#iwillbeok

[everythingsucksbykate]

Numb

I can’t control my emotions anymore. I break down over the smallest things and lash out over simple accidents or misunderstandings. My mind is constantly spiraling out of control. I’m scared of how familiar the dark hole is becoming. I’m no longer afraid to see how far I can dive into its depths of its pitch black solitude. There is something peaceful about the echoing of a million thoughts slamming into each other as hard as they can. When did being sad become so comfortable?

[savemefromtoxic]

💟 I will heal. I will be ok. I will let go. I will love again. Rick dC @savemefromtoxic #heal #healing #willbeok #iwillbeok #letgo #iwillletgo #ihaveletgo #iwillloveagain #loveagain #rickdc https://www.instagram.com/p/Co7wZuYyHGx/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[theinfinity]

Everything will be ok

You gonna love yourself first. Then everything will be OK. They say. But sometimes you are wondering. The thoughts are rushing in your brain. You wanna to stop them but you can't. You learn to embrace them and live with them. I think once you learn to live with our thoughts, our life will be much peaceful.

#lifesuckssometimes #intrusivethoughts #iwillbeok #iamworthy #iamloved

[is-weird-me]

Happy new year!

thank you!  and a happy new year to you too!

[mindyamfbusiness]

that shit hurted

[jakalpaulo-blog]

Back to the hospital again!! This shit is not fun but it’s got to happen I guess!! #hospital #sick #ulcerativecolitis #shitty #alone #solo #jak #jakal #jakaldesigns #fkapower #jakovski #paulo_gonçalves #paulo_goncalves #iwillbeok #keeppositive #nothingcanstopme #love #freedom (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/CcEBvvpvvBt/?utm_medium=tumblr

[fallawaygirl05]

I'm not one to stand by and be silenced. Don't try me!

[cheesybri-blog]

Really trying to not let this depression kick my ass, b

[mirandamayer]

It's that kind of day. I'm going to write anyway. . . . . . . . #anxietyproblems #anxietyblows #lorazepamtime #lorazepamstat #itsokaynottobeokay #somedaysarebetterthanothers #meh #itsoktobesad #itsoktomedicate #mentalillness #itsathing #dontgiveup #torturedwriter #torturedauthorsclub #authorlife #depression #depressionisreal #depressionisabitch #iwillbeok #itsgoingtobeokay #giveittime https://www.instagram.com/p/B5vX4digAC2/?igshid=bs6gzn7doiih

[makingitwork927]

I got some scary news yesterday from my gynecologist. I need some additional testing tomorrow.... 

The first person I told was my ex. I didn’t think of anyone else, just her. If there was one person who loved me unconditionally, I think it was her. 

I’m trying not to be afraid, or anxious, or angry with myself for any choice that may have led me here. I’m just trying to be ok. I don’t know if it’s working... but I’m just trying to be ok. 

It bothers me that the gynecologist just told me so matter of fact... without asking me if I needed more information. Without so much as asking, are you able to have a private conversation at this time? She just started blurting it out even though I was sitting at my desk at work and my manager started walking up to me as I got news that made my head spin. I will probably say something about that.... easier to focus on concern for other things... 

[katielynnlove-1998-blog]

today i feel upset because I splurged on fatty fried foods😶😥 and i went way over my weight watchers point limit i couldnt even track it. i dont like to make excuses because trust me i dont believe there are any excuses to binge eat but today i was at the fair with my parents and i had some veggies but they were fried and fattening and also the chicken strips :( and dont even get me started on dominos cheesy bread :( arrrgggg but it will be okay, i just gotta keep telling myself everything will be okay 👌😎 #splurge #fat #fatteningfood #fried #friedfood #feelings #iwillbeok #everythingwillbeokay #love #sheybogan #plymouth #fairfood #food #eatingdisorder #eatingout #eating #cheesybread #chickenstrips #ana #mia #sad #nevergiveup #tomarrowsanewday #behappy #staypositive #nevergivein #staystrong #youareworthit #worthit #willpower #mindovermatter #newdress #newclothes #clothes (at Plymouth, Wisconsin)

[nictranstastic]

360

 On the last celebratory event of my undergraduate, I saw my old, distant, and new friends... all in one spot. I was not allowed into that spot. My present mates, left to be in the circle. At first I was mad, but I see it is a lesson. A lesson that I have grown outside of the circle. The wake up call I needed to say, let go. 

