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[NEW CHAPTER]
Chapter 9/?: Likeness
Fandom: Dream SMP
Rating: Mature
Categories: Gen, Multi
Warning: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Words: 51,610
Summary:
In reality, you learn that there is neither rhyme nor reason to this. No such thing as fairness or karma. In the end, it's all just dumb luck.
Faced with that fact, there is one of two things you do: lament the injustice of it all and eventually succumber to it once your own luck runs out, or shrug it off and keep going in spite of it.
That said, these are the stories of the kind of people that survive, dumb luck or otherwise.
Relationships:
Ponk | DropsByPonk/Sam | Awesamdude, Minor or Background Relationship(s), Callahan & Clay | Dream (Video Blogging RPF), GeorgeNotFound & Karl Jacobs, Niki | Nihachu & Ponk | DropsByPonk
Characters:
GeorgeNotFound (Video Blogging RPF), Clay | Dream (Video Blogging RPF), Sapnap (Video Blogging RPF), Karl Jacobs, Ponk | DropsByPonk (Video Blogging RPF), Alexis | Quackity, Jschlatt (Video Blogging RPF), Sam | Awesamdude, Niki | Nihachu, Callahan (Video Blogging RPF), Wilbur Soot, Fundy (Video Blogging RPF), Clay | Dream's Sister Drista (Video Blogging RPF)
Additional Tags:
Alternate Universe - Zombie Apocalypse, Inspired by The Last of Us (Video Games), Blood and Gore, Angst and Feels, Whump, Unhealthy Relationships, Injury, Worldbuilding, No Smut
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Good morning, Sleepyhead.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#'WWX was asleep for 4 days' is an incorrect factoid.#The average WWX sleeps for 8 hours. The PD-MDZS WWX who was asleep for 40 comics and 4 months is an outlier.#We are back to present day! I have missed drawing them!#Ah...the contrast between how the flashback ended (cold and distrustful) to how wwx wakes up (warm and watched over)...#The gap between the past and present is very important. Not just in this story but in our lives too.#The past can still hurt and it doesn't just go away with time as some say. It is the power of realizing that things have changed.#We can't get the good back. The bad memories have concluded. Those live somewhere else now.#It is hard to realize that you have to live for today and tomorrow. The past is so loud.#For WWX it is realizing that despite the mistrust in the past - He really does have faith that LWJ will be there for him.#It is the reflection of knowing that you changed and will keep changing and that change is good and kind sometimes.#But more importantly...and this I really do mean with all my heart:#It will all end up okay in the end. Even after the worst day. The most painful losses. You will get through it.#What feels like a breaking point is truthfully just another step you have to take. You'll get through it even though it feels like the end.#There are wonderful things you have yet to see. Friends you have yet to meet.#Even if it hurts so badly...one day it just aches. Someday you'll go a few weeks not remembering that it ever hurt.#Oh and because my izutsumi comic revealed many people were in need of hearing this:#You are loved. Right now. You are so loved right now. We just forget to tell each other that.#Go tell the people you love that they matter to you. I'm assigning you homework!!! You are graded on completion.
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Sensei Wu, flying in a spinjitzu tornado, while looking kinda depressed
#that‘s it#that‘s the post#ninjago#ninjago wu#master wu#sensei wu#for context:#this is from one of these old and very much not canon ninjago comics#this is the one where he has to fight against a bunch of enemies from his past#included a six armed dude with an inifinite amount of axes#a ninja who lives his life a second in the future and see your every move right before you do it#and master of dreams#oh and a sentient flying mask like the one from crash bandicoot#it‘s evil#maybe i‘ll make a post about that comic when i have time tomorrow#anyway#Wu in a tornado
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HIGH SCHOOL FRENEMY | LIVE RECAP
#high school frenemy#high school frenemy the series#nani hirunkit#sky wongravee#skynani#my edits#am i a little bit obsessed with them and hsf??? MAYHAPS#anyways#this is a very self-indulgent set so ignore me pls <3#i simply had to make this bc of the second gif 🤏🏻😌#i also want to gif the part where nani fell out of his chair during this live#but i'm gonna do that tomorrow since it's past 3 am rn 😭#high school frenemy cast
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Well THat doesn't seem right....
