#jiwoneiric

[jiwoneiric]

midnight quarrel pt.2

y/n is still upset and minji is trying her best to make up for it but upset y/n means upset minji too and that leads to another thing...

a/n: read the first part of this here first if you haven't! enjoy reading :D tbvh, this is just miny/n testing each other's limits.

featuring: lesserafim

playlist: midnight quarrel

warning: lowercase intended, insecurities, harsh words, cursing, family issues, injuries, internalized homophobia (please tell me if there's anything to add)

word count: 5.8k

two days passed just like that, and you are back in the practice room again after catching what seems to be a two-hour sleep.

you managed to not get caught by any of your members when you sneaked out to train again last night but you are almost sure that minji knows about you staying up late when you notice how her stare on you lingers more than usual.

she keeps staring at you even while practicing and it is starting to bother you.

is there something on your face?

is she going to talk to you after the practice?

is she mad?

being distracted by her stares, you suddenly stumble on your own feet, and on the way to catch yourself with your hands, you accidentally twist the left one. hissing quietly, you don’t want the girls to worry much but danielle is surely so worried.

“unnie, are you alright?!”

you stand up immediately, brushing invisible dust on your clothes while making sure that your left wrist is hidden perfectly under your hoodie sleeve.

"i'm fine, i'm fine."

you assure the girls and thankfully, they know how you don't like this kind of attention that much. so, hanni suggested that you should take a break for a minute or two before joining them back. albeit reluctant, you followed her suggestion and went to the coffee machine to drink your coffee.

"you shouldn't drink that much coffee, you know."

you nearly spit out your coffee when a sudden voice interrupted you. furrowing your brows, you turn around, only to be met with minji's furrowed ones too.

"let me do whatever i want, min."

you snicker before turning your head back to the machine, not wanting to have a casual conversation with the latter at all.

"i'm being serious, y/n."

you groan internally. here she goes again. couldn't she just leave you alone for a second? you put down the poor paper cup harshly.

"let's continue our practice, guys."

you walk toward the other, leaving minji dumbfounded at the corner.

"when will the both of you going to settle it, bro?"

hanni tiredly asks, although her voice is too loud to let the others hear it too.

"minji and y/n unnie is still fighting?"

the curious hyein asked, receiving a hushed "don't get involved" from haerin.

"i don't know guys, someone is not trusting me."

oh, you indeed are testing minji's patience limit. unbeknownst to you, the next question you are going to ask is about to let the hell break loose.

"aren't you, kim?"

you asked her that without even facing her and you could only catch a flash of horrified gazes from the members before you found yourself getting dragged—once again, and now you hate the fact that she is stronger than you—out of the room. noticing that no one is around the quiet hallway, you shout, demanding her to stop.

"let me go, kim!"

you were surprised when she actually let go of your wrist, your right wrist, thankfully, only for you to get surprised even more when you see her teary eyes.

"stop calling me kim, y/n..."

"minji, i–"

well, now you feel guilty about it.

thinking about it, the past few days have been filled with both of you trying to test each other's limits—well, it's mostly you testing minji's patience, but let's ignore that–and end up feeling guilty about them.

the second time she drags you today, you let her as she leads you to her vocal practice room. you stand stiffly at the center of the room as she locks the door before turning around to face you, still with tears brimming in her eyes.

"i trust you, y/n. i fucking trust you."

you watched how she bit her lips, trying to not cry in front of you. it is the first time you heard her curse, and it stings more than you expected it to be.

"i..."

you were about to calm her down, but the tears on her face trailed off your words.

"i know you were going to continue practicing if i said i do, that was why i said i didn't!"

you tear away your gaze, settling it on the ground. you never know that was the reason. you trusted her so you believe she's telling the truth right now.

"is that enough of a reason, park y/n?!"

you feel your body jerked up upon her stern and sudden scream. now minji is really scaring you.

"i–"

"look at me, park y/n."

you fidget your fingers, and tears start brimming in your eyes. you feel so conflicted right now. you really don't want to cry here, in front of her, but she never talked to you this harshly. you badly want to comfort her but how could you when you can't even look at her without crying?

"i'm sorry, minji."

you shut your eyes tight when your voice wavered. now, she's going to know that you are on the verge of crying.

"i'm sorry for pushing you away, for putting you on the edge, for annoying you with my immature ways, for doubting you. i really am sorry."

you let your chin meet your chest as you let all the tears fall down to the floor. your clenched fists are probably white right now from the effort to suppress your emotions. you hate how she keeps silent even after a few more droplets fall from your face to the floor.

overwhelmed with your tears and emotions, you feel like running away from this room, from the same space with minji, before you get drowned in it.

and so you did.

you run away.

"y/n!"

you catch the way minji calls out for you, but you can't bear being in there anymore.

you have always been this way, trying to get away from the person who is the source of your difficulties. you did not learn how to open yourself to others when you were growing up. your parents always tell you that you shouldn't weep since sobbing is only for the weak. even worse, your parents aren't the kind to inquire about how your days are going. when they once saw you crying by yourself beneath your covers, they scolded you harshly, telling you that you were being overly sensitive about a little matter. it was one of your most painful childhood recollections. With all the regular girl friendship issues, middle school was a difficult period for you. you understand that it's okay to express your feelings the way you did a few years ago, but you still have a tendency to revert to your previous behaviours as time goes on.

just like now.

but you can't face minji, at least, not now.

you said the same thing the last few days, y/n

can your inner thoughts stop bothering the fuck out of you for a second?

you clenched your fist tighter, hating how pathetic your minds are probably looking inside right now.

you walk as fast as you can against a few people, your muscle memory saving you from disrespecting the staff here as you bow and bow. you let out a deep exhale upon seeing the front door of the building.

a bit more, y/n. a bit more.

"y/n!"

oh shit.

you stop abruptly, almost bumping into yunjin, a figure you considered your own sister now, who is now looking at you with a worried expression painted on her face.

"you okay, honey?"

you could only shake your head before burying your face into her chest, not wanting her to see your tears-stained face.

"it's okay, i'm here, y/n. i'm here."

minji, on the other hand, is back in the dance practice room after making sure she washed over all traces of tears on her face. it's enough that they have seen her cry a few days ago. she doesn't want to worry them more.

"minji unnie, where is y/n unnie?"

haerin watches intently, trying to figure out anything.

"uhh, she..."

unnie is probably making an excuse now.

"i asked her to go take a rest for the day."

that's totally a lie, minji unnie, there's no way y/n unnie will take a rest that easily. we all know how stubborn she is.

