#mama lisa dont like you for a reason

[fireangelsstuff-inactive-2024]

I mean I don't know guys......

Something seems a bit Sus to me??

This is what Pantenepapi seems to think it means

What about you?

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[fireangelsstuff-inactive-2024]

Just in case anyone is wondering

This type of posting is what they want to use to get 🐟 some kind of sympathy because "the fans are being mean to her" and that's the reason they break up

Nice try Megan, do your own job 🙏

Racists don't deserve sympathy

I think you need a bigger bottle of Ajax

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These lines of Lover by T Swift reminds me of Chris and Alba and their love;

Can I go where you go?

Can we always be this close forever and ever?

And ah, take me out, and take me home

You're my, my, my, my

Lover

Oh, I wanna participate! Here are the lines of several Taylor Swift songs that remind me of Chris and alba and their LoVe 👽

"I forgot that you existed"

"I dropped your hand"

"He never thinks of me"

"And you wanna scream"

"And you're doing your best to avoid me"

"Said, "I'm fine, " but it wasn't true"

"They ask, "Do you have a man?" I can still say, "I don't remember"

"I wake up screaming from dreaming"

"I don't like your little games"

"No, I don't like you"

"Cursed you as I sleep-talked"

"I dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried"

[catstailtavern]

Genshin impact characters as gamers

Characters: Abedo, Kaeya, Diluc, Childe, Zhongli, Jean, Hu Tao, and Lisa

content warnings: Childe being kinda an asshole lol.

authors note: I might do more in the future! These are just my headcanons so if you don't agree that cool! Feel free to let me know what you think they're like as gamers!!

Albedo:

what they look for in a game: Albedo seems like the type to enjoy games with vast worlds that involve lots of exploration and puzzles. I also feel like he like more quiet gameplay- if that makes any sense. Very much "Show, don't tell." Likes walking simulators!

things that turn them off from a game: He dislikes when games over-explain themselves/their plots. He likes to be able to unfold the mysteries and plot threads himself instead of being spoonfed. He also dislikes voice chat bc people are mean. If there is a VC he mutes basically everyone even if it makes teamwork difficult.

how much time do they devote to videogames: Albedo really only plays videogames on days off or when alchemy research has hit a lull.

a game or games that I think they'd like: outer wilds, shadow of the colossus, and journey.

Kaeya:

what they look for in a game: Story-rich games with unique art that explore heavy topics or philosophical themes! but also really likes multiplayer games where he can troll lol.

things that turn them off from a game: If he dislikes the art he finds it hard to play or pay attention to. This doesn't mean he demands picture-perfect graphics! He's mostly into unrealistic and eye-catching graphics/art he likes games with style and flair!

how much time do they devote to video games: Kaeya likes to play after a long day of work to unwind and relax!

a game or games that I think they'd like: Disco Elysium and the persona series!

Diluc:

what they look for in a game: Diluc is a very busy man who likes to be in control of his life and the things that affect it. Therefore I have come to the conclusion that he likes simple and sweet games with low stakes where he is mostly in control if not basically god haha.

things that turn them off from a game: Games that involve him to be emotionally invested or have lots of stressors are not his thing. Games are played to relieve his stress, not make him cry over character death.

how much time do they devote to video games: He likes to play a little bit on his break when he gets the chance or a little bit after work. Doesn't like to play for too long each day or he feels unproductive!

a game or games that I think they'd like: the sims, planet zoo, my time at Portia, stardew valley, and ANIMAL CROSSING!! (I dont care if this is OOC okay. Diluc plays animal crossing on his lunch break. His favorite villagers are the bird ones. His favorite fruits are apples and cherries, and he loves terraforming his island. He finds it therapeutic.)

Childe:

what they look for in a game: loves gacha games, he's a total whale, and loves to flex his pulls. Also loves games with intense competitive multiplayer and couch co-op games. Absolutely a sore winner who everyone hates playing jack box with.

things that turn them off from a game: Dislikes the story mode of most games bc they usually fail to keep this attention. He'd much rather be making yo mama jokes and shit-talking n00bs over the mic like the little asshole gremlin he is. The only exception so far is "The Last of Us," because of one time when the internet was shitting out on him during matchmaking. He decided to play the story while his connection got itself together and ended up liking it.

how much time do they devote to video games: Stays up late playing them at night a LOT. They're usually the reason he's tired the next day.

a game or games that I think they'd like: mario kart, smash bros, arknights, mortal kombat, apex, and dead by daylight.

Zhongli:

what they look for in a game: Zhongli likes simple games with cute graphics and easy controls. Mostly a mobile gamer as he finds most console game controls confusing. Loves virtual remakes of classic games that he used to play with other people physically.

things that turn them off from a game: Really dislikes first-person shooters. He finds them loud and disorienting. Poor old man.

how much time do they devote to videogames: Barely ever plays, might play while having a cup of tea or to pass the time while waiting for something!

a game or games that I think they'd like: mahjong, solitaire, candy crush, and those lumosity games for training your brain.

Jean:

what they look for in a game: At first when jean thought of video games the only thing that came to mind was "a waste of time." As the acting grand master of the knights of Favonius she rarely has time to socialize or even date. That's when she decided to maybe just maybe give dating sims a shot. She's a bit insecure about it, but they give her butterflies without the strain of a real relationship.

things that turn them off from a game: Really dislikes games that glorify villainy or have you play as the bad guy. She also really hates horror games. Fun fact, she played doki doki literature club but missed the warning somehow and WOW she got really upset-

how much time do they devote to video games: As mentioned previously Jean is a busy gal. So she really only gets to play games on her rare days off or maybe just a little before bed.

a game or games that I think they'd like: I don't know a lot of sweet and fluffy dating sims but I feel like the sweet and fluffy ones are her favorite! I've really only played one dating sim before and that was monster prom so I'm gonna use that for the example lol. I know there's a lot of mischief in that game but she always chooses the more moral upstanding choice even if it cost her a date haha.

Hu Tao:

what they look for in a game: Hu Tao is partial to games with gothic aesthetics and horror elements! Specifically really loves psychological horror and unique creature design. Enjoys difficult gameplay and feels a sense of accomplishment when she succeeds!

things that turn them off from a game: When a game is too easy to play she gets bored rather quickly.

how much time do they devote to video games: Frequently plays really late at night while listening to a paranormal podcast or other spooky content.

a game or games that I think they'd like: Dark souls, Darkwood, The cat lady, rule of rose.

Lisa:

what they look for in a game: Like Childe, Lisa likes competitive gameplay. But she's more into fantasy MMO RPGs! She just really loves fantasy things it doesn't have to be multiplayer. Also really likes games with lots of lore and digs strategy turn-based combat! Other game types she likes are visual novels or anything with a good story-driven narrative. Loves being able to discuss fan theories online in forums.

things that turn them off from a game: Mediocre writing, poor/inconsistent world-building, or a lack of lore. She needs a story to sink her teeth into or she just won't play.

how much time do they devote to video games: Probably plays a lot. Really only pausing to correct people's behavior in the library!

a game or games that I think they'd like: World of Warcraft, Hearthstone, League of legends, Darkest dungeon, and slay the spire.

[sauerland-2001]

Omg I did not mean to delete my recap 🤦🏽‍♀️ why is this new editing thingy so useless.