#pre-sleep STRIKES AGAIN#evry time i make stuff like this i wonder if i should put it under the ship tag or the individ tags#bc i am showing a pattern and it involves mashing kuya and yakumo into a paste (via traditional mortar and pestle)#*turns on the blender* we're having yokai stew today. and tomorrow. and the day after that. and the day after tha#i'm tellin u. if they introduced kuya lookin like kuya but with yaku's personality#i would have impregnated him ON SIGHT#and if they started the game with a kuya-personality yaku-looker i probably would have hated him more than anything in the universe#it gives me.....first love interest in every otoge where he looks like an edgelord in red-black and has control issues over protag#anyway i'm glad you two are the way you are... even if my instinct-to-impreg leads me astray#bc kuya in his purple pink flower motif (boss bitch) and yaku in his edgelord goth n bones aesthetic (too soft to live) is just. fun#yakuya#nu carnival yakumo#nu carnival kuya
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thinking of making my own human au dunno yet so here is a rough sketch idea sob…
(love the idea tho of Charlie being a psychiatrist who help rehabilitate smaller criminal cases like drug addicts who where caught taking drug too many time… having her trying to rehabilitate Angel dust sound wholesome) was thinking of naming it something like My Lawyer got poor taste in ties… (maybe that’s too long actually…) or idk something boring like Lawyer/criminal AU sob... feel free to give idea imma go to bed now im sleep deprieved
#artists on tumblr#my art#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel au#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel lucifer#radioapple#making an au sob imma cry#lets see if this live past today or if i drop it tomorrow sob
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i washed my hair n took a walk yesterday for the first time in a while so i am feeling unstoppable like maybe i will turn around my life this week wish me luck !
#that sounds like nothing but if u guys could see the way i have been living for like the past month😭 i can barely leave my room n the eatin#situation is so bad. there’s no place to go but up like! like the koala from sing said#i’m going to try to motivate myself to walk everyday n go to the library n clean my room n i have to go grocery shopping n maybe i will do#that animal crossing puzzle i have😭#i’m going to delete the tumblr app n try not to use my phone so much i will be back in a few days 🙏#wait also i thought of making a schedule for myself so i know what to do through out the day but first i need to see if i have the energy#to even do the minimum 😭#i really have to fix my sleeping schedule too. i go to sleep at 6 am 😑#if u see me back here tomorrow it’s bc i lost motivation sodjsksd#.txt
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one love live scene i still love is when kurosawa “reasonable and prim student council president who doesn’t waste her time on frivolous pursuits” dia snaps and gives chika the “you think you’re a real μ’s fan?? name 5 of their songs” because although she and idols are at an impasse she can’t have her status as the supreme μ’s fan questioned. i love dia she’s such a loser. i also love the scene where she tries being friendly and calling you you-chan causing you to send a bundle of balloons loose into the sky
#they were all real cringe teen lesbians to me#god speaking of you and cringe teen lesbians#poster child#i’m on the bus listening to love live music and tearing up like a Loser#it’s bc natsuiro egao came up on shuffle and i found the English cover of it i used to listen to#i used to have it on my phone but i guess i deleted it but it’s ok bc miraculously the 10 year old app box link still worked#I hadn’t heard it in years!!! talk about a blast from the past!!!!!#so naturally the next step was listen to moment ring susume tomorrow bokuhika etc etc#man what an era#it really feels like all the best memories of being so into ll are the ones that stuck with me#if you’re reading this i hope you’re having a nice day!!! <3#personal
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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memories that linger | love and deepspace
there's always been something pushing against you. and not in the metaphorical, woe is you sort of way, but in the way that... well, you can't quite put your finger on it. there's nothing metaphorical about it, you think, but anyone else would swear it's just your luck. you believe that, too, when you aren't so displeased with the way things are going. there is something that tries to force your hand, change the choices you want to make.
you realize that sounds crazy. that's why you keep it to yourself.
you've stopped resisting the push so much these days. you feel it like a hand upon your back, urging you forward and into the hunter association's ranks despite your dream of publishing your manga. it feels simultaneously wonderfully right and terribly wrong, though the development of certain events quickly steals your attention away from that invisible hand. you want answers. you need them, and you'll march in whichever direction that leads you to them.
additional details
in this verse, i'm writing chiyo as the mc and toying with the concept of past lives like the game does, though i may also sprinkle in a little itty bitty bit of fourth wall stuff -- like chiyo having the thought, " this is like a game, and someone else is making my choices. " as a treat <3
but the focus will be more on fate bc chiyo really hates it as a concept, and that's so much fun to write in this setting :' )
when interacting with other mc's, we can decide if we'd like our characters to just so happen to be in the same boat, having grown up with grandma and caleb, etc. if not, i have no problem writing chiyo in her main verse! there's plenty to work with either way and i'm happy to adapt!
