#like repairing some stuff in the garage thats summer! i feel like a kid agaon | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

basslinegrave · 1 year ago

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i think there should be therapist aftercare cuz the one i went to opened up my brain but didnt close it metaphorically speaking, she just kinda ended the session like yeah ok thats it and since then i feel fucked up and empty and the entire month felt like 2 days

a friend messaged me if im ghostin and i felt like we talked like few days ago, looked at the date, saw june 26 like see, heh, then realization hit, its July not June, we didnt talk for an entire month and to me it felt like few days max

#ig im depressed again or something and its pretty bad cause i dont feel any joy in anything #but it also feels like time isnt real so at least its not like im suffering for months but like a week maximum #reality is different but well #also deadlines keep coming but the time inbetween these doesnt exist #aand i feel very odd and nostalgic when i go out and stare at the sky and such #smell the air and its cooler now and i smell like stuff ppl work with like metal and glue or whatever #like repairing some stuff in the garage thats summer! i feel like a kid agaon #which is NOT helping rn #chase vented

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