[anxiousauthor89]

Head First

Angry, confused, and bitter Trinity grew hate for the man that left her with this seed. She tried to get rid of it 4 months ago, thinking life would be back to normal. She would work out a lil bit, lose the weight and go slap Shawn back to his senses. But it didn't happen that way. In fact, she had met a new man. Long dreds, shining gold teeth, tattoos everywhere, and gave her more dope then she can handle. When they first met she got fucked up at a party. Trying to forget about Shawn. Trying to self abort the baby. The internet said drinking and partying can terminate pregnancy. But this baby was worse than the roach that wouldn't die. So when she met Junior, at the party and realized he was actually an enemy of Shawns, she decided to spill the beans on how grimey he is. See, back in the day Shawn fucked Juniors ol lady. She had twins. And he never got over it. He was always down to hurt Shawn in some sort of way if he could. But Shawn was not to be played with. You really got to catch him sleeping. And he never sleeps. Knowing how careful she had to be to get Shawn back, she told Junior he got her friend pregnant, and she wants to fight her to make Shawn mad. "Nah man." Junior said. "That's dumb. One thing he care about is his kids. Give her this sack." he said as he threw it at her. "If she still pregnant and he know about it that mean he gon let her have it. But give her this sack and I bet she wont birth shit. Dat nigga gon boo hoo cry booyyy I cant wait to see his ass hurtin ol puss ass." he grinned. She had never done drugs. But this could end it all. And get revenge on Shawn. "This shit aint gon have me, I just need to get this situated and im off this shit." she told herself as she smoked the dope in her car. The high hit her so hard she passed out and woke up to Junior knocking on her window. "AYE! TAKE YO DRUNK ASS HOME MAN ITS 6AM!" Lowkey ashamed she got it together and rolled the window down. "My bad man. Aye I think I lost that sack gimme one more man my bad that Ciroc is on me." Junior knew the look that high gave people. He had gained a customer. He smirked and said "Mhm here. I'll fuck witcha." He walked away rapping to himself, knowing she would be back. And just like clock work, she was. Every other day. She couldn't help herself. It felt like the perfect escape. Before she knew it the end of the year was approaching. By this time shes almost 9 months along, and made a fool of herself every time she attempted to talk to Shawn. The holidays were approaching, so she decided to spend some time with the only people who would love her, even when she didn't love herself.  "You know I be missing you why you only come when its food?" her daddy pinched her cheek. She laughed and kissed his bald head. He adored her. A preacher that could make hell shake but would cry when they got whoopins. He had a heart of pure gold. "Make sure you wash your hands and change your shirt before you help with this food. Why you got on them big ol clothes anyway I thought you were out of that tomboy stage...?" her mother teased. She had always been a chubby girl that could rock boy clothes and still be cute. Trying not to do anything that signaled her dishonesty she replied "mama you know I like TLC this how Lisa Left Eye dresses." laughing and doing a twist of her hips. "Mhm. Ya look more like Lisa Left & Lost It but okay. Yall think im dumb." she mumbled. That was it. Mama knew. And she knew mama knew. But aint no way she was gon admit it. Not around the other family members anyway. She and her sister Melodie were close and they always had been. She began to worry about how she would react knowing there is a whole baby being hidden. They told each other everything. But this one Trinity had to deal with on her own. She was determined not to say a word. She hadn't even gone to the doctor the entire pregnancy. She had a plan. All she had to do is wait it out. The time was near. She felt it in the pressure her lower belly was experiencing. The sharp pains in her back. It was close. And she was ready. She tried to quickly walk away so mama wouldn't see the shame on her face, but Uncle Leroy caught it. "She pregnant! And out of wedlock at that! Told yall she should have came to that shut in service we woulda been praying that lust demon right on out of her!" he blurted out. Overwhelmed with rage and embarrassment from his statement putting her on blast she shouted back "SHUT UP! THIS WHY I DONT COME WHEN YALL ARE HERE! MIND YO BUSINESS! AINT YOU ON WIFE NUMBER 3? YOU ALWAYS BEING JUDGEMENTAL AND RUNNING YO MOUTH! I CANT STA.." "HUSH GIRL!" Mama interrupted. She knew how Trinity felt about some of the family. And she understood. But disrespect she could not condone. "Go sit on my bed baby. Rest ya nerve, hea?" she softly spoke before she kissed her forehead. Already too embarrassed she picked up her purse and walked out. "Where you going? Its Thanksgiving you not gon stay?" her mom yelled from the screen door with her hands on her hips. "No mama im sorry. Happy Thanksgiving. Tell Melodie I love her." she said trying not to cry. Putting the car in reverse she thought about her plan one more time, reminding herself that she has every reason to follow through. She drove 4 hours back to the apartment she shared with a friend and laid down. She felt so uncomfortable. But tried to fall asleep anyway. Thinking she had to pee, she jumped up heading to the bathroom. "EEEW What the fuck why cant I hold my pee?!!" The liquid was running out of her faster than her feet could run to the toilet. Finally she got in the bathroom, slipping on the wet spots she was making with her trail. She sat on the toilet breathing hard, dizzy, and feeling like she had to take the biggest shit. "I aint had cheese in months I know im not constipated, this shit hurts what the fuck?" Within her next breath a contraction hit, and she became aware of what was happening. Eyes growing big and knees starting to shake, she wiped as much of the liquid as she could. She ran to her closet and pulled out her dirty clothes bin. Behind it was her bag, packed with an extra change of clothes for her after she delivered. She put the bag in the passenger seat and drove to the hospital. She sat in the parking lot for a few minutes, trying to get her mind right before going in. "Lets go Trinity. You got the plan figured out." She thought to herself. Taking one more deep breath as the contraction passed, she got out and walked into the emergency department. A blue eyed blonde haired lady grabbed her hand and said " I know that look you're in labor. Come on I just cleaned out this room. We need to take vitals and get you hooked up on a monitor. How ya feeling?" Starting to wobble from all the pain Trinity mumbled "Im fine." In reality she was far from fine. It felt like the baby was right on the verge of coming out. "Ms. I have a question." She stammered. "When I have this baby how long will it take to get parents to pick it up? You can give me the papers now & by the time it comes out a mama and daddy should be here right?" she almost smilied thinking this was the perfect solution. That was her plan. Just give it to somebody. Its always commercials about people wanting kids. It was a no brainer. Laughter snapped her out of her happy place she had briefly found. "No honey. Bless your heart. That takes time. You should have began that process when you found out about the baby." she continued laughing. "Unless theres a case of accidental death, looks like you're stuck with this one! My assistant will check on you soon, then we will see about managing your pain with an epidural. Sit tight." she closed the door. Hearing those words took Trinity from panic to desperation. Now she had no idea what to do. She played it cool until the nurse walked out. "Ok think bitch THINK!" she said out loud as she leaned back on the bed. "This slow hoe saying accidental death what the hell lady?! Be for real! That's not an option." she smacked her teeth. A pain hit her belly and she put her hand down on her butt. "What the...am I shitting on myself?! OUUUCCHHHH! OH MY GOD AAAH!" She laid back and reached further down and realized....that's hair...The baby was there. And it was coming out. "Oooooh ssshhhiiiit. Ooooooh shhiittt! Shit! Ssshhiiiit!  Ok. Chill Trin." She laid quiet, thinking of a new plan. "Knock, Knoooock" A nurse came in. " Just making sure you doing ok. We cant have you pushing out the baby alone we want both of you to make it okay sweetie? I will be back soon." The smiling nurse walked back out. "We want both of you to make it." Those words were ringing in Trinity's head like monkeys with symbols. "I got it." she said. She put her phone in her purse and put her bible in the bottom of it. She couldn't look at it knowing what she was about to do. She looked around the room once more, and laid down. Spreading her legs open she held on to each side of the bed, shut her eyes tight and began to push. She heard what sounded like water balloons hitting the floor. Growing fearful that her time was ticking and the nurses would catch her, she bit down on the sheet and let out a scream while pushing her absolute hardest. Feeling like her heart would explode, and her whole body shaking, finally she felt the release. The baby was out. And falling to the floor. Head First.  

[runephoenix6769]

Winter Schnee Head canon part 2 , younger years.

Winter Solstice. drabble, 

 Berdea Cid, (intro)

Fresh from being crowned the Atlesian fencing champion in 15 year and under category, with sash across her shoulder and trophy in hand, Winter Schnee had watched in slight confusion as her Father had berated her instructor of years, Violet.

He claimed her form had been sloppy, that she had taken too long vanquishing her opponents, what had he been paying for?

“But Father, I won!”  She had admonished, immediately regretting her momentary relapse in propriety as his eyes tightened and his mouth set into a grim line.

“That is neither here nor there. You missed opportunities and failed to take advantage of your opponent’s flaws!”

“But!” She began to protest.

“Enough!” He hissed, “Do I need to remind you that you are a representative of the Schnee Family name and shall behave as such! Now stand up straight!”

The hard edge to his voice had, like molten dust poured down her spine, made her instinctively correct her stance.

“Yes, Father.”

“You are a champion now! This is good for us.”

He had laid a firm hand on her shoulder and he had guided her towards the door and the waiting press, ever the proud parent, as the cameras had flashed and questions asked. The crowd had been far too big for a simple fencing tourney,

“What is next for you Miss Schnee?”

She hadn’t known what to say.

