#late night thoughts you know?
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One day I will have all my dreams come true. I'll have enough energy to do shit that I want, and my stupid ass brain won't get in the way. I'll be able to have fun and work towards my goals without self sabotaging. I will have a better life for me and my future wife. I will have therapy and support groups and emotional support cats. I will be happy and content where I am in time, but not afraid to look forward to future events. I will have and get what I want and not feel bad about doing it because it doesn't prevent others from getting what they want. Only when I don't do it am I preventing someone from achieving their goals, and that someone is me.
And it could start today. Or tomorrow or this week. This month, this year. I still have time. I will make the time.
Wait for me.
#kb vents#sorry just. watching other people achieve their goals makes me so happy for them#but my shit brain always makes me look at where I am and that I'm not where I want to be#but no one can help me with that. i have to help myself. and i need to stop making excuses and face reality all reasy#ive done so much to survive in a world that does not make it easy to survive. that is enough reason to keep going.#late night thoughts you know?#i should sleep.
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Gn!reader
-> I really feel like lucifer and barbatos would always challenge about who could act mc with more gentleman behaviour. Like bros would sending each other death glare and then turn to mc with the softest gaze.
Lucifer: MC, would you like me to court you to the dance saloon.
Barbatos: *tch* What a foolish request. As the butler of this castle it my duty to do so, just let me my dear *he says as he doesn't even wait your respond take your hand with him to walk you away gently. He feels lucifer's burning gaze in his neck*
Barbatos: MC my dear, i heard you were intrested in devildom night opera? Very well. I shall assist you to the the-
Lucifer: Not needed. MC is living in HoL and since they are in our responsibility to protect i will assist them to go theatre. Well then, have a nice day Barbatos. Shall we, mc? *he says as he hold your belly and takes you out from classroom and sees Barbatos's grip on his chin becomes tighter.*
One day, at Diavolo's Castle where he invited you and lucifer to have a tea party this chaos is also seen by Diavolo
Lucifer: They don't love their tea like that. Let me do it.
Barbatos: My my, have you forgoten who's tea you came to drink tea lucifer?
Lucifer: Then do the tea like how you know my tastes. Ah but you dont know it well since you dont live with MC ri-
Barbatos: Very well. But i wont let you serve to them. Your poor knowledge about serving to them is out of lines.
*as the girls are fighting Diavolo turns and looks at your worried face*
Diavolo: Want to sneak away?
MC: ...yes please.
[In fact, he uses this issue to his advantage ;) ]
#by.aychu#i know lucifer read barbatos's devilgram posts with jealousy and then texting mc like : i could court you better etc#and i know barbatos always shares lucifer's unusual sides/mistakes to you so he can make you laugh and at the same time making him embrasse#and there is diavolo who is like 'oh my im so sorry mc :( anyways want to spend time with me? dont be shy!!#bro's a born cheater (he's in love)#obey me#obey me diavolo#obey me barbatos#obey me lucifer#obey me lucifer x reader#obey me barbatos x reader#obey me headcanons#late night thoughts...#obey me mc#obey me diavolo x reader
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nahhh bro 💀💀💀💀
#ava#animator vs animation#alan becker#ava victim#ava agent#mygod this is so fucking stupid#im sorry for this it was a late night thought and it was so hilarious to think about#he does kinda look like an alan though the more i look at him#new name hc dropped /JOKES#also stickizens is what im calling outernet sticks from now on hehe#this is also an attempt at a comic and writing dialogue for these two so please tell me what you think#“LILAC YOUCOULD HAVE JUST SAID HUMAN NAMES...” SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHSHHSHSHHSHHH lets jsut say they do not know about the word human please#i may have overthought this a little haha sorry#ihave edited this somnay times i need sleep#lilacsart
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I don’t know about you all, but the way Essek said that Caleb is “so strong” was said with such conviction and pride that I almost started crying. And while I’m sure that’s not a new sentiment, I can’t help but wonder if Essek was thinking about everything Caleb just went through with Trent in Echoes of the Solstice bc Caleb had to be so strong to deal with all of that.
