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thalassophobixodius · 9 days ago

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OJ I FORGOT I noticeably had white paws and a sweater on, I could've EASILY been changing to match my dr self aswell while trying to open that portal/shift the world idfk what was happening but.

I think I got excited and woke up a bit in my or which kinda broke the dream and allat but like, ! Screams and spins around. It still HAPPENED I was literally moments away, I should've looked arounndd,, I'm so hoping I can be much more lucid and aware tonight, I Will be.

GANG HOLY FUCK I??? I've been trying to use the lucid dream method where you make a portal bc I feel like I Have possibly been shifting occasionally but just immediately falling asleep when I get there bc I'm tired af and I ACTUALLY FINALLY remembered what I was supposed to be doing in the dream when I got there! I don't think I was lucid enough and I think my dream brain™ was just going off of stuff I had been repeating to myself, or I was too tired again to create one but I went into the dream (and I was in the same setting as the dream I had last night, idk if that says anything but to me it kinda does as it says my dreams are more stable and allowing me to make them more lucid personally, and it felt like my room but instead of a 2nd floor apt it was like,, a very high up apt in the city.) and i looked around and somehow I kinda knew I was in a dream but also I think maybe not?? Idk it was confusing because I announced I was aware but I felt half awake and only half aware, I may have been becoming aware but not fully idfk but either way I attempted to create a portal.

And now that I think of it, I maybe should've looked around at my surroundings because? I remember going onto the balcony to do this and I remember it expanding into an entirely new area, like maybe I DID create a portal and it just happened differently than I expected, not a literal portal but a sort of teleportation or recreation of my surroundings.

Either way!! I fucking!! That was most DEFINITELY some motivation even if it Was confusing!! It was like I had the door to where I wanted to be shown Right in Front of me, it was like, I believe myself and I believe reality shifting for SO many reasons but I was losing motivation and I Needed to see Something and I think either the universe or my brain or someone out there Knew it and showed me the door, I couldn't see any further than that but :] that's okay!! I Know I Will soon🤍

#flying.fish🌌#i was holding smth too like a clipboard or tablet idk what #its kinda hard to hold things with paws. i think my brain took the memory of paw gloves and went “yeah this is accurate” im scripting that #shit OUT both the dream and the actual dr #i bet it wouldve gotten easier had i been able to fully focus and Shift bc i already had that scripted but im sure i can script stuff for #lucid dreams aswell if i focus rlly fuckn hard. thatd probably make it easier to focus. because like #it kinda hard to make portal with gloves restricting your fingers. just become nornal paw already fucker !#this is so confusing to remember and process but honestly the confusion of the personal experience is even more motivating #the process on something known as “reality shifting” SHOULD be confusing imo. youre literally traversing alternate realities. thats insane #/pos #like yeah ik “its as easy as breathing” or whatever but i dont personally vibe with that #if it's something i desire im gonna of course believe ill inevitably get it. but im still gonna work for it via studying my process #chronic fatigue go brrrr #like ywah i have it scripted out of my drs because fuck no i dont wanna experience the same distraught in my drs that i do in my or #but i feel like i still gotta fight through the sleepy while i get there. especially lucid dream method but like!!#lucid dream method gives me the most control and anihilates the paranoid intrusive thoughts #cos like its impossible to me to not have an unbreakable “EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE INFINITELY NO MATTER WHAT” mindset in a lucid dream #wonder if i can summon a dog or somth small before the portal to better enhance the lucidity before doing so. just for like. extra boost of #strength and to be brought further into the dream to ensure i dont fucken wake up again #bc also my dreams seem to be the most lucid close to when i usually wake up and thats not convenient !#edit; THE THING I WAS HOLDING WAS DEFINITELY MY GRIMOIRE....... WHYDIDNT I THINK OF THAT/REALIZE WTFF

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