Her Father, ever used to the PR machine that surrounded the Family name, answered smoothly.

“Today, the eldest of my children,” He had pulled her to him, in an uncharacteristic one armed Fatherly hug, “Has done me proud. Never for a second did my faith in her winning today waver.”

The admission of approval had sparked something in her, if only she could savour this moment, somehow replicate it.

A journalist had pushed to the fore front,

“What do you say to those who stand opposed to your treatment of Faunus workers?”

Her Father had brushed off the comment with a chuckle,

“This is a sporting event, hardly a political rally. Now if you please, I would like to take my daughter home and celebrate our victory with the rest of the family!”

A shout came from the crowd,

“Murderer!”

He had remained composed as the crowd had jostled, the Schnee family security becoming tense,

“Now, now, I assure you, we at the Schnee Dust Company are doing all we can to save the lives of the trapped workers..”

The crowd had erupted, throwing projectiles and screaming obscenities. Winter and her Father had been ushered by their security into a nearby town car.

Once inside the car, his mood had soured. Pouring  a drink he had turned on the scroll, muttering about filthy animals as Lisa Lavender commented on the ruckus.

And just like that, Winter and her victory was forgotten.

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The family gathered round the long table in the cavernous dining hall. A rare occurrence but the occasion called for it as her younger sister with barely concealed excitement, waited as patiently as a 10 year old could on their birthday. 

Weiss’ and Whitleys eyes sparkled as the huge ornament cake, topped with an ballerina made of fondant on top, was wheeled into the room. The servants moved silently and Winter shivered, the fire in the monstrous hearth unable to heat the icy distance between her parents.

The candles on the cake lit, Weiss shifted excitedly in her seat, as Winter remained erect but eyes fixated on spot particular whorl in the cherry wood table. 

“Another glass of wine, Ma’am” 

Willow nodded, 

“Thankyou Klein.”

Jacques let out a scoff as the man servant began to decanter the Mistrali wine. 

Looking up at her sister, Winter offered a warm smile as the young girls eyes reflected the candle light a top the cake. If only she could keep her innocence a little longer. 

Her eyes darted to the side as she felt her mother,

“Jacques, I went to the office today.”

Winter held her breath, her heart thumping. As of late she had heard them arguing and the escalation to all out screaming matches, often resulting in her mother sobbing behind the doors of the conservatory had become more frequent. 

To her left, she felt her Father’s anger rolling off him like aura. 

“Oh really? Is that where you went?” He flippantly replied, “I assumed you had gone to meet the other useless socialite housewives.”

She felt her mother bristle. 

“I want you to reverse the new policies.”

Jacques let out a barking laugh. 

“Im serious Jacques. If my father was alive he would be appalled.”

Out of the corner of her eye, Winter witnessed as her fathers mustasch twitched at the corner in an evil smirk. 

Please, she thought, not today. Not on Weiss’ birthday. 

“Well, my dear, your father isnt here, is he! And I am the one out there making the decisions the company needs to in order to survive.”

“In the blood of those less fortunate?” Her mother spat. 

Weiss’ bottom lip began to tremble  and under the table Winter balled her fists. 

Her father preened, 

“It is how capitalism works my dear.” 

Willow took a languied sip of her wine and Winter could feel the brewing storm. Whitley kicked his little legs against the chair. She watched as her mothers features drew up and down, her eyes becoming sorrowful. 

Please dont do it, Winter once again internally begged. 

Fingering the stem of her glass, Willow fixed Jacques with an almost mournful look. 

“Did you ever love me?”

Winter’s heart clinched as she watched her Father, his stare as cold as the Atleasian tundra, as he steepled his hands, leaning forward on his elbows as he replied, with callous indifference, 

“I only married you for the company and the name.”

Winter let out the shaky breath she was holding, watching as her mother’s face crumpled. the servants remained in the shadows. The silence broken by the crackling of the fire, as Willows quaking fingers rose to her lips. Her Father gave a wicked smirk. Willow let out a racking sob as she in one movement got up, fleeing the room. 

The candles on the cake, flickered and died

Whitley let out a howling bellow, Weiss eyes brimming with unshed tears. 

“Oh for gods sake, will someone see to that.” Jacques roared. 

A servant stepped forward, Winter moved, brushing off the offered help. 

“It’s ok.” She scooped Whitley up on her arms, “I shall see to him.” Offering out her other hand, she encouraged. “Come Weiss.”

The little girl scooted off her chair as quickly as she could, clutching her sisters hand like a lifeline. 

Clasping it, She led her siblings out the room, noticing just how tiny and frail her younger sister’s hand felt in her own. God, had she ever been that tiny. 

Quickly, she carried her younger brother and sister to her own room, attempting to sooth them as they fretted. Klein appeared, offering his help which she gladly accepted. 

“They can sleep in here tonight, stay with them until they are settled, I shall be back shortly.”

Swiftly she made her way through the hallways to the east wing, approaching her mothers door with trepidation, the sobs reaching her ears from beyond. 

Steeling herself, she knocked before silently entering, only to be met with the room in disarry. Her mother’s usually neat bun coming undone, her pretty features bloated and ruddy. 

“Mama,” Winter began.

Her Mother drew her into a hug. The mixture of perfume and alcohol burnt the teenagers nose, and she squeezed her eyes together so as not to cry. 

“Promise me dear sweet Winter, you must get away. “ Her mother tenderly stroked her face, “Promise me, you shall find a way to leave.”

Winter sniffled 

“Yes Mama”

“He wont let you go so easily.”

“I know Mama.” 

She helped her already unsteady Mother into her bed. Tucking the sheets around her. Leaving a kiss on her forehead. 

She heard her Mother mumble drunkenly as she dimmed the lights. 

“I am sorry.”

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CONVO BETWEEN WINTER AND HER NEW SWORDS MASTER, BERDIA CID.  ROUGH WORK

“I want to learn how to fight!”

“And why do you want to learn?”

“I want to leave!”

“And where would you go pampered little Schnee?”

“Atlas! I want to go to Atlas academy!”

“They will not accept you on fencing tourneys alone!”

“Well, how do I get there?”

“You must show that can defeat the most terrifying creatures,”

“What?Grimm?”

“No, your name! It will be your greatest weapon and your greatest weakness.”

“Once you leave these walls , no one will stand for you.  No one shall protect you against those that mean you harm. You are hated. They will say.. ‘Look at her with her money and her name, that is the only reason why she is here’. You must prove that you are the best and nothing but the best, with or without your heritage.”

“Stay here, where you are safe,”

“No!!!”

“what would you do!”

“I am more than a name!”

“Show me!”

  Berdea tells her that the only way to get noticed and to be considered for entry into any academy is by competing at a tourney against other kids from signal and other junior academies..  Kids who had trained with aura, some unlocked semblances. Kids with other styles and weapons, on different terrain and environments.. 

All which Winter lacks.. But she is determined to tread this path. If not for own sake, then for that of her siblings. 

She begins to practise summoning..

If you would like Willows pov , feel free check out Willow Schnee Theory in the tags. 

[flowisk]

@necromin Thanks for the asks still Flowey

Why I like them

Oh... Asriel is a character who was practically written for me. I remember I fell in love with him from the very first demo of the game. He’s just this... person who looks like ‘there is no way to save him’ in a game that operates off the premise off ‘not having to kill anyone’. He is a codependent traumatized kid stuck in a loop, and I think his... desperation, especially in No Mercy, and how much... love he is brimming full of is... It’s funny because even when he ‘lacks’ love, you can see how much he cared/cares about Chara and his desperate loyalty and his willingness to go along with anyone and dependency. I felt the reveal of who he was, was just... so satisfying because with every layer unraveled around him I just grew to love him more and more. He’s kind of my dream come true... this dissociative little kid who’s presented so ‘maliciously’ and who is a ‘fake smiler’ and feels empty inside but who is truly this person worth being saved, who is... brutally sad in nature. Just... this incredible painful narrative of loss from someone who... desperately had one person to rely on. Also like... I just love this Bad Kid. Like... these two kids? Two little kids saying to each other ‘Creatures like us are so rotten, we wouldn’t hesitate to kill or betray each other’ and yet despite him saying this, you can tell Flowey has the utmost loyalty to Chara. Even though he SAYS this, the one loyalty he still has... is to Chara. Even the mere belief they could be around, regardless of any killing they do, overturns his grown apathy. His goal is never quite the same as theirs, but he would go along with any goal that makes them happy as long as he is by their side and they still think well of him. It’s this amazing... contrast that... says so much about Flowey as a character, and how he must have gotten to this point. As soon as Chara is there, you can see chips of the facade break away. This was built up to impress Chara, because he felt he was wrong and they were right and ironically when he is with them he can’t help but be a bit softer in contrast.