#I don’t know if this is a full coherent thought but you get it#I gotta sleep I guess#cr spoilers#critical role#shadowgast#essek thelyss#caleb widogast#late night wizard posting
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every. page. that. i. wrote. you. were. on. it.
#i love him#gracie abrams aesthetic#poetry#gracie abrams#the secret of us#good riddance#us.#kay'smidnightramblings#creative writing#evermore#folklore#dark academia#just thinking#late night thoughts#prose#free now#i knew it i know you#gracie and taylor#i love you im sorry#i miss you im sorry#best#i know it wont work#full machine#close to you#risk#let it happen#tough love#felt good about you
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robin cross and kevin day parallels actually go so crazy. they both spent their formative years in a basement underground with exy-obsessed captors. they both saw exy as freedom. they both were isolated even within the foxes’ group of outcasts. they were both under andrew’s protection. it cost kevin jean to leave the nest and it cost robin another girl’s life to escape her kidnapper. robin carried her racquet with her to self-soothe and kevin restrings the net of his when he’s anxious. they’re even bird coded
#to those unfamiliar the word robin is also a kind of little bird 🕊️#i dont ship them but i dont blame the people who do if im honest#BUT ITS JUST CRAZY TO MEEE#its so fucked that canonically kevin never gets to meet her#but i will say that the echoes of his presence are still there#she joins the foxes the year after kevins graduation and there andrew is taking robin to night practice#there he is coaching her because he knows exy is the tool she needs to believe in herself#there he is doing what kevin day told him only years late 🫠#sorry they make me insane#robin when she’s the weird kandreil amalgamation no one asked for#will expand on this if i have more thoughts later but please talk to me about robin. thank you#txt#aftg#kevin day#robin cross#kevin#robin#fav#kevin&robin
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these days i just want to lay down and rot into the earth and become a pretty flower
#this isn’t a cry for help i think. my brain is always morbid like this#if i got to choose i’d become a wax plant. i’ve been fascinated by them since like age 6#they had them running up the walls of my kindergarten. i think that started my hyperfixation for plants and flowers#did you know wax plants only have flowers after they get to age 7?#it’s really cool#that means i was able to keep my wax plant alive for more than 7 years#the small joys in life#magpie talks will they shut up?#personal#late night depressive thoughts#ask to tag
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DC writers seeing a speedster/vigilante/acrobatic fighter doing well and minding their own business: oh yeah, break his leg. right up by the femur. make it go sideways, yeah. no I don’t care if it’s impractical. I need his leg to go the wrong way REALLY obviously. yeah, just like that.
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[asmr boyfriend voice] woof woof bark bark
#hermitaday#rendog#rendog fanart#hermitblr#hermitcraft fanart#ren#my art#did i ever tell you guys me getting mcyt at all was because i watched lizzies last life pov late at night while i was sick#and ren just. stole my heart#i knew nothing about him or hermitcraft at a time i was just like this guy is so fucking weird. i need to know more#and when i searched him up the first thing i got was the inappropriate compilation#really good first impression. never recovered from it#so yeah my mental state currently is rendogs fault#anyway ive always kinda had trouble drawing him. had to pull up alot of references for this one but i think this is the happiest ive been#-with his design.#idk what it is. i think it's partially because rens got a very model like face irl and im intimidated. guy could be selling watches.#the beard + glasses combo also messes with me i think#he always looks so accursed before i slap the facial hair on him#uhhh i don't think i have any other thoughts to say. good boy good boy goodboy good boy good boy#i might make a postmortem on hadm later on rn im tired. would be fun i think. id get to finish my scrapbook
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realizing i have. a lot of untapped trauma potential for clone^2 danny because i just Fully Processed Four Months Late the fact that his parents were capturing and torturing ghosts in the basement before he became Phantom. and the fact that he was on house rest for 2 weeks. during that time period. and he wasn't really leaving the house. he could hear their screaming through the floorboards
*points at clone danny* i can give you suuuuuuch a bad time babe ahaha. i've got two untouched years before you meet damian what fucks you up before then
