#life is fucken weird man thank god its improving for me.

[creativebrainrot]

sometimes i feel really selfconcious abt how much i have to say cause i feel like it looks like im tryin to get the last word but i swear im not im just so very excited to talk LMAO i always have a lot to say. i know "talking too much" isnt like. an actual thing. because usually its just, actually personality conflicts. like i mean its not morally wrong to talk a lot or whatever. im not trying to get the last word im just chatty.

i was kinda trained to be mega self conscious by my abuser and its faded A LOT but "talking too much" or appearing like im trying to get the last word still gets under my skin. idk. my friends are chill, im sure no one i talk to thinks that of me in like a mean way. everyone ive met through gw2blr has been extremely relaxed and kind. we're all just here to play funney bideo gaem and talk abt funney littel guyes. 👍

its nice. and ive been able to regain my self confidence, which i lost when i was like. eight. i havent felt this sefe and secure in my self since I was six. That's not hyperbole. the last time i wasnt scared of talking to people or starting conversations, i was an actual toddler. im twenty-one now. insane.

anyway shout out to how chill this community is and thank you all for being so chill 👍 hope i get to keep hanging out with you and making jokes with you.