"she does seem tired earlier. did she train overnight last night again?"

hanni questions, which earns a nod from minji.

"i was awake when she went out but i don't know when she came back last night."

minji explains, gaining nods from the others.

haerin noted to herself to take care of both you and minji later.

i'll make sure they solve whatever problem they are having tonight.

minji panicked when she couldn't see a trace of you being in the house right now. it has been almost six hours since you left so she thought that you should at least be home now.

"y/n unnie isn't here.", "not here too.", "where did this brat go?"

minji watches as panic starts to spread among the members upon the missing of their one and only y/n.

noticing this, she instantly calmed them down.

"she probably went outside to, you know, take a walk or something. you guys know how she like to do that, right?"

minji watches as the others nod their heads in agreement. she could only mentally pray that her guess of your whereabouts is correct, or she might kill herself over guilt.

"unnie, that's so unfunny!"

it's bizarre how you are saying that when you are having the time of your life laughing at yunjin's dad jokes.

"y/n is the only one who understands the joke! oh, i love you, y/n."

you shriek as yunjin pecks you continuously on the cheek, making a grimaced expression despite not really hating it.

"yeah, you two can go and debut as a duo. a gagman duo."

the whole living room resonates with laughters from yunjin's members as you watch her pouts.

suddenly, a knock was heard from the front door of lesserafim's dorm.

"anyone expecting a guest?"

chaewon being the leader she is, questions.

seeing that all of them shake their heads in confusion, you watch as chaewon walks toward the screen displaying the front door's camera view.

"oh? it's minji-ssi. did you ask her to come here, y/n?"

oh shit.

yunjin probably notices how your face drops.

"you fought with her, didn't you?"

yunjin whispers to your ear, respecting your privacy in front of the others.

you have no choice but to nod weakly. and you also have no choice but to let minji know you are here. god forbid where she will go to search for you. heck, she might even go to the forest to make sure you are not there.

"i didn't but i guess i need to go now, guys."

you stand up as eunchae complains cutely.

"aww, it'll be boring without you!"

"what do you mean, manchae? i'm literally here?"

yunjin slips in.

"exactly."

you watch as the girls hold their stomachs while laughing their ass out. yunjin will forever be the teased one in this group.

"i'll come visit you guys more often, okay?"

you assured them as you finished packing up your stuff inside your bag.

"you better be, y/n."

you nod at zuha's unthreatening threat. waving the last goodbye before opening the door, not looking back at minji as you walk past her.

"hey, y/n!"

you know you need to stop to wait for the elevator, so you stop in your tracks anyway, allowing minji to catch up with you. perhaps your stare is too intense when you catch how minji's stern facade is being replaced with a softer one. knowing that she will probably keep silent like she did twice before, you break the silence first, gazing down at the worn-out tiles.

"look, minji..."

"i'm sorry, y/n."

your head stayed down as only your eyes moved up. watching intently as minji takes a step closer to you.

“i know i shouldn't have shouted at you like that even when i’m mad. it is so uncall of me.”

you watch her fidgeting her own fingers. you forgive her, honestly. you can understand why she shouted at you, especially when you look back at how much you frustrated her earlier.

"c-can i hug you?"

you heart stings upon hearing the vulnerable question. a sudden realization hits you that your fight with minji is getting worse than you expected to the point that she is scared to initiate any physical contact with you, which is so unlikely of her. she has always been the affectionate one between the both of you. the members have always complained that you are getting special treatment, which you need to deny because it is just that they are too affectionate, not that it is a bad thing at all.

"please, y/n."

you hate to see and hear her begs so desperately for what used to be so easy to get. not wasting any second anymore, you grab her wrist and pull her into your embrace, wincing softly when your swollen wrist hits her back.

"i miss you, y/n."

the sudden confession from minji distracts you from the pain as you feel her letting out a deep exhale of what you think is contentment on your neck. you blame the cold hallway that somehow makes you more emotional than usual as you feel yourself crying when she starts rubbing your back.

"i miss you too, min."

you couldn't care anymore if she notices how your voice cracks a bit from holding back the tears. you bite your bottom lips when she pushes you impossibly closer, her body warming you the exact way it has always done whenever you get cold, like right now. you agree even more with the nickname "official radiator" dani gives to her.

both you and minji didn't notice how lesserafim's door unlocked, yunjin and chaewon's head peeking out from behind the door.

"excuse us but you better get going to your dorm now before you start making out in front of OUR dorm."

you watch as minji panics, trying to let go of the hug, but you keep your hold on her tight.

"mind your own business, unniedeul!"

"oh, you are ditching me now that you have made up with your girlfriend, y/n-ssi?"

you watch how minji turns even panicked and somehow, your heart feels like it just gets punched.

"unnie, what the hell?! she is not my girlfriend?!"

you hate how the denial rolls off your tongue. you hate how you can feel minji loosening your grip on her waist, but you still let go of her, hating to make her feel uncomfortable. after all, her comfort is your utmost priority. minji is your utmost priority, if we exclude your career, of course. but she doesn't need to know that. as if she will feel the same way if you ever tell her about it.

"whatever, don't stay here too long, y/n and minji!"

"yeah..."

your voice trailed off before they finally shut the door. you let minji drag you after she intertwines your hand with hers into the just-arrived elevator.

you stay silenced, trying your best to hide your reddened face from minji.

"can i ask you something, y/n?"

you hum albeit the weird feeling in your stomach starts appearing again.

"what was that about?"

what?

"what?"

"i saw you blushing earlier, y/n."

you look up as you watch how confusion fills minji’s face.

"what? no, i wasn’t."

you denied as you sensed a lump forming in your throat.

“don’t lie, y/n."

did she know? 

no way.

"yes, i did, min."

you feel the lump growing bigger as you watch minji hesitate for a while.

"why?"

"no reason."

you know where this conversation will lead you and you are not willing to do it, not here, not when you just get to talk to her normally again.

"you like me?"

it is as if a huge rock falls on your shoulder as you feel her question weighs you down.

"of course, i like you, min. you are my best friend."

a sting is felt in your heart yet you ignore it, focusing on averting minji from this topic. you lift your face to see her completely dazed face. usually, you can read her like an open book but now, you can’t tell what is she thinking about.

“that’s not what i mean, y/n.”

why is she being like this?

you wonder to yourself, what does she want you to answer her because you sure can see a glint of disappointment in her deep eyes. too deep in your thought, you jumped upon the elevator's sudden sound at your arrival on the ground floor.

