#just my childhood dream coming true dont mind me
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
eerna · 1 year ago
Text
bought a plane ticket for Greece. this is really happening my dudes
239 notes · View notes
obiwan-kenobabe · 1 year ago
Text
It's official! In the span of a year, I will have seen 4 out of 5 of my favorite artists live once August rolls around next year.
I woke up to a text from my mom saying that she bought tickets from her, my brother, and I to go see Metallica next year and I'm going to explode !!
2 notes · View notes
opal-owl-flight · 7 months ago
Text
Tumblr media
For the Future.
Got a new cloud brush that I wanted to test out! Then it became a whole writing spree abt 3's dreams WJEJK. Just A Squid will continue soon.
More deets abt 3s dreams under the cut!
Maybe its bc I was sitting in a conference room earlier today. But I basically asked them about their dreams while there... why they keep doing what theyre doing.
In my minds eye I saw them flying a kite.
“(I want to protect the world. Keep it safe.
…Let it stay safe so the children can continue to do what Im doing now.)”
…but what about you?
“Four wants to become an engineer, and Laika wants to try out the music scene. Me?
My time for that has long gone.”
:(
A soft chuckle. With a hint of yearning, quickly hidden with a gentle smile.
“(Dont feel sad. Ive found purpose in what I do. Im doing it so everyone else can follow their dreams.
Its also a job.
Its okay that I dont have to love it all the time.)"
…if you had the choice to live a different life, would you?
“(…I dont know if I can answer that yet.
If I didnt live the way I have, where would everyone else be?)"
You can still have fun, you know.
“(You see this? This is fun! Watch!)”
and they twirl that fancy kite theyre flying.
“(I made it myself.)"
...the twirling stops, and their eyes kind of mist over. They look down, into the threads they were manipulating.
“(Listen.
I do have a dream. Its to live in a world without war.
…Im doing everything I can to make that come true.)”
and once youve achieved that peace, what then?
The kite twirls again, making a figure 8 over and over. 3 shrugs, eyes following the figure.
“(Maybe Ill fly more kites.)"
------------
3 doesnt have...dreams beyond their captain duties/related to war and if one asks them enough, theyll find out that what 3 does in peaceful times are what they once did in childhood
Clutching onto what little they were allowed to experience; flying kites, singing songs, making art, remembering stories
Its something that hurts so damn much to see,3 clinging on their nostalgic memories and yearning for more of those moments.
They dream for peace, for rest. the reason they clutched on those memories was bc it was the few times they experienced that kind of peace
254 notes · View notes
foodtruckery · 29 days ago
Note
Hi oh my god? Oh my god oh my god. Oh. My god. I cannot describe how I felt when I checked your blog saw my ask and then saw THAT I swear I was in shock I just kept reading it and then closing the tab and then opening it and reading it again that was so fucking good HOW DID YOU WHIP THAT OUT SO PERFECTLY
I swear I could talk about every single detail of that drabble right now but I'm gonna just start with my favorite bits like the description of how fast and desperate this was. They're still in stanford LIVING room he lost his mind so fast and stan didnt even have time to get his pants off all the way AAAAA
Poor ford though god when he comes back to himself it must've been both his dream come true as well as a living nightmare 😭 because hes finally knotted Stanley how hes always thought about doing but he doesnt even remember how he got in that position. Ofc the poor guy is immediately gonna assume it was bill
Ohhh and the way that stan went from casual and frustrated to really fucking scared when he thought Ford was disgusted by /him/!!! THE REFERENCE TO THEIR CHILDHOOD?? YOU FIT THE OTHER LITTLE IDEA IN THERE YOU ARE AIRIENTOW
THE HAND ON HIS CHEEK!!!! IM GONNA LOSE IT!! IM LOSING IT!!! IVE LOST IT!!
And man ofc ford cant keep his head in straight for even 5 minutes right now lol even outside of having a rut he wasnt in the best headspace. The panic and fear and anger at bill poured on top of /stanley on his knot/ bro is GONE and I'm saluting him o7
Which man I love how stan is so observant right now because SOMEONE has to be. Ford is sitting up so oh shit stans lost his leverage in this position. The way he immediately presses him back down and gets ready to go when its clear ford is losing focus again
Also the detail of ford reaching to hold stans thigh RAAAAGHH bro wants to TOUCH him he wants to know how real this is he wants to fuck stan the way he always fantasized about. But stans not letting him stan CANT let him right now not when he has no clue what happening. Not when it's clear somethings seriously fucking wrong with ford
Which is another thing the way stan does not acknowledge the pleasure or arousal for himself in this moment. Pins ford down whenever he squirms too much, keeps ford from touching him and focuses on the problems in front of him, not the dick hes riding behind him. And yea hes got every reason to not really want to get lost in the sex but I do think part of it is a big ol chant of "dont think about how this is the first time with your brother"
You know man is locking all this up for spank bank material for his next heat though lol
Final tidbit the line about stan trying to stay on top. He cant afford to get pinned under a rutting alpha YESSS ford would go fucking crazy on him if he got him pinned down like that and stan needs to stay in control for BOTH their sakes
Poor fucking stan labeled the dumb twin but always destined to be the one with the brain cell lmao
This was absolutely an amazing way to wake up this was so fucking good you are so powerful
- 🐶
Tumblr media
me for the last 24 hours every time i open my inbox and see this aaaaahs;dlfkjaf I'M SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT 🐶, CAUSE IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT.
19 notes · View notes
minispidey · 1 year ago
Note
Hey - you said repeaters welcome so here I am 💅
If you’ve watched Scenes from a Marriage, I need ya thots /HC for Levy:
Tumblr media
BEST FRIEND.
Jonathan Levy x f!reader.
Warnings: mentions toxic relationship, mentions cheating, does this count as cheating too?, angst, smut, fluff, swearing.
Requested by: @boredzillenial
Author's Note: bestie the gif u send is so MWAH cheeky beefy oscar isaac ass 🤭 if u dont mind, i added in a small story line because u swear this man deserves better. mira fucked him up smh (tbh i have no idea what im writing have mercy on me)
Summary: you're Jonathan Levy's best friend, always been in love with him even after he got married. But then it crumbles down and you proved that you treat him better.
MINORS DNI
Tumblr media Tumblr media
My immediate thought is like: oh childhood besties with Jonathan instead of the usual teacher-student relationship. I think it adds more drama, you know?
Imagine being so in love with this man for years, but he's blind. He marries Mira and to add salt to the wound you were his best man, or rather best woman. Holding in tears because you thought to yourself 'Surely, I'd move on.'
You two grow up, still closer and you watched him make a family of his own while you work a decent job and end up drinking at the end of the day. Partners come and go, but none of them made you feel the same way Jonathan did. And Jonathan barely did shit.
You knew it was wrong pining for a married man, but you hoped some day Jonathan sees that Mira treats him like shit. You didn't want to upset him since you're his best friend. The one person who knew everything about him even after setting boundaries since he got married.
Were you surprised when Jonathan calls you over and tells you Mira cheated on him? Of course not. You called up a babysitter for Ava and went to hit up a bar, drowning in his sadness.
"What does she have that keeps you... I don't know... loving her? What's so different that you keep crawling back to her."
He couldn't reply. Jonathan stared at you, remembering all the times you two talked— the ones where he's always ranting about his married life, the struggles and the stress. You always just sat there and listened to him. You never straight out voiced your opinion about Mira.
"What else do you think of her?"
"She's a bitch. I mean seriously, you two have a daughter and she pulls this shit. Anyone— and I mean everyone can treat you better than she does."
You always did speak the truth when you're drunk. So this was different.
"You packed her shit too. If I were you, I would've burned everything she owned. Did I ever tell you of the ex boyfriend I had? Changed his shampoo to hair remover."
"That's a bit extreme."
"Your face is a bit extreme."
You always knew just how to make him laugh, even with childish insults. No words were exchanged between the two of you, Jonathan stared at you, scanning your features. Something about you was different. Maybe it was the alcohol, but he's just barely tipsy.
Next thing he knew, he kissed you. He realized that he loved you more than a best friend normally did. He was in love.
Even if it took your whole lives, you thanked whoever the fuck made him realize he loved you (me).
In the middle of your kissing session, he pulls away only to take off his glasses, even touching the lenses despite wanting to keep it fingerprint-free.
His daughter's asleep, baby sitter's gone. You two stumbled into his house, lips locked. Jonathan wasted no time getting you into his bedroom (well, him and Mira's bedroom) and taking your clothes off.
Not only was this the perfect revenge, this was a perfect moment. Your wildest dreams finally coming true.
Jonathan fucks— no, he makes love. He's slow, making you feel good. He's definitely a giver. He peppers you non-stop with kisses. You leave scratches and marks on his body. The pleasure is too much. You were happy that night.
The next morning, breakfast in bed and a kiss on your forehead. Clearly, he didn't regret anything from last night. Jonathan really realized he loved you and you loved him.
Let's just say that you practically lived in his house at this point. Mira comes home to find Jonathan fucking you on the kitchen counter.
"You slut-!"
"You can't say shit, you cheated on him you fucking cunt!"
You successfully landed a harsh slap across Mira's face before getting pulled away by Jonathan. He carries you back into his bedroom and he cups your face with a smile.
"Did it feel good?"
"Yeah. Been wanting to do that since she broke the mug I gave you if I'm being honest."
Jonathan kicked Mira out, and you two spent the night making love to each other. Jonathan was right— everything Mira hated about him, you loved. You were absolutely better than her.
Their divorced finalized, and Jonathan got full custody of Ava. You moved in and brought life to their dull house.
For your birthday, he bought you a piano... an expensive one at that. He loved hearing you play.
He's the type to pick you small flowers every day and you have an album filled with pressed flowers. Before you go to work, he would slip a sticky note in your bag and you would find it while working and can't help but smile.
You make his lunches. He's always liked your cooking. You were definitely levels up from pathetic dinner tupperware spaghetti.
You even pack Ava's lunch for school, making notes like
Have a good day, sweetie! I love you ❤️
For Jonathan, it's always confessions of love. Even if at this point you two should be married.
