#love you cecil

[teenagedracula]

You're so amazing actually. And it goes beyond whatever reverence I've had for you in the past, the obsession and the guilt and the fear that almost felt justified -- and it did, once, feel justified. With everything you'd done, everything that hurt me in the end, and some memories from my own lifetime, there's so much that's happened that I had some idle resentment for you.

But it's different, i think. Now, at least. There's that empathy and emotion that I hadn't ever caught a glimpse of back then -- only what you'd show me with ulterior motives I saw right through -- and cherish so deeply now. I can feel with every action you make and everything you do just how regretful and just plain sorry you are for everything you've done. It's touching in a way I can't explain.

Yes, you killed me. It hurt a lot. Stairs hurt a lot. Also every other death of mine in Mina's name or in your name, what have you. You've killed lots of people.

But we've lived so many lives (at least 2) since then, Dracula. Ones where you've shown me kindness, sympathy. Ones where you care so deeply and feel so profoundly that it almost physically hurts me to see how much you care for those you love. You show it through your words in the subtle ways; messaging when you can, sending things that remind you of them, little gifts and messages and ideas and concepts that scream with love. You've become such a kind person in a way that only comes from having done something terribly wrong in the past.

I think the good outweighs the bad here.

Of course, this won't change the guilt. It'll always be present to some degree. But don't give yourself a hard time for the things you did over 200 years ago, okay? We stay silly forever.

Yours eternally (and then some) (i am never leaving), Your Buddy Renfield <3

This is so, so sweet. I don't even know what to say.

Like I'm stunned.

I feel weird even posting this publicly, it's so personal. This is everything to me.

The guilt is neverending but ive always felt so, so much better whenever i talk to you. We're so close now and it forever brings me so much joy.

Everything you felt towards me in the past was completely justified, I truly believe that. (Negatively, i mean)

And what i felt towards you, in the past, i believed was justified. But it goes without mentioning that I don't believe that anymore.

Remind me to bring this up privately when you wake up. I have a lot to say that I think is just too much for a public Tumblr post. Love you forever.

[do-you-know-this-queer-character]

Do you know this queer character?

Cecil is Gay and uses he/him pronouns!

[chewaai]

As Welcome to Night Vale is gaining another burst of popularity, I do wish to send out a warning to people who are very sensitive to psychotic episodes: be careful if you want to listen to it

If you're the type of person who has #unreality blacklisted, don't listen to too many episodes in a row/maybe avoid it all together?

Stay safe <3

[spacerockband]

i voted for reigen

[osmundpriestt]

It’s easy to forget but I’m actually a fucking freak about WTNV. That is my freak town and I am its number one freak fan.

[shuutingstar]

pjo side characters have to be the funniest shits in the world. like all the campers at camp are all doing their own thing while the main characters go save the world for the hundredth time. I’ve fallen madly in love with every single one of them and all of Rick’s books that showcase just how chaotic and unhinged they are will always be my favourites. it’s sad that they’re background characters because they’ve got the potential to be so much more.

[variksel]

in all honesty i had a great time with the reigensweep on twitter back in the day, hes my babygirl, of course i voted for him. BUT. there is no goddamn way on gods green earth im going to let that millenial twink win over my og 2010s canonically gay eye man. cecil has always walked along the beach with me and when ive looked down and only seen one set of footprints in the roughest parts of my life its because he has carried me through. i will not abandon him now, in his most dire need

[illustrious-slimeman]

Collecting every mention of Cecil's silly outfits like they are pokemon cards.

[tamaharu]

man. wtnv ran so other podcasts could follow desperately in its footsteps.

[waterloggedsoliloquy]

mutual 1: sorry the update for my webcomic this week is a bit late! i really had to rush it so it prolly looks really sloppy lol [some of the most sophisticated comic art ive ever seen]

mutual 2: call me uterine lining the way astarions cervix got me bleeding profusely

mutual 3: do you think nanowrimo will give me a posthumous pity publishing deal if i mention it in my suicide note

mutual 4: okay fine i finally started revolutionary girl utena

mutual 5: does columbo know the service he did for butch lesbians. for all of us

mutual 6: wish you were here [blurry picture set of conifer woods in early autumn evening, taken as if frantically running down a winding trail]

mutual 4: im pretty hardy i dont need the trigger list but thanks for looking out for me guys

mutual 7: good morning lovelies another day the wizard tried to best me and another day i successfully locked him in the spare bathroom lol hope u like drinking shampoo fucker

mutual 8: here is a zip of every yuri manga scan i have and here is a backup in case i get dcma'd. the himejoshi lifestyle will never die

mutual 9: i wish i could go back in time to the shinzo abe assassination and ask to hold the doohickey

mutual 10: here's my essay on how wanting to be loved is the same as wanting to be eaten. three paragraphs in you'll find out that this is 100% tied to an obscure beauty and the beast manga i've been reading lately and how much i want to fuck the beast

mutual 4: oh thats why there was the trigger list.

