#its all pointless anyway cause i doubt elizabeth wont say anything ever espcially since she knows esme isnt the killer

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i really hate that nikolas is recreating his mother's trauma with esme. its just such a triggering plot for me! especially after today when he drunkingly showed up, locked her in with him, and then threatened to keep her abducted and move her to the island just to stop people from finding out about his spawn with esme. like....he knows about Laura's abduction. shit he even lived with her for a bit of his childhood when they were both being kept at the island when he was young. he is literally reenacting his family's most disturbing crime (at least to me), which was his father's and uncle's twisted obsession with his own mother!

the difference with this situation is that nikolas isnt doing this out of some sick infatuation with his abductee, but out of anger and displaced blame for HIS stupid ass choices. he just wants to show up every so often and blame her for all his problems since no one in his actual life gives a damn about his dumb sob story. its such a horrible narcissistic character trait and it can definitely get worse from here!

i was horrified when nikolas put that mask on and terrorized spencer and his friends! he was so smug and saw nothing wrong with his actions even after Laura and Kevin were telling him how sick of punishment it was to put his own son through! i have so many anti-nikolas thoughts its driving me crazy that he is in every. single. damn episode!

i am absolutely NOT an esme apologist in the slightest! throw her ass in jail! then the baby will be taken away from her when she gives birth, and then everybody that she ACTUALLY hurt can get justice for her crimes against them! Trina, Joss, Cam, Spencer, and Ava deserve to make her suffer, NOT nikolas! all he did was consensually fuck his son's girlfriend, apparently without a condom! now she is just a punching bag for nikolas and its not satisfying in the slightest, at least for me. and i worry that his mistreatment will escalate to just making us see her experience more trauma, which wont help anything but vilify nikolas and set him even further down the path of being another deranged Cassadine man who holds his power over women.

i cant wait to see what laura says about everything, but at this rate nothing is gonna be revealed until this time 2023!