Love you for as long as the stars shine ❤️
He can't help but smile like a fool during lunch. Even brags about the food you make.
He was in the middle of a lesson when he realized he wanted to marry you. As soon as class ended, he sprinted to Tiffany & Co. and bought you a diamond ring that suited you.
He was just utterly in love with you. One day, playing your piano, you looked ethereal that he grabbed the ring and got down on one knee. He just loved you too much.
You two spent the rest of your days more and more in love than that day in the bar along with your children. He couldn't ask for anyone better. You were the one for him, no one else.
Tumblr media
158 notes · View notes
georgette-mademoiselle · 7 months ago
Text
Tumblr media
Name: Georgette mademoiselle
Physical Age: 30
Height: 5'10
Fandoms: fandomless oc with her own story but is tied with kny, Castlevania ( still in progress )
Born: Wallachia
𝕭𝖆𝖈𝖐𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖗𝖞 ⚰️🥀
Raised in the dark ages where bieng born with red hair were immideatly shunned out by society as witches and Even persecuted and thus left her with having no friends or anyone to talk to all except for her mother. Her mother had completely sheltered her in her home never to see the outside world ever again for the sake of avoiding the whole village to come for her and herself. To make sure that Georgette would never walk out the door again her mother inflicted poison in her mind that nobody in this world would ever treat her like a person because she was cursed forever with her crimson apperance that the villagers would do the absolute worse if they ever saw her again and that all she needs is right here in this house because mother would protect her.
It was like this for years nothing but isolation away from the world if Georgette ever went near the door her mother would scold her and retell the awfullness of humanity that its safer here than out there. This constant negativity of the world left georgette scared and anxious not only that but she began having existential crisis of wishing she was never born at all if people viewd her as some devil child.
Her breaking point was at age 18 finally having enough of just bieng locked in and having mother treat her as some helpless child that needs to be sheltered she confronted her that all she ever did was make her feel nothing but fear of people and especially her her own mother her actions of " protection " only ever felt like bieng a prisoner. This infurated her and soon later georgettes face was met with a smack. Eyes widen with tears then bottled up rage crawled within her and shoved her out to the side to open that door but immideatly her grabbed her by the collar of her dress dragging her to her room where she would lock her there for two years now at the age of 20.
Despite everything georgette was taught since childhood she truly belived that there was good in this world perhaps it wasnt in her village but maybe just maybe somewhere out there good will and people truly existed maybe somone would actually love her crimson locks perhaps even view her as an equal human bieng and not some sorceress. Shed daydream a life that would never occur then think about it so much that shed dream of it and on this dream a handsome man apleard before her false fantasy hed listen to her woes how she feels like a burden the man would hold her close and give her his wisdom but one word stood out "one day..someday fate will bring us closer" little did she know this fate was about to become reality.
On that day she was sound asleep but just as she would soon enter the dream world her mother awoke she was in a state of panick that she had no time to explain herself and dragged her out of bed leaving out through the back door in her own words " run my child! Run and dont turn back!" It was soon realized why she was in so much fear as the yelling of blasphemy upon the villagers began rampaging through the house setting it on fire but soon somebody would see them and immideatly made no hesitation to run after them.
Her worst fears had finally come true they've come to taken them both to burn to death and so Georgette ran like shes never ran before that she even surpassed her mother she didnt care that her mouth tasted like blood or her legs giving out she refused to stop. What felt like hours of running soon her mother would become to weary of it all and soon enough she fell to her knees completely exhausted hearing the loud thud stopped Georgettes footing and turned to look at her. Genuine concern with tears overflowed for once despite everything she was still her mother and so with wobbly legs she would make her steps to get until she shouted " NO! RUN SAVE YOURSELF LEAVE ME TO THEM SO YOU CAN FINALLY BE FREE..." those words would be the last she heard before she took one last good look at her before bolting outta there as the mob reached closer with the torches flames bieng seen.
Entering deeper into the woods she would run into a man with the same hair and eye color who was out collecting wood she froze in death she thought this was the end that the man would alert the villagers to her althou she craved the thought of death she didnt want her life to end this brutal.
The man noticed she shared the same hair and eyes and soon realized exactly why she looked scared and exhausted he assured her that he wasnt going to do anything that he aswell has been hiding away from the village for the exact same reason. learning that georgette was not alone in this she felt great relief though held back tears of joy she followed the man back to his cottage where she would take shelter for the next few years.
He was however an actual witch he had been practicing ever since he vanished he ended up finding comfort in spellworks and watching the moon and so georgette became his helper in collecting herbs, moon water and other necessities she also became his housemaid cleaning around his home whenever he hadnt had the time.
With enough trust georgette would finally come to tell him her story of how life was back at home always having scornful stares bieng called devils child by the children and that her mother would eventually just keep her locked in her room so that she would never experience such ruthlesness again yet even in her own home she felt the same way as she felt about the outside world despite her mother doing it for the sake of keeping her safe she only felt terrified of her.
The man felt nothing but empathy for her and wanted to help her view the world in a different light than what she was taught. The world is not always as evil as it is there is good its just that the human nature of greed and selfishness gets in the way of ever seeing that. Finally somone that understands no more had she need to rely on her daydream this beautiful gentleman of crimson locks would share the same view that the world isnt necessarily evil perhaps one day the two would run away from this place and experience the life that they wished would give them hope of a healthy lifestyle. By this point she begged of him to teach her the arts of witchcraft and he did so.
Things where finally taking a turn for the better for georgette until she hit 30 and everything reversed back to how it was but worse.
Georgette had gone out to doing her usual routine for the next full moon of the gentlemans spells only on this particular day it was taking a long while for her to find it and when she did she would return to the cottage all burned away by the flames of torches along with the man that Georgette grew fond of.
Her world shattered right before her eyes before she could even attempt to stop it the villagers all came out in hiding and pierced her with there weapons then burning her until she looked unrecognizable. once they felt that they have purged the devil within her they would put her in a coffin and leave her to die.
She was barley clinging onto dear life but in her final moments she didnt even fought to stay alive. She was done with it all feeling betrayed of ever thinking that there could ever be good in this world was foolish now. Mother was right all along...she should have just been a good girl and stayed locked up nobody in this world wanted her alive that they had to take matters into there own hands. But most of all how foolish that man was to ever have thought of such foolishness...death was the only answer for her to have true happiness and thus just as she was about to take one last her lips where met with a gentle warm kiss and soon enough she felt her blood flowing again, her wounds slowly healing. She took a huge gasp of air she had risin from the dead.
Lifting her arms no longer pale her skin cold with bluish purple of decay. looking around she realized she was now in a dark red chambers that gave of a dark presence. She would get up and see a mirror next to her and sure enough she was no longer human.
Echoes of footsteps would be heard coming down the etheral stairs what looked like a man yet isnt walked towards georgie. A demon with a red cloak and venitian mask would greet her.
From here on now her life has been transformed to something she never would have expected she has now become the embodiment of the title that plagued her for many years except this time she held power.
The world is indeed a cruel place he told her and now she can take sweet revenge as she pleased he planted it in her mind to spill blood of your enemies shall lead you to a grander path. And so memories flashed before her eyes that rage set in looking at the demon with his grin loving this new version of her.
And so the village was no more.
And thus her adventure begins with her master the red death of pestilence along with two other friends she makes along the way boris and allen ( will eventually draw them).
𝖂𝖍𝖞 𝖌𝖊𝖔𝖗𝖌𝖊𝖙𝖙𝖊 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖘 𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖓𝖌𝖚 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖈𝖑𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖘
They have something in common and thats both of them where shunned by society and seen as monsters
For georgette was because she was born with unique features
For hantengu was because of his mental illness that caused him to act reckless and steal things from people not to mention literally murdering his wifes and kids
Yet despite what he has done Georgette felt a sort of pity for him perhaps deep down there was a cry for help of wanting to be understood but because mental illness had yet to be understood at that time period nobody bothered to
For hantengu she had been one of the few people to have tried to understood him and be there for him in his most vulnerable of moments.
He loved having somone that understood the nature of bieng an outcast.
As for the clones? There a part of him despite there different appearance and personalities it was him regardless theyve all been through the same thing as he has
And then sekido..
Sekido was the one that reminded him of the crimson gentleman of her past he was very kind but often was quite and kept to himself that it made him look like he was in a bad mood often calling him a silent rose.
And thus she gifted him that nickname to sekido.
In conclusion all the clones including sekido have been through alot with no love only viewd as monsters just like herself and thus that gives them a bond to connect with aswell as bieng able to feel comfort in showing vulnerability when there all together
This experience also helped boost back her old views of there is such thing as good in this world
And that good is that there are people out there that have never experienced a positive life because of there upbringing so be that positive change for them
And thats exactly what happend both partys of the black sheep came together realizing that they are not alone they have each other now
14 notes · View notes
stargirlie25 · 10 months ago
Text
SARAH JANET MASS PLEASEE
I just know when we get the Elucien book we are not in for a sappy romcom.
We are going to get All of Elains feelings of being underestimated and her sadness towards losing her dad.
We are probably going to get flashbacks of Luciens childhood, during Amaranthas reign,Jesmendas death,Tamlins abuse,his eye AND HOLY CRAP ITS GOING TO BREAK ME.
I just know Luciens mind space will be the most heart wrenching thing ever. The way he thinks he is nothing and how he use to cover his pain with a goofy smile. I SWEAR those characters are always the characters who are going to make you SOB.
We are going to get how Elain feels the need to erase who she is to fit in to the NC while slowly draining the life from her. We are going to see her confuse herself with HER future and her sisters future.
These two people who never ever had a true home. A place where they can be themselves and equally respected as would a Trained Illyrian man and a badb!tch women. So far they have not got that.
I just know they are going to say the most angsty heart breaking things that will break them both. I know they will both say things they regret and just wish to be in eachothers arms.
I suspect they might have a downfall where Elain is once again sitting silently in the NC and Lucien constantly working but never visiting Elain.
No i dont want Elain to grovel. I want her to pin after him. I want her to start to realise how special he is but eventually see he is far more distant and upset herself by thinking it is her fault. I want him to tell her that he could never forget about her even if he tried to.
