#man i am so touch starved.
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I daydream about being held by another man so much it hurts
#bug dad txt#MY HEART ACHES AAUUUGHFHGG#alone on valentine's day night? god i'm pathetic#man i am so touch starved.#its so insane for me to think about people giving me basic kindness that i'm like 'that happens? people do that in real life huh???'#people walking you home‚ texting you to make sure you're alright‚ making an effort to make plans with you? that's amazing to me#*takes -1 touch starved damage*#people liking me? impossible. getting a hug? extinction level event#i'm sorry ignore me#/neg
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#yugioh#prideshipping#atem#seto kaiba#ame draws#just the idea of seto leaning into atem’s touch once he’s comfortable is so dear to me#just like#you know#this man is so touch starved I’m afraid#also atem is definitely the guy that just starts saying these things unbothered#also sorry for no art in a while I have been struggling a bit#still very much into them
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I had a rough day and needed to word vomit this out to cope, which is why it doesn't have my usual formatting. GN!Reader, warning for some brief mentions of crying, but other than that it's just Bucky taking care of his partner 💙
Bucky holding you after a bad day at work, keeping you close to his chest and gently wiping your tears with his thumb as you recount the events of the day, listening intently to you vent. He presses little kisses to your forehead as you cry it out, and gets you water once you've calmed down. He refuses to leave your side until you've downed the entire glass because "you cried a lot, Doll. I just don't want you to get dehydrated."
Bucky carries you into the bathroom once you're done, cradling you against his body as he runs you a bath. He was just going to let you lay back and relax while he cooked your favorite meal and turned down your bed so it was nice and ready for you to fall into when you got out, but how could he say no to those pleading eyes you gave him when you asked him to join you? He opts to put in an order at your favorite takeout place and strips down before settling in behind you. You're in his arms as soon as his body hits the water, flesh and metal enveloping you in a cocoon of love and warmth. He takes his time washing your hair, peppering your back and shoulders with with kisses.
Bucky helps you out of the tub after he excuses himself so that he can throw on some clothes and grab you something warm to wear: your favorite pair of jogging shorts, the Henley that keeps disappearing from his top drawer, and a hoodie that he's been wearing a lot lately, knowing that you love how it smells like him. He turns down the bed as you get dressed, and somehow timed the food delivery out perfectly, so he gets you settled in bed before running to meet the delivery driver.
You and Bucky eat in bed, and once you two are done he lays in your lap and lets you play with his hair, knowing that it helps you calm down.
Bucky watches you start to sway, the way you fight to keep your eyes open, and asks if you're ready for bed. You beg him for some skin-on-skin, though you really don't need to. He would give you the universe if you asked him to. He helps you out of his your shirt before stripping off his own and hugging you to his chest. You nuzzle into him, stroking your fingers up and down his happy trail as you happily fall asleep on his chest, your bad day long forgotten as you doze off in his arms.
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Had an absolute nightmare of a day at work and when I told my family about it my mom made it all about her like she ALWAYS does and my dad was at least sympathetic but just gave me like a sympathetic shoulder pat and all I want is a hug but no one in my family really does that so now all I want is a Bucky to hold me and tell me it's all gonna be okay and take care of me so... This happened
#bucky barnes#james bucky barnes#james buchanan barnes#bucky barnes x reader#bucky barnes fluff#mcu#vent fic#kind of?#idk man i just feel alone and ignored and touch starved and the fact i had a bad day isnt helping so... this is a coping mechanism i guess#joys of having a narcissistic mother: when i have a bad day and am looking for some baseline human empathy i know im not getting it from he
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i dont have a problem. you have a problem
#doodles#kururu#sgt frog#look man. hes so so relatable how am i notgonna project#also he shrimpin. posture so bad#worlds most touch starved man is touch adverse. planet explodes#he needs a hug and uhm. one MILLION friends#who said anything abt kurudoro. i didnt say that. what r u talking about. who said that#going crazy thinking abt frogs rn. healp me
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I don't always have to be sad to post caps of Zayne. Sometimes (Always), I just want to look at his hands. 💁♀️
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace zayne#zayne stop giving me bedroom eyes in a public café#but imagine him coming home from a late shift#he has a late shower and comes out clad in only a towel around his waist#his hair is still damped and the crisp smell of his body wash lingers#the city sleeps all is quiet and the world feels at peace for this brief period#it feels like the two of you are the only souls in the world#and you are just sharing this soft tender and playful moment with him#just appreciating each other's company#and he is just so grateful to have you to love you and be loved by you#this man is so touch starved he relishes in your soft caresses#no matter how tired he is or what mood he is in#you are able to calm him down#you are the remedy to his fatigue and stress#what am i yapping about#tldr: i just love zayne so fucking much let me give him the fucking universe
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Alan looks like he gives really good hugs.
