#lolbuffyreferance

[nuuuuuuuuuo]

My life lately.

So past few months for me have fucking sucked.. I don't even know where to start, Craig and I got back together, and that clearly went downhill fast, since we're broken up, and this time around is even harder to deal with because he still lives with me. Now I have to put up with the same shit i left him for because i have too much of a heart to tell him to get the fuck out... I went to my school to pick up my report card, to find out that I didn't graduate when i was supposed to because my teacher didn't put my grades into the system.. okay cool, good thing i had no intention on going to college this year.. whatever, people make mistakes, right? I've lost two of my bestfriends in the past 6 months, fucking devastating. thanks random fucking vehicles for ruining my sanity..  RIP Ellie and Link, I fucking love you and my life will only get harder without you here.

But yeah, life's great. I haven't been on here as much as i should be, and that seriously upsets me. I just feel like everything is just spiraling downwards and I just got to walk through the fire and move on. I need to get back into my schedule, and get my shit together, but all i fucking do now is work and come home and clean and cook and do so much shit for other people and I don't have time for myself anymore. it's annoying. I'll get over it, right? Oh! and I'm 19 now, so I can legally drink and be that quiet one at the bar with all my obnoxious friends, woohoo! Anyways I don't know where I'm going with this one from here. so..