#maybe bc i suck at texting ppl back

[hightowres]

why do i feel like there’s some sort of veil between me and the rest of the world

[chrisbangs]

hello... (and bye ig 👋)

[lord-squiggletits]

Actually the funniest example of Megatron apologism (neutral) I've seen is when people call it biased and rigged for Optimus to be the judge for Megatron's trial, but have nothing to say about the fact that Optimus let Megatron on the Lost Light AS CO-CAPTAIN which is ALSO incredibly rigged and biased and no one wanted it and Optimus barely had the authority to even do that.

It just seems like a case where people will always take the angle/interpretation that favors Megatron as a victim of Autobot eeeevillll, so they harp on how unfair it was for Megatron to be put on trial, but completely skirt over exactly how and why Megatron even got to serve parole/not rot in prison in the first place. I guess because it would disrupt the ever-present fan wank about how actually Megatron is being victimized for being put on trial and those Autobots are "just as bad" (lmao).

[orlamccools]

vent post under the cut- if youve got advice id love to hear it

so. ive been talking to this guy for a long ass while, you can scroll thru the last tag on this post to see what its all about, but long story short is this: i asked him out two saturdays agoto my friends going away party (which was held this past friday). hes met this friend once before, and we planned to meet at her place and then maybe go out to the bars after

entire week he is super into it, texts me more often than normal, creates a spotify blend for the two of us (w that feature that lets you combine your tastes into a single playlist) like im getting VIBES. and he asks abt our plans!!!! we make a solid schedule!!!

night of the party he texts me at 8:45 checking in to see if its all happening and i say yeah. i get home from work, change, then get to my friends house and text him that im here. he doesnt respond for an hour and finally says something abt how he has to charge his phone before coming out. im like ok man whatever i just want to hang so do what you gotta do. another half hour passes and then he hits me with the "hey idk if im gonna make it out". im disappointed by this, so i respond with like a "damn that kinda sucks :/" message. at this point i expect him to stop messaging me, but then he texts me quite literally for the rest of the night. like he literally doesnt stop until i text him that im walking home.

saturday i see him in person for a short period when he does the close out but another driver fucking also comes to sweep the store and just. will not stop talking to the dude in question. he like tries to get away twice but between customers and this other guy we dont talk like at all. after the other driver leaves and the store is closed he comes back in to use the bathroom and like stands by the door for a moment so i like look over but all he does is smile and wave then leave.

SATURDAY NIGHT. he texts me at like 8 responding to a text i had sent the previous night asking if im going out again tonight. i said yeah (bc a separate friend had a party) and he was like bet lemme know where youre at i might stop by and see you. i send him the address of the restaurant and proceed to hang w my friends until midnight. hes again texting me all night abt getting ready to head out but when we finally leave he hits me with the "finally leaving now where should i meet you". at this point i am exhausted, as ive just finished my first week of classes, had drunk heavily over the past 48 hours, and had worked a 13 hr workday that day. i text him and say im like too tired im going home and hes like damn :////

yesterday night. i do an eras movie night w my friends and i send a picture of the opening sequence to the ppl i have snapchat streaks with. he snaps me the rest of the night and is like "ohhhh you should have invited me" and stuff like that and its like. i didnt invite you for a multitude of reasons but like you ditched plans once this weekend and kept pushing back the other time i tried to invite you out, so why do you think i would ask you a third time???????

and now im just confused bc like. he seemed sooooooooo into it all week and then as soon as it was time for things to happen he just didnt show and kept stringing me along. im also lowkey pissed bc i wanted to hang with him and i was SO anxious abt asking him out (like i literally threw up twice friday morning bc i was so anxious abt how the day was gonna go). im just frustrated and like i had thought he had gotten the vibe that i was into him romantically bc it sure as shit seemed like he was reciprocating, and now im not even sure what to do anymore.

[murdrdocs]

boy do i have a funny story for you🤩

I met this guy on my birthday on the fucking Bahamas (I’m from Connecticut (usa obvi)) and turns out he’s also from Connecticut AND HE LIVES 30 MINS AWAY. He was on a different cruise so I didn’t see him for the rest of my trip. then later that night when I’m getting ready for my birthday dinner we find out one of my dogs died. So the rest of the trip is shit and no one’s really in the mood for anything, but I get back home and start hanging out with this guy (I literally spent almost 12 hours with him one day) and him and I are calling every single night and then out of nowhere he’s suddenly not talkative and barely texts me for a few days, and I asked if he wanted to hangout since I was thinking maybe that would fix whatever problem occurred. How fucking wrong I was. He texts me this morning and literally says this: “Hey I’ve been thinking recently and I think it’s best for us both to go our separate ways before school starts. All the dates we’ve been on have been super fun and you’re a super cool person. But I can’t see how this can work out going into football and school, I will have little to no time to talk to you with the 3 hour practices and the weekend games and as much as I’ve enjoyed spending time with you I don’t want to advance to far into the relationship just to not be able to spend any time with you. I’m sorry this had to be over text but I simply could not muster up the courage to tell you on a call.” (This sounds like we’re in highschool but we’re not I promise😭) and I told him I genuinely really appreciated the fact that he told me and I’m really grateful for his communication skills, but it just fucking sucks bc I really liked him and I could tell he liked me. (I’m also trying to get him to rethink😁)

anyways I’m so sorry for how long this was and I totally understand if you don’t want to respond or even read this since it’s depressing, but if you do then thank you so much<3 I adore your fics too!

anon i read all of this and complained to my bsf abt his behavior bc like ?? this shit always happens to ppl around me and its always so unfair. i wish i had advice for you but my only advice u probably dont wanna hear (rhymes w smeave smim smalone) but lmk what happens (if anything changes).