[jandtheuk]

These last few months have gone by in a blur, a happy fun blur for the most part. Lots of new work and volunteering for 2 film festivals, busy, busy. Most of it has been really fun, but a lot of stress as well. I am on the job hunt yet again, which is stressful and even though I knew I didn’t want to stay anywhere too long it’s a hard reality to jump and hope every 5 minutes. I also got a bit attached to my most recent work folk, they are all really good people (maybe the charity sector has something to do with that). 

The Film Festivals were a welcome change while I waiting to start back at the Theatre. During Glasgow Film Fest I was lucky to take part in 2 big special events, the secret location Lost Boys event ( MnD’s Scottish theme park) This was such a unexpected delight, the theme park was just open for us (me and 400 guests) free rides, face painting everything very in theme *note one of the creepiest things in this world is a theme park at night, most of the rides were off and eerie as fuck! I also got to share this cult classic with my friend Rollo (Pictured) who is the reason I was there at all :)  The next special event was a screening of perhaps my favourite film ‘The Princess Bride’ There were themed cocktails and a quest where I played the 6 fingered man! In both cases the best part was sitting with so many others who share the love, who are all bond by nostalgia, it brought such an incredible energy to the room ( maybe that’s what religion is like).... The Short Film Festival came only weeks later where I played more of an organisation role, I liaised with the guests of the festival. I also guided nearly 200 people in the rain with my rainbow umbrella for  ‘A wall is a screen’ event which was so much fun! We walked around the city and projected short films on walls, car parks, pubs, and storage containers. Throughout both of these festivals the highlights were the same, seeing films I would not normally see, sharing experiences and most of all meeting such brilliant people! People who are now my friends :) 

Over these last few months I have met truly incredible people, I am grateful that a good chunk of them like me too :P My theatre job threw a Scottish Ceilidh dance for us (Pictured pose at the top) which was an absolute thrill! Also exhausting and sweaty, but a lot of fun. My friend Adam taught me everything I now know (still not a lot) he was so lovely on the night, I think he danced with everyone. This night was a perfectly timed reminder that I am where I am meant to be. Scotland has such connection through tradition and community, I am part of that now. I feel that I’m starting to fit here, which is such a restful feeling. I’m still miles away from a lot of my goals but I feel like I’ll have the support to reach them. Money is still my biggest fear... but in theory that will pass in time or I’ll get better and handling that stress. 

[amissingpage]

#Repost @makedaisychains (@get_repost) ・・・ I hope everyone survives the Christmas period. Big love to anyone who struggles, who are alone, have difficult families, have lost someone, are ill / facing their last Christmas, have mental illness, are far from home, don’t have a home or stable housing, the people with no money, people with eating disorders, Deaf & hard of hearing people who will be excluded.... and many more. . . . #mentalhealth #mentalillness #iwillbeok #edfam #bereavement #christmas #depression #anxiety #eatingdisorder #recovery #edrecovery (em Hospital Onix)

[corpseflowerlunerica-blog]

Introductions

I am a survivor of child abuse, domestic violence, and sexual assault. I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder or BPD at the age of 18 after a suicide attempt. Throughout the majority of my life since that diagnosis, I largely ignored the diagnosis as it had never been defined for me nor had any attempt been made to ensure that I would get the help that I needed. I finally began researching BPD and realized that it really made sense, not to justify or excuse my actions in life, but to actualize that I had mental illness and to be able to work on my issues so that I can thrive in this world. 

This blog is to creatively express or bluntly vent my journey though life with mental illness. As a teenager, I found that poetry saved me from certain suicide or death of my spirit. I am thinking that maybe, just maybe, I can save myself once again through creative expression, writing, and sharing.

Welcome to all who want to listen and not criticize!

[saxotaz]

On my way to Doctor's... Nurse's order... En route pour le médecin... Ordre de mon infirmière... #artphotography #blackandwhite #blackandwhitephotography #handportrait #handwound #blessuremain #handcut #coupuremain #followdoctorsorders #follownursesorders #notadeepcut #iwillbeok #iwillbeokay #iwillbeoksoon #gayhandicap #invivible_handicap #followme https://www.instagram.com/p/CaXKA3ptfV2/?utm_medium=tumblr