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Spock knew he was dying. It was, he supposed, quite inevitable. In truth, he was surprised that death had not claimed him much sooner; there had been many instances throughout his life and career when it had seemed inescapable.
Now, however, it would be time that would claim him.
All told, it was a significant improvement upon his last death, trapped within the Enterprise's warp core. Though his bones ached with age, his flesh did not burn with radiation, and his vision remained quite clear. He hurt, yes, and was cold, but he was not in agony.
However...
The last time he had died, pressed up against the glass, he had not had to face it alone. Jim had been with him, as had Doctor McCoy and Mr. Scott. He had been unable to touch them - and indeed he had wanted to, had wished quite illogically for the glass to fall away and allow him to tumble into Jim's arms - but they had still been there, at his side.
He was a Vulcan, and so perhaps it should have been inconsequential, but he was old now, and sentimental.
He could not help but want.
And then, as though a breath had passed through the room, Spock sensed a change.
Suddenly, without any fanfare at all, Jim stood at his side, smiling warmly down at him. He looked just as young as he did when Spock had seen him last, before he had been swept away by the Nexus and held away from him for so many long decades. He was, thought Spock, so beautiful.
If this was an illusion, it was a welcome one.
When Jim's hands clasped his own, they felt real, somehow, soft and warm against his chilled flesh, and Spock gripped back with all the strength he could muster. Illusion though it may be, Spock would savor it.
Jim, he wanted to say, how I have missed you, but his voice was well beyond him. To even try would be an exercise in futility. Kaiidth. Perhaps it was for the best. It would not do to frighten his doctors by speaking to a hallucination.
Still, he allowed himself to look, drinking in Jim's appearance like a man parched. It had been so very long since they had been together, and Spock could find no shame in taking advantage of his situation. He was dying, and if an illusion was the only way he could have the company of his husband, he would accept it without question. It felt like Jim, and it looked like Jim, and that was enough for him.
To his other side, a light began to bloom. Sunrise. He had not expected to make it to this sunrise. Memories, long cherished, of watching alien sunrises with Jim bubbled up in his mind, and a sigh fell from his lips.
Oh, how he had missed him! And now, at his very last sunrise, Jim was back with him, hands holding his.
Yes, this was by far an improvement on his previous death.
With some effort, he turned his head towards the sun. Jim, too, turned to face it, and together they watched, as they had so very many times before. It was peaceful. Wonderful.
He did not know how long he lay there, gazing at the rising sun, Jim's hand still in his, before the change became apparent to him: breath no longer stirred in his chest, and his heart no longer beat in his side. Gone, too, was the ache of time that had so suffused him these last years.
And yet, the sun still shone before him, and Jim's hands were still warm against his own.
He blinked, wondering.
"Jim," he whispered, and the name fell with shocking ease from his lips. Cautiously, he pulled himself to a sitting position, and his form moved more smoothly than it had in many years as he turned to meet Jim's eyes once more. "Jim."
"Hello, Mister," Jim replied.
Jim beamed at him, that beloved face warm with affection. The barest hint of sadness lingered at the edges of his eyes, and Spock's hand raised almost of its own accord, brushing lightly over his cheek.
"You grieve," he murmured. "Why?"
Jim just smiled, leaning into Spock's touch. "Illogical, I know," he said, a light puff of laughter escaping his chest. "I only - well. It isn't pleasant to watch you die, peaceful though it was. And, while I'm terribly pleased to see you again, I can't help but feel sorry. Death is - quite permanent, most of the time. I'm afraid no strange Vulcan rituals will be bringing you back, this time around."
Spock understood. Gently, he threaded his fingers into Jim's hair. "I confess that I am relieved by that," he admitted, cherishing the feeling of Jim beneath his touch. "I would not wish to be taken from you once again, so soon after arriving."
Something honey-warm softened in Jim at that, his eyes alight with a deep fondness.