[disabled-stuck]

HI ITS ME CHRONIC PAIN ANON BACK AGAIN... here's my thoughts on who of the human cast is Aware That They Have Chronic Pain Issues. srry ppl were discussing and im like, Wow, Time For Me In Hc Central

june's issues start to really develop and get bad post-game (in my headcanons), so for a long period of time she literally has no one to talk to about it bc she's self-isolating. she eventually tells nannasprite about it when nanna is guilt-tripping her into getting up (nanna voice: Whatever works, hoohoo!), and nanna is like. this is my only granddaughter. i will do whatever i can for her. (i love june & nanna's dynamic. could u tell.) jasprose also is like GIRL!!! You Are In Pain!!! nanna & jasprose team up of the century to get june egbert to Acknowledge Her Problems

dave NO clue NO idea WILL not talk about it. maybe EVENTUALLY tells karkat about it but i don't think she ever seeks out a diagnosis or tries to get one. hes got old ingrained trauma about seeing doctors, which is something he's trying to get over, but like, he already has 4 bajillion other things to unpack about his childhood and healthcare systems are not historically good about chronic pain, a dismissal of their symptoms might set them back in that regard. they're just homebrewing this shit for now.

rose: yeah, she knows. she doesn't talk about it in those terms, though. instead of saying "i have a horrible migraine and cannot get out of bed" she tells kanaya to text the gc that she's afflicted by the Broodfester Woes and cannot join them this evening. theyve sort of picked up by now what that means but she thinks it's funnier this way.

jade: HMMM. i think she put herself through her denial paces but actually i think going grimbark essentially caused her to not feel her chronic pain (a side effect of condy's semi-control over her body), and when she got shunted back into her body she had to face the reality where she DIDNT hurt all the time like wow thats how ppl normally feel? what the fuck????

jane: oh absolutely fucking not does not know. unlike jade, his pain got WORSE during crockertier. yet it still takes literally two decades for him to finally acknowledge that his stuff is NOT normal and the fact that her whole friend group has chronic pain doesn't help, which kind of sucks. jane voice: well sometimes i can get out of bed when i have a headache and rose can't, so clearly its not the same (as if jane doesn't force himself out of bed even when he really shouldnt!!!). roxy has to be the one to tell him.

roxy: yeah she knows it's chronic pain. she's been worried about getting cirrhosis for years, and so has been keeping up to date on her physical health as a result. she figured it out pretty quickly after a couple flareups. trickster mode made it worse for her.

dirk: hal has been telling him for YEARRRRRRRRS that his carpal tunnel is just that, carpal tunnel. and yet. AR: Dirk, if you do not take better care of yourself, you are never going to be capable of building me a body of my own. TT: 1. I'm fine. 2. I'm not building you a body anyways, so the point is moot. anyways he accepts it during the game bc he's like you know what. might as well admit it to myself. good thing, too, because it only gets worse after a couple decapitations.

jake: has pretty much always known, deep down, but like. she lives on an ISLAND. the hell is he going to do about it? no, better not to think about it. someday they'll be able to deal with it, but that day isn't today, and theres so much to do. so he represses it DEEPLY. normal action hero jake english doesn't have chronic pain, of course. she's a heroic manly lead, after all... (the deconstruction of that mindset sort of makes them acknowledge it, though.)

ANYWAYS I JUST RAMBLED AT YOU FOR A COUPLE HUNDRED WORDS HOPE U HAVE, A GOOD DAY/NIGHT/WHAT EVER

YYAYYY no you're so good nonnie thank u forever and ever

[callilouv]

hi ... scrolling thru dash and i saw. and don't just want to leave it. so hi. you aren't a disappointment >:(( !! no matter what it is pls always remember there are people who are so so proud of you for even small things, bcs hey, every little big matters, it really does :] and you're so much more than you think you may be at times. self deprecating thoughts suck but hey! you're talented!! very much so!!! you're amazing and pls try to remember <3 also goes for literally whoever sees this even if i have no idea who u r ^__^ on that note tho HI CAL i am checking up on moots uhh hru! hope u've been doing well! take care okay aaa may i just say rq that i super love your art. not just that but just specifically rn okay KDBSKD I SOMETIMES RMBR YOUR SANDY ART and i get so wow and wow and wow? wow? yeah. and it's lovely seeing how much your art improves and no wonder so many people love it, including me and all your friends! i'm not sure what else to say but here's a lil bit of love from a friend (me. i hope. that we count as friends sorry anxiety snuck in a bit there) hehe ^^ (this is in pink bcs tumblr mobile hates me and it's fun so i'm not making it black lol! sorry this is so long i have a lot of energy rn and love being there for ppl when i see they may need it so. yeah <3)

(actually going on anon i'm shy sending long...? asks to literally anyone but i think you can tell who i am anyway. maybe. KDBSKDKS HAVE A GOOD EVE)

