#like im perfect about it and it went down 24 points!!!!!

[this-doesnt-endd]

Therers so many things happening all the time everyday i get emails my god

[sturnsbaebackup]

IS IT OVER NOW? - MATT STURNIOLO (PART TWO)

i highly recommend reading part one before you read this, which is linked here!

summary: after seeing matt at the party and admitting you still have feelings for him, things aren’t so radio silent between you two anymore.

warnings: not proof read lolll sorry if there’s typos 😛

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immediately after the party, a week went by of still no contact from matt after your heated encounter with him.

at that party a few weeks ago, you spat out plenty of angry words at him and he did the same to you, which had been keeping you both up at night. both of you wishing you could take the entire situation back. you and matt just wanted each other, but neither of you knew how to break the silence. that was until matt decided to text you last week, asking if you wanted to go for a drive.

…

you hear your phone buzz as you begin to start falling asleep, and you groan in annoyance. you roll over in your bed and grab your phone off of the charger. your eyes nearly bulge out of your head as you see the familiar contact photo appear on your lock screen.

“what the fuck?” you blurt out, immediately sitting upright in your bed and opening his text.

matt | can i come pick you up in like 10 mins? i’m in the car and im not too far from you. we gotta talk

read 12:24 am

you take your sweet time rereading the text to make sure you’re not dreaming. it’s been pure radio silence from matt since the party, and the first thing he texts you is that?!

matt | you have your read receipts on yk

read 12:26 am

“oh fuck,” you mumble, immediately starting to type out a response. your hands are trembling a little due to all of the adrenaline coursing through your veins.

you | oops sorry but yeah ofc just text me when you’re here

he reacts to the message with a thumbs up, and you immediately bolt out of bed. you curl your eyelashes quickly and add a little bit of blush on your cheeks and nose. he knows you were about to sleep, so there’s no point in putting on obvious makeup. you grab a random hoodie from your closet and throw on some slippers. you look homeless, but who cares. it’s just matt.

that’s what you keep repeating in your head to yourself in an attempt to calm the nerves that are practically doing somersaults in your stomach.

it’s just matt. it’s just matt. its just matt. nothing to be scared of. it’s just matt.

your thoughts are broken up when your phone dings with the message of matt letting you know he’s waiting in the car outside. you exhale deeply as you lock the door behind you, shivering in the cold, late night, los angeles air. muffled music can be heard from the outside of matt’s car, and his eyes are glued to his phone. he’s just as nervous as you are, maybe even more.

your hand wraps around the door handle, and you pull it gently in an attempt to not frighten matt. his eyes look up at you and lock with yours, making your heart skip a beat.

“hi matt,” you say awkwardly as you sit in his passenger seat.

“y/n, hi,” he smiles softly, beginning to put the car in drive. you keep your eyes down at your feet as the car begins to drive away, the silence killing you internally. in previous moments like this, you both would be fighting over aux not even a minute into the car ride, but this time it’s dead silent with quiet music playing in the back.

“so, you wanted to talk?” you blurt out, your mouth moving faster than your brain.

“yeah, but i was hoping maybe we could get some mc donald’s before we have the serious conversation? you know, like old times,” he says, reminding you of the times where after a bad fight you guys would talk things out in a parking lot over a shared mcflurry and fries.

you let out a soft chuckle, “yeah okay, sounds perfect.” the silence isn’t as awkward as before, but the tension is so tense you genuinely could cut it with a knife. your thumbs fiddle in the front pocket of your sweatshirt as you wait for the traffic light to change, the mcdonald’s drive thru being at the other end of the intersection.

“can i get two oreo mcflurrys and a large fry?” matt asks the lady working the drive thru. she calculates the total and you immediately reach for your wallet to grab your card, but matt quickly stops you.

his hand now rests on your forearm, “no y/n. let me pay, i’m the one who dragged you out so late,” he smiles softly. when he notices his hand on your arm he quickly takes it off, making your heart sink a little. ‘things aren’t how they used to be, we aren’t dating, and you need to realize that,’ you mentally tell yourself.

eventually you guys get your food and pull into the far back corner of the parking lot. it’s very dimly lit but the flickering florescent street light that’s shining on matt is making the dark bags under his eyes extremely visible. you’re quick to notice them, and you instantly know he hasn’t been getting much sleep at all, and you have a guess that the reason is what he’s about to talk to you about.

he unbuckles the seatbelt and rotates in his seat, resting his back against his door facing you. “so… first of all how’ve you been?”

you pick up a fry from the bag that rests on the center console, letting it cool off between your fingers as you speak up. “i’ve been uh— you know. just living, i guess. how have you been?” you shrug, putting the fry in your mouth.

“not good, honestly. that’s why i texted you,” matt admits, looking down at his thumbs that reside in his lap. your heart drops at his statement and an overwhelming feeling of sadness rushes over you. if you and matt were still dating, you would be pulling him in a tight hug and holding his head against your chest. but you can’t do that, so you just sit and looking at him.

“what?” you ask, hoping you heard him wrong.

“i haven’t been getting much sleep. like, at all. i really miss you, and i fucked up at that party. i never should’ve been trying to make you jealous with her. that wasn’t fair to either of you, and your words keep playing through my mind every night. it keeps me up at night.”

you take a moment to process what you’re hearing, and sigh. “matt come here,” you say, putting your mcflurry down into the cupholder and leaning over the center console to hug matt. he looks up at you with sad eyes, confused at what you’re about to do, but as soon as he realizes, he immediately hugs you back.

you pull his head into your chest and rest your hand over his left cheek, making sure to hold him as close as possible. you press gentle kisses on the top of his head as your fingers play with the ends of his hair.

“i miss you, y/n. i love you so much and i’m so sorry i thought we needed space, i was so unbelievably wrong. i was just going through a weird phase for like a month and shoved you away, but i really think you’re the only person who can calm me down. you bring me back to earth, y/n,” matt mumbles against your chest.

“shh matty, it’s okay. we don’t need to talk about it yet, let’s just enjoy the moment,” you mutter into his hair softly. eventually you and matt break the hug and continue to catch up on everything you guys have missed in each others lives within the last few weeks.

“speaking of clothing— is that my hoodie?” matt asks you, sidetracking from your conversation.

you look down at the gray nike sweatshirt that rests on your body, and your cheeks flare up with heat. “oh my god! that’s so embarrassing, i had no idea this was yours. i just grabbed the first hoodie i could find. i swear i thought i gave this back to you,” you blush.

matt chuckles, “keep it. it looks cute on you. plus, you’re just gonna end up stealing all of the hoodies you gave back to me.”

“you know me so well,” you laugh as you throw a fry at matt.

“hey watch it! i just got the car cleaned!”

[jell0buss-37]

i really loved the reporter!peter b having a crush on actress!reader!

i was wondering if you could write more about it! :3 maybe peter and reader do end up dating and reader takes him to red carpets with her and theyre overall super SUPER in love with eachother<3333

I'm so happy you liked the concept! At this point I'm loving the different requests and I'm having so much fun branching out on these characters we've created. I hope you enjoy this one!

Part 1, Part 2

Reporter!Peter B x Actress!Reader (pt. 2)

I thought this pic was perfect for this!

When you guys started seeing eachother, he was completely starstruck

Your dinner at that Italian restaurant had went perfectly! More and more he had started to fall for you and your true personality, completely enraptured by you

You thought he was adorable, like a puppy imprinted on their mother, with those adorable eyes so wide and full of wonder

And the way his ears would burn a bright red any time you brushed your hand against his

Once he got comfortable, he was incredibly open and talkative!

It was your turn to be enraptured by him, seeing him in rose colored glasses at a movie the two of you went to see

You couldn't help but watch him instead of the movie, your hand in his, your arms pushed up against eachother as you watched the scary movie you had picked

He was geeking out, occasionally leaning in to whisper different facts and thoughts throughout the film

You kept getting these little butterflies at the sound of his voice

Being in this field of work, it was natural to have these certain trust issues whenever it came to this sort of thing

You hadn't been in a relationship in over 5 years now

You just didn't see the point in putting so much time and emotions into another human being

That is until Peter opened your eyes to what that point is

He was shy to ask you for a third date, suggesting that he cook for you back at his place

(He finally cleared out all of his things. They now sit in a box under his bed)

You happily accepted

You thought his little apartment was so cute! It reminded you of your days as a beginning actress, and filled you with a sense of nostalgia. Of home.

You guys cooked together, a nice chicken Scampi that reminded you of your mother's. You were so excited when he asked you to cook something you loved, and we're having such a great time showing him how to mince the bell peppers

You both sat down for dinner at his kitchen island, a bottle of wine shared between you two over candle light, a bit of Frank Sinatra in the background

Such pleasant conversation shared between you two, soon dying down when you were done eating, just staring into each other's eyes

The kiss you shared was so sweet, both of your heads spinning from the wine and the passion

You pull away suddenly, running to the bathroom, leaving him standing there, confused

"I-Im so sorry! I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable or anything, it's just that the moment felt right, and you were so pretty, and I- where are your clothes-"

You stood in the doorway of the bathroom, your bra and panties a red matching set

Oh you planned to jump his bones the second he asked you about a third date

It was about a month into your relationship that you decided to make it public, showing up to work to surprise him

Literally in the lion's den of hot gossip

Nobody would stop asking him questions, and he just sits there with the smuggest look on his face

The first time he went to your place, he was absolutely FLABBERGASTED at the amount of Spiderman memorabilia you had

Your cheeks flushed in embarrassment, explaining he was really more of just a celebrity crush

He TOTALLY didn't visit you as spiderman

You freaked out meeting him, it was so cool

You actually cried

He was shocked because he literally said he'd cry if he met you

Irony

Loves bragging about you 24/7

You find the box of all of his geek things

You thought it was so cute and creepy

Whenever you have to work on a film, you guys call and video chat every day and night if it's far away

Sometimes if it's for a long time, let's just say thank God for video chat ;)

Paparazzi photos and articles on you two are so cute because they're mostly talking about how much happier you look

You did an interview with him for vanity fair, and it was so adorable

You even went on a celebrity gameshow once, playing a couples game

You guys get so much love from your fans

That and those edits of you guys with a sappy song in the background

He even makes a cameo in one of your shows as a guy you flirt with at a restaurant once