“what is this about, min?”

you questioned, getting tired of guessing her actual purpose of asking all of this. it doesn’t even feel like she asked because she feels the same. it feels more like she is interrogating you, as the leader kim minji.

you followed her from behind as she walked out of the elevator. your question is left ignored and you feel a piece of glass stabbed in your heart. 

she knew you liked her.

she knew you like girls, park y/n.

she is disgusted by you, park.

and with her silence, your inner demon wins over your thoughts.

minji is troubled by your eerie silence. she wants to tell you about her feelings but listening to your nonchalant answers earlier makes the balloon of her hope burst just like that. she never explicitly told you about her preferences on love but she supposed she made it obvious when she always gushes over female idols more than male idols. she always takes notes on how your face would look like it will explode anytime soon when she overpraises one of the idols, especially when it comes to her new friend, liz from ive. she knew you think that liz is more attractive than you despite her always convincing that you are the prettiest, which always leads to you getting your face reddened like a tomato.

but at the end of the day, she only has one person in her heart.

"y/n."

you immediately fix your position before scooting over to the other side of the car. your eyes fixated at the view outside of the window. you feel your heart getting heavier as each second passes by. you can’t deal with her now. you refuse to let your demon cheer over your loss and hurt minji again.

"hey..."

you feel her hand creep around your arm, circling it as you feel the car seat beside you sink in.

you detangle her arm and push it away carefully. with the presence of your manager in the driver's seat, you can’t risk yourself spilling something you shouldn’t.

"let's just talk later, minji."

"oh..."

a pang on your chest.

and another one, a bit harder, when you feel the seat rise up back.

you feel the intense stare of minji from your right side, probably trying to make a hole into your brain to see what you were thinking. you ignored it, turning away to watch the view outside once again.

you can do this, y/n. a bit more.

and your wish did come true when you caught sight of your dorm building. you suddenly take notice of your bag, filled with your belongings that were supposed to be sprawled out in the practice room. you grab the bag and mutter a small gratitude towards minji, hoping that she heard it and just in time, the car stops, signalling that you have arrived in front of the building.

"i'm very sorry for troubling you, unnie."

"it's okay, y/n. just, rest a lot and minji, make sure the girls sleep early. you need to practice again tomorrow, get it?"

"yes..."

you quickly get yourself out of the car and minji thinks that you are going to leave her behind, but you go around the car, opening up the door for her.

you catch her surprised face but brush it off, not wanting to create a chance for her to talk to you about earlier.

just, let you breathe without thinking about it for a second.

silence fills the air as both of you walk your way to the elevator, and luckily, the elevator arrives just in time. you walk inside, followed by her. 

the silence is slowly filled with awkwardness as you glance at her fidgeting hands, aching to hold them like you always do but you hold yourself back, knowing better not to.

“do you want to talk inside the dorm or should we go somewhere else?”

“what?”

you hate how she flinched slightly over your reply. you just simply hate being awkward with her. 

“you said, we sh-should talk about it later?”

oh shit. i said that out of spite, damn.

“uhh, i think we can go talk inside your room.”

“yeah, that should do.”

right after the elevator door opens on your level, you step out and about to walk straight to the said room after entering the house. about to because apparently, the other girls are worried about you.

“unnie, where did you go?”, “are you alright, y/n unnie?”, “y/n, where the heck were you?”

amidst the chaos breaking out, you notice how haerin stands still, her stare on you feels like she has a clue on what is going on but you brush it off, knowing that there is no way minji told her about the arguments you two had.

upon the entrance of minji, the girls start surrounding her, leaving both you and haerin having a staring session.

“unnie.”

you follow haerin’s gaze as she walks closer to you. 

“yes, haerin-ah?”

“can we talk?”

oh no.

it is not that you are scared of her knowing the truth and being disgusted at you but you don’t want to make minji the bad guy here no matter if she is or not. at the end of the day, both you and minji are her unnies whom she relies on a lot.

“sure, but i need to talk to minji first, okay?”

you catch how hesitation flashes over her eyes before she nods, probably knowing that it is enough that you agreed to talk with her later. 

“and uh, i kinda need to use your room for a while, can i?”

she nodded again before you turn around, watching the girls attacking minji with questions.

“min.”

the call meant to take minji’s attention has taken the other’s attention as well.

“let’s go.”

you follow minji’s track after she nods and walked her way to her room albeit the noise of confusion filling the living room.

“about what you said earlier…”

you take a deep breath.

this is it, y/n. you are going to deny it and bury this feeling forever.

“i like you, y/n.”

what?

“no, no. you d-don’t have to pretend.”

you ramble, only now aware of the fact that minji’s face is right in front of you, causing you to step back in surprise.

“y/n.”

you were caught off with how minji’s eyes are filled with tears.

why is she crying?

“y-yes?”

“do you hear me the first time?”

how can you like and hate how serious she is being right now?

“of course, i do but that’s not the po—”

your words are cut short again when she grabs your hands, a bit more careful with the left one, before staring at you so intensely that you can see the swirl of emotions inside them.

“park y/n, i love you.”

you want to be convinced so bad but her dazed and confused face flashes right before you can respond to her confession.

“aren’t you disgusted by me?”

“what?”

you watch the bewildered expression on her face before it turns into acknowledgement. 

“why would i be?”

you feel yourself shrinking when minji’s deep and stern voice intimidates you. 

“b-because i like girls?”

you watch her cautiously when she sighs deeply.

“didn’t i just told you that i love you, y/n?”

“y-yes?”

“and you are a girl, aren’t you?”

oh.

you feel stupid for getting it just now.

“oh.”

it’s the only thing that could come out of your mouth as you process what you just heard.

“seriou—”

“you love me?!”

minji covers your mouth with her big hand.

“bro, are you going to let the whole world know?”

you watch how her face reddens and how she tries to look anywhere but at you. once again, you are reminded of how much you love the other girl and how much you want to be hers. overwhelmed with emotions, you hug her, needing her warmth to keep you grounded.

noticing her silence, you continue your words.

“i was not expecting it.”

you smile upon feeling her smile on your forehead.

“expecting what?”

you feel so much calmer as her hands stroke your hair. your entire body begins to warm up as you realise that you can now get her to do it to you without a reason now.

“you liking me back…”

she pulls away, looking at you in disbelief.

“why do you think i went to see you at 3 in the morning the other day for?”

“because you were being a caring member?”

you watch as she facepalms herself, prompting a laugh to slip from your lips.