Like I want this man to hug me.
I don’t need anything else right now.
#tokyo debunker#tdb#tkdb#alan mido#I am so fucking touch starved LMFAO#I ain’t even want anything else just a hug man
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going slightly feral today for characters who don't think of themselves as being "~into~" touch and physical intimacy suddenly discovering that they actually are, in like an embarrassingly huge way
"oh fine, I'll indulge you, but I'll have you know that I'm not exactly cuddly, darling. 🙄" (proceeds to wrap themselves around their partner in their sleep like a boa constrictor) (yes this becomes a regular occurrence)
"no dear, I don't like hugs" (does, in fact, melt into each embrace with a soft sigh and eyes sliding shut, all gooey inside like a person-shaped fudge brownie)
"how juvenile. I'm not ticklish, I'm not a child. 😒" (starts convulsing with stifled laughter if their partner as much as wiggles their fingers in their general direction) (no they are very cool I promise)
"don't touch me 😒" (secretly pouts when their explicit wish is respected. no wait come back i didn't mean don't as in don't, i meant it as try harder. yes i know that's counterintuitive. no you should read my mind exactly. how is that even hard--)
"*makes a longing 🥺 face every time their partner is doing something just out of their reach, wanting to touch them but not wanting to come off as ~needy~*" (scoffs and turns away when asked if they want a hug) ((that means "yes please"))
"ugh, fine, but if you ruin my hair--" (all but tears up at having their scalp gently scratched. finds that they do not give a solitary shit about their hair now, actually.) (yes, they will now regularly plop their head in their partner's lap as a silent request for scritches. they're not cuddly, though.)
will not hold hands. will, however, knock shoulders while walking. (it means try again. it means please never stop trying.)
#yes this post is in fact vaguely about#astarion#no yeah i have yet to crawl out of that hole#i'm thinking.... act 3 but before his quest#but listen. i am so far up that man's ass i can see his tonsils#for someone whose most commonly used voice line is “don't TOUCH me”#there are like. 4 or 5???? lines that I know of in which cuddling him is referenced#yes i know it's an old bone to chew that this man is beyond touch-starved but what can i say#i love denial. and lying#v sexy traits in a fictional character#but tbh this can apply to any character u like actually so. no specific tags beyond that#squirrel writes#bc why not#you know what now that i think about it? i can see Shadowheart in most of these too#but i don't exactly know yet yknow
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when you’re off of work would you please elaborate on your hannibal service top agenda,,, please my family is starving
i don’t want anyone to starve so obviously I will extrapolate on the service top aspect of Hannibal Lecter o7!! I am going to get so carried away and I apologize in advance.
Alright going to start this off by saying I do think they’re vers but only in regards to each other, I think for canon relationships, Will has a tendency to allow himself to be directed while Hannibal loves to orchestrate. With each other, though, it grows increasingly and alluringly complicated. Arguments could be made and subsequently thrown out depending on what part of the show you’re watching and post fall is an entire free-for-all because you can’t tell me two grown men survive murder-suicide via cliff and then settle into the puritanical rigidity of who tops and who bottoms.