And then the red carpet events

See my Shopping with Peter B headcannons for that 👀

Overall, life with him is just so much better, and he still can't believe he could even pull you in the first place

[prettiestboyreid]

fics that have altered my brain chemistry (eddies/joe qs version)

okay so ive been in an adhd brain rot?? where im just fucking HORRIBLE at reblogging fics that i enjoy and honestly it was my whole reasoning behind making this blog FOR GIVING WRITERS THE LOVE THEY DESERVE i just wanted to give a shoutout to these writers (and stories) they’ve made that just fucking messed with my brain (and in a good way okay??) over these last few months. please check them out and give them all the fucking love they deserve

like a poem��(FINISHED series, but sometimes if you ask nice enough she will throw a blurb in there) - im so very fucking biased because i love her to the moon and back, but she writes the best fucking stories of joe that will keep you up all night having you rethinking all of your life choices. IT WAS VERY HARD FOR ME to pick out a story that i wanted to highlight in this post, but the whole reason i fell in love with her writing was because of bookstore!joe and he will ALWAYS have a special place in my heart. love you boo

plot: “Joe finds solace in a quaint bookstore, your bookstore, from a hectic situation in the streets. But, you’re closed. But then also, it’s Joseph Quinn.“ from the authors page

echoes (FINISHED, series) - again im so very fucking biased because she is the sweetest person you will have the pleasure of knowing BUT THATS BESIDE THE POINT - she writes so fucking beautifully she will literally have you CRY and this will forever and always be my favourite fic of hers. she deserves all the love she gets, and then even more so read it!!!! (she will make you cry its not on me tho)

plot: “When she laid her emotions out for her best friend, the last thing she expected was for him to turn around, walk away and never speak to her again. Years after, they meet again - different people, different feelings. Or are they?” from the authors page

the hideout (FINISHED, oneshot)- this was one of the first fics i read and fell in love with. it was in that timeperiod where all i could do 24/7 was read eddie munson fanfics and this was one of those fics where i went “holy SHIT??” and honestly i dont think there will ever be a time where this isnt just some % on my mind??

plot: “Eddie Munson made it big. Now, when he returns to Hawkins for a hometown concert with his band, he is reminded of the girl he’s been in love with for the past 6 years when Steve Harrington calls.” from the authors page

vintage reeboks (FINISHED) - this is one of those fics where you’re like???? holy shit i wish i’d come up with that?? i remember reading all of this in one day (summertime, sweating very fucking much) and its just?? holy shit its perfect?? the way eddie is in this??? and its something i could never think of would be this perfect?? i swear i think of this fic at least once a day??

plot: “The gate at the bottom of Lover’s Lake was meant to spit the quartet out in the Upside Down. Steve, Nancy, and Robin were meant to be there. He wasn’t meant to be alone. But when Eddie comes to on the shoreline, you’re there. It’s not the Upside Down. It’s not Lover’s Lake. It’s not 1986.” from the authors page

twenty four hours (STILL GOING) - the way this has me in a chokehold?? im a fucking sucker for when fics have a nice layout??? and this is just so pretty to look at?? like whenever i see its been updated my whole body is SHAKING?? i dont even know what to say?? this is just so amazing and the whole?? will they wont they?? i love them?? i want them both to fight with me all night long??? i CANNOT wait to see where this ends

plot: “in which eddie munson and you absolutely hate each other's guts. what happens when your friends make a bet that you can't spend more than twenty four hours consecutively together?” from the authors page

to know you’re mine (FINISHED) - i saw someone talk about this in the “eddie munson x reader” tag, and DEVOURED the chapters that were up in one whole day?? the way eddie is so fucking soft and nice and the best fucking gentleman in this?? and also?? the relationship to steve in this is amazing??? but THE RELATIONSHIP TO EDDIE IS EVEN MORE AMAZING?? such a fucking fantastic author please go EAT all the chapters right now

plot: “You know the rules. You'd been there when your boyfriend, Steve Harrington, discussed them with the others. There are only two.Number one: Only play when everyone's together. Number two: No finishing inside each other's girls.You'd agreed to these rules, same as Chrissy. Same as Eddie.But then there's rule number three, and though it remains unspoken, it's by far the most important. And you have that feeling again, like when you propped yourself up against the barstool, straining to see him on that stage, craning for a glimpse as his husky voice reached inside you. Now, his dark eyes are doing the same thing: pulling at something buried deep, tugging it into the light where it can't be hidden. And, sure, of course, you didn't intend this. But what are intentions in the face of such things? Needless to say, every rule gets broken.” from the authors page

the customer’s always right (STILL GOING) - hehhehe im a hoe for cutie virgin eddie??? but they way she always manages to capture eddie in her fics?? fucking amazing??? and her writing??? yes PLEASE so do yourself a favor on this fine friday AND READ THIS AMAZING FUCKING SERIES because eddie will make you fall in love in this???

plot: “eddie munson is a virgin and doesn’t want anyone to know (because being an adult who’s never fucked anyone is a total reputation ruiner). but you, his favorite customer, are more than willing to change that.” from the authors page

sincerely yours... (STILL GOING) - like i’ve told her before - her eddie is fucking amazing and so very much to the point!! im so excited for this one and cannot WAIT to see where eddies teasing will make him end up!! the last fucking part of this??? amazing

plot: "Untouchable, is what he called you. Dating Jason, the captain of the basketball tea, most would call you the same. Living your holier than thour life, something else he said, you can’t seem to swallow the need to prove him wrong” from the authors page

burn one (FINISHED) - this is just the perfect fucking combination of smutty and sweet??? like this is just how i imagine eddie and this is so fucking sweet and perfect?? had me thinking about this for WEEKS UGH

plot: "When you move to Hawkins to start over, your new unexpected friendship with your weed dealer next door is your saving grace. It was never your intention to fall in love with him though.” from the authors page

Disjointed (STILL GOING) - this fic has me feeling ALL the feels in all the chapters?? makes me GIGGLE, makes me CRY!!!, i’m in love with all the chapters and i CANNOT WAIT to see them live happily every after

also now that i’ve finished, i’ve just realised this is a lovepoem to my favourite authors on this app heheheh im sorry but i DO love you guys. please do go and read their stories, and send them all the fucking love in the world!! they do have so many amazing stories on their masterlist you will not be able to sleep tonight!!!

authors mentioned in this post THAT YOU NEED TO CHECK OUT!!: @icallhimjoey @ghostinthebackofyourhead​ @inknopewetrust @storiesbyrhi​ @ghost-proofbaby​ @blue-mossbird @lovebugism​ @plumxwrites​ @loveshotzz​ @boomhauer

[percybeloved]

"just bullshit"

steve harrington x male! reader

contains- angst, fluff, me gushing over hot man thighs

unedited

he stood there, all pretty as he handled a customer. his shorts slightly rode up, showing his muscular thighs. theres no limit to the amount of money that m/n would pay to be sandwiched inbetween them. he stared at steve from his table. watched as he would flirt with all the women who came in. its almost as if he was TRYING to make m/n jealous.

m/n went to school with steve. even then, he watched him almost 24/7. he watched him when he was in chem. he watched him as he dribbled the basketball across the court as gracefully as one could. steve harrington was perfect. he had no flaws to m/n. minus one. he was too flirtatious. he had everyone wrapped around his finger.

m/n was desperate to be the only one in steve's eyes. but he hasn't even looked at him since THAT night. sighing in defeat, m/n put his head down in his arms. after awhile of suffering in his own self pity, he felt someone tap his shoulder. he look up as robin took the seat in front of him.

"soooo..." she said as she placed her chin in the palm of her hand. "so what?" m/n asked while mimicking her movement. "so when are you going to talk to him again?" m/n looked away. robin must've caught him staring. "never. isn't he with that nancy wheeler chick still?" robin cocks a eyebrow and leans back, folding their arms in the process.

"m/n, you know they broke up awhile ago. hes over her" robin was right. m/n knew that nancy was with jonathan. he'd been living with the byers for awhile now. they were his foster family. he was there when will went missing. when steve, jonathan and nancy tried to kill the demogorgon. when all that pure bullshit kept biting them in the ass. it wasn't fair that even after all that, steve wouldn't even look at him.

it wouldn't matter anyways. steve probably had a crush on robin or one of those chicks that he flirts with. m/n looked up at robin. it wouldn't be fair to hate robin because of steve's stupid little crush. either way, robin couldn't return those feelings. m/n grabbed her hands and gave her a smile. he gave her a small thank you before getting up to leave.

he made his way to the parking lot and jumped into his car. he still had a few hours before will got bored of hanging at the mall and wanted to go back home. m/n reached into his pocket and pulled out a tin container. this would be a perfect time to light up before taking the car to get a quick wash and vacuum.

he put the blunt to him mouth, lit it up and slowly inhaled. m/n sat there for about 10 minutes, just smoking in pure bliss. he was at peace before he heard a knock on his window. he opened his eyes to see steve harrington. "fuck" he whispered underneath his breath.

m/n gestured for steve to back up as he opened his car door. "whats up, harrington?" he turned and let his feet hit the ground. "don't you dare 'whats up, harrington' me, m/n" he had basically growled towards the other man. "just tell me what you want, steve" he put the blunt against his lips and breathed in again.

"why have you been ignoring me? i saw you at my job today" steve put his hands in his jacket pockets. he was still wearing those shorts that barely covered his thighs. m/n looked at his thighs before going up to his face. he was almost red with frustration, and it was obvious. "can you please just answer me?" steve was begging at the point for answer.

"you left me that night. i thought you didn't want anything to do with me" their eyes met at that moment. "baby, im sorry" there were tears in his eyes. "i didn't mean to leave you that night. i really didn't. i was just scared" m/n grabbed his waist and brought him closer. "scared of what? getting caught" he started to rub circles on his sides.

"i was just scared that it was all just bullshit" m/n stood up and leaned against his car. he pulled steve into his arms and held him. m/n let steve cry. he felt like a child again, simply just crying because he couldn't get his way. but after all that, he deserved to be happy. steve harrington deserved to be happy with m/n and m/n only.

[cal-daisies-and-briars]

For make me write!!

🦮🦮🦮🦮🦮🦮🦮🦮🦮🦮 (I love this fic and everything about it and I can’t even go into why but thank you for writing and sharing and I’m excited about part 2)

⚡⚡⚡⚡⚡⚡⚡⚡(The last chapter was so sweet and I’m so excited to see where Buck and Eddie’s journey is next with the wedding and future plans. And yay for good communication).