I want to see jealousy from both sides that bring out parts of them they both have never explored. I want to see them test each others limits. I want to see them HEAL each other (as sarah said they would so she better give that)
Im pretty sure there will be a conflict in which separates them kind of like the nessian/blood rite situation.
Then i want to see Elain defend Lucien in front of all who have done him wrong and say that he is her home and vice versa ofc.
I want him to show her all the colours of the world she has dreamed to see except no one thought so.
I want her to indulge with different people and make new friends (sorry imo Nuala and cerridwen are like aunties or grandmothers not girlfriends)
LAST OF ALL I WANT MY ELUCIENS BABIES TO BE HAPPY
I want her to snort when he makes a joke
i want them to have a food fight or something improper ifykwim
i want her to weave flowers into his hair
I want them to dance at a ball
I want to see her wait for him to come to the NC.
I want Lucien to tell Elain about all his adventures with her dad.
I ALSO WANT LUCIEN x HELION MOMENTS PLEASEEEEEE
I need my man to HL too. It has been foreshadowed imo.
26 notes · View notes
ateez-ana · 7 months ago
Text
lost girl (FEVER PART ONE DIARY)
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
The memories of short happiness
And dreams broken into pieces
Can I find it again?
0.9 Ana
I dreamed about it in the dark The night I felt like I might die No mid-sized city hopes and small town fears I'm there most of the year Cause I hate it here
the poem
Ana's room, a small messy space in an old apartment. Ana, 18, with blonde hair and hazel eyes, is sitting on the bed, looking at an old, worn photograph. In the photo, she is with her parents, both smiling. Her eyes fill with tears as she holds her tightly. "I miss them so much. Why did they have to leave? I was just a girl…" Ana gets out of bed and walks to the window. She looks out at the city spread out below her, the lights twinkling like distant stars. She feels alone and lost, with no one to turn to. "I have nothing here. No family, no friends… There is only me."
Ana remembers her childhood. She was a shy and lonely child, often bullied by other children. Her parents worked long hours to support her, and she spent most of her time alone. She found solace in music, dancing and singing in her room when no one was looking.
I'm lonely but I'm good I'm bitter but I swear I'm fine I'll save all my romanticism for my inner life and I'll get lost on purpose
again? the poem
One day, while walking through the city, Ana came across a small, old warehouse. She was attracted to that place and entered. Inside, she found a group of boys dancing. They moved with energy and passion, their bodies synchronized to perfection. Ana was mesmerized by his performance.
"They are incredible… I wish I could dance like that." Ana is attracted to the music and energy of the boys. She decides by a sudden impulse to go down and join them, Ana timidly approaches the group of boys. They stop to look at her with curiosity. "Hello? Who are you?" one of the boys ask her "I'm Ana. I saw you dancing f and I loved it." "Welcome, Ana. Don't hesitate to join us." the same boy tell her
Ana smiles and joins the group. They start dancing together, and Ana feels happier than she has been in a long time. She feels that she has finally found a place where she belongs.
Ana spends the next few weeks dancing with them they accept her as one of their own. Ana has finally found a home, a family that loves and supports her.
..........
I hate it here so I will go to secret gardens in my mind People need a key to get to The only one is mine
the same poem again and again
the abandoned warehouse where they are rehearsing a new song. Ana watches them from a corner, smiling. "I never thought I could be so happy. These guys have changed my life."
Suddenly a figure appears in front of her.
"Hello, Ana. I've been waiting to meet you." "Who are you? And what do you want from me?" ana ask him
"I am the guardian of balance. I have been watching you for a long time, and I know the power to help of fulfill its destiny." The figure spoke what to Ana sounded like nonsense, but it looked like someone she know . She couldn't see his face. Every time she tried to clear her vision, the figure seemed to get more blurry.
"Destiny? What are you talking about?" she thought she was going crazy
" is not just a group of boys. They are protectors of the balance between the human world and the world of dreams. inspire people and change the world. But they need help to unlock their true potential."
"I… I don't know who are you talking about i dont know any boys"
the figure just laughs "Do not underestimate nothing Ana. You have a pure heart and a strong spirit. but thats not enough"
"Save the balance?" fear was felt from her toes to her head
" Follow your heart and the compass will guide you to the right path."The figure vanishes into thin air, leaving Ana alone in the warehouse. "It was just a dream… But it felt so real."
Ana gets out of bed and joins the boys. They are ready to face any challenge that comes their way, together.
Quick quick Tell me something awful Like you are a poet trapped inside the body of a finance guy
the po.....
12 notes · View notes
nightguide · 20 days ago
Text
Hannah Montana: the actual reality of it and the beginning of Jackson Rod Stewart (now you know: canon reality)
SEASON 3 EPISODE 22 (HANNAH MONTANA)
THE BEGINNING OF THE END IS GOING HOME TO REALISE ALL YOUR SITUATION CHARACTERS ELSEWHERE HAVE A DREAM, OR THAT IS THAT YOU HAVE BEEN DAYDREAMING FOR TOO LONG THAT YOU 'NEVER LIVED' THAT YOU HAVE A DREAM OUTSIDE AND BEYOND YOUR WORLDS TO BELIEVE IN A 'SOLUTION THEORY' THAT ASCENDS YOU ELSEWHERE IN THOUGHT THAT EVEN ARGUMENTS OVER RELIGION GOT YOU FINDING YOURSELF THAT THE 'LITTLE BROTHER' OWNED IT ALL BUT YOU HATED REALITY LONG ENOUGH TO DAY DREAM BUT YOUR PARENTS HATED YOU ENOUGH THAT YOU WERE NOW IN A CITY OF YOUR OWN DIMENSION (LIFE) BUT YOU GOT OUT OF YOUR EMO PHASE AND GONE INTO CHILDHOOD (LIKE BENJAMIN BUTTON AND TOM HANKS MOVIES MADE YOU AND THAT IS LIKE, IT)
OKAY, BEGIN AGAIN I KNOW MY FAULTS TO CHOOSE:
SO I EXPECT A NATION OF SQUIBS (CATCH MY REFERENCES IF YOU WANT TO LIVE):
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS 'REVENGE POINTS' YOU MAKE UP THE IDEATION FOR A SOCIAL SOLUTION, NOT PETTY CRIMES AGAINST LIGHT:
DETENTION VAGINAS: LOOK AT MY BOUNDARIES AND WEEP
(ALSO IN DUMBASS SUBTITLES)
ENG: PROBLEMS THAT ARE SOLVED, OR SOON WILL BE:
DMBSS: WHAT YOU COULD HAVE DONE:
ENG: HOW DO SINGLE NEURONS COMPUTE?
DONT ACT LIKE A MADMAN WITH A BLUE BOX ALL THE TIME
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
TODAY IS GOING TO KILL SOMEBODY IN YOUR SOCIETY (FANDOM, LOCAL AREA OF A PERSON YOU KNEW, PEOPLE YOUR AGE THAT HAD IT BADLY)
DMBSS: TRY ME BITCH
SHUT THE FUCK UP AND DO IT
MAKE YOURSELF AT HOME
IF I TELL YOU HOW IT WAS DONE THE FIRST TIME, YOU KNEW HOW AND WHY I GAVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE, LIKE BITCH. YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN, SUCK MY DICK
ENG: WHAT IS THE CONNECTOME OF A SMALL NERVOUS SYSTEM, LIKE THAT OF CAENORHABDITIS ELEGANS (300 NEURONS)?
EVERYTHING IS YOURS IF YOU THINK OF IT LIKE YOU ARE TO YOUR WORLD IF NOW PLUSH BEINGS (STUFFED CREATURES IN FLUFF AREAS TO YOU) WERE TO INHABIT IT THE FIRST TIME
YOU BECOME YOUR DREAMS NATURALLY INSTINCTIVELY BUT NOTHING LESS OF BEING PRIMITIVE IS HOW YOU SEE THE WORLD ACCORDING TO THAT OF A... THEN CATER THAT, THEN
JUST MAKE IT UP AS YOU GO ALONG, YOUR FICTIONAL DREAMS ARE TRUE, JUST FOLLOW THAT
DMBSS: FUCK AROUND AND FIND OUT
*BREAKS YOUR PHONE BY INSTINCT* *YOU SEE I CAN MAKE YOU DO IT EITHER WAY*
AM I A BIT... TOO IRRITATING.. FOR YOU?
I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOUR DREAMS, GO ON. CHALLENGE ME
ENG: HOW CAN WE IMAGE A LIVE BRAIN OF 100,000 NEURONS AT CELLULAR AND MILLISECOND RESOLUTION?
YOU BELIEVED IN ME (THE VOICE INSIDE YOUR HEAD) NOW DO THE THING
EVERYBODY IS YOUR BEST FRIEND NO MATTER WHAT, NEVER REJECT HOPE (UNLESS YOU'RE GAMBLING FOR A MUCH BETTER WORLD RESOLUTION MAGNIFIED AT A MINORITY AT A TIME PER THOUGHT (YOU WERE ONCE CLOSE TO THEM ENERGY)
THAT ONE ADVICE YOUR BODY BEEN TELLING YOU THE ENTIRE TIME: IGNORE THAT AND YOU WILL SUFFER THE HARD WAY BY CATASTROPHIC CONSEQUENCES OF YOUR OWN CITY (FANBASE) SUFFERING A DISASTER CLIMATE FATED WITH A STATUE IDEAOLOGY BASING YOUR WORKS BEING THAT OF STONE LIKE YOU WERE CREATED FOR IT (MAKING TIMEFRAMES COME AFTER FOR YOUR ADVICE LATER ON THAT YOU KNEW NOT THAT YOU WERE CAUGHT UPON (DISEASED MATERIAL TAKING AWAY THAT YOU ARE ONCE LOVED FOR THAT IS TOO HARD TO KEEP THAN RECONCILING IT AGAIN TIL MUCH LATER ALONG THE TIMELINES, KEEP THAT IN MIND AND IN THE CLEAR)
DMBSS: YOU DONE FCKED UP AND YOU KNEW IT AND YOU BELIEVE ME YOU GOT ASSASSINS READY AT YOUR KEEP (YOU WANTED TO LIVE HEAVY METAL DEPRESSION, OKAY. BE ME)
DIE
LIVE MY LIFE (VOICES OF RAGS)
I DONT LIKE YOU (SOCIETY DOES NOT TOO BUT BE OKAY WITH THAT + INFINITY) COUNT YOUR DAYS LOVATO
ENG: HOW DOES SENSORY TRANSDUCTION WORK?