HEL O ………. I LNEW WHO U R RIGBT FROM THE START PLS ur texting style is so recognizable to me idk why HDIEBDID<333 but THANK U SOBS . yea those kinds of thoughts suck and they come to me very often unfortunately</3 but . But like friends (yes we r friends mwah) make me feel a 372974383847x better hfnfhfnf especially when they go out of their way to comfort me (like u!) SOBSS idk I just feel loved whenever friends do that and it makes me feel very giddy heehehdbdjxj

I BEEN PRTY GOOD! Schoolwork is starting to pile up again . Pain . But I can manage :D Goodluck w ur work too frfr ik that u have a lot wwww ><

PLS YEAH Ngl sometimes I look back at my old art and even I surprise myself by my improvement…. it’s nice to know that u appreciate it huhu bro STOP ITS 11PM AND UR MAKING ME SMILE AGJWHESJ

[cutemeat]

3, 7, and 10!

3. what are your top 3 favorite episodes?

I have many many manyyyy faves (and also got this question a bunch, which excites me so dont worry ab that) so im gonna do different themes for my top 3's...

my top 3 fave eps of eps that I've rewatched the most are: The Gang Gets Romantic, The Gang Group Dates, and The Gang Dances Their Asses Off (with Dennis Reynolds: An Erotic Life as an honorable mention lol)

7. what’s something that we haven’t seen in the show yet that you’d like to see?

i clearly wanna see some resolution or 'get together' scene ONSCREEN (cuz i have argued previously that they HAVE already banged offscreen in Dennis Gets Divorced) but I'd like to see, at the very least, going from writing Macdennis as subtext to making that the overt text. Which, in their defense, they've started doing since s12 ... but I just hope they execute the culmination of the storyline they started in s12/s13 in a way that.. does not suck ass. and i'm usually willing to give rcg a lot of leeway about this particular thing cuz like. theyre str8 they dont know any better LOL. but yeah i wanna see mac and dennis kiss, fuck, date, idc! something!

other things i'd like to see: i'd like to see charlie getting some cathartic 'snapping' arc where he goes back into the badroom and in the vents and the gang cant get him out cuz hes rlly emotional (like as a result of his dad dying or smth) and he basically just snaps, Phantom of the Opera style but he'd be like the Phantom of Paddy's... and maybe this is all while Dee's trying to host an event of whatever kind and so hes just lurking around the whole time trying to sabotage the event... maybe he kidnaps someone LOL thatd be ccool

i also would LOVE to see waitress becoming a more recurring character, esp to team up with Dee. I'd ideally like to see them move IN together n be a duo, but I'll take what I can get. I also just wanna see Dee going crazy. I kinda want Dennis and Dee to have a swap where DEE is the angry, spiteful one and Dennis is just sad and pathetic at his lowest yknow? LOL. Like I think they could easily do this as well, and it seemed to me like they experimented with that kind of dynamic in Gets New Wheels. and lastly, PUT DEE IN THE DUSTER!!!!

i'd like to see more of Mac's ACTUAL life... cuz he has been TALKING about doing all this shit the past couple seasons but we dont get to see what he's ACTUALLY getting up to. So sorta a Mac's Double Life ep but done much better LOL. I just want some character exploration with Mac cuz they seem to be struggling with what to do with Mac since he came out. And I know part of that also has to do with Rob wanting to have a gay man in the writers room but (so far, as far as I know) not being able to get any lol.

I'd also like to see some shit about whatever is going on with Frank that we found out he has a serious, terminal disease in s11... but ik a lot of ppl have said that before me, and for good reason its like.. wtf is going on there LOL

10. who’s your least favorite character?

shit... good question.... yknow i'll just use this as an opportunity to say i hate the way they wrote fat mac. it just felt like they squandered his potential. the way they executed the joke itself was just reeking of rcg's own body image issues which makes it just uncomfortable/not funny if you dont ALSO have rcg's body issues LOL. like i think if they'd done a slower progression over time where the characters just Look Their Age as they age would be a good subversion and probably not too difficult to maintain LMAO. and if Rob wanted Mac's part in that to be gaining some weight for a season/a couple seasons that could've been subversive in itself and done well. But I think bc they made it a seasonal gimmick it suffered for that. So I'm not really answering the question i Know but KJDFGNKDJ tbh i loooove the cast of characters we've become familiar with I think they're all great

[troglobite]

i’m trying to unpack why it makes me immediately furious to hear my mom groaning or whining in pain

two events have recently caused that, one happening rn

this past week she got her bivalent booster (bc she finally could after having covid a few months ago) 

i was absolutely happy to help and do whatever she needed, and i said as much multiple times. just text me if you need help.

she asked me directly for help maybe twice in 3 days. every other thing she just suffered alone in her room, or got up to do things that hurt her. 

that makes me mad. i’m sick of her needlessly hurting herself for some stupid fucking bullshit that either doesn’t matter or that i could do instead. 

every year she sends out these fucking holiday packages to friends, family, and coworkers. it’s not fun for her at all. she doesn’t enjoy it. she spends so much money ordering the same gifts each year. she goes through the hassle of personalizing each package (there are over 20). then she pays for postage and shipping. 

and she did it while her body hurt from the booster this week and i’m just like. WHY. if your back is killing you, you’re tired, like WHY?!

she “had” to get them done so they arrived by christmas for most ppl.