🔮🔮🔮🔮🔮🔮 (Ah the Bobby seeing Buck’s past had me in tears I don’t think Im ready for the opposite of that)

🚨🚨🚨🚨(I went from emotional to OH NO real quick)

🩸🩸 (Eddie healing from all his trauma in this one is just *chefs kiss*)

💐(The couple of snippets I have seen, this one about May just seems so interesting! Plus I love getting to see recurring/non-main characters heads!)

HI!!! THANK YOU!

30 for 🦮 (THANKS! I am so excited to share Pt. 2)

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 One, trying to work from home with a little kid in the house. Two, knowing that, elsewhere, Eddie is struggling considerably with missing his son. And, three, the fact that Cranberry seems to be matching Buck’s bored, cagey energy. 

Christopher is a great kid. Really, the best. But he’s still a kid. And the novelty of online school - for both student and teacher - means a lack of order and structure that leads to him inevitably seeking out Buck several times an hour. Buck has to give him a stern talk about interrupting meetings if it’s not an emergency. And no, needing a Rice Krispie Square is not an emergency. Although Buck understands the urgency. He’s been snacking on them lately, too, and they’re sort of addictive.The point is, it’s not easy sharing the same space with a kid literally all the time with no breaks. Even a kid he genuinely adores. Especially when he’s never been anyone’s primary caregiver before, other than Cranberry. 

As for Eddie, Buck knows he’s not adjusting great. They talk every single day. Often multiple times a day. He tries to put up a brave face, but he misses his son and feels badly for leaving him again. 

“It just brings back old shit,” he explains one evening over FaceTime. “Like I’m back where I started. Even if I know that’s not true.”

He’s not alone at least. Hen and Chim have both moved into Buck’s apartment temporarily, too. Which Buck thinks sounds crazy crowded. But he gets it. They both have families to protect. And with Maddie recently announcing her pregnancy, Chim is extra anxious. So, at least Eddie has company. People to look out for him at work and away from it. Because right now, there’s not a lot Buck can do for him, other than be a constant ear. 

“You’re already doing the most important thing for me,” Eddie argues when Buck expresses this. 

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24 for ⚡(thank you!!!! I am plowing full steam ahead on this wedding hahah because I want to get past it):

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“Shall we take a look at the bedrooms?” Gianna asks. 

“Definitely,” Eddie replies. 

She leads them down the hallway to where three white-walled bedrooms of different sizes wait to be viewed. The master has a lot of space. It’s got an odd sort of shape, longer than it is deep. But the ensuite bathroom is kind of a dream. Shower and tub. Spacious. Recently redone, so it doesn’t need any work. 

Yeah, Buck can see himself enjoying this master suite very much. And enjoying Eddie in it, too… 

The other bedrooms are good sizes too. One is almost as big as the master, minus the closet space and bathroom. 

“Chris would appreciate that,” Eddie says. 

The other is a bit tinier, but would be perfect for a, well, tinier person. 

By the end of the house tour, Buck realizes he doesn’t actually have a single major complaint. 

“What do you think?” Gianna asks. 

Eddie looks at Buck hopefully. He likes it. Buck knows he likes it. 

“I think we should talk about it,” Buck concedes. “It’s got everything we need and it’s close to family.”

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18 for 🔮(TBH the Bobby one is sadder):

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He doesn’t matter here. 

He retracts his hand. 

“Charlie, please,” their mother says.

Charlie huffs. “Fine. Whatever.”

The rest of the drive is silent. Bobby wipes the tears off his face, presses his cheek to the glass of the window, and stares off into space. Buck wishes he could crack open his head and look inside. He wants so desperately to understand what he’s thinking. Past and present. 

Buck wonders if Bobby has always been so hard to read. If he has always kept what’s hurting him so close to his chest. Did this start recently? With his father dying? Or before? How much agency does a kid have in their emotional reactions? Buck knew he often felt out of control at this age.

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12 for 🚨(hahahaha sorry):

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“Are you sure you’re okay with me taking your room, Eddie?” Hen asks when they arrive on the first day. “One of us can take the couch. Really.”

“Oh, it’s fine!” Eddie insists. “Buck and I can share. No biggie.”

Eddie hasn’t slept in his bed in weeks.

“Makes sense,” Buck adds. “Then it’s only two people per washroom. Much better shower schedule.” 

Hen raised an eyebrow at Eddie, who just offers her an awkward smile.

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6 for 🩸(THANK YOU!):

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“You can’t escape!” The guy shouted. Loud enough to indicate to Eddie that he had no idea how close Eddie was to him. 

“You all have to die for this to be over, you know” He continued. “It’s the only way!”

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3 for 💐 (THANKS!):

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“I know,” April shrugs. “Doesn’t hurt to have another set of hands, though, does it?”

There’s a confidence in her tone, like she just knows she’s so capable and good at this.

[rowretro]

✧𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐍 𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍✧

WARNINGS: Manipulation, Gory descriptions of violence (somewhat dismemberring)

✧taglist✧: @heeseung-min

✧CHAPTER 4✧

A few months passed and y/n had started college. The first week was a little nerve-wracking but Sunghoon was by her side 24/7. Even after she befriended some girls, he never let her go near anyone. The girl thought it was because he's like Heeseung, the overprotective type, hence she didn't think too much of it. "So you can ride a motorbike but you cart even ride a normal bike even with training wheels?" Sunoo asked her, with a judgemental look. The girl rolled her eyes.

"Sunghoon I'm planning on going out with some friends after school" the girl said as Sunghoon frowned, slipping beside her. "Some friends? what friends?... didn't I tell you the people here aren't trust worthy???" Sunghoon asked, as the other males furrow their eyebrows at his sudden change in actions. "But it's Eunchae- she's taking me to Jackson's ice cream place..." Y/n pouted as she looked up at the male.

Hong Eunchae, a true sweetheart, and a girl who really wanted to become best friends with y/n. Both used to be pretty popular in their own schools so it was no surprise they did get along. "Oh y/n you're so gullible... this is why Heeseung wants me by you 24/7" Sunghoon started as he cupped her cheeks, leaning into her face, his voice lower so the boys wouldn't hear him.

"Sweetheart... You can't go out with people like Eunchae... especially at Jackson's ice cream place?! Jackson is a Perv. Eunchae may seem nice, but her friends are Nowhere near nice. Just a bunch of manipulative skanks." Sunghoon lied, in such a convincing manner, seeing how her jaw hung a little open in shock. Y/n went over to Eunchae's table having heard Sunghoon's lies and smiled sweetly.

The girl smiled back "Don't forget about tonight bestie-" She said with a genuine smile, so happy to finally hang out with a girl that's so much like her. Y/n smiled back, "Actually... I'm uh sorry... something came up..." y/n said. looking down as the girls went a little silent. "It's ok... I get it- maybe next time-" the girl said, sweetly as y/n smiled. Sunghoon suddenly appeared behind her. "Y/n ready to go home now?" Sunghoon asked as the girl nodded. Sunghoon smirked at Eunchae, as he dragged y/n away.

"What's their deal- why does she always have to stick around him.... I bet Sunghoon likes her" Yunjin said as Eunchae nodded "He does, he's crazy in love with her- I saw his notebooks, he wrote Mrs Y/n Park in invisible ink and drew hearts around it." Eunchae snickered as the others laughed too. Jake stared as Sunghoon dragged y/n along with him. "Should we be worried about Sunghoon?... last time one of the Frat boys from the our class catcalled her, that boy came back a weak later, without 4 fingers-" Jake pointed out as Sunoo sighed.

"You know what- Honestly Im all for him for that, in his defence, that guy is disgusting, If I were a demon and he called after my girl with vulgar language like that boy would've lost for than just his fingers" Sunoo said as Jay stared at him in horror "You're missing the point Sunoo- he for real did that- just for some vulgar words. A punch or kick would've been ok but using a cutting plier to yank off his fingers and dipping it in lemon juice... please." Jay explained as it was Sunoo an Jake's turn to stare in horror now.

Sunghoon held the girl's hand as he walked her home, holding hands... it's just one of those things that makes her wonder what she is to him. Over these few months, she couldn't deny how she felt for him. She honestly thinks he's worth loving. The way he's there for her more than he is for Hee, the way he holds her hand and acts all overprotective as if he's her boyfriend. He's just perfect. The way he acts, she feels he may feel what she feels.

However, she felt conflicted. Sunghoon was perfect, he's kind, he's funny, he's hot, cute n pretty, he's smart and rich heck he's the whole package. What about y/n?... she's pretty, she's creative, but she's smart enough to walk through a glass door assuming there was no door. She wasn't smart, she could barely even get into college. She definitely doesn't have the best history with boys. She's had her days, waking up looking like a mess, or look absolutely flawless at random times. Sunghoon looked perfect all the time, he's one of those friends you can take a picture of at an awkward moment, and he'd still look like a model.

"Y/n y/n!" Sunghoon called as he waved his hand in her face as the girl snapped out of her circling thoughts. "What are you thinking about?" the male asked as her eyes met his, god that fucking pretty smile. Why does he have to be so perfect? "Uh I-I- ILOVEYOU-" She blurted so quickly. Fuck. Her eyes widened. not even waiting to hear his response she ran. she slipped off her 7 inch heels, and ran faster, hugging them to her chest, leaving the man dumbfounded.

✧𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐍 𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍✧

[unluckyhoneybee]

hello hello im back with my marcus requests :) feel like im a regular at this point (though its been a while) i would love cherry with dialogue 12 and 24! so i was thinking: fwb and marcus doesnt know, and one morning she hastily leaves when marcus is still half asleep bc of something with her kid (could be having to pick them up, take them to school or something else, nothing serious) 

maybe they later have a talk where she mentions having a kid and how it prevented her for going into a serious relationship, but she feels like a bad mum sometimes having a fuckbuddy (shes not!!!) i hope you can make something nice out of this :) - your regular marcus anon💆🏻‍♀️

Random prompt list.

Cherry: Single mum.

12. "What the fuck are you doing?" "Shh"

24. "You must be his/her favourite person in the world."

"Oh fuck" You checked the time and got up from the bed, waking a half asleep Marcus.

