This ig reel is literally Chanyeol! As she was talking his face kept appearing in my mind. I rly hope he finds that special person one day.
And btw, speaking about being a “golden retriever” or a “cat”, who exo is which? Obviously, Chanyeol is a golden retriever through and through, but what do u think about the others?
ugh yeah yeol is definitely the golden retriever type 😭. he'd be such a great bf, but an even better father 🥺
golden retriever: kjm, bbh, pcy, dks (have you seen him with his other friends???? stage 5 clinger), kji
cat: kms, zyx, kjd, osh
i still think theyd all be everyones favorite in the relationship tho lmao. but im biased bc in my pov, im more of a cat gf so...yeah lol
I don't know how should I say anything. I feel like crying now a days. I don't know what to do. I feel a lot of demotivated towards myself. I feel like I want to cry the whole day. I am tired of pretending to myself that everything is alright. But my mind is like going crazy. I am not even overthinking anything. I want to do my work but on the same time I just wanna sit idle and just cry. Its getting worse these days. I am asking myself to be ok. But seriously I am just tired of trying too much. I have become really good at hiding my emotions with the going age. But heart feels like it's gonna tear apart. My chest is so heavy. Feels like there is stone. I am really worried about the future. I am so afraid of the coming days. I cant tell this to anyone thats y m writing it here. Other reason for not telling anyone is that no one can understand the feeling and I might look like making a fool of myself. I just wanna hide somewhere. Dont wanna talk to anyone. I just want to be alone.
To Bae,
Hey bae, I know I cant tell you how I feel now a days and also seriously I don't wanna burden u by saying my thoughts cz u might freak out. I don't know u have noticed or not but things have changed between us these days. I feel distant from you. I feel distant from myself. Have u noticed? I have stopped calling u HUBBY these days. Because I dont know why but I am afraid of the future of our relationship. I don't know you have felt it or not. But we are not talking much. It is making me scared of the coming days of being together. I wanna apologize if I have done anything wrong or am I just asking too much from you in our relationship? Please let me know if you feel like that I am going overboard. Am I seeking too much attention from you. I am sorry If i make you feel burdened from my thoughts. But I love you so much. And I don't wanna be without you ever in my life. I will not ask too much from you. If u still think that I have asked you too much just remind me. Cz maybe I might not be noticing by myself. I know I am not doing that well as u always expect of me. I know I m not worth deserving your love. But I am still trying to be atleast a better person who can support you anytime anywhere and always.
I don't want you to worry about me. You should dedicate well to your work. I know you are capable of doing everything. Please don't feel down If u think things are not the way u want. We never get the exact things. But keep working hard my love. If u feel that there is no one with you. I am always loving you with all of my heart. And I am always your biggest FAN. Always cheering for you. Supporting you. Encouraging you.
I know I sometime fight with you just for attention. But that is also my way of loving u. The way is bit odd but I feel close to you. I am sorry If I am making things difficult for you. I love you more than everyone in this world. I cant imagine myself without you. In every memory u are always with me. I love you so much ANSH❤️❤️❤️
To myself,
Hey you, Don't u dare to lose hope in urself. Just hold in there because u can do everything bcz u have immense support. There are lots of things that are always inspiring you. Believe in yourself. Keep a hold on urself. You completely know wat to do when u feel like giving up. Dont u dare to give up. You have lots to achieve. You have lots of love around you. You have love of ur life. You have found meaning of your life. If u can't do for urself. Do it for the love of ur life. If u give up who is gonna support the love of ur life. Just cheer up and keep on going. You got everything. U dont lack anything in ur life ever in ur life till date. Show lots of support to urself. No one understands u more than yourself. Just love urself more than enough. Do it the way u want. Do everything u have thought of. Dont be afraid of the world u idiot. It is full of anonymous, mindless, careless people who don't want to mind their own business. Just shoot them off. U r best. Noone is better than you. Love your lover with all your might. Dont stress him with your stupid thoughts and all. He is the best u hv got. U fool how come u even deserve him?. He is best and look at urself always overthinking. Just keep your self motivated. And u know it well how u do it. U are best. U emotional fool come to ur senses and look after yourself. No one is gonna do it for you. Got it??? Hope u will get enough inspiration today. I love you🍭❤️
honestly seeing people say stuff like “i gotta study hard for this test cause exo would want me to pass my classes!!” and “i gotta do this assignment for exo!” like makes me SO happy. i do the same thing to motivate myself and. i think that all exo wants is to be a positive influence on their fans, so to see that so many of us draw our strength and motivation from them, it really warms my big gay heart
I am still waiting for the sudden announcement of exo's comeback like everyday I wake up and do my thing and hope that then all of a sudden my tumblr feed explodes with "EXO IS GONNA HAVE THEIR COMEBACK ON •••" and then I'd be all confused and excited and check it and then count the days and write it down literally everywhere and live the rest of my days in agony cause damn I want that comeback but rn my life is just... "where did exo go :("