and again, WHY?! these are not incredible one of a kind gifts. it’s the same shit she gives every year. and i’m sure some of them arrived later than christmas before. like. WHY?!

if someone i knew typically sent something out each year and i didn’t get it one year, i’d check in w them and see how they were doing. i wouldn’t give a single fucking shit if their little annual gift to me didn’t arrive. 

but no, my mom has to bend over backwards and get this shit done bc?????? Reasons. 

and right now she’s doing my least favorite thing of hers. 

so cardboard boxes have been piling up in the hallway (bc this house is small and fucking sucks) and there’s not much room in the garage but in order to put them in our recycling, they have to be broken down. i can’t do it bc the sound and texture of cardboard makes me want to fucking perish. so she unfortunately has to do it. but she doesn’t want to. bc it’s time and energy consuming. i have said that i could help, but i would need to wear my headphones and some gloves. 

well. 

today she was going to go pick up some new end tables she ordered. 

her lifelong friend who moved here last year to be closer to us (and away from ohio) was going to go with her to pick them up. i don’t really know why it wasn’t an option for me to go and help? but it just wasn’t, i guess. 

but now she’s been spending the last three or four hours cleaning the entire house and moving the boxes into the garage and just cleaning EVERYTHING.

bc her lifelong friend who has seen her through both of their own messy relationships and divorces and a million other things is going to be inside our house. for. 15 minutes???

so she’s wheezing and huffing and puffing and agitated and running around and just in a fucking frenzy.

WHY?!!?!?!

SHE’S KNOWN YOU FOR LIKE 45 FUCKING YEARS.

SHE DOESN’T FUCKING CARE STOP DOING THIS

and she becomes INTOLERABLE when she’s like this and doing this. 

i’m hungry. i have been awake for 1.5 hrs. i missed my 15 minute window to get food while she was in the shower.

i offered to open the garage door for her while she moves boxes around.

she just said it would be “too hard” so she’s INSISTING she do it on her own.

she just made some of the worst fucking noises in the hallway outside my room rn. boxes scraping. all this shit. and there she goes, wheezing and huffing and puffing.

but god forbid she ask for help 

but mainly forbid SHE JUST NOT DO THIS FUCKING SHIT BECAUSE WHO ACTUALLY FUCKING CARES?!! NOBODY!!!!!! NOBODY GIVES A SINGLE FUCKING SHIT!!!!!!!!!!

i SHOWED her that gayle video “company’s coming over” YEARS ago. she laughed like haha that’s me. 

and i’m like

yeah, it is.

and it makes no sense

this isn’t even an exaggeration 

she’s going to fold all of the blankets on the couch that we use every day and move the pillows all around

“WE CAN’T LET PEOPLE KNOW WE SIIIIIIIT!!!!!!!” but LITERALLY in REAL LIFE. THAT IS WHAT SHE DOES.

i’m so tired of seeing a million reasons she needs to go to therapy (this is so far down the list and only related to a few things at the top of the list) and not being able to say or suggest anything bc she’ll see it as an insult.

which is super kind to me, a person who has been in therapy off and on since i was like 9 years old. 

i went to sleep early last night bc i was so exhausted. i slept forever. i woke up 1.5-2 hrs earlier than i have been. i was feeling good.

and ever since i’ve woken up she’s just been doing this fucking useless completely unnecessary and EXTREMELY FUCKING LOUD AND IRRITATING bullshit, and i haven’t been able to do anything.

and then i got up to check and i have to send out like 35 more emails for the job she gave me that, again, I DIDN’T EVEN WANT TO DO IN THE FIRST PLACE, bc nobody else has responded since i sent the emails on tuesday and wednesday. and i need to DOUBLE the responses i’ve gotten. 8 ppl for this one campaign from over 40 emails that i sent. so i need to send 30-40 MORE emails. i’m just. 

and i can’t do that.

bc if i TRIED rn, i would be HUNGRY bc i haven’t been able to get ANY FOOD YET bc she has been NEEDLESSLY CLEANING THE FUCKING KITCHEN

AND i wouldn’t be able to focus AT FUCKING ALL bc even with my noise canceling headphones on, I WOULD STILL BE ABLE TO FUCKING HEAR HER. 

i’m just so fucking tired

i HATE having these family friends over PURELY BECAUSE IT MEANS MY MOM JUST LOSES HER ENTIRE GRIP ON REALITY FOR MULTIPLE HOURS AND I HAVE TO SUFFER THROUGH IT BC SHE WON’T EVEN LET ME HELP IN ANY WAY

it’s so fucking stupid and i hate this

[sunjoys]

u know i lowk always had a small tiny weeny insecurity that i was unattractive/unlikeable bc ive never had like, guys hit on me or confess to me or whatver (unlike a lot of my friends) but i had a guy hit on me for the first time and it was a 0/10 experience. (i was reading, he was like ? twice my age maybe. and i think mostly he was lonely but also idk how much more uninterested i can present myself beyond being outright mean and rude. he told me he had my name tattooed bc his ex had the same name as me. and also he was desperate to become my friend and do stuff with me and get my number and i was fully like. Oh i dont have social media i dont text people i Dont like talking to ppl and when he finally got the hint (?) he was like well ill come back here so we'll be able to meet again ! and then left. so um im never going back to that spot which sucks bc it was peaceful and a great reading spot. loveeee that) (also he said it was fate that we met) (we didnt meet, i didnt even LOOK at him, i was just reading and he decided to come over and sit beside me bc he "liked my looks")