mutual 11: YOU CAN'T LOCK ME IN THIS BATHROOM FOREVER

mutual 12: why do i have to defend my thesis to people i dont even respect. im not dickriding you just give me the degree

mutual 13: its just me and this scab ive picked into my scalp against the world

mutual 14: my little dragon got glazed and is ready to go into the kiln! everyone wish him good luck!

mutual 3: nvm i am a beautiful genius. perhaps the most beautiful genius of all

mutual 15: i think we should give david lynch rpgmaker and whatever happens happens

mutual 16: kpeyboaatrds brpokem gpuys

mutual 17: also heres my work in progress glossary of mixtec words! i still have a long way to go but i love being able to preserve my roots even in this small way

mutual 4: i just finished the black rose arc. question: what

mutual 18: i need emet-selch to be my wife

mutual 19: i need glados to be my husband

mutual 20: visited the ocean today!!! <3 beach pics!!! there is a darkness growing within me

mutual 21: the forms for my legal name change came in. pls vote in this poll of what my middle name should be: Dill Pickle (Dickle for short), Optimus Prime, Tumblr User Gorgonicteratologist, Smeve

mutual 22: just finished my 100th book of the year! this weeks read was the uses of enchantment by the psychologist bruno bettelheim,

mutual 23: reeses penis butter cups lol

mutual 4: i need to hunt akio for sport

mutual 24: oouugghhrgh. hot. dog.

mutual 25: your favorite character or fictional other would want you to brush your teeth and wash your face so you're well rested and wake up feeling refreshed! make them proud!

mutual 26: being a delivery driver isnt the worst job ive ever had but i do keep wondering what itd be like to drive off into the wild blue yonder one day and not come back

mutual 27: weird dog? [phone picture of critically endangered stork]

mutual 28: i think the two phone line polls in front of my house are having a lovers tryst. no way to prove it tho

mutual 4: WHAT

mutual 29: while you bitches are balduring your gates or finalling those fantasies im doing what a REAL gamer does. playing a b tier rpg that came out in 2004 for the 18th time

mutual 30: ^ real. hamtaro ham ham heartbreak is a masterpiece of interactive art. im not even going to call it a video game at this point

mutual 4: THAT'S HOW IT ENDS?! ANTHY?

mutual 31: can you help me pick which drawing looks better: 34% overlay or 36% soft light?

mutual 32: new video essay out. its called disability in video game narratives: final fantasy 14's most reliable fault. i churned the script out over an all-nighter and my mic crapped out halfway through but by god i did it

mutual 33: my new zine bundle is out! if you buy it you also get a discount on all my game jam games! i really cant wait for you to play them!

mutual 4: yall should watch revolutionary girl utena

[ineffable-gallimaufry]

cecil when there are gay men who drink, gamble, listen to music, and smoke the wicked herb

[madzwashere]

Cecil Kanagawa has def called Juno babygirl at one point

[holeodemony]

Laughing crying choking on my tears why am I constantly haunted by the thoughts of all these tragic little gay men I just want then to be okay for once yet terrible things always happen why they just need to be in each others arms and in my arms I need to comfort them why because they're tragic little gay men and they're stuck in my head and consuming my every waking thought and I'm not okay because they're not okay.

[milk-ducts]

///spoilers

…,,,

me thinks they want eachother carnally ..

[potato-lord-but-not]

Potatolord Blorbo Tournament

ok this one’s actually gonna hurt a lot because um that’s literally my girlfriend, but ford is like THE tumblr blorbo… they’ve beaten Crowley and Jon Sims respectively. absolute legends. they’re bloodthirsty. choose wisely

Here’s the gf propaganda tho just because

[tired-all-the-time22]

Also some Cecil Palmer doodles because I am actually a big fan of welcome to night vale and I love to draw him being silly