YOU BELIEVED MY WORDS AND EVIDENCE THAT COULD NOT HAVE DRIVEN THE SCENES ELSEWHERE, LIKE YOU KNEW THE TV DEMOGRAPHIC COULD HAVE BEEN FOR ELSEWHERE AS LONG AS 'THAT' AND NOW YOU GOT EVERYBODY AGAINST YOU, YOU DONT LIVE ANOTHER SECOND IN FORCING A SOCIAL ATMOSPHERE FOR YOU IF YOU PEOPLE PLEASE, SO IT WAS YOUR LIFE I ATE UP (PRINCESS DIANA MOTIVE) SO IF FOR ANYTHING THAT WAS HEAVILY INSPIRING, YOU WOULD HAVE ADORED HER TO MAKE YOU, THATS WHY. NOW WHAT WOULD SHE DO IF SHE WAS YOU?
TELL A LIE TO SAVE A LIFE
DONT TRY, HATE THE WORD 'TRY' TO FORGET YOUR PAST, HEROES ARE MADE ETERNALLY FORGIVING
DMBSS: FUCK YOU. (LEAVES YOU FOR THE DEAD)
ITS NOT YOU ANYMORE, REALLY. I AM NOT HARD ON ANYBODY BUT YOU
YOU KNEW YOUR ENEMIES AND THIS IS YOUR CHANCE TO ELIMINATE ODDS AGAINST PROMETHEUS (GRITTY GUTTY PSYCHO-GORE ENDING TO YOUR UNIVERSE YOU LET DIE)
LORE OLYMPUS
ENG: PROBLEMS THAT WE SHOULD BE ABLE TO SOLVE IN THE NEXT 50 YEARS
DMBSS: THE COMMON FUCKING OBVIOUS
ENG: HOW DO CIRCUIT OF NEURONS COMPUTE?
EVERYTHING IS MADE UP, SO THERE IS SENSE IS BEAUTY AND BEAUTY IN SENSE, THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT CONTROLLING IMAGINATION (ONE'S WONDER IS ONE'S DAY OF REST)
YOU CARE, AS YOU SHOULD BUT THERE IS......
NO ONE DIES
DMBSS: FIND WALLY
RED AND WHITE STRIPY HAT AND SHIRT, BIG AND ROUND GLASSES, ALWAYS THE FUCKING HARDEST ONE TO FIND BUT NOBODY CATCHES IS EXCEPT THE VIEWER
I DONT CARE ABOUT WALLY
WE CALL IT 'WALDO' IN THE UNITED STATES (FUCKING THE TOURIST FOR 'SUGGESTIONS')
ENG: WHAT IS THE COMPLETE CONNECTOME OF THE MOUSE BRAIN (70,000,000 NEURONS)?
YOUR EMOTIONS ARE PEOPLE, DONT BE AFRAID TO TELL THEM WHAT YOU GOT INSIDE OF YOUR LITTLE HEAD THAT IS BULB TO MANY PEOPLE
DONT WEAR TOO MUCH OR TOO LITTLE IF THAT MEANT SEX WAS NOT ACTUALLY AN OPTION (YOU'RE SINGLE AND VIRGIN FOREVER, DEAL WITH THAT OR THE LIKES OF MY BIG ASS BRAIN WILL OVERSHADOW YOU LIKE RACHEL BERRY SACRIFICED HER MONOLOGUES ON GLEE, I STILL HATE THE BITCH BUT IM OKAY CUZ I GOT JESSE ST. DICK FOR FREE (HEHE)
LIKE UR HUSBAND WILL SEE YOU WEARING THAT SHIT ON YOUR FACE FOR FREE, HECK YOU FEEL NAKED ALSO, HECK YOU FEEL LIKE YOU GOT A VAGINA OUT OF NOWHERE, WELCOME TO MOTHER PHYSICS NOW GO BACK TO HER AND GET TO WORK
DMBSS: WHY ARE U IN MY HOME (AUTISTICS HQ)
GET THE FUCK OUT
WHY? *EXPECTS AN EASY SOLUTION CUZ THEY THE ONES WHO GOT THE OCD IN THE OCD OUT OF ADHD*
*EYEBALLS THE OBVIOUS CUNT MAGICIAN IN THE ROOM* YOU CANNOT MAKE ME DO YOU LIKE THAT
ENG: HOW CAN WE IMAGE A LIVE MOUSE BRAIN AT CELLULAR AND MILLISECOND RESOLUTION?
YOU DONT
MAKE YOUR BED NOW
GET BACK TO WORK
DMBSS: LIVE IT TO GOD
FGJONVRY OEYRVNERINERI
GH GHRIGOIERIORVIN
SIYR8C9ITOLDYOUSO
ENG: WHAT CAUSES PSYCHIATRIC AND NEUROLOGICAL ILLNESS?
WHY IS SHE *SLAPPED BY VAN HELSING HIMSELF*
*HATES THE MINORITY'S WAY OF LIFE*
*IS THE MINORITY THEMSELF*
DMBSS: SHAITAAN (RA)
DICK
*JUDGES YOUR APPEARANCE TO -ACTUAL REALITY- (MINORITY REFLECTS BACK AT THE TRUTHFUL VERSION OF THEMSELVES A LONG WHILE AFTER BECOMING FAMOUS 'FOR THEM')
PERSON OF THAT BACKGROUND BECOMES THEM TO REJECT THE OBVIOUS LEADING QUO TO BE THEMSELVES IN A TV SHOW ROYALLY REJECTING YOUR V-CARD
ENG: HOW DO LEARNING AND MEMORY WORK?
JUST SAY 'IM BAD AT BEING MYSELF' AND GIVE IT ALL TO THEM WITHOUT YOU BEING 'WHOYOUTHOUGHT' BUT ITS THEIR DREAM, THEY BET YOU NOW AT BREATHING???????? NOW.... YOU SUCK AT.... LIFE-ING?????????????? WHO... ARE YOU?????????????????
.... YOU'RE MUSLIM NOW.... CONGRATULATIONS FOR MAKING YOUR LIFE A TERRIBLE SOLUTION PROMISE TO SOMEBODY ELSE WHO NEVER LIVED IT
WAS IT YOU WHO NEVER LIKED SELENA GOMEZ CUZ OF THAT?????????? -THE OBVIOUS REASON WHY SHE CANNOT SING CUZ SOMEONE WAS THE SAME-
DMBSS: *DAVID TENNANT IS THE ONLY ACTOR WHO STARES AT YOU UP AND DOWN BECAUSE -HE IS THAT GUY WHO RULED BRITISH TV BY HIS MASOCHISTIC APPEARANCE THAT HAD A COLD RESONANT EFFECT TO AMERICAN FANS OF THE SHOW DESPITE BEING OR NOT A VIRGIN TO DOCTOR WHO IN GENERAL; BECAUSE HE IS SEXY AS HELL-*
HE DOESN'T LIKE TO FUCK YOU (YOU TRAINED YOUR BODY FOR NOTHING)
HE CARES NOTHING BUT A CERTAIN RIVER WHO TOOK THE NAME FOR PALESTINE INSTEAD (YOUR VICTIMHOOD BOOHOO DOESNT COUNT)
I HATE YOU INFINITY IS IN YOUR BLOOD ROUTING TO A HERO RESURGENCE BUT THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT BUT WATCH HE- AND ITS NOT YOU, SO QUIT YOUR DAYDREAMS AS SOON AS POSSIBLE BEFORE SHE RAPES YOUR THINKING FOR FREE TREASURE (SHUTTHEFUCKUP)
ENG: WHY DO WE SLEEP AND DREAM?
I HATE YOU (BEATEN BY GOD AT MENTAL CHESS)
YOU TOO PHAT (YOUR GOOGLE IMAGES IS ME LOOKING AT YOU, LIKE GLARY LOOK IS WHY YOU CAN'T THINK, I SABOTAGED YOUR DREAMS, BRO)
TRY AS MUCH AS YOU WANT WITH FREE TIME (I GOT YOUR MAGNETIC PUSSY RIGHT HERE)
DMBSS: STICK IT TO THE (RA) ME YOU AHMEDI, WHY I OUGHTTA
YOU DEVIL (AND YOU KNEW)
BASTARD BITCH COCK (YOUR MOM DOING IT FOR YOU FOR 'fReE pAy')
RIVER IS AN ORPHAN SO YOU CAN'T CHAINSAW MASSACRE YOUR PARENTS FOR A FREE ROLE
ENG: HOW DO WE MAKE DECISIONS?
BE OPEN ON YOUR SOCIALS, ALLAHUAKBAR BITCH
QUIT YOUR WHINY PHASE ON YOUR DISCOGRAPHY SEASONS AND TELL EVERYBODY YOU'RE OKAY IN BEING GAY
MAKE IT UP AS YOU GO ALONG, STOP USING YOUR FANS FOR FREE SEX AND TELL YOUR MOTHER HOW MUCH YOU LOVE HER FFS
DMBSS: ALLAHUAKBAR IS MY MOTHER, DID YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I EARNED (AND ITS YOU RIGHT BACK TO YOUR BANK ACCOUNT PAYING THE POOR 'DAJJAL COINS' FOR FREE AILMENT CURES WHEN YOU KNEW *BITCH SLAPPED BY SCIENCE IN REAL TIME PHYSICS*
DISEASE (UR THEIR FATHER NOW)
ASTAGHHHPHIRLLAHH (AND YOU'RE THE SHAITAAN IN THEIR LIFETIME)
*IN MOCK PASHTUN ACCENT* wHo IZZ ThiZZss DEmI LOFVATU aNdd wHy ISZZSHE makING ME CHAppATI AT 3Am, *in resonant high pitch frequencies* HmMM?