"You sweet talker, you," he said, squeezing gently at the hand still within his grasp. Then, something almost tentative crept into his face. "Spock," he started, eyeing him cautiously, "I know it's been... quite some time, for you. But - to say it bluntly, I still love you. If you've moved on, I'll never mention it again, but-"
Illogical, Spock thought, silencing Jim's words quite suddenly with his lips. Jim melted against him easily, and for a long moment they did nothing but kiss, breathing into one another as they traded touches. When Spock finally pulled away, Jim looked almost kiss-drunk, lips swollen and eyes besotted.
"I suppose that's my answer, then," Jim chuckled, squeezing Spock's hands again.
"Indeed," Spock replied, allowing his eyes to crinkle with some of the delight which pumped through his veins. Gently, he rubbed his nose against Jim's, then pulled back again.
"I'm glad." Jim looked at Spock for a moment, and then glanced down at the bed he still sat upon. "I'll admit, I expected you to have more questions."
"I have surmised that I am dead, and that you are here," Spock said. "Anything further seemed unimportant, for time time being."
Another huff of laughter escaped Jim. "Imminently logical, Mister Spock," he teased. Spock merely inclined his head in response.
Jim stood, and pulled Spock with him, rising from the bed. Disconcertingly, he could see his own body laid out beneath him, eyes closed in death, but then Jim leaned in to press a brief kiss to his cheek, and it was forgotten.
"Well, suffice to say, it seems there's some kind of afterlife. It might be a part of the Nexus, believe it or not." Gently, he tugged Spock along as he started walking, linking their arms together "I'm not the only one who's been waiting for you, I'll have you know," he said, an almost impish smile playing at his lips. "You'll have quite the greeting party, I'm sure. I think Bones has been saving up gripes just for you."
A smile found its way to Spock's face, and he did not try to stop it. He had Jim in his arms once again, and soon he would see their friends. But, before they could continue, Spock pulled lightly at Jim's arm, stopping him.
"Jim?" he said. "I am glad you were with me."
For a moment, Jim looked at him, clearly surprised. Then, an expression which shone like the sun spread across his face. He stepped forwards, enclosing Spock in a hug. Spock went willingly, tucking his face into the crook of Jim's neck.
"I am, too."
#my brain's been soup lately and i've hardly done a thing on my wips but apparently unification's got me going good lmao#spirk afterlife content??? sign me tf up.#i didn't realize this was going to be quite this long when i started it whoopsie. that seems to be a trend.#maybe i'll even toss this one on ao3 later.#i'll have to edit it first some probably. i didn't do that before posting it here so. if there are grammar errors uh. don't look too close.#ficlet#star trek#tos#spock#james t kirk#spirk#k/s#unification#my fic#my writing#star trek tos
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Friday Night Funkin - WeekEnd 1
#friday night funkin#fnf#newgrounds pico#pico's school#pico's school darnell#fnf pico#fnf darnell#newgrounds#just something fun to make cause i haven't seen gifs of these scenes yet :]#the animation team COOKED.#tbh haven't played the update yet but I've been growing on the week end songs since first listen.#sorry if the quality is random btw but eh y'know nothing's perfect i just always love to use my built in gif maker :]#and I'll fix some of the gifs later maybe with a edit ya never know :3#also#fnf spoilers#oopsie ZNSJSSJ
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#hi have whatever this is#nolan edits#i guess#maybe i'll make a full edit later#buddie#911edit#911 abc#buddieedit#evan buckley#eddie diaz#buck x eddie#hmm sure i'll tag some friendsies#usermoonsharky#usernewbs#userrc#usergoose
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behold. ARM
(continuation of this)
#it still needs a few edits#(note to self make the indents in the bones where the pivots overlap)#but im tired so here you go for now#3d#flickerdoodles#rain world#things i don't want to think about: how the hell these things are going to turn from side to side#(because the segments can overlap in-game...)#oh god am i gonna have to change the wheels?#or maybe i'll have to make the wheels be able to rotate even though they don't in-game#it's a 2D game so I have to give myself some leeway in translation to 3D i guess#anyways that's a problem for later!!!