[sunnyrifle]

「retirement」

GinMori should retire to Okinawa or smth;;

⚠️CAUTION!! i’m not eng native, this is an unedited text from my notes, structural & grammatical errors ahead⚠️

tags: PG ▪️ guns&violence

Akira: (talking about car that can suit Ginji’s retirement) Nissan Gloria y30

Pansy: she is gorgeous

I imagine Morita trying to seem annoyed by the car ,"yeah you retired from your luxurious life but want to ride this thing every day?" (he is secretly amazed by the car)

Akira: I think this model strikes between old-timey and luxurious just right!! so if it's gonna be 2000s it'd look already as an old man car, but to everyone over 50 (Gin's category of ppl lol) it'd be jelousy in act

Pansy: I always imagine they would live a normal life, maybe Gin gives his money away to prove he won't go back to shady business. but the car HAS to be fancy

Gin riding this wearing a hawaiian shirt and sunglasses. it's so easy for me to imagine

Akira: I can't imagine Ginji eating normal food and using normal clothes hahaha I bet they have arguments in the stores all the time but settle it with "okay, then you cook" and Morita is all confidently smiling like "hell yeah I will! and you better enjoy it" and they snicker and settle down (not after the whole supermarket knows these two fuck cuz they spent 30 mins discussing which cheese to choose)

Pansy: Morita will turn into a chef just to win arguments. if the food is bad Gin will look at him like "I told you so, now let's get sushi"

Akira: I also love to think that sometimes when Ginji's grumpy about some mundane thing or two, like idk cologne being cheap, he gets a stack of cash out of the blue and Mori gets angry saying "but you said you gave it away! Where did this new bottle of cologne from Italy come from" Ginji just shrugs with a side comment like "oh it's just a measly change" or smth hahah 

he can also spoil Morita by pulling out an expensive bottle of alcohol right with it saying "oh well, then you don't want to share this huh?" and ofc Mori sighs and agrees, what's spent is spent

Pansy: saved money can only be spent for the car, alcohol and some fancy date on anniversaries

it would be funny if both of them suck at cooking tho. I would love to see Gin being bad at something

Akira: I bet Ginji can't cook for life, he can brew coffee and do omelette, that's it

Pansy: after a week of omelette Mori is like okay bro enough

the first time the technique was impressive, now it's lame

Akira:  it sounds about right, Mori being excited bc there's always breakfast waiting for him in the morning and it’s romantic enough, but a week or maybe two and he's standing up fixing his hair in a lame ponytail without a brush and rolling up his sleeves: "we're eating something different for the breakfast today, you can stick next to the coffee pot tho"

Pansy: he thinks "damn omelette is the only thing I can do well but now I can't even do that"

Akira: I bet they still visit very cool old bars, but maybe since they moved from Tokyo they're now regulars in some other prefecture so no one recognises them

Pansy: retired to okinawa life, my beloved

They can move to the coast, Mori can work at a restaurant and Fin will enjoy doing old men stuff (met a retired yakuza at the park, they play mahjong for hours)

Akira: sniffles,, Mori as a handsome young waiter

Pansy: he would be so popular with the girls at the restaurant

Akira: yes!! not only locals (who eventually get to see the old man Morita smiles and giggles around after his shift is done) but also random tourist girls all sweet promising him to teach him 'how they kiss in France' or smth hahaha 

I wanna see blushing cheeks and nervous laughs and Morita's broken english sentences hahaha

Pansy: aw so cute y_y

they chase after him when his shift is over, then run into gin. they end up falling harder for the old man

Akira: haha "see, told you the car price was worth it" and Morita huffs but sits in the passenger seat with his single rose bouquet

Pansy: at first Mori wishes he could get rid of the girls, then feels jealous and confused when they go after Gin instead

Akira: he's cute which gets any girl but he's also easy to make blush which gets him bad girls

the femme fatale from all around the world at his knees yet he's always running away to the single car that pulls to his workplace to take him home

Pansy: lmao why did I imagine him running desperately to the car almost crying

Akira: "they pinched me!!" and Ginji's like so what..... "sniffle, pinched my butt the whole shift, I hate this work so muuuuch"

Pansy: lmao my dude you have survived worse

at least there's no stabbing here y_y

Akira: if there's any time a fight breaks out Morita is tackling every single one involved into the ground asap

Akira: there should be at least one waitress who bites her lower lip catching a glimpse of Ginji pulling Morita into the kiss from the open car window

Pansy: "did he just kiss his dad"

the gossip must be intense

people around the small town would make crazy stories about them… the girls want Mori to protect them from their evil exes!

Akira: I imagine some kind of local, sitting back and going "oh they must be ex yakuza, I can see their mannerisms" and some waitress going "ah, when I saw them at the beach none of them had any tattoos" and so on

theories getting as wild as they can

not to mention scars sometimes getting shown on Morita too

if its okinawa no way in hell he never rolled up his sleeves up

Pansy: two men with accents from the capital arrive in town with an expensive car, buy a small but cute house. One tries not to show scars, the other one walks around town bragging about his refined taste.