ENG: HOW DOES THE BRAIN REPRESENT ABSTRACT IDEAS?
DO YOU KNOW WHO YOU'RE TALKING TO WHEN YOU'RE TALKING TO YOURSELF, CUZ THE NEURO-DIVERGENT COMMUNITIES DO IT TO MAKE THEMSELVES FEEL AT HOME, BUT YOU KNEW THE LATTER WAS NOT TO MAKE JOKES ABOUT THEM (PLATFORMED SOCIAL STATUS PIGS) AND NOW YOU COMMITTED RADAR JEALOUSY OVER WHO YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN WITH (THEIR WORRY)
IF YOU DO, ONE OF THEM LIKED YOU. ACCEPT THAT AND TAKE IT TO THE GRAVE
MAKE SURE YOU GIVE THEM ENOUGH IDENTITY DIALYSIS TO ENSURE THEIR COMFORT STAYS WITH YOU SINCE YOU LEAVE AFTER ONE EMBARRASSING 'OOOPS'
DMBSS: DMBSS
YOU MADE IT THEIR LIFE TO BE YOUR LIFE AND NOW YOU MADE IT YOUR LIFE TO BE THEIR... WHATEVER, THEY'LL GROW ON THEIR OWN TO THEM BEING BETTER THAN YOU THAN A CERTAIN DAY YOU STUBBED YOUR PINKY TOE AGAINST A WOODEN TABLE AND SPONGEBOB FLIPPED A NERVE IN SWEARING IN AQUATIC SEALIFE TO THEM MIDDLE FINGER GOD ALLAHUFUCKYOU BACK AT YOUR DISCOGRAPHY PHYSICS (THEY ARE YOU BUT HATED YOUR GUTS THE SAME WAY A GOMEZ ADAMS WILL GLADLY BE EATEN ALIVE BY A GIRL BAND SHE BELONGS TO FORYOURBULLSHIT TO BE KNOWN LIVE ON TV: YOU'RE UNO FILES NOW)
YOU NEVER WERE THERE IN THEIR LIVES (DADDY ISSUES LIVE ON CAMERA)
PAKISTANI MEN, YOU'RE INTO PAKISTANI MEN YOU UGLY TWOHT
ENG: PROBLEMS THAT WE SHOULD BE ABLE TO SOLVE, BUT WHO KNOWS WHEN:
DMBSS: YEAH, NOW WHAT. (PEGG AND FROST STORYLINE NOW)
ENG: HOW DOES THE MOUSE BRAIN COMPUTE?
PLUTO SAGITTARIUS
MARS INQUISITIVE
CHANDLER BING DENIAL
DMBSS: DICK HEAD ASS FUCK EOUGUH UEIN YW OIEF EGFUYGCFU
DAJJAL!?
I DONT FUCKING THINSKSO
*ACTUALLY THE REPRESSED GAY ONE IN THE ROOM*
ENG: WHAT IS THE COMPLETE CONNECTOME OF THE HUMAN BRAIN (80,000,000,000 NEURONS?)
YOU DO IT (LIKE INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS IS WHAT YOU ALREADY OWN)
COMPLETE HANNAH MONTANA SERIES TELLS YOU THAT
DISNEY RULES YOU BITCH
DMBSS: PRIVACY REGULATIONS
WHY DID MILEY STEWART KEEP HANNAH A SECRET FOR A LONG TIME
WHO MADE SHAPES UP TO THINK YOU WERE ANYTHING LIKE ONE, LIKE WHAT DID FAME DO TO YOU THAT MADE YOU SO STALWART TO HUMAN LIFE (ALIEN RX????)
AM I... PHYSICALLY ABLE BODIED TO YOU???
ENG: HOW CAN WE IMAGE A LIVE HUMAN BRAIN AT CELLULAR AND MILLISECOND RESOLUTION?
YOUTUBE
WATCH IT
OOO PRETTY
DMBSS: WHYWOW
RICK MORANIS IN HIS GLORY: https://www.google.com/search?q=rick+moranis+little+shop+of+horrors&sca_esv=889186a06300c33d&sxsrf=ADLYWIJZ23wmXs5EWzWEiuLoUfx3b0RY2w%3A1731189051202&ei=O9kvZ-H6C9-B9u8P1NiCmQI&gs_ssp=eJzj4tTP1TewTK7INTFg9FIuykzOVsjNL0rMyyxWyMksKclJVSjOyC9QyE9TyMgvKsovKgYAgKcQ0A&oq=rick+moranis+LITTLE&gs_lp=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-wHCAhkQABiABBixAxhGGPsBGJcFGIwFGN0E2AEBwgImEC4YgAQYlwUY3AQY3gQY4AQY9AMY8QMY9QMY9gMY9wMY-APYAQHCAgsQABiABBiGAxiKBcICCBAAGKIEGIkFmAMAiAYBkAYIugYGCAEQARgUkgcIMTEuOS42LTGgB6jZAg&sclient=gws-wiz-serp
USURPER
SIMPSONS REFERENCING YOU EVERYWHERE (HA. DACKHTAH)
ENG: HOW COULD WE CURE PSYCHIATRIC AND NEUROLOGICAL DISEASES?
HATE MEDICAL STUDENTS FOR ONE THING THAT SELENA GOMEZ CANNOT DO (WHICH IS WHY THEY GRADUATED WITH AN ITCH IN THE ROOM: THE FUCKING REASON WHY HUMANITY IS LEFT WITH ABSOLVED TRAUMA ABOUT A LITTLE SISTER BEING PROGRAMMED BY THE RUSSIANS)
YOU'RE MADE UP BUT YOU KICKED THEIR ASS FOR IT (BLAME KEANU REEVES)
YOU'RE IN CILLIAN MURPHY'S PANORAMIC COMPLEX CUZ OF HIS VAGINA - I MEAN OSCAR
DMBSS: ALL CONDOLENCES ARE TO CHRISTOPHER'S LEE, ECCLESTON AND NOLAN (THE THIRD CHRIS THAT HATED GOD TO MAKE A DOCTOR, NOW GO GET YOUR OWN)
I'M THE DOCHKTA. NOW FUCK YOU OFF WITH THAT WORLD CLASS DEGREE AND SHOVE IT UP YOUR ASS THAT YOU CANT FIND ANYONE LIKE ME (I DUMPED YOU)
Y U LOOKING?
CHINK
ENG: HOW COULD WE MAKE EVERYBODY'S BRAIN FUNCTION BEST?
BLACK GUYS KNOW HOW TO VIBE BUT YOU'RE THERE AT THE WRONG TIME (RACIST REVERSED)
CHINKS ARE NOW NEURO-DIVERGENTS THINKING AGAINST THE GRAIN CUZ OF THEIR OCD-HD TERMINATOR PERCEPTION ARC VALUES HUMAN TRADITIONS MORE THAN THE ECO-SYSTEM WHICH GRADUALLY PROVES THE MOVIES POINT: YOU'RE SHIT AT LIVING
PAKI'S ARE NOW THE NEW ORANGE
DMBSS: ARNIE SCHWARZENEGGER MK11 BET YOU TO IT
youtube
youtube
youtube
ENG: PROBLEMS WE MAY NEVER SOLVE
DMBSS: *TAKE A LOOK AT WHAT THE CAMERA DID NOT FIND* THAT (MOCKS YOUR WORLD IN CHINESE MOTHER DEFAULT)
ENG: HOW DOES THE BRAIN COMPUTE?
DID YOU LIKE THE VIDEOS I SENT YOU? : )
*SAD CUTE FACE* WHY DID YOU NOT RESPOND *MORE SADDER CUTER EMOJIS*
ITS OKAY I WAIT (ACTUALLY GAVE UP LIVING.... FOR THAT)
DMBSS: ...DICK AROUND AND *RAPED BY THE CAMERA*
THE SEXY HORNET AT THE BACK WANTSYAHUNI WHERE IS IT (THE DAD YOU PROBABLY KNEW FROM A NEWSPAPER OR A COIN THAT HAD HIS NAME WRITTEN ON IT)
WHEREISIT (YOUR FIRST WIFE ENERGY FROM THE SAME MAN)
WHYIOUGHTTAMAKEYOU (NOW THAT SOCIAL CLASSISIST EVERYBODY WANTS TO MAKE FUN OF BUT IS THE REASON WHY THE KID IS LEFT CUTE PLUSHY SAD AFTER A MINUTE OF HER BEING LET DOWN BY .... TV CELEBRITIES)
ENG: HOW CAN COGNITION BE SO FLEXIBLE AND GENERATIVE?
DIDYOULIE? (YOU KNEW THE FAULT IN YOUR STARS)
WHATDIDYOU*SHOWSITYOU* WHY(ACTUALREASON) AND DID YOU DO IT (STRESSED BUT MELTING FLAKE 99 ENERGY BY SUPERMAN ALL ALONG)
DAMN YOU *GETSITDONE10/10THEFIRSTTIMECORRUPTEDMAGNETENERGYBASTARDHQHEKNEWBEST(ACTUAL HERO FORGOTTEN REMEMBERED CUZ HIS PRICED JEWEL WENT ELSEWHERE ON THAT COP AND MAGNET TV SHOW JAHANNAM SHE CALLS IT)
DMBSS: YOU DO KNOW HE IS RIGHT (LOONEY TUNES PHYSICS MAKES HIM TWEETY BIRD OF THE TV SH- AND YOU KNEW WHAT HAPPENS NEXT)
JAHANNAM (YOU RESPECT HIS CULTURE)
RAMADAN (YOU LIKE THE ENERGY)
YOUR MOM IS MY BITCH (YOU'RE PROBABLY DEAD FOR NOT THINKING SOONER THAN THE LGBTQ PREROGATIVE)
ENG: HOW AND WHY DOES CONSCIOUS EXPERIENCE ARISE?