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♫ Babeyyyyyyyyyyy, I'm your man (don't you know that?) You bet! If you're gonna do it, do it right! Do it with meeeeeeeee ♪ ... pocket-sized Tai and Van so it's easier to keep them safe 😊
#yellowjackets#van palmer#taissa turner#taivan#yellowjackets fanart#harun art#some art during the breaks i take when i'm not working on a commission#there's this edit of van with this song and it's just! it's stuck on my mind#and ppl are right#that song is van's song!!#ugh if i don't find it on tumblr i'll repost it here (crediting the og editor/creator ofc)#i'm gonna do a second set with 1996 tai and van with their outfits right after the crash later#also maybe put these up somewhere as stickers bc i think they'd look cute??
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i (tumblr user sp1resong) will see some bugs and go 'is anyone gonna put those in a maze' and not even wait for an answer
#art#my art#rain world#hollow knight#not described#the pale king#the radiance#the knight#hornet hk#hk hornet#the hollow knight#hornet is wearing an upside-down vulture mask btw!#maybe i'll draw the dreamers (all itties) + some other guys later but i cannot guarantee anything#because i uh. bear the curse (executive dysfunction)#edit: fixed a minor mistake
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For the hell of it. I decided to make these to share anyway. Some little Obey Me! themed dividers for your posts. Originally made in hopes to add in the end of posts to help them show in tags because of the glitch/issue going on right now. But it didn't work...But these can still be used either way.
Like/Reblog if you use or save please. Thank you! 💜
#;little raven speaks#obey me#;my edits#Maybe I'll try to make some more later on but with the chibis of the OM! characters. If you'll like to see me make those. let me know.
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saw an AAI screenshot from a tweet and had to draw it
#caluuart#ace attorney#miles edgeworth#kay faraday#I'll add tags later bc I'm gonna play badminton CYA#(edit) WOW OKAY IM BACK!!!#anywayssssssss sorry for inactivity it has been a busy time (and artblock). I will be more free on late september sooo yippee!!#and by then I'll probably redecorate my account n stuff#ALSO ALSO I plan to play Void Stranger around late september as well (maybe hollow knight too if my parents are feeling generous)#so maybe expect some Void Stranger art as well. no promises buut yeah#anyways HAPPY BELATED AAI COLLECTION RELEASE DAY!!! WOOOOOOO#I thought that AAI2 will never be localized but here we are. nice. now more dgs content plea- [gets dragged away]#aight that's enough rambling. I'll go get dinner now. cya my dear fellows
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This isn’t to criticize or anything but I’m wondering if it’s like a coding thing? Or if it was written on purpose? In the first chapter, the pack doesn’t use any specific pronouns for the MC, using “them” and “the wolf” a lot. Is it cause they’re in wolf form and can’t tell them what they’d like to be called? I feel like they’d be able to tell their cis gender since they’re an animal right now and don’t wear clothes.
Yes, it's precisely because the pack doesn't know about MC's preferred pronouns. Even if they can see MC's biological sex, genitals aren't enough to determine how to call them (Bela is transgender themselves so), that's why the pack is referring to MC with neutral pronouns or "the wolf"
#maybe i also played myself and made some mistakes with pronouns along the way#though i'll go back and edit them later#ask#mc
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I've never watched Venom, but...
VENOM HORSE VENOM HORSE VENOM HORSE VENOM HORSE VENOM HORSE VENOM HORSE VENOM HORSE VENOM
#fanart#wip#Venom#Venom: The Last Dance#Venom horse#lots of slobber because I sorta remember Venom being a very drooly boi#unless that was Carnage#shows how little I know about Spider Man 😑#but Venom horsey looks so freaking badass!!! I had to draw him!#thinking of inking and coloring later#Venom horse giving me some Ludwig from Bloodborne vibes here#haven't watched Marvel movies since the first Doctor Strange and Deadpool 2#I'll probably go see Deadpool 3 but not other Disney Marvel films because they keep making them too long#I don't have the attention span#and though they have yet to do Young Avengers I'd rather they didn't#EDIT OKAY MAYBE I'll watch the Venom movies#always kinda liked Venom's character
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I just wanted to come home... I wanted to come home so bad.