Okay that being said, honestly i could make the case that both of them lean more toward making sure whoever they’re with is getting the most out of the encounter (maybe for different reasons; the popular trope of Will’s empathy causing a sort of blissful feedback loop and in Hannibal’s case, it stands to reason the politeness overlaps with a challenging sort of hedonism, he’s in control and playful about it) but I think that specifically for Hannibal, Will’s reactions are what he’s constantly seeking and then hoarding. Like. Will responding to stimuli that Hannibal presents is basically the premise of the show and Hannibal very clearly gets off on that, maybe not anywhere explicitly but we see shots of his pupils dilating, his gaze always caught on Will, licking his lips, all in response to Will reacting to him. It’s very rare he’s outright hungry at the beginning of a conversation or interaction, he seems to maintain a sense of aloofness until Will snarks or baits or replies or even defers and then, it’s as though he’s desperate to see more. I'm not getting into the whole them eating meals together because I'll devolve very quickly but like. just keep in mind the way Hannibal watches Will eat, as though he savors Will instead of the meal he cooked. Right. Okay. He gets caught up in Will’s responses very quickly, enraptured and almost stupid about it and trying to immediately trigger more which!! Goes hand and hand with him doing very uh lets say unique acts of service (the malewife jokes are only half jokes); the breakfasts & dinners, the driving, the caretaking. Yes all that’s manipulative but to Hannibal, that doesn’t negate that it’s still getting him the responses he wants and that’s also maybe why he’s so quick to say they’re friends because he’s viewing it as a form of relationship building and quite frankly, that is the only way that man knows how to build relationships; he sets himself up as a crutch and then breaks your leg and unfortunately at that point, for Will, for Jack, for Abigail, for Bedelia, for Chiyoh, you are too grateful to be standing that you forget he’s the reason you can’t do it on your own. The others I mentioned learn either very quickly or very (in painful irony) rudely that he is only a crutch as long as he enjoys it, as long as he can benefit from holding you aloft.
However. In Will’s case, he tries to remove himself and finds that it’s him who can’t stand and he’s immediately resentful and desperate to take back that ability, leaving another gift, another act of service, for Will to prove that he can still provide it and detrimentally putting himself on the map for Jack and Mason in the process. He’s so eager to have Will’s response, he waits at his own fucking crime scene. Will gives him what he wants and he’s too overwhelmed to respond with any sort of power or immediate selfishness, he runs again. And then. Muskrat Farms and his surrender. I feel like I don’t even need to explain why that backs up my case here, that man is so so ready to rescue and then surrender all because Will’s involved; two things he’s never done in his entire life, they essentially reduce him to this almost pathetic thing and it doesn’t give him pause at all because again, they’re acts of service whether Will wants them at that point or not. Like Bedelia said it best, he’s obsessed, he wants every reaction, every word, every sigh and curse, he’s very single-minded about getting them and he doesn’t care who he has to hurt, himself or others, to get them. Now, combine all that and the cliff scene and tell me that man doesn’t spend every second they’re in a bed together completely and utterly focused on Will and Will alone.
#NORTH UR PFP THREW ME OFF I WAS LIKE HELLO RANDOM BLOG I WILL ELABORATE YES#but also hiiiii what are you doing for the rest of your life and can it be me#haha jk....unless?#i'm literally holding so much back lmao like i didn't even touch on Will's response and manipulation of that behavior#tdlr when i write top hannibal its always going to be him makin will come like 3 times before he even remembers to get off n i stand by tha#so so sorry for this but also i am not at all and am completely correct#top hannibal can be good#theres just an overabundance of sadist/power topping which doesn't always mesh well i feel like idk#that man is hungry in every possible way for Will and when youre starved you don't stop to see if youre full you eat until you can't#but then again what do i know i am a dom Will advocate at heart#be he gentle or not#teacupmotif#asks !
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Wondering if I should focus on getting more followers or drawing stuff I actually want to, not scared of how ppl or my mutuals will like it?