“bro, you are like, super dense. damn…”

“hey, i am not!”

you hit her arm playfully, and waves of laughter fill the small space.

“so you weren’t walking away because you were disgusted by me?”

“hell, no!”

you smile as you feel her embrace get tighter. 

“i will never be disgusted by you, y/n.”

you were about to kiss her cheek,

“okay, maybe if you cooked me something with carrot, i might be.”

and she ruined it just like that. you huff in annoyance before wiggling yourself out of her embrace. 

“where are you going?”

you watch how she asks you with innocence plastered on her face.

“we aren’t staying here all night, are we?”

you hold out your right hand, immediately getting it intertwined with minji’s one as she smiles sheepishly.

“right.”

as promised, you are going to talk to haerin inside her shared room with minji after making sure to explain, well, almost everything to the girls. minji has made sure you are holding a bag of ice wrapped in a towel on your left wrist beforehand. 

“y/n.”

you turned around, meeting minji’s worried eyes with your confused ones. she brought you to the kitchen after excusing both of you from the other girls.

“yeah?”

you caught how her gaze moved from your eyes to your left hand, or more specifically, your left wrist.

“you hurt that, right?”

instinctively, you tried—emphasis on tried—hiding your hand but minji is undeniably faster at grabbing your arm, slowly and carefully lowers her hands to hold your wrist.

“how did you know?”

“i—”

“you were staring at me, i know.”

“bro—”

you chuckled when you saw her pout. your lips naturally meet her pouted one, as if you have been doing it forever.

“y/n—”

“your lips are so soft.”

you blurted out. it is your first kiss so you have nothing to compare hers with but you are sure that her lips are the softest lips you will ever kiss. 

“it was my first kiss.”

“wha— y/n! your first kiss shouldn’t be that short!”

“then kiss me again...”

you never knew where you got the courage to say it so easily but when minji took a step forward, you knew it was because you were going to share it with her, with the one and only kim minji. the only girl that you’ve liked so earnestly your entire life. with a smile softer than you’d ever seen before, she made another step toward you, her hands resting on your chest. her face moved past your face, 

“may i?”

you gasped silently when her lips slightly brushed with your earlobe. you’re relieved that she can’t see how red your face is right now. 

with your hum of agreement as a cue, you close your eyes when you feel her soft lips against yours again. you can also feel her arms circling around your neck as you grab and rub her waist softly, afraid that she’ll be gone the moment you open your eyes. 

contrast to the firework sensation people always associate with a kiss, you feel a tranquillity settling down in you. it feels as if minji is soothing you down, as if minji’s kiss makes you acknowledge that this is not a dream, that she is here, in reality, loving you as much, if not more, as you love her.

you pull her closer as she tightens her arms around you, pulling onto each other for more and when you stop and open your eyes, minji has her eyes closed, heavily exhaling, hair ruffled, and you have never seen a prettier mess than her. 

her lips at your ear again, whispering, 

“I love you.” 

you want this to last forever. slowly, carefully, reverently, you cupped her face with both hands. 

you want to kiss her again.

her smile grew even softer, and as if she could read your mind, she nodded. 

letting out a small chuckle, you surged forward to kiss her back. minji’s arms wrapped around your back, and with her usual strength, she pulled you close, her tongue diving deeply into your mouth, claiming what always had been hers, anyway. you smiled in the kiss as your eagerness was reciprocated. your arms circled around her waist, the pain on your left wrist is left unbothered as you grip the hem of her hoodie.

you started to feel dizzy, and your heart’s beating was getting erratic but even as breathing became a necessary distraction, you still didn’t want to pull away. you have been waiting for this for so long and you are here now, trying to make the fullest out of it. you hum in satisfaction when you feel her hands tangling in your hair.

yet though, both of you had to part. gasping for oxygen, both of you leaned your foreheads together, eyes closed and bodies pressed against each other’s.

“i love you, minji.”, “i love you, y/n.”

both of you giggled at the coincidence. oh, you love her laugh so much. albeit reluctant shown all over her face, minji let you go, her sweet smile still plastered on her face.

“now, let’s put some ice on your wrist before the members caught us like this.”

you unknowingly blushed at the thought of the girls catching you two kissing like that. you shaked your head, pushing away the thought. 

it’s embarrassing!

“why are you shaking your head?”

you thought she didn’t notice it.

“i— i was just—”

“you were thinking about if the girls caught us kissing right?”

how can she read your mind just like that?!

both of you returned to the living room to spot the girls all huddled up on the sofa, eyes on their own’s phones.

“oh, you’re done, unnie?”

haerin, who noticed both of you first asked. you nod and approach her.

“let’s go?”

“go where?”

curiosity got the best of minji as she blurted out the question.

“i’m not going to take y/n unnie away from you, minji unnie”

“n— no, what do you mean?! i was just curious!”

you giggled when you watch minji brushing haerin’s statement away with her reddened face.

“we’re just going to talk for a while.”

you answered for her, watching her pouts her lips.

“actually, unnie, can i sleep with you tonight?”

it has been so long since you slept with haerin because of the tight schedule. although all of you have assigned roommates, all six of you are always up to sleeping with each other if one of you wants to, like right now.

“sure!”, “y/n!”

before minji could sulk because she couldn’t sleep with you, hanni dragged her to sit on the sofa, asking the taller to watch the tv with her, leaving her with no choice but to stare at you hopelessly while you giggled with haerin dragging you to your shared room.

“so…”

“did you and minji unnie fight, unnie?”

oh, she’s going straight to the point like she usually is but you always get surprised by it.

“yeah, we kinda did…”

you watched as she nodded in understanding.

“but, we’ve made up though!”

you quickly exclaimed, not wanting to trouble the younger one.

“is your wrist okay, unnie?”

you catch her looking at the ice bag covered by a towel on top of your swollen wrist.

“remember when i fell earlier this morning?”

“i knew something was wrong.”

“huh?”

“i saw how you hid that wrist earlier, unnie.”

you feel the warmth spread over your body when you feel her caress your injured hand carefully.

“i, just, don’t want to let you guys down, you know?”

it has always been easier for you to be honest with haerin. despite being younger, you have always leaned on her secretly, even before you debuted. maybe because the way she shows that she cares with her actions more than her words makes you feel more comfortable to let it out in front of her.

“i know.”

“but,”

and also the moment she uses her words instead, 

“you would never let us down, especially me.”

you will find yourself comforted so much by them. so much, that you always end up tearing up in front of her.