Why I don’t

Ugh, sometimes I’m frustrated by the soulless explanation. He just seems ND to me. Lately I’ve seen something that treated ‘soullessness’ as a sort of neurodivergence in itself, and that was compelling to me. But really I’m not fan of the ‘doesn’t have a soul’ bit because so many fans use it to be lazy and separate Flowey and Asriel as characters completely.

Favorite episode (scene if movie)

Oh... The end of the fight with Omega Flowey. And... his hallway talk with Chara in the No Mercy run, right before the protag gets to Asgore.

Favorite season/movie

Not applicable.

Favorite line

“It doesn’t matter now. I’m so tired of this, Chara. I’m tired of all these places. I’m tired of all these people. I’m tired of being a flower. Chara. There’s just one thing left I want to do. Let’s finish what we started. Let’s free everyone. Then let them see what the world is REALLY LIKE. That despite it all, this world is still ‘kill or be killed’. Then....? Well. I had been... entertaining a few ways to use that power. Hee hee hee... .... But seeing you here changed my mind. Chara... I think if you’re around... Just living in the surface world doesn’t seem so bad.” ^ This whole speech is what destroys me and no one does anything with this speech no one ever draws any lines from it except maybe ‘kill or be killed’ in variations I’m just. This speech DECIMATES me. “Why am I telling you all this? ...Chara I’ve said it before. Even after all this time, you’re the only one who understands me.” “I didn’t want to live in a world without love. In a world without you.” “I'm not ready for this to end. I'm not ready for you to leave. I'm not ready to say goodbye to someone like you again... So, please... Stop doing this... AND JUST LET ME WIN!!! STOP IT! STOP IT NOW!!! Chara... I'm so alone, Chara... I'm so afraid, Chara... Chara... I... I...” “Why are you being... so nice to me?”

Favorite outfit

I like that time he dressed up as a goat boy with a yellow and green sweater.

OTP

Chariskriel, Chariel, Friskriel

Brotp

Flowey+Papyrus

Head Canon

Oh hey it’s BPD boy. I could actually write a meta about this. I could write an essay about all the ways he demonstrates characteristics of BPD, down to Chara being his FP, his abandonment issues, his chronic emptiness, etc etc, and his rapidly circulating impulsive emotions Mains Reaper in Overwatch. I like to headcanon him as honestly... suffering through PTSD/dissociation or the monster equivalent thereof once he gets into his little flower body. Just his chronic feelings of emptiness, loaded with the fact he... literally can’t die. I mean, he CAN but suicide is a hard enough option when even flinching or having a last second doubt will cause you to still live. Chose his gender identity, in a way that actually physically effects his magic dusty body, because monsters are magic. Mama’s boy. Think this because he has that line, after visiting Asgore about how ‘not even SHE (toriel) could fix what was wrong with me’.  A lot of people suggest that the first person he killed was someone close to him. But I’m willing to bet it was someone he didn’t know that well, and that he reset right after. I think it took a long time for Asriel to feel ‘liberated’ or ‘capable’ or ‘like there were no permanent consequences’ to killing, and then it just wore away until there were 0. I am sure he wishes he could reset to before him and Chara’s plan like, every day, and that though pops up in his mind every day too. (We already know he spends a lot of time calling for Chara.... “Did you hear me calling you?”)

Unpopular opinion

He’s just Asriel in a flower body. ...And I will admit, I do think he shows symptoms of abuse. I don’t think Chara intended to hurt their best friend or was intentionally manipulative but I do think they coerced him into a few things and forced his hand. Also a lot of the things Asriel says like... definitely imply those two were bad kids or occasionally did very bad things. I don’t think Asriel himself was 100% sweetness and goodness even before all the trauma. I just think you’re seeing him at a really vulnerable point where he wants to be sweet and good and leave a nice final impression. A sad breakdown where someone makes a few realizations is not the same as day to day life, and I think Asriel’s characteristics as Flowey are better for determining his character than his final speech at the end. A loquacious, mischievous brat who I love. Also like, ‘hellflower Flower’ and ‘sweet good innocent goat child’ are the two most bland and most common ways to write his character. Also honestly? I feel a lot of people pin Flowey as the ultimate evil of the game (and often drop that he’s Asriel when thinking of him in this way but...) what Flowey does is ‘what a gamer’ does. His actions are not that bad because he knows there are no consequences to them, much the same way someone playing a game knows. And I don’t just mean in a ‘no repercussions for him’ way. He also knows, that if he goes back, the dead won’t stay dead. Also people need to let Asriel have his ‘Chara wasn’t the greatest person speech’. Everyone’s always trying to act like Asriel is a dick for it, but that speech in itself does imply Asriel had a hard time looking at Chara’s flaws. Unfortunately the audience is even worse than Asriel about this, so Asriel can’t even have his two minute speech where he is able to admit to himself Chara wasn’t always right and he wasn’t always treated well.

A wish

I used to wish all the time that there would be a DLC where you could actually save Flowey but that dream is dead. Sometimes I still hope the next game Toby is working on will touch on him in some way but I kinda doubt it

An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen

The worst possible has happened to him. Guess it could be worse but it’s still pretty sad. No Mercy route is my ‘oh god please dont ever happen’

5 words to best describe them

Mischievous, codependent, troubled, empty, tragic

My nickname for them

Asriel. Az, Azzy

x

Toriel

Why I like them

Interesting? I feel like she’s this caregiver who loves children and is given some complexity beyond that. Like Lisa’s Terry, they take a ‘tutorial’ character and make them an emotional centre of the game. It’s like... this character who is normally set up to impede you in some way in both games. And while embodying the handholding of a tutorial, Toriel is someone who you don’t want to speed by or treat callously even though she is set up to be what is ‘frustrating’ in a game. Many people who first play have a hard time leaving her behind, it’s this interesting? Not sure if subversion is the word, but it’s definitely an interesting way to play with the concept of the tutorial and have it be an active and emotional part of the story.

Why I don’t

I wish we’d been able to have a bit more of an ongoing dialogue with her or check up on her at some points. I really wish that we’d been able to dig into her a bit more deeply or see her thoughts on a few things... 

Favorite episode (scene if movie)

Her final confrontation with Frisk is my favourite part, right before they leave the ruins. After that it’s her running into Sans and being able to have a nice meeting with someone she’s known for a long time but never met proper. It’s nice to see them both get a chance to be a little goofy and happy.

Favorite season/movie

Not applicable.

Favorite line

“It would not be right for you to grow up in a place like this. My expectations... My loneliness... My fear... For you, my child... I will put them aside.” “Pathetic, is it not? I can’t even save the life of a single child.”

Favorite outfit

The purple one.

OTP

I like Soriel. I honestly just felt they had something? (also the game... literally implies such) They’re both these lonely people, and idk... part of the reason I do like romantic soriel is because I dislike a lot of the vibe of.... ‘Toriel’s divorced and had a family break apart, so she must always stay a divorced sad mother who is untouched from all other relationships’ I’m good with their relationship in all capacities, but the way people act about the kind of flirty dialogue at the end being this big TABOO just strikes me as off.