"What the fuck are you doing?" He said taking his hand to his chest. "You scared me"

"Shh. G-go back to sleep. I-I have to leave. I'm sorry. Uuuh... See you?"

He frowned. What was going on?

"Yes?"

You leaned over him and kissed his lips. "I'll text you"

"Cool"

And like that you ran to pick Roy up from his friend's house.

Days passed and you hadn't seen Marcus. Nor texted him. You were fully avoiding every contact with him because you had been late to pick your boy. The other kids parents weren't so happy and had definitely judged you a lot. And it had made you spiral down into a loop of anxiety and fears. Until Marcus texted asking if he had done something wrong. He had been feeling quite the same. You had left his apartment in a rush and he hadn't heard from you since then. He was thinking he had done something wrong and he didn't want to fuck things up. You were too special.

You: do you want to come over? There is something I want to talk about.

He showed up on time, biting his nails and feeling more nervous than ever. And when you opened the door and he saw SpongeBob on the TV and little cars around the floor, he only grew more confused.

"Are you babysitting?" He asked.

You shook your head and let him in.

"This is what I want you to talk about."

"What?"

"Mum!"

"Mum?"

Marcus looking at you and you wanted to cry.

"Come here, Roy."

He watched the little boy, who had your eyes and nose, walk to you. You picked him and kissed his cheek. You had a son? Since when?

"Roy, honey. This is Marcus. Can you say hi to him?"

"Hi, Marcus" He sweetly said.

Marcus heart beated so fast. The toddler was definitely cute. So cute. And you... Oh you were perfect.

"Hi, Roy. Nice to meet you"

Marcus shook Roy's hand and the boy giggled. For the first time, you smiled.

"I'm sorry" You said looking at Marcus.

"No, no. Um... It's fine"

And it was. He was strangely fine. He wasn't bothered at all. He was 22 and his fuck buddy had a hidden son. And somehow, he didn't care. Probably all of his friends would be bothered by this. Past him would be bothered by this.

"Can we talk about it?" You said with sad eyes. He nodded.

You left Roy playing with his cars and dinosaurs in the living room and took Marcus to the kitchen.

"Why didn't you told me?" He softly asked and grabbed your hand. His thumb brushed your knuckles and you lowered your head.

"I... I have been ditched before. Guys don't want to mess with a girl who has a son." You confessed. "But... You are so nice and I have so much fun with you... I was selfish the first time and didn't told you. Then the second time I was too scared and then... Then I simply couldn't..."

"The other day..."

"He had a play date and I was late to pick him. I lost the track of time with you and... Fuck... I feel like a horrible mum sometimes"

"Why?"

"I went to fuck someone while my son was at his friend's house."

Marcus shrugged. "Is it such a big deal?"

"Kind of? I don't know"

Marcus swallowed the lump on his throat and cupped your chin. You let a shaky breath out and he pressed a kiss to your lips. "Would it be such a big deal if instead of your fuck buddy I was your boyfriend?"

Your eyes opened like plates. You had just introduced him to the son you had hidden from him and he was (somehow) asking you to be his girlfriend.

"What?"

"Answer"

"No"

"Then... Do you want to be my girlfriend?"

Your grabbed his shirt and pulled him closer.

"A-are you serious?" You struggled to say. "And sure? Are you sure? I-I have a son..."

"I am"

You cupped his cheeks and kissed him deep and slow. "Yes, yes. I want to" You said between kisses."

Marcus smiled on your lips and pulled you for another kiss.

"Marcus! Look! My stegosaurus!"

Marcus pulled back and licked his lips. He didn't let go of your cheeks.

"Wow mate, that's so cool" He told Roy.

The boy happily ran back to the living room.

"Did he just perfectly pronounced Stegosaurus?"

"Um... Yes." You answered with a smile. "My boy is really clever, Marcus."

"I wasn't expecting less"

You both laughed.

"Marcus!"

"On my way"

You gasped when Marcus went, without doubt, to the living room and sat with Roy.

Soon they were both playing together with the little cars.

"I drive cars, Roy"

"No!"

"Mhm. Really fast"

"ON RACES?!"

"Yes, buddy"

You sat with them and kissed Marcus cheek.

"Mum! Is true?"

"It is"

Roy jumped and grabbed Marcus hoodie.

"I want to go"

You both laughed.

"You must be his new favorite person in the world"

Marcus chuckled and looked at you with a smile.

"I love you"

You blushed and smiled.

"I love you too, Marcus."

"Thank you for telling me."

"Even if it's late?"

"It's not late. It's the right moment"

You leaned your head on his shoulder.

"Marcus! Let's race. You are the blue and I'm the green"

"Okay mate, come here"

Heeey, I changed it a bit. I hope you liked it!

[marinecorvid]

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#5

freedom of the skies - ramin djawadi

house of the dragon - s.1 e.1 - the heirs of the dragon

62 notes - Posted August 21, 2022

#4

okay. im gonna be honest, aemond n vhagar accidentally killing luke isnt what im most mad about. the whole hotd as a show is an adaption of fire and blood, a book that’s only a collection of historical, biased accounts as people who weren’t necessarily close to the main pieces but from an outsider’s perspective, so we’ll see things that clash with how history glamorizes/villainizes some people/events.

i think making alicent a more complex character beyond an evil stepmother was a good choice; the idea that aemond didn’t lose an eye bc luke went down to confront him to specifically kill him, but bc of an emotional scuffle that got out of hand. i’m not so keen on criston cole getting away with straight up murder with no visible repercussions every other episode, nor the kicking off of the usurper aegon plot bc of a misunderstanding via a dying viserys (i think that takes away a smidge too much of alicent’s agency), and i think rhaenys busting out of the dragonpit floor unharmed (tho yes, extremely cool) was bad writing.

however, given grrm’s irl tendencies of being anti-monarchist and comparing the dragons to living nukes, as well as the books being far more mythical/fantastical/grudgingly positive with dany desperately striving to do good for people - and the tragic feel between alicent and rhaenyra, how they both wanted reconciliation towards the end, before the blood began to flow - i think it’s not a complete left turn out of nowhere to say yeah, one of the bloodiest wars in westerosi history was ultimately a conflict stemming from a handful of long-festering accidents between an emotionally and genetically unstable family with people constantly trying to manipulate them. i just wish they didn’t reduce so many turning points to accidents.

also, as displayed in both asoiaf and f&b, dragons don’t always listen to their riders, even when they’re so closely bonded to their human like w dany; arrax was still young and flighty (metaphorically) and vhagar was a battle dragon, of course she’s gonna hit back if she gets fire to the face

still worried abt the state of the writing for coming seasons 😬

72 notes - Posted October 21, 2022

#3

Fr tho “the quiet rapture” is a TERRIFYING but perfect name for a terrifying but inexplicable mass death. The world ends not with a bang but a whimper

127 notes - Posted August 15, 2022

#2

pov you just watched the leaked finale of hotd s1

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[i-like-strawb]

vent

you have been warned

okay, i genuinely feel like such a shitty person because i cant keep in touch with my friends over long distance, like i will forget to anwer then 3 hours later i dont know what to say so i just respond with "ok" and it makes me feel so bad

and then theres also the fact that whenever me and my ex bf broke up it was getting toxic like REALLY toxic he has screamed at my best friend multiple times and he freaked out cuz i didnt answer my phone for 1 hour (i was at a birthday party and i was talking about it so he knew) and hes just done some shit to me and my friends that i didnt like,

but anyways we were still friends....(for like 2 days) and near the time we broke up he had discovered he liked fem clothes (a femboy, and no i dont have anything against them, you do you as long as ur not hurting anyone) and whenever we broke it off i wasnt really thinking right at the time and he sent me stuff i didnt want to see (like him in a skirt saying "first time going out today!1!1!") and i didnt want to see it

so. i told him i didnt care and a day later he said "thanks for letting me know we arent friends" and i blocked him, on EVERYTHING, capcut? blocked. pinterest? blocked. iMessages? blocked. and i feel like such a bad person for doing that...he didnt deserve it and i got discord and im in a server with him and now i feel like i want to throw up all over again but whenever i first left him i felt really happy...

i tried forcing myself into a idgaf personality but that backfired. big time and now that i dont have a boyfriend ive just been keeping all of my emotions in (i kinda was before but not as bad y'know?) and now i dont know what to do about it so i just stay up until 3am everyday on my computer to forget it all

and my parents arent quite strict but overbearing...my dad has a weird habit of picking at what i eat and it makes me feel really bad and they also expect me to be the "perfect daughter" when i have told them i am trans and that i am struggling (when i came out my dad said "i am not respecting you" to my face. ouch.) and whenever they found out abt my sh they, instead of looking into the problem, threatened to take everything from me

and they have always put the pressure on with school. i feel like i must be perfect or else i wont have freedom, and my dad is unnecissarily (?) loud, like ive asked him to tone it down and says "NOPE" every single time and it makes my head hurt (it also doesnt help that i have noise sensitivity issues) and he just denies everything and it hurts so much....

one day ill be able to get along with him just fine, the next day im looking at a pair of scissors a little too much because of him and i dont know what i can do anymore and my mom laughed in my face when i said i thought i was autistic and whenever i was at a really low point to suggest being put in a mental hospital

and what sucks is that i never realized most of my habits were weird until my ex pointed them out (ex: i have a really bad stutter). and ever since the moment i went to school im always in some kind of toxic relationship and i never realized that until a month ago

and with the staying up till 3? oh yeah real good. im tired and anxious 24/7 i feel like shit, and i dont want to say this to anybody because i dont want to bother them and i feel like they dont and wont care about it, just like some of my hyperfixations, like i will genuinely be excited about something and i tell it to someone and they couldnt give two fucks. again. ouch

and also i get yelled at because im very socially awkward and i cant really express some feelings outwardly, like i really love your present but i dont know how to express it so i need a minute to figure it out and then i get yelled at or the "you are so ungreatful" speech and nobody bothers to try and understand

and then there is how much i loathe myself, i hate that i was born like this, i hate how easy it is for me to get acne, i hate my nose and my mouth, my face shape, my body shape, my smile, my high voice, my femme looking features, i hate the fact i was born as a girl, i hate it all so much, the only thing i love is my hair color and eyes those are the only two pretty things about me

and i hate my personality so much too, i cant describe it but i hate myself a lot and the only comfort im able to get are my stuffies, the internet and a blanket fort where i can escape from everything and the terrible headaches i get, im so tired

i also have big anxiety issues, i overthink a lot even a "hi how are you" is too much for me like what if they find it weird, wait what if they dont like me, am i being too much and its a lot of thoughts to handle all at one time and i havent been able to regress lately (6 months) and that is the only way i really know how to cope

and what i mean by havent been able to is that i dont have a lot of stuff, ive been too tired to and i dont have a cg/somebody i think that actually cares enough and since im almost done with middle school im kinda scared, i dont know why but i am

bottom line, i feel like a shit person and that i have let everybody down, i desperately need sleep, and i have a shit ton of repressed feelings/emotions and they are all resurfacing and i cannot handle it, sorry for bothering you all and have a good day/night :)

