still remember the first time I came out to this little lagoon and I just sat down and wondered what the point of trying was anymore and I looked out at the water and by some small miracle I had made it at the exact perfect point in the day where the sun was directly above and it made the lagoon sparkle in a way that could not possibly be captured by photograph or painting and I sat there for the longest time staring at it and hoping that eventually one day the way I felt in that specific moment was going to be the way I felt as a default and that the emptiness was going to eventually be a rarity. That one day I would be made to feel like the water was sparkling for me. So every time I come out to the forest and sit at the lagoon I try to remember that. And also try to resist the urge to violently assault anyone who's LEAVING THEIR FUCKING TRASH OUT HERE I JUST PICKED THIS GARBAGE UP YESTERDAY
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byan being excited about their brand new accessories so they start really obviously drawing attention to them... like, sitting way too close to you and sticking their head in your face if it's some cute new hair clips, or playing with it with unnecessarily large hand gestures if it's some piece of jewelry... just being so obnoxious about it while they talk to you in their efforts to get you to acknowledge it, trying so hard that they're obviously not following the conversation...
...subtlety has never been their strong suit ok
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is today sucking so bad in some kind of personal life equilibrium bc I had a nice weekend? maybe that feeling of happiness and freedom and being w friends makes sitting behind my desk motionless for hours suck even more in contrast lmao
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Out in the sun a lil too long, got a liiiiiiiiiittle sunbleached.
(Jonah crab)
Today's crab is: sunbleached baby
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Ik this AU was kinda done away with for its own reasons, but I was looking through my Gorillaz art folder and found these Stus from 2022 that I never posted X•D
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SOULs ideas (Undertale)
I think it still works the best that originally monsters appeared from souls of dead humans that were unable to find rest! Human souls in lore have some magic to them too and they are colored as either rainbow color, whereas monster souls are white (so all rainbow colors in one) and are human souls upside down... like, yeah.
So what if the restless souls struggle and linger until the point where remaining determination in them expires to give them second shot at life, so they change into new form - forgetting all about their previous life? Monsters' bodies are magical and can even evolve into shapes of objects, not only animals, however monsters that appear like this might have traces of their former personality reflected in new shape. And, well... pure magic can just create more of itself, so they can reproduce on their own too.
Bravery SOULs would not be able to find rest if their death had no honor to it (like maybe some really embarrassing lethal accident)! Justice SOULs, naturally, would not be able to rest if their death wasn't fair or they crave comeuppance/revenge for other reasons. Integrity SOULs would be held back by unfinished business, like promise they didn't get to keep, and Patience SOULs are probably the most frequent to accept death, only lingering if they have means to wait for being found but no longer.
Kindness and Perseverance SOULs are, on the contrary, probably the most frequent ones to linger long enough. Kindness would be too concerned for friends and family they left like that, and Perseverance would just try to adapt to this new "lifestyle" - most commonly acting like a poltergeist for a while, and almost exclusively becoming Ghost monsters.
Red SOULs are both the most powerful and the most helpless ones, since they are in tune with Angel! They are especially perceptive and intuitive to the divine, able to extend powers of other SOUL types when needed, never sure whether by their own volition or because of the power that guides them (not just the player, superior forces within lore in general!). Typically they cannot rest if their divine guidance abandoned them but they lack Determination to dial time back on their own. They are the ones to turn into boss monsters!
It just seems like visual symbolism of the whole thing is very appropriate, imo! As well as people going at each other's throats forgetting that half of them used to be the other half once... because we live in a society, indeed. And after Monsters got sealed underground, humans take care of restless SOULs on their own to not allow any monsters. Maybe they have specific priests for that! And maybe some SOULs still remain undetected and become monsters, so humans hunt those down in secret societies, trying to keep the fact that humans can get second shot at life if they know what to do from the crowd? Haha, many ideas
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Today I learned about structured brushes and alpha locking layers while drawing a little hermit crab, living cosily inside Serena’s furry hat.
Prompt 10: Crabby
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"did you make time for our meeting since you skipped last week?" "what time do you have free?" "my calendar is up to date." "do you have time tomorrow?"
what is the POINT of keeping a tidy calendar if my own freaking boss won't even LOOK AT IT.
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Deborah Davis: MA and Fersen were each others’ true love; MA and Louis’ relationship was only born out of duty.
Show MA and Show Louis: spends so many tender and sweet moments with each other on screen, were actually shown to have individual growth and relationship development throughout the season, slow burn romance, “a man who loves his wife does not stray” “you love me?”, “don’t leave me. i will protect you.”, etc etc
Show MA and Show Fersen: they meet each other at a ball. BOOm. love at first sight
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