Gin's pride is too big and his manners too obvious he walks like a millionaire

Akira: I imagine all kinds of stupid scenarios happening to him when he brags about the alcohol in a bar in the middle of the day bc obviously he has nothing better to do, but as soon as he's asked to pay for the glass of what he called cheap, Ginji goes "heh.... put it on tab" acting all cool when bartender still didn't see his wallet not even once

Pansy: lol he is too used to ordering stuff without checking the prices!! now Mori will have to teach him how to manage a budget

he works so hard every day just to arrive home to an old lazy cat (fox) sleeping on the tatami floor asking "did u bring me asahi? :3"

Akira: imagine absolute humiliation Ginji experiences hanging his head low and holding his forehead in his hand over the table as Morita explains electricity and water supply bills to him

Pansy: lmao it would be such a funny experience for Gin. I imagine his face smiling with sweat drops

so hard not to buy whatever he wants whenever he wants. get humbled

Akira: right right,,, I bet he should feel at least a little bad for Morita providing money to their house and he starts rubbing into the shady side of okinawa, maybe getting familiar with some kind of underbelly of the region just so he can blackmail them here and there for money lol

"Oh, the electric bill is more expensive this month than the last one... surely there's something you could do about it?"

Pansy: Gin don't get involved in politics challenge: impossible he slowly turns into his shadowy figure

Akira: if Mori confronts him Gin just says he met a yakuza boss in the bar and they're Friends now

ooh or even better, one time them mentioning "when you're gone we'll take care of your boy, don't worry he's in good hands" not actually meaning anything bad and reassuring him instead, and Ginji snaps from it like a dream, getting reminded WHY Morita was against him getting into shady business once again...

ah I'd like to see him all guilty and silently press into Morita's hands not talking the whole evening through just reliving their divorce all by himself in his head, ending the evening with a single "I'm sorry I got involved in that again" but his eyes pleading with "please don't leave me again" instead

Pansy: lol I imagined him kneeling down in front of Mori in that sorry position

the ptsd is too intense for this old man please he has nothing left don't make him sleep in the car

I think Gin is the type of man who would be always tempted to go back to the old life. but maybe now he will appreciate gambling in horse races even more

Akira: Mori makes him sleep in his car for One Night so he'd learn his lesson

imagine him waking up Ginji by nudging his shoulder, he's still in a car and Morita needs him to drive him to work so ofc he needs to wake up already and Morita is still just a bit angry (that's why he didn't wake Gin up for breakfast) but he also feels sorry for his old back and that slept in the car all the night through lol and so Morita lets him into restaurant before the opening hours and feeds him something at the bar counter while he runs around preparing for the day

they silently make up with each other like that

[starsdailyjournal]

Journaling for my mental health as an epic scene girl (not clickbait) Day 1!

Today (sunday) I woke up at like 12:44 am or pm idkkkk but it was when the sun was up and like my dad had asked me to call him and since I have like ptsd I tweaked out but I brushed my teeth first because like I'm trying to get myself into the routine of doing that now. Anyway I called him and he just wanted me to like make my sister breakfast and put the food we made in the fridge but like he rlly freaked me out by just texting me "Call me when you wake up.". And he said he was getting us pizza which is now one of my least favorite things to hear from him (because of the c-a-l-o-r-i-e-s and because I'm really bad at expressing grattitude to him since we are sorta close (he is my bio dad I've known him all my life its complicated). But anyway I made my lil sister (10 yr old nerd) an awesome omelet with mozerela and sausage slices AND a cheese crust idk how to explain it basically I put cheese in a pan after I made the omelet and when it was still melty and not hard I put the omelet I already made on it and the I folded the whole thing when the cheese was cooked!! I bet it was yummy idk tho but anyway after that I scammed someone on adopt me (l-o-l) for like an fr panda, r sloth and nfr or nr hydra they got 20k rh diamonds tho soooo yk its fine!!! I was gonna scam sum more but like I got stuck trying to figure out how to use razer cortex (because royale high is so laggy on this dumb laptop) and I was stuck on that for hours legit untile dinner!! but while I was stuck on that my dad came home and gave me some chocolate which was nice but it also sucked because I CANT express grattitude its rlly hard for me bc I'm too grateful that I feel like if I tried to put into words the gratuity I feel I would spaz. BUT anyway I haven't eaten the chcolate yet (also its dark chocolate and if u dont fw dark chcolate ur ai generated) but I did eat 2 slices of this rlly oily garlic pizza for dinner just now! it was gross and I lowk cant stand that it's in my system (iykyk) but I can't do nun abt it BUT I am starting my fast rn and it should last this whole week!! So that'll make up for this but erm IDK ahhahahaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't like talking abt eating but this is an honest journal... Should I add TWs?? Bc I rlly dont wanna I be sleepy at night which is when I'll be typing these out. Omgeee also like I've wanted to go back to being quarantine level chronically online 4ever now bc I love doing that in the summer but my dad has parental controls on all my stuff (including this laptop) so I cant go on disboard n stuff to find online friends to give me entertainment n stuff!!!!!!!!!!!!! but I FOUND A WAY YALL!! I'm just gonna be ROBLOX chronically online tho I am a robloxian already (since 2018) I want to be one of those ppl who are always on it yk (thats why I was scamming today n trynna unlag royale high) SOOO when I'm not studying I'm gonna be scamming and trading in royale high and adopt me!!! Maybe I'll try n make sum friends but rn I'm focused on the games I'm already planning on getting my dp from starpets n I have a decent halo + ltbs on rh n all my dream stuff besides 1 set n 2 accesories!! so like I'm prettyyy good but I wanna get REALLY good like those ppl who have 5 owls and 8 parrots lolz! And I literally love roblox and everyone who plays it (besides anyone with brainrot humor ironic or unironic idc) everyone else are so cool!!! So like yea and I have 30 dollars that I'm prob gonna use on robux I might try n get headless bc my mom pays me to do computer science courses and my dad pays me half of whatever my mom pays me!! Honestly I feel like journaling is sm fun rn i love talking but nobody ever listens screaming into the cyber void is so fun!!! Also I'm gonna likeeeee eat my chocolate after I shower rn probs and then my fast starts!!! ALSO omg halloween is coming up!! I'm def gonna be a vampire! If anyone enjoyed my journal tell me what your gonna be for halloween!! Omg if my journal/blog gets big I would call the ppl who read it bats!! that would be sosososo cooool ANYWAY FOLLOW ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