“and here you go, making me cry again, haerin-ah…”

“god, i’m not wishing you guys to fight again or anything, but can you guys keep your hands to yourselves for once?!”

hanni can only sigh in defeat as both of you stick your tongues out. teasing hanni is usually done separately by both of you, but it’s your favourite activity to do with minji now. it has been a few days since minji and you have got together but oth of you agreed on telling the others later when the suitable time comes.

“god, why do you give me two stupid bears as my friends?”

‘hey, don’t call my minji stupid!”, “hey, don’t call my y/n stupid!”

“i’m never hanging out with only the two of them after this!”

you and minji start laughing over the coincidence while hanni runs away, she has never felt this lonely when she thirdwheeled dani and haerin before.

at times, you are reminded how lucky you are to have all five of them as your members. you would never survived as an idol if it was not with them. 

and you hope all of them know that too.

so, that marks the end of midnight quarrel!! i have never updated the continuation of my works this fast but thanks to your constant interest, especially @zkfmhoo and a few anons, i made it!! sorry if it's too long but i hope you enjoy it!!

you can always request and send me an ask!! comment and reblogs are highly appreciated!!

[earlysunshines]

this reminds me of punches to the heart!hanniii

https://x.com/scenicMINJI/status/1826951273536446628?t=n9pH5MdoBfSrXAE6NUyHRg&s=19

oh my god my loser nursing student hanni oh my god she's sooo campus crush sooo first sem crush soooo college love sooooooooasdkfaljsn

[jenscx]

ATTENTION — kim minji smau

being the music bank mc has its pros. being able to meet your bias, interacting with other idols… too bad your partner is the only idol you hate; kim minji.

STATUS LOADING… finished!

TAGS — fluff, angst, idol!minji x idol!reader, enemies to lovers, secret pining, mubank partners, cursing

UPDATES — wednesdays and fridays

! IMPORTANT ! this fic is not an accurate portrayal of the kpop idols mentioned. everything stated is fiction.

CHARACTERS… IVE lost my mind | hyein antis

00. prologue

01. confrontation

02. annoyingly pretty

03. weverse live

04. dating rumours

05. shut up

06. nightlife

07. ok translator

08. STOP BEING GAY

09. eye contact

10. kys loser

11. fancams

12. feeling: devious

13. yn’s downfall

14. hiatus

15. fav album?

16. cheer up baby

17. i wish you would

18. YNJI REUNITED!

19. moment of weakness

20. BALLS IN YO MOUTH

21. #featured

22. yo chat

23. downbad spiral

24. liam pain

25. honesty

26. god forbid

27. wsg dawg

28. unnie

29. jinnie

30. alpha side (half-written)

31. feral over you

32. insane rizz

33. forrealz

34. situationship OVER.

35. let’s go!

36. a question (half-written)

37. three months curse

38. ynji moments

39. ynji moments pt.2

BONUS. yn’s playlist

40. favourite idol

41. holy shit

42. just friends

43. yujin was right

BONUS. playlist #2

44. first wlw heartbreak

45. the 1

46. we got this

47. snooze by sza

48. triple texted

49. d/milf hunter

50. yes or yes?

51. good morning

52. hanni the therapist

53. happy birthday

54. letting go (half-written)

55. movie night

56. wonyoung’s talk (half-written)

57. sheldon the turtle

58. ure trippin

59. coquette core

60. attention (half-written)

TAGS ! @ky-yk @urmom2314 @nasyu-kookies @limbforalimb @yoontoonwhs @be0mluver @lesleepyyy @eunhhh @edamboon @sewiouslyz @haerinfangs @impossiblesharkcashrebel @mightymyo @dexthzone @pandafuriosa60 @haew0nz @dmndtears @awkwardtoafault @hyehae @sserajeans @haerinkisser @chaerybae @yukianism @urwyf3 @xxsplatashaxx @kimsgayness @manooffline @yerisdumbass @jeindall777 @jiwoneiric @justme-idle @imthisclosetokms (closed)

[iamtired10]

the distance between us

pairing - pham hanni x female reader

synopsis - she was like a butterfly—beautiful, delicate and impossible to catch. you spent years lying to yourself, telling everyone, even convincing yourself that you didn’t like her. now the reality hits harder than ever—because she’s got a boyfriend.

genre - angst shit and fluff shit, then mother slow-burn [written + text fic]

warnings - unrequited love, pining, cheating, homophobia, strong language, deep emotional cuts and an unhealthy family (trust me the list will probably grow)

status - coming soon ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ᵐᵃʸᵇᵉ

a/n - listen idk how this is gonna go but it might be trash bcuz writing angst? yeah that's not my thing. i feel illiterate when it comes to this stuff, so bear with me 🖤

taglist - @saysirhc, @pminjucaptor, @yxlis, @phamianaz @sixflame438, @lostamoeba, @yoohtonyy @haerinkisser , @idkwhatim-doinghere101, @jiwoneiric

(want to be tagged? let me know<3)

ꨄ ᴍᴀsᴛᴇʀʟɪsᴛ:

1. ???

2. ???

3. ???

4. ???

ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇᴅ...

a/n - surprise... yup, surprise ☺︎

[izfims]

sugarcoat — yu jimin

synopsis: as a way to fix her image, jimin's team decides to host an event where one lucky fan gets to go on a date with the idol to show the world that she's a good person. since y/n's younger sister happens to be one of her biggest fans but unfortunately falls under the age limit, she decides to sign her older sibling up instead. there's no way she actually gets chosen.. right?

genre: smau + written, humor, idol x non idol, fluff, sprinkle of angst, reader wants nothing to do with jimin, jimin just wants to get this over with, forced proximity trope, the TENSION!!!

pairings: idol!yu jimin x fem!reader ft. le sserafim, aespa, & other idols

warnings: they are subject to change throughout the story because this is episodic, mentions of violence, profanity, kys/kms jokes

status: ongoing! updates will be whenever i feel like posting

notes: this is a work of pure fiction and the people involved are in no way connected to how they are in real life. if you want to be added to the taglist pls just ask. also ignore the time stamps n any other errors — enjoy :)

PROFILES!

get yn a gf | kwangays

CHAPTERS!

001. the incident

002. still my #2

003. date with a psycho

004. speak now

005. see you soon

006. free clout opportunity

007. enemies to lovers arc

008. beef with an idol

009. on thin ice

010. woman of the hour (written)

011. smile at the camera

012. disrespect yn day

013. blame it on the wind

014. i’m sorry (written)

015. don’t ghost

016. smiley face thumbs up

017. congratulations

018. solid pickup line

019. stop cockblocking

020. there it is

more to come…!