Brotp

On that thread, soriel. I totally dig interpretations where they are throwing wine parties with each other. In a few neutral ends the two end up living together which is interesting to me, I feel like that’s a mostly unexplored topic. Though I guess that topic is a bit bittersweet. I feel exploring them as platonic or close in different ways is interesting too

Head Canon

- It was a long time before she was able to make snail pies, butterscotch pies, after her children died and she left Asgore. For awhile she lived on the Underground’s fast food equivalent because she couldn’t find the energy to cook anymore. It had been zapped out of her. - When the first child fell down it ignited this chamber inside of her and it was the first time she’d been able to cook in awhile.  - She’s better at being active when there’s people to do things FOR, and struggles with doing things for herself - Since she’s a little monster made of dust, there was probably a lot of her childhood where she maybe wasn’t quite sure what to settle as gender wise and she really got into the concept of femininity in her teens and became very confident using she/her then

Unpopular opinion

The framing of a lot of arguments against Toriel dating bother me. If she wants to date, let her. Also I feel like Toriel can’t EVER win! People are either like... she didn’t do enough to prevent children from leaving the ruins or ‘she’s kidnapping children and restricting their freedom!’ (despite the fact we know she was never able to keep ANY of them for very long) I even literally saw a post recently that suggested part of the reason Chara was upset in the underground was because Toriel prevented them from leaving the ruins which is like? No? It’s made super obvious that’s a reaction Toriel has to kids dying in the underground. Also. It’s great to have nuanced views on Asgore, but any argument that goes ‘Toriel hiding away from the responsibility of keeping Asgore from killing kids is just as bad as , idk, killing kids’ has a rotten argument. Both of them made mistakes. Maybe part of it is a bias on my end that if Tori, with her sharp personality, had been a child murderer and Asgore had retained his soft nature and had been too sad and lonely to stop her, I just don’t feel the same criticisms would be being made. But who knows!

A wish

That she’s happy forever after and is a great teacher and adopts other kids and has good things happen to her and restores her relationship with her son (Flowey)

An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen

Idk, bad things have already happened to her. I’m not fond of her and Asgore getting back together (I think it’s for the best they split ways and heal on their own for a bit) but I’m not like Oh God No or anything.

5 words to best describe them

Dutiful, caregiver, grieving, punny, lonely

My nickname for them

Tori

[smengus]

favorite kpop songs of 2017 from a fan who got into kpop the beginning of this year

aye!! 2018 is almost here, and i have been DYING to make a favorite songs/mvs in kpop of this year thing. it has been a fucking ride let me tell you.... first things first, just to celebrate this year and give myself some leeway, there will be 17 songs!! and they are in no particular order!! i am not a favorites person, i have too much love in my pitiful heart.... anyway, lets start!!

17. movie - btob (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=42A-rFdralM)     there are many things i love about this song. i got into kpop quite literally the very beginning of this year, and thats wild, but this song was one of the first of many i had heard, and didnt know much about then but love now. i specifically remember going through that one hot 100 kpop song playlist on youtube and finding this one, and instantly love it. its one of the classics of this years, and def opened my mind to a lot more. 

love’s like a movie~

16. really really - winner (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4tBnF46ybZk)    ohhhhh my god i could go on and on about this song. out of all the wonderful kpop songs weve been blessed with this year, this is the one that’s consistently stuck, and everyone knows it. its just that song. the music video is gorgeous and diverse but so simplistic with the black and white. dare i say its iconic; all of it.

널 좋아해~

15. rookie/red flavor/peek-a-boo - red velvet (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J0h8-OTC38I) (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WyiIGEHQP8o) (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6uJf2IT2Zh8)    ok, so yall are gonna hate me for literally putting all of their 2017 title tracks but oh my god... every single comeback they had this year was amazing, and id feel like id be playing someone if i just chose one or the other. like most sm groups, its not hard to absolutely love all of their songs. but in terms of aesthetic, sound, and all around look, red velvet killed it this year. so there. hope yall are satisfied with this.

peek a booooo~

14. fine - taeyeon (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NHXUM-6a3dU)    to keep this b/b/g/g pattern going, im choosing this one next and dear lord. this is another song id heard in the very beginning, and i was... frankly i was shocked. like, btob was surprising, but it was what i expected it be: boy group, fun, catchy, etc., but with taeyeon... god, her voice and the whole video... i was tearing up, not gonna lie. the lyrics especially got to me. its been in most of my playlists consistently this year, and i cant say the rest of the album isnt a must listen, just a recommendation from me personally.

its not fine~

13. dramarama - monsta x (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r1afdZk0qcI)

 ok, i had a hard time on this one. its common knowledge they went through 3 major comebacks this year, all of which were amazing, but originally, beautiful is what stuck with me. i love the heck out of that song. then dramarama dropped a little over a month ago and... lets just say thats what convinced me to finally start stanning them for real. i have a thing for story driven music videos (bonus points if the story is actually mad good), so combine that with the absolutely amazing song and choreography, and you get their best comeback yet. honestly, it was so good, i urge yall to check it out if you havent.

dramama ramama ramama hey~

12. cherry bomb - nct 127 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WkuHLzMMTZM)

 this song... THIS SONG... oh my god. i dont have an in depth discussion over the music video or the song or any of it but good lord... if youve heard it you know what im talking about. its another one of THOSE songs. its too bad it was generally slept on, but god... can i add i also love the choreography??? like a lot???? im the biggest hit on this stage~

11. palette - iu (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9IxdwEFk1c)

 yall KNOW i wasnt gonna put this one off any longer. this is also the song that got me to start stanning this wonderful, amazing, beautiful, spectacularly awesome woman. she’s great. and this comeback?? ive easily listened to the whole album about 50+ times. i was going to put ending scene instead since i adore that one too, but this is the one that really stuck out to everyone. aesthetics?? on point. lyrics?? poetic. voice?? like an angel. lmao, i really love iu...

i like it, im 25~

10. as if its your last - blackpink (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Amq-qlqbjYA)

 ok the best part about this one was... since i was a new baby fan, at the time, the only group i really like, stanned, was bts. but i wasnt shut off from the rest of the music community tho, ofc. thats what im truly into kpop for: the music. so duh, i knew about blackpink and their bops (whistle was a personal favorite of mine). but for some reason, over time, they casually just became another group i was into? like, i knew the names, voices, roles, songs, etc.. so when i heard they were having a summer comeback, while i was free from school no less, i was ecstatic. i rewatched the teaser several times, stayed up and hyped with people online. and it finally dropped and instantly became my favorite song by them. its so goooood. my wife lisa, like, yas baby slay that rap while looking cute af. i love it very much, and im sure other blinks do too.

blackpink in your area~

9. dont wanna cry - seventeen (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=97cx53Tpp6g)

 yeahhh, im not gonna choose their most recent comeback for this one, sorry guys... its a good song, dont get me wrong but! this one is the one lmao. its so fucking beautiful. when i watched the mv for the first time, i was in awe cause the choreo was so good, and so different from what i had seen before, but it went with the song so well. its a very good listen.

울고 싶지 않아~

8. move - taemin (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rcEyUNeZqmY)

 yes. yes. yes. this song??? yes. oh my god. so, this next bit is gonna be a bit sad (to read and to write), but just because an explanation is needed for each of these... im a shawol. i was the second i watched 1 of 1. and god, it still hurts so much to think of what happened? but, this explanation is taemin. so, i was into shinee, period. i knew taemin was a solo artist. i dont know why i wasnt paying close attention to it, but one day move just like, dropped. out of nowhere. and i went ‘where tf...?’ and watched it and OH MY GOD. i cant convey on here well enough, but bitch, i rewatched that shit repeatedly. the song was constantly replayed, and it finally pushed me to take the step and go back and listen to all his other stuff (which i love). its just so... androgynous and he dont give a flying fuck how he looks, dances, or sounds, and i adore it. definitely another THAT song of this year, dear lord.

youve got got the rhythm~

7. 1+1=0 - suran (ft. dean) (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YA6G74gk6R8)

 ok, i was torn over this one. i bet everyone and their mother knows her for her “collab” with my boy suga, if i get drunk today. and YES!! THAT IS AN AMAZING SONG AND IM STILL SO PROUD OF BOTH OF THEM. but bitch, this had dropped sometime whenever, idk when since i dont stan and her, and i saw it on youtube and thought  ‘shes the suga girl, i wonder if thisll be good’. i was so surprised when i listened to it. the music video?? snatched. the song?? snatched. wig?? bitch its gone. lets just say, first listen, i had already loved it way more than the song i originally knew her by. 

1 plus 1은 0~

6. ddd - exid (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=axVvZrDz60k)

 i put this one off long enough too. and this is obviously a very split opinion. they also dropped night rather than day which i am also 100% over the moon for. but god, i love sexy exid. and that is exactly what this comeback was. sexy, powerful, and aesthetically catchy as hell. (btw, exid is another group i actually stan, so i had been anticipating this one; i watched it while i was at school dusbgukg). so sad solji couldnt physically make it this comeback, but she was in the album, and that was enough for us. still wishing her the best recovery!