[trickinabucket]

Infodumping to Ed abt RGG Studio’s games dickheads.

In a previous message, i was bitching abt how Oda fucking sucked even BEFORE The Big Reveal

Then I remembered Ed was tipped off by Kuroiwa’s Reveal in Judgement/Judge Eyes bc of me “DINKLEBUUURG…”-ing every time Kuroiwa showed his stupid face.

So, I started talking abt that. (Spoilers abt Judgement and Y0 in the following text.)

I felt that way abt Kuroiwa in Judgement, too. I’m surprised u were suspicious abt how much I disliked him. Even before The Reveal, he just seemed like. Passive-aggressive and catty and shit like that. I didn’t like his ass just bc of that. His Leader of the PTA ass personality. Like, he was a cold-blooded killer, yeah, but I didn’t like him bc he still managed to make the whole room smell like bitch

How u a serial killer and u a lil punkass bitch

After a minute of thinking, maybe it was bc, to me, he was treating the case kinda like it was a work-place politics issue rather than PEOPLE DYING. It just rubbed me as *childish.* The fact that was bc he was also killing ppl behind their backs was just icing on the cake. It didn’t feel like he had a lot of irons in the fire. It felt like he was mad that ppl were trying to stop him from playing w his toys. Fucking baby.

[ reveal that KUROIWA WAS THE BIG BAD ALL ALONG!!!! ]

Me:

[zombies-aliens]

My Sunday Dec 3.

I had a pretty bland day honestly nothing to talk about. I woke up and was glad I didn't have to get up for the gym at 5am, I woke up past 11am, skipped church like usual bc fuck that I don't wanna go at 11am anymore just to sit there and not feel a part of that community. Nice people. I just don't feel like I'm one a Christian like them. I'm not one of them. It sucks this has happened another time with nerds/dorks in school and the "cool" people.. which basically was people who did drugs and had friends and hung out outside of school doing social activities. Which was a lot better than what the nerds were doing and talking about but both were really into their own things.. and I was trying my luck in both in a way. I didn't get in with the nerds and I didn't get in with the cool people and I dont like using those terms but it's a reference I guess. I was an in-betweener I didn't know where I belonged. Same with being a Mexican American. I felt too Mexican around Americans, and too American around mexicans. I don't care at the end of the day. Maybe I'm an anomaly and that's fine with me. Nobodies bothering me about it so im cool with it. But yeah and maybe it'll all change in the future u never know what can happen but yeah I skipped church, and idk if I drove today? I ate some food. Played video games. Basically I waited for the day to pass bc honestly I had nothing to do I was bored the whole day. I texted my friend, she's great. I worry about what she thinks of me. I care too much about other people's opinion on me smh. But I love and hate knowing. I dont feel like writing anymore so ima leave it at that. Tomorrow I gym and work. Work is 3 days in a row and then two days off. I hope to get more days in my schedule but it's been short because employees get their hours cut so managers can get their bonuses or something like that. So I know it'll go back to normal and I should just enjoy my days off the next few weeks. I'm getting more days off than work days to put it like that. Which I like and don't. Bc idk what ima do in those off days. Idk anything tbh. Not trying to be mean to myself but I don't really know what makes me say that i guess I'm thinking out loud. Anyway I'm off this night ppl

[astrum99]

For record keeping

Finally made her

I guess it’s my spidersona/OC? She’s not a true spider though. Back story is long but basically not even a real human - lab made and almost unkillable (but haaates pain and probably will cry her eyes out if she break a bone); power is ridiculously overpowered and she can definitely take down a whole planet in minutes by her destructive powers alone but she loves so deeply it kills her to draw blood (but will kill for her found family no question asked - you’ll find her shaking in a corner later alone); make up for the OP physical power by her weakass mental state that Firmly believes she is so unlovable - she is willing to put everything on the line for a single phrase of ily (which of course got abused by npc) & the fact that she actually sucks so much at fighting she just mask it with a “stay away, keep the high ground, and start shooting” strategy and “be so scary ppl don’t want to fight u” strategy (works surprisingly well). Basically begged to get adopted into the spider squad bc she thinks everyone is so cool and amazing and she literally has no where to go; which yay the gang did like her bc she was righteous and loyal but uhhhh bc of the rocky start she firmly believes everyone is barely tolerating her while her friends r like “??? what r u talking abt” (once they found out her wack world perception).