Idk just want to draw some really self indulgent shit rn, but like what’s the point of doing it when I don’t get dopamine from ppl interacting with my posts? Might as well save the dopamine for like other things that ppl actually want to see
#coastal’s mumbles#don’t mind me I’ve been thinking to deep into what I really am lately and I am severely disappointed in myself so kinda just mumbling rn#god I’m touch starved so bad I am having to force myself not to draw me platonically cuddling Jigsaw or Lemon Shark Jack#idk man maybe like cuddling a cat or dog instead so it isn’t looked at sexually or romantically#or I could actually draw smth my followers want to see for once#might just continue to make shitty as hell memes so sm is happy#I’m so weird and cringe it’s terrible#but then like I rarely show emotion irl so idk wtf is up with me#like why am I like this lil freak online when irl I’m so who fades away into shadows every 5 seconds
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am so high in bed n all i want is desperate, gropey cuddles
#am so touch starved it’s insane#this man would barely touch me before i finally broke up w him#i just wanna be touched n feel wanted#i want to be enooiiugh to satisfy someone
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The primal desire to be hugged by Adam is too much to bear
#give me the overgrown pigeon i need to be held by a man that won't love me#im rambling#he's just so big i could lay on his tummy and it would be fine#i am touch starved for the upteenth time#adam hazbin hotel
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/ mildly spicy art under the cut! --- sacredshipping ❤️🔥
clingy ghost types. 💕
#/yes I added the lil disclaimer because I shy . SKDJFHSJDKFNSJKDNFJS#INCREDIBLY self-indulgent art because I was really sad over being sick and made this to cheer myself up somehowksdjfsdfs#I'm actually Really happy with the pose on this one? It's a trickier one for sure but oh my goodness it was surprisingly fun to figure out#especially if it means getting to draw Morty all snug on Eusine's lap like that aha h ssdhfsdfnsdsn////////////////////// 🫣🫣🫣#(even out of his vampire costume he just can't keep his lips off the other's neck alright let him be all mushy and affectionate and bitey)#(Eusine is just Over the Moon having the other so comfortably in his arms like that ooughgggghgng)#me kicking my heels giddy over my own work asjkdanskdn#I wanna do sooooo much more touchy feely affectionate pieces with them I am Diagnosing them with Desperately Touch-Starved rn 🫵 /lh#sacredshipping#morty/eusine#morty x eusine#gym leader morty#morty pokemon#mystery man eusine#eusine pokemon#pokemon#pokemon hgss#pokemon gsc#fluff spice?!
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therapy (alternate title: talking about white boy for 50 minutes straight)
#my therapist proposed the idea that i may be asexual.#like thanks i know. but also thanks for validating me because i still feel like a late bloomer sometimes#the question of the ages: am i an ace lesbian or am i just afraid of men? (or am i aro too)#because i can only imagine myself feeling comfortable romantically around women#but attraction isn’t a factor either way…#and i only feel comfortable with women in general .#touch starved hopeless romantic boy meets touch repulsed full of platonic love and nothing else girl. they both die#THIS IS WHY I THOUGHT I WAS TRANS TOO i felt so ill being in a female body but that was not because#i was trans it was because i felt sexualized and i wanted to be seen as a person before a body#and i felt like if i was a boy that would be the case#but i never felt any better viewing myself that way. i felt worse.#thanks misogyny 👍👍👍#anyway i love you trans people you are so cool it was just not me do not take this the wrong way#🙏🙏🙏#i will just be unlabeled and only date girls. forever#you will never catch me with a cishet dude SORRYYYY 🤞🤞🤞#i like fictional men and that is IT the moment i imagine them with an actual face i get disgusted#whateverrrr#i will stay in my little fictional bubble#pink haired foxian man hmu
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One emergency penguin and a hug for Dio, coming right up~ 🫶🏻💚
🥰🤍 thank you sweet darling!!
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im actually a huge hugger how did u know
#hugs are my Thing#physical touch love language who#youll never meet someone whos more into physical touch#ive always gotten hugs and stuff so i dont think i qualify as touch starved but man am i hungry#and tbh for me its combined with quality time because i like Long Hugs
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It's officially 12am which means I can daydream about cuddling and being beside someone and it won't be all that surprising..
#sorry that I'm daydreaming about feeling skin against mine... I'm extremely touch starved so. yeah#I don't drink but man. man. it's one of those emotions that I feel like I need to have a drink and sit in the ocean about it#whats wild is that I didnt realize how touch starved I was until I had a taste and suddenly I am dying .#sighs. sighs. sighs even louder. I just wanna cuddle on someone's chest is that so horrible of me...#okay I'm gonna go. play games about it or something.
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