덜덜덜덜~

5. dont recall - kard (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=41Dp7Q-SM1Y)

 oh kard. the group that had millions of fans before they even debuted... they gave us many tasty treats this year, all of which were total bops, but dont recall... bruh, its just stuck with me. i still know all the others, but when i think kard i immdiately think the of the legendary beat drop tied with the beautiful mv of dont recall. also another THAT song, no doubt. sorry i dont have much for this one, i dont know much about kard, but this song has personally been a go to of mine for the past many months. 

그만해 i dont recall~

4. ko ko bop - exo (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IdssuxDdqKk)

 lmao, you will not catch me in a 10 mile radius even THINKING about power. i drink to forget. its cute and all but... mmmm.... ANYWAY. im gonna be totally honest, i really love their 2016 year in terms of music more than i did this one (lotto, lucky one, monster, etc., etc., etc.,) BUT! out of the comebacks they had this year, i am 100% 10x more into ko ko bop. not gonna lie, i didnt dig it at first listen. but a little later, i tried it again and... hooo boy, what a good song. i dont know anything knowledge based about music or music production, but i know that ko ko bop is a good song. very good.

shimmy shimmy ko ko bop~

3. gashina - sunmi (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ur0hCdne2-s)

 ok. OK! so... yall gonna hate me, but i intentionally put off listening to this for the longest time. why?? i have no clue, its a great song. but i did. so by the time mama 2017 (IK THAT LATE) came around and i found out my boy taemin would be doing a collab stage with sunmi i was like... ‘ok i need to know who this girl is...’ i FINALLY sat my butt down and watched it and BITCH. okokokok, scroll back up, skim that taemin one, and imagine all those feelings, except like, gay. like, instead of thinking it was inspiring, i was just thirsting and being absolutely in love because holy shit everything about the song and the video are perfect????? THE LYRICS THOUGH TOO??? absolute women power i was 100% there for jesus christ.  왜 예쁜 날 ��고 가시나~ 2. snow - zion.t (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fiGSDywrX1Y)    this song made me cry :( straight up, when i first watched it, i cried so much. it got even worse the second go round when i knew the lyrics. its so.... beautiful. im a big fan of zion.t as well, so this was no disappoint for me. i luv it... and fun fact, its my favorite music video ever, kpop or not. im very into cinematography and photography so it was such a treat to watch it. youd have to watch it for yourself to know what i was talking about. 

눈이 올까요~

1. anything from bts this year (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MBdVXkSdhwU << this is dna just cause i dont wanna post 3 songs lol)

 yall honest to god probably hate me. ‘we just read this whole list to get a biased, lazy ass answer?!?!’ but hear me out... lmao thats all i got. bts is my ult group, but ult group or not, every single thing they dropped this year was spectacular. truly honest to god, its probably been their best year yet. jk, idk about that, 2015 and 2016 were pretty good. BUT STILL. spring day, not today, dna (lots of ayes), ALL OF IT SO FUCKING GOOD. gosh, i love them...

 dna~

well, thats all of them! keep in mind, this is a personal opinion thing, and there many, many, MANY songs of this year i loved, but this is a list and its gotta end somewhere, so i chose the ones that really stood out to ME. this was probably a waste of time, and bet this gets no notes, but in my heart, it was worth it. i love writing and ranting out my thoughts. this was my first year in kpop, and while yes, there were a few devastating and heart breaking moments that im still not fine about, it was good. my friends are gonna hate me, but this is just one of many years to come of me being into this shit. hope next year delivers as good as this one did. happy new years kpop fans!

[weareasong]

...

When you said it was over

You shot right through my heart

Why you let these hoes tear what we had right apart

Oooh, I was so mad

I should've seen this coming right from the start

You should beware, beware, beware of a woman with a broken heart

Praying to a sky all black

Looking at the stars like they finna talk back

Looking at my phone like she finna call back

But last night I feel like probably ended all that

Cause by now she woulda sent a text in all caps

Then another one tryna take all back

Saying fuck you, I miss you or I hate you so much

Cause girls only say "hate you" to the guys they love

I know, I know, I know

The highs, the lows it comes and goes

You say "be real" I try, I don't

Cause you take anything and just make it everything

Kept my phone on silent ever since you got a ring (funny right?)

And I never cheated (I mean, maybe once, twice)

One time don't change everything

She ask why I don't feel the same, I'm still the same

She's still insane and now she's saying

When you said it was over

You shot right through my heart

Why you let these hoes tear what we had right apart

Oooh, I was so mad

I should've seen this coming right from the start

You should beware, beware, beware of a woman with a broken heart

Okay, skeet, smoke, sleep, call

Miss, text, woke, spoke

Lie, feel, Lisa ew, time, kill, months, still

I got somebody baby mama calling me daddy

I drank too much, please call me a cabby

Penthouse after party hoes want that addy

Fuck they can ride with us, crawl in a Caddy

Third row is when you call, I hit cancel

Really? I hit answer, fuck I hate when that happens

Phone in my pocket for the whole night

And you heard bitches screamin' til my phone dies

Then she text me like "why you still talk to my mama?"

How the fuck you run around with condoms?

Why you make me get this tattoo?

Man, fuck this tattoo you the reason I wasn't single in college

What? All because I had you

Nigga I dont even have you

How am I suppose to get past you?

And she called the next guy spillin' some real shit

Now they problems he got to deal with

When you said it was over

You shot right through my heart

Why you let these hoes tear what we had right apart

Oooh, I was so mad

I should've seen this coming right from the start

You should beware, beware, beware of a woman with a broken heart

Girl, don't believe them hoes

Cause they don't wanna see us together

And you already know you're too fly

But baby, don't get your hair caught in the propellers

I be tryna tell her these hoes is jealous

You know they never like it when you never say never

Long hair, red bone, but her pussy is hairless

Muah, I french kiss it like we in Paris

I be screaming out, "ain't no woman like the one I got"

But she be always worrying about the one I fucked

She said it's gonna be me, myself and I

Damn, that would make me a one-eyed fuck

Sch, I was so mad

Damn, you used to ride a nigga like a mo pad

sch--

But players fuck up, my bad

And just to keep from crying, I laughed

When you said it was over

You shot right through my heart

Why you let these hoes tear what we had right apart

Oooh, I was so mad

I should've seen this coming right from the start

You should beware, beware, beware of a woman with a broken heart

Baby, last time calling me baby

Last time calling me crazy, crazy, crazy

Baby, last time calling me baby

Last time calling me crazy, crazy, crazy

(end)

[everye-blog]

Show Me Love |02| A Growing Friendship

Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Wolf, but if I did, no one would die and no one would leave Beacon Hills, cAUSE I WOULDN'T LET THEM. NAH-HUH, HONEY, YOU'RE ALL STAYING IN BEACON HILLS WITH MAMA MIECZYSLAW STILINSKI AND PAPA SCOOT MCCOCKBLOCK.

(A/N- I have a problem.)

(A/N- I found that GIF on Google and saved it to my files so I could use it. Dont know who actually made it.)

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Riley Anderson laid on her bed at two A.M. finishing the math homework that was due later today. She would have gotten it done earlier, but she had invited Clara, Mason, and Liam over to play some video games after school. Riley and Clara took the opportunity to get to know Liam better and by the end of the night, they felt like they have know him for years.

They ended up going home around ten thirty P.M. and Riley started her math homework shortly after. It could've been done earlier than two A.M. is she actually payed attention in class.

As Riley finally finished the last problem, she heard the front door open and close. She knew it was her mother since this was the time she usually got home from her late shifts at the hospital. She closed her math book with a sigh before shoving it into her backpack. Riley heard the stairs creak as her mother ascended up to go to bed.

Breanne Anderson walked past her oldest daughters room to see her placing her backpack on her desk chair.

"What are you doing up so late?" She asked as she leaned against the door frame to Riley's room. The only light on in the room was Riley's bedside lamp. "Oh, just finishing math homework. I was just getting ready to go to sleep." Riley answered. Breanne nodded, taking in her daughter's appearance. She wore a pair of pajama shorts, a plain white t-shirt and her hair was in a messy bun. She certainly looked ready to go to bed.