TAG LIST! (CLOSED)

@yoontoonwhs @imahallucination11 @slayc9 @nasyu-kookies @leyleypad @mightymyo @runawaymazola @jimanie @awkwardtoafault @limbforalimb @channiesprincess @neuftaeng @i06kkura @lesleepyyy @sewiouslyz @irishbarcafan @winieter @pandafuriosa60 @jiwoneiric @yumtooki @kimsgayness @justme-idle @tocupid @chaerybae

© izfims 2023

[silantryoo]

LOOKALIKE — EPILOGUE 1, dispatch

masterlist | next

taglist (CLOSED)!!

@moontealemonpie @rikisgeef @cutieseo @limbforalimb @ahnneyong @yumtooki @lcv3lies @sserajeans @jiwoneiric @blue4hour @trsrina @xyxlyn @misumiausworld @awkwardtoafault @d7dream @slowlyturninggay291 @perfectsunlight @juhyunsthirdwife @uzumakioden @txtbrainrot @rosiehrs @wlwgirlsworld @skisk1 @bzeus28 @deeznutzryu @jisooftme @jihyostolemyheart @li0ilthecxnt @eggomi @ddoxhan @zhivaxo @sweet-dhrafts @bearseulgs @marimo-anura @wonyoluvr @serenitygrace24 @ddeonutz @noiacha @livelaughchoerry @yunnybunnyy @ivy-aurora

[opertabry]

fine with babe ➣ pham hanni 【 smau 】

pairing ➣ newjeans!hanni x newjeans!fem!reader

synopsis ➣ you and your member, hanni, had a comfortable situationship, going behind your group to meet up and share lingering kisses. you were in a friends with benefits situation, stuck in a limbo between not being able to stay strictly friends, but fine with calling each other babe.

genre ➣ smau, angst, fluff, friends with benefits, sexual themes, 6thmember!reader, may add more

warnings ➣ sexual themes (mentions), suggestive, may add more

featuring ➣ newjeans, jungwon (enhypen), wonyoung (ive), hikaru (kep1er), jihan (weeekly), may add more

status ➣ planning. (profiles may be posted, but no chapters soon.)

playlist ➣

profiles ➣ jeanies • 04z • ??? •

chapters ➣

1. ???

2. ???

3. ???

【 main masterlist 】

taglist ➣ 【 closed 】 @flolio @petruchiosstuff @sserajeans @nasyu-kookies @jeindall777 @jiwoneiric @thefckghost @imjeyjjey @yoontoonwhs @dexthzone @khaepriv @everydayiloveyves @rinapomu @sofakingwoso @rd0265667 @luvjanexx @ys-typical @lesleepyyy @haerinkisser @haechansbbg @limbforalimb @awkwardtoafault @isanggayfrog @justme-idle @thaelii @imahallucination11 @bbanghanni @skriri @newhairnewjeans @jovialsparrow

[shuxiii]

sweet nothing— 17.

previous : masterlist : next

SYNOPSIS : After experiencing a life-altering car accident at the age of 16, Lee yn develops hearing loss and faces challenges in adjusting to her new reality. As time passes, she struggles to remember the voice of her beloved mother, and as she grows older, she finds it increasingly difficult to accept a life without the joy of hearing music. she gradually lets the void swallow her. However, everything changes when she encounters Hanni, a multimedia arts student, who helps bring back the once symphony that got lost along the way back to her.

Taglist— @jiwoneiric @mightymyo @idkwhatim-doinghere101 @dodokus @haerinkisser @silentreader98 @brocoliisscared @skriri @7myoi @thefckghost

[mncein]

“bty.” : 01. no idea —

OVERVIEW : damn, jimin just left you like nothing. you know it’s over once you saw your message turn green. so it was now your green light to let her go. yes, it did hurt, but you can’t undo what she did. but what could potentially happen that she wanted to break up with you? the case remains unsolved.

TAGLIST (open) : @rinapomu @jiwoneiric @greenniee @yoontoonwhs @pertruchiosstuff @hwm1hyun @jisooftme @multiliker @xszn @snsdwater @sleepyeverytime @xen248

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[sserajeans]

dogs and cats

a haerin x fem! reader smau

synopsis: out with friends to play frisbee with her pet dog wasn't such a bad idea for y/n, right? well, supposedly yes, but when she trips over a girl from her math class, one she's always found pretty, the two get off the wrong foot. pretty girl kang haerin is unamused, and y/n's desperate to at least befriend her. but dogs and cats never got along... right?

starring: minji hanni danielle haerin (newjeans), gunwook (zb1), jake jungwon (enhypen), rei (ive), eunchae (lesserafim), and more...

others + genre: strangers to enemies-ish to lovers, college au, fluff, comedy tbh, idk what ppl call it... gag fic?, slight one sided pining

notes: just an idea i got from when i went on a walk on campus today..., haven't rly thought abt how long this should be, irregular updates as im starting uni myself, ignore timestamps, will start posting when im done w yail &half of the chapters..

profiles: rei's dogs, dani's cats

playlist (?): ...

1.

2.

3.

4.

5.

more...

taglist (OPEN): @yyeonmis @jiwoneiric @hhongchae @lesleepyyy @rangf @limbforalimb @sofakingwoso @awkwardtoafault @rdfgfv @manooffline @mightymyo @imthisclosetokms @masuowo @khaepriv @haerinkisser @haerinsloverr @yyxy27 @phamaple @gtfoiydlyj @olives-on-pizza

[perfectsunlight]

𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐓𝐎𝐎 𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋

𝐚𝐡𝐧 𝐲𝐮𝐣𝐢𝐧 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒: you thought ahn yujin loved you, but no matter how hard you tried, she never seemed to admit it. it seems as if you are the only one who remembers it, all too well.

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐒: multi-media series, kpop, non-idol au, heavy angst, fluff, wlw.

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: infidelity, manipulation, yujin being a liar 24/7, gaslighting, toxic relationship, slight age difference, relationship issues, language.

𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐒: 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞.

00. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞

01. 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

02. 𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐨𝐬

03. 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐬

04. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠

05. 𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡

06. 𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐮𝐬𝐭

07. 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲

08. 𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐟𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐬

09. 𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐞𝐬

10. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐡

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓: @silantryoo @neuftaeng @regaiis @jisooftme @skisk1 @pandamiswifey @bzeus28 @jiihu @jeindall777 @yacii @jiwoneiric @cooldazetidalwave @chaersly @sunasami @nkahydnxo @shashatonin @lea-pg @wonyoluvr @urfriendlylocalidiot @writingficsblog @yoontoonwhs @aurumness @pandafuriosa60 @solwanq @lizseos @yourlittlecherry @aloneinacity @luv4tzu @onecalm-anon @sewiouslyz @li0ilthecxnt @awkwardtoafault @kikelikesmc @1r3n31ty @mitangiieee

CLOSED.

[jiwoneiric]

seashell, kim minji x pham hanni

— hanni broke the necklace she gave minji and paid the price.

genre: fluff, hurt comfort, angst in the middle

tags: bbangsaz, minji is angry, miss pham is guilty, happy ending

word count: 2,175

//italic is for when they talk in English//

“Pham Hanni!”

You sternly shout, yet the shorter girl takes zero hints from your tone. She cheekily runs around your room with your treasured seashell necklace. 

“You still keep it, huh?”

She annoyingly teases you, not being careful at all while swinging the poor necklace around. Your face is so close to exploding while being patient with Pham Hanni. 

“Hanni. Just give me back the necklace, would you?”

You grit your teeth as she stuck her tongue out. Oh, your same-aged friend is really testing your patience today out of all day. Today when you literally just came back from your extra practice the dance teacher gave to you for ‘not doing well’ earlier. Today when you were just being humiliated in front of your members by the same dance teacher.

“Ahh!”

And your horrible nightmare comes true right in front of you. Hanni stumbles upon the chair, resulting in her falling down along with the necklace.

—

It has been two days since you last interacted verbally with the shorter girl. You and Hanni are so used to clinging to each other. Well, at least, you are. But now that you’re upset with her, your huge ass ego won’t let you be near her. You wonder if she has noticed your distancing yet but seeing how she can still smile brightly when Haerin once again kisses her cheeks, you assume that she isn’t. 

You huff in annoyance and leave the room, not knowing that a pair of eyes follow your movement.

“Minji.”

You recognize the voice, quickening your walking pace as the steps behind you are getting so too.

“Kim Minji!”

You are forced to turn around as a strong hold on your wrist makes you to.

You saw how Hanni opened her mouth to speak but keeps mum. But why?

“M-minji…”

You let out a quiet gasp as you feel tears falling down your face.

“Don’t follow me.”

That was all you can say to her before retreating to your personal practice room.

—

You know Hanni was probably trying to mend things back but you don’t know what come over you that you were crying earlier. Perhaps because seeing her reminds you of the shattered seashell two days ago. It was so unlike you to be upset over a small thing like that and also to cry in front of her or anyone. Yes, never in a lifetime you suppose. The expression on Hanni’s face earlier shows how shocking it was for you to cry. You are supposed to be the strong wall around the members, comforting them whenever they cry but once in a very while, you cry too, just never in front of others.

You snapped out of your thought when soft knocks are heard on your door. It’s her. You gulp as you nervously wipe your tears before letting her in.

“Come in.”

You let your back face the door to hide your tear-stained face. Soft steps occupy your hearing as they get louder before finally stopping right behind you. You have your face hidden between your knees, your chin touching your chest as you feel yourself tearing up again. 

“M-minji…”

You hate how she stammered, hate that you are the cause of it. You can’t even lift your head to look at her.

“A-about the seashell…”

Just in time, you hiccup, making it more obvious that you just finished crying. You noticed how she had withdrawn into sullen silence after that. You don’t know why but you can feel a strong tug on your heart because of the uncomfortable silence in this room.

Just then, you heard the door closing. You assumed she went out after getting tired of your stubborn ass.

“You’re so fucking stupid, Minji.”

You mumble to yourself as you cry again. You hate how Hanni might stop approaching you again for a while.

Just then, you are pulled into an embrace. A tight and warm embrace.

“Minji, I’m so sorry for breaking your seashell. I really am.”

You found yourself sobbing even harder. You are genuinely confused as to why you are crying now. Are you glad she didn’t leave? Or are you sad that the seashell is broken? No, you think you are crying because of how pathetic it is for you to cry over a damn seashell. 

“I’m sorry, Hanni…”

You sob as you clutch her shirt with your shaking hands. You feel sorry for putting her in such an uncomfortable position the past few days. You try stopping your sob by putting your arm over your mouth. Your other hand is used to wipe tears flowing over your face harshly. 

“H-hey, you are going to hurt yourself that way, Min.”

You sob even harder upon hearing the nickname she used just now. You were about to hide your face in between your knees again when she holds up your cheeks with her hands, wiping the tears for you instead.

Out of nowhere, you suddenly hiccup, erupting small laughter from Hanni.

“Does this mean, I am forgiven now, Minji?”

You nod, leaning into her touch now that you slowly stop sobbing.

“But, on o-one condition.”

You notice how she lets out a small chuckle when you sniff. Despite your runny nose, you never feel this warm.

“Spill it.”

“Make me a new one.”

“Sometimes I hope I can see this side of you more often.”

You are puzzled, is Hanni wishing to see you cry often? Isn’t that a bad thing to witness?

Noticing your puzzled look, Hanni continue to explain.

“No, not the crying one. The clingy and not-leader-like Minji. It’s just that since we have officially debuted, I feel like you have become distant from me like you have become the fair Newjeans’ leader Kim Minji, not the stupidly funny and Hanni’s friend Kim Minji. You know what I mean, right?”

Right.

You were so focused on being a good leader and example for your members, especially since they are younger than you, and have half-forgotten about the fact that you have a same-aged friend with you. You mean, it’s not your fault that the said friend acts like she’s younger than Hyein most of the time. 

Still, it hurts you so much upon knowing the fact that Hanni has probably felt this way for a long time now.

“I’m so—”

“Minji Kim, can’t you just stop saying sorry for now? I might kick your ass if you say that word again!”

You smile weakly as you examine Hanni’s annoyed face. 

“Yeah, yeah. I won’t.”

You accept her extended hand to help you stand up.

“Let’s go to the bathroom first.”

You are genuinely confused by the sudden suggestion.

“What for?”

“Are you really going to let the kids see your tear-stained face and worry them?”

You pout as you shake your head in disagreement. She then pulled you by your wrist, leading the way to the bathroom.

—

“You know I can do it myself, right?”

You question Hanni as she keeps on insisting to help wash your face. It is not like your hand is occupied or anything.

“Look! You are acting like our leader back!”

