in the show actually
#listen I know we love book Lan#I know this#that man fucked up Rand al'Thor tho#like pretty much every maladjusted/toxic masculinity trait Rand had to get over originated from Lan trying to teach him#maybe don't let the suicidal man who spent his entire life preparing to throw himself into a fight that would solve literally nothing#and who was told he was expected to do it because of honor or legacy or whatever#maybe don't let that man teach the messiah maybe that's a bad idea#maybe don't let the guy who's like 'i have to go kill myself because of honor. no this will help no one and actually cause problems'#be the mentor#maybe get that man therapy instead of a protege#wot book spoilers#wot on prime#wheel of time
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i have always hated love triangle as a trope — super annoying, unnecessary drama, pinning characters against each other, often ends up with the wrong person
UNLESS
it’s self insert
#— yap central#could this be my toxic trait?#like having to people pine and fight over you?????#maybe it’s just by desperate need to be loved#but boy oh boy i just love the jealousy of it all…
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to the phantoms who like this ridiculous fic i promise im writing (lie, im trying) however i suck and also im trying to figure out how to be Music Man and get ableton. can you pirate it. i dont wanna pay That much. hmm
#Please i need to MUSIC#guys img onna get femous and im#FEMOUS 😭😭😭#anwya#im gonna get famous and im gonna be amazing and im gonna give All of you like. gig tickets or something#my toxic trait is believing that with ableton i could be an actual musician and amazing and everybody would love me#maybe i have a complex#like bitch u juts do shit and BAM music#ROBBERS YOU ARE SOOOOO BEAUTIFUL#no like imgnoa be aphex twin BITCH#blah blah!#not 75 stuff
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Remembering the time that a friend of mine got viscerally upset with me that my LOTR character crush was Frodo.
"Aragorn is RIGHT THERE, are you fucking KIDDING ME??"
"idk, he's just too manly for me"
"TOO MANLY??" *disgusted muttering* "I'd even accept Legolas, in a girly fairy prince kind of way. But Frodo?? UGH"
#every time i watch lotr i think about that conversation and laugh#idk man Elijah Wood is a cutie#also maybe this is my toxic trait but I'm like i could protect you#me and Sam would be your team and keep you safe#viggo is obv hot but like not in a way that appeals to me#also there's a convergence of people I'm attracted to#dark hair and big soulful eyes#Lorde Natalie Portman Elijah Wood#you see the vision#anyways#lotr#Frodo
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