"So how was work?" Riley questioned as she sat down on her bed, getting under the covers in the process. "Oh, same old, same old. How was school?" Breanne questioned. "Eh, better than most days. Mason introduced Clara and I to his friend that transferred from Devenford Prep. His names Liam Dunbar." Riley said, not noticing the small smile growing on her face. Her mother didn't seem to notice either as she raised an eyebrow when she mentioned the boy's last name.

"Dunbar you say? Isn't that Dr. Geyer's son?" Breanne pondered and Riley frowned her eyebrows. "Dr. Geyer has a son?" She asked, not knowing this information. "Well, stepson. Anyways, you should get to bed. Try setting an alarm on your phone so you get up early for once." Riley's mouth gaped open at her mother's remark. She didn't have time to reply to her mother before she walked away. "Gee, love you too, Mom!" She called out, quiet enough to not wake anyone up. She heard her mom chuckle before she plugged her phone into her charger. She set the alarm like her mother suggested.

Riley turned off her lamp before curling up under her covers, falling asleep shortly after.

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The sound of an alarm blaring in her ear woke Riley up. She was surprised by the sound and sat up with a small scream escaping her lips. She rubbed her eyes before ripping her phone off the charger, shutting off the alarm. She squinted her eyes at the bright screen and saw it was six fifteen.

"Setting my alarm for an ungodly hour was a terrible decision." She grumbled as she flung her covers off her body and standing up. Since she actually had time to get ready, Riley decided to take her time. She opened up her Spotify and selected her most listened to playlist. She hit shuffle before turning up the volume a little. Riley smiled as The Ballad Of Mona Lisa by Panic! At The Disco started playing. (A/N- That song is my shit, doods.)

Riley walked over to her closet and searched through it. She pulled out a denim blue T-shirt, black skinny jeans, and her white vans. She took her time changing, quietly singing along to the song playing from her phone. She took her hair out of the messy bun as she walked into her bathroom. She brushed her hair, letting it go for the day. Riley took her time doing her makeup, knowing she had enough time.

After she was done, Riley walked into her room to get her phone and backpack so she could go downstairs and have a decent breakfast. As she walked downstairs, she checked the time on her phone. Six forty-four. Saying she was proud of herself for getting up so early would be an understatement.

Riley walked into the kitchen to see Zachary and Peyton sitting at the island eating cereal. Their eyes widened at the sight of their sister before swallowing the cereal they were eating.

"Who are you and what have you done to my lazy ass sister?" Zachary spoke as Riley grabbed a bowl out of the cabinet. She paused her movement and gave the oldest Anderson a glare. "Okay, first, rude. Second, I set an alarm to wake me up so you did't have too. Problem?" She asked, grabbing the Lucky Charms box off the kitchen counter and pouring it into her bowl. "No. There's no problem. The earlier you get up, the quicker we can leave without the twins arguing." Peyton answered for Zach, who shoved a spoonful of Coco Puffs into his mouth so he didn't make a smart ass remark.

As if on queue, Connor and Lauren walked into the kitchen. They weren't arguing like normal, which surprised their three siblings. Riley opened the refrigerator and pulled out the milk, pouring it into her bowl before putting it back. "Okay, first, Riley wakes up early for once. Now you two aren't arguing like normal? What is going on? Is it suddenly opposite day?" Peyton asked.

"Wait, Riley got up early?" Lauren scoffed before her eyes finally landed on her older sister. "That's new. Are you feeling okay?" Connor laughed and Riley rolled her eyes. "Haha, very funny. Now shut up and eat something." Riley said, pulling a spoon out of the drawer beside the fridge.  

Riley sat down beside Zachary as she pulled out her phone. She knew the twins were going to take a while, so she decided to text Clara and wake her up. Knowing her, she wouldn't be up for few more minutes, so why not wake her up early?

Riley Biley Yo, nerd, wake up.

Meh Best Friand Clar-Bar Why the hell are you waking me up ten minutes before my alarm goes off? What kind of monster are you?

Sleep Crusher Wow, rood.

The Morning's Bitch Rude*

Sleep Crusher Okay, even ruder.

The Morning's Bitch Just shut the hell up and let me sleep for five more minutes.

Riley took a screenshot of the conversation before sending it to Mason.

Riley the Neeeerd Dude, look at what this nerd just did to me.

Meh Gayb Mason Wow, rood.

Riley the Neeeerd I KNOW, RIGHT!?  Anyways, I won't be meeting up at your locker today like yesterday. Zach's making me watch his morning practice for some dumb reason. He said that I have to check in with my homeroom teacher before coming out to the lacrosse field though.

Meh Gayb Mason I wish I could get out of homeroom. And you get to watch Liam practice as well. ;)

Riley the Neeeerd Oh right, he's trying out later today. I guess it makes sense for him to practice this morning. And don't you wink at me like I actually care, ya nerd.

Meh Gayb Mason Oh, come on! Let me at least try to set up my two best friends. It'll be fun! A little weird if it actually happens, especially if you two end up making out in front of me, but It'll be worth it!

Liam's Future Girlfriend What are we going to do with you...

Meh Gayb Mason You're going to try to set me up with someone from the Lacrosse team cause someone on that team has got to be on my team, right?

Liam's Future Girlfriend Sure. You're lucky I love you.

Meh Gayb Mason Love you too, bb. ;*

Riley rolled her eyes with a smile at Mason before finishing her cereal. The twins finished shortly after her, putting their bowls in the sink with Riley's. Zachary rushed everyone into the garage and into his car. He wanted to be early for morning practice and he still had to drop Connor, Lauren, and Peyton off.

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Riley walked down the hallways of Beacon Hills High after checking in with her homeroom teacher, Mr. Person. Not only was Riley one of his favorite students, but he didn't really care in the first place. Mr. Pearson was also her science teacher and by far her favorite teacher.  

As soon as Riley walked out the double doors leading to the Lacrosse field, she noticed a few people scattered across the bleachers. She saw her brother and Lucas stretching in the middle of the field. Riley also noticed Liam talking to her one friend, Garrett, and another freshman.

Riley decided to sit near the front of the bleachers so when practice was over, she could leave right away. As Riley looked around the field, she locked eyes with the familiar blue ones she met yesterday. Liam gave her a smile and a wave, in which she returned, setting her backpack down beside her. He stepped into the goal and put on his helmet. Riley watched as Garrett and the other freshman stood in front of a pile of lacrosse balls, ready to fire them at Liam. Riley thought it was extremely unfair that it was two against one, but she sat back and watched to see what happened.

The balls started flying, one after another. Riley's eyes widened as she watched Liam catch every single one of them. She was expecting him to be good, but not that good. When all the balls were gone, Liam pulled off his helmet with the sliest smirk on his face.

After practice was over, Riley made her way towards the school so she could head to first period. "Hey Riley, wait up!" She heard someone call from behind her. She turned around to see Liam jog over with his Lacrosse gear in hand. "Hey Liam! What's up?" She smiled. Liam couldn't help the smile that spread across his face as he stood in front of the brunette. Her smile was just so contagious.

"I was wondering if you wanted to walk to first period with me." He said and she shrugged. "Sure, why not? Don't you have to change though?" She asked, looking him up and down. Liam also looked down at himself before looking back up at Riley. "Well, yeah, but that won't take long." Liam said and Riley nodded. "Well, hurry up. The faster we get to first period, the closer we get to lunch." Riley smirked and Liam chuckled before jogging off to the locker room.

"So.. you and Liam?" She heard a voice say as she waited for Liam to finish in the locker room. Riley snapped her head up to see Garrett smirking at her. She rolled her eyes and groaned. "Not you too! Nothing is or is going to happen!" She exclaimed and Garrett laughed. "Who's the other person who think something is?" He asked. "Mason. Who else?" She said and Garrett shrugged. "Clara?" He suggested.

"Don't even get me started on her right now. Look what she did to me this morning!" She said, pulling out her phone and opening her messages, clicking on Clara's contacts. She showed Garrett her phone and his eyes scanned over the screen. He chuckled and looked at Riley, "You have her name set to 'The Morning's Bitch'?"

"I thought it was appropriate in that point and time, okay? Sue me!" She exclaimed, throwing her hands up int the air. "Maybe I will." Garrett said and Riley glared at him. "Don't make me change your contacts name into something insulting." She threatened and he chuckled. "Go right ahead. I better head off to first period with Vi before she comes after me. Bye Andy." He said, ruffling Riley's hair as he walked past.