Words by @electraheart2012
#my edits#richard rider#nova#marvel#marvel comics#marveledit#comicedit#gotgedit#queenlance post#aaaand I don't think I'll tag any big blog#this is the first edit I do after my year long posting hiatus and instead of focusing on erasing backgrounds - something I'm good at -#I decided to do this. I went through my edits tag and like my first 3 or 4 posts had no text and then I did two with text and was very happy#with them. AND THEN every single one after it has me complaining ''why is choosing fonts so hard''#I will do another Rich edit later (I even have some PNGS!) maybe when I'm finally on my break#ANYWAYS. I just have too many thoughts about Rich and the idea of coming home and this popped out unplanned out of nowhere
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TK/Carlos + Touch
↳ The Lost Archives (aka cut footage)
#911 lone star#tk strand#carlos reyes#tarlos#tk/carlos + touch#this is the final installment!! (until season 4 woohoo!)#none of these moments were in the actual show - all were from promotional material instead (which is why the quality isnt as good on some)#I'm choosing to call this BONUS MATERIAL!#I love the head kiss and I understanding the editing choice for the transition in the final cut but oooh man I really wish that had stayed#its been fun doing thiss!! this was a fun project to get me back in the swing of making gifs before the new season#my gifs#if there's any moment of physical touch you think I missed or overlooked in this series let me know - I went through all the episodes...#...but you never know! maybe you caught something I didn't and I'll add it in somehow later lol#or tell me your favorite! that sounds fun too#tarlos touch series
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Wip Word Search 🔍
rules: use this generator to generate three random words (or however many you'd like to do) and share the lines where they show up in your WIPs
my words: affect, great, opposed
1. affect from the mudslide fic ☔️
He watched as Eddie got up from the couch, carefully depositing Christopher’s legs from his lap before turning back to him and planting a soft kiss onto the top of his soft curls. He was getting too old for these kinds of affections when awake and — as much as he couldn’t wait to see Christopher become his own, independent person — Buck desperately wanted to halt time. It wasn’t a fair thing to think; Chris wasn’t exactly his kid to begin with and regardless of what Eddie’s will said would happen after his death, Buck's place in their lives wasn’t set in stone, so he savored every tiny moment he could. Somewhere along the last handful of years, Eddie and Christopher became Family, with a capital F. Buck loved Chris like he was his own and his feelings for Eddie were clear as day — only if not for the man himself. It was better that way, Buck reasoned. He probably wouldn’t let Buck hang around all the time, if he’d have known. Eddie probably didn’t think of them that way anyway. Buck ran his fingers through the curly hair tickling his cheek and pulled the kid’s small frame just a fraction closer, relishing in the moment of stillness.
2. great from the jealous eddie fic 🧇
“So uh t-tell me about yourself, you know, hobbies, pets, family, whatever.” “That’s pretty broad.” Jason chuckled and Buck felt his cheeks heat up immediately. Wow, he really hasn’t been on a proper date in such a long time that apparently he lost the ability to make conversation. Great. “Sorry I—” “Relax, Buck. It’s alright.” His shoulders sagged a little at that. “I guess cycling is a hobby, right? I’m not allowed pets at my place and uh… Two sisters, parents live in Nevada.” “Uh great, that- that’s great! I have a sister too, my parents live in Pennsylvania though.” Jason assessed his face for a long moment before he leaned back in his chair with a small sigh. “Don’t take this the wrong way, but you seem much more nervous than before. Is everything alright?” “Uh yeah— yeah, I’m fine, just…” Buck sighed and rubbed the bridge of his nose with his thumb and forefinger. “Eddie, my uh my partner at the 118, he’s been acting kinda weird about us going out. I just… I don’t know, I guess I got a little into my head about it.” A disapproving frown tugged at the patch of skin between Jason’s eyebrows for a moment, before it disappeared with a sigh. “So he’s one of those guys then.” Buck knew what he meant instantly; the type of guys who were just too macho not to feel threatened by even the mere mention of two men dating. Of course, it couldn’t have been further from the truth — and Buck was quick to make that clear. “N-no, not at all! He’s a good guy, great actually. He’s my best friend.”