#dpxdc#dp x dc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#clone^2#danny fenton is a clone#like i dont even need to traumatize you worse the pure explorative options from this aLONE is enough to feed me for a week.#like. tucks hair behind ear let me shatter you into glass pieces then glue you back together babe. i can put you back together so good.#i'm missing a few shards because some parts of you broke into such small pieces i couldn't pick them back up again so you'll be missing a#few chunks of yourself that you'll never get back but that's okay. you'll still be a resemblance of your old self :]#don't let anakin (me) listen to late night sad songs he makes angst.#hhh imagine being stuck in a house for two weeks where you can hear your parents torturing ghosts in the basement and not only that but#you're the only person who can undERSTAND the ghosts. how many times did he see his parents drag in a ghost with whatever capturing device#they made recently? iirc the thermos was like. brand new in episode one right? but gOD the trauma this alone would cause#nobody touch me im cooking rn i need to think about how this would impact danny. like obvs it would fuel into a developing obsession to#keep his parents away from ghosts and to help the dead but what *else.* i need to refine my becoming phantom ficlet i wrote back in winter#raaa#and like even after two weeks they were *still capturing ghosts* danny just wasn't in the house 24/7 at the time.#*but those two fucking weeks man*#i need to sleep on this first before i make any major moves bc i know im tired but i am having thOUGHTs
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i need to fuck someone's throat. i need to fuck someone's boycunt. i need gay sloppy T4T werewolf sex. I am the werewolf. You are my prey. You should run. Try and escape through the woods. It won't save you. I've already smelled you, I've already tasted you. Once I find you and hunt you down you can kick and scream and cry but it'll only make it better when I bury my knot deep in your cunt.
#t4t nsft#nblw nsft#cnc k!nk#werewolf#prey kink#prey should be hunted#kn0tting#im so horny. i need cunt. now.#Offer your holes to me or dont because you already know the answer is always yes during full moons#late night feral beast thoughts#feral t4t
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Heyo I have come back from my animation hermit hole with some work to show. It was a blast to make and I think it turned out pretty nice! :33
This is an animation part for the Halloween MAP @the-lion-guard-88 is hosting by the way!! Make sure to stay tuned for the full release of it at the end of this month. And also if your willing, you could also check out the livestream on her channel happening on 26th I believe—should be fun 👍✨
Also I have to include this somewhere—it’s my civil duty as a Puzzle enjoyer. Behold the really poorly rushed Procreate photo mashup edits of Puzzles that I snuck into animation as a fun goofy Easteregg detail lol. Same thing with the SMG3 plushie in the corner—although he was included solely because I noticed other people had him in their MAP parts. So I wanted to keep a little continuity going to connect all parts together. We love sillies here <3
#YOU DON’T KNOW HOW MUCH TROUBLE THIS SMUG TV GUY PUT ME THROUGH OHHHHH I’M GONNA TOSS HIM INTO A WALL#the amounts of times I thought ‘oh hey I’m super close to being done we are making great progress on this!!’#only to realize his face is disjointed and his limbs disappear mid-frame and the shadows evaporated and—#point being for a guy with a simple design he’s so hard to keep consistent when moving lol#but I could never hold it against him <3#even if he’s cost me to be late on my Photography class homework#last night was a ‘choose between two evils’ situation of animating or doing homework#alas sometimes our toughest battles fall into the hands of indecisive artists#animation#mr puzzles smg4 animated#smg4 mr puzzles#smg4 animation#hplonesome art
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This or That: Tarlos Edition -> AUs or canon compliant fics? ↳ Love Game by @welcometololaland ↳ Rescue Me by @littlemissmarianna ↳ summer slipped us underneath her tongue by @alrightbuckaroo ↳ Magnetic North by @paperstorm ↳ no rules in breakable heaven by @strandnreyes
#911 lone star#911lsedit#911 lone star fic rec#tarlos#tarlos fics#fic rec list#my gifs#tk strand#carlos reyes#ok so i'm kinda lying with my answer here cause i love aus and canon compliant fics EQUALLY!#BUT I thought it would be fun to try and make some gifs to go with some awesome AUs out there#hope y'all like these!!#a disclaimer I always put when I link people's fics: if you don't want to be tagged just let me know!#(here i am late night posting again lol)
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New WIP Maybe? 🫠
Forget all my other ideas. *shoves a stack of virtual files in my brain off the table*
This Soldier Boy x Supe!Reader mini series now won't leave me alone when I'm trying to get some shut-eye before work tomorrow...
