#ive also just been really scared/anxious and depressed (again) in general lately bcs my pain increased with the weather changing

[seraphim-soulmate]

Sept. 27, 2024

Uh Oh. the common account we use for household stuff now costs 5.50€ a month bcs my roommate is 25 and so I offered to try and find a free one, or to make another account myself bcs it would be free for me as someone under 25. but now I'm realizing that means I'd be responsible for paying all the bills, and I'm bad with math and have a bad memory, so that sounds mildly terrifying when I was actually confronted with the reality of it. plus we also have to get insurance which costs about 10€/month through my bank, and since I'm domiciled here it would make the most sense for me to get it. But my other roommate at the same bank who isn't domiciled here could also technically get it... It would just be generally a lot easier if everything was on one account, which would be one of my accounts. Also opening a new account is scary. Anything to do with a bank and money is scary.

Idk if this is only scary right now bcs I also need to put down the money for my grandma's nursing home deposit (which I haven't done yet and really need to get on doing), so adding another financial responsibility seems very scary just right now, but it would be fine once I do my grandma's deposit. Or if generally being in charge of paying all the bills would cause me additional stress in general and I should instead just get my roommates to handle the insurance and pay the extra 1.38€ a month for the shared account...