BASTARD (THE ACTUAL VIEWER)
FAT ASS (LAZY DEMOGRAPHIC)
IM GOING TO.. (YOU'D NOT DO IT BUT YOU HATE THE FAMOUS META-SLUT FOR IT)
DMBSS: SHE IS MY DAUWHORETER (DAD-KID ENERGY LATER ON THE LOVE FOR THE FAMILY BLOODLINE)
YOU BASTARD BUT IM A GOD (DAD BUT DAUGHTER GETS IT)
I AM CHILL (DAJJAL ENERGY ELSEWHERE BUT AT LEAST THE CAMERA (HUSBAND) LOVES HER)
I AM YOU (KILLS YOUR CONFIDENCE TO LET DAD LIVE ON (MOM ASKING YOU FOR HELLP)
ENG: META QUESTIONS
DMBSS: KEANU REEVES IS NOW A RETARD
ENG: WHAT COUNTS AS AN EXPLANATION OF HOW THE BRAIN WORKS? (AND WHICH DISCIPLINES WOULD BE NEEDED TO PROVIDE IT?)
DID I ASK YOU FOR COCAINE??????? HUH! DICKHEAD????? *SNORTS THIN AIR FOR RELAXATION METHOD*
*YOU SEE THIS* NA *IDC* I LOVE YOU INFINITY (ACTUALLY THE TV SEX GODS WHO ARE WITH THE PRIMEDIAL RIVER SONG ALL THIS TIME *I WIN TIKTOK* SHOWS YOU MY NIPPLES FOR FREE ENERGY *FUCK YOU CILLIAN MURPHY* COUSINS ADORE THAT 'STICK IT TO THE MAN H20 ENERGY THEY ALWAYS LOVED ABOUT THAT ONE RETARDED FROGGODBROTHER*
I'M GAY THIS TIME (LESBIANS SUPPORT IT)
DMBSS: YOU GOT HIM, NOW WHAT
FUCK
THAT
OUT
MILEY HAS NOW GOT A NEW CHAPTER BUT THERE IS NO IFF BUT SEEING WHAT A BABY CAN DO IN PAGE 105 IS YOU ALONE NOT FUCKING AROUND THE MEDIUMS (TV SHOW SHIT LORE HAS A MORAL COMPASS IF USED AS GHOSTS THEN SAYS EVERYTHING ABOUT THE VAMPIRE DIARIES (US TV SHOW) THAT HAD YOUR ATTENTION BECAUSE 'WITCHES DANCE' FUCK THAT)
LETS SEE HANNAH MONTANA'S POV READ PROLIFIC FILES OF MILEY STEWARTS LIFE (ACTUAL NAME)
Tumblr media
TOTAL NEURON (BASICALLY A BULLSHITTER IN THE MIDST BUT TELLS YOU AS IT IS: NO LIE, THE MAN IS A VIRGIN): SHAPE SHIT UP MILEY
Tumblr media
TOTAL GLIA (THATS U ALL ALONG, FUCKING LIAR): THE VIEWER DOES NOT BELIEVE YOUR JOURNEY WITH A HEMSWORTH (THOR) LIKE YOU COULD HAVE MADE IT PRETTY FUCKING BELIEVABLE THERE
Tumblr media
OLIGODENDROCYTES (THIS U (THE SPECIAL VIEWER) ALWAYS IN HER FUCKING MIND): U DID DRUGS, GOOD FOR YOU NOW LOOK AT EVERYBODY JAYWALKING CUZ OF A SLEEPING BEAUTY (TV SHOW SPLIT SAYS U LIEEEEE)
Tumblr media
ASTROCYTES (HER LINE ON DOCTOR WHO ENDS WITH THIS CITATION QUOTE IMAGING YOUR CAREER ALL ALONG (HER DREAM NOW)
Tumblr media
MICROGLIA (RICH SWEET IS THE CHERRY ROSE HEAD BEING A TRAITOR IN REAL LIFE TO SAVE ASS YOU FUCKED UP AT LAST TO NEVER: YOU RADIO LIED TO EVERYBODY ABOUT TRACY BEING A GOOD GUY MERICAN TO BAD GUY BRITISH GONE GOOD, THIS IS U NOW): SAVE IT FOR THE PAPERS, SHE'S YOUR COUSIN NOW (LINNA XIX IS RELATIVE TO HOLLYWOOD FAMILY NOW CUZ HER AUTISM COST HER UP HER OWN HOME CUZ OF A DUMMY LOVATIC PANDEMIC SITUATION IN ITALY NOW (WHERE THE SHOW TAKES PLACE IS IOTA MURICAN ALL TIME BEST FRIEND (YOU COULD HAVE MARRIED FOR HEALTH SUPPORT) BACKSTABBED YOU FOR 'SOCIAL SENSING SITUATION TO 'WHERE IS MY NOHSE' BLACKMAILING A JAPANESE LINGUOAMERICAN DUOLOGY OF A JAPANESE FRONTIER BEING RESCUED FOR PANDA POLICIES (IN MY HEAD NOW, YEAH THIS IS THE ULTIMATE FAMOUS, JACKSONRODSTEWART PRSEZZTING)
Tumblr media
GRANULE CELLS: (IM THE REASON... NOW) YOU DO REALISE... YOU HAVE LONG TERM EFFECTS FOR WHAT YOU DO THAT MAKES UP A HUMAN BODY RESTORING SOCIAL HELLFIRE THAT MAKES UP A BODY OF ONE MAN, NOW THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS IF NOW HONESTY COMES AT A CONCLUSION THAT YOU WERE AND ALWAYS WILL BE IF YOU HAD NOTICED IT THE FIRST TIME (SOCIAL HONESTY CATERS THE WORLD FOR ONE PERSON KNOWING YOU THAN EVERYBODY DEJECTING THE LATTER FOR A REASON): WHERE ARE YOU SMILEY STEWART???? *LOOKS FOR YOU COMICALLY*
Tumblr media
NEWBORNS: 0-50 (SMWC): ASSHOLE RIGHT NOW IF YOU REMEMBER THIS
NEWBORNS: 0-59 (SH): YOU'RE DEAD BY THEN (NIGHTMARES IN YOUR WEALTH)
NEWBORNS: 17-95 (SH8): YOU CAN ALREADY HEAR US
Tumblr media
FEMALES: 120 - 18 (SMWC): YOU'RE A SELENATOR
FEMALES: 49 - 84 (SH): YOU HATE TIME (ACTUALLY THE GOOD GUY)
FEMALES: 17 - 45 (SH8): I DONT CARE ABOUT YOU (LOVATICS WHO KNOWN LINNA IN HER LIFETIME)
Tumblr media
MALES: 128 - 225 (SMWC): GLEE CAST FUGITIVES (ELSEWHERE)
MALES: 200 - MAX (SH): YOU KNEW LEE PACE
MALES: 20 (SH8): FANSONS
Tumblr media
CEREBELLUM: 90 (SMWC): NOW, JACKSON FORGIVES YOU
CEREBELLUM: 200 (SH): HEY LINNA : )
CEREBELLUM: 5-INFINITY (SH8): OHMYGOSHITSDAVIDTENNANTONTV, I KNOW HIM (MIMICS HIS DOCTOR IN REAL TIME)
P. 176
AMPLITUDE (I HATE YOU BUT YOU'RE OKAY ANYWAY):
TOTAL NEURON: DIS BITCH (OBVIOUS BAD GUY ON TV FUCKED UP FOR WHAT)
SMWC: SAY IT TO MY FACE (NOT THE WRITER BUT YOU WHO NEVER HAD THE AUDACITY TO CAST YOURSELF IN THAT PLACE THE FIRST TIME)
SH: I TOLD YOU SO (WHY ISNT SHE MOVING: YOU CANNOT STRIP CASH HER TO A WEDDING THERE ANYWAY (YOUR DEAD COUSIN WHO NEEDS HELP)
SH8: I'M NOT IN THE MOOD (YOU WERE FAMOUS FOR THAT)
FREQUENCY (THE HELL WITH THIS *DOES IT THEMSELVES FOR THEIR JOY IN THE END*)
CEREBELLUM: WE... LOVED THAT (TV HELL NOW)
SMWC: YOU. DUMBASS (YOU LOVED ME TO DIE?????????)
SH: I KID YOU NOT (ACTUALLY THE BABY HERSELF GOT TO BE FAMOUS)
SH8: I SHIT YOU NOT I DID THIS (SHE COOKS YOUR FAVOURITE EVERYTHING BUT YOU KNEW HER AS 12 YEARS A SLAVE)
COMPLEXITY (SHIT, I DID IT AGAIN *AUNTY BRITNEY HATES YOU*)
SMWC: WELL..... WE'RE WAITING (THATS HER)
SH: SHE IS TOO GOOD (EVEN WILL SMITH HIMSELF FOUND A SHEIKH HE CAN RELATE TO IN REAL TIME; NOW THAT SAYS SOMETHING)
SH8: I GOT DAVID TENPINBALL MACHINE FOR FREE AND YOUR GRANNY HATES YOU (WHYYYYYY?. *BBC ENDING LOGO IS IN PREVIEW*)
THIS IS WHY YOU DONT WANT TO BE A LOVATIC, YOU'LL GET SHAT ON BY COST OF LIVING CRISIS IN YOUR CRISIS CUZ NOW THE TORY GOVERNMENT STOPPED WORKING FOR YOU TO CURE 'AIDS DAJJAL' NOW (TV SHOW SYNOPSIS)
I HEREBY SALUTE THE BRUNT RUNNER OF HER ALL AND THE MAJESTY DAJJAL DI MUCKHHH DI RUKSHAAA REPERTOIRE TO ALL PROBLEMATIC POSTS TO THE GUINIVERE SCANDAL OF 'THAT SLUT MOBSTER TRUCK FIRE' TO THE ONE AND ONLY MISS DELLY SCOTT HR OBE
I SALUTE MY EXPECTATIONS FROM A BLACK BOUNTY
6 notes · View notes
sapphic-agent · 1 year ago
Note
Will work on my Izuocha ask. But here lets talk about Momo. She had a powerful OP quirk and so much potential but is shafted bc she has to be Mineta's target and also an "eye candy" for the fans. I say this as there many, many nsfw works of Momo where...well you get the gist.