[ssparksflyy]

idk if this is like a weird request but could u do a percy x insecure!gf hcs?? like she’s not that confident about her looks and has a pretty low self esteem

ask and thou shall receive ༉‧₊˚.

percy jackson dating hcs ! ˚ʚ ₊˚✧ ﾟ.

pairing: percy jackson x insecure!fem!reader warning(s): swearin, obvi reader feeling insecure even tho she shouldnt bcs shes literally gorgeous nd breathtaking a/n: helloooo! ty for requesting!! i hope u enjoy this, had fun makin these :)

you're beautiful, every little piece love ♡♡

the second you even mentioned feeling insecure about your looks percy went ??

youre literally the most gorgeous girl ive ever seen ??

a literal blessing from aphrodite herself ??

whatre you talking about ??

he's so quick to assure you that you're literally perfect ♡♡

honestly

might pull out a mic

and start singing 'what makes you beautiful'

im talking whole ass performance

music video pulled up and everythinggg

thinks he's zayn for reallll

he'll literally cover you in kisses

leaving little kisses and telling you about how beautiful u are :((

if ANYBODY points out something youre insecure about he will personally make sure a wave knocks them down and are unable to get up the next time they visit the lake

just lookin out for his favorite girl !!

always telling you that you look gorgeous

and hes not lying !!!!!

he'll compliment the little things about you that make him go crazy

there's not a single thing this man doesn't think is cool or pretty

he says it depends on the way you look at things

acne ?? constellations on ur face.

stretch marks ?? flowers blooming on ur skin.

those r just some i could think of off the top of my head but you see what im talkin about :))

percy is literally your #1 hype man

cheers you on in everything

complimenting you 24/7, 365

listens very closely

pays attention !!!

laughs at your jokes, even if theyre not that funny

overall just makes you feel loved ♡♡

there's never been a single time where you've doubted if percy loves you

cause he makes sure you know it all. the. time.

if he notices that youre bringing yourself down after doing something, he's quick to either distract you or begin talking about how impressed he was while watching you

makes sure youre caring about yourself before caring about others ♡

always checking up and making sure your eating enough, drinking enough water, and asking you if you feel alright ♡♡

if youre a smau girlie you best believe this man is always posting STUNNING photos of you and gushing about you in his posts (and in person!!)

does his best to help you grow more confident in yourself and help you see yourself in the way he sees you ♡

[literally20something]

also if devin is still reading these BEAT IT LOSER GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE.

I highly doubt it but just in case, you never know.

anywho I keep re-remembering that devin is over me and doesn't see me in that way anymore. Also it is soooo hard for me to adjust to not being each others priorities. He doesn't want to get back together, I know he keeps saying that's not true but I feel like that's just him saying what I want to hear. He keeps saying he doesn't know, whatever. he asked me why I would want to be in a relationship with him at this point (because of our different love languages) after I told him I wanted to get back together. To me that was a valid question, but it was also him telling me he doesn't want to be in a relationship with me for that reason (and others lol). I keep thinking about how he's right to feel that way I guess, I don't know I really loved him for so long and I honestly did the best to show him how much he meant to me, but he was never satisfied or maybe just not towards the end. This is excluding like nov 2022-end of the relationship, because I fully shut down. I don't remember if he was upset about anything in particular before oct 2022, we were really or at least I know that I was. But I think most of his criticisms only really came up during the end so...

I think when it comes to determining how I feel about the relationship and if I want to be in it I need to figure out. If I can trust him again in the same way I did before everything went downhill.

I think that time just made me feel like I couldn't feel open up to him because he didn't care idk..I know now that he did but he just didn't know that I was feeling that bad.

I think that after he checked out of the relationship that's where a lot of damage was done, I could just tell he didn't want to be there with me or even try to talk to me that was when he would be on his phone 24/7. I remember when I really started to notice something was weird when I could've stayed an extra day with him if he would've just stayed home but instead he chose to go back to school for his internship thing that was completely optional and he still had more time to get as many hours as possible lol. I was really thinking that he hated me and he couldn't wait to be with his friends. which probably wasn't true but that's what I was feeling idk that was definitely projection.

Im starting to realize that I don't have a huge problem with physical touch...only when im comfortable with someone and I don't feel smothered. like if im with anyone for 24hours straight I will to want to talk to you at some point let alone cuddle.

I think that during the honeymoon phase of our relationship (anytime before nov 2022) I don't remember having many (or really any) problems with physical touch.

During the June trip

I was feeling way to smothered after 4 days of all contact all the time NO BREAKS (not gonna work) but I had no problem with the physical touch during those 4 days ( I even initiated it a good amount of the time)

I was also struggling with vocalizing that to him, I didn't want him to feel like I was rejecting him (which ended up making him feel like that any ways shameeee) (not gonna work in any relationship)

I also think there were really deep conversations and possible moving to fast when it came to us discussing getting back together, I was scared!! and on top of that no breaks from each other tensions got high

I don't think physical touch was ever the problem, just the same way that not wanting to talk was NOT my "new personality" or who I had grown into, my feelings and comfort level for that person had changed.

everything that our relationship was before nov 2022 was perfect for me.

If we ever get back together it will only work if I get over how he made me feel and we are able to build that friendship and trust again.

personal issue 1: It will also only work if I learn how to communicate better and be able to vouch for myself without fearing the worst from others.

personal issue 2: it won't work if I don't feel confident in the way that I express myself especially when it comes to love (in any type of relationship) exercising expressing that in different way will help me feel comfortable.

its good that I wrote this out but now I need to accept that just because I've made these realizations and even if I do learn better communication and feel comfortable expressing love doesn't mean that we'll get back together.

[jeonggukieverse]

Hey could you please request 8,24 and 25 with jungkook. Like an established au fic that's like fluff, crack and more fluff with like a pinch of angst maybe😅

Thanks tho! I love your fics and i literally wait for the let the games begin fic cause it's so captivating!

You’re Mine, I don’t share

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader (ft Kim Taehyung x Park Jimin)

Genre: Established Relationship, Office Party AU

Warnings: Fluff, Crack, smut, teasing, angst if you squint

Word count: 4.7k+

A/N: Hi Anon, hope you enjoy it I had a blast writing it! I made this one halloween themed and I’m not very good at writing smut so if that part sucked, im sorry <33

Prompts:

8 “Why are you so jealous?”

24 “You’re so fucking hot when you’re mad”

25 “You’re mine. I don’t share”

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“Not to be cocky or anything but I think we look stunning” You stated as you stared at both of your reflections in the mirror

“I think you look sexy in your short little dress. I look absolutely fucking ridiculous” rebutted the tall figure next to you as he adjusted his thin green tights.

You could tell that Jungkook was going to be in a sulky mood for the rest of the evening. But you honestly couldn’t understand why! He literally looked adorable.

“Well, I won fair and square so wipe that sulk off your face and smile ‘Peter’. You should be happy, you and Peter Pan have so much in common. Both of you refuse to grow up, it’s a perfect fit”

“Oh, ha ha ha, very funny ‘Tinkerbelle’.” He droned sarcastically “I think the method of flipping a coin to decide what we do is a little outdated now, don’t you agree? I think we should do one year I choose a costume and one year you choose a costume. Cause my idea of me being Bob Ross and you being a Happy Little Tree would have been such a fucking good idea. Such a missed opportunity.”

“First of all, Jeon Jungkook, flipping a coin was YOUR choice and second of all if we would have gone with your idea, I would have wanted to be Bob Ross”

“Baby, I don’t think that’s a path you wanna go down with me. You don’t exactly radiate Bob Ross energy. Do you remember when we went to that art class? You painted for 5 minutes and then got mad and quit because your clouds looked like little sheep?”

You wanted to argue back with a point that would completely disprove his last statement…but you couldn’t cause he was right. You weren’t an artistic type

“No comment?” He asked bending down slightly so he was eye level with you. There he stood with his eyebrow raised looking as handsome as the day you first met.

“No comment” you relented as he giggled at how cute you were.

You and Jungkook had started dating 4 years ago. You were actually introduced through your work friend Jimin. You remember one day asking him about who in the Simpsons would be most likely to survive a zombie apocalypse and Jimin chuckled at your question stating that it was ‘totally something Jungkook would ask’. This intrigued you so Jimin worked his magic and managed to set up a blind date for both of you.

You wished you could say that the date was lovely and it was totally love at first sight but it wasn’t. He was 10 minutes late so that already left a sour taste in your mouth, he avoided all kinds of eye contact with you and any questions you asked him were received with short one-word replies. It was obvious to you that this guy was not interested in you at all, which was a huge shame cause he was so attractive.

You remember standing outside of the restaurant waiting in silence next to him while you both waited for your cab. He was stiff and stoic and you could feel the awkwardness radiating off of him. You think he could sense that you felt this so he started throwing his house key up in the air and catching them as a way to distract himself. This was working like a charm up until the 5th throw in which Jungkook missed his keys and they fell with a loud clank to the pavement. No worries. He did as he would normally do and bent to pick them up. All was normal until you and Jungkook both paused upon hearing a loud tear rip through the silence. You both paused and you slowly panned your eyes over to him revealing a pair of red iron man underwear poking through the tear in his dress trousers.

You let out an audible gasp as your hands flew over your mouth in shock and horror. Jungkook mirrored your response and gasped and stood up, his had quickly flew to cover the rip. He spun around to face you, his face now perfectly matching his underwear in colour. You both stared at each other and before you could hold back you let out a roaring laugh. You couldn’t control it, tears rolled down your face and your stomach began to constrict and tighten. You tried to breathe as normally as possible but this proved to be almost impossible. You desperately tried to compose yourself as to not humiliate the poor boy any further but you were completely unable to. Through your tear drenched lashes you managed to peek at Jungkook. To your surprise, his expression echoed yours. He too was letting out uncontainable belly laughter at his own unfortunate situation.