(Sorry for teasing. This isn't even an outline yet, I just wanted to share why I should be sleeping lol. 💚)
#late night thoughts#it's his fault I'm still awake#new WIP maybe?#oh jeezus#soldier boy#soldier boy x reader#soldier boy x you#soldier boy x female reader#soldier boy x supe!reader#the boys#soldier boy fanfiction#jensen ackles#jensen ackles characters#let me know if this is something you'd be interested in lol
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*inhales* YOU WERE THE BEST BUT YOU WERE THE WORST, AS SICK AS IT SOUNDS, I LOVED YOU FIRST, I WAS A DICK IT IS WHAT IT IS, A HABIT TO KICK, THE AGE-OLD CURSE, I TEND TO LAUGH WHENEVER IM SAD, I STARE AT THE CRASH IT ACTUALLY WORKS, MAKING AMENDS THIS SHIT NEVER ENDS. IM WRONG AGAIN, WRONG AGAIN. *exhales*
#kay'smidnightramblings#gracie abrams#the secret of us#i love you im sorry#taylor swift#good riddance#gracie abrams aesthetic#evermore#folklore#felt good about you#normal things#tough love#good luck charlie#close to you#risk#dark academia#poetry#late night thoughts#just thinking#us.#blowing smoke#let it happen#i knew it i know you#gave you i gave you#this is what it feels like#i know it wont work#mess it up#feels like
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tonights acotar thoughts are with the Illyrian women and how rhysand has utterly failed them despite his supposed efforts
Hes ‘allowed’ them to become warriors if they wish. But thats not even the bare minimum. from my memory he acknowledges that he doesnt enforce the wing clipping laws (smooth move) so that’s basically useless and as to be expected of a man, he misses the point of feminism and equality laws. WHERE are the laws and protections for women in marriages?? if the illyrian are so ‘brutal’ and ‘backwards’ the assumption can be made that divorce isn’t a thing unless the man requests it. No women requested divorces and probably no such thing as no fault divorces. As well as forced marriages (which also brings up the consent age) Adding on, what about abortions and other pre natal and natal laws and protections? again, assuming women arent allowed to have abortions or simply any bodily autonomy, where are those decrees rhysand? Im not even getting into the potential of LGBTQ+ illyrians and their rights (Logically there are LGBTQ+ illyrians but ofc sjm wouldn’t mention them)
He makes such a fuss about it being a womans choice (a hypocrite as we see in acosf) yet unless a woman is able too or wants to fight he doesnt seem to care. Which is also a major flaw of sjms writing, women only gain their independence if they can kick ass and fuck as they want. Which is of course valid but thats a very shallow way to view feminism and equality. The whole point is that a woman can choose, wether its to be a warrior or a stay at home mother, but theres nothing done for those women who want that lifestyle.
This has influenced me in my fic writing a lot to where a this topic has become a major focal point in my fic somewhat by accident. I think that logically there would be a rebellion from mostly illyrian women against rhysand, hes promised them so much yet has delivered so little.
#acotar#a court of thorns and roses#anti rhysand#anti night court#anti inner circle#im not anti feyre but im disappointed in her character#sjm#sjm critical#an acotar thought exercise if you will#In my fic i have it planned that a prominent female illyrian revolts against rhysand lol#She along with her mates (yes mates) leads a large group of illyrian men women and lgbtq+ out to the spring court with tams help#Shes such a fun character to develop along with her mates and if i can work with my adhd i will hopefully be able to write about them in my#fic i ran out of characters fuck you tumblr let me yap#its late so forgive me for any grammer errors or mistagging#rhysand#this is also a genuine criticism guys i know how yall rhysie fans like to tussel
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