1) Momo can create anything as long she can visualize in her mind. She could have been s great ally and friend to Izu as I think she would have to analyse her quirk (would be nice Izu having someone who does analyses too and isnt seen as "creepy")
2) Momo is rich. Extremely so, so why is she a hero? I know is an unfair question as we dont even get the answer for the mc(yes we got a generic "I want to help" but like come on this could have been more explored). But like if she is not doing for the money...then why? What is the endgoal? "I want to be a hero bc...bc!" Every kid, to me, seems to just want to be a hero bc yes (makes make me think: is the mkt in this world is that strong?)
3) Why she is wearing that uniform? While I get the intention of Izu having a costume that is "cosplay for poor" Why Momo used that? Did someone made her mind?(can see Midnight here but I admit I prefer her as a dark figure rather "she is the best woman on earth") like I know Hori did for fanservice but is a fanservice that hurts the character
4) is it canon she has meet Shoto before? Fanon seems to say in fics "Momo and Shoto are rich kids friends" which I mean, make sense as she is a heir (we dont even know what her family does) I ask this bc...IF this is true, did Momo had any positive thought about Endy?
5) Her quirk is super OP...and while I dont think she needs a quirk awaken I do think she, a minor in possession of such quirk needed more protection ...which makes me think if she was to have protection...would be bc of her op quirk or money?
1. I would love to see Yaoyorozu and Izuku interact more! I think they'd mesh well, especially since they're both intellectual people. Could have made for some fun scenes.
2. Yes, she needs a goal! Some have brought up that she could be the result of a successful quirk marriage that wasn't as abusive or dysfunctional as the Todorokis and tbh I think that's my headcanon now. They do imply that every kid wants to be a hero, but the kind of person she is I feel like it should go behind childhood dreams.
3. According to Horikoshi, this was Yaomomo's decision. Apparently, she wanted to show even more skin to make her quirk more accessible, but they restricted her (realistically, it's Hori being a perv). The theme of her suit is supposed to be "functionality" I'm guessing due to the kind of person she is. But the way her costume is, is more of a hindrance than a help. I said this to @anti-katsuki-lounge but she has no chest protection and the bookcase on her back could easily break her spine if she falls on it. I also always thought it would have made more sense for her to have an open back instead of an open chest since her back would be bigger space than her chest and she ends up ripping her shirt to make things out of her back anyway.
4. Yeah fanon is gonna have to take the L here. It's implied that Todoroki was completely isolated. Endeavor didn't even let him see his sibling let alone other kids. I'm almost sure he was homeschooled and even if he wasn't, Izuku was his first friend. And him and Yaomomo don't act like they knew each other beforehand, at most they knew of each other because of the recommendation exam.
5. Yes her quirk is super OP. Tbh, what would a quirk awakening for her even look like?
19 notes · View notes
amemenojaku · 6 months ago
Note
happy birthday bear! ive been thinking about kawasemi for no reason lately, bit of a throwback but if uve got enough thoughts to do a bingo id love to see it
Tumblr media
making me think about datsugoku on my BIRTHDAY of all days.... I dont know if I should thank you or shake your shoulders..... they make me completely lose my mind even after all these years!! pushing your dream onto your one and only childhood best friend only to give up on it as an adult (hits too close to home) and hopelessly watch as he makes it come true in your stead... to his own demise..... god!! this one goes to all the tragic best friends enjoyers in the world!!! they make me go through the whole spectrum of human emotions in just 3 minutes and 47 seconds (literally).
(everyone go watch/listen to Jailbreak by Neru <3)
2 notes · View notes
almxndrekitou · 2 years ago
Text
hmhm
since this is my little garden filled with plants made of my vents and random thoughts i will talk now
ahem ahem
life has never been like this
life has never felt so distant and so close
i cant smudge off a certain watermelon flavored kiss and some sweaty handholding
i certainly can’t smudge off the pain of knowing there is possibly no security to my future
i cant erase the look on his face as he spoke to me about it all
it never felt like this
i feel so alive and so whimsically numb at the same time
my mind has started feeling like the entirety of the universe
i want to hold him close to my heart,
i miss him. i don’t know how much more i can take.
i wish i could i could do a job, earn money, feel good about myself, feel like im a valuable piece to this capitalist world 
it all still feels like a fever dream, it feels like im in a deep sleep, perhaps im near the end of my existence and my delusions only have gotten worse since
because, how could any of this ever be happening?
it cant be true
it shouldnt be the reality of the situation no
maybe my denial only increases the intensity of it 
and when im feeling like this i normally imagine his hand caressing my skin, it used to be so selfish before but now.
now it feels like his heart only beats for me and it sounds so narcissistic i hate it
but youd believe me if youd hear how fast his heart ran when i kissed his palm
i feel so overwhelmed
and all i can do is push myself to go forward and never look back because yesterday’s locked in yesterday and i have only today, i want to make the most of it
hold onto every moment
selfishly try to contain it all like sand in my palms
its so... weird
i dont know
im too young i think
i have experienced nothing
especially my childhood, i want the sweet days back 
but where do i find them?
i feel horribly lost 
and unstable
i promise ill get therapy as soon as this all gets better
and
i dont know
but
i like him a lot
and its him i like, not his company or hand or his warmth
i like him
way too much
why does he have to be so considerate all the time?
like jesus im not even that great why do you even want me
and he said to me that he doesnt care about any of that, he said that he wants my chaos
i wonder why
i wonder what he really likes in me
maybe my persistence
i keep coming back and i keep asking things that barely bother me
and maybe he likes some part of it
i cant even look him in the eyes sometimes, i feel all of my thoughts when i do
its kinda insane yeah
and 
i feel so cosmic when i touch his scars and his bandages
suddenly all i feel is love and i want to hug him all the time
but thats not possible so im hugging a giant bear plushie
which is practically the same thing except i miss his yapping that i kinda like a lot
but seriously though, i have no one to talk to about stuff like this, mainly because everyone would reply with some sort of emotion that ill end up correlating it to the topic which i dont like doing but it happens subconsciously and ewwdhwdd
anyways so i was saying
sometimes or most of the time i like going on and on and on about things i like and no one listens, everyone reciprocates
he doesnt though
he just giggles with me and listens so well, he just stares at me and listens to me going on and on and on for hours about something
he cares for some reason
why does he do that
i hate him
fucking loser
i wanna kiss him on the mouth lol
1 note · View note
maschotch · 3 years ago
Note
corruption, spiral, or end for hotch please
the corruption: how often does your character get sick? what’s the sickest they’ve ever been?
ok once again reminding me of the hotch sick fic ill never be able to find..
um.. i dont think he gets sick a lot. which is surprising considering i doubt he takes care of himself well. i just dont think he’s a sickly person? cleanliness is at the very least something he maintains. and idk i just cannot for the life of me picture that man congested.
i could see him getting sick frequently as a child. his meager diet and constant injuries probably leaves him susceptible to lots of illnesses. i imagine he ran a fever a lot. i still havent landed on a solid hc for the level of appearances his father would bother to maintain, but if he didn’t care as much then i doubt the kitchen would be well stocked. the malnutrition and the poor condition of whatever food is in the house would probably lead to stomach bugs and things like that.
so he likely built up a strong immune system during his childhood, and increased his tolerance for dealing with various symptoms. he’s probably perfectly capable of coming to work with a fever or some other problem—this is a guy who wasn’t about to share whatever pain he felt from his internal bleeding until he passed out. he’s very adept at hiding whatever weaknesses he’s experiencing.
the spiral: how strong is your character’s grip on reality? are they quick to believe what others tell them? what is the cruelest lie they have ever believed?
hmm now that certainly depends on what you mean as reality. i think that out of everyone in the team (except maybe emily), he’s the most pragmatic. no matter what emotional state he’s in or painful memories he’s recalling or the depths of his self hatred, he’s still always going to have a foot in reality. he’s too logical to be pried too far from the actual situation at hand.
he’s too skeptical to believe a lie easily and too analytical to be properly manipulated. even in his encounter with scratch, despite the drugs and lewis’s best attempts to draw out the darkest parts of him, hotch was still able to discern delusions from reality. he’s maintained an insane amount of self control through extreme discipline, and that mental strength isnt something that would falter.
i think his adherence to objectivity falters when it comes to criticisms. i dunno if this qualifies as a “lie” per say but every cruel statement thrown at him in anger, true or not, will burrow into his chest and weigh heavy on his mind. even if he knows that the person was trying to be hurtful, he still believes it—it must be true to some extent, right? but i only think it’s because it’s something he already believes. his self loathing makes him particularly susceptible to admonishments from others.
the end: is your character afraid of dying? what death would they choose for themself? what death scares them the most?
hotch!!! my suicidal king!!!! ok i jest but in all fairness.. i think his relationship with death is complicated and definitely something that’s fluctuated over the years. he definitely plays fast and loose with his life more than he’d allow from any one else on the team (they are very aware of his hypocrisy and very annoyed with him about it). but i think that’s more about wanting to die right than wanting to die at all. “he wanted his death to mean something.” if he dies in his line of work, it’s probably by protecting someone or by stopping someone who would hurt others. thats the proper way to die for him, he thinks.
but i think just because he thinks he deserves death doesn’t mean he isn’t afraid of it. part of it is the existential fear all mortals share, but i think another big aspect is that he’ll die before he has a chance to justify his existence. he has this belief that his life is such a waste that he has to constantly make up for it by providing for others or doing good in the world. its a dream that he’ll one day do enough that it will all cancel out and he can just be a regular person—but the cruel joke is that no matter how much he does, he’ll never believe he’s reached that point. every mistake or harmful act is amplified exponentially compared to whatever victories he’s already diminished the value of.
send character asks!
23 notes · View notes
midnightmisadventures · 2 years ago
Text
Had a dream about hyfr last night
we were with a large group of like my college friends with a splash of highschool. He was being really cute, and i liked it a lot i'll admit. He's just the cutest and he was flirting with me and we soon realized we both felt soft about eachother.