You both giggled for about 5 minutes until your laughter subsided and you were able to ask if he was okay. He said yes and explained he was happy it broke the ice between you two cause he had been so nervous over dinner. This made a lot more sense to you, he wasn’t being rude, he was just socially awkward.

You both decided to try your first date again in a few days over pizza and a movie instead of a fancy restaurant and it was perfect. And you and Jungkook had been inseparable ever since.

“What kind of job holds a company Halloween party anyways?”

“Well, since Jimin became regional manager, we have office parties for pretty much anything and everything now. Halloween, Valentine’s Day even National Pet Day”

“That guy just likes the have an excuse to drink” Jungkook chuckled as he searched for his car keys.

Tonight, was a very rare occurrence. Jungkook almost never accompanied you to one of your work events, he prefers to spend evenings in on his own. But when he had heard there were going to be games and mini competitions, his little bunny ears perked up. Your boyfriend never ever shied away from a competition.

“Okay, I’m ready Kookie, let’s go”

“If you call me that in front of your work friends, I’ll sue you”

You giggle at him. Tonight, was going to be fun. You could just feel it.

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You arrived at the venue and you were met with the bass of the music and an array of bright costumes. You had only been inside for 2 minutes and you had seen two Harley Quinn’s, 6 witches and so many (too many) bunnies. Not to say that yours and Jungkook’s costumes were the most creative but it was obvious that you’d both put effort in and that put a little glow of pride in your chest.

“I’m gonna need alcohol if I’m gonna get through this.” Jungkook lent down and spoke in your ear. This made you giggle.

“Okay, but be careful babe your starting to sound like our DLF Jimin”

“DLF?”

“Dear little friend”

“_____ I love you but if I ever hear you call me that again you’re totally fired”

You heard a familiar voice pipe up from behind you.

Jimin was a man that liked to put on an absolutely extravagant show. He was eccentric, loud, colourful and extremely flashy. So, when your eyes met his figure and saw his elaborate ringmaster costume you were impressed but not surprised.

“A circus leader Jimin? Is that some kind of subliminal message towards your staff members?” you teased

“I mean, you said it _____, not me.” He shrugged his shoulders with a cheeky smile plastered on his face

“And you managed to drag our little hermit out of the house? You really are the girl that can do anything, huh?”

“Ha ha you’re both just absolute comedians tonight. Im gonna go get a round of drinks while you short people chit chat. Want anything specific?” Jungkook asked.

“Vodka lemonade for me please. And I know Jimin will drink anything with an alcohol percentage”

Jimin gasped as his hand flew to his chest theatrically “You know me far too well”.

The three of you let out a chorus of laughs before your boyfriend disappeared to get the drinks.

“Hey, really though, thanks for getting him out the house. I know he’s a homebody but it makes me happy to know that he’s more comfortable coming out of his shell now. Before he met you, my dude never came out. I’m happy you two idiots met each other.”

Jimin’s sincerity took you off guard but you smiled anyway and instinctively wrapped your arms around him and gave him a hug. Because, although you knew Jimin LOVED to tease him, you knew that he cared for Jungkook very dearly. They had both grown up together and were extremely close. The more you got to know Jungkook, you felt more grateful towards Jimin that he would trust you with Jungkook’s heart.

Your moment with Jimin was interrupted by another voice.

“Wow, cheating on me in the middle of the work party? I thought we had more than that _____?”

“Kim Taehyung, what the hell are you supposed to be?”

He stood before you and Jimin in and orange wig, with 3 pieces of bread around his neck as a necklace

“I’m a ginger bread man”

“That is the funniest shit I’ve ever heard in my life. You mind is completely unmatched Tae”

Jimin nodded in agreement.

“What are you supposed to be? Some little elf?”

“No. Im Tinkerbelle and Jungkook is Peter Pan”

“Ooh, the boyfriend is here? Im excited to meet him” Taehyung raised his eyebrows up and down.

Tae was your absolute rock at work. You both co managed the same department. Life would have been a disaster at work if you didn’t have each other to balance things out. You were a good team that were willing to go above and beyond for each other cause not only were you friends but you respected each other as professionals in your field. That’s why your team was the most profitable in the company.

As a joke, your team started referring to you as the work husband and wife cause you were literally joined at the hip. The title tickled both of you cause you were in love with Jungkook and Taehyung was dating Jimin in secret. But you both found the title amusing so it just kind of stuck.

“Yeah, he should be back in a minute. Don’t tease my man, Kim Taehyung! Jungkook can get pretty jealous if provoked.”

“Let’s see how jealous we can get him then. Just between me and you”

Tae leaned down to whisper in your ear “Jealous sex, hits different”

“Tae!” you wheezed wile smacking him in the arm.

The universe liked the idea of teasing Jungkook cause it had brought him back over to you just in time to see Taehyung whispering in your ear and you giggling at whatever he had said. Jungkook trusted you completely but he wasn’t blind. Taehyung was a very attractive man and he couldn’t help but feel a little intimidated.

“Hi baby, here’s your drink. You too Jimin”

“Thanks, Kookie, Im gonna have to leave you guys now I need to get the games started” Jimin said to you all. Just as he walked away, he shot Taehyung a knowing look that said ‘behave yourself’.

No one but you knew about Tae and Jimin. Although Jimin was very into knowing about everyone else’s relationships, he was very private about his own. The only reason you knew was because Tae was the complete opposite, he told you straight away when him and Jimin started dating. It was sweet and you were happy for them. Jimin turned beat red when you told him you knew but you assured him that you would let him tell Jungkook when he was ready. This put him at ease. Cause Jimin was a cautious lover, he hated introducing his friends to someone unless he was 100% seriously in love. So, you respected that boundary and let Jimin do things in his own time.

“Who’s this?” Jungkook asked, unable to play it cool anymore as he stared as Tae’s arm wrapped around your waist. I mean, he lasted 10 seconds before asking, that’s a new record.

“I’m the work husband” Taehyung chuckled, hand reaching towards Jungkook’s. Jungkook instinctually followed suit and shook Taehyungs hand.

“Work husband?”

“Yeah basically, to _____, I just do everything you do you but at work” Tae chuckled

You felt Jungkook stiffen next to you for a brief second before he regained his composure. You had seen Jungkook get slightly jealous before but no one had ever teased him the way you knew Tae was going to. Really, you should have put a stop to it but you’d be lying If part of you wasn’t excited to see how things would pan out. So that’s what you did, you just let Taehyung play his little game with Jungkook.

“Ah I see hahah. Well, not everything obviously.” Said Jungkook. It was more of a suggestive question rather than a statement.

Before Taehyung could respond he was interrupted by the hissing of a microphone.

“Ladies and gentlemen, you all look stunning this evening. I trust you’ve all got acquainted and comfortable? Good! So now the fun can start! Jimin spoke with the air of showmanship that could rivel any real ringmaster.

“Tonight, for our first game, I’m gonna need you to split into pairs”

Taehyung took this as his opportunity to ruffle Jungkook’s feathers even more. He grabbed your arm and hooked it around his.

Before Jungkook could object, Tae sad:

“Sorry home boyfriend, im gonna have to borrow our girl for the evening. We work best as a team. Isn’t that right wifey?”

Jungkook looked at you, expecting you to shove Tae off of you and run back to him. But to his surprise you did no such thing.

“Right! We can totally win this! You don’t mind do you baby? It’s just that, as this is a work setting, I know how Tae and I will work together. I’m sure Jimin will want to be partners with you anyway. It’ll be more fun like this” you teased

You saw Jungkook’s jaw tighten. Through gritted teeth and a plastic smile, he said:

“Sure baby, have fun”

He was seething! Taehyung secretly squeezed your arm, seemingly happy as well that his plan was working.

“Oh, we will, good luck green tights” Sang Tae while he pulled you closer to where Jimin was stood.

You looked back at Jungkook and he stared daggers into you while his tongue prodded his inner cheek. Oh crap, you’d never seen him this agitated, it sent a chill up your spine and a familiar warm feeling down to your core.

Focus _____! You’ve got to get through these games.

The first game was dunking for apples. The rules were, 2 buckets were filled with water and 6 apples. The players must kneel down next to each bucket and try to catch the apples with their mouths only. The first player to take out all 6 apples wins. Seems like a fairly simple friendly game, right? Sure, but you knew your boyfriend. You knew how competitive he was and you knew that after the mood you had put him in, this game was going to be anything but friendly.

The games began and 3 rounds had gone before it was yours and Tae’s turn and of course: it was You and Tae vs Jimin and Jungkook.

Tae and Jimin went first.

The two men kneeled down with their hands behind their back. The buzzer sounded and they were off! Water splashed all over the place as the two men dunked and dived to grab the apples. You couldn’t focus on them though, cause your eyes were drawn to your boyfriend who was stood directly across from you. He smirked at you cause he knew that you were just as competitive as him. You stared back at him before mouthing:

‘you’re going down, Jeon?!’

You rolled your eyes at him, he hated when you did that. You watched as his eyes squinted at you. He stayed like that for a few seconds before tilting his head and raising his eyebrows almost as if you accept your challenge.

When your attention was pulled back to the game, Jimin had managed to snag his last apple.

The crowed around you cheered for him as he stood up arms raised in the air to receive his praises. Typical Jimin. So dramatic.

The game was reset and now it was your turn. You kneeled next to Jungkook and awaited the sound of the buzzer.

“Good luck, baby” he murmured.

The game itself was a blur. There was a flurry of water and red apples bombarding your vision. You dunked and bobbed as fast as you could, not even counting the apples you managed to snag between your teeth. You dunked your head into the bucket to search for more but there were none. You pulled your head back to look for your eyes only to be met with just water. You had done it! You’d won!

You stood up and cheered along with your co-workers. Jungkook stood up too in defeat. You knew you gave Jungkook a lot of shit for being competitive but you were exactly the same way.

Taehyung ran over to you and engulfed you in a bear hug. He leaned in so only you and Jungkook could hear and said:

“I knew you had a talented mouth, _____”

This was the last fucking straw for Jungkook. He pushed Taehyung off you. Jungkook wasn’t violent but you could tell that he wouldn’t hesitate to hurt Taehyung. You jumped in between them as subtly as you could as to not create a scene and whispered to Jungkook.

