#just wanting somone strong holding me tight so that i cannot break
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I think if a butch took my face in the palm of her hands and simply said that I was good. And that I was cute, I unironically would have a lot of my issues solved rn.
#like i cant explain it#but this entire day amongst other things ive sobbed about thats been one#just wanting somone strong holding me tight so that i cannot break#yk#its the confirmation that i am good i am not bad while confronting the object of my desire methinks#or smth i dunno#i just. butches yk. would luv one–#asgjkgjlskl sigh rambles at 1am#wlw#lesbian#also with the cute part#realizing that i have not just always wanted to be percieved as adorable and to be protected cuz... black women usually aren't#but becuase i have always wanted OTHER women to see me as cute and needing to be protected BLOWS my mind#like my ass would think 'how can i become more of a girl' as a kid but not understand y i didnt feel like i was enough as one#and i think i just wanted other girls to see me as adorable and like jesus wtf bibi#anyways 1am thoughts god i just wanna stop crying#sm things compounded together today.... I feel so alone and undervalued. nasty and just dont know y i try lmao.#hopefully better days....hopefully better days come soon
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