You froze upon hearing that. You frown too, noticed by the shorter girl. Still, she just lets out small chuckles before continuing to wipe your tear stains. You could only stare at her but why does she look a little bit too beautiful now? Is it the lighting here? No, you don’t think that’s the case. You have looked at her under the same spot a thousand times already before. Was it the makeup? No, she’s barefaced now you can see how cute her face is right now that you want to give her lips a peck. 

Wait, what?

Startled by your own thoughts, you accidentally step back, startling the stared girl as well.

“Why, what’s wrong?”

You shake your head in denial. Quickly, you cover your flustered face with a white lie.

“N-nothing. I was zoning out earlier.”

You look at how she nods in understanding before reaching out for your hand once again.

So, you grabbed her hand and noticed how soft and small it actually is compared to your hand. You wonder why it is getting hot here when it’s like -2.4 celsius outside.

—

“Our unnie finally made up, guys!”

So, they do notice. You scratch your non-itchy neck while forcing a smile. You notice the stares on the intertwined hands of you and Hanni so you are about to let go before Hanni squeezes your hand.

Right, you were about to act distant again. You squeeze her hand back, assuring her with a soft smile.

“Hey, why are unnies flirting in front of us like this?!!” “WE ARE NOT!”

Both of you shouted in sync, leaving the younger girls giggling uncontrollably at their unnies’ flustered faces.

“Wh-whatever! Let’s continue our practice!”

You semi-shout, trying to hide the fact that you’re flustered by their comments. You walk your way to the computer to replay the playlist of your group’s songs to practice. What you did not notice is how you still have Hanni’s hand in yours, practically pulling her with you too.

It was when you turn around and is met with Hanni’s flustered face that you realised that fact. Both of you keep on staring at each other as if it is some staring contest. 

Haerin’s strong push on both of your shoulders was what snapped both of you out of the trance.

“You guys act like you didn’t see each other’s faces every day!”

Haerin’s snicker left both of you blushing hard, looking everywhere but at each other.

——

It really was a normal day for you and your members. Just getting back home from the Music Bank stage, you were planning to dive into your bed and let sleep consumes you before someone pulls you into the other’s room right before you can reach the doorknob. You thought it was Haerin in her teasing mood again but got surprised when you are met with Hanni’s face at least five centimeters away from yours.

“I-I have a surprise for you!” 

You observe the flustered girl when she backed away from you a little. Although as flustered as the shorter girl is, you remain a calm expression on your face.

“What is it?”

You stare as she searches through her stuff—her messy stuff—searching for something only she knows what. When you notice her stopping at a certain item, you try to peek from behind but she cuts you from it by clearing her throat.

“Now, close your eyes, Min.”

Although only her back is facing you, you can make out how nervous she is from the staggering of her voice. Not wanting to tease her, you obligingly close your eyes, restraining your lips to curve upwards when you feel her shaking hands taking yours up, making you attach both hands together.

You can’t suppress your smile anymore when you feel the cold metal alongside what you guess is a seashell, though it’s a different shape from your previous one. You open one of your eyes, doing so with the other one when you caught Hanni already on her bed, covering herself under her comforter.

You grin alone as you wear it around your neck before you practically jump onto her, ensuring that you won’t hurt in the process.

“Yaa, Kim Minji!”

You let out a loud laugh, entertained by the glare she’s giving you right now. Despite that, you wrap your arm around her, trapping her inside your tight bear hug. Knowing that no one is around you, you nuzzle your nose warmly into her hair, sighing upon smelling the familiar scent from Hanni’s favourite shampoo.

“Thank you, bro.”

You want to say more but you conceal them all in, not being the type to easily express your feelings through words. Instead, you caress Hanni’s hair, snuggling your face deeper into it to hide your reddening face in hopes that she won’t notice it, let alone tease you about it.

“Give me a kiss then.”

You stiffen upon registering the words that just get through your hearing. What? Kiss Hanni? Your face gets even redder and hotter than it already is.

“U-uh. You don’t have to if you don’t want…”

You notice how Hanni’s voice gets weaker along with her grip on your hoodie earlier. Awaken from your daze, you pull her closer, making the smaller girl let out a small sound, causing a smile to erupt from your face.

“I never said I don’t want to, though.” 

You look slightly down as you meet her gaze, her surprised gaze as you lower your face to be on the same level as hers.

“Just…”

You watch as hope and excitement fill her face. 

Too bad.

“Not now!”

You jump out of the bed, screaming and running around the house as she chases you down. You didn’t fail to notice her reddening face, ears and teary eyes. Oh, you might be dead first before you can kiss her.

“Kim Minji, you are dead!”

[newjeansgirlfriend]

omgtwr: 01. moving day

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had to fight the urge to release this earlier than planned

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[jenscx]

CALL ME BACK — jang wonyoung smau

being the vice-president of the student council, your responsibility is to show new students around the school. who could predict your childhood friend to be the one showing up on the first day?

STATUS LOADING… in progress!

TAGS — heavy angst, toxic relationship, cursing, major red flags, jealousy, trust issues, mentions of alcohol, cheating, childhood friends, mentions of sexual acts, homophobia more to be added!

FEATURING — ive, lesserafim, enhypen, nmixx, aespa

UPDATES — CANCELLED

! IMPORTANT ! this fic is not an accurate portrayal of the kpop idols mentioned. everything stated is fiction.

CHARACTERS… future lawyers | ymcmb | newbies

00. prologue

01. new year new me

02. detective conan

03. charity case

04. bad idea, right?

05. nasty freak

06. round 2

07. wonyoung groupie

08. feminist icon sunghoon

09. girlfriend applications

10. soft launch

11. fetus unnie

12. nicknames and parties

13. omega in heat

14. ure joking

15. last friday night

16. broken promises

17. where are u

18. right here

19. oh shit

20. two is better than one

21. erm.. awkward!

22. twinkhoon

BONUS. sakura’s playlist

23. nuclear bomb explosion

BONUS. yn’s playlist

24. childhood friends to lovers

25. cause of death

END

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[patheticallyinfatuatedwithu]

— ANOTHER ONE BITES THE RIZZ 🥶

well🧍‍♀️i need to get in touch w my humour

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[izfims]

sugarcoat — chapter twenty

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THERE IT IS!

synopsis: as a way to fix her image, jimin’s team decides to host an event where one lucky fan gets to go on a date with the idol to show the world that she’s a good person. since y/n’s younger sister happens to be one of her biggest fans but unfortunately falls under the age limit, she decides to sign her older sibling up instead. there’s no way she actually gets chosen.. right?

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