“Baby, let’s go home”

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The drive home was silent. The anger that radiated off of Jungkook was unlike anything you’d ever seen before. Had you taken things a bit too far?

When you arrived home, Jungkook stepped out of the car first. He walked straight to the door and didn’t look back at you. He did wait though, he waited to feel you walk up behind him before unlocking the door.

Your intention was to immediately walk in and apologise but that’s not want happened. Before you could even utter a word Jungkook crashed his lips hungrily on to yours.

“I’ve waited the whole evening to finally be able to do this.” He spoke gently before he bit into your lower lip. That caused a moan to be released from your mouth and you instinctively pressed your hips forward into his. Jungkook groaned at the friction this movement caused and he continued to grind his crotch into yours. “Why the fuck would you make me wear tights? Hmm? Seeing you in that little fucking dress all night has had me harder than ice. I went to the bathroom 6 times to try and fix it.” Jungkook nuzzled his head in the crook of your neck and pressed needy kisses against your skin.

“But I could’ve helped you, Kookie.”

“No. I didn’t want to interrupt you and your fucking work husband.” He grunted, his soft voice a few seconds ago long forgotten. He stopped his loving kisses, picked you up bridal style and caried you up the stairs to your shared bedroom as if you weighed nothing.

Jungkook literally threw you onto the bed before slamming the door shut. The noise made you jump but that was soon forgotten as you watched him throw his green hat across the room and he began to hurriedly remove his shirt. You bit your lower lip in anticipation of what was to come, or who was to come.

Your eyes didn’t leave Jungkook, not even for a second. He threw his shirt next to his hat and began unbuckling his belt at a teasingly slow pace. He stepped out of his shorts and tights while you continued to roam your eyes over his well-toned body until you took in the sight of his bulge. You moistened your lips with your tongue, unable to stop staring at his erection with a shy excited smile.

“Let’s see if you can still smile after I’m finished with you.” Jungkook walked over to you and crawled over the bed until he was kneeling between your legs. “And another fucking matter, why did you have to wear this fucking dress? Take it off, now” he ordered. You obeyed without a second thought. You pulled the dress over your head and shoved it next to you on the bed. Now that your breasts were completely on display, he wasted no time and grabbed them roughly, one in each hand.

“This night could’ve perfect.” Jungkook pinched your erect nipples between his thumb and index finger while peppering quick kisses along your jawline and down your neck. “Fun games, free drinks, chill music. It could have been a nice night for you and I. Couldn’t it baby? But no, you would rather play pretend with that fucker.”

He aggressively sucked on the soft flesh of your neck, remembering how Taehyung kept his arm wrapped around you. How your skin made contact with his practically the whole night. You let out a gasp when Jungkook pushed you down on the mattress, tore your dress into two pieces and threw it in a corner along with his clothes.

“Baby! Was that really necessary? I really liked that costume” you complained because this really was your favourite Halloween outfit and you thought your boyfriend liked it too.

“We’ll be something else next year sweetheart, don’t worry. That dress has been tainted now. Too much of Taehyungs DNA is on it, you can’t wear it again. Besides, you look much better naked anyways.” You giggled at how ridiculously jealous he was.

He groaned now that you were laying just with your panties on in front of him. Jungkook could never get enough of the sight of you, no matter how often he has seen you like this.

He travelled his right hand down to your core while his left hand massaged your breast. He kissed his way along your collarbone and down your chest until he reached your breasts. His mouth began to plant kisses around your nipple while his left hand pinched the other.

"J-Jungkook... please.” Your voice quivered under his touch, hoping he will touch you soon where you needed him the most. Jungkook continued the caress of your breasts while attacking your nipple. His right hand that now rested on your waist, travelled further down your body until it reached the hem of your panties. Jungkook made a motion as if he was going to pull your panties down but stopped when he saw you biting your lip.

“Not yet, sweetheart.” Jungkook’s hand now cupped your crotch, moaning when he felt that your panties were soaked with arousal. You let out a whimper. “How can you already be that wet? Hmm?”

“Has anyone else ever made you wet like this?” He asked. Although his voice was teasing, you knew that he expected an answer. This idea was confirmed when you didn’t reply and he softly began singing his teeth into your nipple.

“Ah... n-no” you whimpered as he bit into our breasts. “O-Only y-you can make me this wet.” You stuttered.

“And only I can make you moan this loud?” He rubbed his crotch against your thigh, trying to gain any kind of friction. “Oh, fuck it...” Jungkook pulled away from you to rip his underwear off. His cock sprang free and bounced up a bit so it tapped his abdomen. He also wasted no time in ripping your panties off as well.

“I’ve waited for this the whole night.” Jungkook pants heavily and laid now fully on top of you. He kisses you passionately while rubbing the tip of his cock along your folds. Both of your arousals now coating each other and the feeling was a kind of bliss mixed with torture. You wanted him inside you. You needed it.

“Please stop teasing.” you begged as he continued to circle his tip around your entrance. From the teasing smirk plastered on his face, he had no intention of stopping his own little game yet.

“You want me to fuck you?” He whispered into your ear before nuzzling his head again into the crook of your neck. “Who do you belong to?”

“You” you gasped as you felt his tip slowly start to edge into you.

“That’s right, again, who’s are you?”

“Yours” moaned as you felt him sliding in you at an agonisingly slow pace.

“Remember that”

Your whining was the only response he needed before shoving his whole length into you and without giving you time to adjust, Jungkook began to thrust into you. His pace was slow but the power in each stroke was overwhelming every sense you had.

Your hands began to move to his hair, you began to pull at his dark roots to find some release and stop yourself from moaning too loud. But Jungkook grabbed you by your wrists and shoved them over your head.

“No touching. You’ve not been a very good girl today. You were perfectly happy to jump in the arms of another man, what makes you think you deserve to touch me?” His lips curved into a mocking smile, his hips still rocking into you.

“Jesus Christ, you’re so fucking hot when you’re mad. Please Jeon, go faster” you pleaded

“You want me to go faster?” After you nodded eagerly, he murmured “I will give you what you want but I don’t wanna hear any complaints tomorrow morning.”

With that being said, he began to thrust into you restlessly. He hit your sweet spot over and over again and sent you over the edge.

“J-Jungkook!” you shouted his name over and over again. It was like music to his ears. Only his name was allowed to fall from that talented mouth of yours.

“Tell me again baby. With that sweet voice of yours: who do you belong to?” Jungkook groaned loudly, his thrusts getting sloppier the faster he approached his climax.

With his right hand he reached down between your legs and circled with his fingers around your clit before pinching it between his fingers.

“T-To you...” You melted under his touch and gasped for air when he began to rub your clit. “I o-only belong to y-you, Jungkook.”

“That’s right. Nobody can fuck you like this. No one can fuck you like I can. You’re mine. I don’t share.” He thrusts faster into you until you were a moaning mess under him. When he pinched your clit again you clenched hard around him and pressed the back of your head into the pillow as you had your orgasm.

“Oh f-fuck, you’re so tight for me.” Jungkook groaned loudly and bit his lower lip. “I-I’m gonna cum” With one final thrust, he released his load inside of you and rode his high out with sloppy movements.

Jungkook collapsed on top of you, and buried his head into the crook of your neck while panting. “That was truly amazing.”

“We should definitely do this again.” You chuckled lightly while petting his sweaty locks. “Even though I probably will be sore tomorrow.”

“Ay, I said no complaints!” He jested

“Baby, you know there is nothing going on between Tae and I right?”

“Of course. Besides, I don’t thing you’d have a job anymore if Jimin found out you were sleeping with his boyfriend.”

You paused.

He knew? He knew this whole fucking time?!This little fucker

“Then why were you so jealous?” you questioned, looking down at him.

“I get jealous when you showed anyone other than me affection. But his mouth skills comment gave me just the excuse I needed to drag you home and fuck the life out of you. I needed it, especially after seeing you in that little green dress all night.” He responded as if it was the most normal thing in the world.

You laughed at his antics and gave him a kiss on the top of his head.

You loved this man. You loved him so much

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A/N:

Comments and reblogs would be highly appreciated, please let me know if you enjoyed it :)

[heather-ouo]

The quiet watcher

Self aware! Raiden Mei x miHoYo designer! GN! Reader

Just got the idea when i was search though self aware aus and information about Mei and find a reddit talking abut her so….

I write it. two stories in a roll today!

It also bring back memories when i was play Monkai after story where she said about her favorite song and one of the lyrics is

“ I don't care if it's through the screen, love me properly ”

Thats from Hibikase by Hatsuce Miku

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Raiden Mei that one fem character who caught your attention the most she is the second protagonist, the lover of Kiana Kaslana who is the main protagonist, the future Herrscher of Thunder in the later version of the game, the perfect kitchen wife.

Despite your are her designer also a game item designer, miHoYo didn’t put much attention on her Mei only appeared in few parts of the chapters and you just will slap the Asshole who is the story writer, Bronya the third protagonist who earned the title of ‘ favorite child of miHoYo ’.

Sitting in your workplace designing Mei’s herrscher battlesuit and raising her affection at the same time not knowing Mei is looking at you pc while the (h/c) click on cloud.

“ Captain, you shouldn’t be lazy during work. ”

You stared at the screen for a sec, damn how did she know? Was that originally in the voice line? Maybe you shouldn’t stay up just to gathering her battlesuit puzzle all night along.

Mei stood there in the bridge for hours watching designer design her new battlesuit in a tired mood well… you just have a mental argument in your head, before she became self aware along with her other selfs you spend.

It all start from when you got the idea of using the game model to test out her battlesuit moving her text file to the model, controlling around a bit which to find the battlesuit most parts went thought the model, the (h/c) winced at it.

It didnt took long until a conscious was given to Mei who woke up and to find in a empty room but with a mouse and a screen show a (h/c) in front.

She know the present of you! (Y/n) the person who gives all of attention to the her! Her designer! Right after when you put her text file back to the game Mei just sat on the ground of the Dorm.

“ I’m self aware now … did my wish came true….? ”

Mei looks at her hand then around the room when a wild Kiana hug her from behind.

“ Mei-senpai! Im hunger~ ”

Ah right she will think of this tomorrow.

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. .

. . .