bc chiyo's parents and grandmother play such important roles in her development, they're alive and well until wanderers kill them during chiyo's freshman year of high school. this event leads to josephine taking her in. she was a friend of the family and as good as a second grandmother to chiyo.
i'll likely think to add more when i'm not sleep-deprived and as i progress in the story, but if you have any questions, just let me know <3
#memories that linger | love and deepspace#i may have brainrotted so hard that it's 2:30 am........... i leave for my trip at 8........... anyway#ASDFGH I PROMISE I'M GOING TO SLEEP NOW!!#and i'll get to messages tomorrow!! i just gotta go to bed now that i'm done hyperfixating :' ))#and to anyone who is kind enough to indulge me in this verse ilu you have my heart <3#i think i'm happy overall with the concept -- chiyo literally feeling forced by something invisible to go in a different direction#than she wants#do y'all know how much she hates the idea of fate controlling her actions... and how much i love past lives... so much my friend so much#okay alright i'm going to bed fr uvu i'm kissing you all goodnight <3#i sit before flowers & hope they will train me in the art of opening up | headcanons
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#kinda have mixed feelings about this framing of carlos being stuck in the past i think#i think without the context of why he is and what he's dealing with that feels a little unfair#he's grieving and that does come with ups and downs and struggles to reorient himself in a world where his father no longer exists#he hasn't figured out who killed him and for him that's just compounding on the injustice#it's been a little over a year#this season incorporated their wedding anniversary which also means it's officially been a year#and there's been no progress on his father's case i can't imagine what that feels like for carlos#to walk through the world so angry at the injustice that was done and unable to fix it#idk. he's in a really difficult and painful situation where no outcome feels like it'll be enough until he finds the person#thinking that'll be the key to him being able to move on#he's definitely wrong about that and very much trying to put his grief in a box and i hope we see him come to that realization#that trying not to feel it is not going to make it go away#idk all i can think about when i think about what he must be dealing with is how visceral it must feel#unrelenting and overwhelming and he's doing his best to tread water and be present#but part of him still lives in that day hearing the gunshot on the phone#and i really get that like i don't know how he moves on from that i don't know if it's possible#idk. really really hoping they're kind and respectful about this tomorrow i am scared lol
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WHAT IN THE FUCK HAPPENED HERE. WHAT THE FUCK
#from another realm ━ (ooc)#VENUS WATCHED ME PULL ALL OF THIS. LIVE. WHAT IN THE FUCKING FUCK#IT'S WELL PAST 4AM I'M SHAKING AND IM ONLY MAKING THIS SO TOMORROW I CAN GO ON THIS POST AND REALIZE THIS IS REAL#WHAT.
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#our stuff is here and tomorrow we start unpacking everything that didn't fit in the two car loads north#(which is. most of it really.)#(I've been living off what fit in the van with my mobility aids and ac and the cat for the past month and a half)#(longer than that really since I started packing months before I left)#(it will be nice to have all my stuff back but also unpacking will be exhausting -n- )
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tbf, X97 Magneto IS meant to be a much older man, plus I do feel like they might've taken some Mckellen influence in regards to his face but didn't round it out.
i cant explain it .... all i do know is that i do like how he looks by the end of the first season .....
#snap chats#maybe it really is just the hair vjeLKAJ#i do miss his skin tone from 92 but whatever ill live i guess#IN ANY CASE. i aint gon think bout it more#as much as id love look at pictures of magneto all night i do have things i have to do#as ive. said the past five asks I Need To Close Tumblr#if i post an ask after this i need all of you to shame me ok ill be back tomorrow BYE EVERYONE
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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Day 8: furniture moving affirmations
#Second day of rearranging my entire apartment: quite happy with my new bedroom and I have a lounge/den instead of a living room now#But boy howdy I have moved so much furniture in the past couple days. And I have to move more tomorrow#But it's just the studio that's left so yay?#I wrote detailed step by step lists for how to prepare for and set up the bedroom and lounge (which is great because I kept losing directio#But the studio list is just vague 'keep shit accessible' followed by 'have fun and be yourself#Couch got to its destination alright#Was seriously worried it was a Nick's couch situation when it was wedged in a diagonally vertical fashion in the hallway
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