Oh yea also the tats - anatomical heart on the inner left wrist for life; spider with a small 1610 text on the back of the wrist for family; large spider spanning the back for a new start/hope/new identity. Also a guitar on the outer right thigh (and going up to pelvis) much much later in the story for empowerment revolution and seizing control (we all know what/who that is inspired by lmao). Also the 1610 wrist spider & guitar also function as a theoretical defence against mind wipe/mind control. (Though also guitar mmmm ngl I might pair this idiot w hobie, idk if they’d have enough synergy though - he’d have to be so so patient; man I wish the movie gave more character cues and whatnot, maybe I’ll just toss her into further Torment??? <- bad)

I just love putting her in a blender she’s like my little infinite angst machine ✨

[kdsburneraccount]

15 likes!! Kind of a lot… but I did promise to share so in no particular order, here goes (this is mostly nfl sorry):

> howie roseman/kirby smart - tbh this is crack and solely based off the fact that the eagles were drafting a lot of georgia guys in recent drafts. Also apparently they are the same age! But yeah would be funny if they were secretly fucking. The georgiadelphia eagledogs r real

> myles garrett/tj watt - not really an otp just think this would be interesting. Tj watt straight as an arrow but I think they both probably respect each other as players and should probably have dinner together sometime! And then <redacted bc both fanbases unite to smite me with hammers>. But yeah maybe they’ll work it out on the remix or whatever

> le’veon bell/antonio brown - I feel like this is kind of insane bc they both sort of suck as ppl (le’veon less so but still). However… I cannot deny that the amount of dickriding bell was doing while AB was going insane on the Steelers was compelling. Like you really didn’t need to do all that for someone who wouldn’t treat you the same way. It’s giving unrequited :/ pls get therapy

> de’aaron fox/domantas sabonis - idk man fox was so happy when sabonis got traded there and they also have spirit animals (de’aaron obviously a fox, sabonis is an ox) and then they hugged and fox’s wife said he never hugged her like that 💀 so idk I was kinda moved

> jay cutler/brandon marshall - they kinda matched each others freaks I fear… why did tmz decide showing brandon a pic of jay with his asscrack out was a good idea (this is real lol). And this is after they were teammates. I can’t believe that fucker’s biological name is “Jay” this is like bo nix’s name actually being bo wtf. Anyways if jay cutler had whatsapp idk if brandon’s text would be “fucking KILL yourself” or the “I need cock” one. Maybe both.

> giannis antetokoumnpo/khris middleton- idk if it’s THAT much of a rarepair but like omg they’ve been teammates for like ten years at this point… they won a ring together through blood sweat and tears (fighting through injury)… fulfilled the prophecy of bucks in 6… like yeah i know neither of them had some crazy draft pedigree but then they eventually did all that which is just so 🫶 goes to show the power of persevering

> patrick peterson/harrison smith - old man defensive back yaoi i fear. They had some cute moments for five seconds when they were on the Vikings together (like having coordinated Halloween costumes and also general effusive praise for each other) but yeah

> marina mabrey/arike ogunbowale - me when i have a whole ass article written abt my friendship with my college teammate who i won a national championship with and then we were on the same team for like a season or two and then it didn’t work out… why is this kind of adams/carr coded bruh. I guess I have preferences for the type of ship…

> chad johnson/carson palmer - I feel like if I don’t talk about it that much it’s a rarer pair but also this has no fic on ao3 so I guess it is rare. Anyways yeah joe’marr blueprint except with more mental illness (average 2000s moment). Thank god jaire is barely active on here otherwise he’d jump me for not finishing the fic I have about them oops

> mike evans/chris godwin - me seeing two receivers be longtime teammates: woah that’s gay. Anyways very cool they have a super bowl together and mike is trying to get chris his bag now if only chris could catch the ball more 🤔

> mikal bridges/cam johnson - is this rare if there is (one) fic about it on ao3… rare enough for me tbh! they went to the super bowl together… were traded together for the nets… and then mikal went to his college friends and left cam all alone #its fine.

> jake delhomme/steve smith sr - honestly I just really liked their bojangles chicken commercials especially the one that had like a jerry maguire reference in it (here). Tf you mean “you complete me”… oh also they’re an nfc south team that lost a Super Bowl to the patriots so yknow doomed yaoi like matt/julio #sorry

> taylor fritz/frances tiafoe- woah tennis uhh i mean i think their differences are interesting to explore especially w regard to upbringing and also the way they have been regarded as like the faces of american tennis being resurgent. Their us open semifinal match was kinda devastating 😭 but also narratively i guess the vision is there…

> tyler boyd/joe mixon - imagine being on the same loserly team for like five seasons and then getting a breakthrough (making it to a Super Bowl) but then later you both go to the afc south 🗿 I’ll expand later on the fic im writing (it’s not happening for a while)

> ozzie albies/ronald acuña jr - is this that much of a rarepair idk ppl be saying they have a nice bromance but yeah hopefully they remain teammates forever 🙏 if not. Well. I’ll be sad. But yeah. They have had some cute moments

1 like on this post -> 1 rarepair I think about