#light just hurting your eyes constantly so you gotta wear sunglasses indoors

[onesaltyerik]

living in my body is like -

ooh yay! woke up at a decent time today! the sun is shining, got the dishes done, had a good breakfast, bloods are good, I be hydrated, got the meds, got dressed up with some cool earrings and such, hell yeah I am READY for today!

five minutes later

everything HURTS and it's too hot and the clothes feel wrong and my eyes hate the light ow fucking hell why is it so BRIGHT out why does my skin feel like thousands of needles are poking under it all the time wtf?! my shirt collar is touching my neck and it feels like i'm being strangled get it off get it off get it off i have all the screens on the lowest possible setting and I've closed my windows and it's STILL too bright and i'm nauseous and dizzy and my head hurts and the meds aren't working why is being alive pain?!!!!!!

five more minutes later

wtf was that about? i'm fine, i just needed a nap.

five MORE minutes later

WRONG! oh my god so wrong! everything is wrong! the room is wrong! the clothes are WRONG! the texture is WRONG! everything hurts again! too bright! too loud! owowowowowowow!

seriously wtf is up with that? dumbass body won't let me just be alive and function. I got dnd later today, i can't be feeling like shit for dnd!

(then again maybe that's why all my characters I've played have some sort of undiagnosed medical fuckery going on?)