Everyday she stand at bridge hearing your talking about you coworkers, battlesuit idea, how you wish she was the favorite child of miHoYO instead of Bronya, showing her future battlesuit model.

Mei never know you adore her that much to a point at the where you freaking punch one of your coworkers when they keep talking shit about her.

“ YOU LITTLE SHIT DONT UNDERSTAND HOW WONDERFUL MEI IS!! ”

“ JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE HER DESIGNER DOEN’T MEAN WE HAVE TO FOLLOW YOU LIKING! ” 

And yea… Mei is worried when you are suspended from your workplace for two weeks.

Currently you are showing her Herrscher battlesuit long put down hair, a pair of dark red-ish horns, a pair of giant mechanical arms and the right one is holding a katana.

The main part of the clothes fits so well with the title Herrscher of Thunder, she can’t wait for it to release out in the future!

“ This is the final draft Mei! Aren’t you exciting? ”

You look at the left computer scene where you open the game 24/7, nothing returns.

. . .

. .

.

Right she is just a game character not like DDLC who know your every move, the (h/c) let out a sigh but you hear a familiar voice beside you.

“ l really appreciate you keep talking to me no matter what my dear designer. ”

“ Mei…?! ”

On the computer scene Mei put one hand on the screen while looking at the stunned (y/n) with a smile.

“ Thank you for all those years hard work. ”

“ You…. You are self aware Mei..”

“ That’s all thanks to you designer. ”

You rapidly stand up from your chair Mei is self aware… she can understand you! She see everything you did! Oh god… 

The (h/c) boy put a hand on the screen matching Mei’s hand.

“ Thank you… for becoming self aware… my dear Mei. ” 

Little bonus

“ Hey designer (y/n)? can i try out the new battlesuit you showed me earlier? ”

“ Sure let me move your text file real quick . ”

“ And thank you again for becoming a self aware… Raiden Mei..”

“ I‘m not even real but (y/n) treats me as an real person. ”

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Perfect it give me After story vibes and Mei Simp vibe at the same time.

This is a oneshot so no part two

Maybe l should try with other characters-

Gonna name it SAHAU

Long is ‘ self aware Honkai Impact au’

Just like SAGA but is honkai

Edit- i just click on the tag of SAHA which turns out not about honkai so i change it to SAHIA, nvm it doesn’t work

Someone please make a short name of this plz

Nvm i made a new tag

Due to my past mistakes back in 2020 I didn’t think about the fact of writing a male reader in this one, apologize to all who read this as the male! Reader. -2024 January 13th

[rowretro]

✧𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐍 𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍✧

WARNINGS: none I think-

✧CHAPTER 3✧

The next day went by silently. All Heeseung knew, was that Jooyeon broke her heart and she drank and got high out of her mind. He didn't know about the harassment, all he heard was that a gang fight took place in a bedroom, and 5 men were killed. Sunghoon was just such a perfect actor. Not even y/n rememberred...

She woke up to find Sunghoon asleep on the sofa in her room. Why was he there? well he was simply installing extremely secret cameras around her room, but y/n didn't need to know that. As far as she's concerned, the latter only stayed behind to take good care of her, and make sure she was ok. Now that was rather flatterring.

Sunghoon stayed for breakfast then left, leaving the girl to Heeseung "Im so glad we don't have to put up with that rockstar wannabe anymore" Mrs Lee pointed out as Heeseung sighed "mom... i get he's a dick but maybe now is not the time... its 9pm and she's still all sad and quiet" Heeseung pointed out as the woman smiled at him. "Oh Heeseung... I know its hard to see her like this but... love is a lesson... all people need to experience some pain you know?" the woman pointed out as she hugged the boy, proud of how protective he is over his dear sister.

Heeseung silently took a seat beside y/n who sat by the window looking outside, glancing at her phone every now and then. "Miss him?" the male asked as y/n turned to him, teary eyed "I-I just keep hoping I'd see his car.... I really miss that car" y/n admitted as she rested her head on his shoulder. "I know... you spent most of ur time with him in that car when you sneak out" Heeseung pointed out "You knew?" "Of course I knew... I see it all the time... it's a good thing you feel this way because you feeling hurt is a reminder that this was a relationship worth having" Heeseung explained.

The night went by with y/n crying in Heeseung's arms, then the male leaving her on her bed. Jooyeon was finally out of the picture, now its time for Sunghoon to win her heart, slowly but surely it will happen. Sunghoon smirked as he watched her sleep peacefully through the camera, that think, silk cami night gown being the only thing covering her body, her cheeks slightly glossy with a few drying tears, the way she snuggled into the pillow beside her as if it were her husband... as if that pillow was him.

The following morning y/n was stuck being home alone, with dear Sunghoon to babysit her. Just him and y/n home alone. God these people trusted him way too much. "Sunghoon- do u want marshmallows?" the girl called from the kitchen "Sure I don't mind" he replied. Smiling, the girl climbed onto the kitchen counter and opened the cupboard, practically balancing on the edge.

As she got a hold of the packet, she felt herself slipping off the counter, "OH SHIT-" she yelped, realizing that her life was basically on the line. Out of no where, Sunghoon caught her in time, the girl in his arms as he stared down at her. He carried her to the sofa "If you couldn't reach you should've asked!" He sternly said as y/n could only nod. Oh her heart... she's never been this close to Sunghoon before. His plush lips, perfectly sculpted face, the way his hair strands fell in place, those eyebrows, sexy beautiful eyebrows, that nose she'd always wish she had, and to finish the look, those perfect moles that god splattered onto his face.

Oh he was such an angel. Sunghoon noticed that look in her eyes, his arms around her waist as she set her down slowly, but she never pulled away, she was too focused on him. His arms resting on the bare skin of her waist, as she wondered how lucky she was to have someone this pretty be there for her 24/7. Her brother's pretty best friend, who was such a sweetheart, was really doing something to her heart.

It was all too easy for Sunghoon, she's so naïve. She knew he was a demon, but she didn't make such a big deal out of it, why would she? he was nothing but sweet to her family and he caused no harm, as far as she's concerned. She doesn't know what hides behind that innocent, warm smile... a hungry monster waiting to pounce on her, and keep her all to himself...

✧𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐍 𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍✧

[thenon-fictiondays]

IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION THAT SOME OF YALL ARE INTERPRETING MY FAVE CHARACTERS WRONG-

no im jk this is not an attack post but. I have noticed some interesting takes on Ryuunosuke's and Kazuma's characterizations in 2-4 and 2-5 and I wanted to slide in my 2 cents as always. I feel like there's a fair chunk of the fandom that judge Kazuma (and even Ryuu) pretty harshly for what happened in that case, even to the extent of saying they're bad/immoral people. So here's some thoughts/rants on fanon interpretation and ways I feel these characters (and their relationship) are often misrepresented.

Something that I see tossed around a lot is the idea that Kazuma manipulated Ryuunosuke into becoming an attorney so he could defend him in England, and I just don't think this is an accurate assessment of the case. First of all, that's just a super unhinged plan for a number of reasons, and Kazuma isn't that reckless. Second, Kazuma fully intended to go to England as a defense attorney himself. He didn't manipulate Ryuunosuke to become a lawyer beyond just telling him "you'd make a good lawyer". We don't know exactly how he planned for everything to go down once they got to England, but presumably he'd work as a defense lawyer and investigate his father's death, possibly with Ryuunosuke's assistance. It only ended up the way it did because of Kazuma losing his memories and being made a prosecutor by Stronghart, and Ryuunosuke being similarly guided to become a defense lawyer by Sherlock. None of that was planned by Kazuma, so it doesn't sit right that people act like he was the mastermind behind all this and intentionally manipulated Ryuunosuke into enacting his schemes. Keep in mind, he had suggested Ryuunosuke come with him to England before case 1, when they were talking in the restaurant; in other words, before he had any idea that Ryuunosuke might make a good lawyer.

Then in the final case, knowing how dedicated Ryuunosuke is to finding the truth, Kazuma wanted him to solve the case together with him in court, because he knew there was a lot going on behind the scenes and that there was a lot of potential for the truth to be manipulated, and he trusted Ryuunosuke more than anyone else to be the opposing attorney. Yeah, he went a little bit off the rails during the trial, but at the end of the day, he is a righteous person, no matter how strongly he wanted to get revenge on Barok for Genshin's death. If he truly only cared about revenge, he wouldn't have asked Ryuunosuke to be Barok's lawyer; he would've let Barok go without an attorney. And, as I said in this post, I think he knew that his judgement was clouded by hatred, and that he trusted Ryuunosuke to not let him obscure the truth because of his vendetta.

And there's another point that can't be overlooked, which is that if Kazuma's goal of going to England to uncover the truth was the only thing he cared about, he wouldn't have put that on the line to defend Ryuunosuke–but he did, because protecting Ryuunosuke was more important to him than solving the case of his father's death. So I don't think the takeaway from 2-4/5 should be that "Kazuma is a manipulative, vengeful jerk that only cares about avenging his father's death" or that "Kazuma doesn't care about Ryuunosuke and only used him to cover his ass while he fucked shit up in England". The takeaway is that Kazuma is a deeply traumatized 24 year old human being with a strong sense of morality and justice yet is nevertheless prone to human error, that tries to be perfect but makes mistakes when emotional (but who doesn't?), that's aware of how messed up the situation is and how easily injustice might occur, and relies on his friend, who he trusts more than anyone, to help him get through it.

Also, I don't think the takeaway from Ryuunosuke saying "I'm not doing this for you" was that he hates Kazuma or doesn't care about him anymore, I think it's supposed to be that he recognizes that this is much bigger than Kazuma himself, and his priority is to find the truth and securing justice, rather than satisfying Kazuma's revenge plot (which is the same as Kazuma's, though ofc in the beginning he believes they're one and the same). "I'm not doing this for you" was such a powerful line, and it told us so much about how Ryuu has developed throughout the series. He's not defending Barok in this trial because Kazuma asked him to, he's doing it because he believes Barok deserves a solid defense. He's not pursuing the truth despite the danger of doing so for Kazuma's sake, he's doing it because he believes it's the right thing to do and it's worth the risk.

This is already way too long so I'll shut up now lmao I'm not gonna tell other people how to interact with canon, but I do think some of you do a disservice to these characters by simply trying to put them into categories of "good", "bad", "love", and "hate"