3. opposed from the breeding kink fic 🛏️
“You might be right,” he breathed, leaning over Buck and slipping his hands under his thighs for more leverage, “maybe we should just stay here like this forever.” Eddie’s eyes fluttered shut for a moment when he bottomed out again. It wasn’t a plausible or in any way realistic idea, really, but Eddie found that he still wasn’t opposed to the fantasy of it. Especially not when Buck’s warmth enveloped him so perfectly, while he got to watch his chest rise and fall quicker and quicker, listen to his quiet whines and grunts as Eddie sped up his movements until he hit a steady rhythm and smell as fresh sweat broke through the lingering scent of their shared body wash; tea tree and mint. His hair was still damp from their shower and that was one thing they didn’t share; the shampoo — and god, Eddie was grateful that it never became something that he’d lose on the account of getting used to smelling it on himself, so now he could let the fruity and fresh scent of green apple, and something that uniquely belonged to Buck wash over his senses.
tags under the cut 💛
I was tagged by @hippolotamus @theotherbuckley @daffi-990 @jamespearce9-1-1 @fortheloveofbuddie and @wikiangela thank youuu 💛
✨no pressure tagging: @malewifediaz @spagheddiediaz @jeeyuns @eddiebabygirldiaz @nmcggg @thewolvesof1998 @ladydorian05
#this took longer than I expected lmao#also quite a bit more than just a line each but idc I miss my main wips 😭#these were literally my first 3 wips for this fandom and I still haven't posted any of them I—#though I am heavily aiming to finish the first draft for the breeding fic today/tomorrow#it's already at 4.6k so that 5k estimate is out the window but maybe 6k? 6.5k?#I am bargaining cuz it's just some silly smut and I don't wanna edit anything longer than that 😭#but I do want it to be my last fic of the year so 🫡#(though unfortunately my vertigo's back and I got too dizzy to pay attention for now but I'll be back at it later)#ALSO I need to write from buck's pov more cuz I wanna appreciate and cherish eddie through his eyes he way he deserves it!!#buddie#911#wip#the mudslide fic#the jealous eddie fic#the breeding fic
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Joker Out in Melkweg Amsterdam 06/12/23
#joker out#bojan cvjetićanin#jan peteh#nace jordan#kris guštin#jure maček#i had the most amazing time#it was one of the best concerts ive ever been to and I cannot wait to see them again#they're true performers true entertainers it was amazing#I'll post one more video after this and maybe later tomorrow I'll make some better quality gifs#and I'll edit together a muca video bc i tried filming him a couple times (which didnt reallt work) and i accidentally filmed him a bunch#mine*
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Been quietly figuring out which E.G.O Sherry has ... been making some adjustments, lately, since I want her to have the same amount of E.G.O as the other Sinners (so, currently she can have 7, including her default), but also I need them to make sense.
#AEDD + Pursuance are keepers for sure#and I want her WN E.G.O to be Frost Splinter#for a while I liked the idea of her Season 1 E.G.O being Roseate Desire but also ... I'm tempted to give her Ebony Stem ...#I could've sworn I had more ideas but maybe this is it and I'm left with two slots to fill ...#Blind Obsession I think would fit her ... what with her desire to end Moriarty + the way she obsesses over what he did to Watson#plus then she'd get to match with Ishmael ... and Blind Obsession is one of my all time favorite E.G.O#but that would also give her three ''Seasonal'' E.G.O ... hm#ALTHOUGH#the only ''Seasonal'' Telepole was Heathcliff and they added DQ and Faust's as ''Standard'' E.G.O so maybe her Ebony Stem could--#--be classified as ''Standard'' too#I'll have to think on her seventh E.G.O some more though ...#and I'll of course have to draw her sometime ... but art is hard /lh#EDIT: Everlasting was the E.G.O I'd forgotten!!#I had specific thoughts about her Corrosion appearance based on the Abnormality Event in Mirror Dungeons#which I shall share at a later date ~#si: to a great mind‚ nothing is little 🤎#LCB Sherlock#limbus oc#scattered pages
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good mornin
#i had such a 70 sketches that went absolutely nowhere kind of day yesterday#so. drawing peak comfort zone content for an easy win :')#warrior of light#Ardbert#fanart#speedpaint#i draw sometimes#Final Fantasy XIV#maybe i'll make a tag for this au at some point so they're all in One Place.......#hei muumid#several days later edit: see! made a tag!
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