Riley turned around, her eyes glaring into the back of her blonde friend's head. "What did I tell you about that nickname!?" She called after him. He just lifted his hand up and waved before disappearing around a corner.

The brunette grumbled and started mumbling insulting things about the blonde. Liam walked out of the locker room and saw Riley mumbling to herself. He chuckled a little as he walked over to her, his slight anger from what happened in the locker room slowly fading away just at the sight of her.

"You okay there?" He asked and Riley looked up at him. "Yeah, Garrett's just being a little bitch." She said, causing Liam to laugh. "That's normal, Isn't it?" He asked and she nodded. "Extremely normal. He's only a real bitch when he steal my food at lunch, though." Riley said as they started walking down the hall to get to their first period classes. "Noted. Never take Riley's food." He nodded and she smiled.

"Anyways, changing the topic. How the hell did you get so good at Lacrosse?" She asked, wanting to know the answer after watching him catch every single ball not too long ago. "Oh, um.. my stepdad taught me." He answered simply and Riley nodded. "I don't understand how you can be that good. It seems inhumanly possible." She said and Liam shrugged with a small smirk on his face. "I guess I'm just that good." Liam said.

Riley looked over at him with a raised eyebrow. "Since when did you get so cocky?" She asked and the smirk never leaved Liam's face. "I guess I've always been cocky since I've always been that good." He said and Riley held her hands up. "Okay, the cockiness is too much for me to handle, I'm gonna leave." She said, going to turn into the classroom next to her.

Liam grabbed her hand and pulled her back. "Wow, where do you think you're going?" He asked and Riley laughed. "My first period class? It's right here." She said as she pointed to the classroom she was going to walk into. Liam looked past her and nodded, letting go of her hand. "Oh. Well, then I'll see you later." He concluded and Riley giggled, giving him a small wave. "Bye, Liam." She smiled.

"See you later, Riley."

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AYYEEEE!!

The Spotify playlist: Show Me Love | L.D.

I FORGOT TO MENTION THIS IN THE LAST CHAPTER, BUT I JUST WANTED TO SAY UPDATES MIGHT BE SLIGHTLY LATE. SLIGHTLY.

It honestly depends on how I feel. Eh.

I'd LOVE to hear what you guys think so far. It makes me happy knowing that people actually enjoy my writing instead of this just being for my own enjoyment.

I just want to let everyone know ahead of time, I DO NOT MIND PEOPLE CORRECTING MY GRAMMAR. It honestly helps a lot.

I LOVE YOUUUUUU

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So maybe there is something more to it.....

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[queenmabscherzo]

please, could you talk more about bucky/ice? like, headcanons or something? i have a mighty need!

first of all, my bucky/ice-anon is 1000% responsible for this mayhem. in a good way. but like. COME BACK AND SHARE ALL UR HEADCANONS.

as for myself,

what if bucky/ice are like, the secret-romance, romeo&juliet version of targeting.

it starts bc bucky is really worried about steve after concussing him, and is visibly freaking out, and isaiah’s like “dude chill, you won, move on” and bucky’s like “YOU DONT UNDERSTAND” so isaiah’s like “ok fine here’s my number, i’ll keep you updated”

HAHA ikr

so bucky initially texts ice to check up on steve, but their conversations keep getting longer and longer

they probably bond by groaning about steve’s lack of chill

and talk about football 🙄

eventually they get more personal, like isaiah tells bucky about an awesome bbq place he found, and bucky sends ice a pic of a campus cat like “she just walked over while i was eating lunch”

eventually conversation turns to thanksgiving, which is coming up. and ice says “steve is coming over to our place” and bucky’s like “steve is a nerd sounds fun tho” and isaiah tooootally invites him to thanksiving???? like he plays it all casual and like well mama would be disappointed if i DIDN’T invite him, but like he’s also p disappointed when bucky declines. (i can’t get outta town, rain check? :))

isaiah hisses, “steve, how do u tell if a dude flirtin with you??” steve: “what” isaiah: “no reason” 

i can’t decide if isaiah would try to see bucky after that NAC game in chicago ..... like steve did? when he caught rumlow being a dick??? idk. oh man, ice would have JUST as little chill as steve tho.

anyway they def go on a museum date around christmas. bucky brings him hot chocolate and neither one of them knows what’s up with art at all, but the lighting/artwork/atmosphere totally softens them both up.

as @lisa-in-the-sky pointed out, they’re both quiet. and people think they’re cold, but they’re just. quiet. when they’re together they’re still quiet, but it’s comfortable. they just have these nice easy silences. 

they walk down to millenium park, and ice keeps bumping bucky’s shoulder and walking really really close!!!

bucky apologizes for not doing thanksgiving and ice couldn’t care less 

“man i know how crazy the schedule gets” “yeah but i just. i would have. if i could. you know.” “it’s fine, bucky. this is good.” “this?” “like hangin out with you tonight. i’ve never been to a art museum.” “yeah?” SO LIKE ANYWAY THEY end up circling and circling and circling and finally they kiss under the fairy lights

and they have to PLAY FOR THE NATIONAL CHAMPIONSHIP

ice and bucky are officially romeo and juliet now?? woops.

i’ll write more (TRUST ME) but this is already long and it’s bedtime

[mariasidney]

07/31/17

hey yalllllll! so i havent posted an update with regards to the weekend yet, but here is my update. on saturday, i went to a filipino event called ASAP live in toronto where a whole bunch of filipino celebrities perform - sing & dance. it lasted about 4 1/2 hours which was super awesome because i usually watch the show on television through our tfc (known as the filipino channel) box. 

with that being said, another reason why i went is to go see and support my husband, gerald anderson. LOL ive had the biggest and longest crush on him. it all started when he became a part of the very first pinoy big brother teen edition in 2006. he was 16 and i was 9 at that time. he came as 2nd placer. ive been a fan of his love team with kim chui who was also from pinoy big brother teen edition (she was the grand winner). ever since then, ive been a fan of both of them - mainly gerald. ive watched all their shows, movies and attended all of their events here in toronto whenever he would visit. 

FUN FACT: IVE GOTTEN THE OPPORTUNITY TO MEET HIM IN PERSON TWICE ALREADY. and even though i dont always get to meet him up close in person, DUH he notices me from the crowd bcos i always create a fan sign for him. i know im super extra like that. but i mean, its worth it because he does notice me ALL THE TIME. another fun fact is that he follows me on twitter now too + i have a video of him hugging me (from a meet and greet) and a video of him saying that he loves me. HAHAHAHA no i am not crazy. im just a total fan girl. GERALD ANDERSON, UP UNTIL NOW YOU STILL GIVE ME THE FEELS. 

right after the show, we went to go have a very late dinner at a korean restaurant and ofcourse, as usual i order my favourite korean dish evaaaaaaa, GAM JA TANG/ KAM JA TANG (pork bone soup). i got home around 1:45 am.

the following day, i had work in the morning so i worked until the afternoon, met up with a friend and watched Spiderman - which i heard different opinions about. personally, i think the movie was very cute and not the typical romantic superhero movie. i’d give it a 7.5/10 rating. i love marvel movies, if yall didnt know and my favourite avenger is iron man (which is also gerald’s favourite) but ive grown to like captain america after watching the civil war. 

after the movie, i walked over to lisas house to eat dinner, watch some netflix (rupaul’s drag race) which i first saw at a friend’s place when i went for the sleepover party and then took a nice nap as i waited for lisas mama to come home so i can be dropped home. we left her place around 11:45pm and since we were both craving sweets, we headed over to 711 to purchase some soft cookies, YUMMMMMM. i got home around 12am. 

so its now monday, and i have a 6 1/2 hr shift + i still have to start packing (which i totally waited until the last minute for) ughhhh i always do this to myself. i also still gotta do my laundry and pack up teddy’s stuff bcos hes going on a mini vacation as well at lisa’s for 2 weeks. im really going to miss my teddy and i hope he does well at lisas without me. i hope he doesnt think ive given him away. LORD, please give me strength and keep me healthy before and during our trip to california. i know i haven’t really been mentioning you often, but you are often in my thoughts. thank you for all the wonderful blessings and for surrounding me with all these amazing people. 

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Anyway that's enough of a update to the lifepath days, I've got stuff to do

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More.....

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It's the ground shaking

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Something is missing

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