Something about me throwing a snowball? and then him being like he kitowards us and what we've been through
Then after that we were locking arms and walking out of this sort of school/college building with our group just laughing and being giddy, us talking about things.
And i got super comfortable super quick, its not that i didnt think to be cautious, i was just embracing the moment and liked feeling comfort and love mutually. But i kinda kinda knew it was for funsies. Not the feeling. The romantic feelings between tristian and i were real, but the cirumstances werent sustainable.
Because i'm pretty sure he had a girlfriend
Anyway we were locking arms and he kissed me, and then i kissed him and it was so fun and light and airy, like we knew we loved eachother but it wasnt this intense ooey gooey moment we were just stealing little moments with eachother like we're childhood bestfriends. And he looked at me and said "man i wish we can just walk through these doors right now and just run away with eachother, i want to run away with you, just go, keep driving"
And immediately i was like "omg can we i'm so serious, fuck it" and i meant it. But going through my mind i was like okay that would be a little radical.....there is Liam after all.
So yea then we were just chillin in this park like place, the group we were with started competing in these tennis matches. And every once in a while, hyfr would come over and we'd make out for a minute or two.
So then apparently there was this other guy.......Him and his girlfriend were in our group. He started flirting with another girl in front of her and it was weird for everyone bc it was obvious this guy liked the girl he was flirting with and his girlfriend was getting embarrased.
So me and the girlfriend were talking and shes upset and ranting and saying "i wish he wouldnt do that in front of me, like why is he so teasy with her whats so special about her blah blah" and i was trying to maybe rationalize like "maybe your boyfriend doesnt know its coming off that way, maybe he doesnt really like her, you should talk to him idk"
And she just said "Well me and Justin are in a REAL and true relationship, and we act with integrity about how we interact with other girls/boys. NOT like whatever weird shit is going on with hyfr and aoa. He's so blatant about it everyone knows"
and idk if she knew that i was the girl he was technically cheating on her with, but all in all i dont think? she was being snooty towards me. She was just like whatever weird shit they let fly in their relationship is nothing like ours, we respect monogamy type beat. But also stfu i was just trying to be nice he's literally cheating on you babe
But yea that confirmed it that hyfr was in a relationship but idk it didnt bother me because again it truly just felt like for funsies
idk if it was this same girl but in another conversation i was having i remember someone asking me about "some other guy??" like uh dont you have a thing with someone else.
And i was like, absolutely referring to Liam. And i was like yea i really do believe hyfr and I are soulmates, but Liam and I are twin flames and theres a difference. Twin flames relationships are brutal, painful, but incredibly rewarding and theres an unbreakable bond and you love eachother more than anything, but thats not to say soulmates arent good too. Theyre not your twin, but you might get sent one if your twin doesnt step up, so it could always be potentially the right path to end up with a soulmate.
Uhhh yea a bit to unpack there
releasing releasing releasing from 5am to 1pm every damn day.
2 notes · View notes
dracowars · 4 years ago
Note
hii can i request one with draco when it’s like post war and they have a house on a quite street. they’re just chilling on their sofa reading a book or smth and it’s raining outside. the reader tells draco how she always wanted to dance in the rain so draco opened a window and blast their music and pulled her outside and they’re slow dancing in the rain. if you dont mind, of course. thank you and have a nice day!!
the sound of rain | draco malfoy
pairing: draco x reader
word count: 801
summary: where draco and y/n dance in the rain
a/n: i don’t know why but i love the concept of dancing in the rain so much, it’s just so incredibly beautiful
warnings: none
universe: harry potter
Tumblr media
The calming sound of rain pattering against the pane and roofs fills the silent air, the warm light from the streetlamp outside casts a cozy light into your house while you are snuggled up on the sofa. Two empty cups, still a little bit warm due to have been filled with hot chocolate only minutes ago, stand on the table in front of you and the candle’s flame in the middle of it flickers slightly with every breeze.
Immersed in your book, you listen to the relaxing sounds around you, your head resting on Draco’s lap, who is reading a book as well. Repeatedly, you peer up at him out of the corner of your eye when he once again stopped stroking through your hair to turn a page. His face is bathed in the warm light of the candle and makes him look even more ethereal than usual.
With a small smile forming on your lips, you turn your gaze away, but not back to your book, but out the window at the lantern. In its light you watch how it rains down on the earth in front of your little house. There is no other source of light to be found anywhere, apparently everyone has already gone to sleep since there is no light coming out of any windows either.
“What are you looking at, beautiful?”, Draco softly murmurs and stops his pleasant touches, noticing your mental absence.
“The rain”, you smile gently and look into his eyes, which start to shine every time he looks at you. “As a child, my parents always forbid me to go outside when it rained. ‘You will get sick’, they said. But sometimes I snuck out anyway.. You know, I have always dreamed of dancing in the pouring rain for once in my life, just like it is written in all those novels. To just let go and forget about everything around you.”
Uttering your words, you feel a touch of nostalgia building up inside of you as you think back to your childhood and your childish dreams. Your parents were right every single time, you actually got sick after going in the rain, but you still could not help it but to do it over and over again. The rain had an attraction for you that you could not and probably still can’t resist.
“Then what are we waiting for?”, Draco asks out of nowhere, putting his book aside and lifting your head so he can stand up. You look after him in confusion, not quite sure what he is hinting at when he heads straight to the window and opens it completely, the sound of the rain now much louder than before.
“What?”
“Come on, love. Let us dance”, he winks at you and turns on the music on the stereo that his parents gave you as a wedding gift. A harmonic melody sounds through the air as Draco comes back to you, extending his hand. He really want to do this right now. Not able to suppress your smile anymore, you follow him to the front door, where you quickly put on a pair of shoes before Draco opens the door and you run out into the rain together.
Because of the heavy rainfall, your clothes and hair get fully soaked immediately, but you could not care less. Draco pulls you to the middle of the street, gently placing one of his hands on your waist, the other taking your much smaller hand in his. Finally, you dance through the rain to the beat, just like you did back then in Hogwarts. How could you ever forget the beautiful feeling of dancing with Draco?
Here and there, Draco twirls you around, causing your wet hair to flip around as well, and he catches you in his arms again before you move on to the next step. The music coming out of your window does not seem to bother the neighborhood, and so you keep on dancing for minutes, if not hours, across the wet asphalt, completely forgetting the world around you. As soon as Draco pulls you closer and you exchange a glance full of love and affection, the music slows down by itself and you move accordingly, your head on his shoulder while you just enjoy the warmth of each other.
And suddenly your dream came true, even better and more beautiful than you could have ever dreamed of. Dancing through the pouring rain with the love of your life is definitely one of the most wonderful experiences of your life. Although you both know very well that you will be sick the next morning, neither of you regrets a single bit of it. You are much more likely to do it again the next time it rains.
153 notes · View notes
thewaywardbruja · 2 years ago
Text
~ Witchy UPDATE ~
I dont even.
So literally, the last journal was super sad and depressed.
And I apologize.
--
I have really been struggling with my Grandma being gone. The last few months havent been easy for me. Today marks 5 Months since she was taken from me, and not a day goes by that I dont think about her.
Shes made it apparent, and shown me that she's with me, more than once in dreams.
And today, on the 5 Month anniversary, I am making the decision to move forward. I cant stay this way. I'm afraid with this depression and stress and sadness I am feeling I'm going to give myself a heart attack. I dont want to end up like my Dad.
I have to do this for myself, for my mental health.
I'm not forgetting what happened, or leaving my Grandma behind, I am doing what she would want me to do, and live my life. To keep going without her. She would want me to be happy, and living my best life, not sad and losing myself in grief.
So thats what I'm going to do. I'm going to force myself to get out of this depression, grief and sadness. I miss her immensely. I feel like there is a hole in my life. The circle of people I trust is very small, and I lost a part of that circle.
But I cannot keep living the way I am living.
--
The positives to come out of this?
I found Witchcraft, and I'm finding myself through it. I have been on an incredible witchy journey, and I love every moment of the time I spend working on my craft. Its wonderful. Its been a dream come true and its been something I have loved experimenting with spells and learning divination, and using the gifts I already had for positivity.
I have reconnected with my spirit guide, from childhood, have found answers to questions that I knew she would give me.
--
Today, I rediscovered the Therian side of me. After a lot of soul searching and a conversation with my spirit guide, she told me what I knew already, that I am a Therian, have always been a therian since I was young.
I walked away from it, when things got very stressful, and upsetting and I was dealing with a lot, and thought it wasnt me. But I was in reality denying its existence, in denial. Its always been there, waiting for me to remember who I was. My spirit guide supports me, and let me know that I have always been a Therian.
My wolf side has returned, in my clarity and it feels amazing! ~
--
So yeah, the Wolfy Witchy is here :D
It feels amazing to reawaken this part of myself as well as discover my witchy side. Its been such an amazing and wonderful ride, and I just feel blessed that I have such an amazing support team behind me.
--
I'm on a journey of self-discovery and I feel like its going really well, even if I was stuck in a cycle of depression and grief. I'm slowly coming out of it and realizing that I have to HAVE to keep living my life.
--
I'm feeling really good mentally today, and I just wanted to get everything I was feeling out in a journal.
I'm feeling clearer in the mind as well, and just seeing everything better now. I dont know what changed, but something in me has shifted and I am moving --- > forward.
--
I'm in a pretty positive place, and no one can steal that from me. I need to get back to my life, to myself, to my craft, and my journey. I've been stuck here for so long its time for me to move for myself.
The ultimate gift of self-care.
----
I will be posting tarot draws again when I get the time, been doing some, need to get through the ones I have already done, they are coming.
I started a new job and the schedule is pretty hectic. I'm still trying to get used to working long hours again and my body is just like meh. lol. But I'm excited and loving my new job as well. <3
---
I feel good, I feel powerful, and I feel like once more I am stepping into my power. I feel like I am seeing life for what it is, and the things I am doing now to move forward is me practicing the most beautiful self-care. It feels wonderful. <3
---
So I will see you guys soon! Probably with Tarot Draws :D xD
2 notes · View notes